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[thedeadthree]

🖊🖊 + Hinata and Nadezdha 👀

HIIII MARI ANGEL <3 I hope ur doing well and had a lovely day/holiday!!!! THOSE ARE MY GIRLIESS <3 i missed them sm u know? i also FINALLY at last finished edgerunners (i started it a bit back and finished it at like 4am this morning asjknkd so good oh my god IT HURTT but it was the loveliest u know?) and i missed the babies <3

SEND A 🖊 + I WILL GUSH ABOUT MY OCS

🖊 - so funny story, but the man that hinata and oda were sent to zero on behalf of her great grandpops s*aburo..... was actually the man who ordained their wedding sansknksd. SO he was a priest right and one popular with the corpos that were employed by 'saka in NC. well, he started speaking ill of the company and selling company intel to their rivals when the employees would go to confession. so like..... he had to go u know? blah blah talk ill of the corp u get zeroed etc etc. they devised a genius plan to have him marry them, when she says "you may kiss the bride" they do of course buuuuut they also zero him in the process while he's distracted.. and they did just that! and it worked! hinata and oda yank out their mantis blades and the deed was done <3. every great wedding ends in someone getting flatlined right?

🖊 - so this second one will sort of be what i think in theory how she’ll be in phantom liberty? so if this is a post game thingy hideo (her charge and her and odas adopted son bc SOMEONE has to and it sure ain’t his brother yori sjzjhzhx) will be ceo as his brother is to step down and is put on house arrest in a time out bc of the coup ksjzjxhxh. if vika ends up having to take on ‘saka again it may mean that the besties turn into adversaries which would BREAK my heart but also be absolutely EHEM *nova* if the white widow and worlds coolest cyberninja faced off u know? ORR if it’s like during the main story i mean the besties in a spy thriller would so be siiiick u know? oda supporting the wife from the tower in the plaza like “thats my wife” ❣️😌 etc etc!

🖊 - YAY MARI U SAINT U I ADORE U SM I’ve been wanting to scream about her for literal years slzkxjxj she’s been around for a WHILE living in the head along with vika rent free with luxury room service <3 she was like a blob of like ✨vibes✨ like with the red aesthetic and the red hair for YEARS until i found the perfect fc and name? a little lore into her design color and symbolism is a HUUGE part of her character development and design? the way as growing up she wore a lot of neutrals and it was deliberate as she wished to be as out of sight as possible? then it was as if a switch flipped following a near depth experience in a deep dive into what was the pre data crash net. red is passionate it’s power it’s so much more and all what she wished to be. she became the red queen and faked her charismatic nature until she forgot where the old nadya ended and the red queen began. for the version of her she conveyed to the world and her true nature became one and the same. <3 lilith killed eve the day she became the red queen.

🖊 - OO okay this’ll be the fun one.. for this one we will be discussing! nadyas………. “lovers.” shes got three in her character arc that hold the most meaning to her both good and bad. those would be: y*orinobu (HUUGE) johnny (VERY) and r*ache (VERY and also painful!). if i for sure need to do a deep lore dive essay into the meaning of people in her life especially these three. but in essential the tropes to best depict them are for sure “mutual obsession inevitable downfall” for yori and nadya. “right person wrong time and rivals to lovers” for her and johnny. and! pain pain and suffering “tragic doomed lovers” for nadya and rachie <3

[tartigglez]

Hello tunblr user that I have NEVER spoken to before

Can I pretty please request dragon!zhongli doing dragon!Zhongli things

Like hoarding shiny things, and having a tail and hating random plants and squid 😭😭😭😭 idk I’m just hoping that something in this magically inspires your brain BUT feel free to ignore me

(I also really wanted to initiate ur ask box lol)

~ 🌷 anon <3

Why hello there tumblr user who i have also never spoken to! i hope this is uh,,, acceptable.

it was so hard to find a title for this oml

"my natural form...?"

zhongli x gn!reader

genre: fluff, pure unfiltered fluffiness, such fluff, many fluffitude

word count: 500-ish

tags: retail addict zhong bc we love to see it, possessive zhong, zhong hates fish zhong, protective zhong (hes a cutie patootie guys omgomomgomgomgogmogmHDKAJH), venti makes a cameo/reader is a traveller but not tHE traveller bc THEYRE MINORS I REFUSE TO WRITE THAT. thats kinda it

tw/cw: possessive dragon boi, it lowkey seems like lightly toxic behaviour but i think thats it

a/n: i wrote a little smol bit of this every night this week so its maybe a bit disjointed but whatever. this was fun to write ty tulip bb. zhongli is the cutest im so sOFT FOR THIS MAN AAAA. also send me asks, ples, pls, plsssssssss, pls.

dragon!zhongli who will buy pretty things without even realising that he quite literally has a retail addiction. will put things in random places in your house then get really confused when you move them. he keeps closely monitored stock of everything.

“darling, have you seen my golden vase anywhere”

“which golden vase?” 

“the one i purchased last week, at the market”

“i put flowers in it, it’s in the kitchen”

“okay, okay, good”

“you seem awfully worried about it”

“i am not, i simply… wished to know where it was… is all.”

“i see.”

dragon!zhongli who is lowkey possessive over you but refuses to admit it, also he feels that jealousy is not a good shade on him. But he’s a dragon, and you’re his most prized treasure, so it is only natural to him to protect you, right? it can’t be helped. he's got a really good sense of smell, so he can always tell who you’ve been around in the past few hours, but won’t tell you because he's afraid it’ll freak you out. 

(side note: he totally loves your scent and will compliment you on it all the time, like he’ll bury his head in your neck to calm himself down omg)

“my dear, who was with you earlier?”

“the guild had me teleport to mondstadt for a commission, why?”

“nothing my love, i simply- nevermind”

you look him in the eyes doubtfully

“tell.” 

“alright. you were with the anemo archon, yes?”

“i was. i was sent out to windrise to fight some hilichurls, i ran into him and he helped me defeat them, why?” 

“nothing, darling. the hilichurls didn’t hurt you, did they?”

“when has a hilichurl ever hurt me?”

“it is difficult to argue with that logic.”

dragon!zhongli who despite literally creating the harbour, refuses to go near the markets. he cannot stand the smell of the seafood that the merchants sell, so despite trying to “blend in” whilst in his mortal form, he will rarely be sighted outside the innermost parts of the city. 

“li’”

“yes, dear?”

“shall we take a stroll by the harbour? i have a free hour this afternoon and we should spend some time together. i haven’t spent much time with you this week, and i've missed you.”

“i have missed you too, love, however i think that-”

“you think?”

“i think that it is rather cold, down by the harbour. Shall we go to the teahouse instead?”

dragon!zhongli who is unconsciously protective of you in his sleep. he will wrap his tail around your form when cuddling, as a literal natural response. puts it around your waist and between your arms whilst spooning you so you can hug it like a teddy bear whilst he puts little kisses on your shoulders as you doze off. tells you the stories of years gone by as you sleep to vent his worries.

“li’”

“darling?”

“tell a story”

“must i?”

“yes, you must!”

“very well my dear, close your eyes.”

[gimblegamble]

Gim gimgingim my broski my buddy my boo I literally love the nickname plannonthayssisido that’s so cute oml WOOOOO :DDD

Yes ur walls r great btw I got like snacks n here n shit im lirking in ur shadows I’m sending u invisible appreciation im appreciating u so hard u don’t even no it literally /pos

Oh il ur x desfgin by the way he has such cool hair like if sm1 had fisgety hands imaging if they give it a lil brush u no or a lil tug or put sm cute flowers in it n stuff thatd be cute !!!! he’s a pretty boyi u nko kno u kko yhyhyhyhyh

Also I forgor if I respondede to this yet but ur so correct acc about the new hermits getting thei own crushes on Mumbo too HC stands for Hermits CrushingOnMumboJumbo acctuallye u r so correct n try 💀<<<<333333

…………. Def not m havin thoughts aboy the diff between ppl resctong to gem vs Skizz if they were to find out they gained a hot crush on Mumbo too….. like…. Bro imagine……..

Ppl going to gen like awwww that’s cute bestie we lov that frfr gem welcome to the club bestie n shes so sweet w mumbo n it’s all good n she might be deadly enough to casully take out a sword n death glare any competitors sometime if they’re tryna crash in any dedidcated Mumbo time (COYGHCOUGCVOUGH Grian COUGHCOIYHCIIHJ) but it’s all good ukno all cute :))))))

But like Skizz. And here’s the thing Skizz is such a huge teddy bear o a guy. Fav angel dude fr. But like. I’m lookin at how ZIT already had like a whol competition bet thing going on w seducing Mumbo Outta his sexy pristine normal asssuit pants. I’m looking at the hints of possessivendsc that like Z n I n T all had at times b4 w dear ol mumby boy. I’m lookinh at thr bond ZITS hav going on n how Skizz could b having a gay ol time w mumbo n maybe flirting just a tad (a lot lol) n maybe he throws Mumbo over his arm cus he cute like that n S catches one of the others eye just for a second n motherfucker would SMIRK. LMAO ‘look bitches I got ur man now he’s my man what u gonna do bout it <3’ like iys probs not on the level of Doc n Grian (n X n Scar n probs Keralis lol) petty aaaa possessiveness rivalry becaus ZITS r still a lol goofy w it y’know ykno but like

Sometimesz

Sometimes.

Hffhhffhhffygufhghvvhvjjvjvjvvjjbbj ty gim happy pride btw rip I’m a fruity little plannon today <3

- 🌱 Anon

Plannon it is then! ^^ lmao always a pleasure to receive a message from you. Feels like I have a penpal in the world somewhere. Apparently in my walls though so I hope you're still comfortable in there with how cold its getting again??? (last week we were at the >20C?? Now we're back at single digits???? What happened?????).

As for my Xisuma, maybe no tugging since he has some very sensitive hair roots but flowers are always welcome! (I still think he needs a haircut though)

I agree on your interpretation of the true meaning of HC and shall immediately add it to my dictionary lmao.

Actually I haven't really thought about Skizz all that much so I'm pretty interested in some headcanons about them. I don't really see much of Skizz in general I suppose.

I say that but for some reason I had no trouble hearing this sentence (‘look bitches I got ur man now he’s my man what u gonna do bout it <3’) in his voice so.. lol.

Happy pride as well plannon! go and be your fruity little self and have fun.

[4e7her]

Just say the word + any of the house wardens please!!

I want to see what ur wonderful brain comes up with!! ♡

ty for requesting! i hope this is to your liking <3 i was thinking about making this idia and then i realized that i have no idea how to characterize him properly LMAO

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˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ for my new years event ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

character: riddle rosehearts, twst

contains: kind of fluff kind of not??? not sure, reader referred to in second person pov, gender neutral reader, reader is yuu

"Hmm?" Riddle cocked his head, peering at you with narrowed eyes, obviously curious. It wasn't usual for you to be shy around him - you two had long since passed that. "What do you need, Prefect?"

"I was wondering," You start, voice a bit soft as you glance to the side, hand coming up to mess with the tie around your collar, "When are you free, next?"

The dorm leader hummed to himself, lost in his own world for a few moments as he thought it over.

"Well... There's the Unbirthday parties and the dorm leader meetings. I've no choice but to tutor Ace and Deuce, as they both failed their last History of Magic test. I believe Trey had something planned as well..."

He trailed off now, a distant look in his eyes as he absentmindedly counted the events he listed on his fingers. When you realized Riddle wouldn't be stopping anytime soon, you couldn't help the sigh that left you, grabbing his attention near instantly.

"Why do you ask, dear rose?"

Realizing your mistake, and not wanting to add to the dorm leader's clearly busy schedule, you wave him off. "Oh, it's nothing important. Forget I asked."

A frown pulled at his lips, and Riddle looked at you with much more intent now, questioning in his eyes.

Uncomfortable silence hangs heavy in the air, but you don't answer the unspoken question despite the way your fidgeting transitioned to wringing your hands together. Dutifully ignoring his gaze, you shift on your feet, too flustered by the sudden attention to dismiss yourself.

"Love. If there's something you need from me, don't hesitate. Just say the word, and I can make time."

"You know I don't want to pull you away from important things." You insist, finally meeting Riddle's eyes, your hands coming to a still as you cross your arms.

"Nothing is more important than you."

-

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[charlottesbookclub]

I just read ur alistair x reader piece where hes worried about the reader not eating breakfast and like bro im honest to god fucking swooning. The way u wrote him was SO cute and endearing but it also felt so real. A lot of x reader stuff can be a bit ooc or extreme vibes imo but it just felt so laidback and like just realistic and nice to read. Ty for writing and sharing it! Id be so interested to read more alistair pieces if u have anymore u plan on writing and sharing!

hello my dear! 💖

I literally cannot thank you enough for sending this ask!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 this is such a huge huge huge compliment and I'm and literally truly so happy and thrilled that you enjoyed it so much!!!!! ☺️💕☺️💕

I also get very in my head about whether or not I'm portraying characters accurately (esp. ones that don't have a lot of book/screen time) so this was super reassuring to hear and def makes me feel more confident about continuing to write for him!! ☺️🥰

in terms of future alistair plans, I have a lot lol 😅😅 right now I'm working on a long-form project for him called "king of all birds" that follows his story from learning his brother is going to be executed up through his transformation and probably a little after that too. that one doesn't have a pairing though; I'm using it more as a character study and also because I've always wanted to explore his backstory. the twilight guide gave us so much about him, and yet so little at the same time, since we never see that story actually explored. so now I guess I'm just doing it myself lmao 😅

but I also have ideas for 2-3 more one-shots that would exist in the same universe/timeline as "like real people do," and those would be alistair x reader. they aren't written yet, but I do have at least one of the plots fully fleshed-out, so now I just need to actually sit down and write lmao

I'm also super open to taking requests for him if you have something specific you'd like to see! I'm happy to do headcanon lists and other more miscellaneous stuff as well, since I can often get through those faster than things where I need to construct a plot lmao, but they can also serve as nice ways to explore a character further before I write a longer piece 💕💕

I also want to shout-out @frodoshaggins (I hope it's okay if I tag you here, if not, just let me know and I'll remove it! ☺️☺️) because it's their incredible work that inspired me to start writing for alistair myself!! I would highly recommend their stuff if you're looking for more alistair content!! 🥰🥰

anyway, I just want to say such a sincere thank you again for this ask!! I'm genuinely so flattered and touched that you liked my writing and I'm always excited to meet other alistair fans!! 🥰💕🥰💕 I hope your day is absolutely fantastic!! ☺️💖☺️💖

[suntoru]

your new theme is gorgeous aaaaa 🫶🏻💞 i hope you’re doing well and taking care, lily, dear <3

(also a fellow nagi lover? aaa he’s just so cute !!)

aya lovely! ahh thank u, i love ur url and ty for the kaeya blessing!! ‘m doing fine, just a bit stressed 😔 how r u my dear? make sure to get enough sleep n drink enough water!

[phoenixdaneko]

heya phoenix :3 hope ur doing well

Awwww ty dear!!! I'm doing ok, I'm a lil tired. I woke up and immediately went to a store with my brother to print shit for his project so it was a bit jarring cuz of the sun.

But I have a college info session in about 30 minutes and I'm considering doing stuff with clay while I listen lol

I hope you're having a good day/night my dear <3

[wonflirtz]

maybe late but congrats on 1k followers dear!!! if you don’t mind me asking, what tips and advices can you give to a person who’s starting a kpop moodboard?

hiii and ty!! <3 ok so firstly i would suggest going on pinterest to find images that match, if u want ur posts to get lots of likes then try bringing other colours/themes into one moodboard as it catches peoples eye more you'll need a lot of patience though because there will be some days where your posts dont do as well as you want them to and it might annoy you but dont worry :) it doesnt necessarily mean your mb was bad it might just mean u need to try something else

inspiration is very very important which is why i dont mind people taking inspiration from me bcs it might make you more confident in your posts id also recommend using popular tags that gain a lot of attention and bring in the right audience!! i hope this helps, i might add more stuff later that you or others might find useful. goodluck w your blog i wish you the best!

[xanderlovesscones]

hello snowflake!!

heey xander!!

this is kinda getting in the way of my greeting, but I've just decided for the sake of simplicity to just bracket ur message to show what my message is respond to. hopefully that makes it easier <3

(sorry it took me so long to get back to you but I went to my eyebrow appointment, after burning it off constantly I’m tying to grow it back!! my day was fantastic but it highly improved after receiving your scones!! both recipes were AMAZING but the second had this wow factor I was addicted to, what did you add into them??)

you really didn't take long to respond at all!! dw!! hope your eyebrow grows back quickly 🤭 as for the scones, i added a little bit more vanilla extract and granulated sugar this time round!! i actually had another recipe as well where i added a tiny pinch of lemon extract, and while i think it tastes pretty okay, i'm not sure if it's for everyone. and i know how much you detest lemon soo i decided not to send those to you. if you want, i could tho - no promises on the taste!!!

(well I can’t speak for my dear brothers but I can definitely sense at points they get bored of my scone talk… I know GASPPP how could they?! wooowww your brothers clearly don’t understand the art of scones, only us highly intelligent people can, it’s a rarity!! (disowning them is a good way to get rid of the toxic scone-haters, good to know you’re not like gray’s dad))

wow, i'm not sure i've ever been called highly intelligent b4, but i suppose i have a really refined palate and scone eating expertise. maybe it has smt to do with that. i could talk about scones all day long too, but when i do ppl tell me to shut up or give me weird looks 😒 and then they have the audacity to start talking abt roblox or fortnite. like, u evaluate it, which do you think has more value? 😒 but ofc they won't listen to me then, only when they need hw getting done. well, sucks to be you guys, cuz you can do it by yourself! use that lone braincell of yours!

(THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS TALKINH TOO MUCH ABOIT SCONES!! I personally could talk about the all day. oooo your group chat name is good!! me and my brothers in fact do have a group chat but I’m not sure our lawyers would be pleased if the name was leaked, but I can tell you that the footage of grayson in leather pants is on there 🤭🤭 and as for the rankings

most mysterious:

1) nash

2) gray

3) jamie

this may have surprised you but here are my reasons… you see jameson is ranked third because although he is very mysterious I’ve gotten quite good at reading him which makes him less mysterious to me and then there’s of course the fact that he’s the most indiscreet person on this planet. grayson is second because gray likes to act mysterious but in reality is not that mysterious at all, it’s all a facade. Nash is definitely the most mysterious, always somewhere other than hawthorne house, always knows the right things to say, always won the old man’s games… )

awww its fine for the group chat thing - can't upset the lawyers 🙃🫠 and i'm pretty sure alisa has enough on her plate anyway. could you still send the grayson in leather pants pic please? pwetty pwease? 🥺

as for the rankings, can't say i'm surprised tbh. i pretty much agree with your reasoning. tbh, I would put gray in last place if Jamie isn't so indiscreet. that guy has no stealth at all 😒

( better brother:

I can’t choose!! they’re all the best for so many reasons!!)

well, gfu if you can't choose for who deserves the better brother. for mine, it's a tie between insufferable and annoying for both of them. ah well.

((your brothers should not be mean to you!! because you’re also kind and amazing and smart and deserve the world!! don’t forget to tell yourself that!! my favourite colour is in fact blue because it reminds blueberry scones))

awwww ty. tbh, it's fine when they're mean cuz i can be mean right back 😃 ykw what they say: "a lady doesn't start fights, but she can finish them" 😃 i really like this quote a lot. also, ur fav colour is blue??? i mean, i should've guessed it by ur blog colour but tbh you always struck me as a my-fav-colour-is-green kinda guy….. idk it's the vibes ig. but the reasoning is valid. i like blue too!! soo blue hearts from now on then!!! hmmmm dark or light blue tho? i kinda like the light blue more….💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵 aww these are so pretty

(sometimes I think it would be cool to have a sister, but in a way there are people in my life that are like my sisters, like avery and libby and bex and thea!! )

awwww ur so lucky to have so many amazing sisters/friends! i just don't click with a lot of the girls ik unfortunately 🙃 most are nice enuf but we're not really on bestie terms like u and avery yk?

(you are not annoying at all!! I love talking to people and you happen to be a highly interesting person snowflake!! you’re definitely not the problem because I think you’re great and if you have xander-approval then that means you’re fantastic!!)

awww ty for the xander-approval🩵 does that mean i get a blueberry scone? (jkjk, ik i'm probs pushing it) still not sure if lamenting about my lack of friends is interesting tho ☹️ maybe we need a topic change. but right after i respond to ur last few messages!

(there are aspects I don’t like. it would be nice every once in a while to not have all the lawyers and bodyguards and people, I wonder what my life would be like if I was born in a different world entirely. of course, I’m grateful for everything but still my mind does wonder)

yeah, i understand that. can be a bit opressing with all the bodyguards and stuff. and the expectations are never ending ☹️ still not sure if i forgive your grandpa for that. i'm kinda like half-half. yeah, he was cool. but not really. idk 🤷‍♀️

(oh 100% a ten!! gray is the biggest softie!!)

haha, take that grayson!!!!! hmmm…. it's annoying i can't tag ppl here. ah well, guess u have to do it for me 😝

soooo do you have any hobbies?? wait, stupid question, ofc you do…. uuuum, do you do anything else besides making exploding robots?? i'm afraid i'm not much of a tech person, and i'm def not at a xander hawthorne level. speaking of which, YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLY SMART AND KIND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE.

okay, so i'm horrible at topic transitions so uuuum forgive me but uh actually, does it suck smt to be the youngest bro??? i noticed then in most of the families ik, the sibling dynamic is smt along the lines of the older child having a more dominant personality, especially in twins. since, well my brothers are twins. and the older one has a VERY dominant personality so in certain cases the younger one is a bit overshadowed. actually now that i think about it, my brother which is the older twin is kinda similar to jameson. hmmmmmm… idk if that's good or not… jameson is certainly not the best example. but i suppose its too late at this point. it's like when you finally realise they're stubborn as sh*t and nothing can ever change that. ah well (sry i just realised i was ranting. i just kinda find pyschology interesting yk? and it translates into family dynamics and since ur family is so, in one way to put it, interesting i thought i'd ask)

oh, wait, do you do sports?? ik grayson swims and nash probs does horse riding or smt idk. and well jameson is jameson. falling of the roof is probs exercise for him.🤷‍♀️ what abt u? i'm doing pre-competitive swim training. i almost died during yesterday's 10 by 100m set 😭 it was brutal 😭 at least it wasn't an IM set ig. bet grayson would be like "that's so easy" or some shit 😭😭😭

how much do you like emojis??? i luv them but it's so difficult to use them on pc. like i have to search the web browser to copy paste them 😭 but if i type on my phone then it's so slow. lord help me 😭

oh wait i have an idea. since we're talking about emojis, describe your ideal adventure in 3 emojis. (i'm random like that. don't ask why. when i want to get to know ppl more i just ask them random questions. it's my love language ig. speaking of love languages, what's urs??? and may be a bit personal, but what do you think ur toxic trait is? i honestly don't know mine. smt i try too hard, other times i have no motivation. smt i'm optimistic, other time's im not. so i have no idea really. here's a quiz for u if you want: https://www.truity.com/test/toxic-traits-personality-quiz) anyways, i'll go first: 🌌🔮🪽 it's kinda giving fantasy, astrology, otherworld vibes. I like that. speaking of which, what's ur zodiac sign?? ur birthday is sometime in December right? i'm a November scorpio 😃

okies i think that's enough for this round. this message is hella long. anyways, hope u have a nice day Xander!! 🩵 - ❄️

hello again snowflake!!

(you really didn't take long to respond at all!! dw!! hope your eyebrow grows back quickly 🤭 as for the scones, i added a little bit more vanilla extract and granulated sugar this time round!! i actually had another recipe as well where i added a tiny pinch of lemon extract, and while i think it tastes pretty okay, i'm not sure if it's for everyone. and i know how much you detest lemon soo i decided not to send those to you. if you want, i could tho - no promises on the taste!!!)

I hope my eyebrows grow back quickly too!! they’re taking they’re damn time!! ooooo that definitely made the difference, I loved them. hmmmm I’m curious of this pinch of lemon… maybe I’ll sacrifice my good taste to try something new

(wow, i'm not sure i've ever been called highly intelligent b4, but i suppose i have a really refined palate and scone eating expertise. maybe it has smt to do with that. i could talk about scones all day long too, but when i do ppl tell me to shut up or give me weird looks 😒 and then they have the audacity to start talking abt roblox or fortnite. like, u evaluate it, which do you think has more value? 😒 but ofc they won't listen to me then, only when they need hw getting done. well, sucks to be you guys, cuz you can do it by yourself! use that lone braincell of yours!)

WHATTT!??? OFCCC YOU’RE INTELLIGENT YOU WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME!! okay but in all seriousness you are :)) anyyywayys I find that people who enjoy scones so much as you and I tend to be more intelligent beings. oh my gosh!! I cannot believe they would pause scone talk to discuss that!? that’s sooooooo silly!! OFC SCONES HAVE MORE VALUE!! SCONES ARE LIFE 👹👹 *cough cough* anyyywayyss you tell them snowflake!! don’t give them ur homework!!

(awww its fine for the group chat thing - can't upset the lawyers 🙃🫠 and i'm pretty sure alisa has enough on her plate anyway. could you still send the grayson in leather pants pic please? pwetty pwease? 🥺)

yesss alisa is already mad at me 😔😔 … leather pants picture coming right up!! I love sharing that!!

(well, gfu if you can't choose for who deserves the better brother. for mine, it's a tie between insufferable and annoying for both of them. ah well.)

ahahahahhah I do understand your pain sometimes, my brothers can also be annoying and insufferable but they have their good aspects as well!!

(awwww ty. tbh, it's fine when they're mean cuz i can be mean right back 😃 ykw what they say: "a lady doesn't start fights, but she can finish them" 😃 i really like this quote a lot. also, ur fav colour is blue??? i mean, i should've guessed it by ur blog colour but tbh you always struck me as a my-fav-colour-is-green kinda guy….. idk it's the vibes ig. but the reasoning is valid. i like blue too!! soo blue hearts from now on then!!! hmmmm dark or light blue tho? i kinda like the light blue more….💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵 aww these are so pretty)

yesss, sometimes you just have to be mean right back!! quoting the ‘aristocats’ I see!! I love that disney movie. yesss my fave colour is blue, hence the blog colour. tbh I do love green as well!! oooo that pattern of blue is so pretty!!

(awwww ur so lucky to have so many amazing sisters/friends! i just don't click with a lot of the girls ik unfortunately 🙃 most are nice enuf but we're not really on bestie terms like u and avery yk?)

I am very lucky!! but don’t worry you will find some too, I didn’t get mine until quite late in life you still have time. but for now… hmmmm I think you need a BHFF!!

(awww ty for the xander-approval🩵 does that mean i get a blueberry scone? (jkjk, ik i'm probs pushing it) still not sure if lamenting about my lack of friends is interesting tho ☹️ maybe we need a topic change. but right after i respond to ur last few messages!)

ofc you’ll always have xander-approval!! AND OF COURSE YOU GET A BLUEBERRY SCONE THAT ISNT PUSHINGGG IT!! you can rant to me all you want and remember, I’m your friend and that’s all that matters 😊😊

(yeah, i understand that. can be a bit opressing with all the bodyguards and stuff. and the expectations are never ending ☹️ still not sure if i forgive your grandpa for that. i'm kinda like half-half. yeah, he was cool. but not really. idk 🤷‍♀️)

yesss definitely ☹️☹️ I’m glad you understand me!! my feelings towards mr grandfather are very conflicted so I don’t really know either

(haha, take that grayson!!!!! hmmm…. it's annoying i can't tag ppl here. ah well, guess u have to do it for me 😝)

I will!! @therealgraysonhawthorne READ PLEASE 🤭🤭

(soooo do you have any hobbies?? wait, stupid question, ofc you do…. uuuum, do you do anything else besides making exploding robots?? i'm afraid i'm not much of a tech person, and i'm def not at a xander hawthorne level. speaking of which, YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLY SMART AND KIND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE.)

I do many other things: eating scones, inventing things, exploding things, hacking things, coding things, (basically everything technological), reading, some fun little maths questions, doing illegal things with my brothers, and ofc my boring boring school work

WHY THANK YOU!!

(okay, so i'm horrible at topic transitions so uuuum forgive me but uh actually, does it suck smt to be the youngest bro??? i noticed then in most of the families ik, the sibling dynamic is smt along the lines of the older child having a more dominant personality, especially in twins. since, well my brothers are twins. and the older one has a VERY dominant personality so in certain cases the younger one is a bit overshadowed. actually now that i think about it, my brother which is the older twin is kinda similar to jameson. hmmmmmm… idk if that's good or not… jameson is certainly not the best example. but i suppose its too late at this point. it's like when you finally realise they're stubborn as sh*t and nothing can ever change that. ah well (sry i just realised i was ranting. i just kinda find pyschology interesting yk? and it translates into family dynamics and since ur family is so, in one way to put it, interesting i thought i'd ask))

I mean sometimes… it can be a bit… but at the end of the day I love my life and I’m lucky to live it. wow of your older brother is like jameson then I finally have so,one who understand me!! yay!! also twins, that’s so so cool, I’ve always wondered what it would be like to have a twin, imagine two xanders 😁😁 jameson definitely is the most stubborn person I know!! (I most certainly love your ranting, psychology is VERY interesting)

(oh, wait, do you do sports?? ik grayson swims and nash probs does horse riding or smt idk. and well jameson is jameson. falling of the roof is probs exercise for him.🤷‍♀️ what abt u? i'm doing pre-competitive swim training. i almost died during yesterday's 10 by 100m set 😭 it was brutal 😭 at least it wasn't an IM set ig. bet grayson would be like "that's so easy" or some shit 😭😭😭)

now I’m not known for being the sportiest hawthorne but that doesn’t mean I can’t play well. basketball is a personal favourite because it allows me to make fun of my short brothers, although when savannah plays it becomes un-fun because she is flawless at that game. I can play hockey moderately well and most sports really, but there’s not one I’m more inclined to like gray with his swimming. ooooooo you should make friends with gray too, he loves to swim!!

(how much do you like emojis??? i luv them but it's so difficult to use them on pc. like i have to search the web browser to copy paste them 😭 but if i type on my phone then it's so slow. lord help me 😭)

🎡I��️L🛁O💌V✂️E🐁E🦭M🐠O🎩J💀I💩S🫡

(oh wait i have an idea. since we're talking about emojis, describe your ideal adventure in 3 emojis. (i'm random like that. don't ask why. when i want to get to know ppl more i just ask them random questions. it's my love language ig. speaking of love languages, what's urs??? and may be a bit personal, but what do you think ur toxic trait is? i honestly don't know mine. smt i try too hard, other times i have no motivation. smt i'm optimistic, other time's im not. so i have no idea really. here's a quiz for u if you want: https://www.truity.com/test/toxic-traits-personality-quiz) anyways, i'll go first: 🌌🔮🪽 it's kinda giving fantasy, astrology, otherworld vibes. I like that. speaking of which, what's ur zodiac sign?? ur birthday is sometime in December right? i'm a November scorpio 😃)

oooo fun okay so….

my ideal adventure:

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take from that what you will 🤭🤭 I’m still sad there is no scone emoji!!

love language:

probably gift giving, hence the book bouquet or quality time.

toxic trait:

I’m very obsessed with scones and may have a little itty bitty addiction…

quiz:

well… it says I’m a mansplainer but I’m not sure I quite agree

zodiac:

my birthday is in fact in december and apparently I’m a Sagittarius!!

I like that this is random!! don’t worry!!

(okies i think that's enough for this round. this message is hella long. anyways, hope u have a nice day Xander!! 🩵)

no worries snowflake!! you have a nice day too!!

[thedeadthree]

multiples of five for viktor and an oc of your choice please! 💕

ROSIIEEE hii! i hope your doing well dear! <3 THATS MY DEAR BOY. ive had him for EONS he means the world to me AHH. hmm and for the second one in honor of tlou releasing today on hbo! i'll introduce alaia! <3

OC ASK GAME

5. WHAT WAS AN OCS FIRST SLOW DANCE SONG?

i would say MODUS by joji would be a cute first slow dance song for him! i would say first slow dance parter would go to the lucky dear ness (or nessie as he likes to call her <3 shes aj @jendoe's girlie!)! for a goood chunk of his life slow dances wigged him out u know? it's what his parents did at galas, and furthermore, its what people in committed relationships do u know? so it would take a "love of their life" sort to sway prince skittish of long term relationships <3

10. WHICH OC IS THE BIGGEST ROMANTIC?

to be honest i think until nessie he didn't think himself as much of a romantic? and after they become an item (nessie will likely have to go "LISTENN BUB I THINK UR NEAT" or something like that jksankjn bc for all of his banter and etc etc dear boy was like UHH when it came to the art of courting ahjsabjx). but he'll try his best! its like watching a baby dear learn how to walk which is precious but also PRIME opportunity for teasing (affectionate). wanted to be in love but didn't think it was for him u know?

15. WHICH OC HAS THE MOST FRIENDS?

he's a social butterfly my dear boy sure is! of course soap and willa and Garrick and ghost begrudgingly are the besties and price and isi are like parental figures to him <3. radolfo and alejandro (dad wars between him and price kajnsj their time together in that cell was all the convincing ale needed that vik was to be his son jjhsjh) became instant besties of his <3. he has a number of close friends and fringe acquaintances as well! though the one who will hold the candle as his friend of all friends for him would be his late brother aldric <3

20. WHICH OC GETS CRUSHES THE EASIEST?

vik gets crushes like his dogs track mud in his house... ALL THE TIME. the essence of the "falls in love with a new person everyday." hehe <3 he took the cake for that until he met *COUGH*!

25. WHICH OC IS THE MOST PRACTICAL?

hES TrYinG hIS BeST his upbringing he's a nepo baby and his tendency towards the dramatic (stubs his toe? shakespearean tragedy.) he makes an effort for practicality but like his mannerisms in the romantic department its like watching a deer learn how to walk <3 viktor "how much does a banana cost? $50?" mason <3

30. WHICH OC DRESSES THE BEST? THE WORST?

no greater slight he could make to his mother if he didn't put thought into his sense of style bjsbjd and thank the heavens for aldric and his IMMACULATE TASTE bc i am confident dear boy would have considered joggers and a t-shirt as a suitable formal wear jankxdk. he learned all he knows from him! <3

35. WHICH OC PRONOUNCES IT MEH-MEH INSTEAD OF MEME?

his grandma on his moms side in france pronounced it as meh-meh and as a like seven he used to say it that way until aldric told him its MEME not meh-meh habjsbj (after waiting EONS until vik was fifteen to tell him DARN OLDER SIBLINGS). now, its just around graves to get on his nerves <3. he's a twerp!

40. IF ALL YOUR OCS WERE TO GET INTO A GIANT, MCU STYLE FIGHT WHO WOULD WIN?

he survives only bc select clowns would find his "hot mess with a heart of gold" nature endearing <3 he's beelining for roman, ayrenn, vindamea and enya the moment he sees them! strong badass ladies who can break his neck like a twig? AND upon them knowing him for five minutes if anyone touched a hair on his head they'd zero everyone on the scene hehe <3 he's drinking mead with baelor afterwards and running for the HILLS shrieking and tears in his eyes seeing una on the back of the cannibal <3 its fun!

5. WHAT WAS AN OCS FIRST SLOW DANCE SONG?

i think maybe not a first slow dance song but something for a first emotional moment where the bleakness of the post apocalyptic landscape of the world (which members of her family may or may not have been responsible for the outbreak) and its really getting to her.. i think of DEAL ME by MeLoveMeAlot ft KÅIKÅI? the "you can't kill me I'm alive / you gotta deal me i'm alive ... we all know no paradise." i think would be lovely for her in that moment u know? like a hold her while she sways a bit sort of post panic attack moment?

10. WHICH OC IS THE BIGGEST ROMANTIC?

she was the child of seattle socialites and so the notion of romantics came from her admirers verses from her u know? but! she is for sure with the love language of gifting as that was the way she saw her parents expressing their affections and what people around her would do for her. so sort of a romantic but? not really?

15. WHICH OC HAS THE MOST FRIENDS?

i think between her and viktor she would have more friends but none of them she would consider close, acquaintances at best u know? a lot of her friendships in seattle were superficial. a lot of them were more so to have a connection to her name? to say they knew the family? she was little when the outbreak hit the friends she had and their parents it was like that? she needs friends i am PLEADING. these days its easier for her to have dalliances and acquaintances <3

20. WHICH OC GETS CRUSHES THE EASIEST?

crushes? in the year of our lord 2023 post outbreak? not on her life <3 she does have more than a few admirers though in higher circles and in leaving the comforts of home traversing the landscape <3.

25. WHICH OC IS THE MOST PRACTICAL?

alaia actually would have that over dear boy vik! i am still working things out (im doing lore diving as im watching the show rn <3) her step father before the outbreak was a neurosurgeon and he was looking into understanding the outbreak. on her defying her dads wishes and finding survivors outside of FEDRA the things she learned from him and the people around her she took to things rather well!

30. WHICH OC DRESSES THE BEST? THE WORST?

the outbreak broke out in 2003 i believe right? y2k in the post apocalyptic pnw/us fashion icon besties! luxury clothing from the 2000s and 90s inherited from her family! it may be the end times but that didn't mean she had to stop dressing cute!

35. WHICH OC PRONOUNCES IT MEH-MEH INSTEAD OF MEME?

sending memes? in the year of our lord 2023 in a post apocalyptic era? shes asking "huh?" habjwbdjbj in a no-outbreak au, dear girl was pronounces it as memes! <3 or nuisances <3 (rich people u know?)

40. IF ALL YOUR OCS WERE TO GET INTO A GIANT, MCU STYLE FIGHT WHO WOULD WIN?

oh shes not fighting jkanknw <3 fighting? in these chanel boots? she wouldn't dare! she and narcissa and sybille are sipping champagne as the fighting rages!! she would likely if she must use ye olde charm and request damiano to protect her (AND HE OBLIGES *cough* clown <3 but also love that for her! and he's valid for it!) and that's how she walks out of the conflict without a scratch <3

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I LOVE U ARI. 🌖🌖 ALL YOUR HEADCANONS R SO CRAZY ACCURATE TO SUGURU AND I CAN SEE THEM ALL...!!! i love the way you tied all of his professions to key aspects of his character and his pure heart (it's pure to me. 😒)

if you are crazy about doctor geto you NEED TO SEE THIS https://x.com/lespretzo/status/1726479240571617365?s=46

this artist draws him so beautiful and tender and softly, i hope you like their art as much as i do (the only suguru ever). when i found this art last weekend i kept praying for doctor geto to come save me and treat my ailments and then i ended up breaking my spine and staying in the er... what a bad omen

ur mind with lawyer sugu... oh dear... oh lord.. the briefcase and the slicked back hair oh my legs are divor

ALSO ANGRY/STRESSED OUT GETO IS SO HWHHFKEHFJRJFJJEKDNMGMGNHHH but wish only happiness on him... he deserves peace after the jjk universe.. i have some reservations about him being lawyer just because my mom is one too, and i've seen how stressful it is and how aggressive people get but chef's kiss nontheless

wow your response hit every part of me... the medical and barista... omfg and teacher suguru is so real, idk if you've read this? one fic about (elementary school) teacher suguru who trips over a bunch of blocks when he first sees you because he's completely taken away by your beauty, oh my heart... i have such a soft spot for teachers too because they've just been very dear to my life and ugh. these headcanons broken my heart and strung every piece back together in the same breath IM SORRY FOR BEING DRAMATIC but your mind is insane

as for my own thoughts i don't have too many :') that's why i asked u! because i was sure that you would deliver. i asked my friends about it and we were all kinda lost and i'm happy i found your blog since we both love suguru and we can talk about him! yipee

and the hurt comfort fic coming soon WOOISHIGHIOOOOOOOO *screaming in hurt*

WAHHHHH I’M SO GLAD I HAVE YOUR APPROVAL 🌖 ANON…… 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

ty for asking such a fun question!! AND YES he DOES have a pure heart 😔😔😔 he’s just trying his best to do good!!! he’s a sweetie!!!!

i’ve seen that doctor geto art before hehe it’s just. SO good. i love the art style sm!! and you’re so real anon i too need suguru geto to tuck me into bed and treat me during a bout of illness </3 WDYM YOU BROKE YOUR SPINE THOUGH 😭😭 PJDKDBBD……. pls take care of yourself…. don’t trip over a flight of stars and die ok……… doctor!sugu will be so disappointed 😔😔

AND LAWYER!SUGU….. yeahh i also think it’d be soso stressful for him 😭 i can picture him having a higuruma-esque breakdown eventually…. because he wants to help people so badly but sometimes he just Can’t and that drives him nuts. poor bby….

AS FOR TEACHER!SUGU…….. my beloved mutual alexis wrote that elementary school fic and i love it SO much he’s so cute and pathetic in it <333 my absolute beloved <3333 teacher!geto is such a dork. i adore him. i have a big soft spot for teachers too!! :(( and sugu would be so perfect. 100% views all his students as his kids… he tries not to but like. he can’t help but grow so fond of them. may or may not get teary eyed when they graduate (they tease him for it relentlessly while sobbing their eyes out LMAO)

BUT YES THANK YOU AGAIN feel free to come to me w sugu questions whenever you’d like!! :3 i’ll try my best to assist….. AND . i’m so happy you’re hyped for the hurt/comfort fic !!!! i’ll try my best to feed sugu nation well!!!!!!

[boba-beom]

HEY IDK IF YOU SAW MY COMMENTS BUT YOU'RE THE PRETTIEST IN THE WORLD 🤍

now, about the whole situation... I'm not sure about how he feels, obviously, but it hit different to me, you know? I've never felt such interest in someone, specially someone I used to despise 😪

my couple of friends told me they would totally support it if we got in something more serious, and the idea seemed nice to me ???? I'm really thinking about it since then.

I like him, that's obvious. he got me all flustered and feeling interesting 🥺 but idk if it's because we're far away from each other now, but I don't know if this could work though texts and dms, ya know? and I can't just go and visit them all of the time

but yeah, I'm really thinking about it and enjoying the idea. I'm just not sure if he only wanted to have fun or if he really wants something else. we didn't even kiss #christiankids 😇🫣

but yeah, I'm pretty confused because of him. it's so recent and idk what to expect.

how's your week going, smiles dear???

ANANLU HELPPP UR TOO GENEROUS :> but ty you wonderful soul <3 wait this is long

ah I see, proximity really does play a big part. and if he doesn't make much effort through texts and dms etc, then idk what else to say :< it's the ones you least expect it from, but I really hope that you manage to find a definite answer between the two of you. I know I rather would than to waste time,, not at the beginning of the new year too!

sometimes receiving mixed signals is hard. it's either a bad sign or just something that takes time to come into fruition, however, I just want whatever you're happy with! I would say, don't expect too much because that way if it doesn't reach your expectations then you won't be too disappointed.

but my week is going okay so far. my best friend came back from the island and back into the city and I missed her sm. eeee idk if you remember the island boy that this beomgyu series is based off of (might continue it since I have plenty of time on my hands), but he came back too bc they both go to uni in my city.

anyway, they were over a couple of nights ago as soon as they got back into the city, and the first thing he said to me was that he missed me,, but then he followed it with a "bc I'm not the oldest anymore." he's a year younger than me, and when he went back home he was the oldest among their family friends. and I'm a physically affectionate person and don't mind physical contact, but he was like resting his arm on my shoulder while we were talking to the aunties :') he even let me try his new puffer jacket bc it was a colour I really liked BUT then again that could all be platonic idek :') the physical affection is nice at least ig

OH as well as the beomgyu headphones that I gifted myself :> that day and today were the two highlights of my week ^^ I hope you continue to do well in everything that you do~ and don't catch a cold :< it might snow here next week, I wonder who I'll be with lmao

[tetsuskei]

risu my beloved 🎀✨ im just here to send u well wishes and a happy holiday!!! whats ur favorite way to spend the days off? ⛄️🧡 mine is sleeping in under my blankets and snacking on candy!!! ❄️ you know how kuroo always has those colorful ties, with volley balls on? i bet he has tons of christmas themed ones too, and wear that from dec 1st until christmas eve at work !! 👁️👁️ its a very important thing to him, and even if you have a day off, he wakes you up so that you can help and choose and help him tie it. hes perfectly capable of tying it himself, but he loves the concentrated expression on your face as you laugh at the ugly snowmen on todays tie!! ✨ ily and i hope you have some lovely days 🧡🧡 (also hehe tysm for the love on my iwa drabble, im so happy u liked it !!!! ✨) - @alienaiver 🥰🧡

my dear nohr thank you sm for your sweet words and happy holidays ! <3

i think i like to spend my days off drawing and reading since i feel like i never have time for it. they are both good for passing time as well. i have been playing video games a lot too, so that's been fun :3 sleeping under blankets is always a fave too !

kuroo definitely has so many festive ties LMAO ! i actually got him one of those calendar adverts with them and they have a matching sock set too 😋 it originally was a gag gift but he REALLY does wear them every year 😭 he really is a baby bc he makes me fix his tie everyday before work before giving me a kiss ,,, so truly i wouldn't have it any other way <3

and you're so welcome ! it was such a cute drabble and im such a sucker for that man, thank u for writing and sharing it ^_^ 💗 i hope your christmas was amazing and that you're doing wonderfully ! sending u sm love, ily !

[rejaytionships]

345!!

hi lucy :3 ty for the ask!!! i hope ur doing well

i'll do kanan and hera from rebels! since i'm almost done with my second watchthrough they're fresh on my mind hehe

3. describe the first time you watched/played/read your f/o’s source content.

technically the first time i saw rebels was like... actually when the show was still airing, like in 2015/2016 i wanna say? shockingly i had like zero interest in the show whatsoever at the time. like nothing in the pilot episode was clicking with me, i thought it was boring, i wasn't sure why i was bothering to watch it at the sci-fi club i was at BUT THEN i gave it a second chance... last year, i wanna say? (EDIT: i checked. yeah it's just over a year now of rebels. con rats to me) and something entirely SWITCHED. i had been getting significantly more hyperfixated on star wars (thanks to my bf) and suddenly i was like... charmed by the cast? like idk it felt like such a 180, like yeah still not the most captivating introduction ever but i actually was like "hold on...... let them cook" i. don't think i had been that invested in a show in quite some time. like genuinely my first watchthrough fucking BROKE me dude i was like genuinely so distraught at it being over because i was just so ATTACHED. like idk i love the chemistry the ghost crew has. and some parts hit really close to home with me so i was like haha girl nooo (develops a sickly little attachment to the idea of star wars rebels)

4. who was your first favorite character when you initially got into your f/o’s source content? was it your f/o from the very beginning?

ezra. sorry but he was a little bit just like me in the real. like not my fave in a romantic sense obv (more just like "god he is sooo me") but idk something about him i was so attached to. ezra is my dear sweet boy (and it is why he is my son now) i did get into kanan and hera shortly after. hera just kinda slowly developed bc she actually got to be a developed woman woaugh?!?!?!? and for kanan for some reason it was the episode where he trained sabine in s3. like in the night scene, the way he sounded so in command i was like ermmmm.......yes sir (flushed emoji) plus they're my silly het couple and i wanted IN that relationship STEADFAST (yeah s2/s3 is when it kinda clicked to who i found romantically endearing)

5. if your f/o is from a series, were you into the source content from the start or did you come in later? if you came in later, what was the most recent release when you got into it?

(talked about this a bit in 3 but) i got into it literally four years after it ended LOL but just in time for ahsoka........aka "rebels s5" bc let's be real. it's gonna somewhat be rebels s5 for star wars itself though? like 2007 give or take, through the lego complete saga games, although i never really got into star wars hardcore until high school when i watched the sequel trilogy as it was dropping in theaters (although as a kid i remember sometimes watching the clone wars show when it'd air on tv)

[rrandomtthings]

i took a week break from social media so i haven’t talked to you in a bit but hiiii ily /p <33 hope you’ve been doing well!!!

AAA HI ZUZU!!!! ILYSM /p AND I HOPE UR BREAK HAS DONE U WELL AND I HOPE THAT UR DOING GREAT <333

[takalzuoom]

Heard ur bday is coming up so advanced happy birthday!!!!! If you don't mind, could you write a oneshot for Azul and the reader where it's Valentine's Day so the reader says sumn like "Do you wanna try practicing for our wedding day?" I just think that'd be so adorable dhjfjsjd Ty and I hope you have a wonderful day!!

Omg omg thank you so much for the birthday wishes 🙈 AND THIS SCENARIO IS ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE OMG

I'M GETTING NERVOUS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT AHHH

after writing update !: omg i had so much fun with this- like i was watching the labyrinth as i was rewriting / editing and i think i went a little over board 😭

also, i king of turned it into fluff, comfort, back to fluff, so i really hope you love it as much as i do 🙇🏻 AND IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG 😦

cw: mentions of implied bullying, spoilers for book 3 and slight spoilers for azuls backstory, insecurities 😔

𝐀𝐳𝐮𝐥 𝐱 𝐠𝐧! 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫

𝐰𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠

It was another boring day with your boyfriend. Sitting on one of the couches in his office as he robotically filled out paperwork, his pen never stopping even if he was reading over terms of a new contract

It didn't help that it was silent as well, the light scribbling of the pen and the obnoxious ticking of the clock was getting to you. And fast. And no amount of magicam solved your complete and utter boredom.

“Hey Azul” you said, looking up from your phone as his hand was still writing furiously. You heard a faint hum as you made brief eye contact. So quickly that you thought you were just imagining it.

“What’re you gonna do after Night Raven? You gonna stay on land or go back to the sea?”

“Y/n, dear, give me a minute and I can answer your questions later. I need to get these done-“

You ignored him, smiling a little as you scrolled through Ace’s account, seeing all the photos you took with your friends. Your eyes lingered on the picture of when you were underwater, trying to get the photo before Azul's contract was over. Speaks of teal could be seen far in the distance as you could faintly remember the tweels were swimming after you.

you sighed at the memory

“Personally,” you started “I see you staying on land, opening up an actual restaurant with the tweels and making big bucks”

“Y/n can we talk about trivial things later, I need t-“

“Practice for our future wedding?”

“Our what!” His head shot up, face redder than blood as he dropped his pen. Though he wasn't met with your usual lazy grin or sleep-coated eyes. Instead, he was greeted with a soft smile and flushed cheeks.

“Y/n what in twisted wonderland are you talking about-“

“Ah, so you don't wanna marry me?” You sighed, pretending to wipe a tear as you leaned more into the couch, a faux pout on your face.

“What- I- no- I never said that!” You could almost hear the panic in his voice as you chuckled, swinging your legs to give you a boost up.

And by now, Azul was hiding his face behind a gloved hand, a single orb of blue watching your every move as you strolled up to his desk. Placing your hands on it lightly as you lowered yourself to his level, a Cheshire grin on your lips.

“So you do want to marry me”

“I didn't say that either”

“So you do” you gasped, bringing your hand to your mouth to hide your ‘shock’.

“Y/n” he groaned, only earning another hum from you as you dragged your hand across his desk, avoiding the pile of papers that littered it as well as his little trinkets.

“Here” you rounded the table, putting your hands on his shoulders as you leaned your head against his

“Since you seem to be so nervous about marriage, let’s practice okay?”

Before he was able to respond, you gently pull his chair from the desk. The muted sliding from the carpet was all you hated as when he was far enough away from the table, you Softly pulled him up, your hands in his as you kept your eyes on him.

“Do you, y/n l/n take Azul Ashengrotto as your lawfully something husband” you mimicked with an awful impression. Responding to your question with a ‘yes’

“Now, do you Azul Ashengrotto, do you take y/n as your lawfully something partner?” You continued smiling, eyes picking apart very nock and cranky of his dumb-founded face. His eyes staring straight ahead, unblinking.

And truthfully, nothing was going on in his mind. His usual witty comeback came to a fast haunt and his business smirk was only a jarred gape. Everything was too fast for him, too much for him to process.

it Was a rare time that the Azul Ashengrotto was rendered speechless, let alone looking the part as only his eyes were able to move. Looking back and forth between you and the door.

slowly, you became to run your finger along the inside of his palm as his eyes snapped back to yours, mouth still open as you you whispered "line?"

"What do you mean line?" He asked hesitantly

"You either say yes or no Azul"

"I- I'm aware of that y/n" he cleared his throat hands retracting from yours.

"But what are you doing?"

You grabbed his hands tighter so he wouldn't escape. Sensing that he finally came to his senses, his brows furrowed as he frowned.

"We’re practicing silly. For our wedding, don't you know what a wedding is?"

"Of course I- of course, I know what a wedding is y/n- I just don't see why we must practice for it."

" 'Cause"

"... ‘Cause?"

"yep. That's it. 'Cause" you shrugged.

though you couldn't help the smile on your face grow bigger as you could see him growing more and more distressed. And at times like these, he was glad he was wearing gloves as he was sure that you'd feel how sweaty his palms were. How the fabric of his black gloves was becoming itchier and tighter. They almost felt like Floyd's ‘hugs’.

"Cant I pretend to get married to my boyfriend?" You teased

Slowly letting go of your hands, his gloved traveled up your arms, around your elbows, to your shoulders. He pulled you back slightly, sighing as his deadpan face met yours.

"was this some ploy to get me to pay tension to you?"

“..maybe”

He nodded slowly, eyes lowering as he once again moved his hands from yours, this time with a little more force "… I see”

A shock stabbed through your brain as you instinctively grabbed his hands.

“Y/n, please y-“

“You never said yes” you whispered, lowering your head to meet his downcast eyes.

"I needn't to as it's just us practicing"

"and practice makes perfect, yes?” You interrupted, Azul's head finally looked up.

He sighed, pulling you closer into a hug, resting his head on yours as he mumbled “why would you want to marry me? I don't see how it’s beneficial towards you.” He said something about it ‘not even being real in a softer voice as you just huffed.

“Cause “

“Cause?”

You hummed in acknowledgment, hugging him tighter as you brought your head out of his neck to look him in the eye.

“Cause- you're you, and what other reason do I have than that?”

Azul was many things. Cunning, mischievous, jack of all trades. But that was merely a front. A facade he wore in front of others, in front of himself to convince the world that he was tough, had vulgar, and wouldn't take anything from anyone.

Yet there was a part of him that you were privileged to, that the tweels had grown with; a shy, clumsy boy who had his heartbroken and pride thorn to shreds as he was relentlessly bullied as a child, isolated and abandoned for something so trivial as his looks.

And he'd never told you any of this, he didn't have to as you noticed how skittish and withdrawn he was at the beginning of your relationship. Or how the twins cornered you when you accepted Azul's 'request for a date.

Plus Floyd has no boundaries and a loose tongue

Shushing him with your finger, your arms slithered to the small of his back as you stepped closer. Make sure to keep eye contact with the restaurant owner as you felt him relax into your hold.

"Azul... I'll always love you- and even if this is practice, I do intend for us to practice until we get it so memorized that we'll be saying vows in our sleep."

his arms hesitantly wrapped around your waist. His hands lock themselves around you securely.

"...And I too wish that one day, when we are both older that we'll be able to do it for real, that we'll be able to promise eternity to each other... to you..."

"All you have to do is say yes right now" you slurred, leaning closer as you felt the tip of his burning nose on yours.

“Why not just try again?- y/n l/n, do you take I, Azul Ashengrotto to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I do.”

You smiled as you stared into his eyes for just a little longer. Just a little longer until you'd have to stop and step away from this bubble you've created for yourselves and yourselves only. One where the tedious ticking of the clock, nor the outside clatter of the restaurant could penetrate. Just one where you both were.

“And Azul Ashengrotto, do you take me, y/n l/n, to be your lawfully wedded partner?” You asked, recalling the last word to make it a true practice.

“ I do”

Untangling your arms from around his waist, your fingertips trailed the back of his grey blazer. The slight shudder did nothing to loosen his hold or concentration as you finally made your way to his neck. Pushing his head forward as you kissed him.

All the unspoken words he was never to utter, all the touches he retraced from, all the feelings he's kept trapped inside, locked up and imprisoned on the bottom of the ocean to never see the light of day, slowly rising to the surface.

Like bubbles, they were melting into his heart and soul, only for you, and you only to see.

a week had passed since that night. Valentine's Day was finally here as you were ripped from your class by the twins and escorted to the lounge where Azul was.

And despite all previous efforts, they weren't going to say what for. Only claiming that 'you'll just ruin the surprise by asking too many questions.'

You were growing annoyed as you rounded the corner to the entrance of the restaurant.

The twins opened the doors like trained butlers as there, in the center of the lounge standing in front of a table that was draped with a crimson red clothe decorated with candles and plants.

"Y/n, I'm so glad you were able to make it" he smiled as the twins ushered you inside. Never moving an inch as you looked around the restaurant, noticing the Valentine's Day theme they had going on. With hearts and streamers plastered everywhere. You were about to comment about how... charming the place looked when the closing of the door made you realize you were all alone.

And looking back, you only confirmed your thought as you saw zero traces of the twins. It was like they were never even there.

"Now getting straight to the chase as I am a busy man," you

You snapped your head to see him leaving the table alone, as he started walking towards you. His cane nowhere in sight as he kept his arms glued to his back

“You had me thinking last week about our little” he cleared his throat “session. And I felt a bit bad about not saying yes the first time and if I made you uncomfortable-"

"not at all" you interrupted, frowning at his strange behavior. But he simply ignored you as his businessman smile came on.

"And how that must have felt even if I did say yes the second time."

"and so". he stopped five feet in front of you. Now able to notice the bead of sweat that trailed down his forehead and neck. How he tensed at the feeling of wanting to do something about that rouge sweat bead. But he kept himself intact.

"And I won't lie to you, but I do cringe about the things I said as they were in the moment. But I don't wish to take them back, meaning every word of what I said to you... which is why I'd like to make you a promise"

he spoke as his hands came from b3ehind his back as he held his two closed fists in front of you. Almost telling you to choose one.

touching his left palm, he turned his wrist and opened it to reveal a skinny, silver band. A small, brilliant sapphire acting as a king's crown laid upon it. He opened his right one to show nothing. Your eyes darting to meet his in surmised as he merely smirked

You couldn't stop the gasp that escaped you as you covered your mouth in shock. Azul gently takes your left hand into his gloved one. His eyes only left your finger to meet yours, it was like he was silently asking for permission.

Nodding, he directed his attention back to your finger as he slipped the band on slowly, relishingly.

"See, I knew you'd pick that hand" he couldn't help but comment.

"Is that..."

"A promise ring." He took off his left glove to show the matching pair for a second, before slipping it back on.

"It's a promise that after NRC, after everything that we'll find each other, and commit to the promise we made last week. That we'll get married..."

You snorted at a sudden thought, ignoring your 'fiancé's offended look as you asked amused

“So it's like a contract?”

“Precisely”

A devilish smile took over his lips as the doors opened again to reveal two grinning eels. Encasing your hands in his, he couldn't help but milk the situation.

"Since you brought that up, and I know how clumsy you are with things- especially jewelry, how about we make a contract as well? Just to be sure"

“Well, if you insist"”