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demonicintegrity · 1 year ago

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Y’all mind if i just

-lines up shot and knocks @dairyfreenugget clean out with this one-

#it’s been a struggle bus but it’s here #artfight 2023 #hk oc #hk hollow #hollow knight #my art #traditional art #hk au

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causeimanartist · 2 years ago

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Who even am I if I can't draw Bruce Wayne?

#I'm on the struggle bus #I'm just so tired and bored #it's been a loooooong few weeks #(worse for my mom but still long)#I just want to be no thoughts head empty draw Batman #instead I'm so many thoughts head stressed can't draw #fuck the chronic art block and fuck working at a law firm #I hate it here >:(#dad if you see this no you don't #don't psychoanalyze me #to delete later #not art

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phantominzie · 8 months ago

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fuck it, here's mozzarella cookie from crk

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missallanea · 4 months ago

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MINI HIATUS UPDATE : so, with any luck, this will be the last absence for the summer. For those who are newer here, myself and my fiancé have been going through the slow struggle of applying for the K-1 visa. Well, this process is finally, finally drawing to a close. The final step in our slog of bureaucracy is travelling to Montreal for my consulate interview.

Between travel and stress over the interview itself, I'm undoubtedly going to be fairly absent this week.

I fly out on Tuesday, my interview is on Thursday, and then we fly home Friday. The interview is going to last a maximum of twenty minutes, so I might be on following the interview, but I just can't fully predict how I'm going to feel. At least I get to spend some time with Mal in a city we've never been to before. Trying to stay positive!

#❪ ⠀ ✦ ⠀ ─── ⠀ missallanea / ooc ⠀﹕ probably hyperfixating on something. ⠀ ❫#/ i kind of feel like i've been carrying the positivity for everyone in my life recently and i am struggle-bus-ing it #/ so i'm not gonna put a ton of pressure on myself here to like... fill the queue #/ i'm gonna let myself feel my feeling and my feelings are stressed #/ BUT yeah. i may try to put some things in the queue but the blog may just be radio silent this week!

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chrisbangs · 11 months ago

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hello... (and bye ig 👋)

#👋😭 hi...#i haven't come on in about a month and i didn't realize a month passed by like that... i've kinda stopped using any apps on my phone #i barely even talk to my friends anymore lol 😭#i just saw my follower count this morning and realized i hit 13k and i was like 🥸 huh...#uhhhhhhh 😭 idk i wanted to say thank you i guess 🫂#i'm done with stayblr and tumblr in general 😭 this much has been obvious for a while now... i tried to fit myself back in during 5star but #i think i realized i've outgrown the vibes here and in online spaces in general... i don't really enjoy it anymore 😭 which is weird cause #i've used tumblr since i was in middle school so 🫡 end of an era some would say...#i think it sucks because i don't have the same feelings about this place or skz or anything in my life right now... i tried to ignore it bu #it's so obvious now that the entirety of december passed without me really talking to a single person / without me using social media /#without me really doing much except for like homework and assignments lmao #i think genuinely i've stopped enjoying everything i used to like and i don't know why 😭 it hit me the other day bc i don't even enjoy #pc collecting anymore which is CRAZY considering how much time and money i've put into that hobby so 👋🥸 who knows what goes on #i haven't consumed any skz content since rockstar dropped 😭 and that also feels weird to me... idk... i would say maybe i'm going through a #depressive episode but i don't really feel how i do then... i think i'm just tired like i always am and that's just how i am now .. i think #i'm just not really interested in things anymore? weird but .. yeah idk😭 if i knew what was wrong i would Fix It sndjdndkd mostly i'm just #sad because i haven't been talking to friends... i keep ignoring everyone and not replying to any texts from anyone because ????#i tell myself i will do it later but i know i won't ... idk i genuinely don't know why i'm struggling to talk to ppl anymore 😭 i've become #even more of a reclusive hermit than i already was 💀 and the worst part is i feel normal abt it #i don't feel /bad/ i just feel guilty that i'm not replying to ppl bc i don't want to hurt ppls feelings... on my end i feel Normal abt it #like i ??? is it weird that i'm so detached from everything that not even a month ago made me so happy..? that's weird right 😭 like idgi #i don't feel (as) depressed (as i usually do) but clearly ?? smth is wrong ?? like ik i'm not a clingy sentimental person but ? it kinda #makes me sad wondering if i really don't care abt ppl anymore ... but i think 😭 it's also the object permanence issues that come with adhd #not seeing or talking to the ppl i love . not doing my hobbies or seeing the groups i care abt . makes it easy to not care or forget what #they make me feel etc etc ... i get it... but idk 😭 if that's what this is . well wow it sucks ASS.. cause i feel guilty for not feeling #anything at all ... 😭 idk how to explain that HENSKDNISJS anywayyyy 💀#i came on cause i wanted to say thank you for 13k followers 😭‼️ and that i probably will not be online anymore unless i really want to say #this was a really long winded way to say i feel bad but i'm done with stayblr fr 👋🥸 i tried so hard for the last 2 years to make it feel #like home again but it stopped ages ago so 🥹 that's ok.. i still cherish my memories here 🫂 anyway thanku and sjsjsksksks bye i guess 😭#who knows maybe i'll enjoy it one day again and come back :') never know what the future holds 🫡

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sleep-sounds-nice-rn · 1 year ago

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GUYSSSSS I failed a squat on like the fourth rep and this hot guy who was on the squat rack next to me came over to help me unload the weight from 175 to 135 (not a good squat day for me but shit happens) so I was looking at the bar with two 45s from where it was on the safeties and I was like yeah there's no way lol, so he was like do you want me to get that for you?? and I was like 🤭 if you don't mind, thank you, AND HE PROCEEDS TO SCOOP UP THE BAR AND PUT IT ON THE RACK LIKE IT WEIGHED NOTHING, I WAS FLABBERGASTED- LIKE BRO COULD THROW ME AROUND IF HE WANTED TO...GYM CRUSH‼️

#gym crush #it felt like the gymbro version of a kdrama meet cute #he was repping like 265 and I was over here on the leg day struggle bus #like why do you always meet hot people when you look (or at least feel) like shit #bc I wqs drenched with sweat and I looked like a wet rat #even tho i've been going to the gym for over a year #i've only been consistent with the gym for like 3.5 months #so sometimes I feel like I look like I dont know what im doing

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kieranthropy · 2 months ago

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sometimes u have trouble drawing for a bit then just give in to ur whim to draw something silly and unserious and it cures u

#kier here #been on the struggle bus with creativity this week so #whatever makes the art happen im giving in to #spoiler alert its more x files silliness catering to me and me only

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thelostgetfound-artemis · 2 years ago

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favourite little moment of episode three is Team trying to unlock his door while drunk. Five seconds prior to this he tried to give Win his phone when prompted for his key and yet Win rly told him to unlock the door himself. Shame on you Phawin. Shame.

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#no but the way i said 'gurl SAME' watching Team struggle here #I've been in this situation so many times #wish i had a Hia Win to take over for me too damn #between us #buts #between us the series #winteam #teamwin #win x team #bu episode 3 #my gifs to you #art_oh

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egyptianking · 1 year ago

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Dele 💔

#fucking hell #absolutely horrific poor guy #really puts everything into context why hes uust struggled to stay on track in football #wishing him all the best #im crying a bit on the bus here like hes been through absolute hell

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animemoshpit · 1 year ago

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how do you make friends on tumblr i’m so confused 🥲

#struggle bus #artists on tumblr #artist #i’ve been on here for like a year and still don’t know how to use it #help me

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thecherrygod · 2 years ago

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... man i just remembered how last night i had a dream by the end of it there was a cat, and in it i said "oh she looks exactly like tigra!! are you also an attention seeking dumbass like her?" and it was so i may have actually dreamt about her

#my posts #my dreams #sorta i dont care about the rest of that one dream #..... i miss her she was the best creature ive ever met #like yeah i may be allergic to cats. yeah she did basically want to be constantly near or on top of me like a baby #which ended up with me struggling with allergy a lot. but she WAS my baby #... itd be her bday next month. and last month was the anniversary of her death. so im not really surprised #this happened once before and it was even sadder so its not the worst case scenario sdighds #but i miss her that little dumbass made it less than 3 months to be a 21 y-o cat #..... that. means shes been gone for 4 years now huh #man.#theres a cat nearby on a house that i pass when i take the bus for class and depending on the day when i come back home #her name is michy and shes a calico like she was but her face is more of the flat type and her eyes are dif color #but shes also an atention seeking dumbass and she is very sweet and always meows at me when i see her #she is making me both want a cat a lot again and also letting me live vicariously through someone elses pet siuhsug #...... idk what im doing im just rambling im trying to be a bit less sad i guess sghsiguhsg #im gonna watch some stupid videos and then im gonna return here to be bisexual over middle aged men maybe #i just had to get it out of me bc yeah i miss her a lot

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consulaaris · 2 years ago

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been hanging by a thread n have not really had energy for tumblr LOL

i still have a ton of stuff saved in my drafts to rb but it may take me a few weeks to set up the queue, so for now i’ll prob just be on discord if anyone wants to chat or anything 🫶

#rae talks #i say like i haven’t been practically ghosting tumblr for the past few weeks shjdkdkd but #i am around i’m just on the struggle bus rn #if anyone does want to add me on disc it’s rae-cchi 4407 #still liking stuff here and whatnot but just no real energy to interact much here atm

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rrasie · 28 days ago

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are my new symptoms ……

1) mystery toddler-borne illness

2) concussion

3) physical manifestations of burnout

4) all of the above simultaneously

#I did get hit in the head (twice)#and babysit a snotty & coughing 1.5 year old #(this weekend)#and I have been on the struggle bus emotionally with work #and I know I’m approaching burnout #but is it here #is it now #is it starting?#anyway someone take me out back #mine

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phagodyke · 1 month ago

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aouuugh my uterus......

#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain #and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it #like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works #so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time #i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone #just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all #but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want #but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability #which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need #but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a #break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man #sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things #and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable #factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most #and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset #man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower #and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore #maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work #all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think #.diaries #oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭

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nopingitoutme · 3 months ago

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I completely understand why lesbian clubs in seoul aren't super public and can be hard to find using various map apps

however

I am directionally challenged.

all I wanna do is go to this one lesbian club in hongdae and I am trying my best to figure out how to get there. it's slow going. currently I have four (4) different gps apps open to try and triangulate the location and route but I am not confident lol

#the struggles of being terrible with directions #I mean I have trouble in English speaking countries #here in Korea I feel like 90% of my time is spent trying to find how to get somewhere #then getting on the wrong bus #and having to figure out how to get to the right place #it's been rough

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violayves · 9 months ago

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i love resident evil 2 so much but i am so scared of mr x...... just sheer panic whenever i see him... like yes that is the point but i have failed the last bit of ada's section four times because i just don't know how to pull that lever and deal with mr x lmaooooooo

#the struggle bus is just chugging along over here...#also i've been just loving survival horror games rn! just scary puzzles

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