#it would be the first time

[yvngbebe]

[traumawhomst]

Me: Yeah this blog will just be a fun easy place to word vomit my ideas. I probably won’t post consistently.

Also Me: Yeah but what if wrote like three tiny isty-bitsy stories? Nothing more than 10,000 words promise 🙏🏻

[mercypoet]

unfortunately, to me, love isn’t fleeting and never will be.

the deepest parts of my heart are filled with sickly sweet and decayed love that was rot by the hate from the intended recipients

these decomposing affections slosh around my chest and

weigh me down and

rise up through my throat like bile and

pour into my mouth burning me severing my tastebuds and numbing my senses

it pumps and courses through my veins with my heartbeat pushing my disease further and faster and

i can feel it in my tendons restricting and stiffening my motion i can't stretch i have been made rigid

i don't think i'll ever be able to stretch out and move my fingertips

and caress and sigh for my entire body is consumed inside out by rot

the flies are buzzing and it's late july and i have a beautiful kind boy stretched out on my lap but he is not them.

he cannot reverse by what i am plagued but sometimes when he turns to the side and

the sun hits him and

he touches me the way i have begged to be touched with

the gentleness and kindness of a father

my skin and my blood and the rot ripple away from his fingertips receding

and the venom reverses course and the flies stop buzzing and drop dead to the ground around us.

please let him leave before the maggots hatch and consume us both

but with time maybe he will clean it up inside. maybe he will restore what has been poisoned. maybe he will add to the sludge.

i am trying to get used to no longer ripping off parts of myself and throwing them at people so they catch them like a hungry street dog.

it left them with their growling sick stomachs slightly fuller and i was left with mouthfuls ripped out.

skin gone and muscle exposed and perhaps some bones peeking through

my bones gnawed on by any other dogs passing while i had been left open and exposed. i wish that disease they carried wasn't transferable.

i am trying to get used to my wounds being licked

i am trying to get used to his teeth softly trying to pull my skin together, not apart

i am trying to get used to his tail wagging the flies away

i am getting used to him pawing apart my balled up fists and pawing at my curled up unmoving form and opening me up

opening me up so he can see me. not so he can snarl and bite and rip chunks out.

i am not a meal to be devoured and dissected by him. i am not food to him.

he would never consider eating me.

he is hungry too but he would like us to eat together.

[frownyalfred]

thinking about the expert masseuse Alfred hired for the family that is paid a small fortune annually to provide massage services and ignore so, so many things. No questions, no remarks, just quality service and an ironclad NDA that, if broken, would probably topple said masseuse’s entire family line.

Things Alfred is paying them to ignore, in no specific order:

Bruce’s spinal hardware courtesy of Bane :)

weird amounts of muscle on everyone, even the kids (despite them allegedly not working physical jobs)

scars

FRESH scars

the fact that every joint in Bruce’s body clicks when moved/manipulated at the tender age of 42

Olympic athlete level physiques

rotator cuff injuries across the whole family

scars that are definitely from bullets and/or acid splashes

old signs of what looks like torture (Bruce)

Dick’s entire left arm is basically screws and plates (he “fell really bad” once)

every single family member takes deep tissue massage with max pressure with 0 complaints

calluses

no really, the weirdest fucking calluses

[the-maw-consumes]

do you think it'll let up soon?

static version:

[batbabydamian]

happy booping! 🐾

[canisalbus]

✦ Freshly ordained ✦

[jakeperalta]

I'm curious. what job would you do if money was no object (you just automatically had an income you could live comfortably on)? including work like volunteering, studying etc. please share in the tags :)

[moonyistired]

kris deltarune in some outfits i thought they'd like

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

[nouverx]

Louise never heard about puppy love, cause they don't know that term in France 💔

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Lyrics are from Louise by TV Girl ! I was listening to it yesterday and that specific line on the second page screamed Alastor I just had to draw something about it

[lazylittledragon]

i read legends and lattes recently and now i just think karlach should have a coffee shop

[fairsweetlonging]

truth serum / system reveal au where shen qingqiu gets hit with an uncloaking spell that reveals the system in the reflection of his eyes every time it pops up.

during one of his missions, in the treasure hoard of some dragon-like creature, he finds a golden, oval shaped hand mirror, its gaudy style more victorian based than anything (airplane you hack!), that doesn't seem to do anything when he looks into it. but when he does, it reveals the system's screen in his eyes.

he doesn't notice this, of course, because he can't see it, and the system, surprisingly, stays quiet.

the peak lords think he's cursed.

maybe mu qingfang is the first to notice, during the mandatory post mission check-up, when shen qingqiu is scrolling through his most recently accumulated points and mu qingfang can see the strange vividly-blue lines reflected in his pupils. it's gone when shen qingqiu blinks, like it was nothing but a trick of the light.

it comes out when yue qingyuan is visiting and, just as he's done laying out the plans for a new mission, shen qingqiu's eyes glaze over and a bright blue box takes over the whole of his iris. shen qingqiu goes quiet; the thing in his eyes moves, shifts, pulses for a second, like static worms crawling all over his pupils. then he blinks, and it's gone, and shen qingqiu accepts the mission that yue qingyuan was almost sure he would decline.

maybe there is an intervention, when the peak lords corner shen qingqiu at qian cao peak and try to figure out what's wrong, subjecting him to all kinds of treatments and curse-finding spells that turn up empty, they can't find anything.

of course, the silencing threat is still very much up and running. at first shen qingqiu was kind of confused by the whole ordeal, but when the peak lords start describing a "strange blue box", he realizes, with sickening suddenty, that they're describing the system. and he can't say anything.

this only makes everything worse, because their fellow peak lord now keeps evading every question and acts like he doesn't understand. liu qingge points right at his face and asks, "that blue box, what is it?" and shen qingqiu laughs nervously and starts talking about how bright the weather is and surely it's the sky and nothing to worry about!

even worse, during the intervention the system thought it was a good idea to start talking to him, so now even the peak lords who hadn't seen it and who might have been persuaded by light tricks and reflections, get a first row view that no, that definitely isn't a trick of the light.

they try to do the whole thing of "are you in danger, blink twice" but shen qingqiu can't even do that because it's still a direct admittance!

maybe eventually he starts saying vague confirmations that don't actually confirm anything, like "this master hears what you're saying", or maybe he goes with a classic "this master can neither confirm nor deny that." but the system starts warning him for that too and eventually he stops saying anything, which worries the others more.

luckily mu qingfang catches on that every time they ask a direct question about the box or shen qingqiu says anything vaguely confirming, it appears. it doesn't appear when they ask about curses or demons, so it must not see that as a threat.

for a little extra angst: maybe the peak lords keep pressuring him for answers, and at some point shen qingqiu gets fed up and snaps out something like, "why don't you understand that i'm not allowed to answer that!" the system counts this as a direct admittance, threatening it's existence. so it punishes. shen qingqiu has a qi deviation so bad it lasts two weeks and takes two people every day to cleanse his meridians. the system doesn't appear in that time. it doesn't appear for a long while after that, either. the peak lords stop asking, mainly because shen qingqiu will instantly leave the room if they do. they don't stop searching for a cure, though.

shang qinghua returns from a business trip and catches on the second someone mentions a blue box and forced silencing.

[cainternn]

more deadpool and wolverine thoughts

[egophiliac]

everyone out of the way, this is the only thing I'm going to be thinking about from now on.

(okay, there is one more thing)

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

Local idiot absolutely destroys his twin brother

⚠️ Do not try this at home❗️⁉️