#it would be fun to try dressing up and being super girly or whatever

[br1ghtestlight]

despite having an older sister who liked girly stuff shaving/makeup/skincare and shame around acne/pimples was just straight up not a thing in my life when i was growing up so imagine me going through puberty and learning about beauty standards FJDMSNDKSKSSH

[struwberrii]

hi!! could i please request a haikyuu match-up? :)

1. i'd like a romantic match-up

2. she/her + i'd like to be paired up with a guy

3. i'm fine with everyone aside from terushima and maybe hoshiumi

4. when it comes to my partners i definitely value loyalty, attentiveness and reliability the most. i also like intelligence, someone i can learn new things with. and i think i'd prefer my partner to be introverted or ambiverted since i'm not super outgoing and loud myself :)

5. as i mentioned i'm rather introverted, i'm usually pretty calm and even though i'm not afraid to speak my mind when i feel the need to i'm still somewhat scared of confrontation so it'd be nice if my partner wasn't afraid to stand up for me. i always try my best to be kind and polite. i focus a lot on academics but i also love being creative!!

6. as for my hobbies i love learning languages, travelling, going on walks, listening to music, i also play guitar a little myself. other than that i really like baking and i can play volleyball quite well :) i also collect legos!!

7. my main love languages when it comes to giving are physical touch and quality time and as for receiving probably acts of service and physical touch, i love when my partners show their care through little gestures

8. i have two dream dates, one of them would be going to some sort of art exhibition/aquarium/museum, just something to combine learning new things and having fun with my partner, and the other is something cozy and private like building legos or cooking together

9. i don't have one single fashion style, but i usually dress very feminine and girly, sometimes a little vintage or whimsigoth. i'm 5'8 and i have long hair!!

10. my mbti is infj

thank you in advance and have a great day!!

match up: kita shinsuke ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

hope u like the matchup anon!! ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ

kita is very assertive and straight forward. he does what he needs to do and nothing more. he also seems a lot more introverted but i don’t see him having any problems speaking up for you or himself at all. he’s also DEFINITELY loyal, like no way would this man ever even THINK about speaking to another girl with you in his life. he’s also very observant and caring so you’d never have to worry about feeling unloved or insecure

in the show his teammates said they viewed him as an emotionless robot or something but i feel like he’d def be a lover boy for you. i can see his giving love language being acts of service 100% like this man would be doing the dishes, doing the laundry, cleaning the house and working all at the same time just so you can do whatever you want with your free time

also a cooking/lego date with kita would be so cute, like i know he would be such a good cook and teach you so many little cooking tricks

he would leave little notes for you when he leaves and sometimes leave flowers in bed next to you when he has to go work and youd wake up to breakfast on the counter for you

i feel like he’d just make you feel so comfortable around him and help you out of your shell, he just gives me this weird comforting vibe ykwim

like i feel like he’d know the exact words to make you feel better after a breakdown and he’d know exactly what to say when you’re venting

[wifediaries]

‘Rosy Blog Chic’ Makes it’s comeback for Spring

What is Rosy Blog Chic? Take a deep dive to 2013-2014 with me, the era of Instagram filters (No, not the face ones-- the original presets on the editing tool) Ariana Grande’s Yours Truly album and its impact on fashion at the time, and OG tumblr core. As Spring rolls around, I feel myself reaching for the same pins on pinterest that I did back on Weheartit in 2014... and I’m ready to bring it all back. 

The year is 2013, and you are sat in your bedroom watching Zoella on Youtube and painting your nails in a DIY manicure. Something about this era screams early girlhood, having fun and not caring if something is perfect, as long as it looks pretty. At the time, tumblr and Weheartit was alive with ‘rosy blogs’, and if you search hard enough-- the graveyards of abandoned blogs still remain untouched, like a time capsule of such treasured years, reaching its peak at 2014. 

Where did the name ‘rosy blog’ come from?

No one knows. After many google searches, and coming up with nothing -- I can only assume it was coined from the huge insurgence in ‘rose gold’ at it’s time, florals and roses being featured in lots of rosy blog posts, and the ‘rosy’ warm, pinky filter that was laid over all the images to give it that classic look it was known for. These days, the aesthetic is more popularly claimed as ‘girly 2014 aesthetic’, ‘yours truly era’ or simply ‘2014 core’. As a long time girly girl, I am truly advocating to bring this style back. Here’s how. 

FLORALS, FLORALS, FLORALS. 

Taking a step back into this era, what better time to incorporate floral prints into your wardrobe that spring? Ditzy print, crowded florals on dresses and skirts and sunflower crop tops (Think old American Apparel) are the perfect ways to incorporate a Rosy chic back into your wardrobe. It’s girly, and can be worn super casually as these are not items that technically ever went out of fashion or became played out. 

DOT, DOT, DOT...

Undeniably, polka dot was huge in this era. Something about it can be so youthful, whilst also carrying this timeless chic that is vaguely reminiscent of the 50′s/60′s (See Audrey Hepburn, or kitschy housewife aesthetic) A simple black and white will totally do the trick maybe with pearl accessories or ribbon embellishments but a pink and white polkadot is super adorable too! 

WHAT BRANDS?

When looking back at the fashion of this era, a few brands stick out to me as being staples of their time. Thanks to early Ariana Grande, Wildfox became hugely popular-- especially in their knit pull overs, sweaters, and sunglasses. They were often pastel colours, donning some kind of cute cartoon print over the top such as a rainbow, or hearts. Another big brand that took over this time period would be American Apparel, and a quick search into ‘vintage American Apparel’ or selling sites would lead you exactly to what you need, the same goes for Vintage Victoria’s Secret PINK items -- however you might find some luck in their current resurgence of ‘Originals’ now being sold on the website. I recently copped some OG fold over leggings! For more girly, era relevant brands-- look into H&M, Brandy Melville, vintage Topshop, Hollister and Abercrombie for that classic girly girl look. Or, dig back into your closet and see if you kept anything from this era!

COLLAGE AND PIC EDITING GALORE

To truly encapsulate the way this era unfolded, try your hand at taking cute pictures and laying an warm-vanilla toned filter preset over the top. In this era, people would take pictures of just about anything cutesy-- think your cute tea mug, a girly phone case, your strawberries and nutella mid day snack, this could even consist of whatever show you’re watching on Netflix photographed on your laptop on some sweet bed covers -- the perfect hobby for a lazy day! If you want to take it that step further, collate these pictures into a bordered collage to really push that early-years-instagram aesthetic. 

SO...WHAT SHOULD I WEAR? 

To begin with outfits, there are a few staples I would look out for. When thinking Rosy Blog Chic, what springs to mind instantly is a bralet / crop top paired with a skater skirt. At first glance, this sounds totally out dated-- but to me, there is something so timeless about these kind of looks. This will be perfect as the weather warms up, but whilst its still cold, you can always pair it with a chunky knit cardigan and tights-- also staples of its time. Pumps, mary-janes, brogues and flats are all appropriate shoe choices for this look. 

Another casual look that is less strictly 2014 would be an off the shoulder sweater, leggings / yoga pants, and a pair of ugg boots. This is more appropriate for colder days and definitely will give you an old school Victorias Secret model off duty look. 

A common theme in this era of online photo’s was pyjamas! Again, perfect for a lazy day-- the girl behind the camera was often seen to be donning full length or shorts and a tshirt sleepwear in cute prints and colours. Whether it be VS classic stripes, polkadot/animal print, vintage Disney movie print, florals,  it doesn’t matter as long as it’s cute. 

To accessorize, bows were a huge deal. Whether its clipped to your pony, worn on your handbag or simply just there for decorating, oversized bows were one of the first trends Ariana Grande brought to the internet. The accessory portion of Rosy Blog Chic seemed to take a more classic, timeless and girly route that can often be seen in modern Coquette fashion today-- meaning ribbons, pearls, and lace to up the girly factor by 10. 

Try your hand at home made manicures if you are currently giving your nails a rest from Acrylics or gels! Essie nail polish was at its peak during this era, as everyone seemed to be rocking natural length pale pink nails! I love long nails, and they were still super popular-- this is just for those who want to give their nails a rest. 

Did I miss anything? Let me know! I hope to be seeing Rosy Blog Chic more and more this spring! 

Mimi 💗

[aleeyenn]

Hi i just wanted to say I love your works and profile sm, I love how you represent fireafy and coinpin and each of their respective characters, and I especially love how you represent Coiny. I feel like from what I've seen people don't see how Coiny really is, they usually just reduce him to a jerk or a firey slapper. But he's so much more and so different from that lke in canon he's so driven and serious but then fun and chill when needed, and how he can be fun and silly but then empathetic and sweet when given. and I feel like the way you represent him is so accurate and takes evey aspect of him in canon as well as headcanons that just FIT HIM SO WELL and idk it just makes me so happy. I also LOVE your headcanon of him being able to pull both masculinity and femininity, I love it so much it emulates the essence of him so well so be so comfortable in himself and not have a shred of toxic masculinity or anything like that. And I love how you make him adore pin like YES HE ADORE AND LOVES and does whatever pin wants it just makes me so happy esp with how gorgeous she is and as someone who is also plus sized and having issues with self image seeing coiny adore pin like that makes me believe in myself more idk how to explain it but YEA hahah just really like how you depict his charcater as a whole

I also love all your designs for every character

But ye I just want to say that hahah

i saw this when it was sent yesterday and i was in school and i was SOOO HAPPY i was telling all my friends with tears in my eyes and squealing over how sweet of a message i received LIKE I HAD TO FORCE MYSELF NOT TO CRY AND I KEPT GETTING UP AND PACING AAHH😭😭😭 i have waited for when i have free time where i’m not super tired to respond better than i would tired But! THANK YOU SOSOSOSO MUCH!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME!!! YOU REALLY DONT!!! thank you thank you so much!!! i’ve been struggling with forming my thoughts and feelings into words recently so forgive me if this is a messy reply but AHH!!!

coiny is one of my favorite characters he’s sooOOO FUNNY AND CHARMING! i love expressing his silly side and how dumb he is sometimes so i do it in most of my work (because it’s lighthearted almost every time) and it makes me so happy to see him being so.. coiny! he is genuinely such an amazing character and the perfect balance of cool, kind, and idiotic(affectionately) he’s so nice and so compassionate and i appreciate that about him so much and I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU CAN ENJOY MY PORTRAYAL OF HIM BECAUSE HE IS SO AWESOME! I LOVE EVERY PART OF HIM!!! and you like my headcanons!!! i forget what kind of coiny headcanons i have represented on this account but YESSS!!! COINY PULLING OFF FEMININE CLOTHES IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT! he is SO proud of it. he will put on a pink frilly dress and walk with confidence and feel as pretty as can be! i’ve been meaning to draw him in a dress for months actually (i have so much i want to draw all the time but i’m either really busy or i have zero motivation But this message gave me the motivation to actually try soon KEEP AN EYE OUT! maybe ill draw pin and coiny with their outfits swapped 🤫) he is one of the most positive and caring contestants on bfdi and he makes me so happy!!! he can wear both girly clothes and masculine clothes HE CAN WEAR WHATEVER HE WANTS and he will look TOTALLY AWESOME IN IT! and OMFGGG DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW MUCH HE LOVES PINNN SHE IS HIS WHOLE WORLD AND COINY IS HERS AS WELL! coiny will do anything for her he loves her so bad… AND!!! AHHHH!!!! I AM SO SO SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY MY PIN HUMANIZATION MAKES YOU FEEL THAT WAY!!! BRINGING PEOPLE SELF-CONFIDENCE AND EMPOWERMENT THROUGH MY DESIGNS AND REPRESENTATION IS MY ABSOLUTE GOAL WITH WHAT I DO!!! it seriously means everything to me that i’ve Actually been able to achieve that and help people with how they feel about themselves indirectly. my eyes are watering while typing this ARGHH i really just want everyone to know how beautiful they are no matter what their size or weight or height or color or LITERALLY ANYTHING is. and as someone who also struggles with their self-image/esteem it means even More to me because i know how it feels!!! seeing yourself in a design of your favorite character or a character you enjoy in general feels SO GOOD so i strive to do that as much as i can. body diversity and diversity in all aspects is incredibly important to me and i want to sprinkle it everywhere in whatever i do!!! everyone is so beautiful and different and i think that is a blessing!!! whoever is reading this is beautiful and whoever in the WORLD is too just how they are now!!! EVERYONE IS GORGEOUS!!! it may take a while to feel it and that’s okay but just know that you are!!!

in short i am happy i was able to touch your heart and make you smile and give you at least a little bit more confidence in yourself. you are amazing and so kind for sharing this all with me!!! i think you can tell now how much this did for me by how much i wrote (SORRY ITS HUGE BLOCKS OF TEXT) and i can’t thank you enough for liking my work from characterization to design. every time i get a message like this i will not stop thinking about it and i hold it close to me every time i draw Like those other messages about my pin gijinka from months back I STILL GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER. i’m really glad i can make you feel that way and i hope i have made many others feel the same way too. THANK YOU!!!💖💖💖🫶🫶🫶

[stardew-shitposterino]

WAIT NO CUTE CAN I GO FIRST

Personality:

-bit of an introvert (agoraphobia is strong with me 😅)

-pretty happy most of the time!! I try to be as optimistic as I can be

-that being said of course sometimes I crash really hard and just need a few days to get myself back into that happy mindset

-people pleaser, but not in the sense that I have no boundaries. I just really enjoy seeing people happy with life and if I can help bring some of that happiness to them, I will!!

-actually extremely insecure which makes me recluse

-more of a couch potato, sure I like to be outside and stuff but I’m not much of a hiker. I’d rather lay on a blanket outside n watch the clouds or something

Likes/interests:

-pink. Anything stereotypical “girly girl” (I hate overly gendered stuff but it’s the best way to explain it. Glitter!!! Pink!! Butterflies!!! Flowers!!! All of that stuff

-this doesn’t usually reflect in my style though because I v much am a drabby tshirt and sweatpants person 😭

-that being said I also DO love dresses!! Like a lot, just not super short ones. I feel like I’m too exposed 😭

-I v much do art, I like to read but I’m not HUGE into it. Prefer to read manga over novels for sure

-unfortunately a weeb

-cats!!!

-my fav foods are queso, Alfredo, and any kind of soggy rice 😅

-I prefer psychological thriller kind of movies that make your head hurt!!!!

-dnd/Sanrio/care bears/ I FUCKING LOVE COWS

-I’m also just about in my late 20s but idk if that’s an interest at all? 😅

-and obviously video games, but stardew is actually the only ‘cozy/life simulator’ game I’ve ever played. More into Zelda and assassins creed :)

I think that’s it :) I’m bisexual so I will be happy with a Bachelor and bachelorette!!

Ily thank u for taking ur time to do this 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Oooh my first one ! This one is a bit tricky as I can see multiple matches for different reasons 👀 I’ll go with my gut feeling:

-Shane:

- I’m torn on him because there is a possibility of you two not being good for each other as you share some traits, but it could also be a possibility for you two to come to terms with your struggles (like insecurities) and find an open ear in one another.

-You both are homebodies and like similar kinds of food :D I could see you both ordering takeout and watching some new thriller that just released.

-Your more happy-mindset would also be a nice contrast to his more pessimistic outlook on life, but your “off-days” would show him that it’s ok to not always be 100% positive.

-He thinks you look so cute when you doll up and get all euphoric at your new clothes. Your interest in Sanrio would also be a good base for you and Jas to get along, two women in his life that mean a lot to him.

-he would be SO DOWN to play Tears of the Kingdom with you. Of course it’s a single player game, but just sitting next to each other and helping one-another out doing the quests on their respective switch, or just watching the other play and laugh at whatever stupid shit they can come up with instead of playing the main story hehehe.

-he likes chickens, you like cows, you two share a fondness of a cute farm animal, and it helps a ton with building up that relationship as you two like talking to them, or about them with each other.

-Abigail:

-It’s pretty clear why I chose her. She is a gamer, she loves adventures, she’s an introvert.

-you’re more a homebody, she’s kind of something in-between. You both can spend lazy Sundays together playing video games or you can go outside and wander around in nature or do something fun (if your agoraphobia allows it of course)

-the girl eats rocks…it’s save to say she’s more than happy to eat anything with you, so if you wanna eat rice or pasta every day, so be it.

-she’s not a girly girl, but I think she’d love to dye your hair at least once! You like pink, so why not get some colour in there that matches some of the dresses you wish you wore more often?

-I’m not sure whether she’d be a weeb, but she’d never say no to watching a Shonen anime with you, or even read the manga 👀

-Sebastian:

-why? He’s a nerd, he likes to be inside and play video games and code as his job.

-He’s an introvert like you, so he’d understand when you want to log off and be alone for a bit.

-You could watch movies together ! I HC that he isn’t that much into movies, but once he gets into it, he is very invested, so it could still work out !

-if you draw (because you said you do art), he’d be more than happy if you made some character models for the game he’s working on, or for his discord server etc. he isn’t the artsy type, so he’s more than impressed you are able to cook something up that looks incredible !

-he wouldn’t want to hike with you lmfao 😭 but he’d want to ride on his motorcycle with you, if you want to. Some adventure, but not too much physical activity, yet a lot of fun.

-He’s a weeb, your honour, I feel it in my bones. Do I have to say more ?

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-all of them seem to be cat people (Shane might be a dog person, but for our sake I say he’s a chicken person and likes both cats and dogs alike, but chickens win) , so that’s also a plus for all :3

I hope you can sort of agree with my picks. Im sorry if I didn’t pick anyone you have hoped for, but I think these 3 are the best matches out of all the marriage candidates. I thought of maybe Leah, but your interest in art would be about one of the few things you’d have in common I fear. I think there are some others that COULD work, but when I read your summary, these came to my mind instantly lol.

Thanks for your submission !

[laugtherhyena]

Idk if anyone asked this already but What are your headcanons for kizuna and ayame?

Surprisingly I had never reviced an ask like this before so much so that it took me a lil while to think of stuff since my headcanons tend to fall more into character interpretation territory so here's the more headcanon-y ones, if that makes sense.

-Ayame's red jacket is comfort object for her hence why she always keeps it around despite barely wearing it, specifically over the shoulders since it's kinda like having a blanket wrapped around you.

-Ayame is named after a flower so i always liked the idea that one of her parents is a florists/gardener of some kind and that's where the name came from. I also like the idea that she resembles her father way more than her mother, i feel like that could tie into her being self-conscious about femininity n stuff.

-A friend of mine (Hi Poi) headcanons her as having a pet dog and i love that idea a lot and even made sprites for the little man. Her parents got it for her when she was a kid since Ayame never had many friends growing up, as you can expect, her favorite activity was to race with the dog around the neighborhood tho she doesn't do it as much anymore by the time she becomes a part of class 79 because the dog is pretty old by then.

-Same friend also headcanons her as being somewhere in the autism spectrum and honestly? The more i think about it the more i start love the idea, i feel like sports/running is probably her special interest seeing how focused and knowledgeable she is on it + how Ayame seems to love the idea of sharing that with someone/her friends to the point she can go a little overboard with training without even realizing (Aka making Yuki run around the school with her for 2 hours in her FTEs)

-going off this line from her FTEs, i feel like aside from not being into it another reason why Ayame tends to not dress girly is because she feels as if those clothes would just look weird on her, like she puts on something more feminine and can't shake off the feeling that she's "doing it wrong" and thinks she just looks stupid and that putting it on was a terrible idea.

-HATAMORI JUMPSCARE💥💥 Despite being a socially awkward person Ayame is a very affectionate partner, hugging, cuddling, picking up/carrying her gf around, kissing her on the cheek and that sorta stuff because that's her go to way of showing love. Sometimes this want to display affection bypasses her awkwardness, sometimes it doesn't, but That's no problem when Kizuna is the queen of physical affection and won't think twice before wrapping her arms around Ayame ang hugging her tightly like she's a giant stuffed animal.

Anyways speaking of her uhh hi Mrs.Tomori

-She first got into cheerleading out of the status and spotlight it would being to her in her school's social hierarchy but started to genuinely enjoy it overtime because jumping and twirling and pulling out those stunts is just really fun for her, so much so that she'd suggest crazier/more elaborate choreographies out of really wanting to try it out and if it will make her stand out from the other girls even more that's a bonus.

-Kizuna is a pretty impulsive person, hence why she tends to say whatever comes to her mind without a second thought most of the time. Getting that star tattoo on her face was an impulse idea because she just thought it would look super cute then proceeded to rethink her life choices for the following days after getting it because the face region is one of the areas where it hurts the most to get a tattoo on and she did not know that. + Tattoos are not only generally seen in a bad light in japan but she shouldn't be getting one in the first place since she's still a teen, so you bet Minako scolded her for days over it which wasn't very fun either. (looking back on all that Kizuna would say it was totally worth it tho)

-After a lifetime of window shopping on fancy stores and boutiques Kizuna knows a lot about fashion and would jump right into helping one of her classmates pick something like that up if asked despite her unwillingness to grow closer to them. It's an excuse for her to look at a bunch of clothes and ramble why they're so pretty and how they'd fit this specific person, tho she would be pretty bitchy if the person didn't like her suggestions or thinks they know better than her on the subject.

-KIZUNA/KANATA BESTIES INTERLUDE‼️Sometimes Kizuna will randomly go to Kanata's house initially talking about some random unimportant thing but Kanata knows her well enough to be able to tell that something's bothering her but Kizuna being Kizuna has a hard time opening up from the get go, this visit almost always turns into a sleepover where after easing her into it Kanata gets Kizuna to talk about what's been getting under her skin and does her best to try helping her with the problem or just comforting her.

-She's a comphet lesbian (i will die on this hill) who thought that it was completely normal for her not feel anything towards the guys she messed with because dudes are just replaceable and only really serve to buy her things or bring her to cool places, besides girls are competition so for the longest time she's never even considered the idea she could be anything but straight. When she does realize she's into girls she has a mini freak-out and thinks back to the times she was jealous of the other girl's physical attributes wondering if it wasn't some weird form of attraction in disguise.

(Stemming from the previous headcanon, I imagine it was Kanata who first asked her she's into guys at all while trying to help her move on from her shitty habits and hearing about the things she did. Subsequently, she was the first person Kizuna came out to, albeit in a "oh my god what do i do" way.)

[mugeesworld]

Hi~ I was wondering if I could maybe possibly get a one piece and/or HxH match up? 👉👈

I like both women and men (though I’d like to avoid being pared with super young characters like gon/killua) and I myself am genderfluid. My personality type is ENFP and I’m ambivert! I’m a very kind caring person and I love kids and animals! I enjoy games a lot whether they be card games or board games or more sporty games like tennis and fencing! I love crafting and am an artist and I love all mediums including drawing, painting, sewing, and sculpting. I also love cooking and baking for people I love! Having loved ones enjoy my food makes me very happy as well as gifting art that I’ve made for them. One issue though is that I lack self confidence and am extremely insecure so I need someone who is willing to baby me at times. I’m plus sized which doesn’t help my insecurities, but I use things like fun alternative fashions and makeup to make me feel more comfortable in my own skin. I love to cuddle and am a very openly affectionate person. I listen to pretty much every kind of music from opera to metal and everything in between! I’m a very duel sided person as I love frilly cute pastel things like lolita fashion and stuffed animals but at the same time I love macabre things like taxidermy and horror media! Overall I love to try new things and learn about different interests other may have! Thank you so much and I hope this description was good enough!!

Hi there! Thank you for requesting!! You sound like such a cool person!! I'll do both hxh and one piece. And do one boy and one girl! Have a good day ♥︎♥︎♥︎

I think you belong with.....

Drum roll!!! 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁

Robin!

I think she would just adore you!!! :D

Robin would find it adorable how you like kids and animals so much. She can't help but smile when seeing you get all excited when seeing one. She finds your almost "parental" like personality with them cute.

She would definitely enjoy a good card game with you also. She looks like the type to be VERY good at poker.

She would like to just watch you as you paint/draw. She enjoys spending quality time with you even if it's silent while you draw and she reads. It brings her a sense of comfort.

When you gift her your art it makes her absolutely crazy! She might keep a calm expression but on the inside she is flipping out! And if you gift her something like a book mark you painted..... It's over. She's passed away. She absolutely LOVES IT.

Every little gift you give her she will cherish. Definitely had a shelf/chest filled with everything. And she makes sure to dust it and keep it clean if it's a sculpture.

Would love to taste your food. She seems like the type to secretly have a sweet tooth.

She loves how you just learn and pick up all these different activities. How you're so full of ambition to try new things!

And she would just not understand how you lack self confidence. Like she would be utterly confused. She can't get it into her mind how you feel this way. It just doesn't make sense to her cause to her.... You're perfect!

She would definitely give you all the reassurance you need. Robin is the type of person that just throws whatever on. She could care less. But she would love to just sit on yalls bed and watch your little fashion shows you do for her when trying to find a outfit or showing her your makeup. She would do a little clap when you find the perfect outfit. Even though she thinks you look good in anything.

She would like how affectionate and "clingy" you are. Would hold your hand or let you rest your head on her lap while she reads. Her favorite cuddling position is when y'all lay on yalls sides, facing each other. And you rest your head on her chest. She likes holding you!

I think y'all would be perfect for each other cause robin on one hand is very fem and dresses in cute outfits! Has a very "girly" side but also this mysterious dark side to her. (If that makes sense....)

I could see her taking you to both a cute hello kitty cafe or like a museum. Or a zoo! Any place to roam around and learn!

Phinks!

Phinks is not talked about a tone! A bunch of people think he is mean but on hxh's page it says that phinks has a kind and loyal heart! And I believe that! And that's why I think he would be perfect for you!

Phinks would like the way you're always up for a challenge when trying something new. The way you want to learn and take on new things is one of the many reasons he was drawn to you.

Phinks definitely has a soft spot for animals. He has a soft spot in general. And even though he tries to hide it. Having this tough guy act always on. He always had a soft spot for you. He is the type to switch up like. "Yeah what's up dawg" to "Hi baby how was your day? :D" when talking to his friends compared to you.

You bring out a side in him that no one else can. Cause you make his heart melt! (Is that cringe? Idk. Oh well)

He is always down for a game of cards too. Little off topic but he gives off big gambling addict vibes 💀

Just like robin he loves to watch you work. Watching you draw/paint is like watching one of those satisfying video compilations on YouTube. Always pops in while you're working to bug you saying "watcha doingggg?"

Would grab your art and look at it while noding acting like he's a professional artist or something. Like. "Yes yes. Very interesting. I like what you did with the swirl right here it really makes it pop!"

When you give him your art work he definitely brings it to show the troop and brags about it.

And when you bake for him?!??? He's in love. Makes him melt. Like if you pack his lunch or something while he has a troop meeting he will once again show it to everyone and when they say that looks good and asks for some. He immediately gets defensive. Will literally fight anyone that gets near it.

The troop definitely likes you also. Especially your baking. Would always as phinks to ask you if you would make cookies for them or something.

Phinks would just absolutely love your body. Theirs no other way to say it! He looks like the type of guy to want a plus size partner.

Would mess with your makeup stuff while asking questions. Will pick up like a eyelash curler and immediately start asking millions of questions. Would probably think it's a large toe nail clippers or something 💀

Also just like robin phinks is quick to get ready. He doesn’t care how he looks. And he doesn’t care how you look either cause he finds you hot with whatever on. But if you get a new outfit or something he would definitely show you off

He absolutely loves showing you off like the treasure you are. Would treat you like a delicate piece of art. Would make you do a little spin in your cute outfit when you’re finally ready.

Home boy would praise the ground you walk on. Their is no room for insecurities with this man. Cause he just adores you.

And cuddling? LOVES. HE LOVES IT. Makes him so happy when you ask to cuddle. Would probably full on dive on top of you into bed if he sees you laying down. Cause he just loves a good hug.

Any position. He don’t care. But I think he would like laying on your stomach with him inbetween your legs while you’re on your back or like the position I mentioned earlier with robin except he is the one laying on your chest.

He would probably be very clingy. Your personal space is his.

I can imagine phinks listening to that bimbo (I’m not saying your a bimbo!) music and just absolutely vibing. Definitely a Forced too: wsg fam. Born to: Haii! >_<

I hope that makes sense. Cause I made myself laugh very hard imagining that.

He dig your cute pink side and your sorta horror creepy side.

And you best believe you never buying yourself something ever again m. He would absolutely SPOIL you. Wether he would pay for it or steal it!

Phinks with a pastel, pink, cute, Lolita s/o just sounds so cute and funny. Cause it like polar opposites.

Definitely the type to be protective over you when out in public or something. Always has your back. And will throw hands for his bay💪

I’m gonna link a guys TikTok below that reminds me a bunch of how I think phinks would act with.

His @ is: latinaluvr

He’s such a funny and cool guy. Def go check him out.

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

hi! can i please have a matchup for attack on titan & bungou stray dogs? my name is nini, im bisexual, & i use she/her pronouns! my zodiac sign is cancer & mbti is esfj!

for my personality, id say im pretty bubbly and excitable. i try to look on the bright side and try to cheer up people when they’re sad. im very affectionate with the people im close to, and i kinda cling onto my friends arms and hug them a lot. i love anything soft or cute, especially animals!! im kinda scared of bugs though, but i still always try to take them outside, even if i have to go kicking and screaming. i get distracted pretty easily, and have pull my friends off the track they were on so we could all pet dogs (they were so cute!!). i also really like going for walks, shopping, yoga, baking, and reading. i really like to look after people, but sometimes that makes it so i kinda disregard my own needs. im a bit of people pleaser, and i tend to look for the best in others! though i can’t really tolerate it if somebody is overly cruel or rude to the people i care about.

for my appearance, im 5’1 & have fairly long light brown hair. my eyes are hazel, im fairly pale with a few freckles sitting across my face, & my cheeks are perpetually rosy andjfjjek. my style is usually pretty soft & girly, & i really like dressing up even if i’m not going anywhere. i also really like to do makeup, both on myself and others. like, i’ll be in pjs and putting on lip gloss and my mom makes fun of me for it. also since i’m on the shorter side, i like to wear platform shoes since being tall makes me feel cool!

please & thank you!! i hope you have a nice day <3

Hi Nini! Than you for your request! I hope you like your matchups!

In Attack on Titan, I match you with...

Jean will take care of the bugs for you! He's also not a huge fan but he'll try to be your hero and get rid of whatever's making you uncomfortable.

Loves your rosy cheeks. He thinks they're very cute and he's almost always fighting the urge to squish them (he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable though so he holds back).

Jean likes when you tug on his arm to pull him over to a dog to say hello. He likes animals as well so he'll never say no to giving a cute dog a pat!

Would try out yoga but he's bringing Connie and Sasha along as well. If he's going to fail miserably at the Warrior Pose, he needs to be able to laugh at Connie struggling with the Downward Dog.

Enjoys baking with you. It doesn't matter what your making, there's going to be a bit of a mess at the end but he's happy to help you clean it up.

Jean will always be looking after your mental and physical health. He knows you can forget to take care of yourself while looking after others, so he'll remind you to have drinks and snacks when you need them.

In Bungo Stray Dogs, I match you with...

Poe isn't super scared of bugs so he'll take care of them. He can't stand social interactions but taking bugs outside and letting them go? That's something he can do.

Likes the physical touch you give out so willingly. He's never been in a relationship where he's felt comfortable letting the other person give him hugs but he loves them from you.

Karl loves you! Please give him lots of love and affection as well. But if you give Karl a kiss on the head, make sure you give Poe one as well. Otherwise he'll be pouty until you give him one.

Doesn't cook a whole lot but loves eating your baking. He finds and snacks you make good inspiration for his writing. If he's ever got writers block, he just needs to have some of your baking and he's back on track.

Poe isn't the biggest fan of going out but if you want to go for a walk, he'll join you. Enjoys saying hello to all the animals you come across but don't expect him to interact with any people.

Loves reading with you! Especially when you're reading something he's written. He enjoys hearing his words come to life if you read to him out loud. This is exactly why he writes in his mind.

[ithinkabouttzu]

hey! I honestly can’t remember if I’ve already submitted a request for a BoB ship, so please ignore this if I have!!

But please could I request a ship if that’s okay?? No worries if not!!

So I’m blonde hair and blue eyed, with naturally pale skin which I love tanning because I loveee the sun and just being more sun kissed. I love wearing makeup and dressing girly (most times when I can be bothered) and having my skin care and hair dyed! I’m around 5”3 and quite petite but Id say I’ve got fairly decent curves despite being quite slender.

a lot of people would say I’m innocent and ‘cute’ but I really don’t see myself as that, I think because I’m very chatty and get giddy over small things people think this of me. But I’m super loyal to those I like and will stand up, even if I do get shit scared of confrontation!! Yeah I usually will cry if I’m in a big argument oops.

I’m an Aries and I’d say I’m very bubbly, I can get a little awkward/ shy around strangers but I just try fake it till you make it with my confidence and that has worked! Id say I can be quite flirty and I can read people pretty well, especially if it’s a guy, but if he flirts back I can get kinda shy. But I feel as though I’m good with bantering back and fourth with people and I can be kinda witty? Other times I act kinda dopy without meaning to which makes me a little conscious when people call me dumb or question my abilities lmao

I laugh in the worst situations and I love having a good sense of humour to make other people feel better!! Id say I’m a very happy person and small things can make my day. I’m a big empath however, so if somebody is upset I can sometimes feel the same emotion if I feel bad for them lmao.

I LOVE going out and shopping, partying and socialising- however I need to rest my social battery and have chill days to myself. I love all animals, mainly dogs, they make me cry because they’re so cute- dogs and babies, I’m super broody and like knowing everybody is looked after and feeling good around me.

hope that’s not too much info! Honestly you don’t have to use all of that, just thought I’d send whatever I could!! Thank you <3

Hiii and omg thank you so much for requesting!!

I ship you with…

George Luz!

Song recommendation: Cupids Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

- Okay okay here me out, you guys would be absolutely ADORABLE with eachother

- You’d be like walking into a bar or something, and he’d just be giggling and laughing with the other boys, probably telling some funny story, until he sees you, His jaw literally drops, the way you walked in with the prettiest smile that just made his heart into play-dough, even to where Toye notices it and he’s just like, 🤨 “You good man?”

- he absolutely swears it was love at first sight, he found you so gorgeous you put my man in a total TRANCE, you would probably notice his staring and you’d just be like, “Is he okay? 😭”

- After a little convincing from his friends, he finally comes up to you to introduce himself, and when he gets there he sees you having fun with your friends and completely just freezes up again (please help him omg)

- And that’s when you just grab him to dance with you, which he completely obliged, you guys would have fun all night, dancing, laughing, talking, it would be so sweet and romantic oh my gosh

- your vibe would match his so much and y’all’s first night hanging out y’all would just click so much with each other, yk?

- Even though this man is like fully in love with you, I think you guys would start out as bestfriends first.

- But that wouldn’t last long until you realize that you guys would be way better as a couple, everyone else could see that too, like your friends and his friends would both just be like 👀 when they see you guys totally flirting with eachother

- But you guys brighten almost every room you guys walk into, you guys are such a fun, friendly couple, the party starts when you guys walk in!

- this man never fails to tell you how adorable you are to him, you’re so much shorter than him and he loves it so much, he feels like he can just pick you up and put you in his pocket, Even though you sometimes can obviously get annoyed when he says things about your height or your “cuteness” He just thinks you’re so cute to him he really can’t help it

- And the one thing that he absolutely despises the most, is when someone takes you as “dumb” when you are really just coming off as cheerful, he knows how witty and smart you actually are and he hates it when people question it.

- He is SO ready to take you shopping or go shopping with you, he is honestly your biggest hype man too so whenever you go out and get a new set of nails, or a couple new outfits, even your hair a completely different color, he is going to be there looking at you like you’re the prettiest girl alive, “Doll, you look AMAZING”

- Also let me remind you that when you guys do go shopping, he’s gonna be your temporary stylist for SURE 😭 , “Babe look at this color, wouldn’t it look so good on you?” He’s so supportive and treats you like a full on runway model when you are trying on clothes

- And if something ever bad happens, like if you guys are somewhere serious where you guys need to focus, the others know not to sit you and him together because they know you guys will end up laughing about something stupid, making everyone hate you guys in that moment 🤣

- You guys are just so bubbly and happy with each other omg, like y’all never fail to make people laugh and y’all always kinda just steal the spotlight from everyone else when you guys are together ( when you guys are together, it’s really like dating your bestfriend 😭)

- FLIRTY BANTER that’s it, the literally definition you guys, even when y’all are dating and going full steady, because normal flirting is so much more boring than teasing each other in the process.

- The first big fight you guys had was something he didn’t forget, that was the first time he ever saw you cry, the first time he ever MADE you cry and completely regretted everything he said, it was for something stupid too, but he was so sorry and wasn’t even mad about what it was about in the first place, after that he spent the whole day telling you how sorry he was and how much he loves you, and that he didn’t mean one thing he said.

- one time, you guys thought it would be fun to go to a animal shelter, just to help out there and maybe even look for a cute doggie to take home, and while you guys are there, you see this sweet old dog who’s been at the shelter for almost forever, and your heart literally breaks into pieces

- You’re over there crying like you actually feel so bad for that pup, and George is just over there like, “What’s wrong with you?” and then he sees why you’re crying, and he usually just laughs at you when you cry over something small, but this time he actually feels bad 😭 and you guys ofc end up taking the pup home

- ugh he can’t wait to settle down with you and have a big family (only if you want one of course) like say you have some relatives with babies, and you guys are asked to babysit, and you are actually like a baby whisperer, and they ADORE you, and George is just over there with full on heart eyes, like he’s so ready for you guys to start having your own little babies

- he just falls in love all over again when he sees how gentle and caring you can be for others in general. When someone is down you are a total pick-me-up for them and he notices that when he’s with you. Like you just have this soft warming presence that he and so many people can’t get enough of

- Chill says are the BEST with George, like he’s very calm, unlike his usual personality, but just cuddling with him in the bed is arguably one of the best ways to spend time with him. 😫 (bc we just KNOW he gives the best snuggles)

- Speaking of cuddles, I think he would BEG at least once to be little spoon, and when he is, he absolutely LOVES it, like he’s just over there like this 😆 the whole time, but also, when you cuddle him, be ready to fall asleep in about .2 seconds, there’s not really a reason why, just that he’s so comfortable and once you lay on his chest, it’s game over for you.

- or just like watching movies on the couch while he makes the best snacks known to man-kind or you guys order some BOMB take out which is consumed in about 5 seconds, but either way, rest days are amazing with him

- But once again, I think you guys would be so cute for each other, like a match made in heaven almost, You guys can be besties but also lovers and that’s the best thing about y’all’s relationship. He loves you SOOO much and you love him even more, and this would be such a long lasting relationship omg

Hi hon I hope you like this 💗🤞🏼 Ahh i’m so glad I got a ship request from such a good BoB shipper like you! Thank you! 😭

[erigold13261]

Hi! I know you’re obsessed with the JJK curses right now, but can I have some HCs about transfem!Kasumi please? (Either OG or Eriverse) (I love this HC but so little ppl have this so…)

Oh sure! Funnily enough, I have been thinking of her a bit whenever I think of Haruta because those two are linked in my head since they swap places in my JJK swap AU. Just two fun but pathetic trans characters hanging around in my mind lol!

I actually do adopt the transfem Kasumi headcanon in both OG JJK and the Eriverse! So she is canon trans in both my iterations!

-Okay, so first one that came to mind was about her hair (OG not Eriverse). I don't know where I read this or if this was someone else's idea that I thought I read in a wiki about Kasumi, but I thought that her mother would dye her hair darker colors to appear more "normal" since her natural blue hair color was a strange phenomenon (like Yuji's pink hair).

I think it would be neat if Kasumi's mother forcibly dyed her hair black/darker colors to try and fit in with society. Kasumi was okay with this for the most part because I can see her having the idea as a kid that blue/blue colors are for boys and so even though Japan still sees darker colors like black as a more masculine color, having black hair would have still been better for her than blue hair for the time.

So for a long time I think Kasumi didn't like her natural blue hair until the whole "of course you have blue hair and pronouns" meme started to get really popular. I can see her learning to love herself through memes like that, that poke a lighthearted spin on gender.

-I see her still dressing in a masculine way (suits, pants, never really wears dresses or more fem presenting items). In both versions of Kasumi I just see her more comfortable in masc clothing than fem clothing, though she definitely went through a phase where she wore nothing but dresses and skirts to try and figure things out.

-I think it would be neat if Eriverse Kasumi could dye her water hair with like regular food dye or whatever simple stuff like that. It would be like wash out hair dye for her. She will play with different colors but during pride month she always does her best to keep the trans colors in her hair (she has to redo the colors every day because they mix together within 24 hours but it's super easy for her to wash out the dye then put in more so it's not a hassle for her to do this).

-You know what, I'm just gonna keep on going on about her hair because she probably sees that as one of her most important parts of her. I like to think she used to have no bangs, so would just part her hair, but got fed up with it one day and just took scissors to her hair and gave herself bangs, which is why her hair is so uneven and choppy. She loved how it looks and now she does her hair all herself and plays with different lengths on different sides all the time!

-I don't see her as a makeup girly. She probably only wears like mascara or something small like that, but I don't see her wanting to wear a lot of makeup. She probably has done makeup nights with Mai and Momo though!

Honestly it would be funny if Todo helped her with her makeup whenever Kasumi actually wants to wear makeup. You KNOW Todo is on top of that shit and knows what he's doing! (also considering most of the girls hates him for just smelling nice or whatever it is, I can see them hating him for also knowing more about makeup than them. At least Momo hates Todo for know more about makeup than her lol).

-I don't think Miwa is the type to really mind about being misgendered by accident. See, Muta is probably someone who gets real upset about being misgendered whether it was an accident or not, and holds onto that upset feeling for a while. Miwa on the other hand is a lot more casual and never holds it against people, even if it's on purpose it really just slides off of her.

Not saying that this is a strong suit of hers or even a good thing. She just has such a low self image of herself that she doesn't think it really matters that people see her one way or another.

-However, that being said, once more and more people started calling her by her preferred gender pronouns and name, she was ecstatic and happy beyond belief! Now she just needs her friends to teach her to be more assertive and to care more about herself and how people treat her (definitely something that Mechamaru is going to try and teach her).

-Don't know if this counts as a trans headcanon or not, but if Kasumi somehow was alive in the Era of Rebirth (she wouldn't be because it is so far in the future) she and Fluttershy would be good friends! I put this hear because I know a lot of people headcanon Fluttershy as also being trans, and while I don't fully subscribe to that headcanon (I do like it though), it just feels neat to add as I think Fluttershy would have a lot to learn about herself and dealing self image issues from Kasumi who, by that point, would have been a lot better at self love.

-Definitely transhet. I don't know why but I don't see her liking girls in a romantic or sexual way. She probably sees them as cute like Momo does, but just prefers guys/masc presenting people.

-If she becomes friends with either Eve or Pav for whatever reason (maybe one of them teach at Jujutsu Tech or something), I can definitely see her asking them to make her hair shorter in an illusion so she can see if she likes it without committing to it. Because she has definitely had impulsive thoughts to just cut all her hair off and start from scratch.

For OG Kasumi, she also has had these impulsive thoughts, but she doesn't have someone like Pav or Eve to do an illusion so she instead just tries to control herself because if she doesn't like her short hair she can't just regrow it back quickly (she wants to be masculine and feminine at the same time, and honestly just wants to be really fluid in her gender while still identifying as a girl. So probably she could be seen as more genderfluid or something like that, but she prefers to just use the trans label and sees herself on the binary).

-Not a trans headcanon, but I kinda see Miwa having reaction problems. Like she has a really slow reaction time, and so she uses her New Shadow Style technique (or whatever it's called) to boost her reflexes. It's not just physical, but also mental slow reaction times. There's definitely been moments where she just doesn't respond to people talking to her directly for a few seconds because she is trying to process what is being said to her.

This has definitely caused her problems in her life, but thankfully the friends she has around her now are pretty used to this and give her all the time she needs (unless it's a seriously dangerous situation, then they kinda push her, but in that situation I see her using her simple domain a lot and so it's not as bad as it could be).

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Okay! That's all I have for now! A lot of these have to do with her hair, and I just think that's pretty neat because I don't think any other trans character I have puts THIS much care into their hair. Like Gwen and 1010 definitely care about their hair, but they also do other stuff in their gender presentation to try and pass/feel right.

Kasumi on the other hand only care about her hair in her presentation. Probably her voice too to be honest, but I can kinda see her having gone on puberty blockers at a young age and small dose hormones with parental consent (in both OG and Eriverse) so that she doesn't actually have to do much voice training to sound more like a girl compared to someone like Gwen who had to do a LOT of voice training to get her voice where she wanted it (or even Zimelu who was just able to physically alter her voice bank).

[markyestapa]

happy loner - mark estapa

summary: you and mark met at a party and had this intense connection

warnings: underage drinking, drunk you, anxiety thoughts, swearing, creepy guy

a/n: this is the first time i write something so please don’t be mean. also english is not my first language so forgive me for any mistakes.

special mention to my bestie @owenpwr for always supporting and helping me. love you sunshine <3

!!! this is purely fictional, nothing here is related to reality !!!

it was a friday night when lizzie, your only friend till the present, texted you saying there was a cool party happening and you should totally go with her. your first instinct was to say no of course, because you’re not exactly a party person - i mean going once in a while it’s nice, and when you’re with your friends is always super fun, but you were alone now, you didn’t know anybody besides lizzie since you had just moved to Michigan for college. you met her in class as you’re both majoring in design. she was gentle and kind to you when you were pretty lost about, well, everything.

now, 2 weeks after the classes started, she decided it was time for you to meet new people, get along, have fun! you could hear her  excited voice in your head. lizzie was a lovable, happy, extroverted person, you liked how she made you feel lighten and how you had an easy bonding.

you were feeling kinda sad about the whole adaptation.  your anxiety was worse than usual, but you were trying to stay positive, it wouldn’t be like this forever right? it was just the start, things will get better.

that’s why you said yes.

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as you both arrived at the party, she started saying that she would introduce you to her other friends. don’t worry.

you met her friends, they were nice and polite to you since the moment you stepped into the house, but you were still feeling displaced. you were all at some corner talking and dancing in a group. they would  talk about things they lived, moments together, people they knew, and for as much as you tried to fit in, you didn’t know what to say most of the time, these were things you weren’t part of. so, drinking would make this a lot easier.

as you started drinking you could already feel the anxiety and the worryness going away, being replaced by joy. you still didn’t know how to get along with lizzies friends but now you didn't care, you’d laugh and smile and agree with whatever they were saying. you were even dancing a little on your own enjoying the night.

that’s when you realized there were a few pretty boys there, they were all together a bit far from you and your almost friends. one in particular got your full attention. he had kinda dark blonde hair, was tall, brown eyes, super cute. you could tell he was having fun, laughing and talking to his friends.

you would look once in a while admiring him, maybe even flirting due your current state. when he noticed you staring and looked at you too, you would deflect your eyes felling just a bit shy.

mark was intrigued, was that girl really flirting with him? or some of his friends? it was probably his friends right? but who is she? he never saw you around, and he was sure he wouldn’t forget your image easily.

“hey nol, do you know that girl over there? black dress,” he asked nolan, who was just on his side.

“oh wow, no,” nolan answered with a fascinated face. “who is that? hey thom, do you know that girl?” pointed out to you, who was smiling at something someone said while swinging your body to this is what you came for by rihanna playing in the background.

“hmm no i don’t, how does someone that beautiful exists?” he said, also mesmerized.

“i don’t know man but she was looking over here and-“ mark tried to explain

“uhhh marke,” nolan said in a girly voice, as he and thom started cracking up teasing mark. he rolled his eyes but still laughed about his friends tomfoolery

“man if a girl like that was flirting with me i wouldn’t be here talking to you two losers,” thom continued.

“oh shut up, she probably wasn’t flirting with me” mark snapped thoms shoulder.

“c’mon marks, don’t play dumb. if she was looking over you, just talk to her” nolan tried to encourage his friend.

“yeah man, do you want me to introduce you two? i can try,” thomas suggested.

“no, not you bordeleau, when you talk to girls they usually end up with you,” nolan shaked his finger in thoms face making him raise his hands as if he was offended.

“it’s not my fault i’m irresistible,” he joked as both boys shoved him.

“SO it’s simple marky mark, just go over there, say hi and the worst it can happen is she cutting you off,” thomas tried one more time.

“i’ll think about it,” mark was already feeling done about that conversation.

“if you don’t go i will” nolan teased him although it wasn’t a complete lie.

as the boys talked, you decided to get more drinks in the kitchen. it was actually the first time you were leaving that corner where lizzie and her friends were and you end up calling the attention of other people too without realizing it.

“hi, do we know each other?” a random guy said smiling at you while you were serving your drink.

“no, we don’t,” you smiled back politely.

“i’m mathew, you can call me mat,”  he said, smirking as his eyes traveled  all over your body. ew.

“i’m y/n,” you replied as you walked out of the room because you knew where this was going and you were already trying to cut things off.

mark saw you heading to the kitchen and thought it was a good opportunity to maybe talk to you in a “quieter” place. as he was approaching the room he heard a feminine voice

“dude, let me go,” you said to the mat guy who was holding your wrist as you tried to leave.

“hey man what the fuck, let her go,” mark said agressively.

“ i just wanna talk c'mon,” mat was peeved.

“you don’t have to touch me to talk!” you were already getting as angry as you were scared.

“i’m warning you man, let her go now,” mark threaten him making him take his hands of you.

“jesus, so dramatic! whatever” he exasperated, leaving the room.

you unfortunately were already used to this kind of situation as most women on the planet but still sucked.

“what a jerk!” you said looking to marks direction, holding your wrist to your chest with your arm, since you had your drink in the other hand.

“yeah such an idiot. are you ok? did he hurt you?” he was worried looking to your wrist.

“no, i’m ok, it’s just a little red, will pass soon, thank you,” you gave him a small smile.

“it's the least i can do,” he smiled back softly.

“if you hadn't showed up i was about to get my pepper spray,” you joked even tho was the truth.

“really? you have pepper spray?”

“yeah, when you are alone in a new place you need to have ways to protect yourself,” you shrugged.

“have you used sometime?” 

“not yet,” you smiled bittered letting out a sigh, “but there is a first time for everything.”

“i hope you don’t have to.” and he meant it.

“me too,” you gave him a sheepish smile but in comfort with his concern. “i’m y/n”

“i’m mark,” he smiled at you. damn, so pretty.

“well bye mark, thanks again,” you waved as you left the kitchen.

“yeah don't worry,” he waved back.

you walked back to the corner you once were, and you realized none of lizzie's friends nor her were there, so you decided to search around for them. you couldn’t find anyone, even though you were wearing your contact lenses your vision still was a little bad and things would get worse at night. screw you, myopia.

you texted lizzie to know where she went and she replied saying she was with a boy upstairs. you didn’t want to disturb her, especially in this situation. so since you were pretty much alone, you walked outside the house, because it was less crowded, with your drink looking for some place to sit. as you found a chair, you stayed there looking at the sky and the stars just enjoying the music in the background. you don’t know how much time passed exactly but when you got up you felt dizzy and everything around you was snipping. yep, you’re drunk.

as you tried to walk back into the house,  you were feeling brave so you thought it was a good idea to talk to mark again.. when you finally saw him, he was talking to some blonde, beautiful girl and you didn’t want to disturb that either. now, lonely than ever, you wanted to drink more since there's nothing else to do apparently.

stumbling in your own feet, you manage to get to the kitchen god knows how. mark on the other hand was pretty sober and paying a lot of attention on you, noticing your difficulty to get there, deciding to follow you just to check if you were ok.

“hey y/n,” he said

“markzy hiiiiii” you answered very happy as you tried to serve another cup of whatever that liquid was.

“you’re ok?” he asked smiling at your currently state.

“yeah yeah i’m fine, totally fine, super fine,” you were spilling the liquid more off the cup than inside it.

he held the bottle from your hands saying “i think you're done drinking for today huh?”

“ah no marks, please, just one more,” you looked over him with puppy eyes.

“you seem pretty drunk, i don’t think it’s good if you keep drinking,” he suggested gently, due that delicate situation.

“i’m not drunk! look i can make a 4 with my legs.” and you tried to, you really did, but as one of your feet got off the floor, everything spinned even more, making you almost fall. mark was fast and held you as you started laughing. just one more of your drunk moods.

“sit here, i’ll get you some water,” he said, taking you up by your waist and putting you on the counter. you were trying to get your heels off your feet as he walked to the fridge, but it seemed such a hard task at this moment. he hands one bottle to you letting another on your side. then he leans to take your heels off to put them on the floor and end up between your legs in the process. you were feeling a little embarrassed for all the things he was doing for you.

“thank you, but you don’t have to do this you know, i’m ok,” you said to him.

“i know, but i’m glad to help,”  he smiled, leaning his hand on the counter just beside your thigh to rest his body. you watched his movements like it was in slow motion and even though he was in a “safe” distance, he still was between your legs. you two gazed at each other for some seconds and you could feel your cheeks starting to burn.

“stop looking at me like that,” you said bashfully.

“like what?” he played innocent smirking a bit.

“stooop,” you laughed as you lightly pushed his shoulder.

“okok sorry.  so, you’re here with someone? any friends?” he continued, changing the topic.

“yeah i’m here with lizzie” you answered drinking your water.

“who’s lizzie?”

“my friend, my only friend actually.”

“right,” he smiled at your genuine answer like he would know who lizzie was. “why she’s not with you?”

“oh she’s busy, with a guy you know,” you lifted your eyebrows like a kid in puberty. he bursted into laughter 

“ok then, how are you getting home?” 

“hmm i don't know, maybe i’ll get an uber, or i’ll walk there.”

“you live in the dorms?”

“no, i live, hmmm where do i live? it’s near the dorms you know, there’s a building really close, summer something the name, that’s where i live,” you were very confused of your currently location.

“and you’re planning on walking over there all by yourself in the middle of the night?” he said concerned.

“yeah i mean it’s not that far i think, it’s just right there” you pointed out to some random direction that was for sure not the way to your building and the dorms. as funny as the situation was, mark was truly worried about your safety. he would never let you go alone drunk like this. he knew where your apartment was because he knew the dorms.

“i’ll take you home” 

“you don’t have too, it’s ok really,” you said, finishing the first bottle of water.

“it wasn’t exactly a question. it’s not good for you to be alone like this,” he answered giving to you the second bottle of water.

“fiiiiine. i just need to pee first, you’re almost drowning me with all this water,” you joked as he helped you get down the counter to go to the bathroom.

he walked with you till there and as you went inside to pee, he quickly walked to eddy just to say he was leaving. he came back to where you were, putting your arm around his waist as he did the same to help you walk without you falling.

when you both were inside the car, you asked if you could stay there, parked for a while just because you were feeling very nauseated. he agreed saying you both could leave when you feel better. so you realized you were in a car with a total stranger.

“how do i know you’re not a psycho?” you asked him.

“i’m not,” he laughed.

“that’s exactly what a psycho would say,” you looked suspiciously at him.

“how do i know YOU are not a psycho?” he got along.

“oh i am! i’m crazy for sure, you should be careful,” you joked.

“calling 911 right now.”

“yeah. i might just steal your car, i’m needing one.”

“how would you steal my car?”

“i’d just grab your keys and run.”

“but we’re both inside it. besides you're pretty small, i would catch you up.”

“nah ah. i’m smaller so i’m faster, you couldn’t take me,” you said pretending to be serious

“oh right flash, you’re faster, ok” he laughed.

you continued talking to each other for like an hour or maybe more without noticing it. the conversation just flowed so naturally and nicely that it seemed like you knew each other your whole lives. it was the first time you had such a deep, genuine connection with someone like that and it was really weird in a good way.

after your stomach felt better, he drove you to your house. you were feeling way less drunk at this point.

you walked at your door with him by your side carrying your shoes. as you unlocked the door and entered your apartment, he stayed outside looking at you not sure if he should go in too.

“you can come in” you smiled at his clumsy manner on your way to close the door. “you can leave the shoes on the floor please.”

“your apartment is cute, everything is small, like you,” he added as he did what you said.

“yeah,” you smiled looking around. “i’m gonna go to the bathroom and i’ll be right back ok? you can make yourself comfortable,” you informed him as he sat on your small couch.

the bathroom was inside your room, so you just used the opportunity to changed your clothes to a comfy t-shirt and fleece short pants. then you headed to the bathroom to do your needs and remove your makeup as fast as you could cuz you didn’t want to leave mark waiting.

when you came back to your living room, mark was distracted using his phone.

“i’m back” you announced standing in front of him. he looked up to you and stayed silent as if he was hypnotized, lost in you. it was a drastic change for him from the whole party look with the black dress, the heavy makeup and the heels. he didn't expect to see you so simply beautiful and questioned himself how you managed to get prettier than you already were.

“mark?” you called his attention as your cheeks blushed a little again.

“yeah? sorry” he shakes his head coming back to earth.

“i’m done,” you said, referring to your tasks.

“umm ok, so i guess i’ll get going,” he stood up sounding uncertain about this. should he go?

you felt a little frustrated with what you heard, i mean you knew he was gonna leave but now was actually happening. it was a crazy feeling but you didn’t want him to go. you just liked his company, was nice and you felt comfortable around him, even though you just met.

“stay,” you said softly.

he looked at you surprised but at the same time like he was expecting this. still, he hesitated at your request.

“if you want to, of course,” you quickly add noticing his expression. “i’m not trying to - umm i’m not gonna do anything - i - i just don’t wanna be alone,” you tried not to sound as pathetic as you felt.

he sight lightly as he seemed to be thinking about the idea.

“okay i'll stay. but just because i’m very nice,” he winked at you, making you roll your eyes but feeling relief with how well he dealt with your request. then he walked back to the couch and sitted there as if he was going to sleep on that tiny couch.

“you’re not sleeping on this,” you said laughing of him trying to fit in.

“i don’t mind, i already slept in worst,” he tried to convince you.

“liar,” you joked. it was a lie, that couch was too small or he was too big, probably the second option.

“i barely fit in this, imagine you,” 

“okay so i’ll lay on the floor,” 

“are you kidding me? i’m not gonna let you sleep on the floor markzy.”

“this mat seems pretty thick and it’s fluffy -” he passed his hand on the mat like he was proving something to you.

“you’re not sleeping on the floor,” you cut him. “come,” you hand gesture to him to follow you to your room.

it was probably 3am and you were very sleepy and tired and he apparently was too, so you went to lay on the bed and noticed mark didn’t know how he should behave.

“you can sleep in the bed with me, i don’t bite you know,” you said trying to make him more comfortable.

“no i don't, you said you were crazy earlier,” he gave you a teasing look remembering your drunk speeches. you laughed and signed for him to lay on your side. as he sat on the bed, you noticed that poor mark still, obviously, was in his party clothes, which weren't the most comfortable clothes to sleep in.

“these clothes don’t seem the comfiest to sleep in, you can take them off if you want,” you said referring to his cargo pants and his t-shirt.

“yeah they aren’t, but are you sure? i’m with boxers underneath but if it's weird or uncomfortable you can tell me,” he asked concerned.

“yes i’m sure, I don't mind,” and he nodded at your consent.

you regretted your words the second mark stood up and began taking his t-shirt off. fuck. you swallowed hard trying to process that view and the fact that now you had a half naked man in your bed and he was handsome as hell.

deciding to just shut your mind off those thoughts, you ignored whatever heat that was growing in you, since this whole night was such a big disaster and you were feeling enough regrets already. that’s why you just turned to your side of the bed saying good night to him as he replied, settling himself to sleep too.

mark was very sure that when you both slept last night you were very separated from each other. but when he started to wake up this morning he felt a hair in his jawline, a warm breath on his neck, an arm around his chest and a leg between his legs. he noticed his arms were hugging something, or better, someone. when he was fully awake he questioned himself how did that happened, if you would be ok about it or if this was a bad thing. still he didn’t move a muscle to wake you because he actually liked the feeling of you sleeping so comfortably in his arms. some minutes passed when your phone started ringing making you startle wake up.

“hello?” you said in your sleep voice sitting on the bed and seeing that was lizzie calling.

“please please please tell me you’re home and safe?” she sounded worried.

“yeah, i’m home and safe lizz, what happened?” 

“i’ve been trying to call you for hours now and your phone was going straight to voicemail and you weren’t receiving my texts. i was really worried cuz someone told me you left the party with a guy and-”

“bestie take a deep breath ok? i’m fine and i’m safe. i don’t know what happened to my phone, i think it lost the sign or something because i texted you saying that i was coming home and it didn’t sent,” you calmed her down.

“ok boo, i’m sorry i freaked out, but next time i won't leave your side i promise.”

“it’s fine babe, don’t worry ok? i’ll see you monday and we can talk better,” you said goodbye as she agreed and hung up.

mark was sitting in the bed now with his shirt on, just looking at you talking to lizzie. when you looked at him you remembered how you two were very cozy just 5 minutes ago. you suddenly felt so embarrassed about everything, how drunk you were, how he had to take care of you because you couldn’t take care of yourself. it was an awful feeling and you wished you could turn back time to change it.

“i’m really sorry for all of this mark,” you placed both of your hands on your face to cover up your shame.

“hey, don’t be. it’s ok, seriously, you didn’t force me to be here, i’m here because i wanted,” he answered approaching you while replacing his hand on your face, touching your cheek gently and looking into your eyes. you saw honesty in him so you nodded agreeing with his comfort words.

“hmm i- i’m going to take a shower real quick and i’ll be right back so you can use the bathroom ok?” you said clumsy getting up towards the bathroom.

you took your shower, brushed your teeth, did everything you had to do. as you finished you just went back saying that he could use the bathroom and you would be waiting for him in the kitchen so he could have some privacy.

as you waited, you did breakfast because you were a morning person and this was your favorite meal of the day. he entered the kitchen already dressed up with his clothes from last night.

“hi honey i’m hoome,” he joked sitting on the stool around the counter.

“good morning to you too,” you smiled “i made coffee if you like, there’s also tea, pancakes and cake” you offered, pointing to the things you put on the counter.

“wow we have a master-chef in here.”

“yeah didn’t you know i won last year's edition? wanna see my trophy?”

“really??”

“no,” you laughed at his innocence believing your words. “but i really love cooking, so that's why all this food. it’s like therapy for me, when i’m sad i bake a cake,” you smiled with your shoulders.

he wondered if that was the reason why you had a fresh cake probably from the day before, only with one piece missing. he didn’t questioned you though, it seemed like something for another day, you’ve been through enough. so you just kept talking and laughing about several topics as both of you ate your food.

when you finished breakfast, he helped you clean everything, saying he would have to leave because he had practice in 2 hours and he would still have to go in his dorm before, to change and organize his stuff.

you walked with him towards the door and opened it, stopping in the entrance while he went outside, turning around to face you. you looked at each other for a while not knowing exactly what you have to do. should you just say bye? hug him? kiss his cheek? mark having the same questions in his head.

“so,” you smiled, “bye i guess.”

he stared at you firmly making you feel a little nervous with the way his eyes were so craved into you. then he takes all the courage he thought he didn’t have to slide his hand into your waist, bringing you near him, your bodies touching for the first time.

you placed your hand in his chest for balance as you felt a little dizzy with the signs your muscles responded to his touch. now with both hands grabbing your waist he searched you to fulfill the desire to hold you closer, as if had any physical space left, making you shudder. both of you were breathing heavily as he toggled his gaze between your eyes and your mouth. you peaked up at him through your eyelashes as you nipped your lower lip to try to control the warmth consuming you, his hands holding you tighter and tighter while squeezing your skin. his head started slowly bending over your face, eyes closed, lips brushing together for the first time. your hands caught the nape of his neck to pull him, letting his tongue softly explore every inch of your mouth, full with tenderness.

placing his forehead against yours to catch some air as you both were breathlessly, he kept holding you in his arms smiling in silence. it felt like the time stopped and was just the two of you standing there not a single care in the world. but he actually had one, practice.

“tell me to leave right now or i won't make it to practice,” he slightly begged

“but i don’t want you to,” you mumbled, smiling.

“argh you’re not helping.”

“ok c'mon go go go” you said, breaking your physical contact.

he let you go abruptly but not harmful as if he was trying very hard to go for real. he started running backwards and bouncing while looking at you, then yelling “i’ll call you!”

“you better!” you happily yelled back.

[the-travelling-witch]

hi!! your account is super cute & congratulations on your milestone!! i was hoping i could participate in your event, & request a romantic tokyo revengers matchup! i use she/her pronouns & im bisexual, so i don’t have a gender preference :) im an infp & cancer!

im 5’2, i have long brown hair & dark brown eyes. my cheeks are perpetually rosy & im fairly pale with a few moles dotting across my face. i tend to dress in very soft & girly styles, & i love to wear platform shoes because they make me taller and i feel cool ajdbdkwjje. i also really love doing makeup!! both on myself & others!!

for my personality, id say im pretty bubbly and excitable. i try to look on the bright side and try to cheer up people when they’re sad. im very affectionate with the people im close to, and i kinda cling onto my friends arms and hug them a lot. i love anything soft or cute, especially animals!! im kinda scared of bugs though, but i still always try to take them outside, even if i have to go kicking and screaming. i get distracted pretty easily, and have pull my friends off the track they were on so we could all pet dogs (they were so cute!!). i also really like going for walks, shopping, yoga, baking, and reading. i really like to look after people, but sometimes that makes it so i kinda disregard my own needs. im a bit of people pleaser, and i tend to look for the best in others! though i can’t really tolerate it if somebody is overly cruel or rude to the people i care about. im not much of a fighter other than that, though.

for the number, i pick seven! please & thank you!! remember to drink some water!!

hi hon, thank you so much <3 your request came in after the event was closed but i still wanted to at least give you some headcanons, so i hope you enjoy them ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭

also, you´re the first one i´ve romantically paired with one of our amazing girls, so please let me know what you think about being matched up with...

YUZUHA SHIBA Manager

You two are so cute together, I swear

The looks you´re serving? Immaculate (I can tell both of you are so pretty and fashionable)

Yuzuha would let you do her make-up and you´re both well aware people are in awe when you´re rocking matching looks

Your bright personality and sunny disposition are really what Yuzuha needs in her life, having someone who openly shows their affection for her is so important considering what her older brother put her through “for her sake”

She also appreciates being able to relax around you and let some of her responsibilities go after basically caring for and raising her younger brother all her life

So, when you take the time to take care of her, she feels so loved and comforted; if you actually stand up for her, she will fall even more in love with you

But Yuzuha will also reign you in when you start disregarding your own well-being and gently coax you into relaxing too

She also kind of adopts the role of your voice of reason; yes, she´ll let you pet that dog but not for more than a few minutes and she´ll get you back on track when she notices you getting distracted

You two hit the town quite often, whether it´s to actually do some shopping or to just combine taking a walk and window-shopping, it´s always a ton of fun and you two cuties always come back with a bunch of bomb outfits (also: sharing clothes? Sharing clothes!)

Please take this girl to some yoga classes with you! She´d love to try it out and I think she´d really enjoy it too; getting to spend time with you while also staying fit? Sounds like a win-win to her

I also think she´s a good baker, too, so you can swap your favourite recipes or try new ones you found online; while waiting for whatever treat is in the oven to be done, you could either do a little bit of self-care, like face masks or doing each other´s nails or you could just snuggle up on the couch while watching a movie

Summa summarum, your relationship is very chill and relaxing

Being with each other is always a good way to wind down from whatever life throws at you, no matter if you´re having a low-key date at home or if you´re going out to paint the town red

Yuzuha gives you a sense of security and stability while you in turn show her the genuine affection she hasn´t received for so long

I´ve already answered the question you chose, so the next question in line is “Are you a native speaker?”

As you have probably noticed already through my grammar or some of my interactions, I´m not a native speaker but I´ve always loved learning foreign languages, so I´ve spent a lot of time inhaling English content, be it books, movies, videos, anything I could get my hands on really; I really love how it helps me connect to people from all around the world <3

If you don´t already know, can you guys guess what my mother tongue is? :)

[storiesofsvu]

Pixie Dust and Giggles

*photo by me* Pippa Cox x fem!reader Warnings: language maybe? Just fluff Covers the “weekend get away” square of storiesofsvuoneyearbingo

· Shortly after Valentine’s Day, and after good report cards, Pippa started to talk about wanting to take a vacation for spring break, one that the kids would really enjoy but wasn’t sure where would be a good choice and asked for your opinion.

· Your immediate reaction was that the only obvious answer was to Disney World. Pippa contemplated over it, knowing that it took a lot more money than a road trip out somewhere but you mentioned a Broadway friend had moved down there to dance for them and had already offered up free tickets and a couple other major discounts so you start to (secretly) plan.

· You buy the kids new luggage (princesses for Leah and Star Wars for Jordan), filled with a couple of new outfits, things to occupy them on the plane, a few snacks, and a few disposable cameras, giving them to them a week before Spring Break and announcing that you’re going to Florida.

· They’re obviously both completely thrilled and bouncing around the house about it, having never been but always seeing the commercials and hearing stories from all their friends.

· You’ve got a mini suite at one of the very kid friendly resorts, you decided on the Lion King theme to keep it gender neutral, but you know it’s secretly Pippa’s favourite (and yes, she absolutely ugly cries every time she watches it.) There’s giant sculptures of Disney characters all around the resort, three separate themed pools (and you spend most of the afternoon in the Nemo one) before grabbing dinner at the quick service and browsing through the gift shop, reminding the kids that you’re there for a whole week and there’s lots more toys/souvenirs to choose from. (Each of them gets a gift card to buy whatever they want for the week)

· You’ve got a princess breakfast booked for the first morning, Leah’s decked out in her best princess dress, and despite it being “girly” Jordan’s honestly pretty stoked too. Pippa nearly cries at the excitement on their faces as they walk down Main St towards the castle, you’re the one busy taking as many candid photos as you can because you know she’ll never forget those moments, but also will love to look back on them when you’re home.

· Pippa’s not big on any of the super crazy rides, the four of you will go on all the smaller ones, but she makes you take Jordan on any of the big coasters that Leah can’t go on yet. They usually kill the time by meeting characters Jordan has no interest in. Jordan’s favourite on the first day is Space Mountain which you low key hate, claiming it is nothing but a way to get whip lash in the dark. You both opt out on the teacups, making Jordan take his sister alone because you know those two are gonna spin the thing so damn fast breakfast will come back up.

· Over at Epcot you spend most of the day in World Showcase, you and Pippa sharing drinks as you make your way through the countries. The kids try to take as many photos as possible that make it look like they’re actually in said countries, and it makes Jordan start asking if you can please go to Japan next vacation. Leah’s simply on a mission to collect as many stickers as she can from the cast members and begs to go on the Frozen ride about a million more times.

· Jordan’s favourite park is Hollywood Studios, cause it has the rollercoaster that goes upside down, and entire Toy Story area and let’s not even get started on how stoked he is about Star Wars land. He easily blows more than half his gift card on building his own lightsaber and is trying to decide on another couple of gifts from that area.

· Animal Kingdom ends up being Pippa’s favourite, she says she loves the uniqueness of it, and the girl loves animals, so that definitely helps. She absolutely bawls her way through the Lion King show, (which Jordan is both embarrassed by and makes fun of her for).

· The end of the week you’re wrapping things up on the last day with a dinner in the Beast’s castle, followed by watching the fireworks. You’ve got Leah on your hip, she’s nuzzled into your shoulder and Pippa’s wrapped around your waist, pressing a soft kiss into your head while her other arm around Jordan.

· It was a whirlwind of a week, there were definitely a few meltdowns along the way, but Pippa wouldn’t have had it any other way, getting able to watch her kids be kids, and explore a whole new world of magic, being able to see it through their eyes with her love at her side is all she needed.

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[calypsoff2]

Eight.

It’s just funny to me now, since the whole situation with TJ I’ve been very upset about it. I’ve not let it affect my marriage but it’s upset me a lot, I’ve not let it just affect what Chris and I are going through but Chris is just there trying to find out which I won’t say anything but TJ is literally here more, he hasn’t gone to VA either with his son and that is pissing me off but my family are here for Christmas and that makes me happy, they have really taken that strain off me, the girls have so many people to go too while mommy is just thinking on what to do. I have been going through my accounts, researching things that Chris has paid for too. I mean it’s joint, I know what goes in and out, I don’t check on what he does but I did this time. I met my personal accountant, and we went through it, and he’s like Chris is a spender, he is. I don’t care for that, but I do for what he is on others. Just calculating things, extra activities meaning what the girls do and the fucking school. We are paying over a one hundred thousand, which I don’t care for when it’s my child but it’s now. We are paying for Camron, I am angered. He payed three grand to this academy on top of that, there is money coming out for shopping sprees and there was a random transfer which was under CC, I told my accountant to check that right on the spot. There is like two thousand a month going to it so I am tracking that. I am doing this so tonight I can bring it up, I have the information I need before I go to this and he’s like what you on about. It has to stop, and it stops now. He bought TJ and Camron season tickets to the lakers, Christmas gift so all three can go. I am just going insane, but I am keeping my cool about it. I actually want to know what Chris is saying about me to TJ also, he wants a son that much that he’s taken Camron in, I don’t want it and it stops now. We can’t continue to feed this child, a child Seiko or TJ don’t fucking want, if he wants a son so much then adopt him, I am sick and tired but when I find out what the CC is I will be having it out with him.

My home is super busy which I honestly love to see just because it makes the festive time even better, you can be with loved ones. The way the grandparents did this place up, my daughters are in love with the decorations, I love to see my kids happy. That is all I want, I work hard and do all this not just to live out my own dream but to also give my kids the best start in life, I always want my kids to work for it, but I will do my best to give them the best start I can. I do it for them, and myself of course “come here” picking up Imani as she ran at me “mommy look out there” Imani pointed, oh what is out there. Making my way to where she is pointing, this girl of mine is spoilt by her dad. I feel like more so then the other two, this one is too spoilt “oh wow! Oh my god!” I shouted; this looks like it’s been snowing “oh my” I said again “shocked huh? I just felt like you been feeling down and to do something sweet for us. Going to get Santa to come, we got the fake snow out there for the kids” I am impressed “did daddy make you happy?” Imani nodded her head “what did you ask from Santa?” I asked “he not come” I let out an oh “he’s not here yet just thought it’s dope. Kids are here, the family too. Make it a family thing, I love it” he got a point “well why don’t you go outside with your siblings” putting Imani down “go on, have fun baby” that’s sweet of Chris to do this for the kids and the family that are here to celebrate “have you taken the test then?” Chris asked as he made his way over to me “what test?” Turning to him “pregnancy test?” He said smiling “no, I’m not pregnant Chris” pushing him away laughing “but you been all over, emotions, you been crying. You been angry, just all over the place, you sure” shaking my head laughing, he’s funny.

He’s looking at me like I am crazy, I am looking at him like he’s crazy, but he thinks I am pregnant because I’ve been emotional which on his side is right, but I know I am not “I just don’t want to speak on pregnancies and babies, I am sick of the subject Chris. I am happy with what I got; I am content with my daughters. If you feel you ain’t then I don’t know what to say to you” he didn’t like that “but you said science, they have that thing they can do it. One last baby?” Sighing out “I know Chris and we can but right now no, we have too much going on. We have time do we not? What if it’s a girl? We throw it?” I snapped “but we make sure it’s not” he is unbelievable “why do you want a boy so bad? It’s not the end all? Like on a real what is your problem? All I hear from your mouth now is a boy, isn’t my daughters good enough for you” I am angered now “because to carry my name Robyn, it will complete our family don’t you think? I just really want something of me, a mini me. Your genes are strong, everything is pretty and girlie, and I love it. I love my daughters, but I want a boy, like I had the relationship with my dad, fine. You don’t want it” rolling my eyes “so you can bitch about me to your friends?” Chris’ face softened in confusion; my phone started ringing in my hand “what?” He said “I need to take this” walking off and answered the call “hi” I answered “hello Robyn, I have been tracking this transaction for you. Are you ok to speak?” Rushing to the office quickly, closing the office door “I am now, listening?” I feel nervous now, what if it’s something I don’t want to hear. What if he’s creating a fund to get away from me, I mean he wouldn’t do that, he loves me too much. I know my husband does but still, where the fuck is that money going too “yes so we have found more information and it is going to a separate account what looks like a savings account called Camron Chris, is it being deposited every month there” Camron fucking Chris, he is taking my money “oh I know that” I breathed out, I swear to god I am sick of him, and I will need to speak to him.

Stepping outside seeing my kids having the best time of their life, that is what means the most to me “Chris always does the most for them” stood next to Joyce “he does, I just hope that this is the last time he gets hurt. I get so scared for him” she said, nodding my head agreeing “he is stupid at times, Chris!” I shouted him “Joyce, tonight. Can you take care of the kids?” I asked before Chris came up to us “of course, will you both be late?” I shrugged not knowing if we will be “maybe but are you good with that? I know it’s late notice” Joyce waved me off “don’t be so stupid, I will take care of them” looking over at Chris “I am taking you out” crossing my arms across my chest “really?” he said in shock “yeah why not, my treat” I winked turning on my heels, I mean I am not going to be a bitch about anything. I am taking Jen’ advice, I will do this way and ask Chris to stop. This will either be an argument, or he does it and TJ shows his true colours but what if TJ doesn’t, what if TJ is like it’s whatever. That still doesn’t move on from the fact he was being so nasty to me, still to this moment he is coming to the home and if he thinks he is invited to Christmas then he isn’t, I am pissed off though. He has been putting our money aside, he shouldn’t be doing that. He shouldn’t be spending the way he does, this is our future. What the fuck is he playing at, I am just fucking shocked that he is doing this when he has no right.

My daughters think it is dress up because I am dressing up for tonight, they are using everything I am. Anything I put down they use, Rylee trying my heels on and Tianna putting my hoops on with Imani copying “mom” looking over at Rylee “yes baby?” I am just getting flashbacks to the things I did with my own mother right now “you are so pretty mom” I cooed out “thank you, that is so sweet” she knows how to make me feel good “super pretty” Tianna added, my babies are the best “You think daddy will like my dress and make up?” they nodded their head “they will hurt your ears Tianna, take them off. Anyways, please stop now. I need to go, dress up stops now. Look at the mess” I groaned out, Rylee walked off dragging my heels on the flooring as she did “I will mom, Ti. Come!” she shouted, rolling my eyes “Imani” snatching my lip gloss from her “ladies, are you all getting ready?” Chris said laughing “seems like it, just finishing off and I will be with you” Chris looked at me so impressed, I look good then “mhmmm Christmas present wrapped up” Chris came up from behind me “so I look good then?” he inhaled my scent deeply, his nose pressed against my neck as he did “my god” he breathed out.

Chris is acting like I would have taken him any other place, Giorgio Baldi is life. He really thought I was going to take him anywhere else “man, you really annoying for this” he is annoyed now “this is my date, the fuck? I just invited you” sipping my wine laughing “don’t play me, you took me out on a date, now you switching it?” pulling a face at him “I asked if you wanted to go out for food, that was all” I know I asked him out “then can I go home?” he is funny, asking about going home “you wouldn’t leave me here now, looking like this” Chris licked his lips “mhmmm I suppose, but it’s nice to be asked out for a change. I was geeked until you bought me here” rolling my eyes, he can be so negative because I bought him here “whatever, but how is Chris? Are you feeling good, even though you wanted to add more kids into the family. I think we are busy enough” downing the rest of the wine “oh we being shady now?” he laughed “shady, where? I was just saying, waiter. Pour me some more wine” Chris frowned at me, I could have poured it myself, but he can do it. The waiter was close by “anything for you madam” I smiled at Chris sitting back in the seat “fill it though, to the top” the waiter I laughed nervously “don’t get hard now bro” Chris said, he is so dramatic to be saying that “thank you” I breathed out laughing to myself “what is funny?” I shrugged “let’s have fun” now I am not looking to get drunk, but I need this to hype me up.

My mind is really not on food, its what I am going to say to Chris. Staring at the glass of wine, clenching my jaw thinking on how to start this “Robyn?” Chris said, looking away from my glass and at Chris “CC, what is that?” sitting back in the chair, Chris knows what I am speaking on already “It’s a little shady don’t you think, taking money from our account” Chris took in a sharp breath “I have been speaking to my accountant, I haven’t really had the time to check on those things. I am busy, but I thought it was time I check on the money. My husband likes to spend, which doesn’t bother me. But we are paying for four kids’ private school, a basketball academy, a motherfucking apartment and now some saving account, are you real right now? Are you being real? You are using my kids money on this nigga, don’t fucking piss me off Chris. I am angry, why the fuck are you paying for his shit!?” I spat; I am so angry “so you just checking on the accountant because you don’t trust me? Is that what it is now?” oh he is putting it on me “go back to the subject, why are you paying for this child? Is it your secret love child Chris? Huh? The long lost son you want” Chris looked taken aback “what? Don’t say that shit, you know I would never! I didn’t tell you because you would be irrational like now” I laughed out “you right, if we are being buck. That’s my money too nigga!? I have a right to fucking know now answer the question” he needs to not piss me off even more, I am sick of his stupid friend already.

I can’t believe he has been doing this right under me, but I have been too busy to check properly “look, you just don’t understand Robyn. The kid loves me, I am his uncle. His mom is wack and TJ just drags him around places, originally he was going to stay in VA, but I was like you’re not even there, so he came here. TJ said your idea and then Camron said am I going to the same school has Rylee, I felt bad. I just feel it’s wrong, this kid doesn’t deserve it” he is saying this to the wrong person “you stop this, and that saving account you put the money back, I don’t care. Good cause or not, you gave Black Pyramid to him, TJ has done nothing! He has just reaped the benefits. I want you to stop paying for his school fees, I want you to stop that now. And you listen to me, you get TJ to pay for the lawyer, I want my money back. You stop treating him like he is yours, he is not yours. He has a dad; you have three kids. Stop doing dumb shit by being so kind, nobody appreciates it. If TJ wants Camron back in VA then so be it, it’s not your problem. I don’t want to hear anything from your mouth sticking up for that man Chris, I said what I said. If you feel otherwise then go and live with him and see if he keeps you warm at night, would he pay for your kids!? No he fucking wouldn’t, I really can’t get over you using our money on some nigga child. Your nephew don’t even get that, now if you said Desean then so be it, maybe you just have some sick obsession with Seiko, you always there at the kids party with her” Chris is angered by what I am saying, he got up from the chair “I need the bathroom” of course he does, pisses me off and now he wants the bathroom.

[cinnamon-roll-seth]

Happy Medium (Part Two) || Rafe Cameron x Maybank!Reader

Part One

Request: hi! um this is oddly specific but i had this idea so... can you possibly do an imagine where rafe and the reader are dating and rafe is like super super sweet (and she makes him a better person🥺), but the reader is also jjs sister and he gets really mad when he finds out about the relationship bc he is really protective of her, but at a party or something a touron messes with the reader and rafe sticks up for her so jj starts to come around to the idea of their relationship

“Babe come on. It’s your birthday, you have to have a party!” Rafe pleaded, pacing around his room as you laid on his bed reading some fashion magazine Sarah had given you.

“No I don’t. Lots of people don’t have parties on their birthdays.”

“Y/N you’ve had a party for your birthday every single year since like forever. It’s how I had your birthday memorized even before we started dating.”

“Yeah and no offense but most of those parties ended up getting ruined by kooks. Besides, it’s not like JJ or any of my friends will even be there so what’s the point.”

“But the kooks wouldn’t be there to ruin it this time. Please, just let me throw you a fun party for your birthday. It’ll take your mind off everything that’s been going on. You can get wasted off your ass and I’ll stay sober to take care of you.”

“Promise?” You ask, looking up from the magazine.

“Promise,” He grins.

“Fine. But I require fruity drinks that are going to taste like pure sugar but still get me fucked up after like five sips. Beer is getting really old.”

“Of course. Anything for you Sunshine. Hey I gotta go meet up with Topper and Kelce about something. I’ll be back in an hour, you good to stay here?”

“Yeah. Rose was gonna teach me how to make some Greek meal that she learned how to make when she visited there, since I’m always saying I want to go.”

“Alright well, have fun. I’ll see you in a bit,” He leans down to plant a kiss on your forehead before disappearing out his bedroom door.

-

“Oh hell no,” JJ growls, seeing Rafe standing on the porch in front of him.

“Wait,” Rafe sticks his foot out and stops him from closing the door, “Please JJ, it’s important.”

“What the hell do you want? I thought I made it clear that I don’t want you hear. Leave.”

“Y/N‘s birthday is in two days. I’m throwing a party and I want you and the other three to come. She’s been having a really tough time these past couple weeks and I know she’d be happy if you guys came.”

“A party at your kook house surrounded by other kooks, yeah not interested. Didn’t think Y/N would ever be interested either but I guess you got your claws deeper than I thought. I trust you’ll tell her happy birthday from me?”

“Okay dude, what is your goddamn problem? I get it, you don’t like me, but Y/N is your sister. You’re supposed to be there for her but no. Instead of supporting her and being happy that she’s happy you and your friends have all been complete assholes towards her. You guys have cut off all contact and have completely alienated her because you all have too much pride and hatred for kooks to accept that she’s in a relationship with one. I’ve sat and watched for two goddamn weeks as she’s been borderline depressed, struggling with the fact that you all have disowned her. You know you guys think we’re the bad guys but you have stooped so low as to treat one of your own like complete shit simply because she fell in love with one of us. This isn’t fucking Romeo and Juliet, get over yourselves. We’re not having the party at my house, it’ll be on the beach because I know she’ll be most comfortable there. And for your information, she didn’t even want to party. I begged her to let me throw her one so I wouldn’t have to watch her be sad on her own birthday. I came here to ask you if you’d come because I know it would make her happy but if you’re going to show up acting like that then don’t bother. Goodbye JJ,” Rafe rants angrily, stepping back to exit the porch while leaving your brother standing in the open doorway in shock.

-

“Jesus you look beautiful,” Rafe grins, watching as you do a little spin in the party dress he’d bought you. You told him not to but he insisted and who were you to tell him no.

“Stop, you’re making me blush,” You laugh.

“As you should be because you look gorgeous. You ready to go? I told everyone to start showing up at six.” You nod and he grabs your hand, dragging you out of his room.

When you get to the beach the sun is just starting to set and the beach is already packed. You and Rafe walk through the crowd, searching for Kelce and Topper, who were in charge of protecting your girly alcohol. You clutch your boyfriend’s hand, overwhelmed by the amount of people you don’t even know shouting happy birthday at you.

“Yo Y/N! Happy birthday! Don’t worry, we got the good stuff!” Kelce shouts as you near the pair of boys, handing a bottle of pink lemonade UV out towards you. (A/N: Fun fact, I got waisted off of Pink Lemonade UV on my 18th birthday and ended up puking all over my aunt. Good times lmao. Drink responsibly kids.)

“What, no mixer?” You ask, taking the bottle from him.

“Oh we got that covered,” Topper replies, holding up an old milk jug full of some pink liquid. Pink Lemonade probably, it’s a good thing that’s your favorite drink.

“Well thank you boys. I’m honored,” You smile, pouring a generous amount of alcohol into your plastic cup, followed by some of the pink lemonade.

You continue to hang out with Rafe and the boys, drinking, laughing, and just genuinely goofing around. While pouring your fifth drink you look up and watch as a familiar group of pogues walk along the beach, through the crowds of people.

“What the hell are they doing here?” You ask Rafe, pointing towards them.

“I asked them to come. I figured you’d like it if they came. With the way JJ reacted I didn’t actually expect them to show.” He replies, looking shocked to see them.

“Can you hold this for a minute? I’ll be right back.” You give him a reassuring smile while he takes your drink.

You head for your brother and friends, planning to confront them, until a random touron steps in front of you, blocking your view. He must’ve already been there for awhile, as he’s clearly wasted off of his ass.

“Damn girl, where you headed to?” He slurs as you gently trying to brush past him.

“I- um- can you just let me by please?” You ask politely.

“Now hang on a minute,” He grabs your shoulders, “Just stay a minute. You know, you’re one of the hottest chicks I’ve ever seen.”

“Thank you, but I have a boyfriend. Now can you please move?” You ask again, more insistent this time.

“What a shame. Surely he’d be okay with sharing though. I mean sharing is caring, right?” He looks up and down your body hungrily, making you shiver in disgust.

“No. Get off me.”

“Don’t be so mean. I’m only trying to have fun,” He leans in so you can feel his breath on your neck. You try to squirm away but he’s clutching your shoulders so tightly that you’re stuck in place. You whimper at the pain his death grip is causing. His lips barely make contact with your skin before he’s harshly shoved off and you watch in a blur as Rafe pins him to the ground and begins to punch him repeatedly.

You blink back tears as Sarah runs up to you and wraps her arms around you comfortingly. From the other side of the fight you see your friends staring at you with wide eyes, clearly they’d just witnessed that entire thing. Rafe doesn’t stop beating on the guy and nobody really does anything to try to stop him anyway. Blood splatters the sand as he screams angrily in the boys face.

“Rafe stop! You’ll kill him!” Sarah yells finally as the guy begins coughing and choking on his on blood. She turns to you softly, so nobody but the two of you can hear, “Y/N you have to tell him to stop. He won’t listen to anybody but you.”

“R-Rafe. Baby, please stop.” You plead softly. Immediately your boyfriend stops and stands so that he’s standing over the injured touron.

“Don’t you EVER lay a hand on a woman without her consent ever again. Now leave or I will fucking kill you,” He spits, watching as the bloodied boy scrambles up off the ground and limps away.

Everyone starts going back to their partying, bored as the fight has ended. Rafe walks towards you and pulls you out of Sarah’s arms and into his own, petting your hair soothingly.

“I’m sorry you had to see that. Baby, I’m so so sorry.” He whispered comfortingly.

“It’s okay,” You tell him honestly. You were a bit shaken up but you felt so much better the second you were in Rafe’s arms.

“Y/N,” JJ says cautiously, stepping towards you.

“Look man. She’s already dealt with enough crap in one night so if you’re gonna get on her ass about being with me then just go away.” Rafe tells him but JJ shakes his head.

“No. I- uh- I came to apologize. Y/N, I’m so ashamed of how I acted. You told me that you were dating Rafe and I just, I just lost my shit. But you’re my sister and no matter what I should always support you and be there for you. These past few weeks I’ve been a horrible brother and I feel so shitty. It’s just that after years of getting the shit beaten out of me by him I didn’t want to believe that you were actually dating him. I felt a little betrayed. These past two weeks I’ve expected you to walk through the door telling me you’d made a mistake, begging for my forgiveness. I was only thinking about myself. I didn’t think about your happiness and I’m so sorry.”

“JJ I don’t know what to say. You abandoned me. You turned all my friends against me. You made me feel like a bad person for being happy.” You reply softly.

“I was angry. Anger does horrible things Y/N and I’m not proud of it but I’ll admit that I got those anger issues from Dad. I know that I can never take back how I treated you these past two weeks but I want to make it up to you. Please Y/N, I know it might take awhile but I’m willing to do whatever it takes until you forgive me.” He pleads. You’d never seen JJ Maybank beg for anything in his life until now.

“What about Rafe? I know you don’t like him and I’m not going to stop dating him.”

He turns to your boyfriend, “I still hate you...but I’ll tolerate you. Seeing how you protected my sister tonight and listening to how you talked about her the other day I know you love her. That’s all I ever wanted for Y/N, for her to be happy and loved. Maybe someday I won’t dislike you so much but for now can we just agree to get along for her sake?”

Rafe nods his head, “Happy medium?”

“Happy medium.”

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sweet creature (egd)

ethan hates when he has to leave you for even a few days, so when he gets back, he has a little surprise planned

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Like hell you were gonna make another trip - you slid the last grocery bag onto your arm, ignoring how they were digging into your skin as you started your walk into the house. If anyone had watched you try to navigate your way in the door, it probably would have been quite the sight. But you succeeded, emerging into an empty kitchen, heaving the heavy bags up onto the counter.

Usually, you’d yell down the hall, summon the boys to help you unpack. But it would be futile - no one was home. Not even Sterling was around - the three of them were off on Wakeheart business, at the factory in Arizona where everything was actually produced so they could approve all the candle production.

You’d gotten a few pictures from the trip - bright colorful sunsets, Grayson and Sterling smiling from across the table at breakfast. But your favorites were the stupid little selfies he kept sending. Your phone buzzed in your pocket as if on cue.

Another snapchat from Ethan, this time of him with a metal straw trapped between his teeth and big smile on his face. Adorable, as always. 

cold brew mood. miss you x was the caption that flitted across the screen. You screenshotted it just in time. The next buzz was a text from him.

:(

why you screenshot

cause you looked cute

send me one back, I miss you

You rolled your eyes at that, deciding to make him wait for a minute while you started to put the groceries away. You’d only unpacked two bags before your phone buzzed again.

hey

show me ur face

omg gimme a minute 😂

im putting away the obscene amount of oat milk I just bought

DID THEY HAVE THE GOOD KIND

yep. bought three cartons

holy shit I love you

gray says he loves you too 

but I love you more

You sent him a quick snapchat to appease him, unsurprised when you got the notification that he’d screenshotted it. He always got like this when he was away - even more clingy than usual, constantly wanting to communicate with you somehow. You had to admit, you loved the idea that you were always on his mind when he wasn’t with you, even if it did mean you felt like you were constantly on your phone.

what else are you doing today?

idk might lay out by the pool for a while

without me? 😔

you should go shopping

You frowned at your phone, looking at the few boxes of pasta you had left to put away before you typed back with a huff.

I literally just got back from the grocery what do u mean

not that kind of shopping

fun shopping. like for clothes

The thought was tempting - with everything going on, you hadn’t gotten anything new in months. To be fair though, you hadn’t really needed anything new - you were just hanging around the house anyways. 

do you want me to go so I’ll stop wearing all your clothes

yes

kidding baby you know I don’t care. but you should get some new stuff, you deserve it! just use my card

I hate using your card

It wasn’t a lie. Ethan had gotten you a credit card linked to his personal account for emergencies almost six months ago, and you’d only used it a handful of times when he insisted. You never wanted him to ever think that you cared about him for his money. 

I’d be buying whatever you find if I was there, it’s the same thing

You grinned to yourself, plan already hatching. He didn’t say what you had to buy. You’d just get something small - a pack of socks, or a basic tee - with his card, and pay for the rest of it yourself. 

alright alright, fine

But his next text had you rolling your eyes. He knew you too well.

and you have buy real clothes. like at least one dress

Even though he wasn’t there to see it, your eyes squinted in accusation. 

why a dress?

you’re being sus what’s this about

you’re so stubborn holy shit. I was gonna buy you dresses for the harry concert so I want you to pick some out for yourself

Damn. You’d almost forgotten that the concert was supposed to be that night. Ethan had bought the two of you tickets back when they went on presale, using his connections to get the two of you amazing seats. E had been almost as bummed as you when it got postponed, disappointed that the night he’d had planned for you had fallen through.

it got rescheduled to august baby, we can go shopping then!

i’m impatient

omg really? I had no idea 

just go buy some dresses and send me pictures. we’re back at the factory, gotta go. I love you!

love you too!

Knowing that if you sat down you probably wouldn’t get back up, you turned back to the door with a sigh, grabbing your keys and wallet from where you’d just stowed them, heading back out to the car.

You climbed into Ethan’s Tesla, hitting your preset button on the door so the seat moved forward to where you could reach the pedals. He always insisted you take his car if he couldn’t drive you, always wanting you to be the safest you could be. It was still a bit intimidating to drive something so expensive, but you did it anyways, heading to the mall that housed most of your favorite stores with your mask on.

It turned out to be one of those days where nothing caught your eye. You really looked, scoured through the racks, hoping to find anything that looked remotely appealing or like your style. You even tried on a few that you had hopes for, but they were a bust. 

Feeling defeated you stopped for a while and got some coffee, sitting and people watching as everyone passed in their masks. Your eyes wandered to another store, one you rarely went into - it catered to your style perfectly, but everything was far out of your price range. 

But looking couldn’t hurt. Right?

That backfired as soon as you walked in, smelled that perfect fragrance that seemed to dust all the soft fabrics in the place. 

Before you knew what you’d done, you had so many options thrown over your arm that it was starting to ache. 

You stopped looking, headed to a dressing room to try and narrow down your search. Some of them were automatic no’s, the cut not flattering or the color clashing with the undertones in your skin.

But there were three winners - a tight green one that hugged your curves, a casual denim overall number that would look adorable with the right shirt, and a blue sundress that tied into a bow at the back, the fabric brushing your upper thighs.

You snapped pictures in each one, knowing Ethan would help you decide. Your bet was on the green one - he was a man, after all. But his response just made you roll your eyes.

you look hot as fuck

buy all three

no

yes

they’re expensive

I didn’t ask how much they cost. You like them all. therefore, you buy them all

it’s simple really

ethan

y/n

just tell me which one is your favorite please

if you don’t buy all three i’m just gonna go back and buy them for you later

or I’ll order them and have them shipped to the house

stop

getting online now 😌

stop it

placing an order 😌 😌

ethan grant

last chance

fine

im sticking my tongue out at you. you can’t see it but I am

ouch, im hurt

are you headed home after you buy them?

well I’m sure as hell not spending anymore money, so yeah. why?

just wondering where my girl’s gonna be. drive safe. you took the tesla right?

of course I did.

good. hurry home. but don’t hurry too much. safety first

You quirked an eyebrow at the last text - he was being so odd. He’d only been gone for two days, usually it wasn’t this bad for him. Who knew what he’d be like tomorrow before he got home.

Changing back into your clothes in a hurry, you put your rejects out on the return rack and carried your three choices to the register, trying not to listen to the total before you put Ethan’s card in the reader. 

You left the mall swiftly after that, trying to ignore the eyes on you. In reality, no one was probably looking at you, but you felt like everyone was staring as you carried your expensive bag and got in a fucking tesla. You never understood how Gray and E could walk around with such expensive things and not be fazed in the slightest. 

The drive home took longer than you would have liked considering the traffic you got caught in, but you just turned your music up, humming along as you crawled down the road towards your exit. When you finally got there you let the tesla take over, pulling you off the interstate and starting down the smaller roads that led to the house. 

Your first clue was when the song changed. At first you didn’t think much of it - you had every Harry song saved to your library, it wasn’t unusual for one to come up. 

But then, one verse into Fine Line, it skipped, the intro of Two Ghosts starting. 30 seconds later? Falling started to play through the car. 

“What the fuck?” You muttered, quickly switching off autopilot, afraid that the car may be glitching. It was only a few more minutes until you got to the house, and in that time the song switched again twice, all Harry songs. 

When you pulled into the driveway and put the car in park, your phone buzzed with your second clue.

welcome home baby

omg are you watching the cameras? that’s creepy as fuck

also the tesla just got super weird but I swear I didn’t fuck up your car

just come inside

You obliged, grabbing your bag and heading into the house.

Clue number three was that the pasta boxes you’d left on the counter were gone, put away no doubt on the shelf that you couldn’t reach. You froze.

Someone was in the house.

You only had a moment to be scared before Ethan appeared around the corner, your favorite grin adorning his face.

“Boo.”

You dropped the bag, running the few steps it took to get to him before you threw your arms around him, breathing him in as he hugged you to him tightly. 

“You guys weren’t supposed to be home until tomorrow!”

“Caught an early flight so I could surprise my girl. Gray and Ster are still in Arizona.” He leaned back so you could look at him, shrugging as if it was no big deal that he’d cut his trip short just to come home to see you.

“Didn’t you have stuff you needed to do?” 

“No, we knocked it out today.”

“Then why didn’t Grayson come ba-”

His lips were on yours then, catching your words as he kissed you hard, a hand coming up to your cheek, thumb running over your cheekbone. “Are you gonna keep asking me questions, or are you gonna let me actually surprise you.”

“There’s more?” The butterflies that only he could bring fluttered in your stomach, and you bit your lip, looking up at him. He leaned down past you, reaching for the bag you’d dropped, placing it back in your hands.

“Maybe. Go put on one of your new dresses, then come out back.” He pressed a quick kiss to your lips before he let go. “Hurry.”

“Okay!” You were practically giddy as you hurried back to Ethan’s room, laying the dresses out on the comforter and trying to decide on one. It took a few minutes, a few switches of holding them up to you in the mirror before you settled on the blue sundress, situating the big sewed bow in the middle of your back. It had a built in bra that was surprisingly comfortable, making it the easiest choice.

Shoving your dresses back in the bag, you didn’t even bother with shoes. You just headed straight for the backyard - but you froze in the living room, taking in the sight through the doors.

The sun was setting on the horizon, painting the sky a baby purple, the clouds a pop of pink as they floated, scattered around. The city was starting to light up below you, and the moon hung high above it. But your eyes were on something - someone - entirely different. 

Ethan was standing in the grass, wearing one of his nice pairs of shorts and a short sleeve patterned button down - you hadn’t even noticed his outfit earlier, you’d been too excited to see him. He was holding a bouquet of sunflowers in his hands, the petals bright yellow even in the dim light.  

He caught sight of you through the glass and immediately hid the flowers behind his back as he stood up straight and smiled like a guy coming to the front door to pick you up for prom.

You pulled the door open, stepping out into the cool California air. It felt almost cold against your flushed cheeks as Ethan looked you up and down, letting out a low whistle.

You just laughed, stopping a few steps in front of him and waiting for whatever he had planned. 

He whipped the flowers around with a grin, holding them out for you with one hand, leaving his other arm tucked behind him. “Happy concert night!”

What you didn’t see was the remote in his other hand. He clicked it with his thumb, and the whole back yard lit up. There were twinkling christmas lights lining the roof and wrapping around the tree to the side of the house. He’d brought out Grayson’s projector and pointed it at a white sheet he’d hung up - you watched it for a moment, laughing when you realized it was projecting a slideshow of the pictures you two had taken together over the last year. And finally, you noticed the speakers had turned on, starting to play one of your favorite songs. Sweet Creature.

“E-”

“I know it got rescheduled, and we’ll have so much fun when we go. But, I still wanted to make tonight special. So, it’s kinda just date night, but... Harry Styles edition?” 

Closing the gap with a few steps you threw your arms around his neck, flowers and all, so you could kiss him. 

“I love you so much,” were the only words you could find, and you hoped he knew how much you truly meant them.

“Love me enough to dance with me?” 

You froze at that - you weren’t much of a slow dancer, and Ethan had even less experience than you did. But the thought of staying so close to him made your heart flutter, so you nodded, letting go for a moment so you could sit the flowers down safely in the grass.

He pulled you back into his arms, hands settling on your waist as yours went around his neck. His fingertips ghosted over the bare skin on your back below the bow, sending shivers up your spine. 

It didn’t matter that Sweet Creature was a tiny bit fast for a slow dance - the two of you weren’t doing more than swaying back and forth anyways, foreheads touching, totally lost in each other. 

He spun you a few times, even throwing in a little dip that made you both laugh before he kissed you, leaving you a bit breathless when he pulled you back up to standing. 

“You bring me home,” he sang, slightly off pitch and so quiet you could barely hear, but it was so sweet that it even brought a few tears to your eyes. You blinked them away so you could see his face as you both smiled. 

The energy picked up a bit as the songs continued to shuffle, Carolina coming on next. You both jumped around hand in hand, looking like total idiots you were sure, stomachs sore from laughing at and with each other by the end. You paused a few times throughout the next songs to watch the slideshow, laughing at some of the pictures he’d chosen, remembering the stories behind them.  

When Sunflower came on, Ethan opened his arms again for a dance and you quirked an eyebrow.

“You know, Mr. Styles doesn’t have as many romantic songs as I thought he did. This one’s not bad though,” Ethan mumbled as the two of you swayed back and forth quickly, spinning around and around.

“This song isn’t even romantic, it’s about him missing his ex,” you explained.

“You analyzed those lyrics hard huh.”

“Oh don’t act like you haven’t dissected every Cudi song five times over.” You squinted your eyes at him in accusation and he just laughed.

“Touché, touché. Maybe the sunflowers weren’t the best Harry related gesture then huh.”

“I still think they’re beautiful,�� you reassured him. 

“Thought it would kinda be weird to give you a watermelon. Though, I guess that would have sent a much clearer message.” 

The mischief in his eyes told you he knew exactly what that song was about.

“A little on the nose, don’t yah think?” You scrunched up your nose at him as if to prove your point. He reached out for your hand and you laced your fingers with his.

“Never.” 

And then he was walking, half pulling half guiding you back into the house, through the glass doors, down the hallway, into the bedroom. Your skin was hot, partially from the change in temperature, partially from the hands that were wandering over your skin as soon as the door was closed.

Ethan’s hands traced down your arms, fingertips over skin, then over fabric when he got to your waist, further down to your thighs and then you were gasping as he found his way under your skirt. His hands spread out, large and commanding over your ass, resting there for a moment, squeezing before he moved north, fingers hooking into your panties, guiding them down until they fell off and you could step out of them. 

Your fingers found the buttons of his shirt, blindly undoing them as he kissed you. You found yourself pausing, hands tracing over the new yet familiar skin that revealed itself with each one you managed to loosen until finally, finally it was open and you could push it off his shoulders. 

His hand found the bow, roughly starting to tug until you reached back and caught him.

“Baby don’t pull. It’s sewed, it doesn’t come undone,” you cautioned, barely pulling back, unwilling to put any space between the two of you. 

“Stupid,” he grumbled, pouting a bit until he realized that he could pull the fabric off your shoulders, freeing your chest. He hummed a bit in satisfaction, hands moving to squeeze your tits, and then he was kissing them, sinking lower, lower until his knees hit the floor.

“Oh fuck,” you squeaked, knowing exactly what was about to happen. 

Ethan looked up at you from his knees with a teasing grin and a quirked eyebrow, waiting for your permission. You nodded, trying to breathe as his hands ghosted up your thighs, up to your hips. 

And then he ducked his head so he could get under the fabric of your skirt, ready to get to work.

Your knees buckled as soon as you felt him, tongue warm and flat against you. One of his hands came down, tracing over your skin until he got to your calf, lifting it just barely and pushing it out to widen your stance.

You whimpered as he sped up, his satisfied hums adding to the sensation in a way that had your legs starting to shake already. Your hands dropped to his head, and you pushed the fabric off the top of it so you could get to his hair, tugging. It just made him go harder, burying himself deeper. You folded forward, bracing on his shoulders, overwhelmed as you alternated holding you breathe and gasping for air, squirming.

“E, Ethan stop, my legs are gonna give out, wait,” you gasped, pulling on his hair. 

He paused, ducking out from under your dress and smiling up at you, lips swollen and pride booming.

“That’s the best compliment you’ve ever given me I think. But I’m not done yet, lay down.” 

You did as he said, turning around and climbing onto the middle of the bed before collapsing onto your back, rolling over and looking for him. Ethan was one second behind you, crawling above you to hover over you then duck down to kiss you hard yet somehow sweet at the same time.

It was instinct to reach down to his waist, let your fingers ghost over his waistband, tuck underneath it in a blind search. He sucked in a breath through his teeth when you wrapped your fingers around the tip. He shook his head at you, making you pout.

“Tonights about you, not me.”

“But I want to.”

“Raincheck. Best fucking raincheck ever, but raincheck. Just lemme take care of you.” 

He kisses you until you forget your argument - you’re putty in his hands as his lips trail back down. He pushes all the fabric of your dress together so it’s just a band around your tummy and then he picked up where he left off.

“Fuck E, just like that, oh god.” You were squirming again in a matter of moments, his stubble rough against your thighs as he worked you over. He felt your body tense up under his hold, smiling as he gave it all he had, giving that extra little push that sent you tumbling, clenching, writhing over the edge. 

He peppered kisses to your thighs as you caught your breath, and then he reached up, fists closing around all the fabric of your dress.

“Lift your hips up,” he instructed, waiting for you to bridge up so he could wiggle the dress off over your hips. He tossed it towards the closet, moving back up towards your face, bed dipping down with his weight.

“No fair,” you pouted, reaching down to tug at his shorts and boxers. 

“And I’m the impatient one.” 

He stood back up off the bed, quickly shoving down the clothing he had left and stepping out of it. 

“Much better.” You grinned wide when you saw he was blushing at your words. “C’mere.” 

He happily listened, crawling back above you and dropping a bit of his weight down as he sunk to his forearms. 

“So missionary is the way to your heart huh? So vanilla.” He bumped his nose against yours.

“You have a pretty face, sue me,” you laughed, bringing your hands up to his neck and pulling him down for a kiss as he dropped his hips, searching for just a moment before he pushed inside. 

You’d lost count of how many times the two of you had been just like this, intertwined and enthralled with each other, but you knew you’d never get tired of it as long as you lived.

“I love you.” It came out as a breath when he bottomed out, his lips resting on your shoulder, back curled up at an angle that let you feel every muscle, every ridge of his body. 

“I love you. You’re my dream, you know that?” He started to rock his hips, unwilling to go too far from you as you clung to his back, relishing in the feeling of him on you, in you, all around you. 

This would always be your favorite way to be with him - sweet and soft, just your bodies together, nothing else. You couldn’t think of anything better.

He shifted just barely, thrusting in at a different angle. You knew he was searching, and you gasped when he brushed against your g spot, your whole body shuddering.

“There she is,” he whispered, a prideful grin on his face as he hit it over and over. Watching you come undone below him would always be one of his favorite views. “Look at me baby, I wanna see you.” 

You did your best in your blissed out state to listen to him, turning your head from where it had fallen against the pillow to look at him while he picked up pace. Your legs curled around his back, holding him to you, urging him as deep as he could go as you chased the orgasm that was building in your gut.

He stared at you for a few moments, and then as if he couldn’t help it he ducked down to kiss you, open mouthed and rough as he pulled his hips back, thrusting forward with more force than he’d used yet. 

“Oh fuck Ethan, fuck,” you moaned, holding onto him for dear life. When he snaked one hand between the two of you to find your clit, you were done for. 

His breath caught in his throat as you clenched around him and you heard the whimpers through your cloudy haze, mixtures of pleasure and your name as he came undone, hip stuttering and then stopping when he finally hit his high. 

Once he’s caught his breath he rolls the both of you over so you’re resting on his chest, listening to his heart rate settle back down under your ear. 

“I’m so glad you came home early,” you sighed, hugging his bare torso as he chuckled.

“Me too baby. Me too.”