#it was believed to be a failure.
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Death was meant to be permanent.
It held tightly to those to fall to it, waited patiently for those who didn't seem able to die to finally join its embrace. It would wait a day, a thousands years, longer - for it knew everyone would approach its door. Eventually. It could wait.
It was through the Force - through alchemy, through rituals - that one could make death unlatch its gnarled teeth from its possessive hold. (They always came back in the end. It could wait a little longer.)
It was through the Force, that the body could preserve itself as a silent clock began to tick-tick-tick.
It was through the Force that the runes carved into flesh would begin to burn, and the hole in a heart would heal over. That breaths would return to the lungs and - like a forgotten machine being powered on for the first time in centuries - the body would begin to respond.
Tick-tick - the first beating of a lifeless heart would begin again.
Tick-tick - the chest would spasm for air, the lungs would ache for it.
Tick-tick - thoughts would come back. Slowly, oh so slowly. Hazy memories; of pain, of loss, of the lightsaber driven through a chest.
Tick-tick - the countdown would end, with twitching fingers and eyes flying open to be met by darkness. End, with panicked breathing as he realized he was trapped, that there was a hole in his chest to tell him his brother was gone. End, as he shoved at the confines of his newfound prison through the Force.
The top of a stone coffin would crack in two as both halves flew off.
There would be tears on his face even as the rest of his body would be slow to come to.
His...his brother was dead. Varkhal was gone. Couldn't feel him anymore.
Or, so their master would want him to believe.
#swtor#sith warrior#oc: soren haysh#uhhhhh oops.#kinda. experimental.#i'm not 100% on whether or not soren will get to live#but dammit if it's not tempting and this could be FUN#(idea behind this being: the twins' master did an experimental ritual on soren#it was believed to be a failure.#...and then soren died and the runes triggered to show that. wow. /it worked!!/#what if. /what if/. nothing short of beheading or cutting him in half (MAYBE we see how maul survived That One) would Keep Him Dead)#he and var thinking the other died bc like. soren Did Actually Die. their force bond was severed. he just. got back up later. oops.
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William is the most divorced man in the FNAF universe
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#michael afton#william afton#ballora#fnaf sister location#fnaf 4#been a bit since I’ve done an unserious comic#I actually just really wanted to draw Ballora again ngl#William Afton is the most divorced man in that fnaf universe#not saying it actually went like this or anything#BUT THE IDEA William out of him missing his wife#makes ballora to basically belittle him for his failures#IS so funny and plankton coded that I just wanna believe it’s true#and the idea on top of all that Michael is there#like Michael is the one who stays with William the longest#I can only imagine the horrors he has witnessed#of his dad just missing his wife and Henry etc#men will make robot wife before going to therapy
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You have to stop ruining things for yourself preemptively because you believe they’ll fail anyway. Give yourself a chance to succeed.
#forcing failure now will not prevent the pain of it#give yourself a chance to see a better outcome#suggestions#recovery#positivity#self love#mental health#self care#ed recovery#love#goals#life goals#daily life#hope#hopcore#believe in yourself#healing#study motivation#studyblr
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don't stress about that opportunity that fell through or that friend you lost or that thing you really want to happen but isn't. as long as you keep your chin up and try try try again, better things will replace your losses. i'm looking at my life rn and actually marveling at how every single thing i stressed about, whether it be an opportunity or a person, got supplanted w another thing that is so much better. it really is true that loss makes space for better things. these days i don't get sad when something doesn't work out. i get excited that i'm now open to so many other possibilities out there, so long as i actively seek them. you never lack. you just transition.
#operating from an abundance mindset is changing my life truly#i used to fight to convince myself of it but now that i see it happening in real time? it's so true and i'm soothed by it#this isn't even coming from a manifestation or religious angle bc i'm neither of those things#i just believe that a good attitude and strong work ethic can get you places if you don't let failure stop you#and don't allow the noise (other people's opinions) to weigh you down#text
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his swagless looks and absolutely rizzless personality captivates me
and then for art reasons i designed the auto axe. i'm happy w it :]
if you ship scc together go away Please and thank you 👍
#the art gallery#deltarune#scc#none of this is ship art btw. his romantic failures is just funny to me#he’s made comments abt susie noelle and queen In Game and i firmly believ they will never go anywhere HDHDHSJS#for one queen is an adult. and then noelle is into susie. and susie Doesn’t Like any of scc even platonically I’m pretty sure
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Luffy is so crazy for this, man.
Judge is spouting out all the things that make Sanji a failure in his eyes.
And then Luffy just says that it's all the good things about Sanji.
That does shit to a motherfucker Luffy, calm down.
#i cannot believe more ppl dont ship them tbh#like woah there luffy loving sanji for all the things he feels like a failure for#its the perfect match#one piece#monkey d luffy#black leg sanji#judge vinsmoke#lusan#sanlu#whole cake island
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What's the worst lie the popular batfam fanon has made you believe?
I'll start:
'Worst' might be an exaggeration, but the fanon that says Jason is Bruce's favorite son.
#the poor guy is called batman's biggest failure for a reason#“I'm not your responsibility anymore” “no jason you're my fault”#look I'm not saying he doesn't love jason but most of his feelings in the present are based on guilt#when I first started talking interest in the dc fandom I saw this fanon everywhere#i really believed it was canon for a bit#jason todd#red hood#bruce wayne#batman#dc#dc comics
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I must sell my soul to the devil but I don't know how.
The Day of the Beast (1995) dir. Álex de la Iglesia
#the day of the beast#filmedit#horroredit#userscary#userchristineb#mygifs#i can't believe i forgot day of the beast on my christmas horror list#i'm a failure
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It’s hard to believe I deserve anything good when I’ve been subjected to so much cruelty.
#ryan.txt#cptsd#ptsd#trauma#traumatized#like I know I have to believe I’m good enough#but I truly don’t feel like I am#I feel inadequate#I feel worthless#I feel like a failure#it feels like all I deserve is abuse
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me since i was 13
#sadgirl#female rage#female hysteria#girlrotting#girl failure#coquette#coquette aesthetic#coquettecore#dollette#dollcore#lana del rey#lana del rey aesthetic#tumblr 2014#lizzy grant#sofia coppola#lux lisbon#the virgin suicides#girl interrupted#black swan#palo alto#i believe in unicorns#i tonya#buffalo 66#daisy randone#britney murphy#natalia dyer#natalie portman#ultraviolence#born to die
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"Oh so when James Kirk refuses to believe in no-win scenarios it's 'changing the conditions of the test' and 'commendable original thinking,' but when I, Bradward Boimler, can't accept the possibility of failure and retake the Kobiyashi Maru sixteen times–"
#lower decks#star trek lower decks#brad boimler#in my headcanon his first performance wasn't *great* but he did technically pass#but by refusing to accept that he hadn't beat the test and insisting on retaking it he turned his pass into a fail#and he *kept* retaking it until the instructor point-blank told him that there was no way to beat the program#And that the whole point was to experience personal failure#And *even then* Boims was like “so you mean by failing I actually HAVEN'T failed at all!”#“No that's not– ugh you know what sure. Gold star kid. Just get out of my office." ”Did I get an A+?“ ”OUT!“#Completely missed the point of the exam and they basically pity-passed him after the seventeenth try#Mariner on the other hand already knew what the point of the test was ahead of time#(She didn't cheat she was still a goody-two-shoes at this point) (An older classmate or friend happened to mention it around her)#But she *did* think it was a bullshit test and just pretended to be humbled and accept defeat in order to get a good grade#She doesn't believe in no-win scenarios either#It's part of what makes them a good team
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Trans women. I'm grabbing you by the shoulders and yelling. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE SKINNY TO BE FEMININE AND PRETTY AND CUTE. PLEASE STOP MAKING DIETS PART OF YOUR TRANSITION GOALS. WEIGHT LOSS IS A SCAM. I LOVE YOU. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
#I see so many transfems say they want to have “flat stomachs” or do diet and exercise regimes to try and get an “hourglass figure”#and it really worries me. girls you do not have to destroy yourselves to fit into unachievable beauty standards#the vast majority of cis women don't even fit those standards#and the same goes for you transmascs! I see you! I see you trying to get smaller chests and hurting yourselves with weight loss routines#and excessive workouts. it's not worth it. weight loss has OVER a 90% long-term failure rate and there's a reason for that#I assure you whatever diet you think you've found that “works for you” won't be working so well 5 years from now#and you're going to blame yourself for “slacking off”. but it's not you. it was never you. it was designed to fail.#these standards are made to hurt people and then sell them a false solution at the price of your health#I encourage you to transition if you'd like and live your best life I really do. but please please please do so SAFELY.#if weight loss is part of your transition goals please reevaluate WHY you believe thinness is necessary for achieving femininity#(or masculinity or androgyny but this stuff particularly affects women in the way it's marketed)#do research on fatphobia and the roots of weight loss culture. Learn where these ideas come from and why they're so prevalent.#It's extremely important#take care. stay safe. love you very much#trans#fat liberation#transgender#lgbt#trans rights#fat positivity#diet culture#fatphobia#transfem#trans positivity#transgirl#trans women#trans woman
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"or whatever"
#silly#FIRST TIME SUCCESSFULLY DRAWING JD#YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE THE AMNT OF FAILURES IVE BEEN THRU TO GET HERE#actually you would#it's 3 max#STILL .#soo la voo#john dory#trolls#trolls band together#sketch#fanart#art#JD#gnna start tagging my silly posts with if i remember .....#would add a link to the tiktok im quoting but this phone WONT LET ME!!! IT IS SO OLD
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Annoying that people say that Leon’s entire character is police and military propaganda when his entire character arc revolves around how the greed of the few big bosses at Umbrella and the corruption of the US government ruined his life
#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#resident evil#‘he was a cop tho!’ consider this:he’s stupid#also it was the 90s so he didn’t have access to all of the dirty deeds cops do on the regular#he likely believed that the few news stories about corrupt cops were isolated incidents. he probably loved the ‘bad apple’ analogy#by the time re4 rolls around he knows better but the story revolves around him rescuing an innocent young woman#there’s no time to wax poetic about the many failures of the us government#and how the us military will grind innocent idealists into cold unfeeling killers#he was busy!
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ngl i think everything about the closet scene in CL gets way worse when you realize that donnie did, genuinely, 100% believe that they had left him in there to die. he didn't think it was just a punishment, or that he'd be let out eventually, he thought he was going to die in there. he considered it an attempt on his life.
really beyond the trauma of isolation itself i think its why it was such a breaking point for him. this was before they'd hit him, when their behavior was just neglect and bullying. he'd never had a reason to think he should fear for his life around them.
when they changed the lock on the door he thought they were going to do it again, and he thought that this time they were never going to let him out. he took it as a death threat, and it's why he completely shut down afterwards
#personal#canary continuity#and who's to say? he might have been right. they might have changed their minds when they let him out#also for the record it puts another layer of context to some of his nastier flashbacks because he doesnt consider the last fight the only-#-murder attempt in all of this#when he's too out of it to realize he's safe. does he genuinely believe they could KILL him for his failure?#honestly yeah a little. just another layer of agony to him begging them not to hit him#his fear goes deeper than that#also it means the claustrophobia he's developed does actually feel like life or death :)
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in my opinion, disco elysium writes its leftist characters to be flawed and their choices can be interpreted as wrong not as some kind of test of faith for the audience where if you say “hey that thing they did or said was wrong actually” then you failed and are a bad player who missed the point
I think it’s a game that wants to speak to the complexity and nuance of being a leftist and seeing the world that way. it wants to bare its soul. it expresses its opinions strongly but doesn’t doggedly seek to control the audience’s thoughts and morals. it seems to value emotional authenticity over brute ideological power. and that’s good
in giving the player the space to doubt, critique, get angry at, and question the beliefs and choices of leftist characters, but also giving them a world that is fundamentally structured around a leftist analysis, it’s inviting them to spontaneously engage in leftist discourse. I think it’s an intended part of the game
#but that’s just my onion#there are some interpretations that ARE objectively wrong but it’s bc of a failure of reading comprehension#like if you’ve been to steban’s apartment you know he’s poor#and if you decide to believe he’s middle class that’s a failed logic check lol#but for things that actually do happen for real in the game yes they were morally ambiguous or uncomfortable on purpose#I am quite confident the game knows what it is doing
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