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#mbc my dearest#my dearest#namgoong min#kim yoon woo#kdramanetwork#gif#mine#look what that hands focused shot made me do#open vs and ps for the first time in forever#after i thought i officially retired from this giffing business#anyway can we talk about hands#and how there was no reason to make it look so...so personal#the first time i watched it i didn't even realize he was passing him a secret message and i was ready to bite my fist lol#also i really need ryang eum to stop looking at him like /that/#it makes me feel unwell
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everytime i see stays on twt asking at what point did you watch the skz survival show im hit with the most painful wave of "oh right.. so many of you didn't watch that nightmare live" 😭 like i don't even mean it in a gatekeep-y way... if you weren't around to exp that the first time around .. if you didn't have to exp that live... then idk what to tell you.. you lucked out 😭
#li.txt#idk it's so crazy that ppl just . didn't see this as it was airing to me like that's CRAZY...#it makes me feel unwell#i've watched it twice . believe it or not#1st time was live#2nd time was when i was regiffing the show ........#jsndkdmdkdmd 😭 i have the whole thing in ts file format on my hard drive and i SELDOM open that folder like djdjkddneknekdd#anyway..
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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He's helping him tie his shoelaces
#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#sniperspy#sniper x spy#bloody suit#suggestive /#my art#im so fucking proud of this one i think its the best sniper piece ive done straight up ???#im very very happy with the result aaa sniper is so hot#googling is it normal if my own art makes me feel unwell
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can’t even explain how this makes me feel bye
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#I’m drunk right now and couldn’t possibly articulate how this makes me feel#just. the fact that they’re so codependent that you can see it from mars#+ adding the fact that taub turned in his letter of resignation to foreman in this same episode because he was sure that house would#at the very least ‘implode’ (or straight up meet his demise) after losing wilson…#he’s so real for that#I’m UNWELL#house md#greg house#gregory house#hilson#james wilson#house/wilson#hatecrimes md#chris taub
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im a simple guy! i think about puppy Barnaby. i promptly explode into bloody heart-shaped confetti
#just a little guy learning to be tall... hard work#now if yall will excuse me im gonna shove my head into boiling water#that oughta fix me#pls enjoy the additional scribbles of his Attempts#they were too important in my mind not to include#godddddd i love himmmmmmm just a little guyyyyyy#i gotta puzzle out how to draw ms beagle#ive never drawn a chicken! much less a chicken puppet!#wait no sorry that was a fucking lie#i have drawn like. 2 chickens previously In My Life. i think... i could be wrong!#ive never claimed to have a working or reliable memory <3#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#barnaby b beagle#hes just so small and sweet and immmmmm IMMMMMMM#unwell. simply unwell yes yes#there's no saving me! leave me for the vultures! allow me to live up to my url!#puppy barnaby already makes me feel as though my ribcage has been cracked open#might as well let the scavengers have a Taste. im sure im delicious!
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Deathless, Catherynne M. Valente
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Suspirium - Thom York
#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year#when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick#like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning#bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find#me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone#your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded#platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought#im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand#so i use the version i like better#original art
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Luffy + being completely normal about Zoro.
#tvedit#onepieceedit#oplaedit#one piece live action#opla#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#zolu#one piece#zoro#luffy#myedit#mygifs#long post#THEY'RE SO#luffy always being so happy to see zoro and thinking he's cool makes me feel things ok#luffy: if i had a first mate i would hype him up so much -#also the fact that when everything's seemingly falling apart the person he wants (needs) most by his side........is zoro#im so unwell#also maybe im just a simple man but 'i'd do anything to save him. anything. except stand in the way of his dream' goes so hard#love is real actually#this isn't even all of it......but if i giffed more this post wouldn't end#love them so much
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mental illness works hard but pokemon works harder
#your honor . i love em#ALSO NOT SHIP!!! jsyk#just a lazy sketch to make me feel better (unwell)#pkmn#pkmn sv#pokemon#rival kieran#trainer penny#trainer kieran#pokemon kieran#team star penny#pokemon penny#champion kieran#penny pokemon#kieran pokemon#pokemon scarvio#pokemon scarlet and violet#mental illness (art tag)
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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"Tell him, none of this is his fault. It was already burning. He's just the first spark of the fire…” — ANDOR
#avatar the last airbender#prince zuko#uncle iroh#andor#this quote already makes me feel all the things but then I realized how much it fits Iroh and Zuko and now I am UNWELL#this feels niche. is it too niche?#this is what happens when I rewatch atla and andor at the same time
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doomed homoerotic girl best friends and lesbian divorce is what we NEED more of in media
#nothing makes me feel quite as unwell. more if that its like getting addicted to sitting in boiling water#yes this is bad for me yes i want more boiling water in my tub
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Art do be kinda arting I guess.
#honkai star rail#hsr#aventurine#dr ratio#ratiorine#/This ship makes me feel unwell in a /pos way...#/I love gay men.#/idk why this ship brings me so much joy and comfort but it does it anyways.#/also HOLY FUUUCKKK DUCKY RATIO
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something to recognize that choosing recovery again and again is difficult work, and you are not weak for faltering
#comics#hey proud of myself for completing a multi page comic even if its not that long#i realized i tend to operate under made up rules about the art in a comic being super consistent and it limits me#so i tried letting myself be looser with it :>#i hope this makes sense let me know what u think i feel so incoherent lately#hope everyone is doing well !!! havent been v active but i just got a flatbed scanner so i should be able to post some drawings soon :O#been UNWELL super unemployed i am in the slime i am seeing the skull#digital art#autobio comics#ask to tag#self harm cw#self harm tw#addiction cw#addiction tw
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