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Burt x Irving. Mitski- Washing Machine Heart
#severance#severance tv#irving bailiff#burt goodman#burt x irving#*#mine#the chokehold these 2 old men have on me istg#it makes me feel UNWELL
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#mbc my dearest#my dearest#namgoong min#kim yoon woo#kdramanetwork#gif#mine#look what that hands focused shot made me do#open vs and ps for the first time in forever#after i thought i officially retired from this giffing business#anyway can we talk about hands#and how there was no reason to make it look so...so personal#the first time i watched it i didn't even realize he was passing him a secret message and i was ready to bite my fist lol#also i really need ryang eum to stop looking at him like /that/#it makes me feel unwell
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everytime i see stays on twt asking at what point did you watch the skz survival show im hit with the most painful wave of "oh right.. so many of you didn't watch that nightmare live" 😭 like i don't even mean it in a gatekeep-y way... if you weren't around to exp that the first time around .. if you didn't have to exp that live... then idk what to tell you.. you lucked out 😭
#li.txt#idk it's so crazy that ppl just . didn't see this as it was airing to me like that's CRAZY...#it makes me feel unwell#i've watched it twice . believe it or not#1st time was live#2nd time was when i was regiffing the show ........#jsndkdmdkdmd 😭 i have the whole thing in ts file format on my hard drive and i SELDOM open that folder like djdjkddneknekdd#anyway..
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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feeling so fucked up over kim dokja and yoo sangah. what if you cracked your soul open and shoved me inside of it to keep me safe. what if I got cozy inside your soul and read every page of the story that makes you who you are. and we were both coworkers.
#orv#sorry im feeling absolutely unwell about them#queerplatonic doksang you are so important to me#i think about her in the fourth wall's library every day of my life#theyre such platonic soulmates it makes me weep
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He's helping him tie his shoelaces
#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#sniperspy#sniper x spy#bloody suit#suggestive /#my art#im so fucking proud of this one i think its the best sniper piece ive done straight up ???#im very very happy with the result aaa sniper is so hot#googling is it normal if my own art makes me feel unwell
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can’t even explain how this makes me feel bye
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The whole world's insanities The bleeding hearts and tragedies Won't distract me from the death wish
IAMX — I Like Pretending
#majima goro#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza 0#hi . i dont like how this turned out#but im not spending any more time on it so whatever#my art#majeem#he makes me feel. unwell
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my brain latched onto ratio in the span a day or two and i am. struggling with that. have a hsr magma dump about it.
these are in reverse chronological order so that it looks like i get more normal as the post goes on (it doesnt)
#i like these a lot im happy w how they turned out art has been fun lately n im trying to hold onto that feeling n keep it alive#bro my brain wont let me finish the fkn. piece i have that i wanted to get done n post n ive been meaningto revisit my pinned post n redo i#but im stuck in my b#fuck mobile tagging sucks ass fuck this omg#but im stuck in my head w my interests rn n theyre beating my ass im losing so bad damn interests got hands#i jsut remembered i was gonna give these some other bg colors than the usual gray we use for the magma canvases..... orz#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#problem w me is i neevr remember how i tag things n characters#so i have to check#n apperantly i do tag hsr w hsr in the beginning#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#hsr blade#hsr firefly#hsr luka#welcome to my brain n my ...i forgor yhe word hold up. my .i my my idk process i feel like im losingit#my art#magma#i like the pjs one a lot a lot a lot. .... makes me unwell i need them cozy n happy help me#fuck theu got more shipnames#aventio#hsr golden ratio#theyve been gnawing away at my brain im doing. great
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#I’m drunk right now and couldn’t possibly articulate how this makes me feel#just. the fact that they’re so codependent that you can see it from mars#+ adding the fact that taub turned in his letter of resignation to foreman in this same episode because he was sure that house would#at the very least ‘implode’ (or straight up meet his demise) after losing wilson…#he’s so real for that#I’m UNWELL#house md#greg house#gregory house#hilson#james wilson#house/wilson#hatecrimes md#chris taub
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Deathless, Catherynne M. Valente
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Suspirium - Thom York
#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year#when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick#like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning#bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find#me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone#your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded#platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought#im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand#so i use the version i like better#original art
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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obsessed with baby queer buck and the hang-ups he probably doesn't even realize he has, let alone acknowledge.. newly realized bisexual evan buckley who didn't stop once to consider long-term commitment to a man he dated for 6 months as a viable option until josh spelled it out for him. and we've seen buck navigate romantic relationships before. he didn't do things by half-measure or shy away from grandiose declarations with abby or taylor. he knew he loved them without the need for an outsider's perspective. i don't think the cautiousness displayed in 806 was linked to tommy as an individual/lover so much as it was about building a life with a man — still a foreign concept, still a bit alien. not something buck could really envision for himself and by himself, unprompted (just like he remained unaware of his attraction to men until he was made to confront it with a kiss). that moment of hesitation wasn't because he was unattached to tommy or their relationship, quite the opposite according to the follow-up questions: if buck wasn't in love already, he was at least willing to be. yeah, he needed a little nudge from josh to reassess his feelings, to jump over that last barrier, but the very moment things clicked in his mind, buck was ready to cement their relationship, ready to wholeheartedly pursue a future with tommy, serious enough that he brought up the possibility of marriage someday (another first! not just first potential husband, but first potential spouse ever!!) — because buck doesn't see much value in waiting once he figures out what he wants.
#and then tommy told buck he didn't know what he wanted </3#bucktommy#this is so badly worded bc it makes me feel insane#yeah buck will kiss a man in a crowded hospital but he won't utter the word bisexual or dive much into queer history when he's usually#obsessive with research#yeah he'll celebrate their 6 month anniversary but he'll only refer to tommy as his boyfriend in a deserted cemetery#yeah he's so comfortable and happy with tommy but he won't question if he might be in love with him#uughghuaww they never should've given me (unwell bisexual) canon bi buck i want to gnaw on him like a bone#once again i beg the 911 writers to actually explore what it means to come out in your 30s after decades of believing you were straight#evan buckley#rima.txt
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mental illness works hard but pokemon works harder
#your honor . i love em#ALSO NOT SHIP!!! jsyk#just a lazy sketch to make me feel better (unwell)#pkmn#pkmn sv#pokemon#rival kieran#trainer penny#trainer kieran#pokemon kieran#team star penny#pokemon penny#champion kieran#penny pokemon#kieran pokemon#pokemon scarvio#pokemon scarlet and violet#mental illness (art tag)
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I've been thinking about something. I don't know if this is a popular headcanon, but what if Zoro and Sanji actually did kiss when Foxy hit them with that slow slow beam? And what if they both kinda kept going for a little bit even after the 30 seconds were up, neither ready to let go or admit that they liked it? What if after that, they kept having secret makeout sessions and, as time passed, they both were slowly and torturously realizing that they feel attracted to each other? And I guess they were both fine with just begrudgingly accepting the fact that they are physically attracted to each other. But then Thriller Bark happened and all those feelings that they carefully buried deep down until now start flooding. And it all leads to an emotional fight in the infirmary where they confess and scream their love for each other.
#zosan#sanzo#one piece#is there a fic like this? I would love to read it.#if not I guess I'll just have to write it but I'm still only in Water 7 :')#THE LEMON AND LIME MAKE ME FEEL SO UNWELL
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