#it made me so sad last night

[vixvaporub]

Can people who actually want to help people go into healthcare?

[ewwww-what]

You are not a coward. You have a goddamn medical condition, alright?

[astralleywright]

Marisha's comment about how Relvin is one of those parents who ended up with a child they didn't know what to do with really gets to the heart of it, i think, and is such a good way to tie the fantasy element of Imogen's powers into things more tangible. because there are really a lot of parents like Relvin in real life, who have a child with the person they're happily married to and never expect to be left alone with the kid. or who expect a ""normal"" (read: cisgender and heterosexual, able-bodied, relatively neurotypical and obedient, etc.) child and end up with one who's ""difficult"", who demands more or different of them than what they believe they signed up for. and that's not entirely entitlement on a parent's part- many cultures' common frameworks of parenthood and child-rearing do not include space for these children. it makes sense that Relvin was unprepared. raising any child is difficult, and raising a child whose needs you were never taught how to accommodate, who the world is so cruel to, is even more challenging.

and yet. and yet, the person who bears the brunt of the harm in these situations will always be the child. they're the ones who have to live every moment of how the world treats them, without the support that their parent is supposed to provide them. and when asked to care for his child even when she turned out to be ""difficult"", Relvin couldn't. for entirely sympathetic reasons, of course. he tried, in his own way. i don't think he's a bad guy. but he's let his own broken heart bleed onto his daughter. he hasn't been able to give her much else.

[doll-elvis]

I’m just having one of those days…

(crying over a man I never met because I miss him)

[flickeringflame216]

unfortunately doing it scared actually works

[oetscop]

hrt is fucking w my cycle obviously like. still having periods obviously it hasnt been long and mine have always been really intense!!! so. now i really cant tell why ive been on the verge of tears all day. am i abt to start my period or is death cab just hitting too hard tonight

[ustalav]

my ex just used he/him pronouns for me for the first time though........

[x-rds]

That post about huge red flags from exes is going around and I’m like well mine requires some background reading

[what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque]

My partner finally finished BG3 but has no idea that his ending was actually bad cause he was a pro-Vlaakith githyanki who rode off with Lae'zel but got NO EPILOGUE where Withers points out y'all died im 😭😭😭

they have no idea what happened with Gale or anyone else (who was still alive) after flying away 🙃🙃🙃

[gothteddiesdotcom]

can’t stop thinking of all my past connections with people tbh :/

[bunnyboy-juice]

huh. the smallest silliest things really do pull me from my own head

[sleepymccoy]

I've spent my morning reading my own fics cos I know I follow up the hurt with comfort!! So here's a link

Oh, Crowley

Includes what is now canon level miscommunications and disasters. Lots of talking badly and being sad. Here's a (highly edited to keep it short) snippet from the start of the fic to whet your appetite

"I don't have a chance with you, do I?" Aziraphale asked. His eyes were wide. He stood a step above Crowley, closer to the door, protected from the few brave and errant drops by Crowley. Crowley's back grew wet for it.

Crowley's heart thumped. "What?"

Aziraphale's fingertips brushed Crowley's cheek, then pressed hesitantly against his jaw. Aziraphale's thumb, soft but worked enough by book pages to have hints of use in its pad, touched Crowley's lower lip and dragged gently, shaking.

Then Aziraphale withdrew.

"Angel," Crowley croaked, although he had no idea what to say, how to discuss anything any more, "are you- ?"

Regret flashed across Aziraphale's face, then settled into place there. His lips trembled in something more like sorrow, but that didn't stick around. The regret remained. "I apologise, dear boy," Aziraphale whispered. "A bit too much champagne, I think. Makes everything a little rose-hued, don't you find?"

Aziraphale looked down, shuffled his feet, adjusted his cuffs, then turned to the door. "Let me know when next suits you for dinner."

The door opened quickly, but closed gently, leaving Crowley alone in the rain.

[0809sysblings]

hosts in advanced denial.mp4

[popstart]

why is like every single gwuncaner insanely misogynistic and racist to courtney like their life depends on it.

like if you're bawling your eyes out about a fictional teenager that just so happens to be a woc being abusive then turning around and closing your eyes when the white guy she abused (was in a pretty mutually toxic relationship with) is similar amounts of fucking weird to two different girls get your priorities checked.

like honest to god i could not care less what characters other people on the internet like to play dolls with and imagine kissing i just think its in super poor taste to say omfg i fucking hate courtney total drama shes (insert weird racially charged language. insert comparing real human beings who like a fictional character to insects and saying you want to kill them) ok man. what. get help.

dislike or like whatever you want HONESTLY. I DO NOT CARE. im not 12 years old and i could not care less if you prefer a different fucking made up scenario where fictional characters kiss. at the end of the day literally 0 of this ship war fucking matters i promise you, i just want a similar energy back and not combination misogyny and racism fuled remarks towards the liking of a FICTIONAL FUCKING CHARACTER. THAT DID ZERO THINGS TO ANY REAL LIFE FUCKING PERSON.

Harassment of any real life fucking person about anything that they like in fiction is way more harmful than whatever happened in fiction that theyre defending. LOL!

[braceletofteeth]

It's 1AM now and I just realized I wore the 唯一 necklace with the palm trees dress I reserved for New Year's Eve—so, basically, a NuengPalm themed outfit 😆

[eonars]

I hate feeling this way cause I hate feeling like a total nlog pick me nightmare and it's so disappointing but when I go to hardcore shows and there's already hardly any women there and groups of them who are all five foot nothing with giant acrylics and tons of jewelry (including those choke chains that pull tight, idiotic thing to wear in a mosh) and dangly earrings and a full beat and a latex bra are scream giggling at each other cause my face has come up in the background of all their selfies bc we're so packed in I can't even back up a bit I instantly get transported back to high school. Like we're in the fuckin trenches at the front of the room getting nearly knocked over and smashed up by crowdsurfers and they're still finding ways to make exasperated eye contact with each other and fake cry as they reach out to touch fingers cause my giant self briefly separated them. I'm dressed comfy and baggy cause it gets really hot in there and I'm gonna go to a goth club or a rave if I want to turn a look and they're shooting mocking looks at me and a larger woman whos barefaced and has her hair in a bun and is also there alone. And then one starts grinding on me I guess in a weird attempt to make space around us but the guy behind me literally has his hands on my back and I can't move at all, to the point where I got actually really uncomfortable and had to stick out my thigh for her to grind on instead. It's so ass and particularly bitterly disappointing cause you know full well all the guys in there are on the same team and we're here as like 10% of the crowd scoring own goals instead of looking out for one another. Literally who are you trying to impress