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xx-may4-malic3-xx · 10 months ago

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Getting real fucking tired of all the gross pro ana shit the scenecore community keeps pushing :/

#I know using it as an aesthetic is rampant in other communities too but the fact that it’s in once close to mine makes me sick #that crap and scene shoudve died with MySpace #I can already hear some of y’all saying #bUt MAya yOU mADe A soNG aBOUt YouR ED #that was about how much it sucks not promoting it to a bunch of kids #idk 💀#it just freaks me tf out #scenecore #scene kid #scene revival #oldscene #scene #scenekid

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hatchet-boy · 25 days ago

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Ok so everyone and their grandmother have talked about "when I told dad I was scared of the thing in my closet he gave me a .45" when Sam was nine (?) years old.

But I don't think I've ever seen anyone talk about the fact that according to John's journal it WORKED.

Like,

"5 nights running now Sammy has slept without nightmares" ok-

#somewhat revolutionary discovery for me #it also has the very fun implication of one of my favourite hc/interpretations which is;#yes john raised sam and dean rough and they were nurtured to turn out a little weird bcoz of it #but they are also very very much Just Fucking Like That #sam. you 9 year old little freak. how tf did ur daddy giving you a handgun to shoot the monster in ur closet actually work.#most kids would just be weirded out and scared to shit. but nah.#maybe johns right and sometimes all you need is a .45 under your pillow...#spn #samandjohn

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cozylittleartblog · 4 days ago

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me omw to scare mormons out of a wendys!! 🍂🖤🍟

ootd from like 2 weeks ago and yes that really happened

#ootd #doodles #art #illustration #fashion #fall #autumn #autumn vibes #cozy vibes #self portrait #artists on tumblr #i havent done an ootd drawing in a while and i just wanted to Make Something #the mormons story: my friend and i stopped at a wendys and there were these two Stock Image Of Mormons dudes sitting at a table #and me and my friend are obvious gay and in different directions. you can tell we are Queers(tm). i look like This and he has #long curly hair and huge earrings. we are the poster children of what mormons prolly show kids and say 'these people are going to hell'#you'd think we had walked in holding signs that say WE LOVE GAY MARRIAGE AND ABORTlON with the way they stopped and started #muttering to each other while looking dead at us in the checkout line. like the entire time. and after a few minutes of whispering to #each other they pick up their food and book it tf out of the restaurant. still looking at us *as they go out the door*#it was so fucking funny. anyway then we stole their table #good! gtfo. i dont want cultists with my fries thanks #im glad my gay autistic aura is strong enough that i scare freaks like that by just Standing There thinking about a crispy chicken BLT #sounds like a 'and then everyone clapped' story but that really did happen to me and ive been laughing at it for 2 weeks now #what Isnt true is that i pulled a whole leaf out of my pocket. that shit was in pieces. and i dont know where it came from

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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fake ep idea + doodles

#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is #submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol #basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay #somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em #purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc)#but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis #for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t #be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^”#ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time #as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy #like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!”#and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders #i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to #so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head #if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there #myart #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk red son #lmk mei #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lmk xiaojiao #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #doodles #lmk tang #lmk pigsy #lmk traffic light trio #yard sale ep

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megamindsupremacy · 24 days ago

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I need to marinate more thoughts for this but. okay so gravity falls au. partially inspired by this. fiddleford has the memory gun and he's This Close to using it on himself to erase what he saw in the portal. he pauses. he thinks, just because I forget doesn't mean stanford will stop building the portal. he thinks it's all or nothing. he goes to stanford's shack in the woods. he sneaks in through the side door and sees stanford sleeping on the couch. it's dark outside. the lights are out. fiddleford can barely make out the shape of his former-friend's body. fiddleford looks at Stanford one last time. he types into the memory gun, Stanford Pines. he points the gun. half a second before he fires, Stanford stirs, as if sensing the danger he is in. he manages to get out "who-" before fiddleford, panicking, pulls the trigger before he can chicken out completely.

stanley wakes up on a couch he doesn't remember falling asleep in, with a terrified looking man standing over him, holding a glowing gun, and thinks this is one hell of a situation i've gotten myself into

#mads posts #gravity falls #gravity falls au #fiddleford mcgucket #fiddleford h mcgucket #stanley pines #stan pines #grunkle stan #LISTENNNNNN #THE POSSIBILITIES THAT ARISE FROM EXISTENCE OF THE MEMORY GUN #UNLIMITED #what if ! stan didnt know he had to get ford back #what if fiddleford fucks up soooooo so bad #will he use the gun on himself to wipe his own memory and abandon everything?#will he try to fix what he's done to stanley?#will he try to fix the PORTAL?#who knows? not me. idfk #personally im leaning towards fiddleford FREAKS OUT and just books it #as soon as he realizes that this guy isnt stanford #and then the next day he sees this really confused dude in town and everyone is asking him if he's that scientist in the woods #and stan ofc is like 'the who what in the where? also where am i'#bc through the power of handwaving i am declaring the memory gun erased EVERTYTHING related to stanford #and bc the journey and the town are so closely tied to ford stan forgot everything #eventually someone offers stan the money for a tour and he says yes bc free money #and takes this dude (who tf is stanford)'s identity #clearly this stanford guy is gone and not coming back because there are literally no signs that anyone has been alive in the goddamn house #(this is because ford is bad at taking care of himself and stan has been busy dying of an infected burn)#and fiddleford is like. fuck. i fucked up.#uses the memory gun on himself to forget what he's done #and then bc he doesnt remember what he's done he then uses it on himself to forget the portal

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coca-colas-truck-driver · 2 months ago

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“oh, wow. she dumped you.” CUT! hey, jared, could you say it more sympathetic and less betrayed? no? okay, just- i guess thats fine?

but the “you loved her, and you dumped her” isnt posed as any kind of question, sam doesnt ask why, because he doesnt really care about the why, he just likes that dean had done it. then dean barely gives him a look and suddenly its “oh, wow-“ and the smile he just had is gone and sams looking like he just got told the trip to disney was cancelled over being told it was the other way around. this isnt sympathy its like jealousy mixed with curiosity idk

his tone just goes from teasing to bitter so fast, he doesnt follow dean into the car, and looks around for a second while he thinks about he feels about that. because dean has always been with women, and while it had made sam bitter ever since he was eleven and could place the feeling he got watching dean come back to the motel room covered in hickeys and scratch marks, he had gotten over it after stanford. he didnt have any right to feel that way, and realized how wrong it was he did when he was in a stable environment away from the other half of that co-dependent relationship.

now the feelings hed never addressed about dean fucking anything that is human and wears a skirt are back for the first time since he left for stanford, except this time its about a genuine romantic connection dean had. dean had loved cassie, and she left him, and he just told dean to go talk to her. had been making innuendos about them all day, even

#wincest #route 666 #me basically just freaking tf out over route 666 #this is so long im sorry #im basically rambling the entire time #havent pin pointed WHEN i think they happened #but ik they werent yet yk?#im rewatching s 1 😋#cassie genuinely deserved so much better than a winchester tho #dean winchester #sam winchester #samdean #sam/dean #supernatural #spn #cassie robinson

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everestentertainments · 3 months ago

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showed a friend of mine an episode of TFP (“Inside Job”) and after a scene with Knock Out she turned to me and went “So he’s really just like that? All the time? You weren’t kidding?”

#tfp #transformers #transformers prime #tfp knock out #knock out #specifically it was that scene where he threatens Smokescreen with vivisection #Says ‘teehee made you squirm’ then uses the phase shifter to dig around Smokescreen’s guts #and she just turned to me with this look of ‘tf did I just watch?’#that was the first proper scene she’s seen from TFP glad it was Knock Out being a freak #knockout #tf #the mountain speaks

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ask-one-orion-pax · 28 days ago

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Hii! I've come to show you more hissing cockroaches :3

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They can wear clothes?!

#this is actually so funny because mod has entomophobia #every bug you send him freaks me out #but i just pretend i’m him and it’s fine lol #transformers #maccadam #ask blog #tf one orion pax #ask orion pax #orion pax #tf one #transformers one #asked and answered #heavisintheditch #cw bugs

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lemongogo · 15 days ago

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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..

#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional #its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free #times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw #something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak #i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else #i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back #after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces #wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue #theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right #like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself #but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me #tf out #but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even #and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately #pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit #like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly #i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty

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housecow · 7 months ago

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hi, please don’t send me belly pics out of the blue

#being totally honest: i am not into it #i am not into men that are gaining in general #i am also not into the smallfat stage like. beginner gainers freak me tf out #talk #just a psa ig

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earthspark-shockwaves-reduction · 27 days ago

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EARTHSPAAAAAAARK (S2/S3/S???)

ACTUALLY ADDRESS HASHTAG'S MIND-CONTROL TRAUMA AND HOW IT IMPACTS THE FACT THAT SHE APPARENTLY JUST HAS AN AI IN HER HEAD NOW

AND MY LIFE

IS YOURS

#SINCE HER BOND WITH STARSCREAM THAT WAS ACTUALLY INTERESTING IN S1 IS GONE JUST GIVE ME THIS #i would pay a crisp 20 dollar bill to have smth where Val malfuntions (val-function. episode title. boom.)#or goes haywire and it makes her really freaked out bc Mandroid Trauma and she doesn't understand why bc she thought she Got Better #and one of the Adults has to tell her that sometimes if something really bad happens it Doesn't Get All The Way Better #and that if something similar happens again. even if it's not as bad. it can still make you feel really scared and upset #and it doesn't mean she's Bad at Getting Better. it just means that it's something she has to be careful about #and that she has her family to support her <3 #...i wanna make a fic with that so bad lowkey #mine #transformers #tf #tf earthspark #earthspark #hashtag malto

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fisheito · 2 days ago

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My favourite fantasy lately is Kuya kidnapping Eiden and bringing him to a house in the woods to punish him for endangering himself during some adventure. Kuya keeps Eiden in bondage and constantly on edge, teasing and denying him. And Eiden just takes it without asking to be let out, allowing Kuya to vent his fear and frustration, because he's nice like that.

But, at some point, even the strongest little soldiers break, and just when Eiden is about to shatter from all the stress and Kuya's oppressive anxiety, Quincy comes for the rescue. He's the only one who managed to find that little wooden shack in the middle of nowhere (you know, because Kuya's allowed him to), and he comes in and persuades Kuya to relent.

Kuya hasn't even given Eiden any dick in all the (three? four?) days they've been at it, so serious he was about the discipline aspect!

Eiden cries when Kuya finally fucks him, and Quincy makes him spill

this just reminds me of Billowing Wildfire Kuya R2 where eiden saID sO HImself

i would not be surprised if kuya went full speed into an evil edging hostage situation because he doesn't know how to process eiden's mortality

#feesh answer #i don't think even I'M that evil #i wouldn't edge eiden for DAYS...#then again i don't have the lifespan of an ancient fox yokai. i think.#so time passing for kuya must feel very different #(eiden being magically edged in the other room) kuya while doing his nails: huh. has it been 20 minutes already?#IT HAS BEEN 2 DAYS. KUYA LET HIM SPLORT #is there any way the clan members would NOT freak out after seeing eiden disappear for 3-4 days?#by the 1st night of MissingEiden #at least 3 of his wives would be on high alert LOL #unfortunately kuya rly does have those ridiculous powers #if he didn't wanna be found then none of the others would be able to get to him #i guess that's when quincy and rei are hired to sniff him out #rei's prob more lax like. what? the grand idiot's been gone for a day? so what. he's prob just fucking his way thru the clan #and one by one they all go 'he's not with me'#maybe by the 3rd day due to the delay in manual mail delivery #they get the scroll back from dante like 'no eiden is not with me'#and that's when everyone FLIPS OUT and the search goes into high gear #no. no actually i feel like they would all have figured out where eiden was within a day #that many brains.... surely they would be able to tell #or quincy would tattle. very matter of factly.#as in. yeah. i can sense it. old fox is squirreling away somewhere with the little devil #sigh. kuya if you keep this up they're all gonna put u thru mandated fox therapy or smth #you cannot do this every time you get separation anxiety #wait how tf do you spell the kuyaei shipname. is it just kuyaei. kuyei? kyuei? friggni vowels man #nu carnival kuya

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celtrist · 1 day ago

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Why does Vassago already have merch, we haven't even met him yet

#Celtrist #cel rambles #I don't particularly care how abundant the merch is on shark robot #It literally feels like they'll take a scrap of anything and make it a pin #Like the Moxie Antartica pin Really sir and a bunch others where they're just a random frame from the show #I mean they're FUN frames at least but I swear I've seen some real random ones that don't even make sense to be a pin #AND I'M SORRY WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MUCH MERCH OF CHARACTERS THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT #Sallie Mae fine I can see why people like her and want merch #Chaz is pushing it especially seeing as he's pretty dead but fine I suppose he has his fans #Glitz and Glam? Okay you already fucked up not going with their beta designs but who really was looking at them and thinking “I want merch”#But fine. I'm sure they have their fans #BUT FREAKING MUFFY?? THE VET RECEPTIONIST? WHO TF WAS ASKING FOR A PIN OF HER? DID YOU EVEN KNOW HER NAME?#They do that shit all the time and it aggravates me. They seem to go by a “quantity over quality” thing.#Which their quality is great btw but the quantity of things they have for characters that don't even matter and are seen once is rediculous #Also when I was gonna look up when we were gonna meet Vassago I saw he was an overlord in the pilot #Curious if that's gonna stay. What's to say overlords can't be hellborns or goetia #Is he a goetia? Not sure.#P-point is I like their merch and the new batch seems to mostly be uniquely made to be merch and I like that #But the amount of “garbage” (that's mean but best way I can put it) merch that has a character little to no one would care about #Or is essentially JUST a screen grab from the show is annoying and just pointlessly fills the shop pages #And while I see from a business perspective why they'd put Vassago out especially since some already like him #I also just think it's silly for him to already have merch when we haven't seen his character other than in the trailer #Surprised they don't have merch of satan out yet lol #Okay but I would've approved only so they could make a krampus joke with him #Granted I don't care about Helluva as much as Hazbin #But can't help to be more critical of it when it has a lot of problems Hazbin has aside from pacing #But absolutely NO excuse or leeway for the reason of the sloppy writing that's present #Lemme reiterate my good ol' phrase here:#You're not in the Sonic fandom for like 22 yrs and don't learn to be critical of the media you enjoy lol #rant

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bsaka7 · 8 months ago

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uh. what the fuck

#and they all just come back from these things and keep doing it....#whats the one. fernando alonso literally losing his memory in 2016 or whatever that would freak me tf out FOREVER #hock.txt #'this article is more than 8 yrs old' and is from 2015...that feels fucked up. that was not 8yrs ago...

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humblemediagenius · 10 months ago

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The need to share my OCs with everyone vs the fear that people won't be FUCKING NORMAL FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

#seaspeak #SORRY I'M LIKE #so paranoid all the tine #im just like #will you enjoy my OCs normally or will you say things #will you keep it to just you and me or bring it to places I'm not at #pleade if you're a mutual or something Do not talk about my OCs if I'm not there #my ocs aren't pieces of media they mean so fucking much to me #and the idea of people doing stuff without me freaks me tf out #i don't want a fandom I don't want a following i want a handful of normal friends #i like sharing my stories and playlists and stuff but god I'm so so so so so so so afraid people will take it too far #and so when I try to be more confident I immediately retract back into my paranoia #i just wish I had some reassurance that people mean the best #because i feel like I can't trust people I normally trust!!!!! when they literally have done Nothing wrong #THIS ISNT ABOUT ANYONE HRRE BTW ITS JUST PARANOIA

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chrometheraptor · 1 month ago

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i haven’t heard about transformers in a while…. who’s the current fav. have you watched the new movie yet and if so thoughts

YAYAYAYAYAYAY HIIIIII!!!

Current fav is Sentinel Prime from tf one (the new movie)!!! He is so so soooo awful I adore him

Tf one was super good!!! I cannot WAIT to watch it again and I definitely recommend it!! I honestly think that it’s a good way for new fans to get into transformers bc it is set before the war!! So it doesn’t really need established knowledge!! BUT YEAH SENTINEL MY BELOVED

Lookit him!! He’s got cool fuckin wings!! He has commit many murders!! He’s a bastard!!

OH AND THE MOVING LANDSCAPES WERE SO COOL!!!! Finally!!! They utilized cybertron being A Living Dude!!!!

The fight scenes were all sooooooo so so so good they actually!! Utilized them being transforming robots in combat!!

^ Here is a gif I have saved! It’s so neat how Elita’s whole lower body spins around for the kick it’s great <3333

Oh and like the fight scene w Starscream and Megs!!

Thrusters!!

spoilery stuff under the cut <33

UAAAAAHHHHH THE SCENE SHOWING SENTINEL BETRAYING AND KILLING THE PRIMES????? AND D’S MONOLOGUE THING ABOUT WANTING TO KILL SENTINEL AFTERWARDS IS SO GOOD

ALSO SENTINEL KILLING ALPHA TRION!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sentinel’s death was SO FUCKING GOOD it had me going oh shit!!!!! The way it kept cutting between Megs approaching and Optimus falling towards the core with the layers moving out of the way for him???????? So fucking good!!! And Sentinel’s eyes flickering out and him turning gray!!!!!

Fucked me up emotionally 20/10 <33333333333

#chrome answers #shep #GRINNNNN HIIII #ENJOY MY RAMBLES <3333333 #I loved starscream sm also he was great #he was a lil freak <33333 “hit me! harder!” like bro???? screamer y’all just met chill out a bit #tf one spoilers #< just in case!!

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