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English teachers give warnings about sexual assault challenge
#it didn’t happen in the short story#but ooohhhhh boy was it close!#it took me so long to read those three pages bc of it#aegis talks to the void
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do you think the reason agatha’s trial felt weird is because she was the only one who did not actually buy into the mythos of the road since she knew the truth? like that was why no perspective change and all the other reasons why people thought it was a fake trial
#agatha all along#aaa spoilers#txt#i really liked the idea behind how the witches road came to be#like showing her and nicky coming up with the lyrics and everything#but i felt like there was a lot of these last two episodes that felt weird or jarring#i think that’s partly the fault of it being such a short run time for the whole show in general (tbh that’s probably like most of it)#but there were just also weird choices? idk#like jen’s big declaration about protecting them in honor of Lilia or w.e and then just.. flying off to nowhere??#or the way Both billy and agatha kept switching how they felt about each other with like every sentence#I did really like her thing where she helped him get tommy a body though#and her and rios vibes were off too. like it felt like there should have been a little more build up before they fought after the road?#like when they were still talking on the road it felt like they could have done more with it#just like jen getting her powers back could have been more#or billy standing up for agatha could have been more#billy’s homecoming and attempting to banish agatha too#I liked that his parents were there but it was so quick and then he just.. leaves again?? no problem?? and I guess they’re fine with it now#like it felt like the things they did well. they did really well#while everything else felt.. idk.. kinda flat?#which honestly was the same feeling I had after watching agatha’s trial episode#honestly this show need at least another 3 or 4 episodes if not more#and I know people are going to make this all about agatha and rio but i really don’t think that’s the issue#i do think the story could have benefited more from showing more of their actual backstory or a few more interactions with them or just#like i said earlier done more with what they had. again that scene on the road before rio dips could have been used way more effectively#and I don’t mean in like having them be soft or lovey like I know a lot of people wanted (never be against that) but I don’t think it was#needed.. but Something was??#i feel like overall what everyone went through on the road didn’t actually truly effect them or change them?#like jen left. agatha and rio were like back to liek the road never happened. everyone else but billy is dead#i think the only person who was truly changed was maybe billy?#which makes the whole journey feel so unsatisfying? like things could still have ended the same while still showing them changed? idk
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“Jason should get over being upset about his death” - he has, he wasn’t angry at Bruce or the world because they failed him and he ended up dying, which he made clear plain as day and that’s about the most reasonable a person who went through what he went through could be
anyway I don’t think these people realize how gory being bludgeoned to near death is, and maybe it's because of the limitations of the medium that scene was presented in
#not to mention he had to process the added heartbreak of his birth mother’s rejection/betrayal at the same time#like yeah he was cocky and smiling in the uth movie go Jason go but that’s also the same movie that drastically changed the context#and tone of that scene by erasing Sheila#kelseethe#I remember the first time reading aditf I got flashbacks to a Korean horror movie that still puts me in a weird place#anyway it was about a serial killer who went around killing people by beating their skulls in with a hammer#one of the plots was centered around a victim who didn’t die after the first attack and even managed to escape at first#long story short she was running around trying to get help and the cops were useless + he ended up finding her again and finished the job#sfx brains skull blood and viscera everywhere#and that’s exactly what happened to Jason you just didn’t see any gore because it’s an American comic#nor did you hear his screams and the sounds from metal making contact with bone and guts#and like I said the uth movie was pretty sanitized too same for the titans show which also downplayed his death lol#anyway I think it’s really forgiving of Jason not to blame Bruce or anyone else for the fact that they let the circumstances lead to that#and to instead only criticize how nothing was done in the aftermath#Idk I always found it a bit fascinating how it doesn’t seem to have dawned on most people including his fans#exactly how violent that experience was
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2024 reads / storygraph
Graveyard Shift
short spooky novella
5 people who all take smoke breaks in the cemetery near their university in the middle of the night come across a fresh hole in the ground - and wonder who dug it, and why
they each start investigating, and quickly find out they are closer to the answers than expected
#Graveyard Shift#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#ooh I liked this a lot. super spooky atmospheric and eerie#really interesting cast of characters who you learn quite a lot about in a short amount of time#also the way the whole plot is like. i mean they could have just been like ‘huh a hole. not our business’ and moved on lmao#but because of who they all are they had to investigate.. I guess sometimes some answers felt a little too convenient also#I didn’t expect it to end there but also I guess it’s one of those stories where your imagination of what will happen next is#more interesting than if it were written out#tbh I didn’t know much about it going in but it was just what I wanted!#sapphic books#(two of the MCs are sapphic if i remember. not a romance)#love the cover too
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heart-pounding immersive bocchi cinema solo trip experience 1-page report
#art jumpscare#bocchi#bocchi the rock!#ぼっち・ざ・ろっく#true story#my art#this is probably a little too illuminating about me LOL#the only reason the backpack didn’t match is because its an insanely powerful one#that can carry infinite amounts of stuff comfortably#i remembered thinking ‘woah…i don’t believe that 20 year guarantee but it’s kinda funny’#its been 18 so far#so often i sacrifice a totally matching bag for this rugged heavy duty bad boy#especially if I’m carrying around clothes or big containers of food#which I totally was#i actually googled it beforehand to check the length#but the results only showed ONE movie…#it took me googling for a second movie WHILE IT WAS PLAYING to notice#I saw the long runtime but it seemed short for two movies#and longer stated run times are often put down to make sure stuff runs smoothly#so I checked but didn’t think I was incorrect or anything mdknfdfkdf#they usually tell you VERY CLEARLY if it’s a double feature#usually double features actually cost waaaay more#and they have 15 minute breaks#so who knows what happened here#what matters is the pizza was delicious and it was a fun experience!#i may be as anxious as bocchi but i like doing things solo although id prefer it with friends most days#I haven’t seen my friends in a long time and some of them never#hopefully one day I can change that
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i want to properly hit people with the keykid dalia lore but unfortunately i’m a perfectionist and i believe text should be accompanied with pictures in order to have a stronger impact which means i gotta draw which means it’ll never happen
#i can provide the gist in text though#long story short there’s a kind of meta thing going on there#in reference to the fact that as opposed to everyone else’s keykids who actually existed when khux was online#and had their own personalities before the story was complete#whereas i came in late and made an oc for a story that was already long over#hence like i made her knowing she would die. doomed from the start#so the meta aspect there is that she’s kind of like aware that she’s in a story already over. she knows the future#whether that’s her own strange power or that she got a look at the book of prophecies somehow#but she’s too scared to try interfering with fate so she willingly plays along with the role that destiny has for her#she doesn’t want to risk messing stuff up#she hides the fact that she knows all this from pretty much everyone and it messes with her#for example she is already aware of strelitzia’s existence (strel isn’t that good at hiding lol. but dalia is also just observant)#she would love to say hi but she knows it shouldn’t happen#i imagine like fast forward to later people find out she knew about everything. and particularly lauriam finds out she knew strel’s fate#which has him furious bc why didn’t dalia do anything about it?#simple. because it was meant to be this way. as much as it breaks her heart#’dalia’ appaaaaarently. don’t quote me on this. is some pagan lithuanian goddess of fate/destiny#or something along those lines#it also means like ‘branch’ or ‘bough’ in hebrew/some similar language so that’s interesting ig#but i was going with the fate thing#just in general she’s a very shy and introspective girl. polite and reserved#loves cutesy wholesome things like gardening and reading#and like. Soul Crushing Knowledge#kingdom hearts#khux#oc: dalia
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second date went very very well (with maybe the exception that he's starting to be a little *too* frat boy for her..) with a teeny tiny surprise below the cut that explains pic 2
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um so a little secret random genuinely unexpected hookup maybe occurred while she was out on the date.. don't look at me i didn't do anything i absolutely made all the decisions :)
#lots of tags im so sorry gdsfkjs#ok so fun fact#makoa ORGANICALLY spawned at the bar stevie was having her date with kahale at#WHICH WASNT PLANNED#i’ve summoned all the date sims so far on my own EXCEPT THIS TIME#so i had stevie introduce herself while kahale was talking to some other sims#and then make a move from ww was an option right away#so i clicked it#obviously#LOL#BUT i wasn’t EXPECTING HIM TO ACCEPT IT T0T#SO THEY WENT TO THE BATHROOM TO WOOHOO WHILE SHE WAS ON THE DATE#(but yes i made them exchange phone numbers outside the bathroom after fhwjfhsj)#and i flopped and didn’t take screenshots#bc i was so o-o about what was happening#but um#long story short#kahale and makoa may or may not be roommates#and he was home when stevie went over to spent the night after kahale invited her back..#ha ha ha . ha . ha.#when stevie walked in makoa was watching tv and didn’t get up or look at her so i’m headcanoning that he just heard kahale come home w a gi#(which happens a lot so he was Unphased)#BUT STEVIE SURE NOTICED !#DHSJDHSJ#this was the messiest my gameplay has ever been . Ever#and omg it was so fun i was laughing sO BAD#stevie girl needs another advice sesh w cece soon it’s so srs this time#i'll shut up now#<3#ts4
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#DID SKIRATA GRAB RUGEYANS DICK?!#IS THAT WHAT HAPPENED?!#stopped Triple Zero to read the prior short story bc I didn’t realise it came with the book until 2 chapters in#I’ll start that again once I’ve finished this obv#but by GOD is this one funny#repcomm#star wars
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it’s that time of week again…
#and M A N today’s getsuyoubi was extra yuuutsu#first i dropped 2 cup things filled with water. cool. a mess was made. nice.#t h e n my workstation shook by itself and one of the cup things toppled down again. only it was filled with (diluted) acid this time!!!!#i wish it fell onto me bc at l e a s t my bad day would’ve ended with just an acid burn instead of getting worse#bc *then* we found out that we were near-out of [insert reagent here] that we need to run blanks for [test thing] yay!!!!! joy!!!!!!!!!#so we had to use a substitute solvent (sadge)#if only it ended there aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#i left work on time -> waited forever for the delayed bus -> decided to get some coffee or sth as a pick me up t h e n…#the coffee place happened to run out of single bags so i decided to put it into my bag instead (mistake)…#…a n d dropped my phone while trying to prop the stupid drink upright so it wouldn’t spill.#unfortunately for me though... some rando picked up my phone some time within the 30s-1 min wherein i realised that my phone was gone…#…and took it home with him instead of handing it to the customer service counter at the nearby train stations. ha.#called my phone a couple of times with the phone from a customer service counter but he~~ didn’t~~ pick up~~~~~~~~~#and so. long story short. i had to leave the house an extra time to go to this guy’s place to pick up my bb (read: my phone)#bc the dude~~~ can’t~~~~ speak~~~ english~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so he didn’t understand me when i told him my location~~~~~~~#and now it’s almost 8.30 in the pm. im waiting for the delayed bus to go home from wherever tf i am now. and i haven’t eaten all day :))))#(aside from a small cake thing but it’s negligible tbh)#aND HOLY FK I HATE THIS I FLAGGED DOWN THE BUS BUT IT SKIPPED THE STOP HELP ME I JUST WANNA GO HOME#.am i allowed to cry yet. i. just. i just wanna eat my dinner.#…come to think of it my drink ended up spilling in my bag while i was hunting for my phone. so. there’s that to clean up ig.#ughhhhhhhhh i wish that guy had just left my phone where he found it. s o b s#so yeah. if you read this i hope you had a good monday at least…#this truly is my ✨t r a g i c c o m e d y✨
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I need to know the story behind you breaking into an abandoned asylum! That sounds interesting as hell!
okay so I’m prefacing by saying if you actually looked it up you could probably tell the area in which I grew up, but I don’t live there anymore so I don’t really care and I don’t feel like any of you would, like, look for my identity so it’s fine
so one summer day I was going to hang out with my friend and we wanted to do something fun. I’m like hey K, do you want to go to holy land? I know you’ve never been there before and it’s a cool place to look around (having been there once myself before
for those of you not native to connecticut, holy land usa is an abandoned christian theme park (no, I am not making this up). I won’t go into the whole history because that’s not the purpose of this post but you can read it here. there has been a murder or two there but it has in recent years been bought by a church and is now semi-maintained again (as in, it doesn’t count as trespassing anymore and they sometimes hold religious services by the 56 ft illuminated cross)
ANYWAYS so I drove us 30 minutes from where we lived to waterbury and just as we were about to pull in SOMEONE FUCKING CLOSED THE ROAD so nope, we couldn’t go :(
so we’re in the car driving back home, still wanting something semi-spooky so I’m like, hey, I’ve never seen fairfield hills (abandoned asylum) up close, why don’t we stop by and take a look???
so we drive there and park. now, it’s not especially spooky NOW because part of the huge complex has been, like, converted into community buildings (like a community center, rec center/gym, a fire house I think) because after an internationally known tragedy happened the community got a shit ton of money and they invested a lot of that into community resources
so we park near one of the still abandoned buildings and get out to walk around. mind you, it’s still 100% STILL FUCKING DAYLIGHT out.
we round the corner backed by woods and what do you know- there’s a hole in the fence and an open second story window. my friend and I look at each other like 👀👀👀 and decide, fuck it, let’s try it. yolo and all that
she boosts me up as far as she could and I used the outside little ledge (I wish I had a picture because this is a flex) and pull myself through the window. I then pull her up from the ground and get her in too.
we look around. we are somewhere in what used to look like some sort of wooden cubicles which were no longer really there. her phone is dead, we only have my phone flashlight, but it’s still sunny out and barely any of the windows are boarded up so it’s fine
we walk around, obviously people are in here frequently because there is graffiti EVERYWHERE, some wrappers, a few c*ndoms for some reason, I think maybe a needle or two (yikes). so like, it’s frequented but we didn’t think anyone was there with us
it wasn’t even really that spooky during the day (I would probably never go at night because 1. more of a chance other people would be there and I’m not going to risk possibly having a negative interaction yk, 2. I feel like more police would be patrolling it then, and 3. I’m not all that superstitious but I would never go there at night as a group of two)
we found what we assumed was an old rec room with a still mostly functional pool table (and an old dress in the window???), some bathrooms, an elevator stuck between floors, and some cool graffiti
we were in one of the stairwells with cool large windows when we saw a police car further away in the parking lot and went NOPE and continued down into the basement. aside from the little windows towards the ceiling it was PITCH BLACK and my tiny phone light did fucking NOTHING lmao.
we were able to get into the attic and I REALLY wanted to find out how to get into the bell tower but one of the doors was locked I think and we couldn’t find another way :(
all in all, I wish it was spookier but it couldn’t really get that spooky in the daylight, but I like that I can say that I did it because it’s a fun story. I would honestly love to go again now that I have lock pics and investigate some more but I don’t live there anymore
here are some pics and a video:
#abandoned asylum story#jackie talks#about me#yes the internationally known tragedy was sandy hook but I felt weird about putting it directly in the post#because I would have felt like that took away from the Vibe#lmao don’t ask me my opinion about guns unless you want a LONG ASS rant that shit happened the day after my thirteenth birthday it was awful#look up the history of holy land it’s wild lmao#also I didn’t include the picture but I realized in the car ride back home I had a small scratch that must have been from crawling out of#the window. the window was hella rusty and it could have been glass or something and the cut was tiny but like. paranoia#so long story short that’s how I remember when I most recently got my tetnus booster LMAO#I hinted to my dad that I might have done that and he was SOOOOO MAD LMAOOOOO#I brought part of a fabric picture I found back home but then remembered it might have#abestos so I threw it out lol#I want to go to a spookier one tbh#not leverage#asks#answered asks#nick nelson my beloved#mine
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I’ve been having a rough few days, but I’ve been feeling a bit better so I decided to make some lil thingies for some spiraling upwards kitties :3
#keese draws#warrior cats oc#spiraling upwards#I’ve posted art of ratstar and pigeonbillow before but the other three I haven’t I think#but yeah these are some more of the minkclan founders#and by that I mean two of them are and one of them was a kitten at the time#lightning is haveniris’ mom but she didn’t trust herself to raise him so her clanmates sort of collectively raised him#and by that I mean mostly pigeon and two other old ppl that aren’t included here#light did end up opening up to him more and acting as more of a mom after he chose to become a medic tho#the two have a complicated relationship for sure but they still care abt each other a lot#oh yeah and literally all of these guys are dead by the time murtle rolls around except for haven#pigeon died about two years before the other two and raincinder has been dead since before minkclan was properly founded#which is unsurprising given she’s such an old withering woman#she mostly made it that long because she was given a guide sponsor life#so long story short not all starclan cats actually get to use the cool starclan powers and those who do are usually ‘sponsored’ with an#extra life and a cool star like marking#this isn’t a well known thing tho and even within starclan only higher ranking cats rly know anything beyond knowing that every now and#then new guides are chosen#now usually what’s supposed to happen is that the sponsored cat has a close eye kept on them and if they are deemed worthy they’re allowed#to keep their mark and become a guide once they die the second time#the main flaw in this system is that the cat who sponsored them has to be the one to revoke it#so if they refuse to revoke it for whatever reason there’s not much that can be done about it#or in raincinder’s case her sponsor ended up fading before they could judge her fully#so even though by all means even the most rebel friendly guides would revoke it easily she managed to keep her mark til death#this was ofc largely helped by her living til 19 fucking years dear god woman#but hey I guess it means minkclan gets a guide even though she’s a rly shitty one#rly that mostly only matters for the sake of nine lives and the sake of travel between starclan and the living territories#which actually does cause a lot of problems when all the guides decide to go haunt a child instead#oh also guides also pass on their mark to leaders who’s life ceremony they hosted#not the guide role tho each guide gets a new mark
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Okay, finished the season and my first impression is positive. It’s true that we had too many scenes with big john and there was definitely too little time with the pogues all together but it still felt like a nice conclusion to this storyline. I particularly liked how they showed that both ward and big john, even being from such different backgrounds, became obsessed with the gold and turned into terrible fathers. It was a nice point to make. I also really liked all the couples this season with a particular shoutout to cleope cuz they were the cutest.
Also loved jiara ofc, I’ve been shipping them since forever and I felt like they developed the friends to lovers trope well, considering they both have a lot of issues with their families and their social status.
I read a lot of different opinions about the time jump on itself and jiara in the time jump and I must say that yes it’s disappointing not seeing how things happened when they get back (like with kie and her parents?? they looked way too happy and supportive in the final scene or what happens in general to everyone when they get back) but I guess they will tell us at the start of next season (probably with a john b voiceover). About the jiara not feeling really acknowledged in the time jump, I just feel like they were always less “physical” than the other couples and more of a “heart eyes is how we show our love” kind of couple and they stayed true to that. They kept looking and smiling at eo and they seemed always aware of where the other was (like jj being completely turned to speak with her or kie looking for him when they moved toward the table) so I really didn’t feel anything amiss about that.
I just think that this was the perfect open ending for the series when they didn’t know if it would get renewed or not.
#long story short I liked it#I am also a little worried for next season cuz the new adventure sounds amazing but still I don’t want them to ruin the dynamics we have now#also I need them to stop with the sarah going back to the kooks whenever she is kinda lost#cuz I get it but it happened two times already and we can move on now#she is sure in her role and herself now and that’s what we needed#also the only thing I really want for next season is them explaining what happened when the guys came back#and also what cleo did with her money cuz john b didn’t say anything about her#obx spoilers#obx3#jiara
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Why does instagram keep giving me videos about grandparents like does it want me to fall on the floor sobbing today
#they're all gone! none left now#idk what happened this week but i've been trying SO hard not to think about my nana at all#it’s just a constant don't think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it#i did have a really violent nightmare about her the other night. that fucked me up...#maybe it's because i talked to my mom and she mentioned her for a minute. neither of us know how to talk about it.#i literally can't even think about it i'll start crying.#should visit my partner's nonna and nonno... but i will cry. still we need to see nonno because he's very unwell.#i can't fucking believe i found out my nana died and then immediately went to class.#mentioned it to my professor and the whole class gasped and asked if i was okay or if i needed to leave.#but if i didn't go to class then i would have just been home alone...#crying in front of my favourite prof a few days later was... yikes. but it was okay. she felt like a grandma to all of us#she was sincerely sorry. esp because that class was called 'women and aging'#she spend the entire year telling us to ask the older women in our families their stories#and now i have none left. didn’t get to ask.#i don't know why i didn't call when i wanted to#i can't think about it#glad my mom told me that she feels totally disconnected to family too. bc lately ive felt very alone.#like my nana getting sick and dying brought them together but only for a short while.#feels like we have no extended family and it's fucking me up a lot. im just glad im not the only one
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The thought of cutting a hydra’s head off until it becomes so top heavy that it’s body can’t support the weight of all those necks and heads is making me chuckle.
You cut off the first head and to your surprise two more sprout from the neck. Again and again you dodge it’s vicious teeth and hungry belly. Again and again you hack and slice. It’s hide is too thick for your sword everywhere except the base of the neck. Again and again you chop head after head off. Again and again it grows back two more.
You run, perhaps getting onto a ledge of the rocky gorge you’ve found yourself in will give you time to rest and think.
The monster gives chase.
It’s footsteps are thunderous but unsteady.
You look over your shoulder expecting it’s many snapping mouths on your heel. Instead it lags and wobbles after you like a cockeyed chicken.
The right side droops under the weight of it’s many heads while the left, with noticeably fewer heads, tries to propel its body forward.
The beast staggers and you have an idea.
It’s not much of a rest but having a plan revitalizes you. You draw your sword once more and head to the center of the beast.
Your celestial sword cuts through the tendons and flesh as easily as soft butter. As you go it becomes harder and harder for the beast to get close as you’re hidden in the thicket of its necks.
The weight becomes too much. It trembles before it’s knees buckle and snap under the weight of itself.
The beast’s many heads cry out in pain. An  orchestra of pained shrieks and dull moans as the creature labours to breathe.
You watch as the mighty beast slowly dies by your sword. Not from being bled out, or the quick slice of a vital organ. But crushed under itself.
It’s many eyes watch you as you watch the light fade from eye after eye on head after head.
It turns your gut.
It’s just an animal.
It was attacking merchants and farms, but it was just an animal and deserved more dignity than this.
You have another idea.
You cut away the dead heads. Pruning the beast.
The heads do not grow back.
The ones left no longer gasp for air.
It still cries out and you check it’s legs and each has a broken bone.
Splints are not easy to drag into the gorge. Nor are the bolts of fabric. Longer than your battle you spend tending to the beast you have begun to think of as Good Boy. You bring it fresh butchered meats and Good Boy does not eat you in appreciate.
Recovery is slow and you have spent most of the reward money for defeating Good Boy on his treatment. But, he takes his first steps in months and within weeks he climbs out of the gorge with you on his back.
You settle in the forest where the few heads left can easily hunt the abundant deer. Good Boy lives up to his name. You’ve taught him tricks. To guard your home. To not eat people. To roll over so you can scratch his belly with your sword. For decades he is a fine and loyal friend.
You mourn his passing. You knew it was coming.
His scales had turned grey and milky, no longer shining the brilliant orange of the sand stone where you had met.
His appetite had diminished. Eating only half a deer a day between the last half a dozen heads instead of two or three.
The arthritis from the broken bones stopped him from romping about as he last had over the past several years. Recently he’d been content to lay in his barn, wrapped around his fireplace. Or in the sunlit meadow and his bonfire.
That’s where you found him after lunch. He had laid down to take his afternoon nap.
He loved the birds and butterflies of his meadow.
The fire was still burning brightly.
You missed him greatly and buried him in his favourite spot.
Time passed, as it has the habit of doing, and you find yourself in the market. The butcher calls you over.
He apologizes, he knows the passing of Good Boy still effects you. But... You see… He has come into the possession of what he suspects is a Hydra egg.
He do not want the egg, obviously. And there is no one else he can think of who could handle such a creature. But he it doesn’t sit right with him to just leave it out in nature. It’s just an egg after all.
By chance… Perhaps... Would you?
Would you be willing to take it in?
#short story#myth#greek mythology#hydra#mythical animals#second person pov#it was supposed to be funny#then I made myself sad#I couldn’t let Good Boy die like that#too sad#he’s a good boy#I was surprised by the ending#I didn’t plan shit#the ending is just what happened#as I typed
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Sucks that I have a hard time befriending other queer ppl irl because the very first group of gay kids I was ever friends with ended up being super mean towards me. Like ohh some immature fuckers were mean towards me when I was fourteen so now literally a decade later I STILL have trust issues when it comes to befriending and fully trusting members of my own community??? What the fuck
#if you’re wondering what happened: long story short I didn’t know if I was gay or not back then and I was struggling a lot#but these kids thought I was some weird straight girl who was obsessed with them#so they distanced themselves from me and talked shit about me behind my back#I was so heartbroken and it pushed me back into the closet#there was also other stuff that happened too but this is the gist of it#it’s taken me a while to fully realize this and it just hurts.#idk….#just me things#text post#vent#delete later
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It’s so funny how people usually wonder about how writing long chapters, while I start having my eye twitched when I see a 6k words count and realize I’m still far away from finishing.
How do you all write short stories tell me your secrets.
#Personal#I mean I *can* write short fics on their own#But I can’t write them short in the context of a multi-chapter fic?#I don’t even talk just about Was Born To Lead now I worked on some other novel and it was extremely long too#And I’m not even sure what causes it?#Like I don’t think I get repetitive or get stuck on one scene for a big amount of words#Well to be fair it does happen but my friend points it out and deletes unnecessary sentences when she proofreads for me#Maybe I just have way too scenes happening in one chapter?#If so I really have no idea how to fix it then because splitting one chapter telling one story into several ones sounds even worse#Does it even get irritating for readers to read very long chapters?#I mean when I read it myself I don’t even notice that my chapters are long and generally I like long chapters in other fics too#But I really have no idea how other people perceive my fic?#Does it make it unreadable?#Does anyone ever get ‘ugh come on just finish this chapter here what’s the point of making it so long’?#I just really don’t know#I don’t feel like I write useless scenes because really if you ask me why I put it there I’ll be able to respond#Because I DO know what it���s doing here I didn’t write it just because#I’m not even sure if that’s a good or a bad thing#Really this fic is everything I would love to read myself but at times I just really doubt it’s as good as I perceive it
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