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I blame this post

#justaart#art#cotl#cult of the lamb#cultofthelamb#cotl the lamb#cotl lambert#cotl narinder#cotl the one who waits#i also blame bamsara and julian draws#their lamb babies were so cute and i had to make one for myself#the baby's name is Mira because they're a miracle#i tried really hard to think of what animal might be made if you mix a lamb with a cat and then just decided hey#it's a magic egg baby#it can just be a weird hybrid#four ears for a baby whose pupils can do whatever the hell they want#and fur that needs to be really hella maintained cause holy fuck#what kind of fu/fleece nightmare do we have here#they probably mat like a /mothr fucker/#do they bleat? do they yowel?#who knows stay tuned#more at 6#good luck grandpa Ratau yer gonna fuckin need it#this baby probably has two rows of teeth and eldrich powers#incredibles baby jack jack + ctuhlu#good fuckin luck old rat-dad
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When I first got into Kirby, I didn't expect to like, actually get into it. I thought it'd be like any other hyperfixation I'd had up to that point, that it would go away within a few months and I'd never think about it again.
Given I was so deeply in denial, I didn't care about being fully accurate and had some stuff that was really goofy and/or underdeveloped and unexplained. Stuff I'd made up to just work for the limited time I would be there.
Still, I came up with a few headcanons that I got attached to, and when I started realizing this was here to stay, I still chose to be stubborn and had to work backwards to keep these stupid headcanons, but adapt them into something a bit more fitting and polished.
It led to some cool stuff, like for example, my orbs aren't very magical, this was something I had settled on early on. But after I got invested, I had to think about what that actually meant and the implications of it like, how can they do this without magic? And what about that? What about this canon thing, how do I explain it?
I found decent enough explanations for all of these. But as a result of my unserious beginnings and continued stubborness, now I get really embarrassed at the time to actually talk about my headcanons and the stuff I've come up with.
Because what do you mean your Galacta Knight is half-dragon?
#what am i. 12 years old. you're making him a fucking dragon? and he barely even Actually resembles one? cringe#so so cringe. everytime i think about how im going to have to reveal that eventually i get so embarrassed#i've been by myself on my lore for almost 2 years. as in i had no friends who were into it#so i was talking to myself and people who only learned kirby stuff from me#so i never fully realized just how cringe an outsider would find it until recently#but it always made sense To Me. with what I'd come up with and how I'd made it work#i fear people wouldn't think his story and the role his dragoness plays into it is enough to warrant it.#they'll think i just did it because i wanted to. and that Is the reason too. partly.#when i started i saw that bit of text about mk's wings not being real. that they were his cape and adult orbs don't have wings#and figured gk's wings and horns mustn't be real either if that was true. but that was weird so i wanted him to actually have them.#but i'd settled on this at the time already so how would i explain him being the exception?#my solution was to just. make him a hybrid. that'd solve it. I didn't know he was a dragon at the time though. so it doesn't#show in his design a whole lot. when you look at his dragon dad he does look a lot like him. but said dragon dad also does not look like#a dragon at all. not a scaley reptile typical one. so that's Another layer to my problem#my thoughts on orb wings and horns have since changed. theoretically I could totally make gk a normal orb now. but#i also decided that the only reason he Specifically can use magic it's because of this half-dragonness 😭#another show of him being the exception. he's always stood out as odd#so there's actually no going back. i'd also have to get rid of his fuzz and who'd want that#text post
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some more aa wof au stuff for cringetober day 3 (fandom au!!). ive been messing with my apollo for this au for way too long trying to come up with a design i liked so uh!! his design might change in the future if i end up doing more with this au idk.
bonus: young thalassa
#the first trucy note is shortened btw#the original note was 'is she a hybrid? is she albino? is she just weird? its not like im ever going to draw zak!'#anyways apollo doesnt realize he has nightwing abilities#does he even know hes half nightwing? he might have suspicions but its not like he knows his parents#anyways he probably thinks his bracelet is animus touched and thats how he has those abilities#<- (can you tell it was originally animus touched before i changed my mind on that. can you.)#i have a lot of thoughts about this au i need to do more with it#anyways they both take after their mom a lot i think. that was only semi intentional#i think when i was designing thalassa originally i wanted her to look like how i wanted to do apollo?#idk this thalassa design is actually pretty old#if youve been following me long enough to have seen the drawing shes from when it dropped uh. im sorry bgfrdbg#au#doodles#wings of fire#ace attorney#apollo justice#trucy wright#thalassa gramarye#nightwing#skywing#cringetober#cringetober 2024
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nobody cares but in the hybrid au jmj almost lost their v card to each other but karina was too drunk to get it up so they just cuddled and fell asleep. also they got paired up as roommates bc they were the only fox hybrids on campus
#showstopper#this was very important to me during the writing process#nyz was aware of this fact and often teased karina about it#which led to a weird dirty talk about kmj watching them go at it#yjm did not last long as you can probably guess#jmj getting paired up as roommates just bc they were the only fox hybrids is so funny too#i like to think people were like 'oh yeah! they'll mate just wait'
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Some Godzilla babies I decided to doodle cause I think the potential of Godzilla having multiple kids is underutilized.
So I drew out all the known instances of Godzilla having kids- not counting Zilla’s countless kids since only Godzilla in name (tho I’ve heard the show redeems Zilla).
So we got:
Minilla introduced 1967 as the adopted son of Godzilla (potato baby)
Godzilla Junior introduced 1993 and is adopted by Rodan, Godzilla and a researcher (?) named Azusa.
Daughter of Godzilla introduced in 1988 in “Scooby-Doo and the Ghoul School” and dubbed as “Godzina” by some fans
Lilin from scrapped film and short story published 1979 called “A Space Godzilla” and the only canonical biological child of Godzilla.
Godzooky from the Godzilla show by Hanna Barbara in 1978. Relationship to Godzilla is unclear, but they’re described as “relatives” and Godzilla seems protective of him so it’s up to interpretation. Leaned a bit too much into the “odd duckling” with him tbh.
But 👏 give Godzilla multiple kids. I want to see it, it would be a new dynamic to explore for him.
#Godzilla#minilla#Godzilla Junior#godzina#lilin#Godzooky#baby godzillas#no Kamata btw#no shade against him I just feel like he’s just a form of Godzilla not an age#but if someone can find more Godzilla babies *grabs* show me#also Godzookys resemblance to Ghidorah is on purpose lmao still a weird hybrid
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Y'know something I really love that makes a comeback in PLA but it never gets explained ever? The Arceus sigil from the Heartgold/Soulsilver Arceus event.
Y'know, this thing.
Now I know we do get an indirect explanation from the HG/SS event, although it does make me wonder about it's meanings and connections:
To start off, the in game meaning of the sigil is pretty cut and dry. Or at least....part of it.
Triangles are pretty common throughout gen 4, with the obvious connection being the creation trio.
As explained by Cynthia in the event, the bottom left circle corresponds to Dialga, bottom right with Palkia, and the one on top being Giratina. (And of course, the larger circle in the center with the sun-like design being corresponded to Arceus.) Their designs and placements in their hierarchy is pretty directly shown here, which is pretty nice.
However we also see a similar triangle in the Celestic ruins in the modern day, with their correspondences being related to the Lake Trio. Their placements of course being related to their respective lakes they reside in Sinnoh.
Now while these separate sigils don't explain the greater whole, they do explain parts of it. Since both the creation and lake trios are represented by upright triangles, we can clearly see 2 upright triangles in Arceus' overall creation sigil.
However that does leave the much larger image unexplained for the most part. There have been theories that each circle in the larger image corresponds to another legendary pokemon in the greater pokemon universe, but it's hard to fully place where each legendary goes where.
Now what I wanna do instead is speculate the design of the Arceus sigil from an esoteric perspective.
Most sigils have different meanings and designs based on the person making them, but I just wanna have some fun breaking down the design in itself. Disclaimer, I don't expect Gamefreak to know this stuff when designing their game, so most of this will be speculation.
Now with both creation and lake trios being represented by triangles, I find it interesting that they're both layered upright as opposed to one upright and one pointed downward. From an esoteric perspective, the way the triangle points reflects different meanings. If you have a triangle pointed upward, it would direct energy upwards to the heavens, as opposed to pointed downward, where the intended energy is directed down to earth/below.
However assuming the shape of the triangle was irrelevant, the usage of the number 3 could also be a point to the worldbuilding. The common theme of trios in the world of pokemon is typically symbolized by the ideas of harmony, order, and perfection, as well as regarded as a "holy number" in various cultures and religions. At least in the ideas of Agrippa, the number 3 is considered the "ideal" number of forms, with number 2 being the number of creating matter. (Although this is interesting as Giratina does get kicked out making the creation duo, Dialga and Palkia. Their loyalty to Arceus does indeed make 3 again.) Going back to the lake trio, the number 3 being represented by the three states of mind, that being wisdom, willpower, and emotion.
However, if we also take the obvious Christianity route to things, then the usage of triangles in the sigil also is quite an obvious indicator!
Since the ancient Celestics are inspired by the Greco-Romans, the usage of 3 is also quite common in mythology! I'm sure you don't need me to explain the common trinity of earth, water, and sky in Greek myths, trying back to Zeus, Poseidon, and Hades.
Now, here is where we get to the hard part. What are the other circles of the sigil? Well....I actually have no idea.
You see, an idea I've seen others try to connect this sigil back to is that of transmutation circles and alchemy circles.
And....yeah, I guess, but this is the part where I bring back that disclaimer that I don't think Gamefreak actually knows in depth what the hell I'm talking about right now.
There's a large plethora of alchemy symbols from Agrippa, The Golden Dawn, to many other occultists throughout history that are used to design these things, but....the Arceus sigil has nothing.
Typically you would have some sort of connection between each area of the circle that you wanted to channel in terms of that celestial aspect, that being a triangle/pentagram/hexagram/etc, but there are no clear chemical symbols or connections inbetween the circles. A lot of the circles are overlapped in this kinda weird way, with a lot on the surrounding edges just kinda sitting by themselves.
So be perfectly honest I'm not sure what kinda design they were going for here? Given by the cutscenes in the Arceus event of the Earth being overlaid the image of the sigil...the circles could represent a type of unity in the world and the circular nature of creation, but part of me thinks the game designers just kinda slapped a bunch of circles together to make it look cool. (And well, probably not to draw too much attention to real life occult topics in their kids game.)
At most I can say it's a type of creation circle given it's symbolized a lot with the idea of Arceus being The Creator, but it's difficult to say given it's design is quite far from what actual real life sigils would look like. All in all though, it's still quite an interesting thing that's included in it's worldbuilding.
....although now I think I get why it's never explained directly.
#pokemon legends arceus#headcanons#text#arceus#pla#now i get why volo had such a shit time researching myths this thing looks like ass#i think cryptotheism even got an ask on this thing and they said it doesnt look like anything if i recall#i wanna say arceus is this weird christian god-demiurge-zeus hybrid but theres this weird flux with no clear line#at most i can say its just original worldbuilding lol
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I used to always hide what I like and dislike. never share my opinions. try to align myself with other people to make them happy. try to like what they like or pretend to. but I decided to stop doing that at some point because it was exhausting. it did work for a while. it made people happy and like me more for s short time. but never lasted. especially since I can't keel.up the charade forever. so was kind of pointless in the end....
but then sometimes i remember why I did it. so many times that I don't do it it leads to bad interactions that really affect me negatively. sometimes when I state my opinion or likes/dislikes and it contrasts with someone else, it makes them lash out at me????? they act like i'm trying to personally attack them??? even if i'm not saying it directly to them or it has nothing to do with them?? they get so offended or upset and start lecturing me or getting really angry in my replies or dms. and i'm internally like. can you shut up and leave me alone lmao. but of course I hate conflict and stuff so I go back into "pleasing" mode and try to "explain" and find an explanation that calms them the fuck down because I don't want to deal with their offended asses. they cant accept that I have my own options and preferences and it isnt meant to offend them. and sometimes they'll even try to twist my words to mean something bad in general so they can justify their offense and it makes no sense to me. ugh. leave me alone 😭
#disclaimer: this isnt about anything current. my therapy session today dug up some past memories and i put a bunch together#AND IM REALIZING HOW MUCH THIS HAPPENS. NO ONE WILL LET ME LIVE. LET ME HAVE MY OWN OPTIONS AND FEELINGS AND STUFF STOP BEING OFFENDED!!!!#some of you people are so annoying lmao#by “you people” i mean people in general not necessarily you people on tumblr. just you humans. you humans are annoying#im not human. a plant rat hybrid gremlin. or some weird alien that i cant understand and please you humans. stop expecting anything from me#lee text#lee rants#ignore me i just wanted to yell somewhere about this lmao#words are hard and everyone tries to make me the bad guy and turn me into an enemy.#ITS LIKE YOU PEOPLE KNOW MISUNDERSTANDINGS AND POITNLESS CONFLIC CAUSED BY IT IS MY BIGBEST FEAR AND YOU WANT TO TORTURE ME WITH IT. WTF#you freaks. stop.#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#*mentally sends to all my past “friends” who did this*#AND ANYONE ELSE READING THIS. DONT DO THIS. LEAVE ME BE!#short story time: i think i lost a friend years ago because i said i dont like the bee movie and that bee x human romance makes me uncomfy#and they left the group chat and ghosted me after that. (i think theyre secretly a bee furry. its all i can think to explain it)
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i kind of stopped playing my main in valo for a while because clove is such a good character and no one ever wants to play their class/actually is okay at playing it but anyway i started playing my main guy again and my win rate SHOT up. i forgot im the god of silver bronze elo sentinel players. im making maneuvers you only see in clips
#i can fill anything but duelist but clove is a hybrid duelist essentially#and you just can't lurk on them you have to be in the main group bc of how their utility works#cypher tho.. my beloved cypher.. he's a senti/initiator hybrid (clove is controller/duelist)#clove has util for taking space and raising the chances of getting kills. essentially#cypher has information based util everything he has helps you know where the enemy team is#and it's map-wide no distance limit information#so you can set down trips and run off on your own lol#and he has a camera so some maps have REALLY good cam spots that let u see a Lot#there's one that i saw someone describe as 'basically playing fnaf' where you can see like 8 spots in 180 degrees#i've gotten the most 'hate' texts from people on that map. cypher you're weird. YESSIR
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Fuck it. Post WIP of Zelda Sophonts.
#yes I’m stealing EarthnAshes concept that Gerudo can produce fertile offsprings with most other Sophonts#basically in my view a gerudo is a very powerful human witch or the daughter of a witch#when a gerudo has a daughter they are a gerudo with features reminiscent of their non-gerudo parent#and when a gerudo has a son their a more even mix#though these hybrids can only reproduce with Gerudo or members of their non-gerudo parent’s species#(intersex gerudo/hyrbirds exists in a lot of different ways that I’m not getting into in the notes)#this is the source of Hylians (Zonai/Gerudo) and Wind Waker!Rito (Rito/Gerudo)#Ganondorf is essentially a Hamlet/Sauron situations where a male gerudo isn’t supposed to be a thing#it’s sometimes in a trans way#(gerudo are generally very respectful of trans people#it’s just that they consider respect for people who identify as men is to treat them like all other men#trans masc gerudo’s relationship to this societal norm varies A Lot)#but it’s often just this magical impossibility that happens#anyways!#the other bit of weirdness is that the reason Rito where once theorized to be related to Zora#is that Zora skeletons are very similar to those of the Anouki (a relative of the Rito)#it’s just convergent evolution into penguin-like skeletons#sketchin’
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if anyone got tips pls share with the group 🫶🫶🫶🫶
#i've had enough 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#i'm not getting paid enough to deal w these people's bullshit#just applied to 2 jobs that look solid#& those are the first 2 in WEEKS btw that didn't seem like fucking disasters#1 is mostly for the hybrid opportunity & bc they got ALL the insurances#the other is bc it's downtown montreal (<3) and a cause i'm passionate about - be great to do some MEANINGFUL work#seems like there's a shortage of *decent* job opportunities in my field lately#and idk how i'm getting less callbacks now that i HAVE experience as opposed to when i didn't ???#weird.#anyway.#i'm pissed off this week cause they're crossing my boundaries more and more here & also this garbage weather#FUCKING SNOW#FUCKING HAVING TO SHOVEL AND CLEAN MY CAR BEFORE I CAN DRIVE HOME#FIRST THE CONSTRUCTIONS AND TRAFFIC THEN IT WAS DONE I HAD 3 DAYS OF PEACE AND NOW THIS#LESS AND LESS TIME TO ACTUALLY REST AT HOME BEFORE I GOTTA COME BACK HERE AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN#MAN I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT HERE#so yea anyway 🤠😁#anybody got tips to make quick easy money? pls help. lol#i need to start my freelancing business fr fr i just don't feel like i'm creative enough to come up w something lucrative#like i'm making a little money on the side rn but it's def not enough to be a side hustle#i'm just so sick of having to apply to jobs and do interviews and sell myself and working for nasty ass people#yesterday they invited me again to their dumbass christmas party. brother i am not going to your fuckass 60+ y.o. foreign ppl dinner#there is NO one my age and EVERYONE speaks ur language that i dont understand. i'm not spending a second more than required with y'all#AND LIKE 90% OF THEM ARE MEN LIKE. EW. FUCKING EW. NO#i swear if they pressure me one more time or ask me again why i'm not going i'm gonna snap#you are NOT entitled to ANY information about me or my personal life or my reasons why i don't wanna do certain things#i'm here to GET MY MONEY and GO#i can't wait to quit.#**
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(missy voice) yes im evil but do you think im not going to take even to pick up their hormones? im not a monster, doctor.
#emo mary poppins and her weird pet autism creature walk into a pharmacy and even tries to lay down a prescription. the prescription is#written in gallifreyan. no one can figure out what hormones they want. eventually missy just makes them give over everything.#dw oc#aksjfjglsjkf they are the worlds worst besties but by god if even wont be getting their meds on time#even on gallifrey like ‘:/ i dont think your stuff is supposed to go in a human body?’ but the master says its fine so they inject all the#time lord hormones they want#‘the hybrid is Me because she’s an immortal human with alien tech’ ‘the hybrid is clara & the doctor as two parts of a whole’ the hybrid is#even because the master keeps giving them time lady hormones to see what happens
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does anyone else hc yuriy as someone who has a weird relationship with food??
or just me?
#ramblings#i can elaborate if asked#just anther thing i hc him with that he works on as he gets older#but i hc it for both manga and anime yuriy#and then obviously my weird animemanga hybrid one as well.
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the maister system and the new 'find vocations out in the world' system is...ok, but I prefer the old colour system
#saint plays dd2#like coming in as someone who knows nothing abt how DD:O worked DD2's vocation system feels like a major step back#95% of the augments are useless and aren't worth using so there's no real build variety anymore#nor is there any real weight to choosing what to run in terms of combat effectiveness and QoL stuff like carry weight anymore#bc there's only like 5-8 augments worth taking bc the stat bonus are insultingly low for the effort of leveling the vocation#and the colours feel arbitrary bc it's not a tree system anymore. thief is green bc it's green and there's no hybrid green#whereas in DD1 every base vocation had a hybrid colour mix and it made logical sense#strider (yellow) and mage (blue) became a magick archer. strider and fighter (red) doubled down on the melee and became assassin.#while keeping the bow as a sidearm.#pure red became warrior and dumped the shield for 2h colossal but slow attacks. pure blue sacrificed utility for highest tier damage spells#and so on. it just felt so much more intuitive and felt like actual growth when you could 'upgrade' to a hybrid vocation bc#you actually needed to have X number of ranks in both colours before you could take it whereas in 2 they're all just standalone classes#and the meister skill systems are....ok. I don't know how I feel abt all of them being connected to optional sidequests you can fuck up#or straight up just miss bc this game still has the weird design flaw of having points of no return where quests autofail#also like I feel to get the meister skill either you or your pawn should actually have like. maxed the vocation out.#like it feels weird when I get magick archer and then immediately unlock the meister skill at the same time#when I haven't even bought the vocation yet.
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I enjoy seeing Kawai Tell but man literally shows up to infodump and then disappears to become irrelevant again
#He’s only duelled once#I get Go Rush has a lot of characters but in the beginning he seemed important#It seemed like he’d align with Zwijo but then it became that he’s just interested in studying things like the Earthdamar#We don’t even see him learning about all the information he’s dropping#Can we give the info dumps to Yuamu?#She’s more relevant and shown to be smart and quick to figure things out#That whole talk about Yudias dueling and getting through to Phaser’s mind#Which turned him into this weird dragon and human hybrid was kind of bs#yugioh go rush#kawai tell
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So they didn't become void, they were "born" that way
In FaaF there are different species and kinds of higher beings (still a MASSIVE work in progress tbh, trying to figure out how these cunts work, but for now I'm thinking they're extremely rare species with far greater abilities and lifespans than a normal bug's that have a chance to ascend to true godhood (but even if they don't ascend that doesn't stop mortals from worshipping them as they're already very god-like from a normal bug's perspective)), "pale beings" being one of these kinds/mutations.
Well, there was also a different kind once, "void beings", but they all went extinct a very long time ago by the beginning of the story. Shade Lord was one, and last, of them and it lost its life in a fight with Radiance - the same fight that drove her to make her permanent residence in the dream realm out of her new-found fear of death (which backfired spectacularly ngl). Its body was buried in the Abyss, where it broke apart and decayed, or decayed as much as a non-living thing can, before it was unearthed many ages later by the pale wyrm.
Not much is known about them since they've been gone for so long, and the vessels are the only void beings remaining, but since they're not "pure" void beings it'd be foolish of anyone to assume that the ancient extinct species behaved the same way as these ones do. But they were generally greatly feared thanks to the void's freaky, dangerous properties, which partly lead to their extinction as some of the other higher beings purposefully attacked and killed them whenever they stumbled across one out of fear. Now the only thing remaining of them are the rare void sources, where their former bodies still refuse to fully die.
Shade Lord does get accidentally resurrected in the story bc of all the tomfoolery happening with its body before almost immediately getting killed again by Ghost who inherits its title and reign. Don't ask me how that works, haven't figured that out yet. Magic god shit or something idk LMAO
#thylacines can talk#faaf au#I read somewhere once that if we close mammoths they wouldn't be true mammoths but more like a mammoth elephant hybrid? Idk how accurate#that is but that's essentially what the vessels are. A hybrid species that behaves and looks a lot like the extinct one yet the differences#are significial enough that they're technically not the same thing. And since nobody knows how void beings were like its anyone's guess#which of their traits originated from Shade Lord. You know they could have probably asked it if it didn't want to violently take over#and kill all other gods in rage filled revenge. And then tried to kill its so called children when they didn't want to participate in that.#PK 🤝 SL 🤝 WL parent of the year award#The vessels can't have even ONE good parent sorry#Well SL is less of a parent and more of a...DNA donor? Its kidneys got stolen and turned into babies#Currently in FaaF Norel and PK we're the only ones who studied void so a lot of its properties and origins are a huge mystery. And PK#slowly stopped after the vessel plan began. After Flower/Pure Vessel was taken into the palace the extent of his studies revolved around#them and their health. He only created new moulds when the old ones got destroyed. Guilt played a big part in his reasons for that.#Norel would know a bit more simply because PK's source sample was limited while Norel travelled across wasteland looking for void and#experimented with different sources. And he was considerably more...unethical about them. So he probably knows what void does to a mortal's#body while PK doesn't know much about that bc he was careful to not give any of his citizens and staff void poisoning after he realised it#was dangerous. Also thinking about Norel once having a mole in the White Palace which is how he found out about Floeer and the origins of#vessels. And maybe said mole broke into PK's workshop and wrote down some things before leaving Hallownest 👀 Bc it does feel a little#weird for Norel to know more than PK just like that. And he's a little snake who WOULD steal other people's work.#Like I mentioned previously Norel makes his own constructs which is something I wanted dabble in. Maybe he stole that idea from PK? His#ones are far worse and fewer than PK's but they serve their purpose and he's just starting dabbling in that. By the time he shows his ugly#mug again to terrorise Flower's kids and grandkid he'd probably be MUCH better at that 👀#I love my fucked up little moth#My one true talent is getting wildly off topic whenever sh asks me about my as#Aus*
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my department is apparently no longer hybrid, but “on-site with ad-hoc remote work”. i’m just gonna see how long i can get away with ignoring that
#txt#i do have an accommodation that says i can wfh when i have a migraine.#but when i was asking for the accommodation i guesstimated that that’d intersect with my in-person days like once or twice a month.#i do absolutely need to have the option to wfh multiple times per week.#but getting an accommodation for THAT is going to be way more difficult. bc it’s not JUST migraines‚ it’s a combination of my various psych#afflictions and not-properly-diagnosed chronic pain *and* the complex whole-body rube goldberg pain machine that is my chronic migraines.#it’s not necessarily ‘i will be in unbearable pain if i do this’.#it’s ‘i will be perpetually drained and my low-level pain will be worse snd i will have no life outside of work and recuperating from work’.#it’s also weird that they’re ending hybridhood *now*.#it’s not like we’re at a particular milestone in pandemic recovery. although our admin did mention entering a ‘busy period’.#it’s not even necessary lmao. we get by fine. we get by BETTER when we’re not all there.#oh man. i just realized. everyone being on-site is gonna make the autism/anxiety so much worse.#i honestly think this policy shift might be related to me.#bc our program director started emphasizing the importance of being onsite on x days… shortly after i started working hybrid‚ but had to wfh#on some of those days#for disability reasons.#anyway. government pleeeaaase give my old lab more money so i can go back. pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaazeeeee#edited
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