#issues with eating

[briarpatch-kids]

Physical therapy is great and all, it can help a lot of people, but also sometimes it won't help and people need to understand that. Sometimes disability problems can't be solved by adaptive tools or special training and you have to go "well that's going to have to continue to be a problem" and learn to be okay with that.

[saddi3grl]

[wanttobeh3r]

When I see that number on the scale going down, it's like nothing else matters. Not the hunger, not the pain. Just that moment of triumph.

I crave it. I crave it more than food, more than anything. It feels like freedom, like I'm finally escaping from all the weight that's been holding me down.

[m0nsterm0vie]

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

[starving4thethrill]

I’m back…

[kokoinupi]

also add in the tags if you want how your tolerance has changed over time!

[paula-arrizabalaga]

you don’t need to eat. you can control yourself. it’s okay. the urge will pass eventually. and you’ll be glad you didn’t eat it.

[krwawy-motylekk]

Him : I can fix her

Her:

[st4rv3m3]

I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering

[saddi3grl]

[wanttobeh3r]

I look at myself and all I can see is this weight that’s suffocating me, hiding the person I want to be.

But I can imagine it—how my arms would look so delicate, how my bones would show through like I’m something fragile, something light. I’m not there yet, but I will be.

One day, I’ll be dainty and breakable, and all this extra weight will be gone. That image keeps me going. I just need to keep pushing, and I’ll finally become the fragile, beautiful version of me I’ve always wanted to see.

I can't wait to finally meet that version of me 🫶🏻

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[alieanagirl]

Did you guys hear about the girl that died from overeating??!!! I heard there was some Chinese muckbanger who died on live stream after doing a 10 hour muckbang.. they said her stomach ripped open.. I'm NEVER eating after thisss!

Ultimate horror story this year

Stay safe lovesss and DON'T BINGE !!

[mystrangeqddiction]

camera roll 1nsp0 dump !! ~ ☆

[dietmasc]

what annoys me about eating disorder spaces is that everyone seems to be able to sleep and do drugs all day instead of eating? I go to college I can't just smoke that shit every time I want to eat a donut.

not to be a hater because if that works for people that's great, it's not like I'm against sharing tips, but it's just so different from my reality that i feel the need to post about it