#ana posting

[m0nsterm0vie]

[vanillacigarette]

how strong is your discipline?

what you eat today, you wear tommorrow

[bubbl3gum-btch]

A little thnspø for you <3

Manifesting this. 🖤

[skinnylight1day]

I hope ana can accept me, i promise ill be good.

[tr4sh-k1ttys]

Aktywne motylki na wrzesień niech zrebligują!!

Chce wiedzieć kogo obserwować ;33

(ps zmieniam estetykę konta)

[anii-anorika]

Tabelinha pra dar gatilho (⁠ ⁠T⁠_⁠T⁠)⁠＼⁠(⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠ ⁠)

[babychic]

the dream

[liteness]

i need to look like her rn immediately

[n0va342]

Your going to be skinny, Alll you have to do is starve and you will be skinny, Ana cant make you skinny if you dont do your part and starve

[shall-ey]

Daily reminder:

Skinny girls eat their salads🎀

Healthy, low cal, they make you don't wanna eat all day

[itslaurluv]

Oh to have a small ribcage

[bubbl3gum-btch]

Another thinspø 💕

[mxqxx]

Ugly sides.

Midnight

I’m standing in the kitchen

I’m proud of myself

I ate really little today

But I’m sick

I’m sick.

I binge

In the bathroom, everyone’s sleeping

Why

I feel

Horrible

I turn on the tap

The bathtub is filling up with water

I don’t care

I’m bent over the sink

My hand is up my throat

I’m sick.

I have to purge

Otherwise I might get fat.

It hurts

I chocked

Two times

I hope nobody can hear me

I don’t want anybody to hear me

I’m crying

My nose is runny

My throat hurts really bad

My spit is all over my hand

I don’t care

It’s gross

I’m gross

I feel dizzy after

I forgot about the pouring water

I forgot I didn’t care.

It was hot

Too hot

I stepped into the bathtub

Burning

But I didn’t care

I laid down

It felt unreal

I was disgusted by myself

I was disgusting.

I immersed myself in the water

My whole body

My whole face

The hot water went up my nose

Got in my eyes

It was uncomfortable

I didn’t care

My hair was wet and messy

My face too

Even messier

I got up to get the hairbrush

I didn’t have the strength to stand

I left the bathtub

Dizzy

I felt dizzy

I fell down

Wet

Exhausted

Cold

The floor was dirty

I was dirty.

I got up fast

I hope nobody heard me

I didn’t want anyone to hear me.

I grabbed the brush

I didn’t get better

I never get better.

Giddy

I felt giddy again

I tried my best to stand still

But I was too weak

I’m weak.

I don’t remember much

I fell to the ground

Again

Nevertheless, it was worse this time

I think i hit my head

The floor was dirty

Everything went black

It was my fault

I did this to myself

I did.

I woke up crying

I don’t know how long after

My head hurt

Ouch

Everything around was wet

My hair was messy and dirty

My face was grubby

My naked body was nasty

I was filthy.

I fell silent

I still cried

But silent

I hope nobody heard me

Even though I wanted someone to hear me

I needed.

I was too weak to get up

My head was spinning

I was nauseous

I felt like I’m about to puke

I got up

Back it the hot water

Yet it didn’t burn anymore

I sat

And cried

I couldn’t stand myself

My hair was everywhere

It’s been falling out more lately

I tried to clean myself up

I still felt dizzy

I spit in the water I sat in

It was revolting

I know

But I was too weak

I poured the water out

Washed my hair

Like normally

Ordinary

I continued to seat in an empty bathtub

Cleaned up my hair

From all over my body

Nearly cried again

Whilst touching my stomach

I felt fat

Disgusting

Ew.

I got up

Tried not to slip

Looked at the mess

Everything was wet

Dirty

Sloppy

Soggy

Unkempt

I was the mess.

I bruised my face

On the cheek

I hope nobody will see it

I don’t want anyone to see it.

I stopped crying

I realised what happened

Why?

I realised

I actually do care.

I wouldn’t do this if I didn’t.

Any of this.

I care.

[tr4sh-k1ttys]

Chciałabym być u kogoś na 1 miejscu

[vanillacigarette]

nothing in this world is free

hard work always pays off

[oli7275]

No w porownaniu do tego co bylo w sierpniu to troche slabo :c