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The things I want to say about mei meiâs character and the way the fandom reacts to and treats her vs the way they treat male characters who do shitty things⌠but I know yâall would crucify me
#Iâm just saying. there is definitely a double standard#you donât have to like her. I get it.#but the hate she receives compared to the way ppl react to characters like toji and sukuna and even fucking naoya#is so fucking unfair and ridiculous#itâs givingâŚ. misogyny#we can forgive male characters for literally anything and still like them#but a female character does something undesirable and sheâs irredeemable and anyone who still likes her#well itâs obvious itâs because theyâre a bad person who condones everything she did#I just đđđ#anyways#kaz rambles
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i can't believe the olympics are over where the fuck am i supposed to put all this energy for the next four years
#i get used to watching all these cool sports and amazing athletes#and then boom they vanish nobody shows their games on tv anymore#all while tossing ridiculous amounts of money of those fucking asshole football players who don't do shit#it's so unfair#i'm so proud of my country and especially the brazilian women who did a beautiful job and brought home so many medals#they deserve the world#olympics#brazil team#olympics 2024#paris olympics#2024 olympics
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"The division between the two families [the Woodvilles and the Nevilles] and their allies can be seen in the royal charters that they witnessed. Warwick, Rivers and Archbishop Neville of York, while serving as chancellor and afterwards, were fairly constant witnesses to royal charters and consequently often appeared together. This was not, however, the case for other family members and friends. From 1466 to 1469, if Scales or Woodville associates like Sir John Fogge, John Lord Audley or Humphrey Lord Stafford of Southwick witnessed royal charters, then members of the Neville group, such as John Neville, earl of Northumberland, or John Lord Wenlock would not, and vice versa. Discounting the ubiquitous Warwick, Rivers and Archbishop Neville, of the twenty-four charters issued between February 1466 and June 1469, twelve were witnessed by men associated with the Woodvilles, eight by men associated with the Nevilles and two were witnessed by no member of either group beyond the two earls at their heads and the archbishop; only two charters, both from 1466, featured associates of both families.
Such striking segregation of witnesses suggests that something more than simple convenience or availability was at play. [...] The evidence of these witness lists does show the extent of the split between the two groups from early in Edward's [first] reign and of the need for political society to work with that cleavage in the heart of the Yorkist regime."
â Theron Westervelt, "Royal charter witness lists and the politics of the reign of Edward IV"
*This is specifically applicable for Edward IV's first reign; in contrast, the charters in his second reign displayed a great deal of aristocratic and domestic unity and cohesion.
#the woodvilles#edward iv#wars of the roses#richard neville 16th earl of warwick#my post#elizabeth woodville#Obviously I hate the idea of Elizabeth and her family being seen as a social-climbing invasive species who banished the old nobility and#drove Warwick/Richard into rebellion and dominated the government and controlled the king and were responsible for Everything Wrong Ever#but I also dislike the 'revisionist' idea that they were ACTUALLY just passive and powerless bystanders or pawns who kept to their#social âplaceâ (whatever the fuck that means). Frankly speaking this is more of a diminishment than a realistic defense.#the 'Queen's kin' (as they were known at the time) were very visible at court and demonstrably influential and prominent in politics#and as this shows there DOES seem to have been a genuine division/conflict between them and the Nevilles during Edward's first reign#(which DID directly lead to the decline of Neville dominance in England though the maintained honored positions and influence of their own)#Especially since Edward's second reign was entirely void of any such divisions - instead the nobility were united and focused on the King#even Clarence and Gloucester's long and disruptive quarrel over the Warwick inheritance never visibly left its mark on charters#so the Woodville/Neville divide from the 1460s must have been very sharp and divisive indeed#And yes it's safe to say that Elizabeth Woodville was probably involved: whether in her own right or via support of her family - or both -#it's illogical to argue that she was uninvolved (even the supportive Croyland Chronicle writes that Edward was âtoo greatly influencedâ#by her; she and her family worked together across the 1470s; she was the de-facto head in 1483; etc)#Enhanced by the fact that Elizabeth was the first Englishwoman to be crowned queen - meaning that the involvement of her#homeborn family marked the beginning of âa new and largely unprecedented factor in the English power structureâ (Laynesmith)#This should be kept in mind when it comes to analyzing contemporary views of them and of Elizabeth's own anomalous position#HOWEVER understanding the complexity of the situation at hand doesn't mean accepting the traditionally vilified depiction of the Woodvilles#Warwick and the Nevilles remained empowered and (at least outwardly) respected by the regime#Whether he was driven by disagreements over foreign policy or jealousy or ambition - the decision to rebel was very much his own#Claiming that the Woodvilles were primarily responsible is ridiculous (and most of the nobility continued to support Edward regardless)#There's also the fact that Warwick took what was probably a basic factional divide and turned it into a misogynistic and classist narrative#of a transgressive âbadâ woman who became queen through witchcraft and aggrandized a family of social-climbing âlessersâ who replaced#the inherently more deserving old nobility and corrupted the realm - later revived and intensified by Richard III a decade later#ie: We can recognize their genuine division AND question the (false/unfair) problematic narrative around the Woodvilles. Nuance is the key.
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I think one of that factors that lead to the cancellation of ROTTMNT that particularly drives me goddamn apeshit is that it was apparently due to âlow toy salesâ
Like. Well, one, you werenât advertising the fucking show to begin with. Kids donât watch TV anymore and a lot more kids donât even play with TOYS anymore.
Like youâre going to use a sales metric from past decades thatâs no longer as relevant to the current time period for this show and axe it based on that??? Seriously?? TOYS?!?!
#like look I know kids still play with toys but not nearly as many or as much as back in the day#this is the internet age all the gen alpha are playing Roblox and shit they arenât playing with toys as much#but they probably still compared it to the same metric of toy sales in relation to previous generations and killed it based on that#so fucking ridiculously unfair#fuck Nickelodeon
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basically threw away ÂŁ20 on my nails today so was already getting weird bc i apparently cannot be normal about money and then my paycheck came through just for my manager to have knocked off 11 hours worth of pay. so naturally i am crying in a dark room about it
#this is such a girl moment wdym youâre crying about your fucking nails. couldnât explain it to you if i tried#im just an utter FREAK about money and then for my payslip to get fucked as well. whyyyyy would you do that#im not built for the working world truly idk how sensitive people do it bc i am NOT im tough as shit 99% of the time and i STILL canât deal#just give me my fucking money itâs not fair ����đđ i worked hard đđđ#and the dumbest brattiest part of this is that the thing that tipped me over the edge is that my mum didnât offer to pay for my nails#like how ridiculous and spoiled is that but still i was so so angry at myself about fucking them up and itâs ÂŁ25 to get them done tomorrow#and Iâve worked so hard for her this summer and both days Iâve been in town Iâve got her things#like nothing spenny but Iâve just thought of her and got her things I know sheâd like just to be nice#and ÂŁ25 is NOTHING TO HER AND SHE DIDNT EVEN OFFER đđ she even joked it off#she was like âyour dad would offer to pay if he was here but I believe in lessonsâ GIRL FUCK YOUR LESSONS I WANT MY NAILS DONE đđđ#why am i actually in tears over this. this is so silly. now all my money is fucked and im going to be the skint one when we go to dublin#AS USUAL. even though i worked hard and clocked the hours it still got fucked bc im fucking. cursed#im aware im being dramatic and this isnât even about the amount of money i have atm i promise this isnât some desperate bankruptcy claim#like for once im actually fine money wise itâs just all been FUCKED and my dates are now FUCKED bc i have to wait for next paycheck now#and itâs so unfair bc usually things go wrong for me bc im DUMB and mess it up LIKE MY NAIL APPOINTMENT#but for work and dublin i literally planned it perfectly and did the hours and it still didnât work#like what is WRONG with me. i hate being an adult i need a sugar daddy ive had enough#the message I sent my managerâŚ. scathingâŚ. ik his scared of confrontation ass is panicking. give me my fucking MONEY#hella goes home
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male loneliness/the way Certain People discuss mens mental health is so ridiculous. "men struggle but they dont tell anyone because they were taught (by men) that theyre meant to be brave and strong...............why arent WOMEN saving them from this!!!!!!!" man im sorry it sounds like the call is coming from inside of the house on that one
#see! you should be sympathetic of misogyny/the patriarchy/transphobia/homophobia/etc because#even though YOURE not one of those [loud long censor tone] youre hurt by it too which is SO ridiculous and unfair!#also in general so stupid when people are like#like okay well me personally. I think you as a man or you as a cis person or whatever should care about misogyny and transphobia because it#fucking sucks. regardless of if there'll be any personal gain for speaking out against it. maybe thats just me tho?#cowboy posts
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Looking at a character like "I understand why you did that but it was such a dick move and you knew better."
#tzu rambles#bc i GET dorian didnt believe he had a shot at life at all#but hes not a mindless idiot#hes not just running on instinct hes a PERSON#and instead of turning his anger at the person who hurt him (rhinedottir) he goes for his little fucking brother#he had such insane tunnel vision. just decided that it had to be albedo#even though he could TELL rhinedottir wasnt here???#did he ever consider that albedo was left behind as well#even if it wasnt for the same reason and if its certainly not as bad a fate as dorians#he NEVER stopped to have even a shred of sympathy#even thought thats what he demanded of others.#hes not STUPID. he KNOWS his aim was to hurt people. he KNOWS he was doing something bad IF NOT THE SAME AS WHAT HIS MOTHER DID?????#not even the same. i'll never say it was âworseâ per se but it was so ridiculous. what did albedo do#he only knew of you from rhinedottir. he has a very skewed idea of relationships because of how he was raised.#its just so so SO unfair and i cant get over it#but its okay hes my favoritest ever i love him#*said while shaking with rage*#also again. JUST LIKE HIS MOTHER.#RHINEDOTTIR!!! WAS AIMING FOR PERFECTION!!! AND DORIAN WASNT PERFECT!!! AND SO!!!#BUT THEN HE DECIDED THAT HE DESERVED THIS LIFE!!! MORE THAN ALBEDO!!! THAT HE SHOULD BE THE PERFECT ONE!!!!! ARE YOU INSANE!!!!#HIS INTENT WAS TO THROW ALBEDO OUT AND TAKE HIS PLACE THE SAME WAY RHINEDOTTIR THREW HIM OUT#WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR ISSUEEEEE#WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM!?!??!#I WILL KILL HIM
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Playing more umbraclaw and after beating two bosses suddenly some gunvolt looking ass furry reject just showed up and made things harder he has three health bars which isnât normal for the bosses and he showed up first at the start of one stage I just got to what the FUCK is going on
#meg text#I understand this is supposed to be like a mid boss rival encounter but Jesus fucking Christ#literally entered one stage and he just SHOWED UP#then in another I got far enough got my humanoid form and he showed up right before the boss#and I still havenât seen the boss of the water stage rip#since only the shark guy I did without gaming over the other two I only saw but then died#it would probably be wiser to do him at the stage where heâs at the start so I can actually finish the damn water stage#but do I wanna waste my lives before the boss? Nope but the alternative isnât good either#I think just having him randomly show up in a stage rather then just having a boss fight intermission is the issue#cause even it suckâs most of them usually donât have stages if your gonna do a game with this gimmick and have a boss itâs kinda unfair#and the games supposed to be super punishing yes but this is a little ridiculous#I still like this game though and Iâm gonna beat it but itâs certainly rough in spots#(Inb4 it ends up as one of my new favorite games and is yet another I canât recommend thing to people)
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if i say i got 6 out of 9 i wanted youâd expect me not to complain. but itâs the 3 that i didnât want that got it that make me so annoyed. bc those places shouldâve been keita, jongwoo and phanbin. it shouldâve been the people making moments and shaping these performances. and i can try to make peace with it as much as possible, but them being there just makes it a group that makes no sense to me. and thatâs why one pick voting sucks. it encourages you to pursue a person and not a group when thatâs never what you do in kpop. you like the group for the group, not an individual. for all means, make voting where you select your favorite, but you should be able to vote for a group. your dream group, where you can think about dynamics and the make up and how they gel and work together. thatâs what i love about kpop. seeing people work together. itâs not a solo thing, otherwise you would follow soloists. this is a group, and mnet needs to let us vote for our dream group, not a single shiny boy.
#I have too much love for too many of these people and itâs frankly unfair they make you pick just one#when kpop is never about individuals otherwise whatâs the fucking point of being in a group or supporting a group#it makes me so fucking mad#bc jongwoo and keita wouldâve made that group#yujin fine I get it heâs the small cute guy perfect maknae with room to grow but still justice for phanbin#but i wanted to be able to support my dream group#and instead people that like multiple people as you should in a group get their votes split and get none of what they want mit#frankly itâs ridiculous and I want better#boys planet
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Getaway and the whole mutiny arc literally is one of the most disappointing things in all of phase 2 lmao and itâs not that Iâm like âoooh Getaway shouldâve been a perfect angel who was right and a better captain than Rodimusâ itâs more that I wouldâve liked to have him NOT immediately descend into cartoonish levels of pure evil and for him to have gotten to make a point about Rodimus/Megatron being shit captains besides the final confrontation between him and Rodimus. Like goddamn I understand now why there are so many Getaway fans/Megatron haters because Iâm pretty sure if I didnât come into this continuity as a Megatron simp I would hate him too
#like it's just... ugh i guess the early cancellation was part of it but like#(holding hands together)#getaway was literally right that it was unfair and ridiculous for the LL to accept an ex genocidal dictator as their captain without questio#he was right about rodimus being a shit captain#and instead of him getting to be 'asshole that has a point' as a sort of rival to rodimus#he basically just went insane immediately (literally insane)#and then what the story ended up being was like#getaway is just a delusional mentally ill asshole with no redeeming traits except his sad backstory#like ugh HE WAS PRETTY MUCH LITERALLY MADE MENTALLY ILL TOO#'getaway wants primus himself to come and tell him he's right' was literally a serious thing that happened#the characters more or less outright stated he had primus apotheosis (not like diagnosed but this is a narrative so we're meant to#take the implication as such)#and then getaway died one of the most brutal on screen deaths faced by anyone except maybe the people who died in grindcore#like it's just so fucking over the top how much getaway became a moustache twirling villain and was cast as pathetic in every possible way#and then got killed in the most horrible way possible#and then afterwards the mutiny isn't even spoken of besides 'oh i forgive you uwu'#JRO put fucking megatron in the final panel of the LL quantum copy as if the mutiny was completely solved#as if megatron was just one of the boys lmao#just leaves such a bad taste in my mouth when i think too hard about it#negativity#squiggposting
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With the next spotlight event in Violet being Iron Moth and the last non-Mewtwo-related one being Iron Treads, I hope the order they continue in goes Hands, Thorns, Bundle, Jugulis, Valiant. It probably wonât, I can easily see the next one being Iron Bundle but I can dream
For Scarlet players anyone who doesnât understand my logic, itâs rainbow order (ignoring the legendary-affiliated Paradoxes and the Scarlet ones)
#future paradox#no I didnât catch Mewtwo in the end part of it was needing a break from the emotional torture#congratulations everyone who thinks PokĂŠmon should be more challenging#I hope you enjoyed being in emotional pain while trying to get one of the coolest Legendaries#and then failing miserably because are you sure thereâs a way to solo it?#theyâd better not do another legendary for a while#and theyâd also better stick to 30x health rather than 50x#because that was just ridiculous#yes Iâm ranting about the Mewtwo raids in the tags I love Mewtwo and I was on a successful 7-star raid streak#well I fucked up the Inteleon and Chesnaught raids so the streak only consisted of Delphox and Rillaboom#but come on!#that was actually genuinely unfair#even with Mewâs buffs
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the kids are supposed to be able to dress out of uniform next friday after more state testing but admin only wants the kids who come on time to get that as a reward bc they suck. but tbh if any of my kids who weren't on time come dressed down i'm not bothering sending them out bc what's the point. they're fucking 3rd graders. unless they are driving themselves to school it is literally not their fault for being late.
#rae.txt#THE most ridiculous rule. on top of the attendance piece for the monthly pep rally trophy#these CHILDREN are not in charge of when they get to school !! their fucking guardians are !#it's so completely unfair to them
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christ my mother just cant catch a fucking break and i have no way of helping her kms this is so unfair
#i get it that her brother is normally working and that now he's on vacation but she shouldn't fucking be#the only person taking care of her father especially now that he's ill and with fever#she was the one who took care of their mother and then she took care of her husband and now she's supposed to care for her dad too????#and ive been telling her for YEARS to get a nurse or someone who takes care of the elderly professionally and she never fucking listens#because she's idk feeling guilty or sth and it's her birthday today and im defending my stupid fucking thesis in 6 hours#and now i cant fucking sleep because im too anxious thinking about how i can help her#and i wanted to go to the pride march tomorrow but jesus christ i guess i cant. i guess ill just have to go to toruĹ and help her#ffs i hate everything about this stupid fucking life this is so unfair why do all those horrible fucking things happen to her#this is ridiculous.#im losing my fucking mind here jesus christ
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I know i shouldn't self flagelate myself like this, but dam, im not good enough at tekken, despite losing to input reading cpu
#schewpid tekken 6 cpu opponents#whiff punishing fucking jabs#ok like a good player can do that too if its waiting for it#but this is ridiculous#and dont even begin on wavedash mixups#these guys will block Everything perfectly#or duck it out#i wouldnt call it unfair but goddamn#this is so infuriating#đ#it makes me feel like i play bad#but it isnt fair to compare myself to artificial perfection#yet... how could i be losing so bad..#the damny
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Sanemi Shinazugawa falling hard for his polar opposite but is too subborn to confess until he does
Pairing: Sanemi x fem!reader
Word Count: 1,9k
Synopsis: Sanemi was never the type of guy who falls for something stupid as love. Especially not when it comes to his polar opposite, especially not with such a kind and gentle girl like you... Right?
Warnings: this is pure fluff y'all, reader and Sanemi being innocent babies, a tiny bit enemies to lovers
Thank you soo much for that cute request @blunderland, I just knew I had to write that asap hehe. Let me know what you think <3
There you stand with your stupid perfect face and smile so gentle that you could tame a demon with it. With worried expression, you bend over the little demon girl and inspect her wounds carefully.
âDonât worry, youâll feel better soonâ, you speak out while caressing her dark hair.
What a poor girl she is. And her brotherâŚYour eyes drift towards the boy with the beat-up face. What he had to endure is truly unfair, too much to bear for a single person. He really lost his whole family apart from that one sister who got turned into a demon.
And now heâs fighting for the demon slayer corps.
âI admire you.â
Tanjiro Kamadoâs eyes widen in utter surprise.
âThereâs no need to admire me. Actually, Iâm the one whoâs looking up to you. Youâre the first person who didnât judge my sister because sheâs a demon.â
âDemons were once humans tooâ, you explain briefly while gracefully getting up.
âAnd I refuse to see them as anything else until they prove the opposite.â
âWhat kind of fuckery is this, (y/n)?â, an oh so familiar voice barks at you from behind.
Sanemi Shinazugawa really seems like a man with a heart made out of solid ice with his hateful orbs gleaming at Tanjiro and his sister.
âDonât you think they proved themselves more than enough, Sanemi? If Kagaya-sama agreed on allowing Nezuko Kamado to live and her brother to continue fighting for the demon slayer corps, there is nothing to question for us hashira.â
âDonât touch that demon brat so casuallyâ, he hisses through gritted teeth while grabbing your wrist tightly.
Your heart skips a beat when his bare skin touches yours. How ridiculous it is that you developed feelings for him. Out of all the other hashira, it was always Sanemi Shinazugawa before everyone else. Those rare moments of tenderness he shows from time to time, the way he worries about his comrades without expressing his true feelings to the world. His closed like a treasure, so gorgeous that you canât take your eyes off him.
âThat isnât a very nice way to talk to our guests, Sanemiâ, you reply softly.
Urgh. He canât fucking stand you with that scolding expression on your face, how your other hand still rests on top of the head of that demon brat. Why do you have to be so sickening kind to everyone you meet? Why are you even a part of the demon slayer corps with that strange attitude of yours?
âGuests? Are you talking about those intruders? If it was for me, Iâd rip both of your heads off without blinking-â
âSanemi.â
Before heâs able to react any further, he finds his own face framed by your much smaller hands and eyes focused onto his so intensely that he feels his cheeks heat up in an instant.
WhyâŚWhy is he suddenly feeling so hot? He should slap your hands away, should show you your place-
âTrust me, I understand your anger. But they are innocent until they prove themselves guilty.â
Those calm eyes who never lose their composure, the eyes he threatened to get lost in countless times already. Why do you have to be so damn gorgeous?
Gorgeous? He furrows his eyebrows, body yanking away from yours instantly. Thereâs nothing gorgeous about someone like you.
âIf you really think that youâre a foolâ, he bites back before turning on his heels and storming away.
What the hell was he even thinking? You, gorgeousâŚJust because your eyes seem to sparkle in the sunlight or the way your hair looks like liquid silk when a ray of light hits it perfectly. Or maybe because of the way your uniform hugs you so well, because of your strength. Or is it the way you look at him?
Sanemi shakes his head vehemently. Thatâs absolutely ridiculous. Youâre the complete opposite of him. How could he ever like you?
âI think Shinazugawa-san likes you, (y/n)!â, Mitsuri babbles out while making her way back with you.
âReally? It definitely didnât look that wayâ, you reply with low voice.
Oh, how much youâd hope that someday, the wind hashira actually likes you back. Even though both of you are polar opposites, even though you might never be on same terms. You still somehow managed to fall hard for him.
âDonât give up hope, (y/n)! I definitely caught the way he looked at you earlier!â
You smile at the girl next to you gently, how she starts analyzing every minor detail of your confrontation earlier on. Mitsuri always swore that there is chemistry between both of you.
âAnd Iâm never wrong when it comes to love, you can trust me (y/n)!â
âYouâre a fool for treating (y/n) like trash, Shinazugawaâ, Obanai comments dryly while letting his feet dangle from the tree heâs resting on.
âWhat are you even talking about, huh? Itâs none of your business how Iâm talking to her anyway.â
â(y/n) truly has a tender and kind soul. What a shame it is you hurt her like thatâ, Gyomei adds, tears streaming down his face in waterfalls again.
âAre you too dumb to realize she has feelings for you?â, Obanai continues.
You? Feelings for him? He huffs out loud. Absolutely ridiculous, maybe even impossible. Why would someone like you fall for someone like him? Not that heâd care for you like that anywayâŚ
âI donât give a shitâ, Sanemi finally mutters through gritted teeth.
âShinazugawa, it seems like you have a typeâ, Gyomei declares all of the sudden.
Something inside Sanemi snaps.
âAre yâall actually too dumb to realize that (y/n)âd never want me? Iâm actually so far away from being her type I might be on a whole other planet! Itâs like everything I am is exactly what she doesnât wantâ, he finally blurts out.
Sanemiâs heavy pants hang in the air while the eyes of Obanai, Giyu and even Gyomei are set on him.
âYou should really start working on your self-esteem, Shinazugawa.â
âJUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE YâALL!â
No, he canât stand their bullshit anymore. Without listening to another word, Sanemi stomps away in the direction of his estate.
â(y/n) being in love with me? That I donât laugh, why would I even care about that girl?â, he mumbles under his breath.
-a few days later-
Sanemi swallows heavy, orbs wandering up and down your body. Youâre not wearing your usual black uniform and blooming haori. No, you look like a fucking goddess in that kimono and with those flowers braided into your hair.
âDo you think I look like too much?â, you question quietly, your own eyes wandering down your body in distress.
Maybe it was a mistake wearing that kimono for your meeting with Mitsuri. Of course, you knew sheâd ask Obanai and Sanemi to accompany you. After all, itâs no secret that she adores the serpent hashira and knows too well about the feelings you hold for Sanemi. But now that you stand in front of him in something apart from your usual uniform, your confidence is blown away by the wind.
âYou have to be kidding me. You look gorgeousâ, Sanemi blurts out before thinking twice.
Fuck, did he really say that? You definitely think heâs a creep now. Maybe he should get going before it gets uncomfortable-
Your heart skips a beat, cheeks heating up in an instant. Did Sanemi Shinazugawa just call you gorgeous when heâs standing in front of you in that dark green kimono? How is it possible youâre never seen Sanemi in something apart from his usual uniform, that you never went out with each other?
âYou look very handsome yourself. Dark green really suits you wellâ, you reply shyly.
Is it possible that maybe, just maybe, he might feel the same about you? No, that would be absolutely ridiculous, right?
â(y/n), actually thereâs something I wanted to say you for quite some time nowâŚâ What the hell is he blabbering about? Thereâs absolutely nothing he has to tell you apart from how fucking annoying you are. You and your gentle voice, you and your captivating smile. You, the polar opposite of him-
âOh, I actually wanted to tell you something as well!â, you reply a little too fast.
For a moment, you fear your knees might give in. Is this really the time to tell him about your true feelings? âSometimes you have to be brave, (y/n), especially when it comes to true love! Confess to him!â
Mitsuri is the love hashira. She should know best, right? But what if youâll make your relationship only worse by making him uncomfortable? What if he doesnât even like you?
âSanemi, IâŚI actuallyâŚI-â
âI love you, (y/n)â, Sanemi finally blurts out.
Oh.
There you stand with your opened mouth and blank mind. Did he really just say that? Maybe he didnât mean it that what. But what ifâŚWhat if he actually means it?
âYouâŚlove me?â, you breathe out.
âI know Iâm your polar opposite and that I treated you like shit and I really donât expect you to actually like me back. I justâŚwanted to let you knowâŚâ, the white-haired man opposite of you mutters while scratching the back of his head.
âBut I actually do like you backâŚâ
Sanemiâs eyes dart towards you immediately, his very own cheeks discolored bright pink.
âYouâŚwhat?â
âI guess I was just never brave enough to let you know since I was sure you hate meâŚâ, you mutter in response.
âMe, hating you?â
All of the sudden, you find his strong arms wrapped around your waist and his face only inches away from yours. You fail to breathe, your whole body refusing to function properly. That force of a man who never really seemed to care about you while your feelings for him were all over the placeâŚHe holds you so tight that your wobbly legs donât have to carry your weight anymore, his usual so distressed orbs now looking down at you so passionately that your heart skips a beat.
âDo I look like I hate you?â, he challenges while pulling you even closer.
You expected a lot of things that could have happened today. Sanemi Shinazugawa declining Mitsuriâs invitation in the first place. Sanemi Shinazugawa keeping his safe distance to you. Sanemi Shinazugawa barking at you for being a blowhard. Sanemi Shinazugawa criticizing each and every little thing you do. But Sanemi Shinazugawa admitting his love for you, Sanemi Shinazugawa holding you tightly in his arms?
Not in a million years.
âI love you tooâ, you finally speak out.
âI actually did for quite some time. But I always thought youâd never like me back.â
âWell, here I am liking you back, idiotâ, Sanemi mutters.
Is that a smile on his face? Why does it suddenly feel like his lips are moving closer? Oh, you thought about kissing that man countless times. Each and every night, you imagined what the privilege of feeling his soft lips pressed against yours might feel like. Is he rough, gentle? Did the wind hashira already share a kiss or two? Out of instinct, you close your eyes, allow yourself to get lost in his arms.
âLook what we have here. Seems like the two of you finally managed to admit your feelingsâ, Obanaiâs dry voice jeers at you from behind.
Your eyes dart open immediately.
âNo Iguro-san! Youâre interrupting them!â, Mitsuri hisses.
âAre you too dumb to see weâre in the middle of something? Get lost, you fools!â
âI KNEW IT (Y/N)! I KNEW HE LOVED YOU!â
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#godâ I want to rant about so many specific things that make me sound like an ass if you read shit in a bad faith way#i fucking hate being able to empathize with people who have no interest in doing it back#'I can see how this thing may have affected youâ and understand why act this wayâ but this is my side and your actions are unfair'#' YOU SAID YOU CAN UNDERSTAND MY POINT OF VIEW. YOU KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT IS DOING TO MEâ SO I THINK THAT MEANS I'M RIGHT'#'WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOUR SIDE? NOBODT GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THAT.'#and then if you get proof of your shit laterâ after the conversationâ and try to point it outâ you are listed as the shit disturber#andâ likeâ i get not to bring it up on things that aren't importantâ but sometimes it causes you to lose things#maybe you lose some of meager amount of furniture you ownâ or you wind up doing the chores that you were told you wouldn't have to do#or maybe you get yelled at over something stupidâ and you have to choose between yelling backâ or shutting down and leaving.#and being an adult means you should be mature enough to understand each optionâ or when any of your actions are inappropriateâ but then-#you're the only one being matureâ and you can't say shitâ Because the monlment you doâ you get mockedâ and ridiculed or treated like shit.#I'm tiredâ and I miss living alone some times. i owned a bedâ three tablesâ and a tv; but at least I could go without feeling attacked.
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