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Also like … I was getting exhausted just looking at Viren. So in the nicest possible way: I hope he stays dead. The man needs his peace.
#he should have died like 3 seasons ago#and then he got brought back kind of against his will#and like idk if he had a real redemption but he at least tried?#I’m not sure where his sacrifice falls under the ‘one grand moment of redemption’ trope#the dragon prince season 6#tdp season 6#I guess he finally actually served Katolis instead of his own selfish needs#the symbolism of him dying on the same balcony he should have died on in the first episode#when he like should have been protecting harrow#is not exactly lost on me
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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yknow fryes name is literally 1 letter off from being the same as a danganronpa character
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#splatoon#danganronpa#frye onaga#angie yonaga#<- one letter exactly isnt that funny#angie was like my fave v3 character and i only realized this like 2-3 days ago#myart#its also not lost on me that her name in spanish is angie onaga lol i love deep's spanish names they are faves of mine
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God, of COURSE the reaction to “Anyone can wear the mask” is “but not everyone will accept that.” And Miles internalizing the heartbreak of that kind of rejection from what he considered (hoped) to be HIS people leads to him understanding the next step is to reject the system that says he doesn’t belong.
#god the more i sit with this movie the more it breaks my heart#and it’s not lost on me that the spider-people casting out Miles is p much exactly how the (white) fandom treats him#across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse spoilers#miles morales
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What I love about Dungeon Meshi is that it says “eat, or be eaten,” but not as in “survival of the fittest.” “Eat, or be eaten,” because there is no third choice—every day of your life, one or the other will happen. If you choose not to eat, you will be eaten. Eating is a mandatory part of being alive. The failure to acknowledge this makes you weak, guarantees that you will fail—as seen with Shuro, as seen with Thistle.
“Eat, or be eaten,” because “living things take other lives as sustenance, and no one is exempt.” If you eat—if you are a living thing—you will be eaten one day. Whether it's to literally be killed and eaten for your flesh, or decomposed down to the bone—violently or painlessly, quickly or slowly, you will be eaten and turned into sustenance for other living things. A dead body is always consumed as food, and there is no meaningful distinction between the two. The only way to avoid it is to have never been born at all.
“Eat, or be eaten,” because “eating is a privilege of the living.” And isn’t that incredible? To be a living thing is to have the privilege of eating. To have the ability to eat is a boon, an honour, a birthright. It is the unique, universe-given gift and right of all living things. It is synonymous with being alive—to live is to eat. To eat is to be eaten. We are eaten because we eat, we die because we were born, and the privilege of eating is earned through the inevitability of our deaths. The two cannot be separated.
“Eat, or be eaten,” because “eating is a privilege of the living” and the reason why a mortal man could topple the personification of infinity—it cannot die, therefore it is not alive, yet it chose to eat. But to eat at all is to become a thing that can be eaten—choosing to take means you will have things taken from you in the same manner. The moment that Laios accepted this—after killing his sister with his own hands—was the moment the Winged Lion had already lost.
Dungeon Meshi is far from the first story to say, “memento mori.” But it takes the inevitability of death—a concept too distant and philosophical to grip the average person—and reframes it within the act of eating. Makes it visceral by using a universal part of daily life, a routine that every living thing is intimately familiar with.
“Remember that you will die,” it says, but furthermore, “remember that your future death is a prerequisite for the food you are able to eat now—remember that other things die so that you can eat, remember that you will die to feed something else, and that there is no other alternative. There is no way to stop this. To take is to have things taken from you. To eat is to be eaten one day. There is nothing kind or cruel about this—it just is, and you must be the one to understand it and bring meaning to your own existence.
In light of all this, why wouldn't you choose to live as deliciously as possible?”
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#uhh#cw cannibalism#?#i guess?#anyway. wow. i was supposed to work today but i guess that's not happening#this was just me doing a little ramble to break down exactly what it was that marcille accepted in chapter 97#because she doesn't actually elaborate outright the way she would have in any other story#but then i got lost in the core philosophy sauce lmao
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working in a factory has you thinking so much about the insane chain of labor & transport that goes into making literally anything
#like first you realize that You are making & doing things that you previously had thought - if you'd thought abt it at all - were automated#& you become incredibly aware of how all the materials you're working with came from somewhere - these plastic clips are from france; this#fabric is from india etc. and that there are people in factories there making those things and that they are also probably getting their#materials from somewhere#one of the little things that makes me think about this the most is we have these 50m rolls of cotton banding we see onto canvas & nets#and in theory it should be all one piece but sometimes it's actually two pieces which you discover when you get far enough in the roll and#find that there's a join where it's been stitched together by hand (!). which is a little annoying bc we can't use that bit so you have#to cut that but out & stitch it together again on the machine which interrupts what you were sewing before & slows you down But it's so#striking to me bc like it's really easy to look at this banding & it's so exactly the same & obviously machine made it's Really easy to#forget that there are people there running these machines. who notice there's a break & have to stop what they're doing & get a needle &#thread and stitch it together. by hand! like someone somewhere has handled exactly where I'm touching it & i don't even know where in the#world they are!#the other place this happens is often on the selvedge edge of the fabric there's writing in pencil i don't know ye meaning of but evidently#was important to the process somewhere & someone wrote that out#idk like it's really easy to watch those videos of really specific machines in factories & convince yourself that everything is automated#but the truth is the vast majority of stuff is not & is made by people doing that. & even when it is there are people running those machine#<- and i'm not saying this in a soppy way tbc. this whole system is a nightmare of exploitation & to some degree I'm just continually amaze#by how insane this whole process is & also how completely un-transparent it is unless you are made to think abt it#another thing is noticeable when you look at our orders that most of what we sell isn't to customers it's to shops who then sell to custome#which then makes you think like. those plastic clips from france are they actually made in france or are we just buying them from france?#are they actually made by underpaid people in a country the name of which is completely lost to the chain of production at this point#anyways none of this is new it's just when you are working in a factory using this stuff you start wondering like.#what's the factory like that the person who stitched this banding together like. what's their day like there#wish we could talk abt how fucked up this all is - for them especially probably - together#thoughts
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needed to get doodle this out of my system
#not the biggest fan of their romance but holy mother of god their parallels make me insane#something something bred to be a savior who ultimately is the one being saved over and over again#ascending to godhood to save friends and family being so sure in your sense of self and secure in your love for them#whereas he is so lost and trying to find who he is and his purpose and what he was made for#vs her she knows exactly what she wants and is so incredibly driven by her love for others#god HELLOOOOOOOOO… LIKE THATS CRAZY..#fanart#art#doodle#pantheon amc#pantheon amc spoilers
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Wade: I'm too clumsy to be around fragile masculinity!
Logan: Which is why I carry around duct tape all the time.
#make of this qhat yoh will#even i don't know what it means#like genuinely; someone tell me what this menas#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#poolverine#logan#logan howlett#wade#wade wilson#deadclaws#wolverine x deadpool#deadpool x wolverine#logan howlett x wade wilson#wade wilson x logan howlett#this is because i lost my pin that said exactly that and im so sad so i gave the line to wade
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M. Márquez & Honda—Something in the Orange
Marc Màrquez and Honda ended their 11 year long journey of incredible highs and inevitable lows, having won 6 premiere class world-championships, 5 triple crowns, 59 victories, 101 podiums and 64 poles together.
The end of an era has come. 🤍
[note: edit from november 2023 | cleaning out drafts]
#yes this is very out of the ransom i apologize i made this quite literally exactly one year ago and never posted it.#and i‘m cleaning my drafts out so either it‘s in the bin or on the blog#scuse meee#and now he‘s left gresini already too…#very big on the you‘re never coming home….#something in the orange…#also santi in the last clips. crying. after ‚i‘ve never lost sight of MY marc marquez‘. waiiiling.#this is for me myself and i to weep about#if i you think i spent more time crying about footage than actual editing you are damn right babe#marc marquez#motogp#s.edits#marc marquez edit#honda!marc…you will always be famous…</3
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The fact that One Piece has CONTINUOUSLY done character death fakeouts to the point where when someone dies you EXPECT them to turn around and say oh actually haha I survived jk lol not dead. But it’s all just a setup. They’re doing this to me on purpose so that when someone ACTUALLY dies for realsies and STAYS dead it is going to Hurt. And I am not Ready for that,
#I lost count of how many characters Oda has killed off and then they show up 10 episodes later alive and well#THE EXPECTATION IS BEING SET UP. I’m going to get too used to this.#When someone REALLY dies I will not be Okay#(And unfortunately I know exactly who it is 😔)#Anyway it’s a genius tactic and it makes me so angry. IT’S SO CLEVER.#’Oh yeah so and so died but it’s fine I’m sure they’ll be back in a couple episodes’#Oda: Haha yeah :))))))#One Piece#Shima speaks
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two builds from creative as well
interior practice + a funky house that is also a functional survival base ( admittedly tho made out of very late-game materials )
#don't have much to say about these hmm...#building in creative is fun but i always find myself lost on what exactly do i want to build#and like. when i finish building i don't feel accomplished. there's always this moment of 'okay now what'#its weird 😔 building in survival is much more enjoyable and satisfying for me#mining and building and also crafting#yagotalk
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Seeing people say that we never see the Doctor and Ruby talking for more than 30 seconds makes me think 73 Yards and Dot and Bubble has just clouded their memories because the first four episodes of this era are almost nothing but the Doctor and Ruby talking and bonding.
Yeah, the Doctor-lite episodes meant we haven't had as much lately, but so many are going on as there's been none at all, as if every episode before 73 Yards was like Rogue where they were mostly separated in their own plotlines.
#doctor who#dw#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#ncuti gatwa#millie gibson#and don't get me started on the tardis bookends discourse#that argument lost all credibility when the same people insisted the ending of rogue be moved to the tardis#for no reason other than they wanted it in the tardis#it was exactly the type of scene they said the season was lacking#but didn't count because it wasn't in the tardis#same as with boom#one of the reasons they don't do tardis scenes at the start and end of every episode is because they get rather repetative#if you started rogue with the doctor and ruby in the tardis it would just end up being a repeated of the devil's chord#they decide to do bridgerton and get all dressed up#we don't really need a scene explaining why they're there#it is built into the whole show that they are just roamers#often randomly showing up in places and trying to have fun#for them going to a regency ball is no different than going to a club is for most people#wildest one was someone complaining why they were in wales at the start of 73 yards#they argued that because we didn't get a scene in the tardis we had no idea if being there was intentional or not#but that is irrelevant#the tardis often just lands in random places and the doctor and co have no idea where they are until they step outside#so many episodes start with them stepping outside and going “where the hell are we?”#everything that could've been said in the tardis was said outside it#there was no need to split that between two locations#especially when one actors time is limited#this all feels tied into the ongoing discourse about shows being longer#which many say is to it in more character beats#but honestly just feels like a hunger for more content
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day 9: it's time for crime ♡
(prompt list for femslashfeb)
#minifemslashfeb2023#ace attorney#aurametis#aura blackquill#metis cykes#'shut up simon. you know exactly how I felt about her.' etc etc#aura blackquill's villain origin story was having love in her heart#isn't that tragic!!!#does it justify her actions? perhaps not#does it make her sympathetic? some may say no#to me she is so sad though. to me she is so sad#she lost everything that day and she never got it back#she lives bitter and resentful and mad with grief#p.s. i love aura and I have so many thoughts about her#it's about letting women be messy and vengeful!!!
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thorin this, thorin that,
what about how Bilbo probably couldn’t meet pippin and merry’s eyes for the longest time because every time he saw them, all he could see was fili and kili ☹️
how many times did bilbo almost slip up and call the hobbits by names that were not their own but all bilbo could see was that same mischievous twinkle he saw in those two young dwarves eyes?
how many years would it be before the hobbits realized why gandalf was so hard on them? why bilbo had stopped looking at them with such devastation on his face but could not hide the anguish in his eyes?
bilbo never told any of the young hobbits his full journey, always making everything seem more heroic and thrilling than the profound loss everyone suffered in The Company. It probably wasn’t until Frodo left with his uncle that merry and pippin realized why the old hobbit could never truly meet their eyes when sam let them read the book containing both of their journeys ☹️
#bilbo baggins#we always talk about bilbo and thorins tragedy#but never about how that heartbreak and devastation rolled over into the rest of bilbos life#i just know he couldn’t bring himself to tell frodo to not bring merry and pippin around#logically he knew fili and kili were dead#but at least for a split second when he saw the hobbits he could fool himself into thinking they were still there with him#frodo baggins#merry brandybuck#pippin took#merry and pippin#lotr makes me wanna sob all of the time#i wonder if that final goodbye in rivendell was the only time bilbo was able to truly meet the hobbits eyes and see them for themselves#and not for his long lost friends#still fully believe that it was a struggle for him to see frodo too#his curls looked EXACTLY like thorins#no wonder why bilbo became such a shut in#the whole world was a reminder of what he lost#lord of the rings#the hobbit
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yeah basically
#courier six#arcade gannon#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#fallout fanart#self insert#put me in the game and this is exactly how me and arcade would interact#also has anyone done this yet i didnt even check to look but this meme is literally courier and arcade core#i was gonna actually draw this normally and put effort into it but after i scribble that second gannon i LOST IT
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Random stuff
#incredibox#sepbox#monart#spiders#Okay time to dump my thoughts in the tags#The first doodle was drawn cuz it had rained recently#I thought Edgar would enjoy the rain (assuming it doesn't rain in the depths)#The Watcher doodle was me thinking about how the Watcher watches over everyone#He sends out his little spider minions to spy on ppl!#He sees everything through their eyes#The Edgar comic is what I imagine he did when he left the depths#While the docs say that they only found his jewerly and crown at the Gateway#I like to think that Edgar saw this new place and immediately stripped naked. Cuz it's funnier that way#He decided to leave his past life as the prince at the gate with his royal clothes and jewerly#or something like that#The last doodle is how I imagine Tam's illness spread across his face#The documents don't mention how exactly he got the illness#I thought maybe it started from an innocuous scratch#He lost his eye cuz it straigh up rotted away#Annnnd that's about it#I'm always thinking about this mod as you can tell. So sad I can't draw every idea I have orz#Anyway I'll contunie having thoughts and patiently waiting for v8
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