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i'm always so afraid to ask my psychiatrist about increasing my dose of adhd meds bc i'm afraid she'll be like "ok addict no more meds for you at ALL" like she won't just refuse the increase but also stop prescribing the meds entirely despite her NEVER displaying that mentality before AND THAT'S WHAT STIGMA DOES TO A BITCH (i'm the bitch)
#my current shrink is great i love her#i've just had bad experiences w other doctors#i thought i was addicted to my adhd meds at one point but it turned out i was just undermedicated lmao#now i sometimes take slightly more than prescribed and i feel so much better but i can't keep doing that on my current dose bc i'll run out#idk though if i ask her what if she says no you're on too much already!#THEN what do i do
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for my birthday this year I got a two-day land typhoon, a daoist funeral, a crafts party, three new ferns, a rosemary harvest, and left shoulder pain so bad I was 60% convinced it was a fucking cardiac event 'cause i couldn't fully inhale and the pain radiated up to my jaw lol
#but you know what#that list is mostly good things lmfao#my great grandmother died and there were 100+ people of 5 generations at the funeral service#and it was an old school village culture funeral too!#we got to 披麻帶孝#and REPRESENTATIVES FROM THE LOCAL GOVERNMENT CAME TO PAY RESPECTS?????#GREAT GRANDMOTHER HOLY SHIT#WHO WERE YOU#i also now have rosemary sprigs drying above my bed i'm hoping they are both fragrant and a mosquito deterrent#anyways a massage therapist 刮'd my 痧 and now i have sick bruising down my back#and doctor gave me zapzap treatment and told me i have facet syndrome which is not a fun thing to look up#deadass almost went to the ER bc of the breathing thing el oh el#got prescribed anti-inflammatory stuff and muscle relaxants and steroids#which apparently are known to interact with glaucoma so i'm just like#here's to hoping that didn't come up in conversation bc it's too small a dose ahahah#feels like my body's falling apart at an alarming rate bros#it's anxious out here#but also I planted a carrot top and a peach pit#and crocheted/lined a super fucking cute bag so like!!!!!#it's FINE#screams#personal
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oh how i wish i could just be taking the pills that make me joyous all the time... unfortunately the pills that make me joyous are also the pills that make me incredibly drowsy, and sometimes i have things i would like to be able to do without falling over
#i'm talking about pregabalin#which on this occasion i took for its secret third effect (pills that make me not have terrible rls)#it's not something that was prescribed to me which is why i'm at the mercy of a dose that's much too high#i'm gonna be talking to my doctor about several things in a few days and this is one of them#a smaller dose would probably be enough to deal with the rls and presumably not make me as drowsy#but i'm guessing it would also reduce the joyousness#she may instead prescribe me clonazepam because that's what i used to take for rls until i mysteriously stopped having it for a while#she gave me some last time on a non-repeating prescription just to test the waters#but i know she's not that keen on giving out benzos for an uncommon off-label use that she'd never heard of before i brought it up#so she may prefer switching to pregabalin. which i would be fine with. both drugs seem to have the same set of effects on me#this has been anxiolytic sedatives talk with britta averinthine
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send you a vibe!! 〰️〰️ hope you feel better soon 🫶🏻
thank you 🫶🏻 luckily the post-tit headache was just like 2 days and now i am back to normal headache 🫡 i really appreciate ppl checking in though 🥹
#asks#dnpbeats#it's always up and down afjhdlkgfjg i took some rescues earlier today and it's already like fully back and worse???#not as bad as last weekend though!#i need to ask my doctor what the real max dose of aleve is bc the otc dose doesn't do anything#and the half life on my prescription stuff is clearly too short#i fear i may have already been prescribed the real max dose of aleve and it did not do much fadhkjgfsd#and every time i go to my doctor i'm like yeah these meds wear off really fast?? and they just go oh okay (writing this down)#LIKE GIRL CAN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT??#the first round of botox has definitely helped but there are still Problems#the second round should be a lot better boooooo give it to me right now smh
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Just remembered I have a psychiatrist appointment so early tomorrow. And I obviously dyed my hair so recently because there's green staining on my face. I don't think it's going to look great for the bipolar diagnosis, to disclose that I was feeling impulsive and wanted to get control over something, so I dyed my hair at midnight.
#i dont really like this psychiatrist but ive only seen her once so i figured i should give her one more shot#last time i saw her she adked how i liked my anxiety meds#i said i love them. theyre helpful and have no side effects since my body got used to them#and i said i explicitly didnt like ky old ones cuz of how they made me feel#she prescribed the old ones and said i should just tey taking a smaller dose. even though im on meds i like#but the bigger problem is#we went over all my previous medications. ive been on several. a lot of antidepressants especially which is really bad for bipolar#the worst antidepressant cause pericarditis (swelling around my heart) that made me go to the emergency room#we went over that. i told her everything i just told you#my bipolar leans heavily into the depression so she decided to tey another antidepressant along with my mood stabilizer#can you guess which antidepressant she prescribed? can you??#and i didnt realize it at the time because she called it the generic name so i couldnt explain she shiuldnt prescribe me that#and i meant to callher about it but it completely slipped my mind and i thought i had more time#and then suddenly my appointment is tomorrow#or the other thing she recommended was lithium. which feels like wuite an escalation#eapecially since she said it can cause irreversible damage to (maybe remembering this wrong) my kidneys#like i feel like there must be a better option. none of which are anxiety meds i dont like. an antidepressant that sent me to the hospital#or something that could cause irreversible damage. like i feel like theres a better way#i also need to talk to her about setting up an adhd assessment#i had an assessment a few years ago in which i was told im 'too smart to have adhd'#calling adhd people not smart is bullshit. you cant be too smart to have adhd. and i feel like i was just dismissed because im female#he said he wished he could score as hugh as i did on the knowledge tests#man me too. maybe then you wiuldnt be such an idiot. how did you get a license to practice. how did you pass any higher education#are you just a random guy that walked in off the street? i refuse to call him a doctor#i call him a quack or by his full name because i don't think he deserves the respect of that title#what was i talking about. oh yeah trying another assessment with an actual doctor this time#wish me luck with my appointment tomorrow bcuz she might try to kill me again#or dismiss my concerns of adhd like she dismissed my dislike for my old anxiety meds#im in hell. being mentally ill is hell a little bit#actually its not. im fine with my mental illness. im not fine with how doctors treat me because of it
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I love having OCD. I love having insane panic attacks about insane things my brain makes up that cause me so much anxiety I nearly throw up. I love trying to relax after a long day of work and ending up locked in the bathroom in my minimal spare time trying to remember how to breathe. Because my brain made something up and told me to panic like it was real. I'm having such a fun time.
#its fucking impossible to get in to see my therapist rn and its so frustrating cause like#i could go elsewhere and get appointments easier but my therapist is REALLY good soooooo#im just here like uhmmm. if anyone has a 5pm maitenance appointment they wanna drop me this month. i am having the worst anxiety since....#honestly since a couple year ago when we tried to get me off my antidepressant cause i felt like it wasnt working.#ten milligrams down had me in shambles lmfao#anyways next time i go into my doctor who prescribes for me im gonna talk to her more abt doses like#idk if i can go up on what im on but maybe something else would be better for me after...#over a decade on my current medication.#anyways#vent#personal#anxiety#ocd#tw panic attack mention#mental illness#not yr
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doctors and nurses should be forced to work in retail before being allowed anywhere near patients
#had to tell the stupid nurse “if i'm not familiar with any of this why am i expected to know everything about it? it's your job to explain”#“i- but-” no no shut up. i'm done with these things. honestly. shut up.#put them in their place. don't be scared to raise your voice when they act allmighty#“you're old enough to-” shut up. would you tell that to someone who's +30?#just because i'm young it doesn't mean you can talk to me like that. at all. stay in your fucking place.#i did every fucking thing by the book. shut the fuck up. it's not my fault if you guys don't fucking communicate#and you know. this happened to me when i got surgery. one doctor told me to take idk what before it.#then the aneathesiologist gave a second dose to me. and i was like “hm. i think i already took that one tho”#“oh really? you shouldn't have”#sir?? it's your colleague's fault. he prescribed it to me. said “take it before the surgery” and i did#how was i supposed to know that the two of you don't communicate??#“what do you study?” “translation.” “ok then you know languages and this isn't your field of exp-” fucking exactly#so why the fuck are you coning at me?? i'm not saying anything#imagine pulling up to the hospital and a nurse decides to patronise you for being a patient?? uh??#sir your people told me to do this and that. wtf.#coming*#“say something if you get lightheaded” i'd rather fucking die than rely on you. this is between me and god now. shut up.#* anaesthesiologist. i can spell.#“ok but if you got a weak immune system you should have-” sir. sir. i do what you people tell me to. i can't fucking do whatever i please.#you prescribe me the wrong stuff & then complain when you make a mistake as if it were my fault?? wow.#medical malpractice
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still laughing the doctor who straight up lied to my aunt when I was 17 about xanax being addictive because I was put on it to help with the "adjustment disorder" after having to move in with her.
she asked him if it was & this man looked her in the eyes and did such an exaggerated gasp and was like "no where on earth did you hear that?" WHAT
#just bold faced lied right to her face & that shit had me feeling like a dead person for tao years#didn't help i was put on the highest dose he could prescribe#i thought I needed it bc at that point i still hadn't been properly diagnosed yk so i didn't know any better#and just assumed my doctor knew what he was doing which he did not clearly
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It really is that thing where if you don't have some kind of persistent chronic health issue which you almost never get actual useful help for but you still constantly have to see doctors about that you will never really comprehend how tiring and frustrating it is. Like you can be the most sympathetic person in the world but if you don't live it you will never really understand it.
#like i was complaining to my mum and i know she means well and everything#and shes sympathetic but she just doesnt get it#'well go to a different doctor' i have. i have been to 10 different doctors. none of then have helped me.#'we will find a specialist' there are no specialists in our entire region#i know this bc i have looked for then#i have to go over an hour away and spend fuck knows how much to see one#the one i did see was no help to me at all#he did however prescribe me 12x the normal dose of a medication i ended up not supposed to be on#thats what my history looks like#so dont give me the 'find someone else do something else try something else'#bc the people in charge who hold all the power will not let me#theres no one else to find theres fuck all else to do you just dont get it
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chronic fatigue and sleep disorders steal so much of your life away from you and i hate how it’s all dismissed as laziness and not taken seriously. in what world does someone want to sleep twelve hours a night and wake up exhausted (but it’s okay because we’re slightly less exhausted than we would be with the normal, recommended amount of sleep)? do most people you know want to fall asleep sitting in public? in what world does that sound appealing? I’ve lost friends over this shit!! I’m in a perpetual stress state over missing classes or work or appointments or exams over this shit!
#i was only able to stop sleeping in class when i was started on stimulant meds for adhd so that’s just another layer of bullshit#because pharmacists LOVE to treat you like a monster for your doctor prescribed meds#like. baby dose pill of calm me down slightly and increase my chances of not taking three naps a day is not the enemy here.#and god forbid you try to find out what’s wrong with you because every doctor you see will tell you it’s anxiety.#or run a single blood test before telling you you’re fine and maybe try going to bed earlier
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The nurse who prescribes my HRT is great, zero complaints, but he can put the ball a little too in-my-court. In my most recent checkup we were talking about adjusting my dose, and he asked what dosage I wanted, and like, that's not a question I am qualified to answer, my guy.
So I said, "My ideal dose is basically that I'm holding an erlenmeyer flask of pure estrogen and someone offscreen yells, 'Doctor, you can't!' and I say, 'Just watch me!' and then I drink it and contort violently around and then fall out of frame and when I pop back into frame I'm played by Anne Hathaway."
And he didn't give me that dose but he did up it, so, like I said, zero complaints.
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#OP do you by chance have red hair or at least have natrual red hair at some point in your life?
nope i'm naturally blonde but with black eyebrows bc nature thought that would be hysterical
which is a travesty bc i have green eyes + the perfect skintone for it i look really good as a ginger
a fun and fucked up fact about me is that when i was in sixth form (16-18), approximately 10 years prior to being diagnosed ADHD, i drank SO MUCH store brand energy drink that 2 things happened
1) It became such an obvious and well known Thing about me that my tutors started putting "too much red bull can kill you" news articles on the walls. These were not present in rooms I didn't have classes in. It was not a college-wide initiative. That was for me, specifically. Nobody said it but we all knew.
2) Several friends suggested, in all seriousness, I contact the Guinness Book of Records to set a record for "most caffeine consumed with no physical effect" after I had 3x 1 litre bottles in about an hour and my heart rate was still exactly the same and nothing about my demeanour had changed at all. Meanwhile Ryan had 1 bottle and was physically vibrating. Because he's normal.
(I didn't do it because it would require having a medical professional present the whole time to verify and like absolutely nobody with a medical degree is going to do that in good conscience)
#'blondes don't have eyebrows' skill issue tbh#but nope not ginger just a chronic pain enjoyer#and most of us have some form of Liver Is A Bitch genetics for unknown reason#it's just a lot of people don't know that's what it is i think#because most doctors don't know it's a thing#like i know it's more pharmacology than anything but it really would be very useful and save a lot of time#if they were at least aware of the concept#i mean really it's 2 pathways responsible between them for the vast majority of medication#if they just learned common ones for those two they'd join the dots so fucking quickly#but no. here we are. had to figure that out for myself (mostly) (a very smart woman told me about the concept) (shoutout to trenchkamen)#and then do a study on myself to prove it#and prove i could alter it (one of them)#(i mean i can alter the other one too but it isnt worth the hassle)#and then give that study to an adhd specialist#to explain why we were failing and how to fo from an F to like a C-#so now one (1) specialist and my GP accept this as just a thing and will factor in accordingly#but every other doctor is still like 'that's not a thing'#buddy stop making the fact you don't know HOW drugs work my problem#it shouldnt have been my problem but it was and i solved it just sit down#honourable shoutout to my GP who just accepted i was a drug goblin before either of us knew why#and just prescribed anything new at max dose to start with to save us all the time#a duty psych once sent me away from urgent care with 2mg valium and when i told my GP that he straight up cackled#because not 3 weeks before we'd gotten to 60mg (triple max dose) before giving up#and if said psych had looked at my notes for like 5 seconds he would have known that
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diy-ing your own sertraline dose adjustment because you're having the worst day of your fucking life but it's your doctor's free day so you can't call him until monday comes and other stupidly dangerous and specific things that i somehow handled correctly (and safely) through pure intuition and autism
#yelling into the void#true story from the last few days#don't do this at home#i just did it because fortunately for me one of my special interests is psychobiology and because i was desperate#i also studied psychobiology and psychopharmacology in uni for a while so i kinda knew what i was fucking with#i'm not at the level of my doctor obviously but i probably know more than the average person#so i got my ocd diagnosed. surprising no one#and i got sertraline prescribed#cool. good#except that i took it for a few days and i discovered that the dose was too high for me#i uh i broke a tooth by gritting them at night got brain zaps barely ate got numb and apathetic and dissociated it SUCKED#but it happened on saturday. when my doctor isn't available#so#my dumb ass goes#let's go all sunday on the half-life of the dose from friday evening (so saturday) and see how i am#shit i felt fine#and then i took half my dose#still fine#called my doctor#got told to do exactly what i did#jfc what an ordeal
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hi sorry to bother u about this, i searched around transmasc subreddits for an answer to this and while i saw a few people joking about getting dry cramps, nobody seems to know what this is. and i vaguely remember seeing a post by you mentioning "mystery cramps" in a post also about vaginal atrophy, but I didnt pay attention to the post much at the time bc at that point i wasnt experiencing atrophy or mystery cramps.
but now I'm a bit over a year on T, (my periods stopped only about 4 months ago though, because i was on a much lower dose than most for a lot longer time than most. that ~4 months ago time frame lines up with upping my dose from 0.2 to 0.3ml. i'm on 0.4ml tho now as of about 3 weeks ago) and suddenly i'm getting "mystery cramps" sometimes, it seems to happen especially the night before my T-shot day, (but i cant say that with certainty—i know i'm having them right now and my shot day is tomorrow morning, and i think thats been the case, but i dont know for sure) and they feel exactly like period cramps. to the point where i feel super paranoid that maybe i've been injecting improperly and the testosterone isnt absorbing right and my period is actually coming back. (something i often have nightmares about)
i searched your blog again for that post and did find it, (the one about estradiol cream treating it) but the wording of it is a little unclear and i wanted to just clarify that this is the same thing youre talking about? or if what im experiencing is different than the "mystery cramps" you meant and i should see a doctor
I am for sure not a doctor, and I think you should see one either way!
My personal understanding of the "mystery cramps" is that it's a part of "vaginal atrophy" that some, but not all trans folks who go on T experience, and it usually doesn't start until a couple of years on T ( which is also, to my knowledge, based on more standard doses as opposed to "low-dose" T).
Mine started about two years in, and was happening occasionally at first- always at night, and often the day before my T shot- then progressed to several nights a week over time. Nowadays I tend to experience cramping almost every time I so much as miss one dose of estradiol. Ibuprofen and Midol are the only OTC pain relievers that seem to do the trick, and the cramping will keep me up through the entire night untreated. It also tends to come in fairly predictable waves (spaced maybe 15-30 minutes apart) and right before I started estradiol, I remember getting some light spotting as well.
iirc, I talked to my PCP when it was just starting up, and their response was along the lines of "that's weird, let's keep an eye on it". I moved and didn't have a PCP for a while, so when the spotting started, I went to a walk-in urgent care clinic and talked to them. They gave me a referral for an ultrasound, and encouraged me to go to a "women's health" clinic that had long history of specializing in trans care as well. When I talked to the folks at that clinic, they encouraged me to go through with the ultrasound (I didn't), and prescribed estradiol cream because I asked them to and they didn't see a reason not to try it.
If you think it's possible this is what's going on with you, I would really encourage you to talk to a doctor, specifically bring up research around this issue and estradiol cream as a treatment option, and ask them if there's a reason not to try it just to see if it does anything for you. If nothing else, estradiol cream also treats vaginal dryness, tightness, and inflammation (other symptoms of "vaginal atrophy"), so it might be worth a shot for those reasons anyway!
And don't do what I did; if they want you to do an ultrasound or whatever else, go with it, and rule out other possibilities. Listen to medical advice from medical professionals who know your medical history and who you trust are listening to you & know what they're talking about.
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The way addicts and chronically ill people are dehumanized is so exhausting
The normalization of this shit in medical and casual settings is genuinely mind boggling. Addicts and disabled people go through so much bullshit. I've dealt with many fucked up doctors when I just needed help
I had a kidney infection, some months back. This is always extremely medically urgent, and I was likely only hours from sepsis. I went to the hospital reporting my pain to be a 9/10. 9 because my 10 was gallstones. I experienced severe malpractice at the hospital and the doctor reported exams that never occured and false information while making me wait with nothing more than tylenol to hold me over (didn't touch the pain) and bring my fever down but that's a whole other story
They did however, deny me the pain medication I needed until it was time to go home. I'm deathly allergic to NSAIDS, but that's something an addict might say so they witheld pain relief because they'd rather me suffer just in case I'm a different kind of sick. An entire night, maybe 6 hours in the ER and they couldn't give me anything, not a small dose of morphine or one norco even a few hours prior to take the edge off of the pain while I was curled up shaking and crying. Just in case I was an addict looking for my fix, and my suffering was just withdrawals and good acting. In that case maybe I deserved it and should be denied my humanity. God forbid in that case I'm so desperate to alleviate unbearable withdrawals that I spend all night in the ER crying. Not the first time I've experienced red tape just to get relief from excruciating pain
But whatever. As per protocol I was asked to follow up with my pcp. So a few days later I called to set an appointment, but I'd also run out of norco and desperate to relieve the pain I asked if I could be filled even enough for a few days, until the pain was bearable. I had difficulty walking, laying down, and I again, can't take most pain relievers. The receptionist was nice and understanding, actually got me in touch with the doctor because she wanted me to be able to get my refill. Probably heard the pain in my voice even. She believed me
She transfers me over to the doctor and I tell him I'd like a follow up and ask if he could fill my painkillers. I would've acceped a no from him, I just needed my follow up. He asked about my condition, I told him my diagnosis and how much pain I was in
And he laughed.
Got a real hoot out of it, like he had me all figured out. Like he caught me trying to cheat the system. I must be trying to get high or make some money with a few days worth of norco as i'm nearly in tears from the pain even while calling
He tells me through his laughter "I don't prescribe painkillers for 'kidney infections'" saying it with a mocking emphasis on those words, as if I'd said "stubbed toe". Follows with "Yeah haha, bye." and hangs up on me. No follow up like I called for. Needless to say I no longer have a pcp but truly if he thought I was an addict trying to take advantage of him he should have still treated me professionally. Maybe not cackled when I said my pain was excruciating for a start
I just don't understand why the hell so many doctors can be so apathetic to people's suffering. Addicts deserve better and so do disabled people- whether you think they're addicts or not. The assumption that we're lying, trying to trick them and are feigning pain to do it is disgusting, listening to your patients is so important. And if that were the case they could have some sympathy and ask themselves what it would take for someone to go those lengths, take such drastic measures and go through that trouble to obtain those substances.
Addiction is not a moral failing. Many disabled and chronically ill people unfortunately rely on medications that have addictive properties. About 80% of heroin addicts first misused prescription drugs. However only about 4-6% of those addicted to prescription drugs switch to things like heroin. And instead of help or compassion for people who just need help (addicts or not), they just figure we're one in the same and treat us like subhuman degenerates, leeches on society. And I think people need to change how they view addiction. Doctors need to change how they view addiction
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