#irl vent post

[pretty-house-pretty-garden]

meeting a c!scott/dl!scott who actually recognizes his wrongdoings and feels sorry for what happened and recognizes he was also in the fucking wrong a lot

would actually fuckin fix me

i hate double life shifts

i hate myself so bad and i dont even know why cause ive actually grown to recognize my mistakes yet everytime i see a scott he doesnt fucking think he did me any wrong and that its all my fault

i dont get it

its not even just the rom mems that hurt anymore

i just want my soulmate back

i wanna be loved

everyone else sucked too. no one fucking cared for all the times i tried to be friendly

i dont want people to be scared of me

im not a bad dog. i dont know why i bite.

i- i dont. i dont know

i just wanted friends

i just wanted love

but everyone made sure to let me know i would never ever get that. that i was an evil bringer. a curse. a bad omen.

i hate it here

i will never ever have good things to say about double life

and i hate people who watched other povs first cause they will never fucking get it and they ALWAYS excuse the others

[corvid-canidae-art]

Vent comic abt being autistic and a therian

[dollchoragi]

[jiraijinx]

me when i wake up again (i did NOT sign up for this)

[thatonedeadboi]

"I can do it by myself." but you dont have to anymore, my little doll. you dont have to face everything all on your own. you dont have to suffer all on your own. im right here now. let me carry the weight of your past. let me tend to your wounds. let me learn even the darkest parts of you and show you it was all meant to be adored by me.

let me give you the devotion you've always deserved.

[hisenemy]

i hope my absence gives you the peace my love never could…

[pienhime]

[pretty-house-pretty-garden]

pls stfu abt ori -sincerely, o!magicsings

Im so so fucking tired

Writing this on a better mindset than ive been recently

But i really wish i could just. Never have to hear about him again.

I dont think i can even say what he even did. As in c!Ori, the one from my canon, multiple timelines actually, including a vent au/ficlet i made once.

I just. I hate him. I hate seeing him everywhere. People left silvia and adrienss in the dust more easily, why cant it be the same with him?

Even from a fan perspective i never liked his character

But its specially hard bc of the shit he did- and what his cc! did too the other members fuckin hate the guy!

I just hate him. I dont wanna see halo boy anymore.

I hate his name, i hate his face and i hate his voice.

I hate his eyes, i hate his smile, i hate his hands.

I hate him. So fucking much.

I have a server where we rp random characters, both mc ones and from other fandoms. And i was scared this one guy was gonna claim halo boy. And low and behold he did.

Ive been told he plays him so different from canon. But i dont care.

I know if i see him in the same world as me ill start having a panic attack ooc and ic (well duh im playing myself) cause hahahah no fucking shot. I dont want him around me ever again.

I just really want him gone.

Please i dont wanna have to see him mentioned or his face around ever again.

Sigh great i thought i wasnt as affected but letting this out is saying otherwise. God.

Im so glad i have somewhere to post this now.

I really. Dont like him. I hate him actually. I hate everything about him.

Plus he was so toxic to my sister wtf!! And he would hit on her knowing she was aroace too. She thought he was just "being nice"... girl PLS WAKE UP!!! GRRR

Idfk. I just hate him sm.

Aaaaahhh ig its time to continue that vent art i cooked so hard w the other day... yuhh..

Might post it here? Still scared of other ppl finding it ghhh

[heartsickvirus]

I HATE yanblr because I'm so JEALOUS. I wanna be the person people write their twisted obsessive posts about. I want to be the person they're obsessing over. I want to be the person people are devoted to. I want to be the person people desperately need to be around. It should be ME. These posts should be about ME!!! I want to be LOVED!!! But I don't feel loved until I'm not someone's obsession... Never enough.. never enough love

[dollchoragi]

[reveregret]

sorry for following you everywhere like a lost puppy, i may or may not have devoted my entire existence to adoring you

[bpdjirai]

wake up, rot in bed all day, fall asleep, repeat. such a miserable way to live, but i can’t do much else. i’m entirely useless.

[thatonedeadboi]

You don't have to hold back with me, little doll. give me your clinginess and let me show you how easily it can be adored. be needy with me and ill prove that i can't get enough of you. get jealous over the smallest things and ill show you reassurance without ever having to beg. lay all the pain you have on me and ill never let you feel it alone again.

tell me all the ways you love and ill show you that you could never be too much.

[trouble-de-la-belle-princesse]

"if i cut i bleed glitter"

[pussysidon]

Living with a disability, especially a progressive or dynamic one is so fucking stressful. I don't know whether I'll be able to do things I can do now in a couple of years or even a couple of months. Maybe today I'm up and dancing but tomorrow I can barely leave my bed. I'm already grieving the things I know I won't be able to do in the future and it's so, so so so hard. The worst part is that there's nothing you can do but try to enjoy life right now and hope you can keep doing what you love

[zennotixs]