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i wanted to try a digital study
#they're very fun to me :] at least with javi#i struggle with kieran so absolutely much but javier gets easier and easier every time#i think because he's so ... soft ? whereas kieran is more square and sharp#and naturally my style is more soft and round. there's something psychological about that i feel but i haven't unlocked that level of#introspection yet#anyway. here he is. i had a lot of fun with this. i always enjoy studies when i'm in the mood but up until now they've kinda been sacredly#reserved for my sketchbook where they are arguably harder to do. idk why but it's more fun to me that way#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#javier escuella#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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Healing means I miss you a little bit less everyday.
#life#spilled thoughts#love#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#writing#healing#itll pass#itll be okay#itll be fine#life is hard#life is strange#writers on tumblr#introspection#introspective#been thinking about this a lot lately#positive thinking#love quote life quotes#love qoute#love quotes#i miss what we were#yearning hours#yet i would never go back to you#relationships#tw grief#tw death
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#yuna#final fantasy#ffx2#final fantasy x2#paine#gifs#my gifs#ugh hedy burress slayed this performance in x2#i love introspective yuna#one of the first major instances of paine seeing the real yuna#an underrated yet important little scene in their friendship#paine and yuna#x2 moments
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Maybe a drabble where Katsuki (and the rest of 1-A) is invited to EraserMic's wedding after the war, because after everything that happened, they don't want to put it off any more.
And Katsuki is introspective about it, because there they are, two adult male heroes, getting married to each other. While the wedding is a private affair, and you know Aizawa hates the press and wouldn't let them anywhere near their big day, it IS public knowledge.
And Katsuki, long suffering a deep devotion to Izuku (and realizing what that actaully means, ie, he's in LOVE with the idiot) and several months into funding and designing that passion project of his, can't help but secretly be heartened by seeing a Queer romantic couple of widely known and loved Heroes be recognized and accepted in the Hero space.
Not that he'd ever be apologetic about his feelings for Izuku, or his own Queerness, but Katsuki finds comfort in seeing Eraser and Mic so happy, smiling at each other in that way, as if they can finally be open.
He looks at Izuku, finding the nerd beaming brightly at their teachers' happiness, and imagines one day, that he could be that happy with Izuku, and they could gather in front of all their loved ones. And the Hero World would welcome them too.
#bakudeku#drabble idea#katsuki learning from his elders#i think this would be a sweet idea#katsuki introspection#katsuki is queer hc#i dont really think about EraserMic a lot?#but i had this thought that seeing them together would help Katsuki#not to say that he isnt already probably proud and certain of who he is#but having that example in front of him would be interesting#idk has anyone played with this idea yet?#erasermic#bkdk#bakugou katsuki#gives him yet another dream to shoot for lol#give izuku supersuit#open agency with izuku#MARRY IZUKU#the three top goals of Katsuki Bakugou#ofc dont know how deep homophobia goes in the mha world#i got to thinking after injecting a little bit of erasermic into my fic lmao
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"No curse, no spell, could sever your connection to her light" quote from Vox Machina but it really applies to Rayllum SO
#pls like self-introspective talk or smth#or even like viren somehow communicates with callum (dark magic fever dream pls) to help the dragang bc he wants claudia to get help#just throwing it out there#vox machina#quote#rayllum#tdp#tdp s7 wishlist#i really hope snake boi callum but we have yet to see so 🤷♀️
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DickBats era was truly something. Both eras. Now that's an Eras Tour that I would gleefully enjoy lol
#i cannot vibe with people who claim to be Dick Grayson fans but think him being Batman is an inherently tragic thing#tragic not because that means Bruce is now gone but tragic because apparently Dick hates being Batman#canon keeps saying Dick expects to inherit Bruce's mission and yet fanon keeps insisting they know better#batfam fandom needs an introspective phase#dickbats#dick grayson#robin#nightwing#batman#the world's finest
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I love unrequited love like mad and all the apology tour fanart but alastor ship ver. are great, i eat them up like spaghetti but if i ever see genuine critique on alastor (ace, implied aro) for not liking the other character back and putting blame on him -> it's block on sight 😊
I eat hanahaki fics for breakfast, the guilt-trippy nature in apology tour isn't my problem. if the guilt-tripping is just for a tasty narrative, i'm good,
my problem is if it actually reflects your belief that the aro/ace character is at fault while the other half of the ship is a precious baby for catching feelings and did nothing wrong.
I don't want genuine blame being put on the aro/ace character for just, not being able to give what the other wants. It sends me into a spiral of feelings i cannot explain as an aroace.
#like i said if it's just for the fun of a good story im more than ok with it#i like to write about that shit too it helps me with introspection#also this is just a hypothetical situation because i haven't seen it happen again yet#apology tour parody fanart just really tows very dangerously on my boundaries cause it can attract the type of Alastor haters I've seen b4#so when i see fanart. i bookmark with love but i never look at the comments lmao#vent post#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#alastor#helluva boss apology tour#helluva boss spoilers#radiostatic#radioapple
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Research for an au fic I’m working on: how would Azula act and behave in a modern setting? And I don’t mean re-imagine her character within a modern context and stories. This isn’t Azula, but she’s an overachieving American high schooler with strict and overbearing parents, or Azula, but she’s the soon-to-be CEO of her father’s multinational conglomerate based in Japan or something. No, I mean how would Azula as she is in canon, Fire nation princess and all, act and behave if you simply just took her from her world and plopped her into [insert current year you’re reading this]?
#Like I wanna see what her figure out modern technology so bad#Bro is probably stunned by like microwaves and ovens and fridges and all that#imagine her saying#“How has the fire nation the smartest and most technologically advanced of all the four nations#not yet figured out the limitless potential of being able to reheat your food thus making it edible and enjoyable once again?!”#wanna see her throw an iPhone at a wall because she received a text message#and has no idea why the magical black box is all of a sudden directly communicating with her#Like the potential for comedy is endless#But also more seriously what would she make of our modern social and political problems?#And our art?#Imagine she if listened to our music? Or Watched our movies and TV shows or read our literature#it’s said in canon that she enjoyed reading a lot as a young child and spent a lot of time combing over the royal palace’s archives#Imagine her stumbling upon a modern library#She’s always been a lover of history#so I can just imagine with piles of books trying to cram our entire recorded history like she’s revising for an exam#What kinds of introspections and reflections would she have#learning about all the horrible atrocities we committed throughout history in the name of a culture or an individual or an idea?#How would she compare and contrast it all to her own upbringing and everything she was taught about her world?#Oh and the internet of course#I feel like she would go into a comatose state discovering the internet#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla au#azula#princess azula#atla azula
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Currently thinking about Aang and Zuko in the NWT cave scene except instead of anything actually meaningful, I'm just realizing, Aang 100% could've gotten further/done more with his airbending then scooch across the snow like a worm.
He didn't actually have a full plan for getting away from Zuko, I think he legit just had a 'fuck you' moment and blasted Zuko into a wall for tying him up (same as he did to Zhao) before realizing, oh wait, I'm surrounded by snow and have no idea where I am. But he had to at least put up the pretense of continuing to try to get away because, again, Fuck Zuko for tying him up. But he really doesn't try past that. Zuko literally just tosses him aside and Aang's just like 'oh sure Ill lay here'.
That air blast was 100% a petty attack he disguised as an attempt to escape.
#and yet he still saved Zuko two minutes later#aang doesnt like to be tied up#and he has done the nonverbal equivelent of 'fuck you' to zuko before#I love petty aang#zuko is being all introspective in this scene and its a strong powerful moment that hints at a deeper connection between the two#and aangs just done with zukos shit#aang#zuko#zukaang#aang talks#atla#woodlaflababab
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pentiment not giving a definitive answer to the act i and ii mysteries isn't because all the suspects are equally likely to be guilty. i've seen people interpret it that way and then complain that the ending is a copout but like does anyone genuinely think ottilia did it. i know "possibly but uncertainly" is not that far off "equally likely" but i think it's an important distinction to make when it comes to understanding what the game is focused on.
it's not about who were the actual killers, it's not even about the circumstances that make it impossible for that to be known, it's about what made YOU point the finger at someone and the consequences of that choice. did you actually think they were guilty, or were they just an asshole? did you think it was someone else but held your tongue because they deserved to live? what about their age? community standing? did convenience factor into it? alternatively, what would happen if you dirtied someone's name and they were still around years later?
if there was a fixed answer everyone would just get caught up on whether they picked up all the hints and if they were chose the "right" or "wrong" path. that would detract from everything the game is trying to say. as it is, i think people who come away really wanting those mysteries solved, saying "i don't know who it was and therefore i might as well have spun a wheel and not wasted 15 hours to get here" have missed a lot of what it's really about.
#zann talks#pentiment#some complainer did think the ambiguity was commentary on the difficulty in finding justice. which imo IS correct#but i think overall that's a vehicle and therefore secondary to the broader idea that the stories we decide to tell are powerful#so we should have some introspection and consider things carefully cause life (the consequences of your actions) comes at you fast!#sidenote i have seen multiple let's plays of the game. i don't have numbers so it's anecdotal but#at the end of act i everyone is super uncertain about their choice which is almost always ferenc#in act ii people seem more certain of their selection but who it is is more evenly split#idk what that means exactly yet other than act ii really isn't a direct rehash of act i
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ur blue skrunkly man fascinates me, please tell me about him (and has he managed to make Halsin worse)
HIII ANON THANK YOU FOR THE ASK <3 His name is Tavryn, he spent two entire arcs being the worst man alive who prioritized money over everything else. Karlach wants him dead. I really did think I was going to play a fully evil character but then Act 3 started and it came with all these heavy hitting questions about morality and.......against all odds, he somehow got fixed. More or less. So I guess Halsin was right.
#baldur's gate 3#halsin#astarion#minsc#gale dekarios#I haven't finished my first playthrough yet I'm at 220 hours and only have the last quest to go so tav might still be shit by the end!#I genuinely was not expecting act 3 to be. Idk so introspective it really made my guy question his entire life#the writing in this game man#ask#myart
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i love laslow and nyx’s supports and i love how they go from trauma dump central in the b support




to making fun of their angst in the a


like theyre soooo lame and it makes me emo and every time i watch this support i kick my feet and twirl my hair theyre SOOOOOOO SICKENING. WHO WROTE THIS. WHOOOOOOO
#ann plays fates#THIS IS MY LAST GAMEPLAY (‘gameplay’ im reading supports and nothing else) POST OF THE NIGHT I SWEAR#IM DONE#i just have a lot of meaningless thoughts im having a lot of fun#i forgot how much i love these characters its been so long#but yeah i feel like i post about this convo a lot but its always just a different part of it#but its not my fault the whole thing is SO good#i love them so much… definition of comfort hets#even if theyre both definitely bisexual#las also has like aspec stuff going on as well but thats neither here nor there#theyre just sooooo…#im so into the ‘seeing the worst in yourself but the best in the other person’ thing#and they do it so well#bc its like u see their angst and where it comes from and it really is all so unfathomable#and with laslow like obviously the other two could feel the same but hes very much the most introspective of the three#and ive talked about it before but his relationship with death is very different than the other two#and so i think for him to get wrapped up in his own self loathing with this is so much fun#AND ALSO THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE YOU FIGURE OUT HE BLAMES HIMSELF FOR LEAVING THE BAD TIMELINE?!#HE DOESNT TALK ABOUT IT ANYWHERE ELSE (to my knowledge?!)#and then with nyx i feel like a lot of her supports are about her helping others#which makes sense! she wants to repent and this is how shes doing it#but i think for laslow to come along and tell her there is someone like her out there (him!!) can help her come out of her isolation a bit#and its j really sweet#I LOVE THEMM I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME#also i LOVE two of the saddest people in the army coming together and making the happiest cutest daughter ever#two characters so moon and stars adjacent having a sunny baby… STOPPPPP#another episode of ann making up shit thats not even close to canon#i feel like ppl often say ‘laslow is fates’ best character’ ‘nyx is so well written!’#and yet no one ever reads their convo together which is a shame bc even if its j platonic i think its a really important one for both#anyways tag limit. i only reach it when talking about them…
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there’s something the show never actually explores but which is so compelling to me is the fact that like. church exists so so adjacent to villainry. half the villains of this show are some form of church. and not just like a foil parallel thing, they’re literally church. so many parts church are so willing to break bad. his need for control over others so, so easily falls into abuse and “evil”.
but the show really never explores this! there’s never really any sort of examination of churchs character through the lens of like. maybe he’s actually not a very good person? or maybe. what does it actually take to make someone a “bad person”. why is church any different from any other part of him. is he different from any other part of him? how do you look at the director and blame him for his actions when you know for a literal fact that in his position you would not, could not have done anything differently. because you already did it and the proof of that is sitting right in front of you. i don’t know. it’s just. man.
#if you think 15 is a simulation then like. once again a version of church falling to villainry#it’s just wild that there’s literally never any introspection of how church is. the villain.#for the first 10 seasons it’s all church. church is the villain of every arc.#church is the bad guy#and the show ends with church yet again. being the bad guy#–chi
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My theory is that Mark Scout has so many deep seated issues and trauma that he compartmentalizes everything and therefore cannot reintegrate until he accepts every part of himself… something something accepting and healing your inner child with empathy and love instead of neglecting and abusing him
#I refuse to believe that there is no pay off for all that reintegration stuff lol#mark scout#severance#have I watched the finale yet? no#BUT THIS HAS BEEN MY THEORY FROM THE START OF SHOW#and clearly love did not transcend severance except mayhaps Irving#and if they go down the path of Irving naturally reintegrating then that makes complete sense because Irving is a deeply introspective#person and understand himself and seemingly has respect and empathy for his innie
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Inspiration Sunday Sentences
My turn to take my queer feels out on our freshly minted Bi Buck 🩷💜💙
tagged by the lovely @stereopticons @loserdiaz @tizniz @filet-o-feelings @diazsdimples @ladydorian05 @theotherbuckley absolutely loving everything you're putting out in the world (and obviously tagging you right back)

Next is the bisexual pride pin from Eddie that he prominently displays on his work duffle. Chris gives Buck his own gift, a Binosaur tee shirt that makes them both giggle. There’s a pink, purple and blue fidget spinner ring from Chim. A snapback embroidered with ‘I put the bi in bitch’ from Hen and Karen.
Athena bakes him cupcakes with tiny pride flags stuck in the frosting that’s also dusted with rainbow sugar crystals. Buck definitely never tells her how they unintentionally lead to the best sex he’s had in years after Tommy witnessed him shoving the entire treat in his mouth in one go.
Through his adult life, Buck has developed a certain taste for his personal decor and style. It’s rather minimalist, but it works for him. Still, he finds he enjoys adding these gifts of support and love from his family.
np tagging (lmk if you want added or removed) @shipperqueen6 @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @bidisasterbuckdiaz @actuallyitsellie @bi-buckrights @chaosandwolves @daffi-990 @elvensorceress @epicbuddieficrecs @eowon @fortheloveofbuddie @bucksbiawakening @giddyupbuck @saybiwithme @hoodie-buck @jesuisici33 @indestructibleheart @jesuisici33 @thekristen999 @lemonzestywrites @lizzie-bennetdarcy @loveyouanyway @monsterrae1 @rmd-writes @spaceprincessem @spotsandsocks @steadfastsaturnsrings @the-likesofus @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming @thewolvesof1998 @vanillahigh00 @watchyourbuck @weewootruck @welcometololaland @wikiangela @wildlife4life @your-catfish-friend @honestlydarkprincess @queerbuckleys and anyone else who wants to 😘
#911 spoilers#hippo writes#surprise! introspective queer feelings#from moi???? the hell you say!#no idea what we’re calling this one yet#hippos bi Buck fic#in which i have a lot of feelings#about learning who you are later in life#and being told it’s unnecessary to *suddenly* have queer everything where everyone else can see it#spoiler alert: it's not#you do you babe#love you anyway to the core#inspiration saturday#sunday sentences#7SS
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Chainsaw Man is not gonna have a nice, sugary ending, I'm fully aware of that. But can I at least get a bittersweet one for my favorites, Asa and Denji! I don't care what style of bittersweet it is.
Whether it's like this,
(Scene: Devilman Crybaby)
Or like this,
(Scene: Junji Ito's Uzumaki)
I think I'd be okay. Happy, no, obviously not; Fujimoto and his team aren't gonna make this end well. You could feel it from the start.
I have no idea if Asa will ever get to confess how she feels to Denji. I have no idea how Denji will take that information. I have no idea how long Denji will put up with Yoru (doesn't seem like for long but who knows).
All I know is that I just want them to be happy, and together. The world could end, but if they could feel some semblance of peace and human connection for even a moment, I'll be okay.
#i care for them both so deeply aughshagg#i tend to ramble more about them as a pairing cuz everyone else already has really good introspection so i dont have anything new to add..#theyre my comfort pairing#and it doesnt help that i relate to them both#so i just want the best for them.#i know it doesnt objectively matter if a pairing you like becomes canon bc its all fictional#but it would make me happy if they could be even for a moment#theyve been through so much. someone give them a break#can u tell ive been upsetti spaghetti about asa not returning yet#where is she#sero rambles#chainsaw man#asaden
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