#insanity from my fixation
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Who's having a "new" fixation? Who's returning to an old fixation thanks to a bestie of mine? Who's fixating again on a violent media that's 22 years old?
It's me. And it's Madness Combat.
I'm wayyy too excited to show this to the internet, since the first time I did show the AU was in 2021 and.... you could say it was lacking in many details. I may have forgotten to add some information, but they're the least important things so here's all of those things in one post!
Ever wondered how much I've changed this AU after almost three years? It's a LOT of things. First of all, I made them from "Wyrms" into zilogytes, a cobra-like species of wormbugs that feed off of code in the Madness Combat world. And I redesigned them to be a bit more unique compared to a grunt, and then readjusted the story so it's not too outlandishly different other than adding hollow code-eaters and making three characters into brothers for some reason.
I will explain more about their species in another time, but I'm also a bit too tired to explain about the characters themselves because the AU is still a WIP believe it or not!
Woe, have the guys without any clothes! (Except for the average Nevadean.)
Also have extra bits of information I've screenshotted before! (Ignore the Hank Bibble Wimbleton, I was sleepy-drunk and went crazy for blue-tinted PNG of Hank)
#alteredsart#madness combat#madness combat au#The Zilogyte Trio#Zilogytes#Reference sheet????? idk#brain is a blob#only the worms are in my brain#>> the referred worms are zilogytes#insanity from my fixation#RRRRRAAAAAAAAGHHHH#Altered.Madness
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it wasn't Galacta Knight that Bandee noticed was wrong.
for a slightly more in-depth answer to some of these:
"why not Kirby?" because Galacta Knight knows that Kirby is basically the sole risk to him happily living in this timeline, and is keeping an extremely close eye on him and controlling everything he sees and hears. in contrast he doesn't pay too much attention to Bandee, and as a result Bandee actually encounters Meta Knight very briefly during the Robobot arc (which happens shortly before this comic). Galacta Knight's also mentoring Kirby to be far more ruthless and less forgiving, and has successfully isolated him from most of his friends. by the time Star Allies rolls around in this AU, Kirby and Bandee go entirely alone.
"how close were Bandee and Meta Knight?" about as close as Kirby and Meta Knight; in my hc's they frequently train together and Meta Knight has a stern but kind mentorship role to Bandee. Bandee knows that his mentor used to love him, but Galacta Knight's comparative disregard of him isn't the catalyst for him realising that things are messed up; it's that Kirby is so miserable. Bandee knows, in his heart, it's not meant to be like that. he knows that no good or correct timeline could exist where Kirby is sad and lonely.
nobody else can put together that the timeline is messed up because what they could notice is Meta Knight missing, and that realisation is shielded by the process of the wish. it had to be Bandee, because unlike everybody else, it was never Meta Knight that he truly looked up to.
also @eliastheownerof0axolotls i compressed your ask a little here; but that's only because i'll give similarly full answers to the other questions you posed!! thanks for your patience! 👍
#kirby#bandana waddle dee#my art#awtdy au#my comics#asks#kirby and bandee's relationship is insanely important to this au. (and me.) it's bandee's entire catalyst for everything#later for sure he fixates on meta knight and rescuing him and wanting to have him back because bandee loves many people#but it is ultimately love of kirby that drives him. *kirby* deserves a better world than this#if kirby is being prevented from being a hero? then bandee will do it For Him. 💪
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The sillies ever, Scottkurt the beloved, there's something abt Rarepairs that always take me over like a parasite in a way that more popular ships cannot, I love them sm
(quote via incorrect quotes)
#i think its bc i was fixated on a rarepair from a fairly obscure show from 2019 to earlier this year so my formative teenage years#anyways love these two theyre so silly#also love x-men evolution sm its so insanely good im forcing my sister to watch it rn#x men evolution#xmen evolution#scott summers#kurt wagner#scottkurt#cycrawler
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10.02.24
gahhh ive had such bad artblock recently my queue is decreasing in size rapidly but i must keep up the grind..!!!! throws these gays at you and runs away
#fanbrush#ii fan#ii paintbrush#inanimate insanity#did you guys know that ive been a pink hair paintbrush truther since like forever#even before they said that they would prefer pink dyed bristles in their interview#its cause i had an ii x omori au from when i was still fixated on omori#and they were aubrey#and aubrey dyes her hair pink so i made them dye their hair pink#and its just stuck#also also i hc that fan has a habit of carrying around bags#cause hes worried that if he doesnt have his eye on something he owns someone might take it#so if he has like. some sort of journal with SUPER SECRET THINGS!!! he keeps it in a bag so no one can read it#he also keeps his phone and laptop etc in there because he is irrationally afraid that someone will figure out his password#can you tell im projecting. im projecting#also#paintbrush ii#fan ii#ii fanart#osc art#art#hhhhh my head hurtssssssssssss booooooooooo 👎👎👎
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that feeling when u have too many itty bitties ideas that u need a whole spin generator just to pick one...
#fop au#fop a new wish#hrmn.#my fixation on this series has managed to last quite a bit#somehow im producing art every other day for once#lets see how far itll go!!#maybe ill actually reach the angst point for once!!!#aside from a few reblog comments im trying to power thru and make as much as i can via my own insanity over this kids show#anyways smnth smnth fairies function a lot more like fae than the way they do in the show#im mixing together spiderwick and pixie hollow for inspiration for the fairies and oohohohohoohoho#peri is so fucking doomed by the narrative as much as timmy had been and so on
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*grips Shen Qingqiu by the shoulders*
aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to crack under the pressure of the system and the robbed autonomy of being forced into a role you had no choice in but have to play anyways? don't you want to buckle under the realization that, to you, no matter what you do your life is going to end in a horrific death? Whether that be under Luo Binghe's hands or the System's?
Don't you want to realize that no matter all the good you have done and the lives you have changed and saved, you're still standing at the ledge of a cliff with a sword to your disciple's chest?
Shouldn't it be you at the edge instead? Balancing on the crumbling dirt's end of death on either side, and you can either walk into it or be forced?
don't you want to go apeshit?
#I AM SO NORMAL YOU GUYS I PROMISE *visibly foaming at the mouth and gritting my teeth so hard you can hear them crack*#svsss#scum villain#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain self saving system#HI YES I MAY NOT HAVE READ THE NOVEL AND ONLY BEEN HERE FOR A WEEK BUT I AM. OBSESSED. FIXATED IF YOU WILL#luo binghe standing at the edge of the endless abyss and he sees something snap in his shizun's eyes like metal creaking under#the pressure of the deep sea. or like heat rising too quickly. the steady slow snap of someone hanging on by a thread.#i dont think i've fully understood sqq's characterization howEVER. i think i've got enough of his character down to try and twist it the wa#i think could happen. forgive me if this isnt in character or anything ajhf#anyways i love isekai anything and i think the system could slowly drive someone who didnt ask to be here insane#SY adjusts rather quickly from what i've heard but what if he DIDN'T. what if it wasnt fine what if he was trying his best and it was#taking its toll because apparently trying his best just wasnt enough. his stubborn refusal to view the people around him as people#but as characters following a script is very frustrating to me but also it works in my favor for this. look at the best way to break him is#*stares at SQQ* i think he should go apeshit. as a treat. skin a man alive SQQ. bite someone. rip out their throat.#i know thats prolly not his character but what if it COULD be. what if it IS. people are so nuanced and niche and can change at the turn#of a dime and SQQ has been forced into an unfavorable position and frankly traumatic experience. he could change or he could not and#isnt that FASCINATING? to erode or to stand tall. are you copper or are you a canyon. will you change colors and stay the same or will you#crumble and shear and become something new? when facing the elements when facing the inevitable what will you become?
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He is truly the greatest character of all time 🫶
Edit: Nobody should check the tags for this my god I think I got carried away with this one.
#yes I have a bias so what#he’s my blorbo#I’m homeless man Ted’s no.1 fan#move over spankoffski put the coat on#I could talk about him for hours#nobody gets him like I do /silly#I am in love with him so much#I’m so fixated on this guy it’s insane#oh for him to show up again#I’m so mad he was cut from NPMD#I need more of him so badly#time bastard my beloved specifically his scenes#every scene he’s in makes me joyous#I think about him all day#now the normal tags#starkid#starkid productions#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#tgwdlm homeless guy#tgwdlm homeless man#homeless man ted#Black Friday starkid#time bastard#nightmare time#honey queen#nightmare time 2
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new rt everyone shes a freak whos pretty sure shes been been given the role of rogue trader as an act of divine intervention to eventually replace the godemperor and bring new glory to the imperium which she thinks is dull and stagnant. dont worry about why she keeps marazhai caged in her trophy room like he's bait its not important and completely irrelevant to the fact ive joke nicknamed her simon thresh. has anyone noticed a lot of slaaneshi demons during warp jumps lately
#warhammer rogue trader#rogue trader#marazhai aezyrraesh#von valancius#if i ever mention about marazhai going insane on the voidship this is what i want you to think of#understimulated predator animal in a cage claws itself open#its worse with her but i do think he generally feels kinda insane anyway#yeah he's tricked into thinking she's tolerable and a fair alternative to the arena then hes taken to the voidship#yrliet [who was the fixation until now] tries to warn him about her before getting her head bashed in infront of him#spirit stone smashed into shards for ritual use body dragged off for vague poor medical knowledge dissection#he is now thinking the arena might not be so bad after all. except he's got no way to back out of this so hes screaming clawing at the wall#shes not giving him up willingly and the only person who could take him by force is calcazar whos not a great alternative tbh!#so he gets to go insane being bait for the chaos god he's already ocd fixated is stealing his soul [on top of normal drukhari fears]#and he's not able to maul anyone else while locked up so its just him dealing with this alone! yay#she doesnt give a shit about pasqal until he gets xenotech in him. then he goes to the trophy room too for study/more grafts#heinrix is most likely captive in the trophy room too with his death faked so he cant snitch#idira Almost got in trouble too for the implant she gets from tervantias but then it breaks and this lass is just angry at her#the Only reason she doesnt feed her to the wolves and kick her out is her door. and she is now trying to force it open with a crowbar#abelard has to deal with her shit and manage it socially. he never thought he'd want to retire but fucking hell when can he quit#she likes jae mostly for her connections. toxic yuri theyre both using eachother#she briefly idolises achilleas for bringing her to commorragh but then finds out he did it under torture and didnt want to. mad at him#he can make it up to her once hes a wrack though [he is going next to marazhai. this will only improve both their mental states]#can you tell this freak is a piece of work yet#shes got screams of the damned volume 3 playing across the ship and shes having a great time but is completely deadpan the whole time#unrelated! you can finally see my idea of marazhai next to a normal fucking human good god. yeah i think hes huge
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struggle.
#i need to work on mspaintpetfinder lord#it's been too long now i've just been hyperfixated on so many different things#i can still draw i just take forever in ms paint and i need a certain fixation and motivation to draw the pets in there#i WILL get on a schedule soon i better#im ass at schedules which is funny because im hella autistic#there is no schedule in my body which means weird sleeping habits along with drawing#mental illness too lol#im all good just all over the place rn#anyway#whoever reads these tags thank you also remember to drink water#miles' art#doodle#papa louie#papa's freezeria#cat#fursona#crittersona#inanimate insanity#fan inanimate insanity#hatsune miku#in relation to the stickers on the laptop#also fafa#cant forget fafa#the cat bandana is a character from a project im working on can you tell im really good at starting but not finishing projects#sdglernjuhg4lgtjunrthjgruhtrtuhwuhgwe
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my autism is a perpetual motion machine of small joys and minor inconveniences and embarassments. a shark swam next to me at the beach and I was so happy I ran out of the water throwing my arms around screaming “SHARK!! SHARK IN THE WATER!!” .. this does not transfer over well to the average beachgoer.
#he was a horn shark!!#so I was not worried lol#it was crazy insane tho bc they’re one of my favorite sharks ever#so I was like “omg I’m in the water yay I love the beach#and then he Appeared like a foot in front of me and I was like O.O#anyways I love sharks#shoutout to California ecosystems#I love u biodiversity#long tags sorry#marine biology#this was in my drafts from a year ago and am now sharing it lol#marine bio#biology#fish#shark#horn shark#cartilaginous fish#shark lover#autism#intense interest#special interest#the fixation is real#ocean#ocean lover#marine science#neurodivergent#science#sharkposting#bio#post
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actually stunned by how gay The Beatles has been all this time and I just never knew
#like its always just been there in my life but i just never paid attention#my university roomie was obsessed w them and had several beatles posters that i looked at every day#so stuff like the pictures of them from the let it be album are like engrained into my brain#and yet i never knew the lore??#nor did i know until recently that they were actually all high school buds nor did i know they wrote their own music#nor that they genuinely basically invented modern bands n using the studio the way they did etc. so all that was very impressive and cool#but THEN on top of that omg the angsty gayness of john and paul#like all i knew previously basically was that john was a thing w yoko ono and paul had a young wife recently#i had at one point heard of people shipping j&p together and was just kinda like wow i guess people will ship anything#I DIDNT KNOW#that they were actually like that cute and that insane together and that their song writing together was like an actual marriage#anywayz the old pictures and videos of them are just like jesus look how they look at each other i dont think it was just being bros#i am sort of in the camp of they prob didn't act on it for real but there was def some insane tension/chemistry going on#and then ofc once youre aware of this their songs take on so many possible meanings outside of just singing about their gfs and wives....#anyways i just have to vent about this somewhere bc im actually shocked at how this has just passed me by all these years#and it definitely was not on my bingo card for 2024 to fixate on the beatles but here we are lol#more proof to me that my ultimate fave trope or wtv is 'besties to enemies when really they actually probably wanted to be lovers'#gets me every time!!!!#whats been fun about this rabbit hole is how just every single one of my expectations has been reversed as well#i went in assuming i would like them best in this order:#(1) george (2) ringo (3) paul and (4) john#i was sure i would hate john i thought he sounded so pretentious and like such a douche#but no actually he is my fave one and it's literally in reverse order for me i find george my least fave#(i like his music and feel bad for how he got ignored in the band but i like him the least)#and then i literally am john paul ringo george in order of faves now#i just love when i get surprised like that idk it keeps me on my toes and keeps things exciting and fresh#and yes john is indeed pretentious and a douche but i didn't know he was also funny and vulnerable and that i like his voice and songs#the most in the bunch almost every time as well#the beatles#p
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sad Ed 🏴☠️
#this is me doodling#ofmd#our flag means death#edward teach#blackbeard#taika waititi#ofmd art#my fixation on details is actually making me insane#so I took a mini break from drawing detailed stuff#don't worry#I'm sure it's temporary#I bet it will last like a day or sth#bc I'm weird and I need all the details#digital art#art#procreate#fanart
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If Robin were a boy she'd be everyone's favorite character but since she's a girl she only gets to be Steve's gay best friend.
#from the simple fact that male!Robin from alternate dimension would certainly be a gay man#automatically shipped with Steve because Of Course#like of course that's how it'd go. and everyone would accuse the show of queerbaiting because obviously a queer man can't come out to a#male straight friend if it doesn't have some supposed ''romantic subtext'' there#the shipwars among h4rringrove and st3ddie and m/m!St0bin would drive me insane#what really drives me up the walls is people so desperate for canon queer rep they need to make up queerness in characters when it isn't#there. and im not talking abt headcanons or shipping i'm talking about people who wholeheartedly believe byl3r is going to be canon#like beyond it being a theory like these people actually believe mike is gay in canon and was intentionally written that way#it wouldn't bother me if it wasn't so painfully clear the female queer character we got isn't enough.#like idc if people have different opinions from me. if you're a byl3r endgame truther it doesn't affect me you do you#but byl3r and st3ddie being so fucking MASSIVE just shows you how male characters are priorized over female characters. like i get people#liking those ships and characters. i'm just shocked to see the NUMBERS.#and knowing Robin isn't as appreciated as them just because she's a girl#like sometimes i feel almost guilty to fixate on her when she's not like one of the main MAIN characters and she barely has an arc and gets#little attention from the story. but then i remember the eddie/st3ddie fandom exists#idk i just wish i could find robin content in robin tags but it seems like tags such as ''robin buckley internalized homophobia'' (my guilty#pleasure when it comes to angst) is dominated by straight boys steve and eddie. which is ironic
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opening night of the SECOND MUSICAL, only this one matters cuz I could get a spotlight nomination (it's like. high school musical theatre tony awards 💀) SCREECHING-
#OH my gosh the way I am recovering from losing my voice from last musical and now it's opening night and I'm trying to reconnect my voice#is driving me insane#because THIS IS MY FAVORITE MUSICAL IVE PERFORMED IN YET#ITS SO INCREDIBLY WELL WRITTEN AND EVERYONE WAS SO PERFECTLY CASTED SOBS#I'm. minorly fixated on it at this point 💀#they are becoming tragic sillies and are chewing on my brain stem#h e l p#anyways#the sparrow squawks#theatre kid#urinetown
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jesus fucking christ like I want to be able to go back to school so I can make more than $23 per hour and my mom already thinks we're going to buy a different house together when my uncle passes
#'you need to start investing' WITH WHAT MONEY YOU'RE TAKING IT ALL#and I was like 'hey what about you saying you would pay for my school when he passes'#and suddenly that's no longer the plan??#YOU WANT HELP BUT YOU WON'T HELP INVEST IN ME GETTING A BETTER JOB AFTER SUPPORTING YOUR ASS BECAUSE YOU'RE FINANCIALLY IRRESPONSIBLE#AND TAKE WHATEVER MAN YOU CAN GET BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO FUCKING STANDARDS???#like I'm. Going fucking insane right now#I've been working for the past 10 fucking years to help support HER because she choose a fucking lying thieving bum to marry#adn I fucking hit a massive backslide because I needed a fucking dopamine hit to recover from another shit birthday#fucking IDIOT SUCCUMBED TO FANDOM FIXATIONS#I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW IT CREPT UP ON ME THIS EASILY I'VE BEEN SO GOOD CONTROLLING MYSELF UNTIL NOW#I WANT OUT
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You would think Jax would be my favorite tadc character.
Wrong.
It’s him.
#tadc kinger#my art#tadc#I’m not hyper fixated but this dude gets me#I too love bug collection#I want a pillow fortress#I am also 1 tiny step away from going insane#goofy goofy pathetic creature#sorry Jax#you aren’t loser enough to be my bby girl
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