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Hi can I request yandere soul eater squad hcs please separate

if that’s to many requests then yandere black star , Tsubaki , Kid and Soul , Maka is fine please💕

Tw: Yandere themes, possessive relationship, obsession, clinginess, delusional behavior, stalking, manipulation, blackmailing, isolation, abduction, death

C-Group Hc’s Maka Albarn

💚From all the people surrounding her, Maka is by far the most mature one which allows her to appear fairly normal within the context of her own developing obsession. As a person who is fairly in tune with her own emotions, she catches on pretty early on her developing feelings and feels the guilt almost immediately. Maka is very self-aware and after having grown up realising just how depraved her own father is whenever he is around other women, she has sworn herself to be like her mother. It is this oath that she made to herself all those years ago that heightens the shame tenfold as she feels like she has failed and become just as low as her father is with her only solace being that at least she seems to only have space for you in her thoughts. Overwhelmed and unsure how to handle her growing feelings, Maka avoids you as good as she can. There's a constant strain on her eyes as she does her best to not will herself to glance towards your direction, her feet instantly moving the opposite direction as soon as she spots you. Even if the two of you were close before and her sudden frigid behavior may hurt you, she deems it to be for the best.

💚Behind the curtains she still keeps her eyes out for you though in case you should bring yourself in danger. Another attribute of hers is after all her overprotective instinct and that is subconsciously fueled now that her obsession starts to kick in. Whilst she is conscious of her thought process, it is hard for her to stop her silent need to prove herself, especially since she sometimes feels that only Soul is contributing and she brings nothing to the table. The gnawing feeling of uselessness is a terrible feeling that she is unable to push down as her insecurities catch up to her all because her obsession has made her more susceptible to all sorts of emotions. She wants to be seen as capable, especially by you, but that does lead to her at times as coming over as too demanding and strict with you. She has always prefered studying over playing outside and that preference of hers definitely translates to her obsession. Those study sessions of her are not solely done out of malicious intent though as she instead strives to work on her own self-control and to gain more control over her emotions.

💚Maka handles jealousy better than most of her friends would yet even then she feels like she can do better. Her unwillingness to turn into a depraved individual that is only dictated by desire pushes her to work even harder on her own patience and self-control. Whilst she isn't a person who will be jealous to the point of being irrational, she has a somewhat short temper and tends to snap easily if anything prods her the wrong way. Any spark she notices inside of her and any twitch of her eyebrows is a sign for her that she has still work to do and that she can still do better. The situation would change if the both of you are in an established relationship as she will be fairly confident then. Maybe there is a chance that she at times is slightly paranoid and fears that you may be like her dad, though that fear remains as something that is never proven yet still ingrained in her subconsciousness.

💚As highly skilled as she is, Maka is not one who craves for brawls as much as people like Black Star would. One can't deny that she is willing to help you and save you in whatever way she can when she realises that there is something that you struggle with yet she is also just as capable to reason with opponents unless she arrives at the conclusion that they won't listen to her. It is likely that at times she may end up being a bit too eager to the point where she is being reckless all because she has that hidden desire to prove herself. In desperate situations it may happen that she subconsciously activates Black Blood's Madness which always exposes a different side of hers. She is much more erratic and violent, downright aggressive as she tries to slice her opponents into half all whilst her mind can only focus on the fact that if they are gone, she will have done her job of protecting you. Outside of this maddening state, she puts more emphasis and focus in helping you and keeping you above all safe.

💚Maka actually recognises that moving in with someone is in general a very big decision to make and so an abduction is an immediate no-go for her for multiple reasons. She might as well give up on all of her principles if she were to ever abduct you as she would see herself as something even lower than her own father and his pathetic womanizing behavior. An emotion inside her which is unlike most other people with obsession is that she actually hesitates to move in with you. It is a very big step and at the same time it is also a very daunting step. Her hesitation does lie in her subconscious paranoia that you may at one point end up betraying her or hurting her somehow and she'd never get over the exposure of being the fool who fell in love with someone who isn't committed because differently from her mother she knows that she won't be able to stay strong. No, she instead fears being degraded to the desperate fool who stay and hopes that everything will end up fine which is why she would grow siginifcantly more strict the moment the two of you would ever move in. She isn't necessarily overbearing but it is noticable enough for even you to recognise.

💚Her subconscious paranoia is rather fascinating as it essentially leads her to study you intensely all to figure out if you are someone who wouldn't end up ditching her or who would end up cheating on her and as long as she hasn't finished her research, she won't allow herself to get closer to you. It is only after you have proven yourself to her that she finally allows herself to open up towards you. She isn't one to boast about the relationship though as she values privacy and secrecy which comes to bite her back when her friends eventually find out and some of them, like Soul and Black Star, start complaining that Maka didn't tell them sooner. Due to her preference for privacy and staying at home, her prefered dates with you are always in the safety of four walls. She needs her time with you alone because let's be honest, whenever the two of you hang out with her friends you are always stolen away by them all with the sole intention to get her to to act jealous which always is something they rather on come to regret as Maka will be very direct about what she thinks about that.

Soul Evans

🤍Soul's attitude is one that is normally always rather aloof and nonchalant which is a great way for him to hide his growing feelings for you. It takes him a good while to even recognise those stirring emotions he feels inside his chest whenever you are around but at the same time he refuses to show them as he thinks that it wouldn't be very cool of him if he were to reveal it. It's about impossible for him to completely conceal it though as he finds his eyes glancing to your form whenever you are within sight and especially if you do something he considers to be sexy he would have a hard time hiding his burning cheeks. It's important to point out that Soul will be oblivious to a certain degree at the beginning, he is absolutely not delusional and that is largely because of the Black Blood and the Little Demon inside of him which you can quite literally describe as the devil on his shoulder, the personification of the darker side of his feelings and thoughts that urges him on to give in. It's precisely because of this that Soul will also work on his own self-control as soon as the Little Demon has exposed to him his feelings, terrified to end up doing what the devil has ominously foreboded him.

🤍Reluctant to let anyone on about his internal struggles and too ashamed to admit just how uncool he is being, Soul lets it all simmer beneath the surface. His desire and obsession only grow so much worse as he initially attempts to completely avoid you yet the Little Demon haunts him and encourages him to give in to what he truly wants. Eventually it all threatens to become unbearable which is why he finds himself frequently stalking you. What he initially planned to only do one or twice a week has led him down to an activity that is a daily need even if he is normally someone who is on a more lazy side. He feels slightly motivated and that is the scariest thing that could happen to him. He's rather protective of you which is his prefered reason to somehow convince himself that stalking you is at least for your own good but deep down he knows the truth. There's more to it then just wanting to protect you and he dreads the sparks of possessive desires that seem to awaken within him.

🤍He is a laid-back dude. He knows that and he won't be put down to transform into a jealous mess but it is because he doesn't make any moves on you that he is also aware that technically anyone could try to take you which is why he stalks on you and the people you hang out with. Safe to say though is that he absolutely isn't immune to jealousy either and it is this emotion that brings out the most immature side of his when it grows too much for him to handle and he reasons that it'd be better to step in now before things get out of control. He just comes waltzing in, still trying to play it cool, as he gives a lazy yet arrogant grin though that grin can quickly disappear if the situation escalates and he gets further provoked in which case he won't back down as he's too argumentative and stubborn to give in. Eventually he will be dragged down to act all immature, a scowl on his face as he bickers with the other person. He'd never admit later on though that he was feeling rather jealous.

🤍The Little Demon loves to inform him about everything going on with his feelings. The dark thoughts and feelings are definitely there and as aware as he is, Soul has found out that being lucid about stuff isn't always the best thing. No, instead he finds himself sometimes almost overthinking whenever he watches you starting to hang out with someone new and starts to wonder if he should somehow interfere before things might escalate into something that is sure to rip his walls apart. Being an overthinker doesn't fit him at all and he knows he's being extremely uncool because of it. As he is infected by Black Blood, risk is that he can fall victim to Madness and in such a state he may end up completely giving in and going after everyone who ever agitated him in the slightest. Normally he is regarded as a slacker yet his obsession does motivate him, for the better or worse, which is why he is so protective of you in the first place and works to become better and stronger to protect you from other dangers as well as his own dark longing.

🤍Unless Madness takes hold, I don't see Soul being capable of kidnapping you. He likes to think that taking care of someone would be too much of a hassle to begin with though truth be told, he probably would put in the work if the two of you were to live together and he merely tells himself that so that he never even considers the thought. He finds himself often hanging around you though he insists on it all being a coincidence whenever you point that out to him, unwilling to admit his feelings. If a situation should end up getting dangerously risky though, Soul won't hesitate to knock you out and lock you away somewhere for a certain amount of time until everything has de-escalated and he takes the full swing of your anger always afterwards, torn apart between acting as if he doesn't care or actually apologising since he feels genuinely sorry for what he has done. He just wanted you to be safe, that is all. In a mutual relationship he wouldn't bring up the topic of living together until you do but he'd vow to do his best to make you happy even if he can be rather lazy still.

🤍Despite his feelings Soul still ends up avoiding to admit to you that he loves you. He's too ashamed and insecure and the Little Demon installs fear inside of him that if he were to ever give in to his feelings, he would do terrible things. You probably wouldn't even know just how long he has silently been harboring such feelings for you as you have always gotten the impression that he doesn't really like you due to his aloof behavior around you. It's likely that he admits it by accident when both of you get into an argument, most likely because he was concerned about your safety and went too far, and spills it out in the heat of the moment. He'd be quite stiff and awkward with PDA for a while as it kind of ruins the cool image he tries to build as he tends to get easily flustered whenever you abruptly grab his hand or kiss him but he learns to tolerate it. Secretly he enjoys it as well. He still expects people to know that you're taken though and will give everyone a glare who tries to flirt with you even if there are no serious intentions behind it.

Black Star

⭐Black Star sure as hell is a unique assassin if you've ever seen one. There are no concepts such as stealth and silence with him as he strives to always be in the spotlight. Perhaps it is because of this rather loud trait of his that you always know about him yet for some reason Black Star still manages to be surprised when you effortlessly locate him within your surroundings. On the other hand it really isn't like he is making any effort to be categorised as a stalker. No, he wants to be in the spotlight and wants all the attention from you that he can get which is the reason why he does his best to squeeze himself into as many aspects of your life as he can. He's so clingy and always insists on following you wherever you go. You never know when shit might get down after all and he has somehow proclaimed himself to be your personal hero which is why he sees it as his duty to ensure that nothing happens to you. Tsubaki really is the only one who can manage to hold him back a bit when she senses that you are feeling overwhelmed, something that flies more than once over his head.

⭐Soul and Black Star are both noted to be immature in a couple of aspects yet it is only Black Star who would be the delusional one between the two of them. He remains completely unaware of the visible discomfort he can cause you due to his wild and clingy personaliry as he doesn't believe that you would ever feel uncomfortable in his presence. After all he is your hero who will protect you and who you admire. This misplaced belief of his has made him quite possessive to make it even worse as he thinks of himself as the only one worthy enough to claim such a title in your life and for that naturally deserves to be your lover the most. One thing you have to give him though. He takes his role very serious, though this is something you find yourself usually despairing over more than anything as his overzealous attitude often results in misplaced readings of situations from his side. He's way too much in his attempts to protect you and prove to you why he is the best.

⭐Under normal circumstances he is already someone who wants all of the attention so you can probably already imagine just how much worse this attitude will get if we throw an obsession into the mix. If jealousy would be a person, it would be Black Star. The very moment he notices that your eyes are not on him he is already getting riled up to the point where even objects can become the center of his short jealousy though at least an object can be swiftly thrown away. It's a bit more complicated if it is another person stealing your attention away from him and it'll always end with the other person and you both highly uncomfortable as Black Star isn't even trying to act mature about his jealousy. For someone who is delusional Black Star is shockingly aware of his surroundings though which is why he notices if someone's eyes are lingering on you for longer than one second which is yet another thing that instantly sets him off as he immediately assumes that they're planning to steal you away from him. Really, you can't take him anywhere without him causing a scene.

⭐Frankly spoken, he is getting in many brawls due to his short temper and highly fueled jealousy. He belongs to the category of people who will challenge others for a fight on sight the moment he catches them staring at you or deems them to be people who may be a threat to you, even if it is for the petty reason that you just hold a nice and long conversation with them. Then there is obviously his self-proclaimed title as your hero which he inspires to live up to. That includes the small things where you really don't need his help which may even end up making everything worse but it also includes doing the smallest part required for being an assassin which is unaliving people. He's gotten into some serious arguments with Tsubaki because of this as she knows that he goes after people for unjustified reasons and refuses to assist him and transform for him. He's far too impulsive so in some instances he doesn't even consider what he is doing and just goes for it without a coherent strategy.

⭐You have some sort of guarantee with his delusional thoughts that he won't kidnap you though that doesn't have to mean anything in the long run. There is still a major downside to this all though which is his previously mentioned clinginess. Long story in short, he just breaks into your house on multiple occasions. A day without you is something unimaginable for Black Star and if he would have it his way, he wouldn't even let the both of you be separated for more than an hour. He has to protect you after all, enemies could strike you whilst he is absent. In one way or another you are basically living together with Black Star and he, in fact, refers to the situation the two of you have been going on as just that. The both of you live together according to his thoughts and he gets visibly confused whenever you correct him sharply or shut him up before he can say such nonsense to someone else. In fact he even locks you up in your own house if something happens, though in his mind it is of course a house the two of you share.

⭐There are some small revelations he tends to have at times when he immerses himself into the philosophy of the 'Path of the Warrior' that he wants to master as this requires a great level of self-awareness and the denial of following dark emotions yet those are eventually subdued one way or another by his delusions once again. Black Star wants to be praised by you all of the time and he will start showing off frequently as a way to silently let you know that he wants to hear you singing compliments about him. He tends to get very touchy, especially when he is feeling possessive or jealous and wants to let other people know that you belong to him. For some reason he loves when you let him piggyback you as he gets stupidly excited and starts running around, leaving you to cling to him tight or else you may fall off. Tsubaki is the only one who manages to keep you sane between Black Star's terrible antics as she tries her best to keep him on some sort of leash.

Nakatsukasa Tsubaki

◼️Tsubaki is together with Maka one of the most mature people from this group, is in fact much more patient and forgiving than even Maka. She has no worries nor doubts as she manages to approach you the best without being overly cautious nor too pushy like her partner would be. Behind that kind smile is a deeply obsessed person though whose feelings can take on some concerning form if nothing is done. Tsubaki has a huge problem to deny her darling of anything nor can she bring herself to disagree with you or voice her opinion when it involves the hobbies and the things she likes. Instead of telling you how she honestly feels, most of the time she takes the path of adapting to everything you like or dislike until she completely absorbs your hobbies and deludes herself into thinking that she likes them too. It's very concering that she is willing to give up bits of her personality in order to please you but the truth is that she just loves you a bit too much and is willing to sacrifice parts of herself to maximise your happiness in the relationship.

◼️That isn't to confirm that she is completely delusional though. Tsubaki is aware of what she is doing and she is able to understand that she should not mold herself to fit better to your side. Surely this isn't a normal nor healthy love with the way she is actively changing herself to fit you better yet there is a strange sense of happiness that arises whenever she manages to make you feel happy because she feigns interest in the stuff she usually wouldn't enjoy as much if it wouldn't be for you. If it's for you she thinks that it'll be fine and that it'll be worth it. After all you don't need to know that she goes against her own feelings in order to please you and to see you smile. Her willingness to help can be at times very unwarranted though, especially when she starts mothering you as her overprotective tendencies born out of kindness are subconsciously very strong. She instantly apologises when you voice your displeasure about it though, a habit you learn that she has.

◼️Out of all of her friends she is the one who handles jealousy the best. Her very patient demeanor enables you to freely interact with people around you without having to worry about her reaction. In fact Tsubaki carries the mindset that she would like to befriend the people you spend a lot of time with and all of that without any malicious intent or hidden motives. Jealousy is a silent agony to her, one that she endures with pursed lips for as long as she can. Her heart is always aching but at the same time knowing that you are happy tickles her like warm rays of sunshine. Those conflicting sensations make her uneasy and slightly fidgety as she is unable to stay still whilst watching the scene unfold. It is in most cases after you and the other person have gone separate ways that she finds herself all over you all of a sudden and asking you question about everything that just happened. It is very likely that if she realises that you are very fond of the other person she will start picking up their hobbies and interests as well so that you can act just as happy around her as you did around them.

◼️She is really the other side of the moon in comparison to her partner. Tsubaki does not possess such a hot-blooded temper like Black Star does even if her maternal instincts can be sometimes a bit too much for you. When you are around and upset, she always pours all of her attention in you. She fetches you little gifts to distract you from your feelings or cooks something for you all in hopes of cheering you up. Her intentions are mostly open-minded when she approaches someone but she always ends up giving them an unintentional heart attack because she underestimates her own stealth. In the perception of the other person she sometimes just quite literally pops up with a mellow expression on her face all whilst she wants to play the mediator and help to solve the conflict. There's no occasion I could think of where she would murder someone unless it is an emergency as she always prioritises staying by your side, especially after fights to ensure that your injuries are taken care of and that you get enough rest.

◼️In the relationship the two of you have going on, Tsubaki is someone revolving around you as she actively shapes herself to be someone you will be happy and satisfied around. That means that you are one way or another the one in charge of everything whilst she goes along with it all. Her own wants are put aside as she puts your desires and wishes over her own. You'd never know if she would ever have the wish to move in with you until you are the one who starts asking her how she would feel about the thought of living together. Everything would be catered to your own ideas and images whilst she will go along with it all. She will let you choose the shape, size, location and colour of the house as well as the entire interior and furniture and only nod her head if you ask her what she thinks about it. Domestic life would be quite uncomplicated with her because she avoids all possible arguments by adjusting herself accordingly and doing everything possible to appease you.

◼️Most of the time she would assume the role of the submissive part in this relationship as she does her best to always focus on your needs and your happiness. There are moments where she puts her foot down firmly and takes on a stubbornness that rivals the one of Black Star but only in dire situations and afterwards she is always rather flustered with her assertive behavior. She is easily embarrassed, especially if you are someone who is physically very affectionate but in reality she also really likes it when you touch her. Truth be told, Tsubaki is more lewd than she often lets on and even though she would be too flustered to admit that, you eventually find out about that other side of hers. She doesn't mind when you look at her naked body nor does she react quite as flustered when she walks in on you changing and being partially nude and she even suggests bathing together without bashing an eyelash which shocks you all the more as you did not expect her to have such a different side to her.

Death the Kid

🔘Kid is a finicky perfectionist who tends to get too caught up about the tiny details and this becomes quite apparent in his obsession. I wouldn't blame you for assuming that he would be quite overbearing to you due to his perfectionistic nature but it is actually the completely other way around. Kid builds incredibly high expectations for himself and he spends weeks plotting how to confess to you perfectly. Elizabeth and Patricia try to encourage him to just go for it but he reacts outrageous, ranting for minutes to both of them that someone as unique and special as you deserves nothing short of perfection from him. It is rather strange even to him though as he knows about his uptight behavior about the symmetry in life yet seems to not mind it as much when it comes to you. Sure, he has tons of ideas how to optimise your outfits and your looks to fit more into his aesthetic and can definitely become pushy with his advises very fast but he is not in literal agony even when you wear something that goes against all of his values.

🔘As tidy and balanced as he is, he definitely unleashes his obsession by keeping notebooks about you and he spends literal hours writing everything painstakingly down, mainly because he expects his own writing to look perfect and orderly and has a short meltdown when he spells something wrong or a letter doesn't fit in with the rest of what he has written. He reads those notebooks daily and memorises everything written down and if he should accidentally forget a detail about you, he'd spend a solid minute lamenting how ignorant and worthless he is to forget something about you. It is easy to forget that the Shinigami is still one who harbors a possessive nature as he thinks of his darling as a literal muse and refuses to let ugly people close to them, especially if they are ugly and asymmetrical in his eyes. You deserve so much better than that and whilst he is not as arrogant as to think that he has reached his desired level of perfection just yet, he does think that he admires and worships you more than anyone else.

🔘He has once proclaimed that he is far too mature to ever fall victim to a petty emotion such as jealousy and Elizabeth and Patricia could only exchange silent glances, already doubting his words. Kid is technically speaking a calmer person if you put him next to someone like Black Star yet it is the fact that he is low-key a worshipper for you that has him entering a disgusted indignation as soon as he spots someone asymmetrical daring to talk to the unpolished muse that is you. The longer he stares the worse it becomes as he notices all the imperfections on their face and clothes which only makes him want to pull at his hair. How dare they even step close to you without even properly checking their appearance?! He comes quite literally storming over, yellow eyes observing the other person outraged as his mask pulls into a disgusted grimace. There are two ways this can go. Either he starts ranting about how the other person could even dare to talk to you with such an unruly appearance or he quickly grabs your hands and drags you away whilst brooding and muttering under his breath about everything wrong with their look. He'll be afterwards vehement to deny his obvious jealousy though.

🔘Kid's fixation on balance and orderliness can also be found in his own morales. Every person has some evil within them, that even includes him and his own obsession which he is partially aware of, and order must always prevail and move forward. There is no pleasure that he takes in murdering others but if the evilness in someone's heart and the things that they have done to you overweight anything else, he shows no hesitation to execute someone. It's not always easy, especially if someone shows remorse but there are things he can't forgive even if the other person regrets it as death is sometimes the only way to repent. He is not above others though even if he is the son of the God of Death as he is suspectible to emotions such as anger and wrath and won't be able to always control them properly, leading in some cases to an outburst of rage that accidentally leads him to destroy things in his surroundings due to his recklessness.

🔘He has most likely a detailed plan of his routine and the life he plans to lead in the future and now that he has you, you are made part of that plan as well. Without a doubt would he plan to share a house with you later on but he wouldn't abduct you until all of his expectations are fulfilled which means until he feels like everything is completely perfect. He spends months designing everything, buying all the furniture and arranging everything only to re-arrange it over and over again until he finally feels like everything is perfect like he wants it to be and that is when he finally starts planning to invite you to live together with him which will also take him some time until he has cited every word perfectly in front of his mirror. He'd be devastated if you would turn him down though, desperate to find out what he did wrong and how he can redeem himself. He'd blackmail you if you deny him for too long as he would just snap eventually and use his position as a True Reaper to force you to live with him.

🔘He's begging you to allow him to choose clothes for you as he believes that he could choose outfits for you that would suit you much better and draw out all of your beauty. Kid gets ridiculously offended the moment someone tries to downplay you as he sings praises about you every time the conversation shifts to you, going as far as threatening them to take those egregious words back and apologise. Oh, why does no one perceive you for the unique beauty that you are?? Asymmetry is something Kid only really tolerates with you but even then he busily finds himself begging you to let him help you with it all. He offers to cut your hair, to pluck your eyebrows and even to cut and manicure your nails and hands so that everything is balanced and symmetrical. Everything should be to your liking so he's on the ground if you even mention that something isn't quite to your preference, writhing on the floor as he starts exclaiming that he is ashamed of having disappointed you and it takes you a while to comfort him in his theatrical sorrow.

Elizabeth Thompson

🔶Between the two sisters, Elizabeth is the one who would be the one partially in on everything concerning her obsession. It's quite safe to say that her inner turmoil spoils her mood quite a lot. She doesn't know how she should handle her feelings for you and doesn't want to risk other people finding out about it, especially not you. This results in her being quite moody and gruff as soon as merely your name is brought up in a conversation as she essentially tries to sell the tough girl attitude by acting like she doesn't really care about you. Unfortunately she fails quite often, especially if you look at her or get too close to her. Her heart starts pounding against her ribcage, her hands start to get sweaty and she starts stuttering as words fail her. All the embarrassment from those things only makes everything more intense and before you know it she's storming away whilst yelling incoherent words all whilst her burning face is buried in her hands. Do not even bring it up to her later on unless you want to risk irritating her.

🔶Whilst she may still fumble around with her self-control and a total grasp of the situation, there is one thing Liz knows from a quite early stage on. That she doesn't really like the thought of you ending up with someone else. Keep in mind that there was a time before her and Patricia became the weapons of kid where she and her sister were essentially thugs stealing from others. A part of that mindset still exists somewhere within her and that selfishness and mentality to steal what she wants turns into possessive urges that won't allow her to rest easy and just watch back whilst every other damn jerk could try to get to you. As previously mentioned, she knows that what she is doing is wrong and she really hates herself sometimes for the way she behaves because of her feelings but she has no control over it at times. Liz is fully committed to team up with her sister and scare and frighten people who get on your nerves though or who threaten you in another way. No one's going to mess with you if she can put a stop to it.

🔶Her patience is tested in new ways she never thought would be possible even despite all the antics Kid showcases. She really wants to act like she is more cool-headed than that but she just can't bite her tongue and lash out a bit when it becomes too much for her. Whether she makes some cynical comments or assumes a facade she would have showed in the past on the streets when someone starts getting too confident with you, she refuses to elaborate on her behavior later on. No,she was not jealous back then. You're just imagining things right now. Her younger sister Patty probably thinks she is doing her a favor by spying on you because she knows of her sister's interest in you and always telling her when there is someone else who seems to be rather fond of you or the other way around but it really only serves to make things harder to hide for Liz. She can never tell if Patty has perhaps read the situation wrong or not but she is ultimately too paranoid to ignore it and always ends up checking the situation out herself. Most of the time she realises that there is nothing going on but it is the chance that her sister might be right the next time that keeps her on edge.

🔶She fully reverts to the life of a thug whenever she has to scare someone. As much awareness as Liz may have about her current predicament, for some reason she has never had much problems threatening and intimidating other people. Perhaps that is because most of the time she goes after people who have done something shitty which affected you. Patty always insists on tagging along and even if Liz tells her to stay out of it, her sister ends up following her nine out of ten times anyways and helps Liz to tell with any asshole that thought that they could mess with you and get away with it. She just starts bullying the other person, sneering at the person and insulting them whilst cornering somewhere together with Patty who joins Liz. She starts working on her hand-to-hand combat as well because she knows that there are times where she won't be able to fight with Patty and whilst she is skilled enough to beat up ordinary people, she needs to get stronger by herself. It isn't like she fights fair though, she's grown up on the streets after all. Think smart, not hard.

🔶As new as everything is for her and as much as she dislikes her own behavior at times, at least she is quite laid-back when it comes to the topic of living together. She isn't as desperate as someone like Kid would be and she doesn't obsess about it like he would do either. This is a step she is willing to take at a slow tempo because as long as she can spend enough time with you, she isn't going to be clingy. Partially she doesn't want you two to move in too soon is also because she is so messy. She didn't grow up in a normal household after all and she has no sense of order differently from Kid. She can't even properly cook and clean and is far too embarrassed to admit that to you. She should at least be decent enough to learn the basics before considering the idea. She knows she wouldn't have the best capabilities to care for someone for a long period of time. Her moody behavior does lead her to be irrational at times in which case it isn't unlikely that she uses sleeping powder on you or knocks you out to drag you somewhere to lock you away, mostly when she thinks that it's too dangerous for you but you're too stubborn to listen.

🔶Liz lays down her pride and eventually asks Tsubaki if she could teach her how to cook because she knows that you enjoy the woman's cooking and she feels low-key jealous about it. Liz is the one with the obsession here yet at times she finds herself more concerned with Patty's behavior because her younger sister complies with everything she does far too easily without stopping to question it. Patty has always been her partner in crime and it isn't any different even now as she always assists and helps Liz with everything, even ganging up with her to scare people who thought that they could make you cry. Normally she would like to be seen as a cool and mature woman by you but all of that shatters the moment the topic of paranormal things gets brought up in which case she abandons her tough mask entirely and is clutching onto you for dear life. Couple outfits are going to be a thing the moment the two of you are in a relationship and though she still tries to act mature, secretly she cares a lot about it.

Patricia Thompson

🔸Patricia could not be more different from her sister as she acts a lot like a child and always keeps a cheerful and happy demeanor on her. This childish mindset of her does not allow her to even comprehend her own feelings for a good while whilst still acting on them nevertheless. Patty knows that she feels always happy when she is around you and for that she constantly seeks you out. The girl is extremely clingy and gets upset and mad when she can't find you to the point of throwing a tantrum, though her mood instantly brightens when she finally finds you. Due to her inabilities to even fully understand her own emotions she is definitely delusional. She doesn't give the attachment she feels for you too much thoughts and often tells you cheerfully to do the same. You think too much and enjoy too little. Just do it like her and enjoy life and you'll be just as jolly as she is always when she has you with her...

🔸Just like Liz she is also quite possessive because she is not unfamiliar to the concept of stealing from other people. Though there is no need for her anymore to steal from others to ensure her and her sister's survival, those possessive feelings fully resurface now that you are in her life. She sees it all in a quite uncomplicated manner though as she essentially already calls you "hers" as she assumes that with the amount of time she spends with you, she has already claimed you as hers. Very visibly confused when you hastily explain to her that this doesn't work as simply as you are not an object that belongs to whoever possesses it before she starts pouting and asks you what she would have to do so that you would be officially hers. If you give her a detailed answer she would probably just kiss you and ask you if you now belong to her. She has no shame and whether that is because she doesn't concern herself with thinking too much or if she just thinks that because the two of you are a couple she doesn't have to be ashamed aside, her attitude will be a real problem for you and the people around you.

🔸Very much like a child would get jealous and upset if someone would take their most valued thing away from them, Patty would react in a similar way. You're unable to ignore her for more than a few seconds as she will do her everything to make you aware of her again. She prods your cheeks, tugs at your clothes or shoves herself in front of you and calls your name repeatedly so that you turn your attention to her again. She is being a nuisance but you know at one point that trying to lose her won't end well. For someone with such a simple-minded personality, Patty can get scary very quickly, especially if it is the other person telling her that she is being noisy and annoying. The violent threats which leave her lips so effortlessly when she turns around with that same jolly grin on her face are concerning and disturbing, especially once she gives them an almost condescending glare and tells them that they are the one in the way because you are already her person.

🔸Between Liz and her, Patty is much more prone to violence. She is low-key a bit unhinged and doesn't shy away from threatening others. Whether someone has made you cry or because she doesn't like how they have been stealing you away from her for too long, every word will be spoken with the same childish grin which only makes her more terrifying in such situations. She doesn't even lie about it either as she admits openly that she is the reason why someone is suddenly too scared to get closer to you, though in her opinion threatening others isn't anything that should be of concern as it was a daily occurence in her past. That nefarious grin is still preferable to the insane anger that can possess her when she fully loses her temper and truly returns into a violent criminal that won't even bat her eyelashes whilst casually shooting someone or breaking their bones. Ironically enough she would be one of the most dangerous people for others as she doesn't consider the true horror of her actions that much.

🔸The two of you will stay together for the rest of your lives and that is final. She doesn't care about what you have to say about that as in most cases rejections enter her ear before leaving through her other. Anyone else who tries to explain to her that she is in the wrong and that she should respect your decision is getting that truly frightening grin from her as they don't have any business to tell her what to do and what not to do. I wouldn't put it above her that she may have tried to break into your own house in the past. She knows where you live because she so frequently follows you and once she knows where your house is located, she constantly pops up and knocks on your door whilst telling you cheerfully to let her inside. You feel like the protagonist of a horror movie whenever her knocks turn more persistent and violent all whilst her happy voice rings through the air with the same request to open the door and let her inside because she wants to see you. Luckily Liz has often retrieved her and apologised to you through the door.

🔸She literally acts like you are the incarnation of Einstein whenever you tell her something she didn't know before. You have to consider that her and her sister were abandoned on the streets and for that never received a proper education so to her you are extremely intelligent as you know so much more than she does. Patty has insisted for you to teach her the most basic stuff at times and you had no choice but to agree as rejections are always useless with her though she can barely concentrate on what you tell her as soon as the two of you sit down. She can't sit still nor can she remain silent for a long time as she is far too fidgety and always wants to do something with you. She can be incredibly insensitive to your own emotions at times due to not being able to read the situation properly and even if she tries to help you in her own ways, she makes it all worse for you but won't leave you alone anyways.

#yandere soul eater #yandere maka #yandere maka albarn #yandere soul #yandere soul evans #yandere black star #yandere tsubaki #yandere nakatsukasa tsubaki #yandere kid #yandere death the kid #yandere elizabeth #yandere elizabeth thompson #yandere patricia #yandere patricia thompson #yandere x reader #soul eater x reader

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flcwermimi · 6 months ago

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❛ THE OVERCOMPLICATING OF SUBLIMINALS ❜

What are Subliminals?

— Subliminals are hidden or barely perceptible MESSAGE/ AFFIRMATION embedded within audio, visual, or other media. The idea behind subliminals is that they can influence a person's thoughts, emotions, or behaviors without them being consciously aware of the message.

How do Subliminals works?

— As mentioned above subliminals contains affrimation which are embedded with audio/ music therefore u can't hear them consciously . They go right to your subconscious brain & once the affrimation are ingrained in your subconscious your body starts changing in order to match what your subconscious is telling : that's how people are getting physical results

Why do people struggle to get their desire

— The only thing is stopping you from getting your desire is not believing it . I've seen plenty of people who listen subliminals literally 24 hours but afterwards they say I didn't believe it lmao . I don't think the 3d or even constantly looking for result will stop you from manifesting.

How do people overcomplicate Subliminals?

— As myself who've been in subliminals community over a year can empath to all who are struggling to get results . I know it frustrating at some point and that frustration leads you to overcomplicate it .

→ When you Don't get your desire results you start finding sources and at some point you find the subliminals makers / or the source itself will wrote something in their description like this

: Drink plenty of water

: listen to subliminals 1 hour daily

: Don't look into the mirrors

: Using subliminals which are made with different formula & I don't how much limiting beliefs myth are there right now

Then what is the right way to listen subliminals?

— No there is no right or wrong way of listening subliminals , listen it the way the you want , you don't need drink tons of water or listen the that one subliminals hours and hours

— The only thing you need to do that is believe . I know there will doubts diffrent thoughts and that's okay it will not stop you from getting your desire. Stop telling yourself " listening to this subliminals once then I will get my results" / " listening to this subliminals for 1 hour then I will get my results " Your Desire are meant to be yours and nothing can stop it . Now also if u are listening subliminals don't listen it to get your desire. Listen it like u already have your desires and remember you don't need a large playlist of your desire subliminals or a booster subliminals or a blockages removal subliminals

Now go have your desire sweetie's 🫶🤍

#loa tumblr #loassumption #manifesting #void state #reality shifting #void success #void concept #robotic affirming #subliminals #shiftblr #shifters #shifting community #law of assumption #law of attraction #lucid dreaming #desire reality

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shallowseeker · 1 month ago

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"We see a glimmer of emotional despair and blame lobbed at Cas which is… fascinating" out of curiosity and for clarification, what was the emotional despair lobbed at castiel? im reading the transcript and am not quite sure

Confession: This is conjecture on my part.

I feel like this scene in Ouroboros is ofc course directed at all of Dean's loved ones, as they were all working to convince Dean to stay alive.

But imho, here: Dean's squared up to Cas.

And Cas squares up to him,

while Sam's body instinctually takes on the body language of a peacemaker between them.

(Also// We as audience have the diner scene between Dean and Cas fresh on our minds: DEAN: "Okay. But if -- if you don't we still have Plan B. ... Coffin. Ocean. Done.")

Sam's not exactly "getting it," but I think his subconscious must understand something of it, maybe...

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I think the emotional despair that seems be more directed at Cas isn’t blame in the traditional sense but rather a reflection of Dean’s internal conflict.

I think Cas represents something Dean deeply struggles with—his own desires.

Cas, along with Jack, symbolizes hope and the possibility of a particular kind of future happiness, which Dean has been convinced that he’s not "allowed" to want. He has to be covert about it, to take a meager, starved kind of approach to his own happiness. (Note: Dean is allowed to enter family units and support others, but he's rarely allowed to "need" something/someone for himself in earnest.)

There's 14x10's almost-happiness: "DEAN: This bar -- This bar -- This bar -- I've never had anything this nice. Rocky's still isn't for sale."

And 2x20's DJINN CARMEN as she walks up to him, taking his face in her hands, kissing him* CARMEN: We can have a future together. Have our own family. I love you, Dean. Please."

And of course 8x17's DEAN: "I know you're in there. *CASTIEL raises his angel blade, ready to strike.* I know you can hear me. Cas... *DEAN's voice breaks, pleading.* It's me. *CASTIEL stands there, blade at the ready, light glints off the blade.* We're family. We need you. I need you."

And what's even more sickening? AU Michael's words later work to inflame this: "If only Dean had used that coffin when he had the chance."

(Aside/// And likewise, The Empty's deal works to convince Cas of the same thing, that he's not "allowed" to feel personal happiness or express love without dire consequences!)

/// Anyway, I think Dean’s decision not to say goodbye to Cas and Jack in 14x12 does stand in stark contrast to his other behaviors: hugging Sam, eating last meals with Mary and Donna, etc. I think this difference highlights how unique and emotionally complicated his relationships with Cas and Jack are. Dean’s reasoning—“I don’t need to get shaky on this thing”—reveals his fear of losing resolve if he faces them directly. (It's even unlike Lisa, whose goodbye was bittersweet but clean.)

In a nutshell, saying goodbye to Cas and Jack would force Dean to confront the depth of his attachments, making it harder to follow through with his sacrifice. (Or, per the script, it would make Dean himself "too emotional.")

SAM: You know, Mom hates this. I hate this... And Cas and Jack, you haven’t even told them. DEAN: Okay, well, yeah, that’s because I’m not good with the whole big goodbyes, alright? I-I-I don’t need to get shaky on this thing. SAM: Wouldn't be the worst thing.

Overall, Dean fears his resolve will weaken, that his emotions will spill out uncontrollably, revealing more than he intends, or that his goodbye would overburden Cas and cause him strife—because, much like Cas with his Empty deal, Dean doesn’t want to burden him.

Both Dean and Cas share a deeply ingrained sense of self-denial, prioritizing protecting others over addressing their own emotional needs.

I feel like The Gorgon’s line in Ouroboros, “Oh… you definitely want things,” brings this to the surface, as does AU Michael’s taunts. All season long, Michael asked his victims: "What do you want?"

Notably, Dream!Pamela says to Dean: "Why do you always want what you can't have?" And finally, AU Micheal's: “If only Dean had used that coffin when he had the chance.”

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Cas makes Dean want to stay, a feeling that unsettles him precisely because of how powerful it is. Perhaps, it stirs up frustration because it's something he can't seem to control, even after all this time.

This is a frustration that Dean largely directs at himself, but I think it occasionally spills over into his interactions with Cas because of the vulnerability Cas represents. (Note: All this isn't even factoring in Cas's well-meaning attempts to shield Dean, which winds up making Dean feel shut out.)

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And of course... all hail 2x20.

John instilled hero virtues in Dean by teaching him that sacrifice and duty were part of being a hero/family caretaker, even at the cost of his own happiness. This mindset is clear in Dean’s painful reflection, where he questions why he has to carry the burden of saving others while his own life and the lives of his loved ones are sacrificed:

DEAN (to John): "Course I know what you'd say. Your happiness for all those people's lives, no contest. Right?" But why? Why is it my job to save these people? Why do I have to be some kind of hero? (begins to cry while talking) What about us, huh? What, Mom's not supposed to live her life, Sammy's not supposed to get married? Why do we have to sacrifice everything, Dad? (pause) It's... (Dean's lips tremble. Silence. We hear the sky rumbling. Tears begins to falls on DEAN's cheek.)

#dean vs happiness #spn 2x20 #i put on you what i couldn't take #cas is dean's happiness #therefore it's a little bit his fault for making dean want to stay #dean feels like he's already dead inside because the mere act of WANTING has been like THIS at every turn #his anger is justified

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ninelivesastrology · 11 months ago

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Moon/Saturn aspects

The Last of Us Part 1 (2022), Naughty Dog

The Moon/Saturn person understands what loneliness is, even in a crowded room full of people. Saturn rules isolation and the Moon rules connection like two opposing forces—Incredibly so because the Moon rules Cancer, the sign of Saturn’s detriment and Saturn rules Capricorn; the sign of Moon’s detriment. Polarities drive this planetary relationship and to whom it belongs, they struggle to find balance.

It’s hard for the Moon/Saturn person to feel a sense of belonging in their own life and in others, to not feel shame for their existence. A Moon/Saturn person would tell you there is no meaning in life if there is no purpose to apply themselves to.

The sense of pressure, of being good enough, it colors everything in apathy, in shades of grey, but this drives perfectionism. But perfectionism is suffocating.

The Scream (1893), Edvard Munch

The Moon/Saturn person must learn to take up space and unlearn the habit of making themselves small. Saturn’s significations lie in restriction. But no one ever tells you that to deny and reject who it is that you are, to reject your very nature is to suffer, to not live a life at all.

There are so many phobias that drive the Moon/Saturn person’s behavior. The internal compass never points North without trembling in fear. The fear of regret, the fear of being hurt, the fear of being close reinforces the belief that nobody can hurt them if they are not vulnerable. Above all these fears, it is the fear of feeling.

Grief is a shadow behind the Moon/Saturn person, the idea of loss intertwined with responsibility, the idea of “what could’ve been” overshadows any amount of gain.

Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan (1883 - 1885), Ilya Repin

The Moon/Saturn person is a puzzle of learned habits, ingrained so deep in the subconscious. The blame and shame game Moon/Saturn people play with themselves is an example, often as a result of the parent, the Moon being a natural ruler of the all mothers and Saturn being a natural ruler of fathers.

Our Lady of Sorrows, the Moon joys in the 3rd House, also named “the House of the Goddess”

The first time a Moon/Saturn person was told, “You are too sensitive,” they believed it and hardened their heart.

In trying to learn how to control their emotions, they suppressed them. Saturn chills and delays what it touches, resulting in emotional numbness or delayed emotional reactions.

Taurus is the nocturnal domicile of Venus where the Moon is crowned. Libra is the diurnal domicile of Venus where Saturn is crowned. Why is it in Venus’ signs that the Moon and Saturn experience empowerment? Because pleasure without guilt does not deserve punishment, from anybody or the self.

It’s not a crime to have our needs met, to acknowledge the humanity within ourselves and humanity in others. Moon/Saturn people hone in on the wrong “bigger than” situation. No superiority in not feeling. There is no shame in relating to others, in craving security or feeling insecure or lonely.

The internal belief of being “better off alone” originates from grieving people, places and things. Remember, even the word “belief” has “lie” inside of it.

It is a beautiful thing to feel anything at all in the face of grief. Even moreso, it is a gift to be able to let go of temporary feelings that overstay their welcome and cause harm. Intimacy is priceless.

#astrology #astro community #astroblr #saturn #moon #moon/saturn #astrology notes #astrology observations

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izzyliker · 1 year ago

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the stupid online radfem self-victimizing characterization of pedophilia as an attraction to trivial random collections of aesthetics and behavioral quirks & the resulting reducing of csa into just like subconscious seeking out of individual traits one is nefariously attracted to is literally so vile and both trivializes violence against children & ends up denying the socially ingrained nature of misogyny lol

#best wishes gargoyle king

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mysticbewitched · 2 years ago

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Subconscious Mind & Psychology: Self-Perception

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~ Mindset: ~

▪︎ { Your mindset is an established mental attitude with a deep set of beliefs that shape and determine your perception. Your mindset influences the way you feel, think, behave, and perceive your own experiences. }

Your mindset influences the perception you have about yourself and the "external reality." The state of your established mindset completely stems from the deeper, subconscious beliefs that you have about yourself.

Your conscious mind is always under the influence and control of the beliefs from your subconscious mind. Your conscious mind simply reflects your deep, subconscious beliefs.

The state of your mindset is determined by the deeply ingrained beliefs you have hidden in your subconscious. Your subconscious beliefs about yourself sculpt your mindset into the way it is which has influenced and shaped your very own perception.

▪︎ Your mindset constantly shapes every single area in your life. You are always unconsciously manifesting your own reality from the dominant state of mind you hold.

It is all mindset.

~ Subconscious:~

Think of your subconscious mind as an involuntary memory bank for everything about you on a hidden, deeper level.

Your subconscious mind is the deeper part of your mind that controls and hides away your deepest beliefs, thought patterns, behavior, perception, and much more.

Your subconscious completely determines your psychological state of mind. Ninety-five percent of your psychological and behavioral patterns are always running on autopilot by the powerful influence of your subconscious mind.

▪︎ The state of your conscious mind is controlled by your subconscious mind.

{ Your subconscious influences: }

▪︎ Your beliefs

▪︎ Your mood

▪︎ Your skillsets

▪︎ Your thought patterns

▪︎ Your feelings

▪︎ Your emotions

▪︎ Your behavioral patterns

▪︎ Your habits

▪︎ Your mindset

▪︎ Your values

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~ Beliefs: ~

▪︎ A belief is something that you believe to be true or hold as an opinion.

When you believe something, you completely accept for that certain thing to be true. You are satisfied in accepting that something is true to you. Your underlying belief system is the underlying structure for shaping your behavior and perception.

The only reason that you have a "victimized" or confident perception of yourself is because on a deeper, hidden level you believe these things to be true for yourself.

~ Subconscious Beliefs: ~

▪︎ Your subconscious beliefs were shaped and formed in your early childhood which influences your perception.

When you are a child, your mind is incredibly susceptible to soaking up any information to be accepted as true because an established set of beliefs has not been formed as of yet during this time.

Your mind was able to easily absorb information and limiting beliefs that were handed down to you as a child from your family, school, and society for you to accept as true.

As you're growing up, you develop a firm set of beliefs that you have accepted as true from your parents and society, which are accepted in your subconscious mind.

You were conditioned to accept certain beliefs as true and ultimately brainwashed by society all these years since childhood for you to believe yourself to be a "victim" to the "harsh facts of reality."

This is the deeper reason behind why so many of you doubting yourselves and your own ability to manifest your desires.

It is simply because society and the media did not condition you to be empowered as powerful creators of your own reality. You were falsely conditioned and brainwashed to see yourselves as helpless "victims" without any sense of control over your own life experiences.

Society and the mainstream media trained us all to be "victims" and let me tell you, the false teachings in society were pretty damn convincing in their performance. They certainly had me fooled, and I give them a standing ovation for the all the lies and the deception.

Society took you for a mindless fool who would accept their false "truths" as facts. Those deeper beliefs you developed in your childhood have influenced and impacted you throughout your entire life. Your original belief system ended up influencing your behavior, the way you think, and your perception.

▪︎ { Your subconscious beliefs shape your perception, which sculpts your experiences in your own life. You are experiencing your reality through a certain lens of perception. }

Aside from societal brainwash, you may have been raised by your parents to be humble and think of others before yourself, so the result of that today would be that you may struggle with having confidence in yourself.

You may have been taught by your family to believe that money is "hard to get by" or "you need to work hard" in order to be successful. That influenced your perception towards money as a result, and now you may be convinced that you need to work hard in order to make money or become successful.

If you grew up believing yourself to be a "failure" or "not good enough" in your own eyes then today's result would be that you suffer from incredibly low-self esteem, feel a lack of motivation to pursue after your goals, and you would struggle with having any confidence in your own capabilities. You subconsciously believe yourself to be a "failure" or " not good enough" and all those beliefs have no choice but to reflect upon your conscious mind.

If you grew up hating yourself then today's result would be that you may suffer from self-hatred, you lack self-love, and you may experience depression as a result.

If you experienced having trouble with friendships or losing many friends in your childhood then today's result would be that you may struggle with trust issues, fears of abandonment, and issues with wanting to socialize with others. Those kind of issues would deeply affect your friendships and your romantic relationships these days.

If you seriously struggle to believe in yourself, or have confidence in your own power as a manifestor, it is all coming from your established subconscious belief system. You must subconsciously hold a certain belief in order for it to influence your perception.

Your conscious mind reflects the deep, hidden beliefs you hold within your subconscious mind. In order to for you consciously believe something as true, you need to have the same belief in your subconscious otherwise your conscious mind will not be able to believe it. Your subconscious beliefs determine your mindset which influences and shapes your perception.

It all stems from your subconscious beliefs which ultimately influence your perception of yourself and your own experiences. This is what you must truly understand if you want to change yourself and your mindset for the better.

Those beliefs were deeply formed from your childhood and your belief system became established as true in your subconscious mind, which has affected you throughout your whole entire life. Every time your beliefs were "mirrored" back to you in your "external reality" as a result, those beliefs were further reinforced as true in your subconscious mind which strengthened your belief in those beliefs on both a conscious and subconscious level.

Your own personal subconscious beliefs are the entire foundation for your perception.

Your conscious mind has no other choice but to reflect your subconscious beliefs. You subconsciously believe all your beliefs about yourself to be true.

You are what your subconscious believes to be true.

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~ Reprogramming Your Subconscious:

Your negative and limited belief systems are what holds you back and prevents you from achieving your greatest potential. It is all in deeper beliefs of your subconscious mind.

In order to create a lasting change in your subconscious mind and form new beliefs, you have to completely bypass the gatekeeping conscious mind. You slip the affirmations into you subconscious to establish the beliefs you want to accept as true which will inevitably influence a change in your behavior and perception.

You can change the state of your mindset and alter your perception by sending the same set of affirmations to your subconscious mind through a daily listening habit of consistent repetition during the process of reprogramming your subconscious beliefs.

After enough repetition of your subconscious mind hearing the same affirmations, the opposite belief system inevitably gets accepted and established as the new set of beliefs in your subconscious mind. Your mindset and behavior then changes to match and support the new subconscious beliefs as a result.

Until your limited subconscious beliefs are reprogrammed and replaced with the new beliefs you want your mind to adopt, your mindset will remain still in the same state it is now living in and your old beliefs will continue to negatively affect your perception of your reality.

By allowing the old subconscious belief systems to persist and control the state of your mindset, you will continue to experience the same negative and unwanted perception which manifests the experiences you have in your own reality as the creator of it all.

~ Repetition Is Vital: ~

When you begin the process of listening to your audio, the affirmations are sent to your subconscious mind which influences the state of your conscious mind.

During the process of your daily routine you will then begin to notice the results and experience a change in your perception. As you listen to your audio every day, your results will only become better and better over time the longer you listen to it.

Your results drastically improve because the new belief system you want to install in your subconscious mind is being further reinforced.

Your subconscious mind learns and accepts new, and unfamiliar beliefs through loads of daily, consistent repetition.

Eventually, when you receive enough repetition of listening to your audio, the affirmations are finally accepted and deeply ingrained as your new subconscious beliefs and those desired changes from your affirmations manifest into a reality for you. Your mindset, along with your behavior and perception, inevitably changes to support the new beliefs as true. Those changes are long-term, and the desired changes stay with you for life.

Using subliminals as an awesome tool for your best benefit requires serious dedication, commitment to consistency, and patience for maximum results.

▪︎ This is not an instant or "fast" process, and this is not a "quick fix scheme" for changing your mindset.

You want your mindset changes to last for good and be long-term. It is *beyond well-worth it* in the end. Your mindset change will be permanent forever, and you will be the most confident version of yourself as a manifestor.

~ Recommendations For Long-Term Changes: ~

You can listen to your audio as many times as you want but it is highly recommended to listen to it as much as you can in your daily listening routine and allow your audio to loop on repeat throughout the day. It's an added bonus to listen to your audio overnight while you are sleeping.

Because you're targeting deeply ingrained beliefs that you have held onto for ages, it takes a lot of patience and consistency to replace the old subconscious beliefs. The longer you have had a certain subconscious belief, the more repetition is needed to replace the old subconscious belief system with the new beliefs you want to believe about yourself.

All you need to do in order to change your mindset is to stay completely committed and consistent to listening to your audio. You just need to stay on top of listening to your audio every single day or night.

▪︎ Persistence with your subliminal audio is absolutely vital and crucial for long-term success with changing your mindset. No matter what, you must remain patient and committed to your audio.

For the people wanting to ask, "Well, can't I just assume it takes me a week for full and permanent results?" This is my answer for that question: How in the hell do you expect to be able to manifest that for yourself if you are using the subliminal in the first place because you are *struggling* to manifest your desires?

Stick with the recommendations and be patient.

It is incredibly worth it.

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~ Subliminals & Supraliminals: ~

▪︎ Self-improvement

▪︎ Self-esteem

▪︎ Mental health

Subliminals and supraliminals are absolutely incredible tools for self-improvement and self-transformation. They are solely meant to create a positive change in your psychological state for the drastic improvement of your state of mind and well-being.

These audios can absolutely benefit anyone and change people’s lives for the better. Take control of the beliefs you hold in your subconscious mind and you have the ultimate key for an amazing transformation in your mindset.

You can easily achieve your desired mindset and form the changes you desire in your well-being by simply reprogramming your subconscious mind and staying committed to the process.

Subliminal and supraliminal audios were originally meant for psychological improvement. They are designed for installing a new belief system by reprogramming your subconscious with the new beliefs you want to believe about yourself.

Society and the media have been brainwashing you since you were a child. Why not turn the tables and brainwash yourself into believing positive and wonderful things about yourself in order to change your mindset for the better? Self-brainwashing is incredibly effective, and it can create amazing changes for you and the state of your well-being.

▪︎ { There are so many wonderful ways you can improve yourself and your psychological state with subliminals or supraliminals. You can cure depression, get rid of OCD, remove anxiety, banish your fears, improve your self-esteem, develop confidence, and so much more. The possibilities are absolutely incredible.

All it takes is serious dedication and commitment. *You must remain committed.* }

When your subconscious beliefs have changed from enough repetition, the new change is permanent and lasts forever.

▪︎ { This is a tool for incredible self-transformation, and it is not for the weak-minded or those who want an instant mindset fix. }

If you are actually serious about changing your mindset for the long-term and you're willing to be patient in order to transform your mindset for good then you will put in the necessary dedication and commitment needed with this awesome tool for self-improvement.

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~ Transform Your Mindset With Ease: ~

It is incredibly difficult to change your mindset without the use of subliminals or supraliminals because the subconscious beliefs you have about yourself dictate your conscious mindset today.

Consciously affirming affirmations in order to try and reprogram your subconscious mind is incredibly difficult and troublesome because your conscious mind is in the way of easily accepting the new beliefs you want to develop.

Your conscious mind is the logical part of your mind and it acts as the gatekeeper for what can enter your subconscious mind. If you're saying statements to yourself such as, "I love myself" or "I believe in myself" from a terrible state of mind then you're going to know that is a flat out lie. You're going to know right off the bat that those affirmations are a bunch of bullshit and you will feel as if you are wasting your time.

Your conscious mind will instantly reject those affirmations from entering your subconscious mind and you will have some serious trouble with changing your beliefs.

Subliminal and supraliminal audios take away the frustrating hassle of consciously affirming statements and those audios turn the process of forming new beliefs in your subconscious into an easy one that only requires serious dedication and commitment to achieve the end result for long-term changes.

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~ Connecting to Manifestation: ~

"What does all of this have to do with manifestation?"

Attention: I need you to listen to me closely here. I need your complete and total undivided attention. I'm about to change your life.

▪︎ You are your one and only opponent.

The only reason that you are feeling so frustrated and defeated on your manifestation journey is simply because *you doubt yourself.*

The reason you are now stuck in a frustrating, vicious cycle of endless "failure" and struggling to manifest your desires all comes down to the same exact reason: *you doubt yourself.*

In your subconscious mind, you severely doubt yourself. You are filled to the overflowing brim with self-doubt.

Your issue with severe self-doubt is making you behave and think like a "helpless victim" when you are only one in complete control of your own reality. You are the one who calls the shots. Nobody else, but you. You are so incredibly powerful, but you doubt yourself.

This is your problem and the only problem you are having. You doubt yourself and your own power to manifest your desires. Open your eyes and realize this honest truth.

If you want to succeed in conscious manifestation, you need to realize the one barrier that's holding you back: *it is yourself*.

You are not an "exception," you are not a powerless "victim", and "the universe" is most certainly not against you. Give me a damn break.

Your mindset is the problem. Your mindset is exactly what is holding you back from your desires.

The only difference between you and other manifestors who are able to easily manifest their desires with ease is the difference in mindset. Their state of mind is rearranged much differently, and they hold a much different perception of themselves and their own power to manifest compared to you.

You clearly have the doubtful mindset of "victim mentality" while these other manifestors truly believe in themselves, and they have confidence in their own manifestation abilities.

You two possess the same infinite power to manifest absolutely anything, but you severely doubt your power while these other confident manifestors have faith in themselves and their own power to manifest whatever they desire. *It is all about mindset.*

*Transform your mindset, and you transform your external reality.*

"You are God and your only opponent is yourself." - Neville Goddard

You completely lack the self-belief and confidence needed when it comes to your own ability to manifest. This is the only issue here.

If you truly had confidence and faith in your ability to manifest, then you would not be struggling with manifesting or desperately "trying" to manifest whatever you desire.

"Man's faith in God is measured by his confidence in himself." - Neville Goddard

Intentional manifesting is all about having confidence in your own abilities to manifest whatever the hell you desire. That's what you truly need to understand. You need a wake-up call.

You clearly do not believe in yourself, and you do not have confidence in your own power to manifest. That's basically what it comes down to at the end of the day. You need to open your eyes and be honest with yourself about the state of your current mindset. The disposition of your mindset is the reason you're struggling.

*Stop victimizing yourself when you are the operant power of your own reality*.

You are the God of your own reality and you can manifest absolutely anything you desire. Nothing is off limits and this whole entire universe is your oyster. You just need to take action to change your mindset, so you can finally manifest your desires with ease and live the reality of your dreams.

Conscious manifestation is all about the mindset. Transform your mindset and you transform your life. It really is as simple and easy as that.

Throw the whole woe-is-me "victim" mentality out of the door. Stop that ridiculous shit right now.

You are not a victim. You are a powerful creator, and you were born to rule with incredible power.

Your mindset is seriously all you absolutely need to achieve everything you could ever desire.

If you don't believe in yourself and you don't have confidence in your ability to manifest your desires as a conscious manifestor, then you have already failed and lost the game. This is your only problem.

Your mindset is either your greatest enemy or your personal Heaven.

There is nobody against you but *yourself*.

There is nothing and nobody preventing your desires from manifesting but *yourself*.

There is nobody against you but *yourself*.

Conscious manifestation is all about *yourself.*

This is not about your desires. This is about *you.*

You only need yourself in order to manifest your wildest dreams. *Change self*.

Simply change *yourself.*

"There is no one to change but self;" - Neville Goddard

All it takes is a simple change in perception.

Do yourself a favor and take my advice.

This is not a game. This is your life. Your desires are waiting for you to change your mindset.

I promise that you will thank yourself for it.

You may just end up changing your life.

▪︎ {Check out my guide on creating your own subliminals in my master list.}

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Ending note: Let's go over my main recommendations for you to ensure that you receive the best results from your mindset subliminal. Here's how to properly use it.

# 1. ▪︎ Always create your own subliminals & supraliminals.

They are so much more effective than listening to subliminals from other strangers online and much safer because you know exactly what affirmations are being sent to your subconscious mind.

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#2. ▪︎ Listen to your subliminal every single day consistently as many times as you want for 3-6 months straight.

Yes, I am very serious. This takes an incredible amount of dedication and commitment to yourself. You have to have a burning desire to change your mindset and yourself for the better.

*Confident manifestor mindset = easy & effortless manifestation*

If you want to utterly transform your mindset, and manifest your desires with ease then you need to completely throw out the old beliefs of self-doubt.

It is absolutely *worth* the dedication, commitment, and patience. I promise you that it is incredibly worth it, and you will be thanking the new and improved version of yourself 6 months from now for sticking with it and persevering through it all.

Do you want to finally stop struggling on your manifestation journey and step into your power?

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#3. ▪︎ Listen to your subliminal overnight if you are able to. It will be greatly beneficial to you.

You can use earbuds or headphones.

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#4. ▪︎ Do *not* change the damn subliminal. Stick with it. You hear me? You stick with it and persist, no matter what.

I don't care about the impatience you're feeling, you need to suck it up and keep persevering. How badly do you want your desires? How badly do you want to change your mindset?

I believe in you and I know you can do this.

Do not screw over your own progress by adding onto the subliminal or changing it up. *stick with it.*

Do not ruin it for yourself. Have some patience and chill out.

Stay loyal to your mindset subliminal.

*It is worth it.*

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#5. ▪︎ Keep yourself busy, and don't worry about results. Just live your life in the meantime and take it easy. Your results will manifest, and you will be absolutely amazed by how confident and powerful you feel as a manifestor.

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~ FAQ Time: ~

"When should I expect my results?"

▪︎ Everybody is different, and their subconscious mind will respond to subliminals differently. You can begin to see results instantly. It could take a few weeks, or it can even take a few months. Everyone is on a different journey and hold different types of negative beliefs in their subconscious. The most important thing is to continue to listen to your subliminal, no matter what. Have patience and keep listening. Your patience will definitely be rewarded.

"When should I expect full results?"

▪︎ For a full and permanent change in your mindset, listen to your subliminal consistently for 3-6 months. The longer you listen, the better and more awesome the effect of your results. 3 months is the recommended minimum, but if you have been heavily struggling with the same negative beliefs and trash mindset for most of your life, then I would highly recommend going all out with your subliminal and hitting the 6 month mark for maximum change.

"What if I want to listen to my subliminal for longer than 6 months?"

▪︎ That's incredibly awesome, and your results will be greatly enhanced as a cherry on top. The longer you listen, the deeper the new beliefs will be ingrained in your subconscious. The results you experience around the 7-8 or 8-12 month mark will be drastically improved and much *greater* than the original results that manifested around the 3 month mark. You would notice a much more incredible difference in comparison. After you reach 6 months, the rest is all about your personal preference and what you want to do. You make that decision for yourself.

"What if I'm already satisfied with my results? Can I stop listening?"

▪︎ You keep on listening even once you are satisfied with your results and staying consistent until you hit the 6 month mark. You want full and permanent results from all the dedication and commitment you are putting into transforming your mindset for good. You keep going and don't look back.

Go big or go home.

"How often should I listen to my subliminal every day?"

▪︎ The minimum: at least twice a day. I personally believe that the more you listen to it, the better. I like to have my subliminal playing on loop throughout the day while I enjoy watching my movies, shows, or reading some books. The important thing is to just keep yourself busy, don't focus on the "time" for the results, and live your life in the meantime. Your results will come, and your dedication will pay off.

"Can I have affirmations for another topic in my subliminal?"

▪︎ Yes, you can. In fact, adding affirmations for self-love, self-esteem, and happiness would be amazingly beneficial for you. Especially for those who are suffering from depression and want to cure those issues from within.

"What if I have been listening for X amount of time, and I want to update or add more to my affirmations?"

▪︎ Do not do this to yourself. Do *not ever* update your affirmations, add any more affirmations, or make any single type of change to your set of affirmations once you have completed creating your own subliminals. Once you have finished writing your original set of mindset affirmations, that's it. You must completely stick with them. I will say it again, you must remain *consistent.* at all times. Consistency greatly pays off in the end.

"Can I just assume that I have my full results in a week?"

▪︎ I will seriously never understand people with this type of thinking.. *deep sighs*

My answer for this absolutely ridiculous attempt to find a loophole for "faster" results is this: how in the hell do you expect to manifest this new assumption for yourself when you are listening to your mindset subliminal in the first place because you are *struggling* to manifest for yourself?

You're not seeing the greater picture here. What's not clicking for you?

Conscious manifestation is all about your mindset and right now, the current state of your mindset is deep down in the trash. Actually commit yourself to changing your mindset for good and stop trying to do the cheap version of this system.

Seriously, stop trying to "cheat the system" and commit yourself to this. Dedicate yourself to this process for the sake of changing your life or you will continue to remain in the endless vicious cycle of "struggling" to manifest your desires. Don't you want to break the cycle once and for all?

This is a serious commitment to yourself and the life you desire. This is not for the weak-minded or those of you who demand full results within 5 minutes or only 7 days of listening. These type of impatient expectations seriously need to come to an end.

Once your mindset has changed to confident manifestor mode then you can absolutely feel free to manifest that new assumption for yourself with subliminals. In the meantime, you need to achieve the confident manifestor mindset first in order for you to have any easy success with conscious manifestation at all.

Achieve the confident manifestor mindset first and you will be able to manifest anything you want. Your desires will easily come running after you. Period point blank. Your mindset is the *key* to Heaven.

"How do I create my own subliminals?"

Read this post here. You're about to change your life.

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~ Cheers to your infinite power & peace out, lovely.

#loassumption #law of assumption #manifestation #manifesting #law of manifestation #self concept

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yumesei · 20 days ago

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I'm literally on my knees begging you to tell us more about the doggy hybrid AU!!! You keep off handedly mentioning it and yet you seem to publicly post very little information about it.

Aaaaaah I just didn't think anyone would be interested in me randomly explaining it, but if you ask you shall receive (I love yapping sm) 👀

Disclaimer : this is kinda long

On the worldbuilding side, it's a AU where both humans and animal/human hybrids exist but hybrids are rare. I didn't really dig on where they came from but if I had to choose I'd say genetic mutations or something like that.

S.oap is a canine hybrid. It shows physically through him having big fluffy canine ears and tail and bigger/sharper fangs. But also internally (?), by that I mean that he has enhanced senses and slightly better reflexes of the canine instincts (which definitely make him even better as a soldier). Meanwhile Sei is just a human.

Their first encounter was when Sei start working at the Coalition. She had never saw hybrids before but had heard tales of them. She ends up being assigned in intel on a mission where S.oap will be sent, so they ends up in the same briefing. And she doesn't know him but she can't stops staring at him cuz he's a mf hottie/cutie (the contrast between his muscular frame, the military stance he has when he's serious and then.... The fluffy canine attributes is definitely something) and she's just curious about hybrids overall since it's her first time seeing one. But she tries to stop herself as to not look like a creep. But the constant back and forth of her sneakily staring at him and then going back to flook at something else while frowning (scolding herself) make it looks to him like she has disdain towards hybrids, therefore he confronts her cuz he's not gonna let anyone be racist (?) against him and his species like that, especially if they're gonna work together.

He do quickly get that she isn't while the confrontation (girlie is trying to apologize real hard without making it worse). But since their first impression was a misunderstanding they're a bit tense at first. But they warm up to each other over time until blablabla they get together.

Now, what I love and find interesting in this AU (outside the aesthetic of big soldier with a fluffy appearance, which I already love). Is how his love would be slightly different with canine instincts : especially with the concept of mates (now, dogs do not have mates. But most canine/canid species do. Which is why even tho I call this a "dog hybrid AU", I actually prefer to leave him as a non-specified canine hybrid, maybe a mix of things).

Since canines usually mate for life, they have that deep instinctual need to protect and provide for their mate. At some point in their relationship S.oap (his hybrid instincts, that subconscious part of him) would recognize Sei as his mate. And that allows us to explore a more "submissive" interpretation of him.

And don't get me wrong, I don't mean submissiveness as in "whiny puppy". S.oap is a tough, confident, and competitive soldier that thrives in high-pressure situations. His instincts don't change his personality. But, his they create a layered dynamic when it comes to Sei, his mate. This submissiveness is a deeply ingrained part of his biology, not a reflection of his personality. His "submissiveness" isn’t rooted in the typical idea of being submissive in a relationship. Instead, it’s tied to his hybrid instincts and how they perceive his mate.

For hybrids like him, the bond with a mate is deeply instinctual and sacred. It’s not about power dynamics, it’s about trust, loyalty, and the biological drive to protect and nurture. Sei (as his mate) , triggers a part of him that wants to ensure her happiness, safety, and comfort above all else. His instincts naturally attune to her needs and emotions, whether it’s offering comfort when she’s upset, being hyper-aware of her presence, or even adjusting his behavior to her moods. Outside of their dynamic, he is still the same strong, confident soldier, but when it comes to Sei, that softer side instinctually emerges because she’s his mate, his priority, and his heart. It also makes him deeply loyal (he already is as a human but u get it).

Now back on a more world-building side. There's probably a clash between his (and most hybrid soldiers) instincts and soldier mentality. Which probably created regulations against putting mate in the same squad, because in case of danger they should follow the old "mission first" rule but their instinct would be screaming "mate first".

For S.oap it must be particularly agonizing. Because his instincts are a whole part of his subconscious, but to me, being a soldier is as equally part of him. It's a whole part of his identity, engraved in his flesh, running through his blood. So sometimes the two would conflict, and if he doesn't have to choose between his mate and his duty in dangerous situations since she doesn't go on the field. Having to go onto months longs mission away from her must trigger the same dillema in his brain (even if softer).

What I also like is how Sei would have to "learn" how to love him "right" (kinda). Like, mates is an animalistic concept and she's just human. She doesn't feel that instinctual pull (she chooses to love him everyday, which is just as cool to me), it doesn't mean she don't love him as deep as he loves her, but she'll have to learn how to attune to his instincts so he doesn't get overwhelmed by them. Since it must already be pretty confusing to have a human mate, someone who don't really get what happens in your head or give exactly back what you're giving them . But a lil hardship is always interesting for relationship development.

On another note, I like to think that if he's relaxed around you then you can read his emotions like an open book through the movements of his tail and ears. (which he probably learn to stop bc of the job, so it happening naturally means he trusts you).

Also..... Hybrids fitting clothes and uniforms.... With holes for tails and ears.... So cute.

And i'm not gonna go into nsfw territory but he has a rut 🙏

#Sei answered <3 #pookie talk #💻 | java & Ammo #I could have detailed/told more but it's three am and I feel like that's already too long 🥲#U get a cookie if u read everything #All of this was created by my brain trying to escape the pain of studying for my finals btw #An AU sponsored by university

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horizon-verizon · 7 months ago

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People need to realize how VICIOUSLY CRUEL Criston is to Rhaenyra. He has severely unchecked, misogynistic, and violent urges towards her. The way he manhandled Jacaerys and Lucerys, how he beat Joffrey to death and later Beesbury… All of that pent up rage is subconsciously tied to Rhaenyra. People need to realize that he’s only doing them because he can’t get to Rhaenyra. He wants to do all of these things and worse to a woman who’s never done anything to him but tell him no. If he ever got his hands on her, it would be absolutely repugnant and hideous.

And Alicent completely enables it. That’s why I get so disgusted every time they fuck. She fucked him immediately after he sent Arryk to murder Rhaenyra. I don’t get how her stans still be defending Alicent for that, let alone shipping her with Rhaenyra.

Okay, so let's be Watsonian about the show.

You know the other day I espied a person under a tweet of a youtube comment or something saying we shouldn't call some kid an incel (he staged a break in to try to get his 17 year old babysitter to feel savior-bound to him as he had a crush on her, nearly sexually assaulted her, finally stabbed her in the gut, etc.) bc kids/preteen boys and sex placed side by side is us being creepy? Mind you, this preteen boy was SEEKING OUT sex/sexual contact from an older girl who already pushed him away from her when he attempted to kiss her before said fake break in. His whole thing was that he couldn't get sex/romance from the girl he had a crush on and then harassed, berated, etc. her, her ex, and her boyfriend for a few hours because of it. If that is not an incel ("involuntary celibate", the name these men made for themselves as if someone was forcing them to be single or "sexless"), IDK what is. Besides that, being an incel is not just about sex, it's about this attempt to poise oneself as a victim and entitle oneself/reclaim female bodies & one's authority over them. Woman and girl. It's men fantasizing a shortage of social "respect" from the ease of access to female attention.

Criston Cole fits that to a tee. So I agree with you, he's simply not to be trusted around any woman, Alicent is actually in danger of losing more to Criston's simmering wrath and innate disregard for women, and what's frustrating is that she reenables said behaviors from S1 epi 6 (no real response to the "cunt" comment). If I were writing, I'd put in some dreams of Cole trying to get at the mist figure of Rhaenyra that progresses into a frenzy (a dream), bc such a mindset would have Cole fantasizes violence towards her. Perhaps she is his "dragon" he feels the need to slay?

Oh, and people don't realize bc gender bias and ignorance of sexism is really so ingrained that people do not really wish to possibly confront some implications. We already see it in how they deny this war happening bc of sexism. So....

#criston col's characterization #hotd characterization #asoiaf asks to me #rhaenyra and criston #hotd fandom #fandom critical #criston cole #alicent stans #alicent hightower #alicent's characterization #hotd ships #shipping #asoiaf shipping

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maagicmushies · 1 year ago

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I think I'm just gonna post my thoughts on every hxh's character's nen and how they aid their individual stories because it's really fun to talk about and these thoughts are constantly bouncing around my head.

killua's is probably the best execution and cleanest cut case of this. Nearly every character who sees Killua use his electricity based abilities instantly become heartbroken realizing what this means. This little boy is familiar enough with the sensation of electricity that he can just replicate it. It's an extension of his training as a Zoldyck assassin, but it's very possible that he was put through worse tests than anyone else in his family due to his incredible potential and right to the family name. Killua's story is about unlearning the toxic behaviors so deeply ingrained into the Zoldycks as a whole and while it is sad, this ability to control electricity is his first step onto that path. It takes something that was constantly used to hurt him and transforms it into something that serves him.

In my opinion, that alone would be good enough writing to justify the ability, but through Greed Island and the Chimera Ant arc it just gets more interesting. Killua gets to refine this electricity control into two more specific techniques, Shock Palm and Thunderbolt. You'd think "Oh, he's an assassin, so these are flashy kill moves like the Chidori from Naruto", but both have consistently shown to do nothing besides stun. Killua can't kill people with these, either because of low power output or because of a subconscious limiter born out of his desire to escape his family. Provided, Killua does still kill people in the Chimera Arc, but to do so he has to always rely on Zoldyck abilities. It's always his claws, the Yo-yo or any of his assassination techniques. To kill is to constantly go back to being a Zoldyck while using his electricity is outright defying their programming. The non-lethal aspect of these abilities also show how much Killua begins attaching his worth to Gon at this point in the story. In contrast to all the utility that a quick stun provides, Gon for most of the story can't do anything besides land killing blows. Killua has just as much potential as Gon, if not even more, he could have come up with something just as destructive, but chooses not to because both in HxH and in Killua's eyes, Gon is the main character and Killua is just happy to be a piece of Gon's story.

This move from being an obedient facet to the Zoldycks to an obedient facet of Gon's life isn't as healthy as it initially seems. Gon treats him much nicer (for now), but it doesn't solve the core issue that Killua doesn't any sense of self worth, he doesn't think he deserves to live for himself. As sad as it is, he can't overcome the trauma of his family without also overcoming this dependence on Gon and removing Illumi's needle is a necessary step in this. This is why I love Hunter x Hunter. Illumi's needle is magic. I mean it's nen, but nen is magic by another name. However, instead of just being a cool setpiece that facilitates well choreographed action, HxH's use of supernatural powers is so intertwined with the characters, often being blatantly metaphorical. When Killua removes Illumi's needle, he is literally forcing his brother's influence out of his brain and able to think for the first time without his family's judgement clouding any of his thoughts. You could have a scene like this in a show without any supernatural elements, but there's just something about the sudden tangibility of these mostly emotional moments that feels right.

The removal of Illumi's needle sets the stage for Killua's ultimate technique - Godspeed. Godspeed: Whirlwind is a big "fuck you" to Illumi's needle. Killua, who once ran away from Pitou, uses it to fearless stare down Youpi. Whereas Illumi's needle suppresses all of Killua's fighting spirit in the face of a stronger opponent, Whirlwind suppresses his inhibitions, allowing his body to move without the limits of the brain. It would be a perfect capstone to his story but we aren't done just yet. Godspeed: Speed of Lightning lets Killua take control of this newfound power of Godspeed and use it for... Whatever he wants to. We see it briefly at the end of the Chimera Ant arc, but it gets a ton of focus during the next arc where it is crucial to Killua escaping with his sister Alluka. It's only because of this journey he got to go on that he does something he should have done for a very long time, it lets him be to Alluka what Illumi should have been to him. At this point, Killua is self actualized, he know what he wants to do with his life. He doesn't want to just mindlessly drift along to Gon's whim, he wants to see the world and let his sister see it with him. That self actualization is Speed of Lightning, all of his power wielded selfishly for the first time in his life. He deserves it.

#Hunter x Hunter #hxh #mucho texto #killua zoldyck #nen

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ruinofchimera · 4 months ago

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Hi! You said in one of your posts that Lily should be held equally accountable for her “emotional outburst” toward Snape with the “I’d wash your pants” comment. I understand the argument for holding both characters responsible, but I don’t think it’s entirely fair to equate Lily’s outburst with Snape’s use of the term “Mudblood.”

Lily’s outburst happens after Snape had already been associating with people who were drawn to dark magic and actively hurt others. She had even tried talking to him about his choices before things escalated. Over time, it’s natural that she would grow resentful, feeling betrayed by his attraction to dark magic and the company he kept. While her comment was cruel, it’s somewhat understandable, as it reflects the moment Lily was emotionally done. She was finally letting go of the last bit of loyalty she had left for him, unable to keep pretending their friendship could be salvaged. On some level, she might have even felt that Snape deserved some of it, given his choices and how far he’d strayed from the person she once knew.

On the other hand, Snape’s slur, while arising from a moment of humiliation, represents a deeper, more ingrained prejudice. Using a racial slur indicates a serious shift in his attitudes beyond just reacting to a personal conflict. It’s not typical to resort to such language merely out of humiliation; it shows a troubling acceptance of discriminatory beliefs. A slur is fundamentally different from a personal insult; while a personal insult can be a hurtful but isolated reaction, a slur reflects deeper, more systemic prejudices.

Don’t you think that their friendship ended more because of Snape’s attraction to dark magic and his embrace of harmful ideologies rather than both being equally toxic? I’d like to hear your thoughts on this.

Debating whose cuts were deeper feels like a pissing contest to me, nothing more. I don’t know if you intentionally reduce Lily’s actions during the incident to just an ‘I’d wash your pants’ comment or if you subconsciously choose to ignore that she, in fact, joined in the public bullying of her so-called friend, previously finding the display amusing. Whatever the case may be, I’ve laid out all the points why I see them both at fault in my previous posts, and I have nothing more to add. I’m all for questioning the nature of their friendship or even its very existence, but I have no taste for choosing a martyr.

There are plenty of reasons that may have sparked Lily’s eagerness to call it quits with Severus, with his descent into rotten ideology being one of them. It’s accurate to say their friendship ended because of Severus’ missteps. The thing is, I doubt Severus would have been able to cut Lily off for any reason imaginable. His flawed understanding of relationships, shaped by his troubled upbringing and lack of healthy role models, blinded him to the real dynamics of their relationship. How could their friendship have ended because of Lily’s attitude if Severus was unable to interpret her behavior as toxic?

So, yes, I do think their friendship ended solely because of Snape’s wrongdoings, if that’s what you’re asking. It couldn’t have been otherwise—but not because Lily was the only victim in their relationship. And mind that, I’m not saying Snape was the only victim either.

#lily evans #severus snape

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thecaffeinatedwitch · 3 months ago

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Common Misconceptions About the Law of Assumption

The Law of Assumption has become a popular tool for manifesting desires, but with its rise in popularity comes a fair share of misunderstandings. Many people mistakenly reduce it to wishful thinking or believe it's just about repeating affirmations without effort. This blog aims to clear up these misconceptions and provide clarity on what the Law of Assumption really involves.

1. Myth: The Law of Assumption Is Just Wishful Thinking

Reality: The Law of Assumption isn’t about daydreaming or hoping something will happen—it’s about living in the assumption that your desire is already fulfilled.

Instead of fantasizing about future outcomes, the Law teaches you to embody the state of having what you want now. This shift in mindset rewires your thoughts and actions to align with your desire, causing it to manifest in your reality.

Example: Instead of thinking, “I hope I’ll get a promotion,” assume: “I am already successful in my new role.” This mindset influences how you act, boosting your confidence and making you more proactive, leading to real-world changes.

2. Myth: You Must Believe Every Affirmation from the Start

Reality: Belief isn’t required right away—repetition is what makes affirmations effective.

At first, your affirmations might feel untrue. That’s normal! Over time, persistent affirmations will sink into your subconscious and gradually shift your inner beliefs. The goal is to replace old, limiting thoughts with empowering ones.

Example: Even if you don’t feel confident, saying “I am confident” repeatedly will eventually become ingrained in your mind, leading you to act with confidence.

3. Myth: The Law of Assumption Works Without Any Action

Reality: While the Law emphasizes mental shifts, these changes naturally lead to inspired action.

You don’t have to force yourself to act, but when you truly assume that something is already yours, your behavior will align with that belief. The right actions will come effortlessly, often without conscious planning.

Example: If you assume, “I am fit and healthy,” you’ll naturally find yourself drawn to exercise, healthy food, or other wellness practices.

4. Myth: The Law of Assumption Ignores Reality

Reality: The Law doesn’t ask you to ignore reality but to reshape your perspective.

It’s not about pretending that current challenges don’t exist. Instead, it’s about mentally shifting your focus from limitations to possibilities. When your mindset changes, your perception of reality changes, and your external world follows.

Example: If you're struggling financially, instead of focusing on debt, assume: “I always have more than enough money.” This shift will guide your decisions toward opportunities for financial growth.

5. Myth: If Results Don’t Come Quickly, It Means the Law Isn’t Working

Reality: The Law of Assumption works on its own timeline, not yours.

Many people give up too soon, thinking the Law isn’t working because results don’t appear instantly. However, manifesting is a process. External circumstances take time to align with your new assumptions. The key is persistence—keep assuming your desire has already come true, even if the physical evidence takes time to show up.

Example: If you assume you’re in a loving relationship, maintain that belief even if you’re currently single. Trust that the right person or circumstances will align when the time is right.

Final Thoughts:

The Law of Assumption isn’t magic, nor is it wishful thinking—it’s a mental discipline that aligns your thoughts, emotions, and actions with your desired reality. The process requires persistence, repetition, and patience, but over time, your assumptions will become your reality.

If you’ve been holding onto any of these myths, it’s time to let them go and embrace the power of assumption with clarity and confidence. Assume your desired outcome today, and watch as your world begins to transform.

Remember: It’s not about hoping. It’s about knowing. -yours, thecaffeinatedwitch 🎀

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verysillycatvideos · 6 months ago

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If she was a worm?

Almost every time you stumble upon a well-liked morally complex woman, you’ll see someone raise THE counterpoint against her.

“And would you still like her if she were a man?”

Or something along those lines. The two game characters that really gripped me lately - Song So Mi from 2077 and Edelgard from FE3H both had this question thrown around. And I find this question mildly infuriating. Because it just so misses the point.

Sometimes, what people really mean is “what if they were not attractive”, to which I would answer absolutely yes. But that’s not how the question is usually framed. It’s framed as being about gender.

Thing is, to the question about gender I would answer “yes, still would, but probably less.” And yet not for the reasons the askers assume.

This question basically conflates gender to appearance, attractiveness or simply some outward characteristics, which is simply very wrong. Gender is complicated, multifaceted, performative and yet ingrained, and often just the fact that someone is of a certain gender already makes us unconsciously change how we approach them. In media we can see a curious example of this – in the games with player-determined protagonist gender and where the hero and heroine say mostly the same lines, there are often different interpretations, headcanons and imagery attached to them. If this character is voiced (meaning that it is a woman VA and a man VA saying mostly the same things), the gap grows even larger. Gender, by itself, brings buttloads of baggage, even if we do not notice it.

And different story beats, and behavioral patterns, and character arcs just can hit differently depending on gender. Returning to the initial two I mentioned. Do I just like unrepentant self-demonizing revolutionaries? Yes. But the fact that they are a hurt woman in a sexist world adds so much to it. Am I deeply affected by stories of escaping prolonged abuse, regaining autonomy, learning to love yourself again? Yes. But these themes shine in a new light to me when centered on a woman (and there is a reason such storylines are often focused on women). Because womanhood almost always comes packaged with struggles with bodily autonomy and objectification [I mean look at the harassment statistics or just ads].

And of course because I subconsciously rely on my own experiences when engaging with these themes. When centered on a woman, such storylines make me feel not just involved, but cathartic, open. Seen, maybe. It's not about the looks. It's about personal connection.

I understand I’m somewhat relying on assumptions here, and this is in no way a well-researched thesis or a general rule. But I hope that maybe if there are people who felt the same way as I did, they would be happy to see that they have co-conpirators :)

#fe3h #cyberpunk 2077 #edelgard von hresvelg #songbird cyberpunk #songbird #edelgard positive #just to be safe #phantom liberty #feminism

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practically-an-x-man · 6 months ago

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For Talk Shop Tuesday: Give us the director's cut on your latest piece of writing!

Ooooh sure thing!!

So my latest piece of writing (not counting a new piece I will hopefully have finished tonight...) is Share Your Burdens, the new pre-relationship IndiHux fic I posted just before I did my masterlist redux. Let's get into it!!

Talk Shop Tuesday

Most stepped aside as they noticed him coming, and the only ones that remained were those facing the wrong way or otherwise too distracted to notice. If he were truly in a rush, he might have been sharper with them. But he knew from his conversations with Indigo that mealtimes were often the only break from work they got, and… he could find it within himself to be a bit more lenient, it seemed.

Right off the bat, we do see the way speaking to Indie has started to soften him, just a little. And it's not just their conversation about breaktimes that has him being a little gentler, but Indie's behavior itself - he knows that when she gets really into a conversation, she might not notice the people passing by around her, and it's by no means an intentional or rude gesture, so he learns to ascribe that same benign distraction to the others around him and be a little more lenient with them.

Especially in this stage of their relationship, she really helps him recognize this more grounded perspective, especially since he's never really had that himself - hyper-strict military childhood straight to a commanding position in the First Order, trained (intentionally or not) by his father to see everything as a power play or personal slight, so Indie's gentler perspective is a very good thing for him to experience at this stage in his life.

So many conversations in his life turned to the war, the ship, the cycling of duties, but Indie seemed more inclined to speak about the mundane and hopeful. It was refreshing in a number of ways.

This is part of the reason he even begins to soften to her. She obviously still respects him, but she's not in fear of him the way so many others are, and she doesn't enjoy talking about war. I'd imagine he subconsciously sees most people as instruments of war (again, how he was raised thanks to his father), but he can't do that with Indie because she never gives him an opening. She doesn't talk about war, she doesn't get all squirrelly about being face-to-face with General Hux, she forces his brain to see her as a real living person straight from the beginning and that's enough for him to start breaking down those ingrained biases.

Early-stage Hux is hard to write, honestly. He's an asshole in the movies and I'll fully acknowledge that, but for the fic to work I had to make him at least somewhat likeable, or at least open enough to change that he'll become likeable. And I'm a stickler for characterization. Making him too nice or understanding is definitely OOC, but making him too much of an asshole just isn't fun to read or write. And on top of that, he's got such a rich backstory that we never even see in the movies, and I think his character has a lot of complexity that the movies just end up dropping entirely. But as a writer, I spent the whole time wondering if I was making him too OOC, if the character growth I gave him was realistic at all, if it was too much of a departure from canon to even be enjoyable, etc..

Idk, I'm rambling. I just see so many of his actions as being motivated by his personal history and the way he was raised, less that it's what he inwardly believes and more what he's been trained to believe by his father, and to me that makes him very capable of change and growth as long as he's motivated to work for it. But... not everyone will see that from him, and it makes me worry I've misread things entirely.

Perhaps not implicitly, and perhaps he’d never have the honor of knowing her to that level, but… he could recognize that something was troubling her. That was a start.

Have to say, I love writing these little moments of dramatic irony whenever I write pre-relationship fics that exist after the main fic like this. There's just something about the image of him going "I'll never get to be that close to her :(" while everyone who reads this knows he'll end up literally sacrificing everything for her that makes me absolutely feral. It's such a specific little trope, but I love it.

He wondered if any of those thoughts were appearing on his face. She always seemed so adept at reading him.

What's funny is that if you place this fic in the actual timeline with the rest, this is the stage where Indie still feels like he's impossible to read. I intentionally wanted that bit of dissonance here, where from her perspective he's still inscrutable and from his perspective she can see everything - because Indie's used to reading people automatically and he's hard to read, while Hux has been walled-off and isolated his whole life and even the little flickers Indie gets feel like she's staring right into his soul.

“I mean, I know you excused me from the address as a thank-you for what happened in the elevator, but you got me Zero’s paperwork, and then you made all those scheduling revisions, and the new on-call regulations…

The scheduling revisions and on-call regulations are actually a bit of super deep-cut lore that I never actually put into the fic itself- only a tumblr post. The gist of it is that speaking to her so often made him notice a lot of systemic issues that the other higher-ups didn't even glance at, and he quietly begins to repair them (not even as a romantic gesture to her, just because he recognizes them as problems and seeks to fix them)

“Oh, and- here. Figure you haven’t eaten, given you weren’t at lunch.”

These two in particular have a bit of an ongoing theme of food as a symbol of love. Most of their early bonding and interactions take place around the cafeteria and meeting up for lunch, and after Indie gets long-distance attacked by Palpatine in one of the chapters of B&B, Hux has a whole internal struggle about telling her he loves her... which he then bails on, and Indie's next words are "Did you eat?". Then when they're on Ajan Kloss, the first scene of them openly together is sitting at one of the picnic tables, when Indigo redirects the rotten fruit that gets thrown at Hux. Finally, in the last scene before the epilogue, where Indie is in bed and recovering from surgery, Hux's first words are to urge her to eat something. There are other scenes, of course, but these are the ones I can think of off the top of my head.

And of course, we have this here - before he's even begun to admit his feelings about her to himself, he remembers to grab her something to eat because he knows she hasn't.

Oh, and there's a reason for this - Indie grew up food-insecure due to living on Corellia, and Hux's mother canonically worked in the kitchens on Arkanis (which was often his only reprieve from his father). Food has a lot of meaning for both of them, and carries a lot of the emotion they can't always bear to admit.

The second was that, for once in his life, he was positive that he was doing the right thing.

This right here is my favorite line in the fic. I don't even have much else to say about it, I feel like the line itself lays it out pretty clearly, but I think it shows so much of Hux's character in such a succinct little package. He's an innately troubled person, constantly pushing himself beyond what he can reasonably take, so having a decision that he feels truly, one hundred percent confident in (and having it be a selfless decision at that) is a really impactful thing for him.

“He’s anxious but very well-trained. Resolve this quickly and there should be no issues. And… assess his nutrition and give him a full dietary panel. He seems thin.”

I'm not sure how much this really comes across in the fic and how much is just in my own head, but... Hux projects himself onto Zero. That line about him seeming thin was meant to be the biggest hint towards that, since in canon Hux's father would criticize him about being "thin as a slip of paper and just as useless" (that line is also the inspiration for Indie's recycled paper mural on the wall of her quarters, which we see in B&B).

Hux sees this thin, anxious creature that is incredibly devout to Indigo, and while he doesn't recognize it on any conscious level, he sees a bit of himself reflected there. That same subconscious reflection is what drives him to take care of Zero for her (a way of making up for all the care he didn't have as a child), and why he chooses to pay for the nutrition panel even though Zero doesn't strictly need it.

“He’s also ordered a weekly nutrition panel. Apparently Zero’s a bit malnourished. I’ll come to collect him next week, same time, for the next treatment.”

He lies about ordering the panel for Zero because he knows Indigo would protest if she knew it was coming out of his pocket. She's already on the fence, even when she believes it's all the Order's resources, so he just... lets her keep believing it's the Order's resources instead of tipping the scales.

I know I said before that it's tough to write Hux especially in the early stages, but this was one of the few details that came easily to me. It blends his cleverness and cunning with those first little glimmers of him softening for her, and to me just really feels like something he'd do. I don't know how to describe it, but I do know that this moment was locked in from the moment I started writing this fic.

“Hm. She’s pretty, for a rescue. I thought for sure she was a purebred, like from a breeder and all.”

I'm sure there are a lot of people who would choose to make Millicent a purebred, breeder-bought animal, probably as an echo of how strict Hux is about how he wants things in his life. He likes things in line, in order, with that perfect facade of professionalism, so that would even influence his pets.

But I went a different direction: like I said before with him and Zero, I think he subconsciously projects himself onto the animals. He sees them as these lost, fragile things, like the young boy he was growing up on Arkanis, and he bonds to them. Millicent being a rescue is almost symbolic to me - not just because he and Indie are both "rescues" of their own right, but because it's another thing in his life that isn't quite what it appears to be. She's a beautiful animal and most people who see her would assume that she's a legacy breed that he paid a lot of money for, just because that's what they view General Hux to be like, when in reality she was an impromptu rescue from a random shelter, adopted not for appearance but for companionship and temperament.

#my friends!!!#answered asks #ask game #my writing #bolts and blasters fic #my ocs #oc indigo

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