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#invader zim#Youtube#2010's#2000's#made for me#in ways you cannot comprehend#by the time i got into iz i stopped being into these kinds of animation#so this is super infinitely self indulgent#because i experienced 2010 web through other fixations#i love this so much#mannnn the artttttt#this person 100% gets it#THE SONG CHOICE AND THE ARTIST AND THE LYRICS EVERYTHING IS. SO FITTING#music#animations
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different.
#can’t help but recognize how kieran is a fantastic unspoken representation of autism#i see a lot of myself in him and the way that he is so isolated and lonely and yet cannot help but perform and find solace in his daily#routines is so heartbreaking in its own way to me. like no matter what you do or where you are you have no choice but to be yourself and fun#nction the only way you know how and it will never not be vastly different from everyone else. and when you’re surrounded by people who DONT#like you and will not accommodate and are not at all willing or curious in understanding WHY you are the way you are you’re left to just ….#live in your own head forever. i’m certain kieran thinks many wonderous things and sees the world in a beautiful light and i know this becau#se i am autistic myself and because of that i see the world in colours that neurotypical people will never comprehend but we’re never allowe#d to see the world through kieran’s eyes. we are never allowed to see where his heart rests or the poetry he waxes or what he believes or wh#at his triggers are or what’s a stim and what’s just habit or anything. anything. the breeze sounds different to him and he can hear birds f#or miles and the sun makes every hair on his arms tingle and that’s why he wears layers everywhere and every green he sees sings a beautiful#song to him and yet we’ll never know. because he is too different even for the van der linde gang. he is incomprehensible to them and he doe#s all of his 4/5 daily tasks over and over and over again and while he would always do them and will always do them because they are innate#to him no one will ever know just what they mean to him. no one will ever know that kieran duffy can distinguish the horses behind him by th#eir breathing cadences behind him as he scrubs the spare saddle with the sun high above his head and he can know when something is wrong bec#ause he can hear it. no one will ever know that he CAN read but the only thing he’s interested in is books about wildlife and horses and fis#h in particular and no one will ever know because he knows no one will ever understand or even care and if they do they’ll be sure to make#it a point to tell him how DIFFERENT he is. and realistically even if the vdl’s DID come around to liking him he STILL would NEVER be unders#tood. i know for certain he would always be described as odd and despite its new affectionate approach he would still be the odd one out wit#h his daily routines and his texture preferences and his inability to make eye contact and his erratic seemingly random triggers and his#anxiety that seems to have a mind of its own. no one would ever know how bright the tree leaves are in his eyes or how every horse smells di#fferent or why sometimes it’s more fun to reel his rod in over and over instead of actually catching a fish. he will always be …. different.#sorry. novel moment. he means a lot to me.#i’m not super happy with how he looks in these but i’m just trying to draw more :’) i always say that but i always mean it too#also if my novel makes no sense then just ignore it. it’s late and my head hurts. i tend to get tangential#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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shirt that says "don't talk to me about the httyd live action remake because unless the franchise has also been one of your longest-lived and most precious interests otherwise we cannot even begin to have a productive conversation about it"
#edit people keep reblogging this in a positive way. NO. I HATE THE LIVE ACTION REMAKE#people who know i like httyd but are incapable of comprehending the magnitude of my obsession keep asking me about the trailer#like I CANNOT TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM GETTING VIOLENT#httyd#httyd live action#mediaposting
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sorry loop if this looks gay to the viewers
#[deranged asexual artist voice] i can eroticise nulls in ways your mortal mind cannot begin to comprehend (i pick an appeal point and pray)#sifloop#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#siffrin#lucabyteart#HAVE I DRAWN IN THE SAME ARTSTYLE TWICE YET. GOD. WHY AM I LIKE THIS. WHAT IS THIS. WHERE AM I. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MOE BLOBS? ?#anyway. you guys thought the stupid chest star headcanon from my doodles was going away? nope. call me chekov baybeeee#jokes aside though this is sooooo tame. hope you all like it lol#also . loop body horror feetie pyjamas . my infinitely worse headcanon. there are NO DOGS here actually. SAD!
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One thing I appreciate about judaism is how it forced me to being more sociable. I am making plans to celebrate my birthday with total strangers because judaism has led me to believe that this world is filled with love and I should share kindness and goodwill with Every Single Person 😭😭🙏
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#i am grateful for this by the way#judaism has given me so so much#i genuinely have to stare at the ceiling to blink tears away if i think about it too hard#you cannot remove me from judaism#anyway love is real<3#and i know for a FACT i can contribute my sociability to judaism just because of how social y'all (we) are#you all come up to me just because i am a stranger and ask me every question and include me in everything#even when i just nod along and don't contribute verbally. you still include me. it has blown me away#judaism has brought me out of my shell and made me into a PERSON#before i started converting i would have NEVER made the plans i am now#since i started converting i want to CONNECT with everyone#suddenly love is real and i see g-d everywhere and i want to be here on this planet with everyone and i want to just EXIST#this is partially the (kosher) vodka talking but genuinely nobody can comprehend that judaism has brought me to the best moment (right now)
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Ok, so my animatic is definitely going to take the whole weekend, lol. So here's the first 30 seconds to give you guys a preview! I really wanted to play around with colors on this one~ Also please listen to Crime and Punishment and cry with me
#my art#stobotnik#agent stone#dr. robotnik#animatic#wip#I am going to make this man sad in ways you cannot comprehend#and yes this is their first meeting#I headcanon that Stone's squad was supposed to do weapons practice but Rob got carried away with his time slot#and Stone insisted on transferring in
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Being constantly surrounded by the presence of a loving God sounds great until you realize you never know when his freaky fuckin eyes are gonna show up to check on you.
And man. They do it a LOT.
#primus please let the mech breathe#what i want to emphasize most with this iteration of optimus is the inherent fucking terror of being made a prime#really pick at those little threads of how fucked the matrix as a concept is. same with the staple tropes of op himself#the idea in tfp that it can entirely change your personality. and that if you lose it you cannot remember your time with it#those implications send me spiraling. to what degree is optimus the same being as orion pax? do you forfeit your soul to be a demigod?#do you fucking die to become a conduit for the higher being that made you? letting it puppet your mind and body like a parasitoid?#if death in transformers is simply rejoining the allspark; if the soul is something splintered off from the whole;#and if to die as a cybertronian is for that fragment to merge with the whole once again. is a prime not fundamentally a dead mech walking?#a prime stands with one pede in the afterlife and one in the land of the living and has to keep up with both at once#constantly seeing visions from a plane his processor was never meant to comprehend with optics that were never built to see it#forced to adapt into an elevated being as much as a frame that still has silly things like wants and needs and emotions and base coding can#how does a mortal live when his body is no longer just his body; but a vessel fir something holy and a tool fashioned to heal the world?#when he can never truly be alone again and he has to simply live with the ever present knowledge that he is being watched#both by his god and by the world#how does one live knowing not even their thoughts are private? when your god may be living but man he does not get the idea of boundaries#guess it must be hard to grasp personal space and all that when youre an ocean of souls that left it behind#maccadam#transformers#wayward sparks#optimus prime#art tag#sometimes i feel kinda bad for putting this bastard through The Horrors. if ws gets made all the way he will be thrown so many bones#only sometimes tho >:3
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I saw a random post linking to this now-unrebloggable but very good post about the current state of reading comprehension in the USA amongst learned english majors due to the quite literal scam sold to the US government decades ago that has impacted generations, as many people have no doubt noticed but not been able to give a name to:
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and out of sheer curiosity I am, I guess, now going to read "Bleak House" by Charles Dickens once I get through my current To Be Read list?
Anyways, for those unaware, it is Public Domain in the USA, which means you can 100% legally read it online or download to your favorite reading app from Project Gutenberg!
"Bleak House" by Charles Dickens is a novel written in the mid-19th century that explores the themes of social justice, the inefficiencies of the legal system, and the personal struggles of its characters.
The narrative primarily revolves around several characters involved in the interminable court case of Jarndyce and Jarndyce, delving into their lives, relationships, and the pervasive influence of the legal system on their choices and fates.
The story is introduced through the eyes of Esther Summerson, a young woman of uncertain parentage, who finds herself at the center of the unfolding drama.
It actually sounds super interesting from the blurb, too ...
#I probably won't get around to reading this right away#but definitely adding it to my list!#i have at least 5 more books on my direct reading next list#reading comprehension#phonics#pbs#bleak House#charles dickens#ps. it's still ongoing because Classisim and the people in power know that a#population of workers who do not enjoy reading or cannot functionally comprehend reading are easier to subdue and deceive#learning to love to read is not impossible you just gotta start slow and work your way up!#being taught wrong doesn't doom you for life!#lot of public libraries have adult literacy classes for free#and there's tons of obviously free public domain books you can start off with#on project Gutenberg if you don't have a library locally!#lots of reading apps let you press and hold unfamiliar words to look up the definition or translate something now :)#baby steps!#especially if you are around young kids teach them to sound out words if you can!#Youtube#not writing
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whatever it was. you hate how you came to love it. admirable lunatic
#solar opposites#solaropposites#korvo#my pookie princess whos extremely repressed and in a constant state of emotional turmoil#my poor wet soggy cat who has no compassion for himself with a complete inability to fathom being loved by anyone in a genuine sense#urrrgrgrrrgh the way korvo's whole thing with being obsessive over tradition has less to do with glorifying shlorp#and more to do with the fact that it gave him structure and purpose#he cannot form an identity out of love as he cannot comprehend himself as a person worthy of it#just a constant cycle of guilt#over not being a good enough team leader not being a good enough shlorpian not being good enough at living on earth etcetc#korvo lost and farting 0 stars for you my boy
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i noticed that mr enoch drebber has never officially had a completed fullbody reference, so i took matters into my own hands and completed him myself just for fun. it felt like dusting off and repairing an old rusty pocketwatch lmao
i added his original reference for both comparison and convenience. (he is rather tall) (and there is a bonus under the cut)
#oh my GOD this was agonizing. but so worth it. i really had some difficulties with this#but it was fun to see how far i can utilize my artistic abilities.#also you may use him if you would like. i would not want my efforts to go to waste#my goth ass cannot comprehend color very well#i was also listening to some hardcore industrial music while drawing this and i think that’s one of the ways i managed to complete this lma#art#enoch drebber#the great ace attorney#the great ace attorney chronicles#dai gyakuten saiban#great ace attorney#tgaa chronicles#ace attorney#tgaa#tgaac#aa#dgs#i wont be able to draw for DAYS agh#MY NAIL BROKE WHILE I WAS DRAWING THIS.#do it for him…
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accidentally wandered into an r/FTM complaint thread when looking for phallo results and was violently reminded that some trans people are assholes about anyone who isn't exactly like them. i'm sorry but what do you mean you don't "associate the community" with enbies or trans femboys. they're already here, in the community. what the fuck are you gonna do
#trans#trans ftm#ftm#'there's a difference between being fem presenting and being female presenting'#hey bud. no#you are drawing an arbitrary line in the middle of feminine presentation#one guy said he'd eat his hat if he ever saw a cis ma 'presenting fem in the way these people do'#he was talking about dying their hair an 'unnatural color' and getting acrylics#YOU WOULD CHOKE ON INFINITE HATS IF YOU SAW MY TUMBLR FEED#I HAVE CIS GIRLS WHO ARE TRANS MEN WHO ARE TRANS GIRLS WHO ARE WOLVES#I HAVE TBOYS WHO TAKE ESTROGEN TO LOOK MORE FEMININE#WE ARE TRANSING OUR GENDERS IN WAYS YOU CANNOT BEGIN TO COMPREHEND#intersex#intergender#intersex inclusion#trans intersex#nonbinary#gender expression#inclusivity#gender is a spectrum#gender is a social construct#i thought we established this#i touch grass too much to interact with weird exclusionary people#i'm sorry but if you're older than 14 and you're on reddit crying about femboys invading your community#maybe take a moment to recharge. drink water. look at cat videos
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fish n chips to me is like,,,,, an enigma. not purely romantic, not purely platonic, not purely queer platonic, just,,,, ✨
literally no other way i can describe it jsgdjsgdjsvs
they have a relationship thats on such an ethereal level that it cannot be comprehended by the human mind. they simply exist together to spite everyone around them.
they change what they refer to each other as constantly. people become excessively more and more confused the more this goes on. one day its boyfriends, next its husbands, next its friends, next its co-captains, next its co-bastards. their relationship is a question to everyone including themselves.
#this ramble is sponsered by me not knowing whether to tag this fnc fic i wrote at qpr or romantic#literally this is the only way i know how to describe them#maybe its the aromantism kicking in#i just think like......#theyre so special to each other in a way that physically cannot be described or even comprehended#anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#just roll with it riptide#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#jrwi gillion tidestrider#jrwi gillion#gillion tidestrider#jrwi fnc#jrwi fish n chips#jrwi fish and chips
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This is so half-baked and I’m sorry to be mean but I fear we’re becoming a very literal-minded people and that worries me. It’s like there can be no subtlety or ambiguity whatsoever in a piece of media or people start to get scared, what’s up with that
#this is about white lotus mostly#like y’all i fear this was the most unsubtle season yet why are we at all confused what is the issue#also viewing every story as a morality play where you (human) cannot like/root for a character if they’ve done smth wrong#there has rarely been a less black and white cast of characters in terms of ethics and morality#and if people being flawed turns you off then i’m afraid you should stick to bluey#and it even extends to the dumbass way SOME people talk about media online#‘this book was loaded with themes’#‘(famous singer)’ is so musically inclined’#like you’re not saying anything. you understand that you have said nothing right#ugh anyway sorry for being grouchy but i seriously feel insane seeing some of these reactions#also OBVIOUSLY some folks just are very literal-minded this is not meant to be a callout or to target anyone#i’m saying we increasingly need to be spoon-fed the Moral Of The Story en masse and that to me indicates a broader lack of comprehension#or maybe it’s the desire to comprehend that’s missing#but like something is wrong when basic metaphors and symbolism are suddenly too complicated for the average internet user
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Also, I refuse to entertain the discourse as to whether acespec people are “oppressed” or not, but I will say it’s really fucking lonely — especially if you fall somewhere on the spectrum that’s a little more unconventional.
I’ve discussed many times before how I feel absolutely no attraction whatsoever except towards my lovely partner. I went through the phases queer men tend to: exploring many types of pornography and cruising on Grindr. I really tried, and none of it has ever done anything for me. It wasn’t until I started having sex with my partner that I realised, ohhh, so that’s how most people feel. And even then, enjoying sex with him is far more of an intimacy thing than the actual physical sensations. I do not fantasise about other people or consume porn. There is only him.
And yet when I’ve spoken about this in acespec spaces, I’m still treated as some sort of weirdo who doesn’t belong. I’ve literally been told many times that I can’t be demisexual because demis will still fantasise and consume porn (although that doesn’t line up with my understanding that demis require a close bond to feel sexual attraction, but never mind), and I’ve even been accused of having some weird internalised Christian puritan shit going on because I genuinely cannot comprehend ever looking at or thinking about someone in that way who isn’t my man. As if anything about this is a choice for me and it is offensive to them somehow. As if only feeling attraction to one person is like… “worse” than never feeling any attraction at all. I’ve never once shamed others for how they experience sex and sexual attraction and never would, yet people act like that’s what I’m inherently doing just by speaking about my own experiences.
So no, I won’t say whether acespec people are “oppressed” or not because honestly, when is this shit ever going to come up in conversation and ever be that relevant? But the fact I don’t feel I can talk about it even amongst other queer people, even amongst others in the acespec community, kind of speaks for itself.
Being a queer man who can’t relate to all the stereotypes and anecdotes about enjoying casual sex is one type of loneliness. Being a queer acespec man who can’t even relate to most others in the acespec community is another. I can never win, and either way I do not fit in.
#I know I’ve not really mentioned being demi much here#But this is kind of why lol#Had to get it off my chest though#I know my experience is fairly unique#But idk it’s just hard finding absolutely no one to relate to#Even my own partner has fucked many many men casually and when he and other gay men I meet talk about it…#Their experiences are valid and very common but I just feel like idk. Left out almost? Because they experience and view sex so differently#To me sex is the absolute most intimate thing you can do with another person and it’s only ever felt right for me with my partner#Whereas to him and many others sex isn’t inherently intimate and it’s normal for them to have a quick fuck and forget their name forever#That’s mindboggling to me and it’s hard for me to discuss how left out I feel without seeming like I’m judging#Because I’m really not. I cannot comprehend feeling that way at all but I understand it’s common and normal#Idk I’m waffling and idk if I’ve explained myself well#But I hope even just one person out there relates#This experience is so specific and isolating I need someone else to not feel so alone#I love my partner more than anything in the world btw and he’s so so supportive#But we can’t relate on every level yk#personal#rant#vent#long post#text post#international asexuality day#asexuality#asexual#demisexuality#demisexual#acephobia#relationships#acespec#aspec
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I imagine Jason didn't fully really see Dick as his brother, that was more like a distant figure. Nightwing who's a hero and very cool and sometimes tells him he's doing a good job. Like? Augh. Putting this into words
He never truly yearned or hoped for Dick to hang out more, to be his brother, to take him on trips in and out of uniform. Like he thought about it, but it just. Didn't seem the realm of possibility. Dick was cool, he liked him, he would've loved to hang out with him more. But the idea having an actual proper relationship never really fully crossed him. He didn't agonise over Dick not being a brother because it just. Didn't come to mind, it didn't seem a possibility, it just wasn't a thing. Why would he expect Dick to be a brother to him, why would he ever expect Dick to hang out with him more
#and OBVIOUSLY when tim comes by jason is like hey. what the fuck.#nightwing could've been my BROTHER? we couldve hung out :(? how come he didn't :(#i dunno it just. there's an extra hit to it yknow? different fun thing where instead of being a distant brother#jason just fully never comprehended he could've been#i dont mean this in a set up for ship way to be clear#i mean it in a. god thinking about dick and tims closer relationship and jasons nonexistent one devastates me all the time for forever#jason is the character i place in the cold snow outside to look into a bright window with a happy and warm family but cannot enter#<- thats not fully related to this specificpost i guess. but man. short stories you read in elementary school thag haunt you for forever hu#uh#jason todd#for filtering rly#brothers in blood where jason sent the note saying we wanted to be family :(
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moodboard for my fic, The Princess and the Pirate *









* part 3: the greens ♡
(all photos sourced from pinterest)
#im weak for them in a way you cannot comprehend#the princess and the pirate#moodboard#aesthetic#fanfic rambling#ppg#ppg x rrb#greens#buttercup ppg#butch rrb
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