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curiosity killed the cat.
pairing: regulus black x reader.
song inspiration: late night talking by harry styles.
author's note: i've been in such a writing rut lately, but sweet baby boy reggie is singlehandedly bringing me out of it. this idea has been floating in my mind for a while so I hope you all enjoy it. <3
Curiosity killed the cat.
The irony of the phrase wasnât entirely lost on Regulus as he cautiously peered through the bustling kitchen. The elves were cleaning up after supper, humming and working diligently to keep the castle in order behind the scenes. Some of them leaned down to reach for him with soapy fingers, but he narrowly avoided each attempt, baring his teeth in warning.Â
They would not deter him from his true mission to infiltrate the basement. Having explored all the nooks and crannies Hogwarts had to offer, the Hufflepuff common room was his Atlantisâthe last unexplored territory that he had yet to set foot in.Â
In his current state, it was perhaps more accurate to say that Regulus had never set paw in this corner of the castle. Most of the time, he found his spontaneous transformations terribly inconvenient, but as Regulus slipped past the door without a trace, the youngest Black brother was suddenly grateful for his complete lack of mastery over his Animagus form.Â
To be fair, he was only trying to find some peace and quiet. As of late, Regulus had become particularly fond of the kitchens. It was always warm down here and the smell of freshly baked bread wafted from the ovens and beckoned him towards its glorious scent like a beacon. Not to mention the fact that the elves often left a bowl of cold milk for him every night.Â
Well, he supposed it wasnât exactly for him. At least, not his true human form. The elves were not fond of Regulus the person, but they did adore the feral black cat that haunted the halls of Hogwarts.Â
Potato, potato.Â
The point is, that his benevolent caretakers were typically careful about securing the ever mysterious door at the end of his little haven. Lest he get his wily little paws all over those timid badgers. Much to his delight, the security measure was not in place tonight. The door was wide open, presenting Regulus with an offer that was simply too good to pass up.Â
With a shimmy, he slinked behind enemy lines. Despite being located in the lower levels of the castle like the dungeons were, the Hufflepuff common room was far more welcoming. Instead of gothic furnishings and depressing color palettes, Regulus was greeted with warm earth tones and mismatched furniture. Plants of all shapes and sizes littered the room, which were far more pleasant to look upon than the haughty portraits that lined his own common room. At least the mimbulus in the corner didnât sputter out rather unnecessary comments about the length of his curls every time he entered the dungeons.Â
The Hufflepuffs seemed averse to the menacing lighting that his fellow serpents seemed so fond of, choosing instead to illuminate their space with enchanted sun lamps. It was charming and cozy, if one were to take notice of such things. Malfoy would have deemed it greenhouse chic with a sneer that conveyed aristocratic distaste. For that reason alone, Regulus decided he liked the place.Â
The growing fondness was solidified as he followed the intoxicating scent of banana nut muffins. The trail led him to a dorm tucked away into the heart of the basement. Luckily for Regulus, the door was slightly ajar, which was more than enough permission for him to venture inside and make himself comfortable. It was the standard issue roomâtwo beds, two desks, and two dressers. Yet the right side drew his attention.Â
The top of the nightstand was brimming with books, all stacked in no particular order. The color scheme of the blankets and pillows consisted of golds, pinks, and oranges, reminding Regulus of the sunset. Fairy lights and enchanted plants provided a lived in feel, which was more than he could say for his obsessively neat dorm with its alphabetically arranged library and utilitarian furniture. Everything in his room was designed with practicality instead of comfort in mind. A choice he was rather proud of until the stark contrast made his space feel cold and rigid in comparison.
The reading nook nestled beside the hearth drew him in like a moth to a flame. Regulus inspected the cloud chair, stomping on the soft woven blanket and plush pillows with his paw before coming to the conclusion that it was as good a place as any to burrow.Â
This was the life, he said. Or purred, if he was being technical.Â
As Regulus enjoyed the comforts of his newfound paradise, he failed to consider the fact that this dorm belonged to someone and that someone would likely be back any second to reclaim their refuge, given the late hour. Engrossed as he was with licking his paws, Regulus startled when the door swung open. Instantly, he recognized the owner of the dorm as the shy and quiet Hufflepuff that sat beside him in Charms. Regulus lifted a paw to his furry head, feeling foolish that he had not connected the dots earlier.Â
No wonder the banana muffin scent drew him in. Every now and then, he caught a whiff of it in class when you quietly claimed the spot beside him. The colorful scrunchies on the dresser also sparked his memory. How many times had Regulus witnessed you twisting the hair tie around your wrist as you quietly murmured the correct answers to Professor Flitwickâs questions under your breath? It never made much sense to him that you would allow the others to blatter and stutter through topics you were clearly an expert on, but Regulus attributed that to his proximity to pompous know-it-all pricks all his life. Slytherins were known to be showoffs, but you seemed to be the complete opposite.Â
Perhaps that was the reason why he stayed. Well, that and the fact that he was currently too comfortable to even dream of leaving his sanctuary. Really, the decision was made for him. Regulus watched as you settled into your desk, studying diligently as your quill flew across the parchment. Every so often, you leaned back against the chair and stared at whatever problem eluded you as though intimidating the parchment would bring forth the correct answer. It was rather endearing. Dare he say, charming.Â
In his mind, only minutes had passed since the start of your silent companionship, but a glance at the clock said otherwise. It was nearly midnight at this rate. As Regulus grumbled about his inevitable separation from the comfy cloud couch, a group of girls spilled into the room. They briefly said hello to you before gathering at the vanity table on the left side of the room. Regulus assumed one of them was your roommate. Probably the dark haired girl chattering on about the party the Gryffindors were hosting tonight.Â
âDo you think Cormac will be there?â she asked hopefully.Â
The other girls nodded in agreement, asking questions about the older boy with misplaced enthusiasm. Regulus wrinkled his nose. McLaggen, really? Your roommate truly needed to raise her standards. He glanced over in your direction, snorting as he caught the tail end of your grimace. Clearly, you werenât a fan either.Â
After the girls were satisfied with their appearances, your roommate sauntered over to your desk with a friendly smile. âWould you like to come to the party with us, Y/N?âÂ
Before you could answer, one of the other girls rudely interrupted. âOh no, Y/N doesnât go to parties. Sheâs too shy.âÂ
Regulus vaguely recognized the annoyingly nasally tone of the speaker. He thought her name was Brandy or Brenda. Whichever one it was, she always hung around the quidditch team batting her eyelashes and laughing in an exaggerated way that bordered on deranged. It deeply irritated Regulus.Â
âIsnât that right, Y/N? Our little bookworm only prefers the company of her novels. No chance of embarrassing yourself in front of boys when theyâre just words on paper.âÂ
âThatâs mean, Britt,â scolded your roommate.Â
Regulus very much wanted to scamper across the room and bite Brittâs ankles. He lifted his head up as you stood, mentally encouraging you to even the score by chucking a tome at that horrid girlâs head, but instead you simply smoothed down the front of your gingham dress and smiled.Â
âThanks for the offer, Mina, but I think Iâll stay in tonight. You girls have fun though.âÂ
The others were more than happy to flee the awkward tension in the room. You bid them goodbye at the door before closing it behind you. As it clicked into place, you released a sigh. Regulus tracked your movements as you swiped a book from the teetering tower on your nightstand before collapsing into bed.Â
âGod, whatâs wrong with me?â You whispered softly to yourself. âItâs Friday night. I should be going out and partying, but instead Iâm wallowing alone. No wonder everyone thinks Iâm just a boring bookworm.â
Regulus voiced his disagreement. Unfortunately for him, the words came out as a series of meows. He blended in amongst the blankets, his whiskers barely peeking out from a distance. Unaware of his presence, you yelped at the strange cat peering at you from the reading nook. The noise startled Regulus, causing him to launch across the room and into the bed.Â
âOh, itâs just you.â You sat upright, cocking your head at him. Your fingers twitched at your side, probably itching to pet him. You restrained yourself, respecting his general aversion to humans. âIf youâre here to bring me bad luck, then Iâm sorry to say that Iâve got enough of that on my own already.âÂ
In protest, Regulus attempted to headbutt your hand, but it only resulted in an unintentional nuzzle. You chuckled in amusement before carefully patting his furry head. He dodged your hand and swiped at your leg, but the padding motions quickly turned to him just making biscuits on your thigh.Â
You chuckled in response. âHm, everyone says youâre a mean kitty, but I think youâre just a little misunderstood.â Regulus huffed, but his displeasure was short lived as you scratched under his chin. He was only slightly embarrassed at how eager he was to receive more. âLook at us, we make quite the pair.âÂ
At that, Regulus purred in agreement.
From that night forward, Regulus became a frequent visitor. He hadnât intended on making a habit of it, but every time Regulus accidentally transformed, he found himself in your dorm. It wasnât his fault that it was warm and toasty and smelled like pastries. If you werenât trying to attract a feral cat, you shouldnât have made your room so inviting.Â
During one of his visits, your roommate walked by and yelped at the sight of him. Regulus lifted his chin up in challenge as he claimed his rightful seat on your lap. âIs that the feral cat that almost took off Cedricâs fingers?âÂ
Regulus purred in answer. He was rather proud of that moment. Wouldâve gotten away with it too had it not been for Diggoryâs quick reflexes.Â
You barely looked up from your book as you combed through his fur. âMhm. He likes to follow me around sometimes. Heâs like my little shadow.â A bright smile curved against your lips. âOh, I think we found you a name. Shadow.âÂ
From then on, Regulus wore the name like a badge. The name seemed to awaken more of his animal instincts because his spontaneous transformations became a rather frequent occurrence. At the beginning, they were isolated to nights and thus easier to manage, but now his Animagus form seemed to have no respect for convenience. As of late, the transformations were happening more and more often with absolutely no rhyme or reason.Â
The only common denominator seemed to be you. Every time Regulus was in his Animagus form, he sought you out. Whether he was interrupting Potions class to jump in your lap or resting next to you in the courtyard while you read, Regulus was resigned to the fact that he would end up in your proximity one way or another. He basked in the attention you showered him with, shamelessly nuzzling against your hand for more chin scratches and cuddles. It became a routine for the two of you. Most nights, you read in silence as he curled against you for warmth, but other nights, your inner monologue spilled out and he listened to you grapple with your shyness and anxiety.Â
Funny, you didnât seem all that reserved around him. But then again he had taken on the form of a grumpy yet harmless cat. You were none the wiser that Regulus Black was currently purring for more pets as you lamented over the events of the day. He listened intently, not quite understanding your desire to become more sociable. You seemed to view it as a deficiency, but Regulus had always leaned towards the extremities of introvertedness. Though in his case, no one batted an eye when he was abrupt and abrasive. It was just how he was.Â
Hufflepuffs, on the other hand, were expected to be sunshine and butterflies. You were, Regulus thought. In your own quiet way, you radiated joy. It wasnât loud or obnoxious or overbearing. It was just right. Regulus longed to tell you just as much, but it wasnât like he was in a position to. Outside these late night talks, the two of you hardly spoke a word to one another.Â
Perhaps it was time to change that.Â
The first time Regulus tried to speak to you was a complete and utter disaster.Â
It was bright and early on a Monday morning. You slipped into your seat a few minutes before the start of Charms. The two of you were always the first ones in class, so he figured it was an opportune time to strike up a conversation without overwhelming you.Â
âHow was your weekend?âÂ
You blinked up at him, surveying the room covertly as though you werenât quite sure that he was speaking to you. Regulus watched you flush as you realized that he was indeed addressing the question to you.
âIt was good,â you responded cautiously. âHow was yours?âÂ
Regulus paused. âIt wasâŚfine.âÂ
Never in his life had he wanted to swan dive into the Black Lake and become fodder for the merpeople. The response was a natural conversation killer, but he couldnât very well tell you that he spent the entire weekend lounging in your dorm as you read Pride and Prejudice for the umpteenth time. That little revelation probably wouldâve resulted in a restraining order.Â
The short and awkward dialogue made him cringe internally, but you simply smiled politely at him. For Salazarâs sake, where was the basilisk when Regulus needed it?
When lunch came around, he was still pondering the less than lackluster encounter. Regulus needed to find a way in. As his friends chattered and chatted, he stared intently across the Great Hall and watched you. Things were so much easier when you thought he was a cat.Â
âReg, mate, you havenât blinked for like five minutes. Youâre really starting to freak me out.âÂ
The annoying little quip from Nott brought Regulus out of his stupor. Had he truly been staring for that long? He hoped to Godric that you hadnât caught him being an utter creep. A sly glance told him that you were none the wiser as you continued chatting with Luna Lovegood and Ginny Weasley. He turned to Theodore and frowned.Â
âWhat are you staring at, anyways?â asked Mattheo. The curly headed git surveyed the room for the object of his friendâs focus, which only made Regulus more irate.Â
âNothing,â Regulus mumbled.Â
Riddle, ever the menace, grinned as he spotted you. âDoesnât look like nothing to me.âÂ
He elbowed Theo, who smirked once he too caught sight of you. âSay, Reggie, donât you have Charms with that cute little Hufflepuff?âÂ
âShut it, Nott.âÂ
âWhoa, a little touchy there, arenât we? No need to fret. I wonât turn my Italian charms on her. After all, I wouldnât dare go after one of my mateâs crushes.âÂ
Regulus bristled. âI do not have a crush.âÂ
âSure, mate, and Iâm Harry bloody Potter,â scoffed Mattheo. âYouâre not fooling anyone, you know.âÂ
âDoes this conversation have a purpose besides showcasing your remarkable skill of grating my nerves?âÂ
âAw, Reggieâs upset.â Mattheo and Theodore chuckled as Regulus stood abruptly. He flung the napkin onto his plate and walked off without explanation. âDonât worry, mate. We wonât tell anyone about your secret girlfriend.â
Unfortunately for Regulus, the childish teasing gained traction over the next few days. Trust Nott and Riddle to be a general nuisance to his everyday life. Every time you walked past Regulus in the halls, his friends (debatable as of late) would nudge him and smirk. Given that Mattheo and Theo possessed the subtlety of a bull in a china shop, you were definitely beginning to notice.Â
Even worse, Lorenzo had taken it upon himself to chat you up in the courtyard. Regulus looked on in horror as his best friend laughed and gesticulated alongside you on the bench. His presence had not gone unnoticed by their fellow classmates. A crowd of Hufflepuffs began crowding near your usual spot under the willow tree and Regulus could easily spot the tell-tale signs of your anxiety blooming. He needed to put an end to this.Â
âBerkshire, can I talk to you for a second?âÂ
Lorenzo appeared completely unbothered as he nodded. âSure, just let me wrap up here. Reg, youâve met Y/N, right? She was kind enough to lend me notes for History of Magic.âÂ
You looked up and gave Regulus a shy wave. The desire to throttle Lorenzo diminished by a few notches. âSorry about him. Berkshireâs a bit overeager. Not fully trained, you see.âÂ
His friend protested the accusation. âHey, Iâm standing right here!âÂ
Regulus ignored his protests. Lorenzo might as well have been halfway across the world with how little attention he paid to his friend. He was far too busy being enamored with the way you tried to bite back a grin.
âThank you for indulging him. Iâll make sure he doesnât go off leash again.âÂ
You chuckled. âItâs alright, really. Iâve got a habit of attracting strays.âÂ
âWhere is that little monster of yours, anyways? Busy clawing off some unsuspecting studentâs face?â Lorenzo quipped.Â
âShadow isnât so bad. Heâs actually very sweet, once you get to know him.â
Regulus tried not to grin.Â
Lorenzo shot him a knowing look. âSounds like someone else I know.âÂ
Regulus rolled his eyes. âSorry again about him. Iâll make sure he returns your notes.â He tugged Lorenzo by the collar. âNow letâs go, Berkshire. Weâre going to be late for practice.âÂ
âBye, Y/N!â Lorenzo called over his shoulder. âDonât be a stranger.âÂ
âBye, Lorenzo,â you said with an amused smile. âIâll see you in class, Regulus.âÂ
Regulus couldnât help but smile. âSee you in class, Y/N.âÂ
Thanks to his meddlesome friends, Regulus kept finding himself in less than ideal situations. The twats seemed determined to force you two together. Lorenzo, most of all.Â
Every time they studied in the library, you seemed to conveniently be seated a few desks away. Every time they were walking back from quidditch practice, you coincidentally seemed to be headed to the greenhouse. Every time Lorenzo fetched something in his locker, you just so happened to be walking by between classes.Â
It was during one of these times that Regulus overheard Britt making snippy little comments about your dresses and bows, commenting on how you were always lost in your books, even citing the fact that the feral cat had taken a liking to you because birds of a feather flock together. Your roommate defended you, but she was a lone voice amongst the other mindless girls who laughed along with Britt. The next time Regulus ran into her in his cat form, he made sure to hiss and claw at her.Â
In terms of finding his way in, Regulus had yet to crack the code. When it was just you and your Shadow, you spoke to him for hours and hours. But when he was actually himself, you were so quiet and reserved.Â
âWhy donât you just talk to her?â Lorenzo offered.Â
The glare Regulus cut his way was sharper than a splicing spell. âIâve tried, but Iâm terrible at it. I asked her about the weather, Enzo. The bloody weather!âÂ
To his credit, Lorenzo didnât laugh. Instead, he seemed deep in thought. âYouâve got to find out what sheâs passionate about. Whatâs something that she could talk about for hours and hours?âÂ
Regulus bolted out of his chair, startling Lorenzo. âYouâre a genius, Berkshire.âÂ
His friend looked utterly confused. âThanks, I suppose?âÂ
Half an hour later, Regulus found himself standing in a labyrinth. Plot Twist, the largest bookstore in the village, was as magical as you described it to be. Each aisle was filled to the brim with books, the shelves winding and twisting in on itself to reveal even more volumes. Soft classical music played throughout the shop, its interior filled with kitschy trinkets and illuminated by enchanted candles.
If Regulus recalled correctly, the latest installment of your favorite series just recently released. You mentioned it to Ginny in the Great Hall last week while he lounged on your lap. Was it ethical to eavesdrop on your conversations and use the information he gleaned to grow closer to you? Perhaps not, but he couldnât help it. Cunning was in his nature. There was a reason Regulus was sorted into Slytherin, after all.
So here he was on a Friday afternoon, looking absolutely engrossed in the romance section of the bookstore. Regulus picked up a novel from the display. One of your favorites, of course.Â
From the corner of his eye, Regulus glimpsed your entrance into the store. Naturally, you were headed in his direction since romance was your preferred guilty pleasure. He pretended to skim through the summary despite the fact that he already read the book in its entirety. When you were reading it back in your dorm, you blushed so much that he had to see what the fuss was about for himself.Â
âOh, thatâs a really good one,â you said shyly.Â
âYeah?â Regulus asked, noting the pretty flush dusting your cheeks. âHave you read it before?âÂ
âAbout a thousand times.âÂ
âWhatâs the verdict, then? Would you recommend it to me?âÂ
You cocked your head in observation, taking him in. Regulus was acutely aware that he didnât fit the usual demographic of romance novel readers. Hell, even his all black ensemble clashed with the vibrant book covers.Â
âI know, I know. I have the looks of someone who would rather binge murder mysteries, but Iâm trying to branch out.âÂ
The grin you gave him made his heart stutter. âWell, Iâd be more than happy to be your guide.âÂ
Regulus had no idea why he hadnât realized it sooner. Booksâthat was the gateway to your heart. He listened in fascination as you pulled books from the shelves, talking a mile a minute about your favorite authors, characters, and tropes. You lit up the entire room as you spoke, filling the place with your infectious energy. He had only ever seen you this way in the comfort of your own dorm, so he relished in the fact that he was witnessing this not as Shadow but as Regulus.Â
âOh my god, Iâve been rambling. Iâm so sorry. Once I start, I just canât seem to stop.âÂ
He smiled softly. Regulus could have listened to you talk about books for the rest of his life and never grow bored. âI donât want you to stop. I like that youâre so passionate. Itâs adorable.âÂ
Suddenly, Regulus wished he had a camera because the sight of you smiling up at him was a memory that needed to be captured and immortalized. For now, he settled for its dizzying aftereffects.Â
âThank you for letting me talk your ear off,â you said shyly as the two of you made your way to the counter.Â
âNo, thank you for helping me expand my horizons.â Regulus countered as he set both of your books down.Â
You started to fish for your wallet, but Regulus simply waved you off. âPlease, let me.â The shopkeeper gaped at him. âWould you mind putting everything on my tab?âÂ
âOf course, Mr. Black.âÂ
âRegulus is fine.âÂ
âSure thing Mr.âI mean, Regulus.âÂ
As the shopkeeper carefully packed up the books, Regulus leaned in. âYou can call me Reg, if youâd like. Reggie, if youâre feeling particularly brave.âÂ
You beamed. âThank you, Reggie.âÂ
âYouâre welcome, Y/N.âÂ
The Monday after the breakthrough, Regulus marched into Charms with purpose. You glanced up in amusement as he settled into his seat.Â
âYou were right. Your recommendations were fantastic. I read it all in one sitting.âÂ
âWhich one?â you asked curiously.Â
Back at the bookstore, you had gotten a little overzealous with the recommendations, but at the end, you managed to narrow it down to your absolute top picks.Â
âAll of them.âÂ
Your jaw nearly dropped. âYou read all of them?âÂ
Regulus shrugged as if it were no big deal. âYes.â
âEvery single book?âÂ
âMhm.â
âBut I gave you six recommendations,â you stated incredulously. You considered yourself a voracious reader, but Regulus Black was giving you a run for your money.Â
âAnd I devoured every single one.âÂ
As it turns out, that was all it took to unlock the floodgates. Soon your conversations flourished from books and literature to hobbies and future plans. Regulus could tell that you were warming up to him. The conversations that were once isolated to the Charms classroom flowed easily outside of it as well.
The first few times you were spotted together, it turned a few heads.Â
Regulus had never been particularly known for his sociability, so he supposed it was a rather strange sight for everyone else to find him practically glued to your side. Never mind that heâd done it a hundred times before as your Shadow and no one ever said a word about it back then. As he spotted you in your usual spot under the willow tree, he found that he really didnât give a damn what anyone else thought of your newfound friendship.Â
âIs this seat taken?âÂ
You nodded as you moved your belongings to make room for him. âYes, by you.âÂ
Regulus dropped his backpack by his feet before stretching his long legs out on the wooden bench. You watched in amusement as the wood creaked under his weight. âI prefer to be horizontal when I read. You donât mind, do you?âÂ
âKnock yourself out, Mr. Black.â
âThatâs Regulus to you, love.âÂ
âI thought it was Reg.âÂ
âActually, I prefer Reggie. But only if itâs being used by you.âÂ
âOkay, Reggie.âÂ
He couldnât help the smile that tugged at the corner of his lips.Â
Despite spending time with you during the day, Regulus still made his visits in the night. He truly just couldnât get enough. Thanks to his questionable methods, you were starting to open up to him more. Just that morning, the two of you ate breakfast together in the Great Hall. You teased him for eating such a bland meal.Â
âHonestly, Regulus. We attend a magical school. You could ask for anything your little heart desires and you choose to eat gruel?âÂ
âItâs not gruel. Itâs oatmeal.âÂ
âMy point exactly.âÂ
âWhatâs wrong with oatmeal?âÂ
âNothing, I suppose. If you prefer eating cement for breakfast.âÂ
âYouâre awfully judgmental. Letâs take a closer look at your choices. A chocolate chip muffin? You might as well swallow a spoonful of sugar and call it a day.âÂ
âMy apologies, Mr. Black. I forgot that you abhor flavor. Shall we share your cement goop, then?âÂ
âAfter you insulted my culinary preferences? I think not, Y/N.âÂ
Needless to say, the two of you got along like a house on fire. Both of your friends constantly teased you about the newfound friendship. Regulus simply rolled his eyes and brushed off the comments, but even his mates noticed the way he smiled every time you were mentioned. You knew your friends were bursting at the seams with questions regarding Regulus, but to their credit, Ginny and Luna were happy seeing you happy.Â
Not everyone shared their enthusiasm though. Britt, in particular, was rather cross. It made no sense that someone like you would catch the attention of Regulus Black. She had harbored a crush on the youngest Black since third year and he could barely even spare her a glance, yet here you were receiving his full and undivided attention. Britt was seething with jealousy. She simply could not accept losing to you, of all people.Â
Perhaps you dosed Regulus with a love potion. Perhaps he pitied you, viewed you as some wounded animal to save. Either way, Britt was convinced that Regulus wasnât meant to be with someone like you. A shy and quiet girl who could never hope to hold his attention for long. She just had to make Regulus see it. The perfect opportunity presented itself one Friday afternoon.
In the crowded hall, Regulus shielded you from the incoming traffic of students rushing to their next class. It wasnât much of an effort on his part since your fellow classmates cowered and parted as soon as they caught sight of your companionâs scowl.
âReggie, could you try not to scare the first years away?â You teased, bumping your hip against his. âPoor Anderson looked ready to cry when you glared at him.âÂ
Regulus bumped you back. âHe nearly stepped on your foot.âÂ
âDid that really warrant you threatening to hide bullfrogs underneath his pillows?âÂ
âYouâre right, Iâve gone soft. I shouldâve threatened him with fire serpents instead.âÂ
âYouâre hopeless, Regulus.âÂ
Regulus placed a hand over his heart, feigning hurt. âYou wound me, ma chĂŠrie.âÂ
The nickname made you flush. Regulus had never been more thankful that French was his native tongue. The language of love certainly had its effect on you.Â
âHowever will you live?âÂ
âIâll tell you what, if you come keep me company tonight, then all will be forgiven.âÂ
âIâm not helping you sneak bullfrogs into Andersonâs dorm.âÂ
He pouted in response. âFine. I suppose we can have a quiet night in. Come join the dark side. We can read together in the common room.âÂ
âThe dungeons?â You asked apprehensively.Â
Though youâve gotten used to the occasional Slytherin greeting you in the halls, the whole lot of them still terrified you. You werenât quite sure how you felt about marching right into the serpentâs nest.Â
âItâll just be us,â Regulus added softly. âIâll make sure of it.âÂ
The way he eased your worries was endearing. You bumped his hip again. âYou canât just kick people out of their own common room.â
âIâm Regulus Black,â he said haughtily. âOf course I can.â Regulus draped an arm over your shoulder and leaned in to whisper conspiratorially. âCome on, I know youâre dying to read that new novel you bought last weekend.âÂ
You rolled your eyes affectionately. He knew you too well. âYou mean, the novel that you bought me. Against my will, thank you very much. I will pay you back.â Regulus started protesting, but you only held your hand up. âYouâre right, though. Iâm convinced. Iâll bring the snacks. Chocolate frogs for me and a bowl of gruel for you.âÂ
You yelped as Regulus dug his fingers into your side. âItâs a date, love.âÂ
Regulus paced back and forth, watching the door to the dungeons. To say he was nervous wouldâve been an understatement.Â
As soon as classes were dismissed for the day, Regulus wasted no time. He raced back to the common room and made sure everything was perfect. The boys were taking the piss out of him, but he paid no mind to them as he fluffed the pillows and draped a blanket over the couch.Â
âOoh, what type of candle is this?â Theo asked as he wrapped his grimy little fingers around the banana nut muffin scented candle.Â
Regulus smacked his friendâs hand away. âDonât touch that.âÂ
Mattheo snickered as he took in the scene before him. âYou must really like this girl, Reg. I donât think Iâve ever put in this much effort for a date.âÂ
âYeah, and howâs that working out for you?â Regulus snipped. Blaise and Pansy snorted in response.Â
Lorenzo bit back a smile. âI think itâs nice. Y/N will love it.âÂ
âYou think so?â Regulus asked absentmindedly. He wanted to make sure everything was perfect. The dungeons were a far cry from your dorm, but Regulus did his best to emulate the comfort it provided. âItâs not too much?âÂ
âItâs a bitâŚcozy for my taste,â said Draco. Regulus fought the urge to throttle his cousin. To be fair, Draco hated anything that wasnât French or expensive. âBut Iâm sure your girl will love it.âÂ
âSheâs not my girl,â Regulus corrected. âNot yet, at least.âÂ
Tom shot a disinterested glance at him from the couch. âWhat on earth are you waiting for? Youâve been pining over her for months. Your yearning is starting to sicken me.âÂ
Mattheo grimaced. âI think thatâs Tomâs way of encouraging you to make a move.âÂ
âConsider me encouraged,â Regulus said with an eye roll. âNow everyone get out.âÂ
As his friends filtered out, Lorenzo patted him on the back. âGood luck, mate.âÂ
Luck had nothing to do with it. Regulus refused to take his chances on such a finicky thing. He was far too resourceful to leave things up to chance. Instead, he compiled everything heâs learned about you to ensure that you wouldnât feel overwhelmed.Â
At exactly six oâclock on the dot, Regulus opened the door to the dungeons. He smiled when he found you standing in the corridor, fidgeting with the hem of your sunflower dress. You clutched your book to your chest as he stepped through the threshold.Â
âHi, Reg,â you greeted shyly.Â
âHi, love.â Regulus offered his arm, which you gladly took. âCome on in.âÂ
You werenât sure what to expect at first, but you found the dungeons to be quite cozy. The waves from the Black Lake gently lapped against the stained glass windows, the murky waters shimmering across the onyx floors. The furnishings were all dark wood and harsh lines with pops of emerald tying everything together. The velvet couch was piled with pillows and candles illuminated the space, providing a warmth and coziness that you never wouldâve attributed to the dungeons.Â
âThis is quite lovely,â you said softly.Â
Regulus took your bag from you and set it gently on the marble side table. âIâm glad you think so.âÂ
âWhereâs everyone else?âÂ
âOut,â Regulus responded. âIf theyâre smart, theyâll stay that way.âÂ
You chuckled. âI guess it pays to be mean and scary.âÂ
âTo everyone else, yes.â Regulus said as he guided you over to the couch. âNot to you, though.â
The sentiment made you smile. âWell, big scary Reggie, thank you for inviting me over. As promised, I came bearing snacks.âÂ
As you laid out a treasure trove of treats, Regulus watched with an amused smile. âFor Salazarâs sake, Iâm getting a cavity just looking at all of this candy.âÂ
You grinned as you waved a sour gummy worm in the air. âBut itâs good, though.â Regulus backed away from the neon colored candy with a grimace. âCome on, Reg. Try it.âÂ
âNo, thank you.âÂ
âPlease,â you pleaded, poking his cheek with the worm. âJust one little nibble. I know you want to.âÂ
âYouâre a terrible influence,â he sighed defeatedly.Â
Regulus leaned over, his lips brushing against your fingers as he took a small bite. You flushed furiously, heat prickling your skin as his emerald gaze pierced through you. From this close, you could make out the golden flecks swimming in his irises.Â
âItâs a bit sweet,â Regulus murmured. His eyes never left yours as he held your wrist in place, devouring what was left of the sour worm. âBut Iâve grown an appetite for sweet things lately.âÂ
Regulus licked flecks of sugar off of his lips, smirking when he caught you staring. You cleared your throat, eager to diffuse whatever tension was brewing between you. He tracked your movements as you retrieved your book and daintily perched yourself on the couch.Â
âShall we?âÂ
A comfortable silence befell the common room, broken only by the lulling crash of the waves against the windows. It baffled you how at ease you were in the dungeons. Usually, it took a bit of time for you to adjust to new environments, but something about this place seemed familiar. You felt safe here, thanks to the boy sitting beside you.Â
As you curled up on the sofa, Regulus assumed his position. He scooted towards you, placing his head on your lap and stretching his long legs out until they touched the other end of the couch. With a smile, you peered at him as he nuzzled against your free hand. Regulus sighed in satisfaction when you ran your fingers through his curls. The action reminded you of your little Shadow.Â
You had no idea how you hadnât realized it sooner, but the two of them were similar in a lot of ways. They were both standoffish and prickly on the outside, but complete softies on the inside. The thought made you chuckle.Â
âWhatâs so funny?â Regulus murmured. Despite the fact that the two of you were supposed to be reading, his book remained perched on his stomach while his eyes fluttered close.Â
âItâs just hard to reconcile grumpy Regulus to the Regulus that practically begs for his head to be scratched.â
Regulus scoffed. âI do not beg.âÂ
You placed your hand back in your lap. Regulus furrowed his brows as he glanced up at you. With a soft nudge to your side and a matching pout to boot, he single handedly proved your point. âWhyâd you stop?âÂ
The pointed look you gave him made Regulus flush. âFine, I suppose Iâm not above begging.âÂ
You raised a brow, which only made him sigh in defeat. Regulus lifted your hand and placed it back atop his curls. âPlease?âÂ
âOnly because you asked nicely, Reggie.âÂ
The rest of the evening was blissfully peaceful as the two of you continued reading. Well, you were reading. Regulus, on the other hand, hadnât even cracked open his book. You could feel the intensity of his gaze boring into you while you pretended to be engrossed in your novel.Â
âDo I have something on my face?â You asked self-consciously.Â
âNo.âÂ
âThen why are you staring?âÂ
Regulus sat upright and faced you, his emerald eyes locking onto yours. His expression was soft as he tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear, knuckles brushing along your jaw.Â
âBecause youâre beautiful.âÂ
The air left your lungs as Regulus beheld you. The calluses on his thumb stroked your skin as he caressed your cheek. You shivered at his touch, at his scent, at his closeness. Regulus was like poetry come to life. A work of art that moved and breathed and mesmerized everyone around him. If anyone was beautiful, it was him.Â
âReggieâŚâÂ
The words died in your throat when Regulus brushed his thumb over your lips. âY/NâŚâÂ
Little by little, the gap closed between you. Anticipation swelled in the room, enveloping everything with unspoken tension. You felt like a harp string pulled taut, waiting for release. Just as Regulus tilted your head back, a loud smack echoed through the dungeons.Â
You nearly jumped out of your seat, but Regulus shielded you behind him, keeping you close. A stream of people made their way through the common room, trampling the once serene atmosphere. The commotion from earlier seemed to be coming from the large keg that Adrian Pucey was now rolling across the stone floor. The other Slythering began clearing the furniture, chattering excitedly amongst themselves.Â
Regulus was incensed. âWhat the fuck is going on?âÂ
One by one, his friends streamed in. Blaise was the first to squeeze through the crowd. âCommon room party, apparently. We ran here to warn you, but they were already rolling the kegs through the corridor before we caught up.âÂ
Theodore and Mattheo pushed their way through a couple of fourth years. At their complaint, the two boys glared at them so intensely that they slowly started to back away.Â
âThe fuck are you looking at?â Mattheo barked.Â
âAre you deaf or just thick? Get fucking lost, mate,â Theo added menacingly.Â
You flinched at the display of aggression. Regulus clocked the reaction and pulled you closer before frowning at his friends. Theodore elbowed Mattheo when he caught sight of you, who in turn elbowed Theodore back.Â
âSorry about that, Y/N.â Theodore drawled, his Italian accent seeping through the words. âWe didnât see you there. Usually, weâre more well-behaved in the presence of a lady.âÂ
âThatâs a lie,â Pansy interjected. âYouâre horrid around me all the time.âÂ
âIâve known you since we were in diapers, Pans. Youâre certainly not a lady,â Theodore quipped.Â
âWhy, you little twatââÂ
âGuys,â Regulus scolded.Â
Pansy stopped in her tracks, sighing as she put her hand down after landing a smack on the back of Theodoreâs head. She offered her hand. âRight. Well, this isnât how we thought our first introduction would go, but itâs nice to finally meet the infamous Y/N. Regulus talks about you all the time.âÂ
You flushed as you took Pansyâs hand. âItâs nice to meet you too, Pansy.âÂ
âMe next,â Theodore exclaimed. âTheodore Nott, at your service.âÂ
The floppy haired boy bowed cheekily before taking your hand in his and kissing your knuckles. Regulus glared daggers at his friend, but you merely giggled in amusement.Â
âMove, Nott. Itâs my turn now.â Mattheo smacked Theodore away and enveloped you into a hug. âMattheo, the most handsome Riddle. Although donât tell my brother that. He might hex me. Anyways, nice to meet you." He paused, sniffing your hair unabashedly. "Oh! Reg is right. You do smell nice.âÂ
âRiddle,â warned Regulus.
Mattheo only winked at you before stepping aside. You exchanged introductions with Blaise and Draco next until Lorenzo caught up with the rest of the group. He gave you a warm hug before explaining that someone had printed out posters promoting a party that none of the Slytherins had any clue about. Of course, it didnât take much convincing on his housemates' part before they jumped on the bandwagon, hence the packed common room.Â
âIâm so sorry,â Regulus said as he turned over to face you. â I didnât know any of this was happening.â
Worry marred his beautiful face. Though the situation was a little more than overwhelming, you didnât want Regulus worrying on your behalf. It was touching, truly. But you could try to push through it.Â
âItâs okay, Reg. Iâm fine, really.âÂ
âWe can leave,â he offered. âFind somewhere more quiet.âÂ
âAlready?â Mattheo asked, pouting. âBut we havenât even played butterbeer pong yet! Dibs on Y/N as my partner.âÂ
âNo fair! I was going to ask her,â Theodore said, shoving Mattheo. His curly headed friend shoved back, which only escalated into Theodore putting him into a headlock. You shook your head in amusement.Â
âSorry to disappoint, but I have no idea how to play butterbeer pong.âÂ
Mattheo slithered out of Theodoreâs hold and beamed. âOh, itâs easy. You just arrange a bunch of cups into a pyramid and then take turns shooting ping pong balls into them. Surely, youâve handled balls before, right?âÂ
The double meaning was not lost on the group. Regulus tensed, charging up to smack Mattheo into next week for the inappropriate joke, but your response stopped him in his tracks.Â
âI have,â you said softly. âHave you? Because it doesnât seem like it from the way you kept missing the goalposts during the game last week.âÂ
Mattheo gaped in shock before bursting into laughter. âOh, sheâs a keeper.âÂ
âYouâre lucky Y/N found that funny,â Regulus said to his friend. âOtherwise, I wouldâve twisted your intestines into a bow for her.âÂ
âTaking a page out of my brotherâs book, I see,â Mattheo taunted.Â
âIs this a bad time to ask if youâve ever had a body shot, Y/N?â Theo asked with feigned innocence. âIf not, Iâm more than willing to show you.âÂ
Regulus reeled back and smacked Theo on the head while the rest of the group cackled. Theo rubbed the sore spot and grumbled. âA simple no would have sufficed.âÂ
The more time you spent around them, the less intimidating they became. From what you gleaned, they seemed to be a tight knit group. It wasnât at all what you expected from the Slytherins.Â
âYour friends are silly,â you whispered to Regulus as the group migrated to the couch.Â
In the background, Mattheo and Theodore bickered over who drank the last of the firewhisky while Lorenzo wiped the back of his mouth and burped. He winked when he caught your eye, charging you with keeping his secret.Â
âTheyâre idiots,â Regulus scoffed. His tone was contrasted by the softness in his eyes as he watched his friends muck about. âBut theyâre family.âÂ
Throughout the night, you didnât miss the way that Regulus fussed over you. He was a constant presence by your side, attuned and attentive to every need. When you felt parched, Regulus was there to offer you a drink. When you felt cold, Regulus draped his jacket over you without you needing to ask. He checked in with you often, making sure his obnoxious friends werenât offending you and ensuring that the attention wasnât too overwhelming to handle.Â
You assured him that you were fine. In fact, you were surprised to realize that you were enjoying yourself. It was a lot easier to deal with your social anxiety when you had someone there to ground you.Â
The Slytherins were a rather social bunch. Pansy was thrilled at the prospect of having another girl join the group. Within thirty minutes, she had talked you into going to Hogsmeade with her next weekend. She wanted a break from the boys, she said. But she also made it known that she expected a full rundown of the situation between you and Regulus.Â
Draco and Blaise were very clearly eavesdropping, despite their efforts to appear nonchalant. Apparently, everyone was as invested in your pairing as Pansy was. Theodore and Mattheo didnât even try to hide the fact that they were talking Regulus up. When Mattheo declared that Regulus rescued an injured baby bird and nursed it back to health, you nearly lost it. Regulus hated birds.Â
âYouâre an idiot,â Regulus exclaimed.Â
âNo, let him talk. I want to hear all about it. What kind of bird was it, Mattheo?âÂ
âUhâŚthe kind with wings?âÂ
Lorenzo shook his head. âReally, mate? Thatâs the best you could come up with?âÂ
The group continued their bantering as you watched in fascination. Their dynamic fascinated you. They bickered like siblings, but you could tell that they would go to the end of the world for one another. You could see why Regulus thought of them as family.Â
âFeeling okay?â Regulus asked, nudging you with his hip.Â
âMhm,â you responded, bumping him back. âThanks for inviting me over.âÂ
âThis isnât what I had in mind when I did,â Regulus said. âBut Iâm still glad you came.â
âOf course, I had to see you in your natural habitat. I didnât know you were such a party animal, Reggie.âÂ
He grabbed hold of your waist and leaned down to whisper in your ear. âI preferred when the party was just you and me.âÂ
You flushed, pitching forward to hide your face behind a curtain of hair. âI did, too.âÂ
âWhen everyone leaves, I intend on picking up where we left off. You should know that Iâm not the type of man who leaves things unfinished, love.âÂ
There was no hiding the blush that blossomed on your cheeks. Crimson colored your features even as you excused yourself to the bathroom. As you washed your hands in the sink, you studied your reflection. While you would always feel the lingering social anxiety that came from being in large crowds, you thought that tonight was going fairly well. With a smile, you made your return back to the Regulus.Â
âI donât know who youâre fooling, Y/N.â Britt sneered at you as she leaned against the wall, a cigarette held haphazardly between her neon painted fingers.Â
You frowned. âWhat are you talking about, Britt?âÂ
âRegulus may have fallen for your shy and sweet little act, but heâll get sick and tired of you dragging him down sooner or later.âÂ
A lump formed in the pit of your stomach. Though it was no secret that Britt wasnât exactly a fan of yours, you hadnât expected her to say such hurtful things. Even worse, she touched a nerve with her words.Â
Britt nodded pointedly towards the crowd. âLook at him. He canât even enjoy himself without worrying about poor, helpless little Y/N.â
Regulus towered over everyone, cutting an imposing figure in the middle of the room. His eyes darted through the crowd, seemingly searching for someone. Perhaps it was the reality of seeing the worry in his features, his half-distracted responses to whatever Lorenzo was saying as he stood stoic, unable to partake in conversation because he was too busy looking for you. Worrying about you. However horrid Britt was, you realized that there was merit to her words.Â
The last thing you wanted was to hold Regulus back. You didnât want him worrying about babysitting you instead of having fun with his friends, which is exactly what he was doing now. The thought made you sad. Sure, Regulus was fine with catering to your needs now, but he was bound to tire of it sooner or later. You didnât want to find out how long it would take.Â
You didnât want to be a burden to anyone. Most of all, Regulus.Â
Without a word, you passed by Britt and weaved your way through the room. You stuck to the alcoves, passing beneath its shadowy refuge until the door came to view. Only a few steps stood between you and your escape when a low, stern voice stopped you in your tracks.Â
âY/N,â said Tom Riddle. âLeaving early, are we?âÂ
âOh, hi there Tom,â you mumbled, casting your gaze towards the floor. You were afraid that youâd cry if you stayed in the dungeons a second longer. âMâjust not feeling very well.âÂ
You could feel his observant gaze sweeping over you. âI imagined you wouldnât after encountering that hag outside of the bathroom.âÂ
âYou saw that?â You asked in a small, defeated voice.Â
Finally, you deigned to look up and found Tom staring at you. As always, the eldest Riddle was cold and stoic, but there was something in his gaze that conveyed concern.Â
âYes, and I heard it too.âÂ
âPlease, can youâcan you just not tell Reggie?âÂ
Tomâs expression was imperceptible besides his curt nod. âIf thatâs what you prefer. Iâll let him know you left early because you werenât feeling well.âÂ
âThank you, Tom.âÂ
You bid him a good night before reaching for the door. Behind you, Tom cleared his throat.Â
âFor the record, that hag doesnât know what sheâs talking about. Youâre not dragging Regulus down. If anything, youâve made the twat more tolerable over these past few weeks.âÂ
Before you could respond, Tom was gone. You barely caught a glimpse of his back as he climbed the stairs that led to the dormitories. The parting surprised you, but you figured that Tom probably just felt bad for witnessing the conversation between you and Britt.Â
Casting a last glance towards the common room, you spotted Regulus once again.Â
Softly, you whispered, âBye, Reggie.âÂ
Once you were back in your dorm, you showered and decided to turn in for the night. It was just a few minutes shy of midnight as you tossed and turned in bed. Your roommate was most likely still at the party, leaving you to ponder your thoughts alone. There was an air of restlessness in the room as you stared up at the ceiling and considered your predicament.Â
No matter which way you looked at it, there was only one solution. You had to end your friendship with Regulus.Â
The thought filled you with overwhelming sadness. Letting go of Regulus made you feel so isolated and alone, but you knew it was the right thing to do. As though sensing your need for comfort, Shadow slinked through your door and hopped right into your lap. The black cat stared up at you with knowing eyes and meowed.Â
âAt least I can count on you to always keep me company,â you murmured softly as you scratched under Shadowâs chin. âItâs been a rough night.âÂ
Shadow bumped his head against your hip, seemingly telling you to stop feeling sorry for yourself.Â
âBritt is right, Shadow,â you confessed. âIâm just not the type of girl Regulus should be with.âÂ
The cat bumped you again, stomping his feet on the bed in frustration. Shadow gave you a rather argumentative meow.Â
âOh, donât give me that. We both know itâs true. Reggie is Reggie and IâmâŚwell, Iâm me.âÂ
Shadow hissed in response, demanding your attention. You sighed as you pulled the cat into your lap. âItâs a shame,â you whispered against his dark fur. âI really like him.âÂ
To your surprise, Shadow purred softly and cuddled against your side. Though the feral little cat had taken a liking to you and your dorm, Shadow was always usually gone in the morning. Tonight though, the cat curled up next to you as though it knew that this was what you needed.Â
âGood night, Shadow.âÂ
Regulus knew it was reckless.Â
But after Tom informed him of your sudden illness, suspicion rose in him like a tide. Even if you werenât feeling well, it wasnât like you to leave so abruptly, which meant that something was definitely wrong. All of his suspicions were confirmed when he got to your dorm.
It broke his heart to hear you say that you werenât right for him. How could such a thought even cross your mind? There had never been anyone more perfect to him than you. Didnât you know that you were the first person Regulus looked for in a room full of people? Couldnât you tell how head over heels he was for you? His sweet, sassy, shy, sunshine of a Hufflepuff. There was no one better.Â
Certainly not Britt. Regulus was well aware of the crush she had on him. At first, he simply ignored it. He had absolutely no interest in someone as foul and loathsome as that girl, but now that she had come after you, Regulus had half a mind to sink his teeth and claws into her ankles until he drew blood.Â
At the moment, his plot for revenge was set aside as he focused on comforting you. Up until this point, Regulus had always been careful not to fall asleep in your dorm because he never knew when he was going to switch back, but tonight, he was willing to risk it. He didnât know if this would be the last time you ever spoke to him given what you confessed earlier.Â
Perhaps it was selfish of him, but he didnât want the night to end. Regulus wasn't ready to face the prospect of you ending things, so he snuggled into your side and fell asleep to the sound of your heartbeat.Â
It was a choice that would certainly have its consequences in the morning.
The first thing that woke him up was not the sunlight streaming through your windows or the chirping of the birds, but instead your surprised yelp. Regulus blinked sleepily, rubbing his paw against his snout, but instead bumped his hand into his nose.Â
This was not good.Â
This was definitely not good.Â
You were on the other side of the bed, blankets pulled up over your chin as you stared at him in disbelief.Â
âReggie? Whatâwhat are you doing here?âÂ
Regulus was an idiot. A stupid, careless idiot.Â
But none of that mattered now.Â
âDonât end our friendship.âÂ
You reeled back in surprise. âIâwhatâwhatâs even happeningââ
âDonât end our friendship,â Regulus said once more. âFuck, itâs not even a friendship. You and I both know itâs so much more than that.âÂ
âI donât understand.âÂ
âIâm not going to get bored of you. Never in a million years would I ever get bored of you. In the months that Iâve gotten to know you, not once have I ever stopped feeling drawn in. I want to know everything about you, Y/N. Even though you tell me everything without realizing it, I still want to know more. I want to listen to you talk about your books and hold your hand when youâre overwhelmed and follow you all around the castle like Iâve been doing all along.âÂ
You were speechless as Regulus continued. âTom told me that you werenât feeling well last night. I knew it was a lie, so I had to come and see for myself. I had to make sure you were okay, even if you didnât know it was me.â He sighed, closing his eyes. âBut then you said you wanted to end our friendship and I justâI was selfish. I shouldâve gone back to my dorm, but I didnât know if last night was the last time youâd ever speak to me and I just couldnât bring myself to leave.âÂ
Realization dawned over you. Pieces of the puzzle started clicking into place. âYouâreâyouâyouâve been Shadow this whole time?âÂ
Regulus nodded guiltily. âI understand if youâre angry with me, but please know that I didnât mean for any of this to happen. I found your dorm by accident that first night and I donât know. I just kept coming back. You just kept drawing me back.âÂ
He bowed his head and ran a hand through his curls. âI realize you might hate me after this, but you have been the best part of my day since I accidentally stumbled into your dorm and I thinkâno, I know that Iâve fallen for you.âÂ
You blinked in disbelief, still processing his confession. âSo youâve beenâŚyou this whole time? You knew everything Iâve ever said to Shadow. You listened to me vent and rant, thinking I was just talking to a cat.â You paused as something niggled at your brain. âWhen we first ran into each other at the bookstore, did you already know I was going to be there?âÂ
Regulus didn't deny it. âI did. I also already read all of the books on your shelves in advance on the off chance that you might mention it in class. I didn't really need help in charms, that was just an excuse to spend more time with you and I...I bought the same candles and blankets you like so you'd be comfortable in the common room. I learned all of that by listening to you, by spying on you, and I'm sorry. Iâm so fucking sorry â"Â
His apology was cut short as you surged forward to kiss him. Regulus was stunned for a moment as your lips met, but it didnât take long for him to reciprocate. One arm slid around your waist to pull you closer while the other cradled your cheek. His kisses were hungry, like he was a man awaiting the gallows and you were his final meal. It was full of passion, the longing and yearning evident as he gorged himself on the taste of you.Â
Coming up for air, Regulus finally opened his pretty emerald eyes and looked at you. His gaze pierced through your skin, raw and vulnerable. âYouâre not mad at me?âÂ
âAre you kidding? Thatâs the sweetest thing anyoneâs ever done for me.â Regulus sighed in relief, pressing his forehead against yours. âPlus, how can I be mad when you make such a cute little kitty?âÂ
Regulus laughed, the sweet, melodious sound filling the room. You brushed his curls back and grinned. âFor the record, Iâve fallen for you too.âÂ
âThatâs a relief. My friends have been pestering me on finally making a move for months. Pansy cornered me last night and lectured me on asking you to be my girlfriend before you realize that youâre too good for me.âÂ
âI think I like Pansy.âÂ
âDonât tell her that,â Regulus groaned. âSheâll definitely try to steal you away from me.âÂ
âI donât think youâll have any trouble with that.âÂ
âGood, I donât want Parkinson getting any ideas about running off with my girlfriend.âÂ
You raised a brow. âOh, Iâm your girlfriend now?âÂ
âGirlfriend. Love of my life. Apple of my eye. Take your pick, mon cĹur.âÂ
âIâll take all of the above, boyfriend.âÂ
Later that morning, after much cuddling and kissing, you and Regulus finally decided to head to the Great Hall for breakfast. You smiled as he held your hand, bumping your hip as the two of you walked through the corridors. It was strange how at ease you felt. You were vaguely aware of the eyes that trailed your every move, but they quickly blended into the background when Regulus pulled you close and kissed your cheek.Â
Luna and Ginny perked up at the sight of you, surprise marring their faces when they spotted Regulus at your side. Their eyebrows raised to the skies, pointedly staring at your linked fingers.Â
Later, you mouthed. You had a hell of a lot of explaining to do, but your friends merely smiled and nodded.Â
âFinally,â Pansy announced exasperatedly. She patted the seat next to her as you shyly slipped in. âI was beginning to think that weâd have to scheme to get the two of you together.âÂ
âNo need,â you said with a smile. âI think we took care of that on our own.âÂ
Regulus smiled and nuzzled against your shoulder. The boys flashed him shit-eating grins, but he didnât seem to notice. âStop scaring my girlfriend away, Pans.âÂ
âOh, is it girlfriend now? Itâs about time. Iâve only listened to you pine and yearn for months.âÂ
âExcuse her,â Blaise said. âSheâs just happy to have another girl in the group.âÂ
âDamn right I am. Iâm tired of spending so much time with you heathens.â Pansy patted your shoulder. âI hope youâre in the market for new friends, because youâre not getting rid of me now. My first act of friendship will be to determine whether or not to hex that little trollop for glaring at you. Do you know that girl, Y/N?âÂ
You turned and found Britt frowning at you with her arms crossed. âItâs alright, Pansy. Sheâs not worth it.âÂ
At the same moment, Tom sauntered through the aisles. Once he reached Britt, he cut her a glare that would paralyze a basilisk. She cowered back and made a hasty retreat.Â
Tom merely continued walking before taking a seat next to Mattheo. âSo, that hag, â he says in a no-nonsense tone. âWould you like me to take care of her?âÂ
You glanced at the group in concern. âWhat exactly does taking care of her mean?âÂ
Mattheoâs curly head popped up from his plate. âOh, he means heâll feed her to his snake.âÂ
You laughed at the jest, but Tom remained stone-faced. He was obviously just kidding. Right?
âHeâs dead serious,â Theo added. âIâve seen him do it before.âÂ
With a gulp, you turned back to Tom. âThat wonât be necessary, Tom. Please donât feed Britt to your snake.âÂ
Tom shrugged as though you were discussing the weather. âSuit yourself.âÂ
When everyone returned to their morning banter, you turned to Regulus. âWhat have I gotten myself into?âÂ
Regulus smiled and pecked your lips. âYou know, I considered clawing her ankles off, but I think Tomâs way will be much quicker.âÂ
âRegulus Black.â You scolded, though it wasnât entirely convincing given the grin you were biting back.Â
âItâs Reggie to you, love.â You stared at him pointedly, which only made him sigh dramatically. âFine, Tomâs snake will not have a new snack, but only because I have a saint for a girlfriend.âÂ
âAnd I have a devious little sinner for a boyfriend.âÂ
Regulus smirked. âIâll make sure to worship at your altar for penance.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, but couldnât help but blush as Regulus laid his head down on your shoulder once more. You ran your fingers through his curls, smiling to yourself when he let out a satisfied hum that sounded awfully close to a purr.Â
#he's so cute my little black cat baby boy#regulus black#regulus black x reader#regulus black x you#regulus black fic
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i've got to put out an attempt to spread the good word of wheel of time to some of my new rings of power followers!
are you hankering for a new fantasy show to fill the void of ROP? look no further than wheel of time! it's also on amazon prime and is something of a sister-show to ROP. there are 2 seasons out currently, and season 3 is in post-production and slated to release sometime in 2025.
here's what WOT is about:
in a world that has reincarnation, rosamund pike's character who has been described as lesbian gandalf learns that an apocalyptic figure called "the dragon" who broke the world 3000 years ago has been reborn as a new person. accompanied by her platonic work-husband to whom she's psychically bonded, she narrows her search down to 5 potential candidates, a group of 20-somethings from the same little village. the group embarks on a quest to figure out which one of them is the dragon reborn, but even the ones who are not the dragon have nevertheless been chosen out by fate to have their own remarkable powers and key roles in deciding the fate of the world.
here's what makes WOT similar to ROP:
multiple-storyline ensemble show with a variety of personalities among the main characters, so you'll be sure to find Your Blorbo in somebody (and there's a pretty big variety among the fandom of who everyone's faves are, which goes to show how good ALL the characters are!)
epic fantasy that earnestly and wholeheartedly embraces its genre and the inherent whimsy and fantasticalness therein, without acting like it's embarrassed about having fantasy elements or like it considers itself too good and too prestige for the genre
it has some truly dark and harrowing stuff, but it never feels like it's gratuitous/just for shock value and never descends into cynical grimdark territory. it centers on the importance of hope and togetherness to fight against evil (tolkien was a primary inspiration for the WOT books' author robert jordan, so some of the vibes and themes are similar)
incredibly in-depth worldbuilding and world history
gorgeous costumes, sets, scenery, soundtrack, and production value. i could wax poetic about the soundtrack all day but will restrain myself and just say that it's a similar approach as ROP of specific character themes rearranged ad infinitum to suit the tone of different scenes and that it has a very unique soundscape that stands out from traditional orchestral fantasy. the costumes, especially in the second season, are some of the most unique and distinctive i've ever seen in a fantasy show, using lots of sharp/modern silhouettes to evoke a different feel from your standard medieval-inspired fantasy costumes. and vibrant colors!!!
absolutely Perfect casting across the board, with every actor from the most seasoned veterans to the newest-comers delivering wonderful performances, embodying their characters perfectly, and clearly having the time of their life making this show.
major character recast between s1 and s2 haha but like with adar, both mat actors are wonderful and it's impossible to wish one was the other while watching their respective performances.
Wholesome Boy Besties, and overall a lack of toxic masculinity and a total comfort with letting men be tender and kind and emotional (in fact, i'd say WOT does even better at this than ROP)
mesmerizing villains who run the gamut from tragic to Sexy Fun Evil to straight-up bonechilling (oftentimes multiple categories all rolled into the same villain). what if sauron was a sexy sexy lady whose top hobbies were serving cunt and gaslighting her boytoy? watch wheel of time to find out.
on that note, what would you get if you took the toxic hero/villain/villain polyeroticism of galadriel/sauron/adar, dialed it up to 11, and made it borderline canon that they used to be in a throuple that ended badly? one of the major dynamics of WOT s2, that's what.
a slower, establishing first season followed by a bombastic second season that raises the stakes, lets the villains out to play big time, and generally knocks it out of the park. so if you're on the fence while watching s1, keep going to get to the glowup!
and here's what makes WOT better than ROP:
while they both improve in their second season, imo the first season of WOT is quite a bit better than the first season of ROP (anecdotal evidence: i started both shows as a complete show-only with no prior familiarity with the source material (bar having watched the LOTR movies), and WOT had me hooked by the end of 1x01 whereas ROP i watched 2 episodes and abandoned it for 2 years before coming back for another try and successfully getting hooked)
i'd say the main reason for this is that the story of WOT s1 is fairly simple and small scale and laser-focused on just our 7 main characters who all share a single storyline together (breaking up into 3 sub-storylines for the middle portion of the season, then coming back together again), and it holds off on expanding the scale of the world & story until s2. this was much more effective at getting a newcomer like me assimilated in the world, hooked on the story, and invested in the characters than ROP starting out with a massive sprawling cast and story right off the bat and kind of overwhelming me with too much going on. WOT s1 was also very clear in establishing Here Are The Stakes And Here's Why You Should Care immediately in the pilot episode, whereas i struggled for a while with seeing what the Point of ROP was or why i should care about these characters (because there are too many of them and not enough time spent on any).
WOT is better at character depth and development, in large part because its main cast is about half the size of ROP's so there's just a lot more breathing room. like with ROP, some characters/storylines are naturally more important than others in a given season and thus everyone's prominence ebbs and flows, but unlike ROP, the characters who are in their "off-season" still get proper season-long arcs and never feel like they're getting neglected. no primary WOT character has ever been wholly absent for more than 1 episode per season (except for mat absent from 2 eps in s1 for recasting-related reasons).
following off of that, i'd say WOT is better at handling multiple storylines, because of the above point of fewer characters and also the earlier point that all the characters start together, then separate. this ensures that all the different storylines feel connected to each other, unlike ROP where there are some groups of characters that have never even met anyone else. the Found Family and Power Of Friendship themes are extremely strong in WOT, and the bonds between the core characters are unbreakable! and this makes all the storylines feel connected and cohesive even when they're taking place across the continent.
another similar point: WOT strikes a better balance between epic scale and narrative intimacy. i can't describe this any better or think of specific examples, it's just a Vibe i feel that ROP sometimes gets lost in its own scale whereas WOT always keeps us very firmly anchored in the characters and the personal stakes no matter how vast the world or conflict becomes. i might exemplify this by saying that if you enjoyed the sauron-celebrimbor scenes in s2, you'll love WOT because it is a huge proponent of "2 characters in a room talking to each other" scenes that further the larger plot while also keeping things intimate and personal and fleshing out the characters.
oh also, focal episodes! every season, WOT does 1 or 2 episodes that focus in deeply on one particular main character (different one every time) at a key point in their journey and deliver some amazing in-depth characterwork (while still furthering the story and allotting time to the other characters & storylines too). characters truly are one of the strongest aspects of WOT, both books and show, and i love that the show takes the time to give us episodes like this. it is so so good at balancing character & plot, and understanding that we won't care about the plot unless we care about the characters.
there is a HUGE cast of female characters, and a very varied cast too. the main cast is 50/50 men and women, and the supporting cast is at least 50/50 too if not majority women. in both the source material and the adaptation, women are integral to the story and so many of them are huge players that drive the narrative, rather than feeling like afterthoughts the 2020s adaptation is fruitlessly trying to cram into source material that was not designed for them as is often the case with ROP imo.
branching off of that: one of the major institutions in WOTworld is an all-woman wizard faction, complete with a lady wizard pope. this gives us things like battle scenes and political scheming that's mostly or exclusively between women. it's awesome!
edited to add: might be obvious from the point about there being a lot of women, but WOT also has lots of female friendships! and female mentorships and rivalries and romances too. just so many relationships between women, quite a contrast to nori and poppy struggling to singlehandedly make ROP pass the bechdel test.
canon queer characters and relationships. and queerness is not only present in WOTworld, it's normalized!
and finally, you'll have to wait til s2 to get her, but WOT is better because it has elayne trakand and thus is better than every show that does not have elayne trakand (can you tell who my blorbo is)
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Hi, I really do love your stories and all that you give, I hope you have a fabulous day or evening. But I did have a request where you had Nicholas and maybe Cooper(or the readers' friend male or female) trying to fight for your love idk or something, and it turns into this mess where you all end having a three-way with each other and the reader can't up their mind and just wants both of them. Also, it would be cool if the setting was a 90s luxury vibe. But again, do have a good day, evening or night.â¨ď¸
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summary: this lovely anon request; reader is the daughter of a wealthy family in beverly hills and her family is throwing a dinner party. when her mom invites the two guys sheâs been seeing to the party, it open the readerâs mind to a world where she can have it all
type: post grad rich female reader x post grad rich nicholas x post grad rich cooper; set in the 90s in beverly hills
warnings/tags: masturbation (f!), face sitting (f! on m!), thereâs more world building than anything
authorâs note: IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO DO THIS đ little fact about me, i love a period piece!! anything from the 60s - 90s i just ADORE so this was so much fun to write. admittedly thereâs more world building than smut but I'll probably do a part 2 and 3 to have individual smuts with both of them - anywho, hope you enjoy!!
word count: ~9783
taglist: @blackynsupremacy ,@emluvsuxo , @hoffmansgirl , @godzillawillsaveus , @purple-1995 , @ilovecheetahchrome , @nicholaslut
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The Beverly Hills sun poured in through the boutiqueâs tall windows, hitting the glossy tile floors with a golden glow that felt almost tangible. The air smelled of fresh leather, high-end perfume, and a faint hint of gardenia from the floral arrangements that flanked the entrance. Rows of designer dresses shimmered like liquid gems, the silk, satin, and sequins catching the light with every slight sway. Each display felt more like a gallery exhibit than a store, each piece deserving of admiration and awe.
You sat in the swivel barrel chair behind your best friend, Dionne, as she twirled in front of an oversized gilded mirror, her chocolate brown curls bouncing in sync with her movements. The mirrorâs ornate frame, covered in gold leaf, practically glowed under the natural light. Dionneâs face was scrunched in disapproval as she examined herself from every angle.
âI like this one, but it does nothing for my figure,â she pouted, tilting her head. Her delicate fingers brushed over the fabric of a soft blush-colored wrap dress that, while gorgeous, wasnât quite up to her standards.
She turned to you for commentary, something that either agreed with her sentiments or changed her mind, but her face was more pouty than hopeful, there was no changing her mind.
âI think youâll look great no matter what but we can always go see what they have at Guess,â you suggested, giving her a hopeful look with a reassuring smile.
âThey just got a new shipment, and youâd look good in literally everything they make.â
Minutes later, the two of you strolled down the sunlit promenade, every step a subtle strut. The sidewalkâs terrazzo design gleamed under your designer heels, and the rhythmic clack of Dionneâs shiny loafers echoed like a soundtrack to your own personal runway show. The air buzzed with the soft hum of luxury cars idling at the curb, their drivers patiently waiting for their impeccably dressed clients to emerge with shopping bags in hand.
The Guess storefront came into view, its iconic black-and-white logo framed by lush green hedges. The moment you stepped inside, the air conditioning hit you with a refreshing burst, carrying the scent of new denim and crisp linen. A sales associateâall sharp cheekbones and impeccable tailoringâapproached with a silver tray of champagne flutes.
âWelcome in, ladies,â he said, his smile as polished as his cufflinks. âChampagne?â
âDonât mind if I do,â Dionne grinned, plucking a glass from the tray with a practiced elegance that couldâve put an heiress to shame. You followed suit, taking a delicate sip. The bubbles fizzed on your tongue, cool and crisp, just indulgent enough to remind you that you were exactly where you belonged.
Dionne darted off toward the dresses, her eyes sharp and focused like a predator stalking prey. Youâd seen her shop a million times before, but every outing was its own spectacleâthe slow, intentional grazing of fingertips across fabrics, the sharp ânoâ sheâd mutter to anything less than perfect. You were mid-sip when your phone buzzed in your Fendi baguette bag. With a sigh, you fished it out, glancing at the screen.
Mom flashed across the display.
âHey, Mom,â you said, balancing the champagne flute in one hand while holding the phone to your ear.
âHi, sweetheart,â her voice was honey-smooth but edged with the brisk efficiency of a woman accustomed to getting things done. âAre you still out shopping?â
âYes maâam, Iâm at Guess with Dionne. Whatâs up?â
âPerfect,â she said, her tone lifting like sheâd just solved a puzzle. âI need you to pick up a few things for the party tonight. Just some last-minute items. You know how your father gets about everything being 'just right.'â
You rolled your eyes, but a smile tugged at your lips. âSure, Iâll grab them.â
âAlso,â her voice grew lighter, playful even, âI know you always get bored at these dinner parties so I made sure to invite more people your age tonight. I thought youâd like that.â
âUh-huh,â you hummed, eyes wandering to where Dionne was now holding up a silky champagne-colored slip dress. She held it against herself, giving you an expectant look.
âYou know, Michelleâs son Ethan will be there. And Janineâs daughter, Ashley, you two did cotillian classes together in middle school. Oh! And two of those handsome boys youâve been seeing latelyâŚâ
Your attention snapped back to the call. âWho?â
âCooper and⌠Nicholas,â she said matter of factly. âIâve seen them around you a few times and I know their families so I figured youâd appreciate them being here too.â
Your heart did a double beat almost falling out of your chest. Cooper and Nicholas. Cooper AND Nicholas. The two names bounced in your mind like a neon marquee.
âAre you still there, darling?â your momâs voice pulled you back to reality.
âYeah..yeah. Iâm here,â you said, fighting to sound nonchalant. You glanced at Dionne, whoâd lowered the slip dress and was watching you now with raised brows, her curiosity clearly piqued. âIâll get everything on your list. I gotta go.â
You ended the call and slipped the phone back into your bag with hands that felt just a little too warm. Dionneâs eyes hadnât left you.
âWhat was that about?â she asked, suspicion and delight mixing in her tone.
âCooper and Nicholas are coming to the party tonight,â you muttered, finishing the rest of your champagne in one long, unbothered sip.
Dionneâs eyes went wide, then her grin stretched slow and wicked. âBoth of them?â
âYes.â You placed your empty glass on a nearby counter, grabbing another from the silver tray like it owed you money.
Her face lit up like sheâd just been gifted a Birkin bag. âOh, girl, youâre in trouble.â
She wasnât wrong. Youâd been seeing both of themâflirtations, lingering touches, stolen kisses, heavy petting in the back seat of their respective BMWs fresh off the lot âbut nothing official. And now theyâd both be at the same party, breathing the same air, under the same glittering chandeliers.
âYou know what?â Dionneâs tone had the same decisive finality as a stylistâs finishing touch. âWeâre gonna make sure youâre the most stunning thing at that party tonight. If Cooper and Nicholas want to compete, theyâre gonna have to fight over a goddess.â
She yanked a sleek black mini-dress off the rack and held it up to you like sheâd just discovered a gold mine. The silk fabric draped like molten lava, daring yet elegant.
âThis. This is the one,â she said, eyes practically glittering.
You glanced at yourself in the mirror. The dressâs sharp lines and bold color did something to you, something powerful. Your reflection wasnât just you. It was her. It was the girl who walked into a party and owned it.
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The driveway to your home was already lined with sleek black sedans and luxury SUVs, a telltale sign that the party prep was well underway. As you stepped inside, the familiar symphony of controlled chaos greeted you. Maids buzzed about, fluffing cushions, arranging floral centerpieces, and wiping already spotless surfaces. The chefs moved with precision in the kitchen, their crisp white uniforms stark against the warmth of the marble countertops as the aroma of hors dâoeuvres drifted through the air.
When you reached the kitchen, you found your parents deep in conversation. The room was immaculate, bathed in the golden glow of a chandelier overhead that refracted light across the glossy marble countertops. The air carried a faint mix of roasted rosemary and aged wine, a scent that instantly evoked a sense of affluence and occasion.
Your fatherâs voice carried with its usual self-assured timbre, smooth as the leather of his oxblood loafers, a tone he reserved for strategizing. He stood by the kitchen island, one hand loosely gripping a crystal tumbler of scotch.
âThis party will show him everything he needs to see,â he declared to your mother, his other hand gesturing with purpose. The sharp lines of his tailored pinstripe suit caught the light as he moved. âOnce he sees my connections, heâll have no choice but to promote me.â
Your mother stood nearby, her posture perfect, the pearls around her neck gleaming like tiny orbs of moonlight. Her nailsâpainted a classic redâtapped rhythmically against the stem of her wine glass. She listened intently, her expression serene but her eyes sharp, showing just how much this evening meant to her too.
It was your father who noticed you first, his face breaking into a grin that softened the otherwise calculated air about him. âAnd if all else fails,â he began, a touch of warmth entering his voice, âthe fact that my daughter has joined my boss among the ranks of Stanford grads will seal the deal.â He opened his arms wide in invitation.
You stepped forward, letting yourself be enveloped in his cologneâa heady mix of cedarwood and powerâbefore moving to embrace your mother. âYou know Iâm not a fan of using my education as a bargaining chip,â you teased, your lips curving into a small smile as you pulled back.
Your mother placed a manicured hand on your shoulder, her touch both tender and commanding. âIt wouldnât hurt,â she replied with an indulgent smile, her tone as polished as the sterling silver trays being carried past by staff. Then, her demeanor shifted, her voice taking on that quiet authority youâd grown up respecting. âNow, I need you to look over the seating arrangements before the guests arrive. Thereâs assigned seating for dinner, and Iâd like your eyes on it to make sure itâs perfect.â
âGot it,â you replied, already glancing toward the dining room. From where you stood, you could see the flicker of candlelight bouncing off the long, polished mahogany table.
The place settings were immaculate: fine bone china with intricate gold detailing, crystal water goblets arranged like jewels, and name cards written in calligraphy so precise it could only have been commissioned. The centerpieceâa sprawling arrangement of deep red roses and soft white liliesâsat elegantly beneath another grand chandelier, a testament to your motherâs exacting standards.
âDonât forget,â your mother added as she lifted her glass to her lips, âyour uncle will be sitting next to Mr. Whitmore. Keep their egos balanced, darling.â
With a soft laugh, you nodded, stepping toward the dining room to inspect the scene. The sound of your heels clicking against the marble floor echoed faintly as you moved, the weight of the evening settling on your shoulders.
The dining room greeted you with the soft glow of candlelight, casting a golden hue over the sprawling mahogany table. The pristine white tablecloth looked almost too perfect to touch, and every detail, from the gold-embossed place settings to the hand-folded linen napkins, screamed elegance. The centerpieceâa lush arrangement of red roses and white liliesâstretched nearly the length of the table, its fragrance subtle but ever-present.
You ran your fingers lightly over the place cards, each bearing names written in delicate calligraphy. You knew your mother well enough to expect near-perfection, but there was always room for a few tweaks, and this was your chance to ensure things aligned with your vision. As your eyes scanned the arrangement, you found your name near the middle of the table, right next to Jason Mitchell, one of your momâs friendâs sons. An Ivy League basketball player, Jason was pleasant enough, but you couldnât imagine a night of forced small talk with him.
Just across the table, you spotted Dionneâs name. A smile tugged at your lipsâat least your mother had the sense to seat her close. But across the table wasnât close enough. You quickly slipped Jasonâs card out of its holder and replaced it with your own, moving him to the other side. That was better. You and Dionne would have the whole evening to share knowing looks, inside jokes, and quiet commentary about the spectacle unfolding around you.
Satisfied, you continued down the table. Your motherâs place was naturally toward the head, right next to Nicholas Whitmore, a family acquaintance who always managed to dominate the conversation. A few seats down from them, you spotted another familiar name: Cooper. You paused, fingers hovering over his card. Something about seeing his name there sent a jolt of nervous energy through you.
For a moment, you hesitated, chewing lightly on your lip. Cooper was already close enough, but a small part of youâthe part that couldnât resist the chance to tilt the night in your favorâwanted to shake things up. You plucked Cooperâs card from its spot and swapped it with the one next to Dionne, biting back a grin as you imagined her teasing you later. And then, almost without thinking, you reached for Nicholasâs card.
Sliding it into place beside yours, you felt a rush of something you couldnât quite nameâexcitement, nerves, or maybe a bit of both. You stared at the new arrangement for a moment, the butterflies in your stomach stirring. Should you change it back? This has the potential to blow up in your face.
Before you could second-guess yourself, you turned on your heel, grabbing a small bowl of fruit from the sideboard on your way out. The quiet clink of your heels against the marble was drowned out by the pounding of your heartbeat as you hurried upstairs.
Your bedroom awaited, a sanctuary fit for a young socialite. The space was expansive, with floor-to-ceiling windows that framed a stunning view of the city skyline. Plush cream carpets covered the floor, so soft youâd forgone wearing slippers long ago. A canopy bed draped with sheer white fabric stood as the centerpiece, its silk bedding in soft blush and ivory tones. A vintage vanity, lined with your collection of luxury perfumes and makeup, sat to the side, while a wall of custom closets held the curated wardrobe that your stylist loved to call âyour personal archive.â
But it wasnât any of that that caught your attention this time. It was the bouquet of pink tulips on your bed. The sight of them stopped you in your tracks. They were vibrant, freshly cut, and tied with a delicate ribbon. Resting against them was a small handwritten note. You picked it up, the paper soft and expensive beneath your fingertips.
âCanât wait to see you tonight and make you mine.â
The signature at the bottom was unmistakable: CH, followed by a small heart. Your heart fluttered in response. Cooper. Of course it was him. He always knew exactly what to do. He remembered that tulips were your favorite â a detail Nicholas never seemed to catch on to, despite how many times heâd brought you roses. Roses were lovely, but tulips? Tulips felt personal to you, especially since Cooper knew why you liked them so much.
One sunny morning, a breakfast date with Cooper led to a stroll through the park. The air was crisp, the kind that made everything feel lighter, and the vibrant bed of tulips in bloom instantly caught your eye. You paused, pulling out your sleek Contax G2 to snap a photo, then another, and another.
Cooper chuckled, hands tucked into his pockets as he watched you. âWhy so many?â he asked, his tone warm and teasing.
You smiled, lowering your camera. âWhen I was little, my grandmother used to sit me in her garden while she planted tulips. She was this elegant, no-nonsense woman, but in the garden, she was different. Softer. Tending to her flowers was her favorite kind of hard work. It always felt like our secret world, just the two of us.â
As you spoke, your voice softened with nostalgia, and Cooper listened intently. His usual playful demeanor shifted; the teasing glint in his hazel eyes was replaced by something deeper. He wasnât just hearing your storyâhe was falling for you with every word.
The way you spoke about your grandmother, the light in your eyes as you shared this piece of yourselfâit was mesmerizing. Cooperâs gaze lingered on you, filled with a quiet adoration that made the moment feel suspended in time.
From that day on, he made a silent promise to himself. Every time he saw you, heâd show up with a single tulip in hand. The first time, he offered it with a shy grin. âOne for now,â he said, his voice low and sincere, âand maybe a bouquet later.â
Your phone buzzed, pulling you from the memory. Fully expecting it to be Cooper calling to see if youâd gotten the flowers, you smiled as you reached for your phone. But when you glanced at the screen, your breath caught.
Nicholas.
You hesitated for half a second before answering. âHey, Nicky.â
âHey,â his voice was warm, that lazy, playful drawl he always had when he was in a good mood. âJust wanted to say Iâm really looking forward to seeing you tonight. I know youâre gonna look amazing. You always do.â
âThanks,â you said, leaning back against your pillows. Your tone was sweet but eyes drifted to the tulips again, their petals catching the golden hour light filtering through your window.
âAnd listen,â Nicholas continued, his voice dipping into a conspiratorial tone, âIâve got something planned for after the party -- If youâre up for it, of course. Iâm pretty sure this will make things a little easier for you.â
You let out a breathy giggle. Nicholas knew his spontaneity and charm, aside from his good looks, could win you over. His voice blurred as your thoughts floated back to a different time, another moment when heâd swept you off your feet with his easy charisma and his knack for pulling you out of the whirlwind.
The summer after you graduated college was relentlessâinterviews and expectations piling on, leaving you breathless. Youâd stood Nicholas up that week, overwhelmed by the chaos, but he didnât seem to mind. He showed up at your door, calm and sure.
âYou need a break,â he said, his brown eyes steady and warm. âPack a bag. Just a change of clothes and a bathing suit.â
You didnât argue. Moments later, you were in his car, the city fading behind he as Sinatra played softly through the speakers. The scent of saltwater greeted you long before Nicholas turned off the road onto a secluded beach.
The ocean stretched endlessly before you, sparkling under the sun. Without hesitation, you kicked off your shoes and ran toward the waves, laughing freely for the first time in weeks.
Nicholas followed at his own pace, watching you with a soft smile. âDonât forget to breathe!â he teased, his voice light.
When you ran back, drenched and beaming, he wrapped a towel around you, pulling you close. âYouâve been carrying so much,â he said, his hand brushing your cheek. âBut you donât have to have it all figured out. Life is still beautiful, still yours to enjoy.â
Tears pricked your eyes, and you whispered, âThank you, Nicky.â
âAlways,â he murmured, his fingers lacing with yours as the waves rolled in behind you.
âY/NâŚhello, are you still there?â
Nicholasâs voice pulled you back to the present. His tone was gentle but curious, a soft nudge to bring you back. âYou okay? You got quiet on me for a second there.â
âYeah,â you said quickly, blinking away the memory. âIâm here. Sorry, I was listening⌠I think the red turtle neck would look nice, trust me.â
âIâd wear one of those rainbow umbrella hats if you told me toâ, Nicholas replied with coyness, you could tell came with a snide smirk on the other end.
Your lips curved into a smile. âAnd Iâm sure youâd look great regardless,â you checked the time on your side table alarm clock, âAnd if I donât start getting ready now, youâll show up looking better than me at my own party. Iâll see you tonightâ
âSee you tonight beautiful,â Nicholas said hanging up the phone.
Your phone slipped from your hands onto the bed, and you let out a breath you didnât know youâd been holding. It wasnât lost on you how complicated things had become. Nicholas and Cooper had despised each other long before youâd come into the picture. Their families had always been at odds, but the animosity had only grown after the tennis match.
Youâd gone to support Cooper, not realizing Nicholas was his opponent. The tension in the air that day had been palpable, charged with more than just competitive energy. When the match ended and theyâd both approached you simultaneously, their expressions a mix of confusion and hurt, it all unraveled.
Theyâd each thought you were there for them. Words were exchanged, chests puffed, and if one of their coaches hadnât intervened, fists might have flown. It was messy, a little brutish, and youâd be lying if you said it wasnât kind of hot.
The memory replayed in your mind, and your breath hitched as the details sharpened. You remembered the way Nicholasâs strong hands curled into tight fists, veins bulging along his forearms, his usually calm demeanor flickering with fiery intensity. Then there was Cooper, his jaw clenched so tight you could see the muscle jump, his sharp blue eyes boring into Nicholas like he was daring him to make a move.
Both men had staked their claim over you in no uncertain terms. Nicholas, his deep, steady voice, a calming but commanding presence, telling Cooper to back off because youâd come to see him. Cooper, refusing to yield, had stepped forward, his broad chest rising and falling as he fired back with his own confident assertion that youâd made it clear who you were there for.
The more you remembered, the hotter you felt, a warm tingle blooming low in your belly. You couldnât stop your mind from drifting to the way theyâd looked in that momentâtwo powerhouses, their towering frames practically vibrating with restrained aggression, both ready to fight for you. The thought sent a spark straight through you, and you instinctively squeezed your thighs together, desperate to quell the growing ache.
But it wasnât enough.
You pushed yourself off the bed, deciding a cold shower would help clear your head. Your bathroom was an opulent retreat, the centerpiece of your suite. Marble countertops gleamed under the soft glow of chandelier lighting, and the oversized walk-in shower, enclosed in glass, boasted multiple showerheads and a luxurious rainfall feature. You turned the water on, adjusting it to a cool but comfortable temperature, and stepped inside, the mist already softening the tension in your muscles.
Still, as the water cascaded over your skin, you couldnât shake the thoughts from your mind. The memory of Nicholas and Cooperâs heated argument twisted into something darker, more intoxicating. You imagined them in a different setting, their rivalry spilling into the bedroom. Instead of fighting with words, theyâd use their bodies to prove who could claim you more thoroughly, more passionately.
The vivid thought sent your pulse racing. You pictured Nicholas, his strong hands gripping your thighs as he whispered in your ear, his usually composed demeanor unraveling as he sought to make you lose control. Then Cooper, not to be outdone, trailing heated kisses down your neck, his cocky smirk melting into something desperate as he worked to outdo Nicholas, both of them vying for your moans, your gasps, your finish.
The ache between your legs became unbearable. Almost on autopilot, you reached for the detachable showerhead. You adjusted the settings, angling it just right as the water pressure hit your throbbing self. A gasp escaped your lips, and your knees buckled slightly, your free hand bracing against the cool marble wall.
You let your eyes flutter shut, the fantasy playing out behind your lids as the water pulsed against you. The imagined sounds of their voicesâNicholasâs deep, breathy whispers and Cooperâs rough, low groansâmingled with the steady rhythm of the shower. Your hips moved instinctively, chasing the sensation as you rode the wave of pleasure building within you.
The cool tile of the shower wall met your back as you slammed against it, your body arching with the building tension. The relentless spray of the shower head pulsed against you, sending waves of heat coursing through your body. Your hand instinctively reached up, cupping your breast as your fingers found your nipple, squeezing and pinching in rhythm with your escalating pleasure.
Breathy moans slipped from your lips, the sound mingling with the soft hiss of water against the tile. Each whimper was sharp and unrestrained, your breaths hitching as the pressure built higher and higher. Your eyes clenched shut, a desperate attempt to ground yourself, but the name that spilled from your mouth was entirely unexpected.
âNicholasâŚâ you moaned, the sound raw and unfiltered.
Your eyes snapped open, startled by how naturally it had slipped from your lips as if your subconscious had been holding onto it all along. The thought sent a fresh wave of heat spiraling through you, tightening the coil low in your belly.
Your free hand shot out to steady yourself against the opposite wall, your body trembling as the fantasy took hold. âCooperâŚâ you whimpered, voice laced with yearning. The thought of both men worshiping your body pushed you closer to the edge. Your lips parted, a soft cry spilling out. âThat feels so good, babyâŚâ
The vivid image filled your mindâNicholasâs boyish grin turned wicked with desire, Cooperâs hands firm yet tender against your skin. The imagined weight of their attention, their touch, tipped you over.
Your body tensed, a shuddering gasp escaping you as the release swept through, leaving your legs weak and trembling. You clung to the wall for support, your breath stuttering in the aftermath. The tension slowly ebbed away, the pulsing water washing over you, grounding you back in reality.
A quiet laugh bubbled up as you ran a hand through your wet hair, shaking your head at yourself. âGet it together,â you muttered with a wry smile, reaching for the towel hanging nearby. Wrapping it snugly around your body, you stepped out of the shower, cheeks still flushed and thoughts lingering far longer than you intended.
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You and Dionne lingered in the backyardâs conversation pit, the kind of luxurious setup that made you feel like you were in the pages of an interior design magazine. The space was undeniably chicâa sunken circular area surrounded by sleek stone walls, with plush cream-upholstered seating that invited you to sink in and stay a while. Overhead, string lights crisscrossed in delicate patterns, casting a warm, golden glow over the backyard. The faint scent of jasmine mixed with the lingering aroma of grilled vegetables and rosemary from dinner, while the hum of crickets filled the gaps in your conversation.
Youâd both done your due diligence, making just enough small talk with the party guests to keep your mom off your back. Now, the two of you finally had a moment to yourselves. Dionne, dressed impeccably in a silky lavender blouse that shimmered in the light, swirled the champagne in her glass, watching the bubbles rise before taking a sip.
âCooperâs family came in right behind mine,â she began casually, her dark eyes glinting with mischief. âAnd get thisâhe had a Van Cleef bag in his hand. When I asked him about it, he didnât say much, but he did mention that he knew youâd love it.â
You inhaled sharply, a knowing smirk tugging at your lips. âItâs probably the Alhambra butterfly necklace. I pointed it out on our last date,â you said, leaning back against the cushioned seat. âI could practically see the dollar signs in his eyes.â
Dionne laughed, her voice a warm melody against the night air. âGirl, you are so lucky. I mean, seriously. The two hottest guys from our prep schoolânot to mention theyâve only gotten hotterâchasing after you like this?â She gave you a playful nudge with her elbow. âI love this for you.â
You tilted your head, a wistful smile creeping across your face as you exhaled. âYeah⌠itâs a lot to think about.â
Her eyes narrowed slightly with mock seriousness. âSo, what are you gonna do? Youâve got to choose one eventually.â
You chuckled softly, taking a sip of your own champagne. âI donât know, Dee.â
With a grin, she leaned in conspiratorially. âWell, I say you pick whoeverâs better in bed.â
You shot her a look, one eyebrow raised, and her mouth fell open. âOh my God, waitâyou didnât!â She set her glass down on the low table in front of you, her eyes sparkling with excitement as she leaned closer. âSpill! I thought for sure, with all those drives up to the mountains with Nicholas and Cooper, youâdââ
You cut her off, laughing as you waved a hand dismissively. âNo, no! Part of the fun is keeping them waiting. You know meâI like a little suspense.â
Her jaw dropped in exaggerated shock, and she gasped. âYouâre telling me⌠youâve gone all this time and havenâtâŚ?â
You grinned slyly, lowering your voice just enough to make her lean in further. âKissed them enough to fog up car windows? Sure. Teased them with neck kisses and⌠other things during movie nights? Of course.â You paused, watching her expression as she hung on your every word. âBut Iâve been keeping them on their toes. The tension? The chase? It makes everything so much hotter.â
Dionne burst into laughter, throwing her head back. âYou are such a tease,â she said, still laughing. âPure agonizing tease. But Iâm here for it. Whoever you pick tonight is gonna be the luckiest man alive.â
You shrugged with a playful smirk, murmuring under your breath but loud enough for her to catch, âMaybe Iâm considering both.â
Her gasp turned into a shocked laugh, loud and unabashed. âYou didnât just say that!â
Before you could reply, the patio door creaked open, and your momâs voice rang out, cheerful but commanding. âDinnerâs ready, girls!â
The two of you exchanged a look, Dionne biting her lip to keep from giggling as you grabbed your glass. âComing!â you called back, your voice perfectly composed.
As you stood to head inside, Dionne leaned close and whispered with a wicked grin, âIâm sure you will be.â
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The dining room was a masterpiece of luxury, with its vaulted ceilings and gilded accents that sparkled under the glow of cascading crystal chandeliers. The table stretched nearly the entire length of the room, draped in an ivory cloth embroidered with golden threads, each place setting carefully arranged with fine china and polished silverware. The scent of freshly cut roses mingled with the faint aroma of roasted vegetables drifting in from the kitchen.
You had nearly forgot that you fixed the seating arrangement; Nicholas next to you, Dionne across from you, and Cooper next her, across from Nicholas.
You were deep in conversation with a family friend about your post-college job search, nodding thoughtfully as you explained your next steps and goals. The sound of laughter and clinking glasses from the party faded into the background, your focus entirely on the discussion. You hadnât even noticed Nicholas and Cooper making their way toward the table.
Before you realized what was happening, Nicholas was at your side, effortlessly pulling out your chair. His handâlarge and warmâfound its place on your waist, guiding you gently but firmly back to your seat. The subtle pressure of his touch sent a shiver up your spine, but you maintained your composure, offering a polite smile as you wrapped up the conversation.
His gesture wasnât just politeâit was deliberate, designed to be noticed. A murmur of approval rippled through the room, subtle but unmistakable. You caught the small smile tugging at your motherâs lips from across the table, her eyes glinting with pride at the display of gentlemanly behavior.
You murmured your thanks as you sat, letting him slide your chair in. His cologne, an enticing blend of cedar and spice, lingered faintly in the air as he leaned in just slightly, his voice dropping to a near whisper.
âMy pleasure,â he said, the words brushing against your ear like a secret meant only for you.
Across the table, Cooperâs reaction was immediate and impossible to miss. His jaw tightened, his hand gripping the back of his chair as he glared at Nicholas with barely concealed irritation. The muscle in his cheek twitched, and his eyes flicked back to you, darkened by an emotion you could only describe as possessive.
Despite his simmering frustration, Cooper stayed seated, refusing to make a scene. Dionne flashed you a look of saucy approval, you hid your smirk before the server came over to take your order.
As Nicholas returned to his seat, Cooperâs gaze lingered on you for a heartbeat longer, his eyes tracing your features before he finally turned his attention to the wine list in front of him.
You sat there, calm and poised on the outside, but your heart was pounding.
The servers moved seamlessly around the table, placing delicate plates of appetizers before each guest. The room was alive with the clink of silverware and soft murmurs of conversation, but your focus wavered as your father stood from his seat, raising his glass with an air of practiced authority.
âTo community,â he began, his voice steady and commanding as it carried across the room. âTo connections that bring us together and strengthen usâpersonally, professionally, and beyond.â He gestured toward his boss with a respectful nod, his smile warm but calculated.
He turned to you next, his eyes softening. âTo my brilliant daughter, whose success continues to amaze us all.â His glass tilted toward your mom as his smile widened. âAnd to my wife, the love of my life, whose support has made all of this possible.â
The table erupted in polite applause and scattered cheers, and your mom lifted her glass with an appreciative smile. âTo family,â she said, her voice bright and sincere. âAnd to the man who keeps ours grounded and inspired every day.â
The momentum of the toasts carried on as others chimed in. Your uncle stood to wish everyone health and wealth, and a few other family friends added their sentiments about the joys of togetherness and new opportunities. You thought the flurry of toasts had finally come to a close when a brief silence settled over the room.
But then, a low screech of wood against polished floors cut through the quiet as Cooper rose from his seat.
âAnd a toast,â he began, his voice clear and bold, the room instantly drawn to him. His gaze was locked on you, his hazel eyes shimmering with an intensity that made your breath hitch. âTo Y/N, for her beauty and grace.â
The air seemed to still as the words left his lips, his tone brimming with sincerity. âSince the day I met her, sheâs done nothing but charm me and challenge me to be a better man.â
Your heart thudded painfully in your chest as every eye turned toward you. You managed a smileâtongue-in-cheek, though your cheeks burned with heat. You could feel Dionne nearly vibrating across from you, barely able to contain her giddy excitement as she pressed her lips tightly together to suppress a grin.
Next to you, Nicholasâs expression darkened like a brewing storm. His fingers curled around the stem of his wine glass with such force you thought it might snap. His jaw clenched visibly, the muscle ticking with restrained fury as his eyes shot daggers at Cooper.
Your mom, ever the master of social nuance, caught your eye with a subtle nod and an intrigued glint in her gaze. Whatever this was, she seemed to think it was not only entertaining but possibly advantageous. Your dad, on the other hand, looked utterly bewildered, his brow furrowed in confusion as he glanced between you and Cooper.
The tension was thick enough to cut with a knife, Dionne, raised her glass high, her voice ringing out cheerfully. âTo everyone here tonight!â
The collective relief after Dionneâs toast was nearly tangible as glasses were raised, and the murmur of polite conversation began to hum around the table once more. Everyone seemed eager to let the tension dissipateâeveryone except for Nicholas, who still hadnât lifted his glass.
His knuckles were white as they gripped the base of the wine glass, the sharp angles of his jaw working overtime as he stared daggers at Cooper. It was a standoff only the two of them seemed to be fully aware of, the air between them crackling with silent hostility.
Cooper, ever the opportunist, didnât let the moment pass unnoticed. âCome on, Nicholas,â he said with a sly grin, his voice just loud enough to draw a few curious glances. âDonât be a barbarianâitâs a wine glass. You just grab it and raise it when everyone else does.â
The jab was subtle but sharp, cutting through the tension like a knife. Nicholasâs jaw clenched so tightly you wondered if he might crack a tooth. His eyes burned with a fury that would have sent most people scrambling, but Cooper only leaned back slightly in his chair, his confidence brimming.
Cooper cocked his shoulders with an ease that was almost infuriating, a smirk tugging at his lips as he shot Nicholas a wink. It was the kind of victorious, self-assured gesture that screamed Iâve won this round, and it left no doubt in anyoneâs mind about who had taken control of the moment.
Nicholas finally, begrudgingly, raised his glass, his movements slow and deliberate as if every second of compliance was a battle. His dark eyes flicked back to you briefly, the intensity in them leaving a shiver down your spine.
Dinner had gone smoothly, though the charged undercurrent of tension was unmistakable. The low murmur of conversation, the clinking of silverware against fine china, and the occasional burst of laughter from the adults filled the air.
The dining room was grand, with soft golden light spilling from an ornate chandelier above the long table, casting a warm glow over the elegant table settings and half-empty glasses of wine. Cooper and Nicholas, seated strategically to keep you in their orbit, continued their subtle battle for your attention.
You maintained a composed and neutral demeanor, responding with polite smiles and light conversation. Internally, though, you were keenly aware of their every move. Dionne, sitting opposite you, occasionally met your eye with a knowing smirk, clearly enjoying the game unfolding before her.
She couldnât resist adding fuel to the fire. Between bites of her crème brĂťlĂŠe, she tossed out quips like, âY/N needs a man whoâs not intimidated by success. Nicholas, are you intimidated by women with success?â Her tone was teasing, but the twinkle in her eye left little doubt she was having fun watching them squirm.
Nicholas smirked, tapping the rim of his glass. âOh, Iâm more than capable of keeping up, Coop. Itâs just a matter of knowing how to play the game.â His eyes never left you, the unspoken message clear.
Cooper leaned in, a mischievous glint in his eye. âItâs not about playing the game, Nick. Itâs about winning it.â He raised an eyebrow, letting the words hang in the air as he slid a teasing glance in your direction. "And trust me, I know how to win."
Nicholas chuckled again, the sound low and confident. âWinning isnât always about being first. Sometimes, itâs about knowing when to take your time.â His voice dropped a notch, a subtle invitation lingering in his words.
Cooper wasnât backing down. âTaking your time? I guess weâll see how far that gets you when the clockâs ticking.â He gave you a wink, his tone playful yet laden with challenge. âI work better under pressure, you know.â
âOh, Iâm aware,â Nicholas quipped, his gaze sharp. âBut we all know whoâs got the stamina for the long haul.â His lips curled into a knowing smile as he leaned forward, his voice a bit lower. "Some things canât be rushed."
Cooperâs grin widened, the tension crackling in the air. âMaybe. But thereâs a difference between stamina and strategy. And Iâve got both on my side.â He turned toward you with a knowing look, making sure to catch your eye before adding, âYouâll see what I mean.â
Nicholas shot him a sly glance, clearly not phased. âI think she already has, Coop.â He met your gaze, the connection undeniable, before turning back to Cooper. âBut weâll see how the game plays out.â
You and Dionne could hardly contain yourselves, struggling to stifle chuckles and your face getting hot from tension from the boys but trying to withstand the heat pooling in the pit of your stomach.
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The party had gradually wound down, the lively buzz of conversation and laughter from earlier now replaced by a soft hum of voices in the backyard. A few remaining guests lingered with your parents, gathered in the cozy conversation pit beneath the glow of string lights. The gentle rustle of the breeze carried snippets of their relaxed chatter, the occasional clink of glasses punctuating the calm atmosphere. The backyard was a picture of tranquility, the perfect wind-down to an otherwise bustling evening.
You, with a gentle nudge from Dionne, signaling that with everyone outside itâs the perfect time for you to get away with Nicholas and Cooper to your room. You put your hand on Nicholasâ thigh at the dinner table, speaking just above a whisper for him to join you in your room. You see the excitement bubbling in him, but it quickly diminished when you invited Cooper as well.
What had started as a laid-back conversation about clothes and music had spiraled into a heated argument between the two -- it was loud and abrasive but exactly your plan.
You sat on the edge of the bed while they stood on either side of you and argued.
âGod, everything about you is so trite,â Nicholas scoffed, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.
Cooperâs lips twitched into a sardonic smile. âTrite? Coming from you?â He gestured toward Nicholas, his voice steady but biting. âThatâs rich coming from like the Ivy league frat trash."
Cooperâs gaze darkened. âEveryone knows how many times you got arrested for disorderlies, daddy came and bailed you out each and every time and now you have a cushy job at his firm because no one would hire your ass! â
Nicholas straightened, stepping forward, his voice low and dangerous. âAt least I can keep her interested. You? Youâd bore her to tears with your lectures about art-house films and overpriced coffee.â
âYou think she wants some overgrown frat boy? Grow up. She deserves someone whoâll treat her right, not drag her into your mess.â
âOh, because youâre the knight in shining armor?â Nicholas sneered. âI bring something to the table you never couldâ
Cooper took a slow breath, his calm exterior fraying. âThat explains why you showed up empty-handed tonight, huh? Not even a rose. Thoughtful as ever, I see.â He reached into his coat and pulled out a sleek Van Cleef bag, holding it up for emphasis. âThis, at least, shows I care enough to know what she likes.â
Nicholas rolled his eyes. âYou think gifts are the way to her heart? Please. She can buy that for herself. I give her what she needs.â
Cooper tilted his head, his voice dropping into a low growl. âYou donât even know what she needs.â
As their words grew sharper, the room seemed to heat with tension, and you couldnât help the twinge deep in your core. Their arguing wasnât just about their preferences or styles; it was about you. The way they both stared at each other, the venom in their wordsâit all pointed back to the same thing: they were fighting for you.
âBoys, please,â you interrupted, your voice low but firm, cutting through the heated tension between them. It wasnât a harsh toneâjust commanding enough to grab their attention and stop the bickering. Their arguing immediately ceased, leaving a palpable silence in its wake.
âClaiming you both know what I want without actually asking me? Thatâs a little ridiculous, donât you think?â you said, your teasing tone relieving some of the aggressive energy in the room. Though the animosity between Nicholas and Cooper lingered beneath the surface, their eyes were now focused entirely on you, brimming with adoration.
Cooper shifted, sitting down beside you and resting a hand gently on your thigh. âSorry,â he said, his voice soft and apologetic, but his expression still held a hint of smugness as he flashed you his charming, dimpled smile. âHe just brings out the worst in me.â
Nicholas scoffed from across the room before dropping down on your other side with a dramatic plop. âAs if you donât deserve it,â he muttered, but his eyes were fixed on you with an intensity that betrayed his annoyance.
âWhat can I do for you?â Cooper asked, taking your hands in his, his lips brushing against your knuckles in a gesture that felt as much a declaration of his feelings as it was a jab at Nicholas.
âRelax,â Nicholas cut in, his tone flat and stern, clearly irritated by Cooperâs display. His gaze never left yours as he leaned in closer.
The exchange made you chuckle, and to diffuse the tension, you leaned toward Nicholas and pressed a soft kiss to his jawline. His eyes softened slightly, the hard edge of his frustration melting away under your touch.
You took a steadying breath, your heart thumping in your chest as both sets of eyes bore into you, waiting. âI appreciate the gifts, the dates,â you began, your tone gentle but deliberate, making sure they both felt the weight of your words. âYou know I do. But I wantâneedâmore.â
Both of them stilled, their hesitation palpable as they processed your words. The room seemed to collectively hold its breath. You met their gazes, your voice calm but dripping with intent as you added, âI want you both to show me.â
Nicholas blinked, his brown eyes wide, stunned into silence for a beat before he managed to stammer, âYou mean⌠both of us? Now?â His voice cracked slightly, a mix of disbelief and anticipation.
You gave him a pointed look, your eyes heavy-lidded and smoldering. Bedroom eyes, they used to call it, and now you wielded them with purpose.
âLike⌠at the same time?â Cooperâs voice was shaky, his Adamâs apple bobbing as he swallowed hard. His uncertainty didnât stop him from leaning forward slightly, his gaze sweeping over you with a mixture of awe and yearning.
Instead of answering, you rose from the bed with a fluid motion, standing in front of them. Slowly, you reached for the zipper of your dress, letting the straps slip down your shoulders with deliberate care. Every movement was intentional, slow and teasing, as you drew the fabric down over your body. Their eyes were glued to you, neither daring to speak as the tension thickened in the air, the anticipation palpable with every second.
When your dress finally pooled at your feet, you stood before them in nothing but the delicate lingerie youâd chosen earlierâan ensemble designed to accentuate every curve, every detail meant to entice. The way their jaws tightened, the way their gazes roamed your figure, drinking you in, was all the confirmation you needed.
Their eyes tracked your every movement as if they couldnât look away, taking in the way the soft fabric slid from your body and the confident way you climbed onto the bed. Positioned at its center, you gave them both a look that was equal parts commanding and inviting. They remained frozen, caught between anticipation and hesitation, until you broke the silence with a playful challenge.
âAre you going to keep me waiting?â you teased, your tone sultry yet light.
That was all it took. In an instant, both of them sprang into action, fumbling with buttons and pulling at their clothes. Their movements were uncoordinated at firstâhands catching on shirt sleeves and beltsâbut as their layers peeled away, the uncertainty melted into something more primal. Even as they undressed, their eyes never left you, their hunger for you evident in every glance and the way their chests rose and fell with heavy breaths.
Nicholas was the first to make his move. He crossed the mattress with a deliberate pace, crawling toward you with a confidence that sent a shiver down your spine. The way his back muscles rippled with each movement made your pulse quicken, a delicious ache building inside you as you watched him close the gap.
When he reached you, his large hands found your waist, his grip firm but reverent as he gently pulled you closer to him. His lips pressed soft, lingering kisses to your stomach, each touch sending waves of warmth and electricity through your body. The sensation of his breath on your skin, the way his fingers brushed against your sides, left you breathless.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful,â he murmured against your skin, his voice low and almost reverent. His hands slid up to cradle your torso, his thumbs tracing lazy circles against your ribs as he kissed his way upward, pausing just below your sternum.
Behind him, Cooper hesitated for a moment, watching the scene unfold with a mixture of awe and determination. Then, as if spurred on by Nicholasâs lead, he climbed onto the bed, his movements slower and more deliberate, but no less intense.
Cooper reached out with a steady hand, his touch on your jaw both tender and possessive as he guided your face to his. His lips claimed yours in a kiss that was deep and consuming, filled with a need that made your breath hitch. His kiss wasnât just a gestureâit was a declaration, a challenge to Nicholas as much as it was a promise to you.
As your lips moved together, you couldnât ignore the way Nicholasâs hands continued their deliberate exploration, his mouth now dangerously close to your pantyline. His hot breath against your skin sent shivers racing up your spine, the contrast between his slow, teasing movements and Cooperâs demanding kiss leaving you feeling utterly undone.
Cooperâs grip on your waist tightened as though anchoring you to him, his thumb brushing over your cheek in a fleeting but intimate gesture. Before Nicholas could draw all your attention, Cooper broke the kiss just enough to press his forehead to yours, his breath mingling with yours as he whispered, âIâve wanted thisâwanted youâfor so long.â
His words made your heart skip, but before you could respond, Cooper took your hand, guiding it deliberately to him, pressing it against the hardness straining against the fabric of his underwear. The heat of him, the way he swelled and grew under your touch, sent a flush spreading through your body.
Your lips trailed to his neck, tasting the salt of his skin, and you bit down lightly at the juncture of his collarbone. Cooperâs low groan vibrated against your lips, and the way his hips involuntarily bucked against your hand made you smile against his skin.
Nicholas, clearly unwilling to be ignored, let out a soft chuckle against your stomach. âDonât forget about me,â he teased, his voice thick with heat and a hint of frustration. He pressed an open-mouthed kiss just above your hip bone before his fingers hooked into the waistband of your panties, tugging them down slightly.
In one smooth motion, Nicholas pulled your panties down and tossed them aside, his movements confident and deliberate. His hands immediately found your most sensitive spot, his thumbs massaging slow, tantalizing circles against your clit, sending sparks shooting through your body. A moan escaped your lips, muffled against the warmth of Cooperâs neck, but the tremble in your breath gave you away.
Nicholas smirked, clearly pleased with your reaction. âYou're so wet,â he murmured, his voice dripping with satisfaction. His words only made the fire in your belly burn hotter. âThatâs my good, perfect girl.â
The praise sent a wave of heat rushing through you, and before you could catch your breath, Nicholas moved with purpose. He slid down the bed, lying flat on his back, and with a firm but gentle grip, he guided you over him. âCome here,â he commanded softly, his tone leaving no room for argument. His strong hands gripped your thighs, and he used his biceps to brace you down onto him, holding you firmly in place.
As soon as his mouth met your core, a shudder of pleasure rippled through you. Nicholasâs tongue moved with expert precision, lapping at you with a hunger that left you breathless. The flat of his tongue pressed against your most sensitive spot before he shifted to flick and swirl, his lips sealing around your clit to suck gently.
You tried to keep your composure, to maintain your focus on Cooper, but it was impossible. Your lips faltered against his skin, your head falling back as a strangled moan tore from your throat. Cooper chuckled softly, his hand coming up to steady you as your body trembled.
âLosing focus already?â Cooper teased, his voice low and warm against your ear.
You tried to respond, but Nicholasâs tongue was relentless, his hands gripping your hips to keep you steady as he worked. Your back arched involuntarily, and your hands flew out to brace yourself, one landing on Cooperâs chest while the other tangled in Nicholasâs hair.
Nicholas hummed against you, the vibrations making your thighs quiver. He tilted his head slightly, his tongue diving deeper to explore every inch of you, his pace never faltering. Your breath came in ragged gasps, and your head fell forward, resting on Cooperâs chest as the pleasure built to an unbearable peak.
Nicholasâs hum of approval sent shockwaves through your body, his tongue moving with precision as if he knew exactly how to unravel you. Cooperâs lips on your neck were hot and insistent, his teeth grazing your skin before he soothed the marks with his tongue. His large hands kneaded your breasts, his thumbs flicking over your hardened nipples, each motion sending sparks of pleasure shooting through your chest.
Your moans filled the room, their names tumbling from your lips in a desperate symphony that seemed to drive them further. Nicholasâs voice rumbled against you, low and commanding. âGood girl,â he praised, his hands tightening their grip on your thighs as he worked his tongue deeper, his nose brushing against your sensitive bud in a way that made your toes curl.
Cooperâs hands slid down your sides, grounding you in his touch as his kisses became hungrier, more possessive. âYouâre so beautiful,â he whispered against your ear, his voice thick with admiration and arousal.
The idea of them putting their differences aside, silently agreeing to focus on your pleasure, sent a new wave of heat surging through you. The coordinated rhythm of their touches left you completely undone, your body trembling as they spurred you closer and closer to the edge.
Your fingers tangled in Cooperâs hair, pulling him closer as your other hand gripped the sheets beneath you. âIâIâm so close Cooper, I'm gonna cumâ you gasped, your body teetering on the brink. Nicholas responded with another hum, his tongue circling your sensitive spot with precision, while Cooper pressed his lips to yours, swallowing your moans as you finally shattered.
Your release washed over you in waves, your body arching as you cried out, their names spilling from your lips like a mantra. Nicholas slowed his pace, helping you ride out the high, his hands rubbing soothing circles into your thighs. Cooper held you steady, his kisses softening as he murmured reassurances against your lips.
When the aftershocks subsided, you slumped against Cooperâs chest, your breathing ragged, your body tingling from head to toe. Nicholas looked up at you with a satisfied smirk, his lips glistening. âTold you Iâd make you feel good,â he teased, his voice thick with pride. Before sauntering off to the bathroom, he leaned down, capturing your lips in a deep kiss that left you breathless. The taste of yourself lingered on his tongue, and when you bit his lip playfully, a low, guttural moan escaped him. He pulled away with a grin that promised more, leaving you flushed and wanting.
Cooper stayed close, his hands gently stroking your sides before he tilted your chin up and kissed you again. His lips were softer, slower, carrying a tenderness that made your heart flutter. As the kiss ended, he pulled back and reached for his jacket, retrieving a sleek Van Cleef bag.
âWhile heâs away,â Cooper said, his voice low and intimate, âI wanted to give you this.â
From the bag, he pulled out a delicate Alhambra butterfly necklace. The intricate design shimmered in the soft light, the wings adorned with mother-of-pearl framed by gleaming gold. The craftsmanship was exquisite, each detail reflecting thoughtfulness and care.
Your breath caught in your throat as he stepped closer, holding the necklace carefully. âI know this isnât a deciding factor,â he continued, his tone earnest, âbut even if you end up with him, I know how much you wanted this. You deserve it.â
Speechless, you turned your back to him, your hair falling to one side as he clasped the necklace around your neck. His fingers brushed against your skin, sending a shiver down your spine. Crossing the room, you stopped in front of the vanity, your reflection glowing. The necklace sat perfectly against your collarbone, a symbol of Cooperâs thoughtfulness and affection.
You ran your fingers over the pendant, a soft smile spreading across your lips. The more you looked in the mirror, the more the reality of your situation sank in. Two incredible men, each devoted to your happiness in their own ways. Nicholas, with his passionate intensity and relentless focus on your pleasure. Cooper, with his tender gestures and unwavering desire to see you smile. How could anyone possibly ask for more?
Your fingers lingered at the base of your throat, tracing the butterfly before letting them trail lower, a coy smile tugging at your lips. âYou know,â you said, glancing back at Cooper with a spark in your eye, âif youâre going to spoil me like this, I might just have to make it up to you.â
Cooper chuckled, his gaze darkening with desire as he closed the distance between you. âI think I like the sound of that,â he murmured, his hands sliding around your waist, pulling you flush against him.
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HI! IVE BEEN READING THROUGH YOUR BOLG RECENTLY AND ITS MADE MY DAY!! I was wondering if I could request the DormLeaders with an Mc who asks them to turn the light off during Seggs because they are insecure?
-Galsscup AnonđĽ
Hello! I'm so glad you like my blog! I only did a handful of the dorm leaders because I only write for characters that are 18+. Nonetheless, I do hope you enjoy your request!
Warnings: Vil being petty, gn reader, talks of insecurity, body worship, praise.
Request: Yes.
Words: 607.
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Leona Kingscholar
He literally stares at you for a minute with an unreadable emotion on his face. He looked a bit amused, in fact.Â
"Herbivore, you do know I can see you clearly even with the lights off, right?"Â
Leona is one to tease you about it lightly, especially since he can easily see in the dark being a beastman. Though he won't fight you against turning off the lights. He's too lazy too. Â
And, if it makes you more secure he'll let you too. As your boyfriend, it's his job to make you feel comfortable. At least, most of the time it is.Â
He mixes in slight praise with degradation when you have sex, as well as some slight body worship.Â
He's going to try to change your mind about being insecure about your body, by showing you every single area he loves. I hope you're in for a long night.Â
Vil Schoenheit
What?
He stares at you, almost with a gaze that makes you uncomfortable before just shaking his head no. Absolutely not. Vil has high standards.Â
And because Vil has high standards he's not going to sit around letting you be insecure about yourself. This man cares for looks more than personality I feel. He flat out says he wouldn't be with you if he thought your body was ugly.Â
Now your about to fuck in front of a mirror.Â
Vil painstakingly shows you over the course of hours whole fucking you how good your body is and just why you should hold pride in your looks. After all, you are the most beautiful person he's ever laid eyes on.Â
And he will make you feel just that. He'll stop at nothing to absolutely vanquish any bad thought you have about yourself. Because you are perfect. And you aren't allowed to think otherwise.Â
Idia Shroud
He's also insecure. He was probably going to ask you first anyways lmao. You're both insecure and awkward.Â
Very awkward sex. That's pretty much it. All you both really do is test each other's bodies.Â
Of course, once you get into it he's probably going to fuck like a rabbit. He's whimpery too, and he hides his face in your neck in embarrassment too.Â
I imagine his hair is a reddish color too from how flustered he is during this whole ordeal, though in the end he is a bit more confident and he hopes you're also a bit more confident.Â
Afterwards there's a lot of cuddling, and mumbles between the two of you. In the end, he is happy you both had sex.Â
Malleus Draconia
He's flabbergasted. This man is shocked beyond comparison. His brain is literally buffering as you said this. Throws him into auto drive.Â
You're.. Insecure? About what? Your beautiful body?Â
He's immediately praising you, and while he does turn off the lights, unlike Leona he doesn't say that he can see you- even though he can. Very clearly actually.Â
This man has stamina beyond everyone else. He also worships you and your body like you're a queen. Because to him, that's exactly what you are.Â
He fucks you dumb and makes you call yourself pretty, and beautiful, and amazing, and then praises you for that too. He wants you to feel special. So special. Because you are special.Â
He does this all night until you're whiny under him.Â
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Wish Come True
Landoscar x Reader
Genre: Fluff
Summary: Lando and Oscar are there to reassure their favorite person that they matter
Dialouge prompt: "I wished for you."
Warnings: anxiety, panic attacks
Notes: This is part of my 1000 followers celebration. I'm still taking submissions for it!
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It's normal for people to get anxious. It's normal for the human mind to overthink and delve into every possibility.
It is not normal, however, to analyze every reason why one's partners should leave them. In the world of Formula 1, everyone is looking and judging all the time. It's hard to escape. The people give her reasons to think about why she deserves such partners.
It's terrifying how in her head she is able to get. How fast she sinks into her thoughts. The cold floor of the bathroom is the last thing grounding her to the real world. Her hands rake through her hair as her chest labors for oxegyne.
Oscar and Lando. The two boys who stole her heart. With their stupidly fast cars and endearing gazes.
They found her, tucked away in a McLaren office. Her job not normally one that needs their input. The one time she did, they seemed to decide right then they weren't going to let her secluded herself in her office anymore.
They reassure her constantly. Lando with spurattic physical contact and Oscar with a never-ending supply of compliments. They tell her not to listen to the people. A task she fails at constantly.
They have their claws dug into her mind. They tug, and they pull her in direction she doesn't want to go. Which begs the question, is she cut out for this life? In reality, she really just might not have what it takes to date, not one, but two formula 1 drivers.
There is a soft and familiar knock at the door. She knows who it is. Qualifying ended hours ago. She's been closed up in the hotel room for longer.
"Love? Are you in there? Me and Osc are worried about you." Lando's concern breaches her ears, and she doesn't know what to do. It sends her spiraling further.
The door clicks open. Two sets of footsteps hit against the tile floor. There is a softens to their actions she can't fully explain. Like they know how to approach her with the intent of comfort and how to make it known via every movement.
Their bodies slide down the wall on either side of her. Their orange hoodies are a stark contrast to the white colored walls and tile. They smell freshly showered, and it hits her hard that they were probably together all afternoon.
They don't need her. It's a true fact that nobody should be one hundred percent reliant on another person. But the thoughts creep back into her skin that they don't have a reason to want her either.
"What's going on in your head, hm?" Her body is leaned into Oscar's, head now resting on his shoulder. Lando finds her hand and stops her from causing any harm to herself in her state of panic.
"I'm not enough for you two."
"Now who put that idea in your head? Because we're lyng."
"I put it there. I'm not cut out for this, I don't think. You have so many better options that I can't understand why I would be your first choice." It comes out more choked than she would've hoped.
"But we wished for you. Did you know that?"
Shock flood through her veins. "What do you mean? Like on a shooting star or something?"
Oscar snorts. "He's being sappy. What he means is that when we were talking about our feelings for you, turned out we both had very similar preferences."
"Yeah, the criteria was you. I swear it's like the universe knew!" Lando starts talking with his hands in animated motions. It makes the other two chuckle.
"All that to say, you're perfect the way you are. It's an overused statement, but I don't care because it's true."
Lando's mouth falls open in offense. "So you're allowed to be corny, and I'm not? This is a double standard, mate!"
So maybe it took her boyfriends arguing over what is an appropriate amount of sap for these situations. But at least she knows how much they love her.
(If the terrible pick-up lines they were using on her didn't solidify this fact, she doesn't know what would.)
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Just being honest here but I am trying so hard to not hate Judith⌠not because I hate her but because of all these yt feminist who only started liking her because RJ exist. Itâs hilarious how they use her to hide their racism. Idk if itâs just me, but anytime someone says anything untrue but harmful about Rj, no one bats an eyelash⌠there are literal hashtags of people bullying the real kid but thatâs okay. His Instagram is filled with folks calling him the N word.Yet the moment someone says something true about judith, who is FICTIONAL!!! NOT A REAL HUMAN BEING.( her not being ricks, and being the product of Shane ) man they get soooo upset⌠and we all know why!
Rick wanted RJ⌠this isnât the same for Judith, but he learned to love her.
RJ is ricks legacy, and Judith is not. Yt feminist are accustomed to seeing themselves as wanted, as desired, and when a melanated little boy was desired and planned for, and not the child of a love affair between a white Baby mama and her baby daddy⌠their true colors show. Historically and stereotypically, a baby mama was a black woman begging to be free⌠except Michonne is so loved, and chosen, and declared to be the love of ricks life. So often, a black woman has a baby with no support, a baby by a different man, yet Rick truly wanted and planned for his little namesake. Michonne was content, Rick is the one who Wanted RJ. So when you have a flipped narrative where Lori, a white woman is the baby mama to Shane, bringing a white child to Rick that by yt feminist standards, Rick should want her and not have mixed feelings like we saw him have in the beginning, considering he couldnât even look at Judith when she was first born. (considering that a normal human would have a hard time accepting a child that will forever remind you of how shitty your wife and best friend were) usually it would be a black child in Judithâs shoes, but itâs not. Rick has two kids, and the black one was wanted, planned for in a two parent and healthy home that wasnât toxic, unlike Judith, who comes from a background usually associated with blackness
They use exscuses like, â heâs not badass he doesnât do anything like Carl .â But letâs be honest. RJ is 7⌠weâve never seen Carl that young.. yet weâve seen Judith at Carls age, and yet she hasnât done anything remotely cool like Carl. So if anyoneâs got plot armor itâs her⌠or theyâll say, RJ had awkward lines, when his made the most sense as he always considered his father the brave man. That is the only thing he knew him as.
Listen, I love how Michonne loves Judith because she truly adopted her, not because she had to but because she wanted toâŚ. But I am so happy that Rick, a white man who married a black woman wants his biracial son, cared about his personality, and not just whether he was alive or not, because it really is making these dude bros upset⌠and yt feminist
Itâs the fact that you can make fun of any child on the show, but god forbid you make fun of Judith or say something thatâs the true, itâs the end of the world⌠a hit dog gonna holler
Have you ever noticed.. itâs okay to say RJ doesnât deserve the hat⌠despite him being a grimes. Itâs okay to say âRJ live execution.â Itâs okay to say that RJ is lame and weak, despite him being 7. But if you point out that Rick has a hard time accepting Judith in the beginning, if you point out that he dreams of Carl and Michonne to stay alive at the CRM, but dreaming of Judith never even crossed him mind⌠if you point out that everytime Rick asked about Judith it was only to ensure that she was alive⌠which is on brand considering he told Michonne, â I had to accept that⌠so I could keep her alive.â Not so he could love her or bond with her⌠if you point out all these little nuggets that shows that Rick, a fictional man, struggled to accept a fictional child that will forever carry the DNA of Shane and Lori⌠suddenly every yt feminist within two mile radius becomes triggered.. Iâm just sick of it. Truly I hope there is a S2, where RJ is older and more marketed⌠purely just to piss certain people off.
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hello not my ask but could you do an example with jk chart? its ok if not i dont want to bother
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Jungkook's Style Evolution
Jungkook's style has been something very interesting to watch over the years. A Fashion style and the way dress always have an importance, at it reflects our personality, our tastes, our self, our mood but also our evolution as a being. And as we all know, JK's Fashion indeed changed over the years too. I thought it would be very interesting to take a look, and someone in the ask box asked me to do so. I wanted then to do a full analysis based on Natal Chart and Solar Returns. You can also check it and apply it to yourself! Please note that I couldn't put more than 30 images in this post, which was inconvenient in a way since I couldn't show more. I tried to take pictures that were a good representation of what JK wore every time. I also chose airport outfits since it is the most popular way to see about JK's fashion style and own fashion choices, other outfits were often chosen by stylists.
Techniques used: Natal Chart + Solar Returns
Placements used: Sun, Rising, Rising's ruler, 1H, MC, Venus, Venus's Ruler, Mars, Stellium for Natal Chart. Rising, Venus, Venus' Ruler, MC sometimes, Mars sometimes for Solar Returns.
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âËâš Jungkook's Sun is Virgo, and it makes him prefer casual clothing. He also prefers sporty style, clothing you can wear outside and inside, and clothing that are comfortable to move in. Simple, nothing too extravagant. The clothing he often wear are so more comfortable and casual than actually looking luxurious. He often wear jeans too. Colors are also basic ones.
âËâš Jungkook's Rising sign is Capricorn. JK will look masculine, dominant and a little scary or just distant usually. It makes him so chose clothing that will make him appear older, or he will want to dress a certain way that makes him appear as an actual adult. It makes sense since JK always has been often babied his whole life, he chose a style that is dark, and chose to appear a way to makes sense with his Rising. He wants to tell people through his fashion sense and appearance that he is a grown up, a man, and mostly an adult. He doesn't want people to keep treating him like a baby or a child. He wants people to respect him when they see him. The ruler of the Rising sign is Saturn which is in Aries 3H. Aries here makes sense with his style, his tattoos and mostly that JK wants to have a lot of muscles and wants to look attractive physically, he often takes care of his body shape. The 3H is a Gemini house, rulling the arms and hands, and this is where JK has tattoos. Despite his actual look and desire to appear older, JK will still have that youthful look of his, but his fashion style will so be chosen for him to be treated like a man and not a boy.
âËâš JK's Venus sign is in Libra, and being its own ruler, JK has indeed a good fashion sense. He cares a lot about how he looks and how the clothings he chooses to wear suit him. He is part of the people who can't go out in clothing they don't like. It doesn't have to be the runway kind of fashion whenever he goes out, but he needs to wear what he likes. Even if his outfits seem most of the time casual and comfortable, it is in fact his style and his fashion sense, and he actually likes this style. It looks like he doesn't care while in fact he does. JK also has a lot of different accessories he wears daily. His Venus is in 9H, he has an appearance that doesn't fit the Korean standards, despite that many other Koreans have tattoos and piercings, it is not considered something well seen in the country. More because JK is an idol. He made a revolutionary move by having so much tattoos, showing them freely. Even with his style.
âËâš JK's Mars sign is in Scorpio, making a lot of sense with the way he dresses. He looks very good in black and dark clothing. He likes the pull off the "Bad Boy" style and it is actually a good idea since it goes well with his Mars sign. He is very attractive and sexier in this outfits, not because of the style itself, but because it goes well with the placement. Dressing according to its Venus style is important but Mars is also very important since it will make you look good and attractive in the eyes of others. JK before used to dress in a much more casual and comfy style like his Sun sign. It suited him well but ever since he started to dress along his Mars sign, you can see his self confidence is higher. Piercings, showing much more his body shape, dark & black clothing, excellent choices. He owns the mysterious and hot guy style. His Tattoos, despite being his personal choices, actually also goes well with his style.
âËâš JK's MC is Libra, which represents his reputation. JK has the reputation to have a good fashion sense, he explored different styles, yet he knows how to dress well. He is considered as one of the best members of BTS to dress for airport style for example. He also has a good way to dress usually, and always seems to appear very good looking wherever he goes. Whatever he pulls off will suit him.
âËâš JK has a 1H & 8H stellium, which makes sense since he always stated that his body and appearance mattered much to him. He is often seen working out, and taking care of his appearance. He wants to look good, he also likes to be praised for how he looks, fashion wise but also just also about his body shape. The 8H stellium is clearly a big indicators about how people see him. JK's Neptune 1H first indicate people see him in a way that is not 100% true, they desire him for how he looks, but not actually him as a person. Having a 8H stellium makes JK appear very desirable for most people. He looks hot, sexy, mysterious, just someone people are obsessed with.
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Ëâ Jungkook's Natal Chart Indicators âË â
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2015-2016
âËâš This year, JK was Gemini Rising. This made him dressed in many different colors, and style. He wasn't afraid to mix colors, and mostly was dressing in a more colorful and joyful way. It was also a year of self discovery fashion wise, as JK sometimes wore black, and sometimes colorful outfits. With the 20° (Scorpio), we can see how JK was very shy about his appearance, his body language in most pictures that year made it obvious he was shy. He may also dressed in a way that made him look normal, basic, not extra to make him stand out. Despite also being young that year (He was 2017 years old), his Gemini rising also makes him dresses in a "childlike" fashion style, meaning he dresses as people his age, or with clothing that made him appear younger.
âËâš Fashion this year was indeed very colorful for men, it was also a year with simple clothing: a jacket, a skinny jean, a simple t-shirt. And backpacks seemed to be also pretty popular, something JK was often wearing that year. Cargo pants were also an iconic fashion trend that year, and JK didn't miss it. This style was similar to the Skater Boy, often wearing beanies too, pretty popular for men and boys around that year.
âËâš This year's Venus was Leo 3H, again a Gemini placement. With Leo Venus, Fashion could have been really important for him this year, he may have cared a lot. Being in the 3H, it must have been a way to express himself, maybe expressed his mood of the day.
âËâš Venus' Ruler is the Sun, being in 4H. He may have wanted to dress very much like Korean's Fashion this year, following trends and not wanting to stand out in his own style much. The Scorpio degree on the Sun also make sense, JK didn't seem to be very confident in his appearance, he so didn't want people to notice him much in his fashion style. What he wore was very simple.
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2016-2017
âËâš For this year, JK was Virgo Rising, his fashion style was clear, neat, he was always very well dressed, every accessories making a perfect sense. He started dressing with neutral colors such as Black, dark colors, white, beige, and also often wore Jeans. Very casual fashion style. The 5° on his rising sign makes him have a good fashion style, it's not only casual, you can see that JK has a big interest in Fashion this year. The way he dresses felt like it actually mattered to him. It also makes him in touch with trends and the fashion world, as the way JK dresses was very similar to the trends of that time, despite JK wearing a more "casual" look.
âËâš JK's 1H Stellium also explains how he got a glow up this year, his appearance really mattered this year to him. Moreover, the Sun is in there, making it really obvious how important it was. His Fashion style was part of his identity.
âËâš Venus was in Libra 2H this year, with also the ruler being in its home. It was very obvious JK was really into fashion this year, dressing very well. That year, JK wore a lot of skinny jeans, showing his tights and hips very much. He wore casual yet luxurious outfits, which is very logical to me since the venus is in a Taurus House but also with a Taurus degree.
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2017-2018
âËâš The way I just laugh out loud when I saw his SRC this year. It is just so obvious. This is the year JK started to dress in black mostly, Black and White were his only go to Fashion Style. Even jeans were black. This can be easily explained with his Scorpio Rising this year. JK also often wore a leather Jacker, which is such a Scorpio thing to me. It gives me bad boy style tbh. I don't wanna sound clichĂŠ tho. With the Cancer degree on the rising, JK indeed followed fashion Trends from Korea this year, Black was seen often and was a popular color (if I can say color).
âËâš Venus is once again in Leo this year, in 9H. Fashion style could have been also inspired from foreign lands, where indeed leather jackets was a trend. Having more dark colors on their outfits was something that we could often see. Fashion was also very important this year. JK was indeed popular for his bad boy look he wore. The Libra degree on the Venus made him always have a proper look, always looking very well out and harmonious. Being in 9H makes sense since his Fashion look were often popular when he was at the airport.
âËâš The Ruler is the Sun in 10H, and the MC being in Leo makes a lot of sense to me. Around those years, JK's fashion sense became very popular and his fashion style was part of his good reputation. He was popular for his fashion sense, the way he wore, but also how his fashion made him appear. People were going crazy and often called JK "hot", "sexy", etc. Coming back to the Scorpio Rising, this can also be explained as to why. That made him indeed appear as sexy, hot, and mysterious. People were obsessed with his look. The MC being in an Aquarius degree makes a lot of sense, JK was very popular for his fashion and his appearance online from this year.
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2018-2019
âËâš This year, JK was Aquarius rising. It was very interesting since to me having Aquarius rising makes us look very unique, avant-garde and maybe even following our own fashion style without caring much about trends. JK this year continued to wore black often. Most of his outfits were that colors. He was often wearing clothings the he liked, not caring much about fashion itself compared the the previous years. He was more into comfortable clothing this year than fashion itself.
âËâš Fashion this year was actually pretty colorful on the runways. Despite the clothing were also comfortable for men, fashion was still around skinny jeans, simple t-shirts, etc. So JK actually dressed different from most of the fashion trends this year. He was still into fashion, but maybe detached himself from the fashion trends and started to go on a self-journey. He was finally finding his own style.
âËâš Venus this year was in Libra 8H. The darker color, even just black makes sense since it is in the 8H. JK was seen more often hiding his face, letting his bangs being long, often wearing hats and caps that were almost hiding his face. Fashion was still part of him, and he dressed well according to his body type and his tastes. Moreover, MC this year was in Scorpio, which makes a lot go sense.
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2019-2020
âËâš This year was a brand new beginning for JK as he started to get Tattoos, the first ones on his hands. Funny thing since this year, JK was Gemini rising. And Gemini rules also over the hands but also the arms, and JK also had some more tattoos later in 2020, on the arms.
âËâš This year, JK was so Gemini Rising with a 9°. Despite Black was still being his go to color, he was wearing clothings with different style. He was also known for his iconic hairstyle this year (the curly hair), that people created the Dora meme with. He was wearing a sporty casual style, with big clothing that made him look tiny. He could wear very casual and good outfits and the next time wear a very casual and sporty outfit. It seemed like he cared and other times he was just wanting to wear more comfortable clothing.
âËâš Venus this year is in Virgo 4H, his style was very casual, and very everyday style. It was a style which was comfortable and you could wear everyday. The Ruler is in the same sign and house, which adds to the fact JK really wanted it to be comfy and without any extra. He was also wearing a lot of oversized clothing this year again, which add more comfort.
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2020-2021
âËâš For 2020, JK was Leo Rising with Aries degree. JK wasn't wearing much on his heads this year, often wanting to show up with different hairstyles. His Fashion was more "fashionable" than comfortable this year. He often expressed his own style and give more importance to his clothing style. Patterns appeared much more than last year. While JK was always wearing simple clothing before, he showed more patterns from this SRC.
âËâš The Venus was in Cancer 11H, JK was still wearing comfortable clothings. He was still on finding his own style as the way he was dressing wasn't that seen on the runway. He was using trends in the way he wanted to wear them. For example, the plaid pattern was seen often on runways this year, and JK also wear those, but in a more casual manner, in a more comfortable manner.
âËâš Since his Venus's ruler is the Moon, it is in Aquarius 6H, comfortable clothing, and preferring to wear his own style. I think it's over these years JK really imposed his own style. He knew he was into comfortable and casual clothing, but I feel like it's around the beginning of 2020's that his fashion style really became his.
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2021-2022
âËâš This year is really iconic to me, it is the years JK's QG's photoshoot went out and it was viral. An icon. His Rising this year was Scorpio 8°, full Scorpio. If you want to know more about the photoshoot, I advise you to take a look because it's the best representation of this rising. This year JK looked mysterious, often once again wearing black and not much patterns. He sometimes wore some but not much. He was mostly in plain black and mostly showing much more his abs and body shapes with his clothing. He was full on the piercings and tattoos. It was truly the bad boy style this year, it also reminds me of the Hongdae Men lol.
âËâš His Venus was Libra 12H, and I remember that JK's shoes collection was wild this year, people were often posting and discussing about his shoes. Since Pisces/ 12H rules over the feet, it makes a lot of sense. Coming back, indeed JK's sense of fashion was wild, and he was often seen posing for photoshoots. His Leo MC makes a lot of sense.
âËâš His rising's rulers were Mars (11H) and Pluto (3H), JK's fashion was very popular online this year too, he was still in his own style and not caring much about most of trends, he was wearing what he wanted, and I almost want to say he was the creator of trends. He was versatile, going to comfy to luxurious style. He could pull everything off!
ŕŞââ´ SRC 2022-2023
Didn't include 2023-2024 since JK is currently in Military.
âËâš This year JK was Capricorn Rising. His style was def more dominant. The way he appeared was always was very masculine too, showing much more his skin, abs, and body. Even in photoshoots, he wasn't just trying to show his fashion sense, it was also about the vibe he wanted to give to people. During this SRC, Seven went out and I suggest you to look at the photoshoot of the album... :) Saturn being the Rising's ruler, is in the 1H, making it obvious JK wanted to show a strong appearance, proving to people he is not a child anymore.
âËâš The Venus was in Leo 7H, JK was wearing a good fashion style still. It was still his iconic look but he looked very attractive because of his good style. JK's fashion this year was less sporty and comfy, it was more about the actual fashion. He was wearing jeans and casual attire yet it was similar to the SRC 2016-2017. His clothing and fashion were really well put together and accessories were often seen on him. Not only his piercings, but necklaces and beanies too.
âËâš Venus ruler is the Sun which is in 8H,JK had a mysterious, sexy and hot aura once again this year. He was showing more his body and even while working he chose a style that looked like that. He also started to do a photoshoot for Calvin Klein this year, which was iconic to me. It was the first time people were actually seeing JK's abs. The photoshoot shows JK's persona, as a dark bad boy (he loves that style). It actually suits the MC, his reputation was someone hot, sexy and mostly a man that was really desired.
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I know I have already posted a couple of these, but just sit with me for a second. How many times do we have to wait and hope? How many more disappointments do we have to face? The unrest I have felt since the age of 12 should not be the standard. We continue to fight day in and day out against a giant machine that has never and will never see us as anything but the dirt on the bottom of their shoe. When will we finally be able to show our sisters, daughters, and mothers, that the fight is worth it; that it is possible to win? It's time for change and today makes that fact all the more true.
I am truly devastated for every woman, trans person, person of color, disabled person, anyone who will be affected financially, etc. I just want to say that even though it may not feel like it, you are all seen by so many people and no one is giving up so I ask that you don't either. Sit in this pain and grief but don't let it discourage you, let it fuel you. Continue to stand up, to fight, to stay alive, and to educate. Sure you should not have to teach people to have basic empathy but where would be if the generations before us had given up?
We see progress because we make progress. It's been a long 8 years and it will be a long 4 more but don't become discouragedâI know it's easier said than done but one day there will be a woman in that white house and when that day comes you can tell your loved ones you fought, like so many others, for that.
âIf there is no struggle, there is no progress."
-Frederick Douglass
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Hey
I know I just sent you an ask but
Iâm planning on buying this female clown and I was wondering
If you could possibly bestow any knowledge about this pretty girl too before I receive her in October đĽşđĽş
Tysm I love your imput đ (also give me name ideas if you have any!!! She needs a good name!!)
Ohoho, thatâs a fancy looking lady right there, Iâd be happy to give my two cents on her!
She seems to be a teacup, Iâm slightly unsure of the scale since the background of the photo is blank. Those bells and that hat are classic jester traits, sheâs got quite a lot of sequins, lace, ribbons and frill so I might even guess sheâs a royal jester.
The monochromatic black and white color palette is very striking, Iâm not quite sure what to make of that. Unlike with circus breeds, black and white colors donât necessarily mean the clown is mixed with Pierrot/mime, or that the clown is from a very selectively bred lineage thatâs been cultivated for those colors. Jesters can be grayscale without Pierrot/mime ancestry and itâs not extremely rare, this makes it difficult to determine whether a jester is a mime or Pierrot mix, along with the fact that pure bred jesters and pure bred Pierrot can have some similar features.
The best way to know without DNA testing is to interact with the clown in person. Jesters are witty and talkative, they can be crass and mischievous, and they donât tend to be very shy. Pierrot are considered more âdaintyâ, they rarely vocalize (although they can, unlike mimes), they are shy and cautious, and their performances are more subtle and musical than slapstick and comedic. It shouldnât be too difficult to observe your clownâs behavior and draw your own conclusion, but until you meet her itâs anyoneâs guess what her ancestry is. (If she is mixed, itâs probably not with mime because of the info I mentioned in my last clown husbandry ask)
Whether sheâs got some Pierrot DNA or sheâs purely jester, her diet should consist mainly of things like hard cheeses, preserved fruits, chicken/turkey, potatoes and sweet breads. Thatâs not to say she can never have more staple clown foods like cotton candy or corndogs, just that itâs not what sheâs meant to rely on, jesters have different nutritional needs than circus clowns, for example they require higher sodium intake. This diet generally works for jesters and jester mixes, so itâs not necessary to modify if sheâs partially Pierrot.
Other than diet itâs important to get some props for her, small bells and items to juggle are a good place to start. Jesters are inquisitive and love games, puzzles and riddles are a staple of theirs. Be carful when you take her places, because of how curious they are, small jesters can wander off to explore and become near impossible to track down.
Other than that I canât think of any advice thatâs specific to her, she should settle in easily with the other clowns, the enrichment of having so many friends should be very good for her, and she probably wonât need a setup too different from theirs. Of course Iâm not a vet, (sorry for hammering this into the ground lol, but it is important for anyone who isnât familiar with me) and Iâm more experienced with standard teacup party clowns, so if you notice anything wrong or odd you should take her to the vet.
And lastly, Iâd be happy to give you some name suggestions!
Periwinkle comes to mind, based on those beautiful blue eyes of hers.
Quinn, because I canât stop thinking of Harley Quinn the harlequin.
Koi, Iris, Swan, Juniper, Goose, Olive and Fawn, just because I think they sound cool.
Wow, this one was pretty long! But it was worth every minute it took, and I really hope you find it helpful, itâs always a pleasure to answer your asks.
Happy clowning <3
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Happy Birthday, Veronika Grebenshchikova!
I have a confession to make. Despite my account being themed after Min and having made several posts analyzing her... I may like Veronika just as much, if not more than Min. Ever since her introduction, this Horror Fanatic has brought a smile to my face every time she comes on screen. Literally. Whenever I see her, my face immediately splits into the dumbest grin, I just adore her far too much. There's a lot we still haven't seen about her, but in honor of her birthday, I shall give a few of the reasons I love this freak to the death, and make a sort of birthday playlist as a gift.
+The main motivation for everything she does is boredom, as stated in her conversation with Teruko on Ch 2 Ep 7. Her profile states she took on her talent to seek thrills.
+This obsession with entertainment twists her personality quite a bit. âI don't care about morals. I donât care whether people get hurt or whether they die. I just need to be entertainedâ. Sheâs honestly such a queen.
+Her twisted morals lead to her hanging out with people based on how entertaining they are instead of, like, normal standards for hanging out with people. Arturo is example number one.
"If you become more and more irredeemable, then I'll only love you more. I want to hear all about those horrible things you did with no justification".
She would be a standard Danganronpa fan, is what I get from this line.
+She has claimed she âused to be an outdoors personâ, but apparently isnât anymore. Whether she simply got bored of the outdoors, or there was something more traumatic at play, is still unclear.
+Her profile states she likes skateboarding. I adore this fact. Why there arenât piles of fanart where sheâs skateboarding, I donât know. Get on it, people! /j. Unless?
(Also, I like to headcanon that she used to skateboard with Whit in their time at Hopeâs Peak, but she was actually really bad at it. She constantly fell on her face, but always got back up laughing her ass off)
+The upper part of her dress is black and white, colors associated with the Tragedy and horror in the DRDT universe. This is stated by Veronika herself in Ch 2 Ep 2. However, this color scheme also kickstarts what I like to call:
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Mastermind Bingo! Ft Veronika
>She wears black and white, like Monokuma and MonoTV.
>She gets bored easily, and it drives her actions, like Junko and especially Izuru.
>She constantly psychoanalizes people, again like Junko.
>She has childish tendencies (read: likes the playground), which can be connected back to the Warriors of Hope and Monaca.
>"If I wore contacts, a wig, and different clothes, would you recognize me?"
So, thinking a bit like Tsumugi there.
>"That's why I liked horror for such a long time. The genre seeks to elicit base, negative emotions out of you, like fear, disgust, or sadness... That's exciting"
She is one step removed from outright claiming she likes despair! What is this?!
Also, liked, horror? As in, past tense? Is that implying she doesn't feel satisfied with horror anymore?
>"But after a while, fiction is only fiction..."
You look me in the eyes and tell me that's not something Tsumugi would say. She has aspects of every main-line mastermind! I wouldn't be surprised if she starts taking notes from other fangans, I'm half expecting her to start talking about "the resurrection of Divine Luck" or something.
>And that's not even mentioning things like her quote for Mai; "A girl who didn't foresee the consequences". Right, because Veronika would be the one to get the most ominous quote after MonoTV's "It's all your fault".
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To be clear, I donât actually think Veronikaâs the mastermind. I just find it funny how incredibly suspicious she is, to the point of not being suspicious in the slightest.
+CW for self-harm for this one. It is heavily theorized her secret is "You only took on your talent to distract from your incessant need to harm yourself for fun". After all, she is one of the only remaining characters who covers her wrists and most of her body, and doing something like that "for fun"... sort of only fits Veronika, as far as we know.
+Her secret quote is: "Once something is broken, it can never be pieced together in quite the same way again. The same goes for people." Whether she's talking about herself or someone else is unclear.
+The recent Q&A confirmed the following:
â˘Veronika is pansexual! Congrats on getting her, pansexual community! A true win for you.
â˘The earing she wears (a small green triangle) was given to her by her âdearest friendâ. This friend's name is apparently Alyssa Belyaeva, taking the dubious honor of having a weirder last name than even Grebenshchikova.
â˘Her favorite color is white with other colors, since it makes the others stand out more, and her least favorite is white by itself, since itâs âsoullessâ. Thatâs⌠huh. Is that meant to mean anything? Could it be she sees herself as the color white; uninteresting and boring on her own, but helps other people seem more interesting by association? Am I reading too much into this? Probably, but thatâs sort of my shtick at this point.
â˘Her favorite ice cream flavor is funfetti. Based.
â˘She smells strongly like womenâs perfume. I guess, why not, right? Notably, Hu smells like womenâs perfume as well, but itâs apparently fainter. Doubt it means anything, but itâs there.
+Veronika can do no wrong. This is an objective truth. Slay queen (but, wait to like, chapter five. I really, really hope you donât die at three).
And finally, like I did with Min, here's a few songs which remind me of Veronika! And as you're gonna see, my music taste sort of really aligns with the kind of songs one would assign Veronika.
CW, some of these can include topics like murder and extremely disturbing imagery.
-The Chattering Lack of Common Sense, by Ghost & Pals
-End World Normophaty, by Ghost & Pals
-Hide And Seek (English cover by Lizz Robinet), original by Ho-Ong-i
-Corrosion, by Riproducer / RIP
-Chronic Wasting Disease, by Riproducer / RIP
-The Spider and the Kitsune-Like Lion, by MASA Works (CW for this one in particular, it's really fucked up. Cannibalism, torture, necrophilia, etc)
-Hi-fi Evolution Theory, by Keu Studio (probably her character playlist song)
-What Gave it Away, by Riproducer / RIP
-Matryoshka, by Hachi
-Honey I'm Home, by Ghost & Pals
-Entomologists, by Ghost & Pals
-The Experiment, by Steampianist
-The Boy who Went to Hell, by SHUDDER
-Secrets of Wysteria, by Steampianist (CW, this one is based on real events of violent crimes)
-The Dismemberment Song, by Blue Kid
-Mad Hatter, by Melanie Martinez
-Uncanny, by Ghost & Pals
-God-ish, by PinocchioP
-I Can't Fix You, by The Living Tombstone (Veronika loves FNAF, you canât convince me otherwise)
-Always Wanted, by MiatriSs - SayMaxWell
-The Red Means I Love You, by Madds Buckley
-Already Dead, by KittenSneeze
Alright, I'll stop there. With the final song:
-Happy Birthday! (but, like, a creepy cover or something)
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AAAAHHHHH!! CONSIDER MY SHIT FLIPPED!! THE BLACK BUTLER LIVES! What are your thoughts on the new art style?
BRO I'm with you, flipped like that pancake I managed to throw half out the panđŠ I still can't believe. best Monday every fr.
and ooo thanks for the question, I wanna hear your thoughts after thisđ I've already said a little bit about this in the tags of some other posts, as well as touched on it in my master post of the crew, but I suppose I may give a big final answer(for now, from this teaser).
judging the art alone, not the fact that we get a new anime or anything exciting like that, just the art alone... it's very pretty!
yea this is very pretty. the kid looks great, small and good, and his hair looks feathery and neat, so I approve. I think they nailed his general proportions, I think they'll do a great job at keeping them consistent during episodes! the image to the right does looks a tiny bit like a 3d asset, which is a bit jarring compared to the previous anime style, but I'm flexible towards this change. even if he looks like a video game cutscene character, I usually love cutscenes!!
but here's the drama I'm sure you're here for. yes, unfortunately, there are some wee things that I don't love as muchđ¤
the first thing, it really doesn't matter and I should shut up about it now... but YOU asked so ajdjfksksk why did they have to shrink sebs jaw cmon my favorite art of him ever was during the Greenwitch arc so don't tell me I'll NEVER be able to see that style of him animatedđŤ I just like prominent features man. I know he's meant to be pretty but but but....
ah okay. heres the main thing that I think most people may agree with.
these are two screenies of sebster from the teaser. honestly, as âluxuriousâ as his lashes are, I'm not a fan of the left image. the airbrush on his hair feels a tad overdone. I love the attention to detail, especially in the one on the right, it shows a lot of love! but there's just something about it that's a bit off for me.
and I think after 24 hours I've finally figured it out: it's the colors.
the realization started to hit me when I saw my favorite edit so far here by @ashxketchum. the colors have been edited to be much more saturated and warm. and I think this is exactly what is missing here.
I even tried my own hand at it, and yea personally, I think slapping a saturation, tint, and just a BIT of contrast on the whole thing can do numbers on it.
already I like it(no I'm not just praising my own work, it's not the best edit out there I did it in 30 secs). I think the reason for this is because the background is very rich in contrast and warm tones, so the characters(particularly sebastian who is all black) stand out when they are muddy and low contrast. I love stylistically when contrast is high, but that's just a personal thing, and I shouldn't hold a studio to those standards.
I tried it for the poster too though, which again I felt was a bit off. official art has never been the most top tear, and the poster is GOOD, the background is awesome and the two peeps looks amazing. but my problem with it was clear once I did another color edit.
(edit on the right)
again, I feel like everything was very muted in the left original, not to mention a tad monochromatic. I really think a kick of contrast and hue could do wonders.
BUT. I know that at the end of the day, it's not a big deal. I don't really care. would it make my day or whole year if they slapped a color filter on it, or continued to work on the color grading of the scenes? probably yea! but my opinion isn't obsolete, and most of all, I look forward to and respect the artists decisions.
so no I'm not "fixing" the artđ
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and finally, I think this is awesome:
(I had forgotten but this gif is edited by @kilruas from this post)
GORGEOUS. could it turn some people off cause it's mostly cg? maybe. idc though. gorgeous. gimme some of that beverage.
sorry for the rant, hope it's what you wanted! I think that's everything... I like it 85%!
#my asks#thanks for the ask bud!#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji 2024#2024 anime#my text posts
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I wanted to write something to add onto the creator-with-major-trust-issues scenario but the words are not coming to me. So I will leave you with what little I have managed to put into words and hope that itâll be enough to convey what I had in mind:
âPerhaps the Kamisato Clan of the Yashiro Commission was born to protect deities.â â Ayatoâs mother once said this (from Character Story 5)
âEverything comes at a cost.â â said to the Traveler in About Kamisato Ayato: Price to Pay
The meaning of these two statements changed drastically before, during, and after the hunt for Ayato.
âTrusting another person isn't easy, especially for someone of high status. Place your trust in the wrong person, and it can quite literally cost you your life. But you have placed your trust in me, and of course I will not let you down.â â said to the Traveler in About Us: Trust.
Ayato values trust, yet he easily trampled all over the Creatorâs trust in him. He was once one of their highly favoured. And yet, he cruelly deceived them when they needed him the most. How does he feel, realising this?
- cryo anon
oh my god. oh my god. cryo anon. CRYO. bro forget the o im just gonna cry-
âtrusting another person isnât easy, especially for someone of high status.â
ayato, who holds loyalty in such high regard. ayato whoâs been betrayed so many times in the past, who always has to be on edge, so having someone to rely on is something of incredible importance to him. he holds himself to the same standards, of course, never making promises he canât keep, never lying unnecessarily.
when the hunt comes, heâs one of the first to take action, immediately telling the shuumatsuban to keep watch at ritou in case you showed up, always keeping up to date on your last known location. he regularly reports to the one on the throne once you make your way to inazuma, always promising heâs doing everything he can to keep their honor in place.
and he means it, really. he visits the city often in hopes of hearing any news, pouring every single resource he has into funding and hunting you, all in the name of the divine.
kamisato ayato is loyal above all else, and he will put aside all of his personal affairs to prove it.
âplace your trust in the wrong person, and it can quite literally cost you your life.â
imagine his horror once he finds out. imagine the deep pit that opens in his stomach, swallowing his heart and eating at his lungs. it would hurt as a physical pain, the letter slipping from his hand- or maybe heâs in a meeting, and has to stay composed even as his heart races, has to keep up his image because he canât show even a flicker of weakness.
definitely blames himself, despite the fact that the fraud was the one that manipulated him. heâd been in charge of inazumaâs festivals for years, heâs made so many minor changes to the flower or color choice simply based on you and what your vessels knew of you. everything he did was in one way or another for you, whether direct or indirect.
and he couldnât recognize you when you were standing right in front of him.
âbut you have placed your trust in me, and of course i will not let you down.â
heâs not selfish or cocky enough to think an in-person apology is the best course of immediate action. no, heâs well aware that seeing him could make everything worse, he knows heâs not the one you need to see. he knows the best thing right now is to give you space and let you heal, and to do his best from afar.
he hates seeing you flinch. he hates when you hesitate before grabbing something, he hates the small leaf you check your drinks with, he hates it because he contributed to your distrust of everyone around you, and all he can do is pray for forgiveness.
youâre the creator. the highest of the high. you should never be afraid, you should never doubt your surroundings, you shouldnât be scared in your own home, and yet you are, and at least part of it is his fault.
ayato places such importance on trust, on loyalty, and yet heâd broken yours, the one person who he should never make afraid. all that he was was dedicated to you, and yet he only recognized you once it was too late, once you were bleeding out and his sword was stained blue.
heâs set the sword that hurt youâthe one that youâd been so kind as to give him, the very symbol of his heresyâon a stand in his bedroom, blue blood still dried on it. itâs not a trophy, never, heâd never be proud of hurting anyone, let alone you, in such a way. no, that sword is a reminder, one he refuses to clean until heâs regained your trust. he will not wield your blessing until he has earned it, and will not wipe himself clean of the blame until you have forgiven him for it. why would he, when your opinion of him is the only one that matters?
itâs been nearly a year. dust has long-since settled over the blade, into the gaps between the wrap of the handle. still, he refuses to touch it, climbing into bed every night without much more than a longing look and a quick prayer.
heâll wait however long it takes until heâs worthy of it.
#m1d : [chats]#m1d : [secrets]#cryo anon#AAAAAAAA#AYATO#FUCK#HES SO#AH#aiqnkzkke HES#HIS WHOLE THING IS LOYALTY WHAT THE F U C K CRYO IM. AH#UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL#in an ayato mood this week sorry babes <3
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Fluffbruary with turtely
(missed days edition)
Day 18
[day 17] [day 19]
prompts: recovery | flight | film by @fluffbruary
fandom: BBC Sherlock
will be uploaded to "That Stuff Called Fluff" on Ao3!
A/N: this is more hurt/comfort than fluff i hope that's okay. entirely inspired by this post. also: this is long! be prepared!
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John Watson, the flight attendant on the aircraft from LHR, United Kingdom to PAR, France, noticed the nervous passenger at first glance. Sweat damping curly dark brown hair, fingers twitching, eyes already looking for emergency exit signs.
John greeted him with a friendly smile and directed him down the aisle where he could find his seat.
As soon as the passenger sat in his seat (21D), his legs started bouncing. John memorized the seat number just in case.
And the case was as soon as they had taken off. The passenger's face had turned extremely pale and his breathing became faster and faster. His knuckles turning white, because he gripped the seatrests so tightly.
John couldn't take it anymore. He walked over to the man. "Good morning, sir. May I ask if this is your first time flying?", he questioned.
The man barely gave him a look, stared straight ahead and shook his head tightly. "Don't like planes much. Please don't lecture me how 'the risk of dying in a car crash is far higher than in a flight crash', I know that." The passenger grumbled through his teeth. "People just seem to neglect the fact that IN CASE you crash with an aero plane, you fall from the sky, approximately from around 33.000 to 42.000 feet. The impact this would cause to a human body is-"
"Alright. You seem pretty damn smart for having half a panic attack there.", John said, something about the man letting him drop the mask of politeness he usually wore as a steward.
"It's called aviatophobia."
John smiled. "They say calling the fear by its name takes away its scariness."
"I wouldn't necessarily agree." The passenger argued, his legs still bouncing and his eyes still haunted.
John bandied looks with Sarah, his co-worker, who gave him a thumbs up. So John crossed his legs and let himself glide to the floor. He held out his hand. "Haven't introduced myself yet, have I? John Watson. What's your name, if I may ask?"
"Sherlock Holmes.", the man replied, taking John's hand in his own. Finally he looked, no - studied - John's person. The anxious passenger had an incredible face. Unique. Eyes changing colors every time he laid them on another object of interest. High cheekbones. Lips, perfectly shaped. It was an angular face, not fitting into any beauty standards and yet remarkably gorgeous. Briefly John wondered what those lips would taste like, but he quickly pushed this thought away. "It's nice to meet you, Mr. Holmes."
The passenger still held his hand in his and looked intensely into his eyes. "Sherlock will do."
John nodded, "Alright, Sherlock." The flight attendant liked how that name on the one hand rolled off his tongue but on the other hand had a hard ending. In some way, it suited the man in front of him. "What are you doing in Paris, at this time of year?", It was the middle of the winter, but the snow seemed to refuse to agree with that and stayed in the comfort of the clouds.
"Sightseeing.", Sherlock simply replied, and looked away.
John scoffed, "Yeah, right", he said.
The passenger's head whipped around. "Why are you laughing?"
"A bloke like you sightseeing? You are wearing too expensive of a suit for that. And why would you take the plane if you clearly have a fear of flying? The train connects pretty conveniently nowadays. It doesn't make sense. It has to be something urgent."
Sherlock's intense eyes glared at him again, and John felt a bit hot. This guy had some effect on him... if he wasn't in this situation of him being a flight attendant trying to prevent a passenger from panicking, and they were in a pub or something... John would probably even take his chances.
"Not as stupid as I thought you'd be.", the other man stated.
John laughed at the directness of his conversational partner. "Well, I'd hope they wouldn't give a doctor's degree to complete idiots."
Sherlock cocked his head slightly, the initial anxiousness obviously slowly fading. "What does a man with a doctor degree do on board of an airplane?"
"Oh, it's a long story..."
"Elaborate. I insist."
The two man continued talking like this. Sherlock in his seat, John on the floor, their hands intertwined. Sherlock occasionally gripping John's hand tighter when turbulences occurred, John casually explaining how it came to those. Sherlock seemed to know most of it already, but apparently John's voice seemed to calm him down. After a while, John had to walk through with a cart to offer beverages to all passengers. When he was done, John had hoped Sherlock would have kept the calm from their conversation, but apparently the fear had come to the surface again.
John didn't think for long; He grabbed two cups of coffee and headed back to his problem child, who was his favorite passenger at the same time. Together they drank their coffees, Sherlock holding on to John for dear life and they shared more about their life, anecdotes and thoughts. John felt bad about it, but he was almost glad Sherlock suffered from aviatophobia, because otherwise, he probably would never have gotten to exchange words with the fascinating man.
When 1 hour and 15 minutes have passed, they finally landed. Reluctantly, John had to take a seat away from Sherlock and the other passengers to stay safe. He kept clenching his fist, when suddenly a voice caught his attention. "He'll be alright. Stop worrying." It was Sarah.
"I know. But I am... worried.", John said, embarrassed about already feeling attached to the almost-stranger.
"You know what I think you should do?", Sarah asked. John opened his mouth but was interrupted, "Give him your number. And don't give me your 'But I am not gay' bullshit, either. We both know that's not quite true. Trust me. I know that look on your face. Give. him. your. number. Or I will.", She casually said but John knew she was right.
For a minute he sat there in awkward silence but finally his heart won over his head and he frantically searched for a piece of paper and pen.
Before the seat belt sign turned off, John used the opportunity to slip Sherlock his little note. He already walked away when he turned around and saw Sherlock's confusion in his face. The man pointed at himself and mouthed 'Me?'
John nodded enthusiastically and mouthed, 'Yes, of course. You.' back. To make sure there was no doubt he made fist, stuck his pinky and thumb out and shook his hand close to his ear, 'Call me'.
When everyone had left the plane, John's phone dinged.
John? SH
Attendant. JW
Did you seriously think I addressed anyone other but you with my note? JW
Funny. SH
Needed to be sure. SH
Well, be assured then ;) JW
Call me. Hopefully we'll get to know each other in a more comfortable atmosphere. JW
Wouldn't want to miss it. SH
Good. Me neither. JW
Call you later? SH
Oh, god. Yes. JW
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I was going to reply on your post about C vs CC distinction but I couldn't, so I hope you don't mind me asking here - my brain wasn't cooperating today so I was struggling to read it and comprehend it properly as written. But does it basically boil down to the fact that it's difficult to create a distinction between what's considered "character" vs "creator" in the digital medium Minecraft offers for storytelling? That there's no real way to draw a distinction between "this PERSON did this in the game" and "this CHARACTER did this in the story's world" because it's told on a platform and in a way that makes it hard to find a non-fuzzy divide, and that we shouldn't necessarily try to find that line anyway? Basically that - when it's so hard to define canon when "canon" is influenced by the person both on and beyond the screen, and interactions between "characters" are often colored by the creators behind them, and when the story being told is never really fully concrete anyway, it's just...better and, honestly, more fun to just enjoy the nondefinable art form for what it is? Because if that's what you're saying, I wholeheartedly agree. ^^
When the story's medium is a sandbox game, it's much more fun to interpret canon and its connected fanon as a sandbox too, something malleable and formable and explorable in a flexible way that doesn't rely on defined boundaries to be enjoyed. It's sand. You can make a solid sandcastle for a while, but eventually the water that packed it together dries and the wind blows and things shift again, because that's what sand does. Just - let sand be sand. :3
(And if I've totally misinterpreted then I apologize, it's been a long day and like I said, my brain's not cooperating hah.)
~ Pixie
I definitely didn't get back to my original point in that rambling reblog, so I think you've gotten what I was trying for up until the idea that the SMP Thing is nondefinable. I really struggle articulating this all the time and people often do take it the way you have, so it's a failure of explanation on my part...
It's not resolvable into a single truth, but currently the dominanf response to that is to throw the baby out with the bathwater and say if there is no canon, everything is equally true no matter what the text says, because the text is as (un)real and unknowable as my own imagination. I comprehend that this is very fun and believe this approach has absolutely no moral valence. often this evolves into annoying (imo!) fandom standards that become quasi-canonical due to sheer popularity in the group sandbox but whatever.
However my patented peter bellshazes perfect world involve not this kind of overwriting being a dominant fandom mode, but people taking the lack of One Single Master Story all other pieces fit into as a joyous invitation to pick apart all the threads on their own and how they relate without forcing them into anything and seeing them more clearly. It's to me like the difference between trying to force jigsaw puzzle pieces to fit that are from different boxes and - I don't know, like a complex 3D sculpture that is one object but portrays different images at every angle its viewed from. And people discovering that instead of taking photographs to find the One True Angle in 2D, walking around to examine the previously unstudied backside.
that's abstract but in practice it means like... idk treating it more like a vivisection. I love taking different perspectives apart as standalones, and also interrelating them, but finding joy and spaces to explore and discuss and feel through in those individual examinations, and not forcing them to make sense in some master truth. It makes me appreciate different approaches to the medium more, how tone and technique contribute beyond C!Cubito Is This Trait or whatever. I like it when people articulate if we think about THIS event and how it was shown in THIS way (in terms of acting/performance, editing, cuts made or not made, ) then the story is like this and what's in the gaps or what if it extended or what would it have looked like if different choices were made from a craft perspective or how does that contrast with or contextualizes a different series or scenario. throwing nothing out but never looking for a grand unified theory of truth.
Again no moral valence but i just feel like maybe if I can articulate my brand of fandom joy people might want to give it a try! and I genuinely appreciate people who care enough to try and parse what the hell I'm getting at bc it's almost always only when I try and answer questions that I feel like I get better at explaining what I was trying to say, so!
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Hello! i am here to participate in your tarot game, I will do tarot reading for you. I will also attach groom persona chart or you can do tarot if you feel like it~
Hope i get selected :>
SO, let's start! I will give every information i will be getting~
Here's your exchange-
Physical description - Temperance, The sun, 7 of pentacles, The Lovers
He has a very balanced appearance like symmetrical face, His nose might be prominent like a little bumpy, but not that bumpy. He is very well dressed, and has that childlike innocence might look younger than he is, He is handsome, he can have blue/brown or hazel eyes, do you know how a archangel looks, that kind of beauty, hair might be long or mid, curly or wavy, something about his hairs maybe he likes to dye diff colors or maybe its you. He can be blonde or have brown hairs, Light skinned, a bit pale or maybe tanned. But he will look beautiful. He might wear casual clothes. He has a good dressing style. Might be tall or average height.
Their aura/vibe - Knight of pentacles, 4 of wands, 6 of pentacles He will have that confidence aura, He will radiate positive energy, he will be very generous or just like to help people in need, He is very positive, like a problem solver, He will be quite protective, might radiate that rich energy, when someone is around him they will feel at ease, very comforting, a logical person, he might like to give gifts. If in a fight he will calmly think of way out. A safe person, can be quite private about his life. He might have gone through some tough life, or just understands the world better. Overall very nice aura, A very supporting person. A healing person. he can be independent.
How others describe them - 7 of cups, page of pentacles, knight of wands, judgement, wheel of fortune.
He will def exclude that rich aura lol, idk how to explain it, Others will describe him as quite charming, who has new ideas and know how to solve any problems, he will be a very balanced individual, they might think of him as someone who is spiritual or maybe you are, a very confident individual, knight in shining armour lol love to protect his loved ones, can be impulsive at times, he can talk a lot, as I said he might be private and his and yours news might be a bit shocking to others.
A random fact - quite a fated encounter
This is how i will describe your connection, quite free and loving,
Thank you~
Whoa thank you so much for this detailed reading! This really matches with different readings I've gotten.
Your exchange!!
Physical Description:
Your future spouse has some type of unique appearance, but he's still attractive. Like he doesn't fit the conventional standard of "beauty" but he shines in his own light. "If I don't fit the standards, I'll make my own" is what came to mind. I'm really seeing a lean figure, sort of a boyish figure. He have a charming appearance, probably has people saying "I don't know what is in them but he's so fine". He has some feminine traits. I'm seeing a sharp yet feminine face. He also has prominent bone structure and are probably on the taller side. Also thinking of an otherworldly appearance too. I'm picturing a merman here. I was thinking a lot about water so he probably have soft skin? It's strange to explain but your future husband looks a merman LOL. Also something flowy, perhaps their hair? His hair is very nice and soft. It flows like water. Picking up on some blue so he can possibly blue eyes (not very light, a more darker blue).
Their aura:
There's something about him that differentiates them from others. This is probably in how he express himself. His aura can be put into one word. "Unique". He's someone that values his self expression and doesn't like to be put in a box. This can also go with his adventurous nature. He's friendly and can easily connect with people, a pretty social guy. He has a sharp eye for things and could be interested in things that have to do with music, arts, design, etc. He has a nice style. He's pretty fast paced and enjoys learning new things. I see him being very caring, kind and gentle. He has a soft spot for people close to him. I also see him being a pretty fun guy to be with and has a lot of charisma.
How others describe him:
People can have a bit of a bias towards them. I see him being judged by people, they can think he's a bit "weird". However, the other side of people really like him and his company. He's a friendly guy but it seems that other people don't appreciate that. People would also talk about how nice and empathetic is. He does have a sensitive side but can be a great comforter. He's someone that doesn't like conflict and tries to resolve them. He's protective over people he cares about so that's another thing!
Random fact: I see you guys meeting in some sort of group, like you'll be connected to him by someone. This could be in a Virgo like setting (in your day to day life, hospital, etc).
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