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sevika is so hot

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Hi, hello baby gay here asking for some advice<3

So when I say baby gay, I mean like, I came out less than a year ago and have only been on three dates with one girl, level baby gay.

So some context: I'm very fem and have come to realize that my type may be butches or masc leaning people and I've been going on dates with this fem girl. Not the biggest issue, I always thought I was fem4fem but then I actually got introduced to the beauty of a butch lesbian and now...I'm not (love you butches). Anyway, the girl I'm seeing is pretty, funny, and nice, but we're kind of polar opposites. She's a party girl, I'm a homebody (I'm in my room writing this post for my blog while she's out getting drunk on a Friday night), she "hates dirt", I love camping. I wanna travel and settle down on a ranch in the mountains, she's a city girl with a job that keeps her in one place.

Do you see the problems forming? Not enough of an issue? Okay, here's a doozy for ya: In all honesty, I have like no experience dating whatsoever. I mean, I was closeted all through high school and developed severe anxiety my first two years of college, so I never really got the chance to get out there, with men or women or anyone. So this leads me to my final holdup, I can't tell if she just wants to hook up or if she actually wants to date me, and both of those options give me massive amounts of anxiety, and I don't know how to get out of this.

Now I know my issues may be fixed if I just talk to her; ask her what she wants out of this, and such, but again I'm like the most inexperienced person on the planet and I don't know what I'm doing or how to broach any of this.

Oh, and I am 1. almost positive I'm not her type at all, on account of her telling me this on our first date 2. pretty sure she's not over her ex, on account of her talking about them all the time, and 3. I think she just moves too fast for me, on account of her asking me to sleep at her place on our third date, having never even kissed me (and she still has not, pls refer back to my first point; am I sounding crazy still?).

If you read all of that, thank you, you're a real one. Any advice for me? Pls do share bc I need help like ASAP. And if you think I'm being stupid, I know I am, and you can tell me that, but pls do it nicely bc I really am just an anxious girl who lets her anxiety dictate her decision making, and it really does make me stupid sometimes, but I'm working on it. <3

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pov me and my butches future ranch with 10 chickens, 3 horses, 2 dogs, 4 goats, a little garden, and three kids who have never heard of an ipad

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telling the town paul revere style

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i just wanna be the femme cowgirl wife to a butch cowboy fr 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

just planting veggies in the garden and feeding the chickens while my handsome butch does…whatever a rancher butch does

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ummm i stayed. that was crazy. yall i’ve never done that and we watched gay movies.

is someone asking you to stay over after two dates and yall haven’t even kithed crazy or am i way out of touch with dating culture? lmk yall!!

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is someone asking you to stay over after two dates and yall haven’t even kithed crazy or am i way out of touch with dating culture? lmk yall!!

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guys i held hands romantically with a woman today…that was crazy (im scared of physical affection and never partake so this was a big step for me)

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Manifesting that my future wife is a Sevika dupe...

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Save a horse, ride a cowboy as they said

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maybe my wallpaper is just a repellent, smoldering, unclean yellow but i’m feeling really crazy right now.

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bruh i haven’t explicitly told my parents im gay but i told them i went on a date just not with who and now they are too curious and i feel like im gonna throw up…help

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guys i went on my first wlw date tonight!! it was so fun!!

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TEXTING SOMEONE NEW IS SO AWKWARD AND PAINFUL AND FUN AND EXCITING AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN.

like i’m having so much fun and blushing every time i get a notification but also im so spooked, anxiety ridden, and can’t tell if she understands my humor over text🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

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i wanna play dungeons and dragons bruh but idk how or who to play with😭

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helloooo loves I’m doing a project on queer signaling and communication!! Could yall drop the ways in which you signal to others that you are queer pls🙏 ie: nails, clothes, jewelry, tattoos, symbols, etc. THANK YOUUUU DIVAS🫶🫶

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RAWWWWW🦅🦅🦅 THAT WHAT IM TALKIN BOUT YALL