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Inktober day 30: Revelation
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One more day.
hahahaha he is having a mental breakdown, a gay(bi) panic if you will, a his head is a tornado sitch.
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Sketch and words
I really did like the sketch, but i also like the line lineart as well.
#imma head to bed now#inktober#inktober 2024#moxysfantober#moxysfantober2024#digital art#fanart#myart#sk8 the infinity#sk8#renga#sk8 the infinity fanart#reki kyan#langa hasegawa
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I polished a messy sketch while trying to keep the messy sketch <3
If you need context, imagine this during the scene in Aubrey's high relationship path in Fervency (@fervency-if) where you can feast in twos 😇
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Sometimes at work it's not my place to tell people the things I want to say, and I find I often go home at the end of the rougher days to stand blankly in my shower and tell myself over and over what I wish I could pass on.
This accomplishes very little, and mostly just gives me a tension headache, but through it all I think I've narrowed myself down to a few solid things I'd like to tell people the most.
You can't change people. Not permanently, not for anythig. You can support them, encourage them, love them, give them tools and opportunities and resources, but you can't make them change. They can change themselves if they want to, but they have to want to, and they have to want it for themselves, because they're the only one that's certain to be with them forever.
For better or worse, you make your own choices, and blaming bad choices on others doesn't only work to absolve you of responsibility- it also robs you of control. Because if you say you only did something because I did something, then you arent only shifting blame- you're admitting that you cannot control yourself, that you cannot truly make choices for yourself, that other people can control you- and as long as you truly beleive that, you'll keep facing the same problems over and over. You'll keep letting others dictate your choices, because you'll beleive that they can, and you'll never be free.
White knights on horseback are from fairytales. Nobody can help you if ou're not willing to help yourself. To try, to put the dirty work in, to belive you're worth that effort- Act as though nobody is coming to save you. From a struggle, from pain, from bad relationships, from yourself. And when you do save yourself, because you will, because failure here isn't an option if you want to survive, you'll never find another dragon that can keep you prisoner.
Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't want them remembering forever.
Doing the right thing in bad circumstances is hard. It's the hardest thing. But if you make the choice to do that hard thing anyways, despite your fear, you'll go on the rest of your like knowing that you're the sort of person who did something.
The present only seems the hardest because the past I over and the future hasn't happened.
There's so much joy ahead of you, the kind you can't possibly understand until you see it yourself.
The responsibility of consequences is often disguised as the power of permission. "I won't do this if you help me", "I'll work on my anger if you do this for me", "I promised you I'd quit, but can I have just one?". The unspoken question is, "Can it be your fault if this goes badly?"
You cant make someone love you the way you need to be loved. Someone can love you very much and still be bad for you, even if you love them very much in return. Two people can love each other very, very much, and try their very best, and still be wrong for each other.
Sometimes being near to someone changes you, even in good ways, and the people you become don't fit together as well as the people you were.
Caring takes work. Even if it's real. Especially if it's real. And the most important gestures aren't the grand, poetic, songs-and-flowers-and-tears moments; they're getting out of bed even though you don't want to. Paying attention to things you don't enjoy. Scrubbing pans, or opening a window, saying "thank-you", or helping carry groceries into the house. The small things fill the big things- without the small, boring, mediocre things, big things feel hollow.
Thrre is honour and dignity in humble work.
If you are a cruel and spiteful person, then you will find every place you visit to be full of the same cruel, spiteful people. This is not because the world is as cruel as you, but because everywhere you are, you will be disliked. This is the curse that comes with being persistently cruel and spiteful.
If you are a kind and ppsitive person, you will repeatedly encounter kind and positive people, because as they grow familiar with you, they will be happier to have you near. This is the reward of being a kind and positive person.
When splitting paths with loved ones, briefly or forever, aim for your last words to always be "I love you".
#I'm still so young and ignorant#but I wish someone had told ME these things before I had to learn them#And now when shit goes south and everything is over and calm again the same things just roll though my head#Over and over and over#It's like everyone I meet has the same 3 problems and its ruining their lives#I just want to take everyone I meet by the shoulders and shake them#I KNOW why this is happening to you#Do you realize you can be better?#Do you realize you can do it?#Aren't you terrified of wasting your life like this?#*I* want to be happier#*I* used to be so much worse than I am#And I don't have it all figured out#But if we all decide to help ourselves then it'll be that much easier to help each other#Right?#It's so hard to lift dead weight#You need to kick against the waves with me#You need to WANT to float#Do you understand#Ugh it's 6am#This has been your overdramatic midnight ramble#Imma grill me a cheese and go back to bed#Blaurfhgh
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been working all day, have some Bois!
#i was initially drawing a ghostsoap piece earlier but i didn't like how it turned out?? so i drew these instead#besides.... spent the entire day working on comms!! but i missed drawing my bois!!! me thinks i deserve to draw them FOR ME!!!!#also im sleepy now.. didn't get a full 8hrs earlier ahuhu#just gonna finish up eating my mango tart and imma head to bed zzzzzzzzzz#my art#2024#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#task force 141#tf141#tf 141#141#gaz cod#ghost cod#soap cod#kyle gaz garrick#johnny soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#simon riley#soap mactavish
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Finally my boi, it's your turn And dare I say he cooked so well ♡
Maybe that's just me, but I love that I tried all new poses again this time. And his design in general is quite appealing to me. Why a stick? I don't know.. I literally like .. forgot he could/should be a mage...since...hello frost magic? it fits?
I sorta neglected the *forest* elf idea a bit. Not saying he's not a forest elf, but I kinda didn't want to go with the typical archer/hunter brownish style, since it would have been really similar to the rest of the group.. also Haruichi is gonna be my archer elf, I cannot take this away, it's against nature and the law. Harulegolas must happen.
Also, I fully embraced pet-fying dragon Kafka now, sorry not sorry.. He is now wish dragon, shapeshifter, basically immortal, emotional support pet, ranked elder dragon, lover - god his day only has 24 hours as well guys,...
(Refs here 1+2, 3)
#kn8#kaiju no 8#fantasy AU#still obsessed#can't think of anything else now#I literally can't keep up with my ideas#the WIPs I am collecting now guys...#let's just say..hunters party has a pink-airhead a big buff tank and an turkoise elf in their rows#though I am still wondering about their race and backstory#those are not set for me yet#oh if only SOMEONE might have ideas for that#that would be great#(¬з¬)#There's also a WIP for Kikoru and I quite Ciri-fied her#suprise suprise#I can't wait.#oh shit it's 2 am#see ya folks! Imma head to bed#reno ichikawa#icy's art
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Me / Callie: how did you get into my feed??
im not even in y'alls fandoms!
2ollux: ....y0u l1k3d y0ur f0l1w3d'2 r3b10g2. (You liked your followed reblogs)
Me / Callie: son of a BICH!
#hs#kinitopet#kinito the axolotl#Homestuck#homestuck karkat#Homestuck 2ollux#thats not my neighbor#TNMN#tnmn milkman#thats not my neighbor Milkman#STP#Slay the Princess#SLP Princess#Flipaclip#last post for tonight i swear#imma head to bed now-#im so sorry if you are seeing this my partner-#Callie's ANimations
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a little mortified by how much i've posted on here just in the last couple of hours
#posted a selfie#screamed about rwrb#hornied all over tzp#slid into inboxes#reblogged some stunning art and fic snippets#it's not much but it's honest work#imma head out now#tdou in bed beckons#text#personal ramblings
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my take on what could’ve been his 9th play look 😔✊🏼
#a3!#guy nishiki#guy a3#guy lastname#did I draw this instead of sleeping? yes I did#liber missed out on making salt n pepper haired guy#and dare I say dilf–#I’ve been having visions of salt n pepper haired guy and finally gave in#I remember seeing this costume and thinking something was lacking and now poof#I actually have no idea about his character in the play but I’ve improved on it#I tried to make him look older but idk if it worked out#this is my favorite piece I’ve made of him so far lmao#swooning as we speak#this won’t be the last time I draw salt n pepper guy mark my words#ok ok imma head to bed#ever arts
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chapter 4 is up here :)
#spy x family#twiyor#twiyor fic#i’ve not been on this hell site in ages LMAO barely hanging by a thread tbh we’re going to court next week and I’m stressed as shit#wish me luck babes imma head off to bed now <3
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KG (Keiji Jin)
Oni & Monkey (Long-Armed Gibbon) Hybrid.
He / They, Pansexual.
Empathic, reckless, energetic, extremely animated, mischievous & kindhearted.
Possesses Fire, Enhanced Strength & Body Manipulation.
Owns a staff that was created by his father.
Was originally a pure oni until meeting Sun Wukong as a baby, using his powers to become a monkey hybrid.
It was excited baby brain and now he’s cursed, and can’t go back (whoopsie) .
It’s possible he might have incredibly bad luck.
Descendant of Shutendoji (said father) .
Was born from magic experimentation & awoke from a “shell” .
Calls Shutendoji “Master” / “Old Man” and Ibaraki-Doji “Oto-San” .
Lived in Ninjago for a while for some peace training.
Boy does this guy baby Lloyd (precious little brother) .
Play wrestling is a big thing with him.
He and Mei communicate through memes and dog pics/videos.
Blinky voice: “SCUM OF THE EARTH” .
Paternal nephew of Sun Wukong.
Shuten: Hey Wu, remember that time you found your own daughter on top of the mountain when she born and you weren’t cutout for it? Wukong: Hurtful but go on— oh.
In an intimate relationship with MK (headband boyfriends) .
After finding out he’s incredibly touch-starved, Pigsy would find MK practically glued to the oni every minute of the day.
“My monkey man” — KG about MK.
This oni will have a field trip messing with Macaque.
Busting down doors on the daily.
Likes spicy food but Red Son’s would probably send him into a coma.
One of Pigsy’s taste testers/critics.
Doesn’t like alcohol (grandpa Shuten is rolling his decafinated head off a cliff) .
Can’t hide his emotions for the life of him.
Adores festivals & loud, colorful parties.
Is a dancer & occasionally works as a travelling performer at night.
During the day, he works as a fresh delivery employee for restaurants in Megapolis.
Will cuddle anyone in his sleep if close enough.
Gives nicknames to almost everyone and everything he knows.
Has really good sense of smell.
Definitely owns a plushie pair of Shihou & Liu’er 2009 (thx uncle Wu) .
Binge watches A LOT of Monkey Cop with MK no matter the time.
Might have been thrown at Wukong by Shuten as a baby at one point to babysit.
Was a palace servant & personal assistant for the prince of said kingdom.
Lowkey likes shiny things and jewelry.
Loves camping & most outdoorsy activities
And some extra stuff ~
#My Art#Artist On Tumblr#AU#Original Character#OC X Canon#Lego Monkie Kid#Ninjago#LMK OC#Ninjago OC#KG Jin#Drawing these for four days straight Imma head to bed now ✌️
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oh my god it is actually so bad today
#my chest hurts help gelp me dear god#the tiktoks are NOT helping what#imma try to draw for a bit maybe it will help i dont know#if it doesnt ill try to go to sleep on this bed that im too scared to fully sit on bc of the previous post#if that doesnt work i guesss ill just die i dont fuckin know#god i just dont want to do this shit anymore#im tired of wanting to cry but being physically unable to#its almost time to take my meds though maybe that will help#it wont but hopes all i got rn#god i hope it helps my head hurts now#and i have FUCKING SCHOOL TOMMORROW#AND TYPING ON THIS SMALL ASS PHONE KEYBOARD IS PISSING ME OFF NGL#i wanna break something so bad ughhghhg#personal post im sorry it wont happen agian#i prolly sound so cringy rn#vent tw
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1hr 'eepy dood of the codoc i totally didn't forget i made hehe
#will get back to our regularly scheduled shit doodling tomorrow!! PROMISE#been cleaning all day i'm too exhausted to draw fanart#and i do miss painting so i painted my beloved Chariot <3 i'm sorry i forgot u existed baby :^((((#imma head to bed early now byEEE#my art#my ocs#2023#codoc#cod oc#cod ocs#original character#original characters#oc#ocs#art#digital art#digital painting#sketch#doodle
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I've pondered and questioned a fair bit on if I might be autistic over the last year or two 'cus it came up as having a lot of overlap while I was looking into my presumed ADHD
and I think the conclusion I've come to at this point on that is kinda a "I'm not autistic but I believe in their beliefs" sorta thing
Like I don't think I actually fit the criteria for autism or fully relate to it as a whole, but yeah.
Change sucks, social stuff is weird and frustrating, idk how to make friends, I would love to wear the exact same brand, make, and style of pants for the rest of my life, and scratchy seams on clothes are hellspawn.
I do resonate with those ideas I see y'all talk about a lot for a variety of reasons that in my case I don't think are autism
#if I do get diagnosed as autistic later down in life I will come back here to eat my words#but I'm decently confident enough in my allism/non-autism for now so that's all that really matters#I'm as confident as I can be without professional assesment or considerably more life experience and world context#just me rambling#anyways it's 11:30pm so imma head to bed#idk of this makes any sense anyways#sorry if it's a weird or bad pr unintelligible post
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Y’all today I had a good birthday, this is the happiest I’ve been since I found out that June followed me and I was really happy when I first found out. Thank you so much to everyone who said happy birthday to me, even if you didn’t know me, I really appreciate it. RAHH I WANNA GIVE ALL Y’ALL THE BIGGEST HUGS!!
#Ms Biscults speaks#Mika speaks#I HAD CHEDDARS FOR DINNER#THE RESTAURANT CHEDDARS#RAHHH THE FOOD WAS SO GOOD#I got so crunk- off of REDBULL#now I’m crashing- in a good way#like I’m tired so imma head to bed now
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I hate being so paranoid and hiding all my shit sometimes because like
"teehee no one will ever find this important doc now :D"
My brother in Burger the no one includes the you !
#i speak#searching for a vital doc with literally -16 memory on where it could be#it's gotta be in my room for damn sure#imma head to bed for now but I'll continue thr hunt tomorrow....#arguably i have other docs that will support my case but i want every possible doc damn it#i want nothing to go wrong here
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Allo everyone! It's 2:30 AM here and I just got home around 11 PM. I'm sorry, as much as I wanna make starters / dm you interesting people and stuff. The demands at work are making me unable to settle down in the chair so I can write my responses/starters to you. For that I'm really sorry. I'll try again tomorrow. You can always send me an ask or a chat if you want us to plot! I'm slowly trying to keep everyone updated for my muses so you can all check it out even with the verses! Thank you for patiently waiting for me and I hope today will treat you well! :D Stay awesome you beautiful you!
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