#im. just so tired man.
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Hey. Not to complain, but. I wanna complain. I deleted the original post, but I strongly dislike the way that fans of a certain cc approach criticism of said cc. (Kind of a rant under the cut)
In my deleted post, I mentioned a pattern of behavior that bothered me, because it came off as disrespectful and alienating to certain ethnic & cultural minority groups that I myself belong to. It wasn't anything super malicious, but it recurred enough that I felt like I needed to express my disappointment. It wasn't meant as hate or a personal attack, and I tried to emphasize that in the post.
Within like, an hour, I had multiple blogs I'd never interacted with writing paragraphs about how I had interpreted the cc's behavior incorrectly and it wasn't fair of me to want the cc to work on that behavior because it didn't come from a place of prejudice. They explained why the cc engaged in that pattern of behavior, but I feel like their reasoning was kind of infantilizing to the cc and sort of missed the point of my post. The replies reaaaally overlooked the main issue of how the behavior came off in favor of centering the cc's feelings and moral character.
I think it's important for fans to be able to discuss discriminatory behavior, because even if the cc themself isn't prejudiced, some actions still come off that way. I know people get up in arms when they think their favorite cc is being "attacked", but it's important to recognize that even the most morally "pure" people are capable of engaging in hurtful behavior.
The responses just really left a bad taste in my mouth. Especially because I saw some posts pop up after that complaining about all the "haters" of that cc. It felt like I pointed out something I found insensitive, and I was essentially told to shut up because that cc isn't racist, so I shouldn't be offended. My criticism was reduced to "hating", which made it easy to dismiss what I had to say. It's really frustrating.
And to be clear, I don't think that the cc in question is racist. I think they're ignorant, but well-meaning. I know I'm not the first POC to have called attention to that particular insensitive behavior from that cc, and I doubt I'll be the last. That alone should be an indicator that it's an issue worth talking about.
#my stuff#also not gonna put many main tags on this one#just fandom specific ones#qsmpblr neg#fandom neg#qsmp fandom neg#qsmptwt neg#qsmpblr crit#fandom critical#qsmp fandom crit#qsmptwt crit#im. just so tired man.#i usually dont even post crit unless it really bothers me#and even then I feel the need to be customer-service levels of nice about it#but tbh. im sick of how much ive seen poc spoken over. it feels like its even worse than usual lately#its part of a larger problem that has kind of had me take a step back from the fandom#dont get me wrong i love the qsmp#but it doesnt feel like as much of a safe outlet for escapism and community anymore
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anime Mob not being as sassy as manga Mob was truly a loss
look at these
it even looks like he’s kind of grinning
#little sassboy#‘see my previous remark’ ?!#woah little man ! better watch your tone there !#hes so funny#i like him#also sorry for all the low effort posts#ill try to get some art n stuff out….cuz i love yall…….#im just silly tired rn 4 no rezn#and like kinda buzy#but thats liek all the time so hhehe#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo
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#girlblogging#cinnamon girl#girlblogpink#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#lana del ray aesthetic#ldr moodboard#ldr aesthetic#feminine urge#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#im just a girl#lizzy grant#coquette#just girly things#coquette aesthetic#cute#girl interrupted#cecilia lisbon#im so tired#just girly thoughts#girl hysteria#every man gets his wish#cute aesthetic#alana champion#soft aesthetic#soft girl#softcore#the virgin suicides
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i got lazy in the second panel and didnt feel like coloring or whatever bite me
#i think she'd be petty enough to do this if rebecca actually lived#flirting with her man. unacceptable. eats#the trend of uzi in the suit and n in the dress is the funniest shit ever to me. n would be so willing to wear a dress#and she'd totally wear her combat boots over the pants. they're not going anywhere#she should be allowed to say fuck#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#i can finally tag it myself exclamation mark#biscuit bites#uzi x n#murder drones nuzi#lizzy was recording it to send it to v i swear shes not just playing subway surfers#i dont understand outfit design in the slightest im just making it up as i go#ill figurre out a speechbubble design for uzi later im tired#oh yeah uhhh#murder drones rebecca#murder drones lizzy#hope i didnt forget anything ok bye
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oh boy 2AM !!!!!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#i love how i never. put michael xavier#like ok we get it i think we know who we're looking at#snap sketches#BUT HIIIIII it is 2AM !!!!!!#i got some stuff done early tonight and so i wanted to Indulge#after all the love i gave charles recently i had to shift to erik scribbling for a sec mk its only fair#i think the funnier bit is that while i did intend to do these doodlings at SOME point#i originally just wanted to draft a comic but once i realized i was gonna have erik use his powers a lil in it#i reminded myself i still wanted to Properly figure out how i wanted to draw it. and now we're here#first drawin is just cause i really like that outfit. like its criminal its not actually shown anywhere else jlaejkvej#it IS just his black krakoa outfit sleeveless but i dont wanna hear it a sleeveless outfit can be so special#if i were a weaker man id draw this outfit like. any time i drew krakoa-era erik tbh but i am only slightly better than that#anyway im tired now im all drawn out. you can tell i started losing steam by the time i got to the ref sheet vjaelkjela#good night everyone !!!!!
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I always double check the golden claw. you know, just in case it's changed in the last 13 years.
#bear moth owl#literally it is never not bear moth owl#and yet i check anyways yk. just in case todd wants to be funny#skyrim#im doing yet another iron man challenge bc i accidentally deleted my other one :( while mass deleting#(i save individual files bc they corrupt so often/easy)#(but this means i have to manually delete stuff so i can FIND ANYTHING)#(rip sithia the bosmer. your entire save was broken but rip anyways)#anyways rn im a khajiit named rozita#not the dragonborn and not even in any specific timeline. just kind of an adventuring kitty#i tired to make her look like a white tiger but the khajiit fur only managed to be like. very light grey :(
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lmaoooo the kuroken is strong with the crunchyroll subs
#im too tired to find the manga panel rn to double check what the og translation is#but i dont think this was the exact wording lmao#kuroken#overall the crunchyroll subs are the best ive seen between the formats ive watched#i only have a few complaints so far#(why wont they give me 'devour every scrap of their bones'??? and sighhh 'man who walks ahead of me/hes always one step ahead of me' doesnt#hit the same in any of the subs ive seen but meh)#both my american and japanese theater experiences had subtitles that i literally couldnt understand what was supposed to be#happening at parts lmao#just like there was no context given or it was too literal or just actually wrong at times#so this version has been MILES better#everything is understandable and the jokes are actually funny lol#(i still dont get why they dont just copy the manga translations for the most part. iirc the actual japanese is the same across both so why#not make the translation the same too)#garbage dump#x
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if murderbot learned what autism was i truly believe itd go "wow humans are so ridiculous they cant even agree on their own stupid human social rules" and then never think about that or its possible relation to its own behaviors ever again
#mensah: secunit here are some accessibility drones so u can interact with the world more comfortably#mb: its super impressive how she can make up reasons to get around the 'no drones allowed rules' just so she can bribe me#ratthi has his head in his hands. like deities send me strength i cannot fucking deal with this#tmbd#mbd#murderbot diaries#i dunno the tags man. i also do not know if its even funny anymore#im so tired#lost track of my life and didnt realize i ran out of sleep meds haha. fuuck#tomorrows gonna fucking suck balls#my posts
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Alastor in a nutshell during chapter 2 of "Chaggies Totally Legitimate 101 Dating Crash Course"
#Ive been working on these pictures since before I posted chapter 2#the backgrounds took me SO FUCKING LONG#backgrounds man#im not very happy with how the fireplace turned out in pic 6#but i decided to go with it anyway#cuz im tired#but here!!#fun stuff#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#the radio demon#lucifer morningstar#lucifer magne#radioapple#appleradio#vaggie hazbin hotel#vaggie#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin lucifer#fan art#my art#Just Kiss Already#allastoredoodles
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Lucy: (sneezes) it's probably the pollen Natsu: (punching the air) what the FUCK leave her ALONE
#fairy tail#nalu incorrect quotes#nalu#natsu x lucy#fairy tail nalu#natsu dragneel#lucy heartfilia#man dont we all just want them together#its been 12 years im so tired#they probably fuck at night
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A character looks straight into the camera and says "I'm not interested in romance" and people will still say "No, it's not confirmed they're aromantic!!!" "They could change their mind!!!" "it's a challenge for them to overcome!!!" "They'll have character development that makes them fall in love"
It's like they are given the most blatant answer to a character romantic orientation and they actively ignore it. all the while all it takes is subtext for people to speak as if it is fact for a character to be any other sexuality.
#text#yes I'm calling out the hypocrisy within queer readings of a text and how often people dont see aromanticism as queer#and thus they will hear a blatant omission that a character is aromantic and still say it is not enough#mean while a character saying 'im not interested in the opposite gender' is rightfully taken as the character being queer#the queer community hates aspec characters because they don't match their perfect idea of sex sex relationships as being peak queerness#aphobia#aro#aromantic#aspec#aroace#im sorry but n oit isn't a difference of opinion if you blatantly ignore a character outright saying 'im not into this'#like y'all complain abt ppl turning gay ppl straight but will defend ppl erasing aro identities all the time#fandoms will throw a fit if you ship gay characters in straight relationships but ppl shit aro characters and we r told to shut up#im so fucking tired of this bs#I will keep complaining and keep calling this shit out#until it is drilled into ur skulls that you are being APHOBIC becaue WHAT? You want to REALLLLLY SHIP a character?#Because you'll die if you dont???#fuck man just say you hate aspec ppl and move on#it's easier than dealing with your 'im not aphobic ur being unfair i supposed aspec people really' bs
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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Minho's never-ending love for children 😖💕
#shinee#shinee minho#minho#choi minho#kpop#Romace In The House#Video: [최민호] 남태평 사범님의 유치부 수업일지🐿 | 드라마 ‘가족X멜로’ 비하인드 on SM Actist YT channel#link on the word “love” in caption <33 click to watch (has eng subs)#Nam Taepyeong Behind the Scenes - First filming of Romance in the house#dailyshinee#smsource#speakofgifs#240819 - 19 Aug 2024#he is always soooo endeared by children he literally can't get enough#you can't convince me he actually saw goop in that kid's eye. he just wanted an excuse to get close he's so sweet <33#he can't stay away. give this man his own kids already it's his destiny#the speed of these gifs are all over the place im soooorry but im too tired to fiddle with it nothing was working so it is what it is :P
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positive reinforcement
HELLO PLEASE PLEASE VOTE FOR VOLITION IN @skills-bracket-2!! 7 HOURS LEFT!! WE CAN STILL DO THIS!!!
#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#harrier du bois#harrykim#kimharry#disco elysium skills#disco elysium fanart#de volition#de interfacing#de electrochemistry#volition#interfacing#electrochemistry#voliart#okay this is my last propaganda for volition before the poll's done. did what i could. sorry if it was annoying. im. so tired hkjgh :')#hey look its my design for interfacing! you're not even seeing the important parts lmao mans got the wall-e drip. cool robot :3#i'll be a little disappointed if voli loses but its okay. that just means he gets consolation kisses too. its okay...#my faves get knocked down to emmy and shiv... alas... but its not over til its over and we STILL GOT 7 HOURS SO VOLITIONSWEEP LETS GOOOOOOO
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hiii how are we feeling about the recent wemmbu uu episode?? because im losing my mind im definitely not normal about it
#unstable universe#unstableverse#wemmbu#princezam#eggchan#wato1876#mutiny duo#they're being normal for once??(kind of)#the GOAT goat#can he be his own character please i think he's great#still figuring out my egg design bear with me please that man is so hard to draw#but i will draw him because he's the greatest character on the unstableverse#i miss him where the hell is he?????#wato was so fun too he really gives the tired divorced dad vibes#and wemmbu was like a rowdy teenager causing problems#also wato is a liar hes definitely picking favorites (and its parrot and wifies)#hes just like me fr#anyway i have so many thoughts about mutiny duo#and just unstableverse in particular im going insane but im not gonna spam my tags with it#okay im done yapping here i think#☆ my art .
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The Buddy Bingo is the best addition to the series cause some of this information is just ???
• Saeko has 8 different apps on her phone to pay at stores
• Zhao has 20 pairs of the same glasses
• Seonhee cooks gyoza for everyone at the Geomijul pretty much every day
• Tomizawa's favorite food is MOVIE THEATER HOT DOGS
• Seonhee is lowkey an astrology girlie
• Joongi goes fucking nuts renting DVDs (Thank you Seonhee, very cool)
• Zhao is into gacha and a fucking whale to boot
• Nanba fought A FUCKING RACOON
• Tomi wants to run a café and go on a roadtrip with his friends and I think that shit is adorable
• Zhao wants to contact aliens
• Saeko works out lifting an 8 kilos pot
• Adachi's special skill is preparing the shogi board
• Chitose can dance. Saeko can't. Insert something sapphic
• Adachi learned flower language and how to surf to get laid
#like a dragon infinite wealth#yakuza 8#lad infinite wealth#ryu ga gotoku#infinite wealth#eric tomizawa#chitose fujinomiya#koichi adachi#yu nanba#saeko mukoda#seonhee#joongi han#zhao tianyou#i didnt get joongi yet so idk about him#but im already ready for him to get the WEIRDEST SHIT#joongi is the biggest weirdo of the ichigang and im tired of pretending hes normal#like??? he got so SULKY and CUTE when Zhao tagged along with the others and just went#'must be nice 🙄🙄 getting all the fun for yourselves 🙄🙄'#man's gonna pack his bags and book it to hawaii out of spite im calling it
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