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This is just some basic info about me!
My name is Sye, hello. 😊 I use he/him pronouns as stated in my bio above.. I am 18, but don't exactly mind minors interacting. Just keep appropriate!
I'm aroace!!/sil
Won't specify only thought to share (‘-’*)
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I likely will not post very often! I'm quite silly( anxiety riddled 💔) and the idea of strangers finding my goofy thoughts with such ease is a bit scary ..
[Oh and please- please, do not feel weary because I mentioned my struggle with socializing. I still love when people see my stuff!! Don't feel hesitant, engage!!! <33
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You might only see rdr2 captures from me or random snippets of my head-canons! That is, if I ever get around to posting such.....
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FANDOMS :
Red Dead Redemption I / II [special interest(?)]
( hardly ever acknowledge these but will engage if asked^)
Roblox..
EPIC: The Musical
The Walking Dead
My Little Pony
Stardew Valley
Slasher movies..
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fave rdr characters!!! ( you wont believe it../sar)
Hosea Matthews, Dutch van der Linde!! yeahhh Arthur is up on the list too! And JOHN<33 I also really really loveeee Molly i would do anything for her (〃´∀`) AND OMF LENNYYYYYYY!! my pookie baby boah hes very dear to me....
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STUFF YOU CAN DO :
I'm pretty OK with most things! If you're chill and don't cross boundaries, I'll reciprocate! Unless you're- y'know, the obvious troll, or a complete utter bigot, yeah, I will ignore your existence and block. But other than that, if you're respectful, I really won't mind!!^^
You can definitely ask questions about me! That, I'm very open to!!
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PLEASE DO NOT :
Act weird / sexual toward me, not exactly comfortable with that. Have some decency at the very least, please. :((
Talk to me without tone tags, I struggle heavily with tone through text and if you even know the slightest bit about them, please do use them! If you're confused or don't want to, that's fine!! ( I put a site at the bottom that explains and showcases tone indicators btw!!)
Private messages!! That's a big no-no with me!!
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Here's my ao3 and carrd profile as well. I lacked on publishing fics but will probably come around sometime soon.
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( Obviously the card below's not mine!! rightful credits to the owner that took time out of their day to put this together — I'm certain it's somewhere on the site..)
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that's all ty for reading this (^-^*)ノ
#about myself#intro post#im sorry if its bad#ive never been good at this sorta thing#im very awkward#but i try#^ ^ <3
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the universe knew I'd be too powerful if I had the capacity to carry on conversations
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i like this ship. peace and love...
#art#digital art#paper mario the thousand year door#ttyd#pmttyd#vivian ttyd#goombella#vivibella#i see goombella as a very awkward lesbian#''shes cute and im nervous what do i do''#<--- goombella#also i hc vivian as pre hrt#as a pre hrt trans person it brings me joy#finally after weeks of drawing toxic yaoi i present healthy yuri for pride month...
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Bleegeghh teh 11th💉🥫 ft. recent outfitz
#queue are lovely#sonaart#i feel awkward drawing myself as not a small dormouse😭😭😭#my two sides cutegirl and someidiot#happy one year to me today… it’s rlly cool to be able to say that#near 10yrs of my life it’s something I always wanted but never thought I’d ever get to do…im very lucky to be on it but at the same time it#rlly make u think about how unfair it is to have had waited so late in life to get the first bite of one’s own autonomy and personhood#it’s a very precious and confusing thing and im still finding out what it means to be someone#but compensation is my favorite singer gendered me correctly so like 🦀🦀🦀#also yes i still plan on answering everything I’ll be officially off hiatus this week (still haven’t drawn much i need to push myself to be#expected to again lol)#but i stopped my meds so i am in withdrawals so forgive me I am. so so so so so out of my mind HSHDHWHD
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day 1421
#uh just a heads up if you expand the tags to see all there's. a lot. very long#amphibian#frog#poison dart frog#based on my most popular frog to date (day 651)#inspired by everyone pointing out what they think it looks like#here's a fun secret fact the original guy is actually a phantasmal poison dart frog (Epipedobates tricolor)#(according to the original artists title of the drawing)#not Anthony's poison arrow frog (Epipedobates anthonyi)#i feel too awkward to really point it out though because they look the exact same. i cannot tell if there is a difference#im half convinced the same frog was just discovered and named twice#its very curious btw if you go on the (english) wikipedia page for either species it doesn't mention the other#while hereptiles.info (no idea if this is a trustworthy site) lists both names as common names for the same frog (incorrectly??)#while inaturalist lists them as two different frogs. curiously with tricolor having wayyyyy fewer photos#ok anyway that's my rant i went on a whole journey trying to figure out if these are the same frog or not and i have no answer#i did some more 'research' and i am more confused. some sources seem to imply they are now considered the same species ( e. tricolor)#i think my conclusion is i am willing to agree the drawing looks more like e. anthonyi. it seems like tricolor is generally less vibrant re#and the white is darker and more green?#i feel like thumblr should stop me from typing more in the tags at this point this is a whole essay#at this point i am failry convinced this is specifically the Santa Isabel frog. isthat the real subspecies or morph or whatever#or just the name pet sites are using to sell it??#i even found some sources (frog selling websites) refering to it as “Epipedobates Anthonyi 'Santa Isabel' Phantasmal Poison Dart Frog” lol#Anyways if you read this far hi. species are confusing. i am not a frog scientist#the first few tags are like an hour old now i just kept trying to figure it out and adding more tags
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『💞』 — "Nothing I'm seeing makes me want to look away."
+ bonus live rook reaction 🥴
#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rook x lucanis#datvedit#gamingedit#dragon age: the veilguard#dragonageedit#dragon age lucanis#dragon age veilguard#uservorgoth#userstar#*#usermoxie#leopardmuffinxo#usermojaves#userjule#.gfx#c: lleyth de riva#🖤: a murder of crows#sorry i think im funny 🥴🥴🥴 i need to be put down i think#lleyth closing their eyes anticipating the kiss was DIABOLICAL!!!!!!!#oh lucanis.... i think i need to suck him up in one of those handheld vacuums#it wouldnt fix him but i think it would calm him down a little#i had more commentary to make but i got a migraine in the middle of making this post and forgor everything i was gonna say. rawr#datv spoilers#also i made a VERY small dialogue edit to smth rook says here because personally i thought the default line was ooc for lleyth#and i felt awkward transcribing it. so this is my version#hashtag myversion#bc personally i think lleyth would disagree that it's a bad idea!!! they wouldn't be like 'sometimes a bad idea is good 😌'
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dekusquads awkward family photoshoot :')
#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha#bnha#bnha fanart#mha fanart#tenya iida#todoroki shouto#izuku midoriya#ochako uraraka#tsuyu asui#dekusquad#loving them!!! friendship!!!#im gonna do a bakusquad one next with an equally awkward pose#im excited#and also very happy with how this came out :)#westy doodles
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hands you all this cal to announce i’ve FINALLY finished fallen order (by which i mean i finally picked it up again after those couple hours i played a few months ago and then finished the whole game in 2 days lol)
#cal kestis#bd 1#jedi fallen order#jfo#star wars#my doods#anyway HOLY CRAP YOU MEAN STAR WARS WAS ALLOWED TO BE GOOD BEFORE ANDOR (2022-)??????????????? AND I DIDNT KNOW??#i love cal i loved the story i love how cinematic and amazing it looked good lord#i don't think i've ever played a game which gets such an amazing sense of scale across#like all the great temples or fallen starships were just Wow#like bracca ALONE gobsmacked me. seeing all these things i grew up watching in tcw as wreckage was like Ough Wow and THEY FELT SO HUGE#im just. wow!!#and THAT FINAL MISSION HUH. MOST FEAR INSPIRING VIDEOGAME ENCOUNTER EVER#my only criticisms are the awkward navigation/ level design in some areas and maybe the ending felt a bit lackluster somehow#i say somehow bc i dont get how lol#the reason im making this post past midnight is bc i got off work at 10pm and then immediately had to finish it LOL#anyway big heart emojis im very happy i sat down and actually played it finally#i want jedi survivor now LOL unfortunately it costs money and i have a rule i never buy games in release year lol#tbh i never rlly buy games til they're £20 or less
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i love gale so so so so much
but fuck does his initial reaction to the player beaming romantic thoughts into his head via weave make me wanna peel my skin off
don't get me wrong, it's cute, he's cute, i love it, its such a sweet bonding moment and I scream- but also when he has that initial shock and embarrassment before the elation settles in, it makes me want to die and that's not a criticism of him or anything because that is a very realistic and understandable why to respond even if he is genuinely interested but just didn't expect it
but as someone who is also very fucking awkward and rejection sensitive my immediate instinct every time is "Okay, swing and a miss, thanks for having me- gonna go kill myself now."
and I know he immediately goes like "No, no, I really like that- I really like this."
but realistically my ass would have already been jumping off the nearest cliff, like- all i heard from that narrator was the word embarrassment and I blacked out from shame, goodbye cruel world, here lies Snark, dead from wanting to hold a wizard's hand
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3#baldurs gate 3#again this is not me being critical#gale is my boy and i romance him every time and is romance is very well written imo#but also there's that awkward like split moment where it feels like you just made an idiot out of yourself and that's all it takes for me#immediately nearest cliff and im gone#this is purely a me thing im a big sensitive wittle baby and that scene is both so earnestly sweet and beautiful and horrifically awkward#which is just kind of what love is i think
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IT FINALLY HAPPENED... some kids asked me if i'm a boy or a girl... i have at long last achieved the Confusion(tm) i am so pleased
#i answered with a shrug and 'both?? neither??' but i was very awkward about it#im visiting a museum and saw them staring at me and it was very brave of them to come up and ask haha#im not wearing my compressor top today bc i decided i think id rather breathe good
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I want to thank you for using the may their memory be a blessing tag instead of rip or rest in peices
You may be a goy but you're a mensch to me
you are so very welcome! i am doing my best to be respectful and that includes using the appropriate expressions. and, if i may say so, even though i sincerely wish i didnt have to use it so much, i think it's a quite lovely and beautiful sentiment.
#thank you very much for the ask!#and for the compliment of course!#i am always grateful for the asks even if i am not good at responding to them#i am afraid im quite awkward#it's great to know i am helping even if it's only a bit and that im doing something right#(but if im doing something wrong i would also love to hear (constructive) criticism)#my asks
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I’m doing a little goal over on my ko-fi to get myself a new laptop so i can stream again! ✨any help is super appreciated
You can find my ko-fi here
I will also be opening coloured sketch bust commissions on my Patreon tonight for my £5+ tiers
#the comm money isnt going towards my laptop tho thats livin money#but i never advertise my patreon or my comms so im like i probbly should do that#but really any donations is very much appreciated#obviously no one feel obliged or anything#but its there if you want to support me as a one off thing rather than a patreon thing#i also never post about my ko-fi#aahh im very awkward at promoting myself
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Please don't hurt yourself
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#library of ruina#hod#hod lobcorp#hod lobotomy corporation#hod library of ruina#erm... michelle. hii michelle. going to have to spoiler tag for you though baby#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#okay i think thats it#no shading because this made me want to KILL YMSELF#it looks fone w out it anyways. yay. thank you filter after effects for saving my ass this . hurt me so muchh to try to finish#nothing specific that had me make this. at least from lobcorp lor. its more of having more empathy towards my past self or when i was young#than me. right now. it feels as if the past is so devoid of my current self yet i know that its Me. its just so distant. to the point where#at times it feels as if the me of the past is devoid of the current me. im told im very empathetic? hard to tell. that im patient and kind#or more of understanding to everyone but Myself. so when i try to be kind to myself it feels impossible. but im able to do it to my past se#which makes a disconnect. please dont hurt youself. please dont hate youself. you dont need to do that. i know you want to live it hurts#i know. its alright to want to live. you dont need to apologize and feel Guilty. but never towards Myself. to console and wish to soothe bu#not to the current self. to pardon and accept but not to this Me. so i wanted to put it down kinda. felt most similar to hod ish.#its guilt for living. apologizing for existing. wanting to be accepted and pardoned. but also forgiving and accepting the self of before#not so much forgiving. forgive is a weird word. the hurt never leaves. and the guilt is there regardless. but. yknow. accept#sorry some random shit. yappin. who gaf abt that guy. who was that guy. anyways. hod <3 HODD!!!#just like to ramble abt what i think abt when i go to make pieces. since i uhh dont really have anyone to tell who would care. so. awkward.#god thats embarrassing actuallt migjt delete if im not lazy asf later. loser oversharing on the internet AHH 💥💥#uhmm back to the actual piece. the proportions and fhe coloring were having me feel like i was dging trying to get it right. almost#considered just gettinf rid of it and scrapping the whole piece. didnt though. wanted to have it done and finished. hod <3#the feeligns described arent what i would relate w hod? but closest chatacter towards the general thougut. so wanfed to draw her#i wanted to do more w ligjting and such as well. but it never ended up getting in. maybe later
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BEING FED SO WELL
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Heyyy Cybertron/Galaxy force fandom here’s some food cause I know you’re starving 🫶🫶
And a little goofy one
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I think Ransack an Crumplezone would like the song Super Freak tbh
#i am NOT drawing all that detail with scourge im sorry#yup yup they are so hard to draw 😼👍#i was gonna draw jetfire and red alert but i got tired#me and my inability to fill up space on a canvas#ill figure it out some day#todays art is very awkward#one day my drawings wont look so awkward#its over for everybody once i reach that point#transformers#maccadam#transformers fanart#transformers cybertron#tf override#tf ransack#tf scourge#tf crumplezone#tf thundercracker
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Kinda 😾 rn cause I realized the Senna show made the "can we be equal? 👉👈" scene SOOOO much less intimate/cute. Upon watching it, I was too distracted by "Oh! They're referencing dialog that actually happened!!" but now I'm peeved having rewatched the actual clip 😭
Why would they do this to me specifically
#skflka sorry i love to nitpick#i guess this kinda thing is fascinating to me#why change the setting and layout so much???? if you're going to portray dialog we have actual footage of#to me theres just smth so palpably different about them sitting pretty intimately close together on a couch#in much more informal zipped down racesuits. very chill. very close. etc. much more levity(if a bit awkward lol)#vs having them in this very formal setting. sitting in separate chairs. in full racesuit. team and press surrounding them.#having ayrton sit so much more stiff and alain more lax whereas they were both lax in the original. ayrton even more so w his arm draped#i guess im curious how little things like this contribute to the overall portrayal and narrative they are specifically pushing#id include clips to compare bcs i feel like the way they have them speak the lines is sooooo different from irl#but clipping netflix is so annoying LOL maybe later#smth about how they make ayrton feel like this innocent puppy whereas they feel like they're on very equal footing in the irl clip#idk how to describe it. i guess i felt in the original clip alain felt way more cutesy and earnest#joking abt fighting and being equal. and ayrton laughs w him and is much more the intense one yknow#whereas he is portrayed very earnestly in the netflix one. as if alain is this older driver who doesnt take him seriously.#hope this makes sense :) yes i am the annoying fan who holds up a microscope to everything slkjal#anyways. i love that clip. alain is sooooo cute in it#prosenna#catie.rambling.txt#f1
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