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My cat is like. Id you dont let me do laundry im going to die
#she loves doing laundry#im upstairs in my room#and i can hear her screaming#to get into the laundry room#nobody knows why#🍒🌹 rambles#custard#custard cat
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kitty kitty kitty
#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#listen ok hear me out ok there is a wonderful duo i know online#who have a lovely orange cat named ferdinand and i love him and this is ONLY a problem#because i now have a funky lil orange kitten boy myself and his name is Caramel Latte and i keep#almost calling him the wrong name and im so embarrassed w myself#but after spending a year looking at someone elses cat via photo spams when i can its like#aha thats the name of a Cat#anyway i love my lil fella my lil guy#and we adopted him and his mama and they were basically living upstairs in the guest room to be Safe and Sound#bc i am the only resident upstairs and so its quieter#and so for a week the mom would come to my room and just MEOW at 4am#and id be like ope my turn#and then i would leave my room and go to the guest room and play with Caramel Latte and his 4am zoomies#im designated other parent and its truly an honor ok#my dad would be like oh no cant find the lil guy and im like ohyeah ? bet? and he would RUN ON OUT and sit on my foot#Latte loves me a lot...te.....#and i showed a lil video of him to someone on discord and her response was#his ears are too big for his lil head#and its true he has huge ears and i wuv him and he will grow into them eventually its fine he is hardly just over a month old#anyway kittens my beloved
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distress of being unable to stim for some reason
#my art#black christmas#billy lenz#i havent been able to do one of my major stims since we moved bc my room is upstairs and i dont want to bother my mom 😔#idk what stims billy wouldnt be able to do for whatever reason though im just using him as a vessel#anyway ! i think he jsut vibrates sometimes. why not. who gaf. guards ! vibrate that billy !!!!!!!
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i treated myself to some headphones for my ps5 and i'm VERY excited for them to arrive :3
#rox rambles#i feel bad bc i game at all hours#and im pretty sure my upstairs neighbour's bedroom is right above my living room#so i ordered headphones#also maybe one day i will have friends to game with and they will come in handy then too :3
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Honestly i should probably just slowly start moving my stuff from my bedroom into the spare room ive been staying in for over a year now. Like i know damn well theyre not gonna fix the fucking wall, and i just have my desk and computer in the spare room. Not even a dresser or closet space or a shelf. Or any of my hobby supplies
#text post tag#i need to find a place to go so i can just fucking move out#at the start of november 2023 a pipe broke in wall and ceiling between the upstairs and downstairs#specifically a the pipe that drains water from the kitchen sink and dishwasher. and it flooded two walls and part of the ceinling downstair#which also happened to include the corner of my bedroom where my bed was. and now theres just a huge hole where the water damage is/was#a huge chunk of the drywall and ceiling need to be replaced#and probably some of the insulation since part of it is on the outside-facing wall lmfao#also theres allegedly asbestos in the paint of the walls which is. cool. and fun. i love that.#i have no idea if its true or not because reek fucking lies all the time and idk if he was telling the truth about that#anyways.#i gave up hope that the wall would get fixed about 7 or 8 months ago#so i may as well just move my shit into the room im in now#at least then i could put my fucking laundry away for once#instead of just having it live in a single laundry basket at the foot of the bed. or in a pile that i move between the bed and my chair#ben affleck smoking.jpg
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Good afternoon everypony!! Last night my partner and I got a little silly and rewatched the episode of PPG where Utonium and Ms. Keane start dating and ugghh....why he so FUCKING cute 😭😭💖💖
And tbhhh the reason they sorta didn't work out is cause they weren't able to balance the lives they had with their infatuation with each other (tbh if the cat argument hadn't happened when it did any ol thing would have caused them to break up methinks) and y'know...I think that's why he'd work so well with my s/i 🥺👉👈
Theyre allowed to still be their own people and have their own things even if they do become a couple! Even if they get married! They're still individuals who support their own passions as well as each other's. And they certainly don't need/want to change themselves for each other 💖💖💖
#jane journals#self insert talk#🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬#WAAAHH DONT MIND ME 🥺🥺👉👈#im remembering my thoughts from last night ajfjgk we shortly thereafter went upstairs watched silly video and passed out#and another thing is my partner mentioned that thats kinda why we work so well irl...🥺💗💖💗💖💗💖#we take being separated very well (its kinda necessary for their job)#so when we DO return its like the first time all over again. we also do a lot of paralell play!!#like. its enough to be in the same room#and thats what i think would be w my s/i and utonium >//<#also THE EP AFTER THAT UGH BLOSSOM MY POOR SWEET GIFTED CHILD 😭😭😭#i love her sm shes so me when i was younger if im being truly honest#bubbles is my favorite but blossom...i relate to ajfjf
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Hypothetically, if ur sister were to invite ur cousin over for a sleepover in your bedroom without even asking you first if we could then when it's like 2am they're loud as fuck and won't shut up and when you try to ask them to be quiet they get angry at u so then u sleep downstairs on thr couch, MIND YOU THEY ARE IN YOUR BEDROOM STILL MESSING ABOUT. YOUR BEDROOM. So you go downstairs and sleep there. The next day they don't apologise or see anything wrong SO THEY DO IT AGAIN. They ask if ur cousin can sleep over again IN YOUR BEDROOM. WITHOUT ASKING. And now you're currently downstairs on the couch while your sister and cousin are in your room
#currently sat on the couch🫶🫶#i genuinely hate it here#i wanna sleep in my bedroom for one like come on mate#i want to rip my own foot off and beat them with it#also im being so fucking serious rn like i am actually in my living room rn on my couch and they're upstairs in my room#THEY DONT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH WHAY THEY'RE DOING EITHER#THRY THINK THEYRE IN THE RIGHT#i cannot do this anymore guys i hate this#i just wanna sleep in my bedroom in my bed alone#kadens yap session#more like angry rant but who cares BC THESE BITCHES OBVIOUSLY DONT
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I've had a really good day, just so happy so many people around me make me feel so close and loved. Some really need that reminder from time to time.
#neon moments#went to work in the morning but handled it really well#boss texted (her day off) to see how it went since it was the first ive really been on my own without her to lean on and just was so#supportive about it and said she was proud of me#then went to an escape room with a close friend#my brother and his girlfriend (who is now a friend of mine...ive decided it)#and we had a blast over the qhole experience#(even if we didnt “escape”)#then i come home and another friend came over and we exchanged gifts and talked for a long time and just had a good while of just existing#near each other#THEN#as im am escourting her out#my roommates were having a mini party i just immediately joined since one of my roommates family is in town#and we just joked and loved on our animals (everyone loves my childhood dog who is old but loves attention) and just...#im getting all sappy but I came upstairs and just really appreciate life rn
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anyone ever just get that silent bloody rage? Like on the outside you are completely calm and collected, but in your mind you are screaming and crying and wanting to punch something until they bleed?
like when everything around you is just too fucking loud so you start getting aggressive both verbally and physically? Like when you are getting yelled at for something that was so obviously not done by you-?
#akira’s safe space#tiny vents#explanation:#so me and my sisters were upstairs watching a movie#and I honestly dont remember how it started#But my youngest sister started to act like an entitled brat again#so naturally I got yelled at and blamed when she started to yell at me for something#My sisters were yelling#My mom was yelling#My dog was barking#I put my hands over my ears and started to yell at them and smack my sister because I couldn't crontrol myself#I immediately stopped and froze#I got screamed at for doing that#Then my middle sister pulled me down onto her to try and calm me down#But my sensory issues were being overloaded#My youngest sister grabbed my dogs rope toy and started whipping both me and my younger sister#She had also kicked my in the knee causing it to go backwards#Then my mom yelled again after I said “she's literally whipping -middle sister-!”#My youngest sister then screamed back “You did it! That wasn't me!”#SHE LITERALLY HAD THE ROPE IN HER HAND AND I HAD A MARK ON MY LEG#now im downstairs back in my room overstimulated and on the verge of a panic attack and rage#i cant do this
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nah literally nothing will convince me anyone has had a worse lifetime of birthdays than i have
#que#to start i was born in a drug addicts basement and left unattended for over 24 hours#was bounced around through fostercare till i was adopted by some wackjobs at 2yo#i was screamed at for the cat i was given on my 5th birthday and yelled at about the rabbit i was given on my 6th#both of these animals were given to me with the permission of the woman who adopted me; the exact person screaming at me over them.#my grandmother killed my first dog the day after my 8th birthday#my tenth and twelth birthdays were spent being screamed at; insulted; laughed at.#myy eleventh birthday was spent crying at my cousins wedding out in the cold rain bc my adopter kicked me out of the car to smoke in it.#and then my childhood rapist came up and comforted me. and compared to the situation i was in i genuinely felt safer and happier with him.#my 13th birthday was spent watching everyone eat mounds of animal flesh right after i had gone fully vegan and being forced fed said flesh.#my 14th was just spent crying trying to hide from my abusers as best as i could.#same for my 15th#my 16th i was sat down with the --case manager-- troubled teens program monitor and my abusers#and not threatened---PROMISED by them that they would make me homeless because a teacher was bullying me and i wanted a ged.#my 17th was spent getting gross remarks and glares sent my way whenever i did show my face#my 18th (last one before i went nc with my whole family) was spent crying upstairs in my room#and getting screamed at for not doing chores#because my abuser was throwing herself a party and a birthday party FOR SOMEONE ELSE and i needed to clean the whole house top to bottom an#go get the other persons cake. while being screamed at and insulted.#like fight me on it i dare you#no one has had this many horrible birthdays let alone birthdays that are LITERALLY so horrible#yes i am trauma olympicsing right now and im winning gold in every category except for 'normal family'
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Episode 8 I am so scared....
#mel magical girl transformation.... her mother's weapon... christ... mel will save them all vi step aside!!#this is so funny... mel with her bodysuit and golden bodypaint walking thru the valley with her new pet crow.... slay#SINGED WILL CONTROL VIKTOR???? AND VANDER??? AMBESSA ENOUGH! VIKTORS VOICE OMG!!#LORIS REMINDING VI OF VANDER NOOOOO I KNEW THIS WAS COMING!!! CAILTYN TAKING MADDIES HAND AWAY FROM HER AKDJSK#arrested jinx???? OH MY GOOOD JINX!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HER PUPILS ARE SO WIDE SHES SO OUT OF IT#YES CAITLYN END THE CYCLE!!!!! they repaired the council table with golden stuff.... YES JAYCE FINALLY REALIZED!!!! OOF NOT THE BEST MOMENT!#UPSIDE DOWN KISS COME ON!!! Viktor realizing too that it has been all jayces fault.... this is so sad.... what a breakup#silco talking to jinx about breaking the cycle... he became a hallucination too.... not so bad like the others thats inch resting#THE HUG NOOOOOOO YOU DESERVE TO BE WITH HER????? SHES GONNA DIEEEEEEE NOOOOOOO VI AGAIN IN PRISON UNABLE TO SAVE HER SISTER!!!!!#theres no good version of me after we just fucking saw it im gonna be sick.... SEVIKA AND THE FIRELIGHT GUY IN THE COUNCIL ROOM??#what tf are you wearing jayce.... an outsider force putting an end to a civil war who woulda thot.... OMG THE PARALEL TO THEIR FIRST MEETING#WHAT THE HELL!!! NOT IN THE PRISON CELL!!!! AFTER VI JUST TOLD HER THAT??? AKDJAKSJ CAITLYN HOLD YOURSELF!!! my god i need a pause#vi does look so good from the back.... but my god why are they doing this now akdjsksjk maddie is upstairs akdhaksn WHYYYYYYY NOW????#no WAYYYYY WE GOT HER BACK TATTOO REVEAL NOW!!!!!! WHAT THE HEEEEEEEELLL OH MY GOOOOOD VIIIII GOING DOWN AND LOOKING UP THANK YOU GOD!!!!AAA#cait laughing... girl i would too... that was all so detailed too like damn... vi was amazed by the Kirammountains....#so thats it... can i be honest.... a little too unemotional.... like their kiss was something else entirely....#but this is vi just going DAMN!!! RIGHT NOW!!! and pouncing... which i understand but their bed scene... come on.. i needed to cry with this#so no talk about reconciliation..... *throws phone on the floor and jumps in skateboard and breaks it in half*#vander dying with viktors humanity..... and sky.... viktor getting his mask.... my god.... and vander losing his memories.... should we all#talking tag#watching arcane season 2#watching arcane#you know i understand caitlyn admited she was manipulated and what vi said about second chances but.... apologies please.....#oh now i get it she sent the guards to the gates so jinx could escape..... alright alright... i thought she did that only so they could fuck#well vi did follow her sisters advice and got with her i guess akdhaksjak which okay is nice bc she said she didn't need to feel guilty#about being happy.... alright i understand now *viktors voice*#alright i was slow my bad... vi pounced on her bc she is just so grateful that she let jinx go and cailtyn did let go of her anger.... aight
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trying to act normal over the fact that we're moving house next week. and failing
#god i just need to fall apart NOW#im barely hanging on fr#we dismantled the sofa today and are now sitting on our old chairs in the living room#and i almost died actually#thinking about how i had no idea that last night would be THE last night i ever ate my dinner on that sofa in this house#or about how last night was the last night I would ever sit with my boyfriend on that sofa in this house#or or or or or#there are so many things that are about to be the last time i ever do them in this house#and i hate that i cant properly know when they will be#what if i never walk my dogs in this park again#what if i never wash my hair upstairs ever again#what if i never cook another meal in this kitchen#WHY CAN WE NOT KNOW WHEN WE ARE DOING THINGS FOR THE FINAL TIME#i hate this#it's literally never going to be over and i mean that#after we move#we have to clean and organise and unpack/buy things for my dads house#which will take months especially to buy furniture and decorate bec he wont have enough money for extra things#and then my mum will be moving into her new house#probably December but honestly could be after Christmas. who knows#and then the same again#at least her house is newer and has been lived in#dads hasnt been lived in for years and is dirty and unused#FUCK#i need a break#and i just know i wont be able to visit my boyfriends house for WEEKS#i just want to get through this move but god. it will never be over#em talks#tag talk
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i thnk Things are Happening to my brain & i Dont Like It
#the outage is Affecting me in Ways#Not having sufficient alone time is starting to Upset me#i either sleep in a bed in silence + pitch darkness with however warm it is upstairs Or#sleep on a couch in the air conditioning but i have to argue with my dad abt what plays while im trying to sleep#usually he sleeps thru anything but then when i wanna sleep he complains abt the videos i wanna sleep to even when i cater to him#not t mention sleeping on a loveseat while my mom takes up the couch despite having a whole bed in The Next Room SUCKS#im!! thrown off my rhythm!!!!! im not feelin right!!!!!!!!!!#torch chatter#vent#<- sorta. basically
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welp . due to "unforeseen" circumstances, imma have to leave my toxic ass household :D
#like lolllll who is surprised#i just didn't think i'd potentially have lesser of a relationship w my sibling bc of it#but it is what it is#idk what it is about male-centered women standing behind their man when they're manipulative violent assholes#but again - how can i really blame a victim like i get it ig ur in a hostage situation yourself babe#anyways. idk where my dad got this bat from but i got it in my room just in case someone wants to put their hands on me again#mind you - my situation is literally so easily solvable but bc these ppl are stubborn ...#like. the entitlement is crazy idk#like u want me to be down in the basement with YOUR kids that u neglect and don't even watch#and get mad when i set ground rules for them to follow? which is cleaning up after themselves???? oh brother#like you would think you'd wanna be down here to monitor ur kids but nooooo#they literally want the room upstairs and it was *decided* before we moved in (i didnt even have a chance jdksks)#and they want it bc they want to be far away from their own kids as possible.... like yalls actions are shitty.#imagine if i did ts to them where I have kids - I have them near you - and I DO NOTHING to parent them . thats a frustrating situation for#anybody i feel like ??#and before we moved - i DID have the upstairs like woopty doo ig nicer ofc and they were STEADYYYY trying to get me out of that room#(mind you - i have lived there since i was 12/13 and they came wayyy after)#like ... r u kidding me lolololol u want authority so bad over a basement ur not even in anymore#like mind u im not trying to overstep and be their parent ? ik im not . im just their auntie#its just so wilddddd to me they dont see how silly this is?#like maybe im wrong ? but having ur kids stay downstairs when ur upstairs was already off to me. like bffr u want them kids out your face#and u tryna pass them off to me and it's not subtle. but then get mad when i say smth abt behavior OH BROTHERRRRR#but anyways. the straw that broke the camels back was the fact this ngga spit on me. AND then put his hands on me. like omg???#i wanna break his shit so bad w this bat but chile....that is not productive and that is not me#but the rage i have omgggg. i wanna cus its like?? fuck you. ur literally an ABUSERRR idgaf about ur feelings btch.#chatter
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This is based off a text post going around a while back- but for the stream you should make a lil 2D drawing to represent you, and every time you hit Ctrl+Z it cringes/yells
i got two settings it's cringing and yelling ☠️☠️☠️
#snap chats#very true though anon. you have me down to a science#i prob will forgo using a face cam just so the focus can be on whatever im drawing or whatever's on screen#that sounds funny tho LMAO alas i have never made a persona nor would i know the first thing about doing any of that#ok thats a lie but im not using my old warrior cats oc from 2010 to represent myself when im drawing YAKUZA#i should redraw that lil shit tho.. just for fun.... yeah ill do that for my peepers#anyway i just woke up from an accidental nap. sorry.#woke up to find out my mom was gone for a bit for some skin appointment so i ran upstairs and started eating everything#buddha will slap me for this but thats ok if this is what it means to be happy then yk. let it slide please <:)#SO FUNNY THO I WAS TALKING TO MY SISTER AND WE SUDDENLY HEARD THE GARAGE OPEN#AND I HAVE NEVER SCRAMBLED OUT OF A ROOM SO FAST and then it was just my brother with ice cream ☠️☠️#this ice cream yummy.... if you were wondering... its not mint choco so no one can yell at me it's cookies and cream
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hey am i overreacting or am i right to be angry with my mom for coming into my room (which doubles as her office) seven minutes before my mandatory 9am alarm goes off (on my first day off in three days i might add) and pulling back the curtains on the sliding glass door and turning on the lights because she “needs to work.”
like. is that annoying? yes, i had nearly 10 more minutes that i could’ve slept. nobody likes being woken up before their alarm. is it ultimately harmless/not a big deal? in the end yes 7 mins doesn’t make a noticeable difference on the amount of sleep i get and how it affects my day.
but it’s about the PRINCIPLE of it. she’s already forcing me to get up at a specific designated time every day (and won’t let me nap during the day even when i slept poorly the night before) but now she’s not even respecting that time and forcing me to get up earlier than that? obviously yes she needs to work but her job is literally reselling things on ebay. nothing is so urgent that 7 minutes would make a difference!! especially nothing that can’t be done on her phone just as easily if it TRULY can’t wait.
it feels like she’s disrespecting me and telling me that my time is not important, that she can just walk all over me and my schedule whenever she wants for any reason.
#im not even allowed upstairs into the kitchen after they’ve gone to bed bc i’ll wake them up#(creaky stairs and their bedroom is really more of a third story loft over the living room and kitchen.#so they can hear everything that goes on on the second floor)#but she feels entitled to enter MY space during MY designated sleep hours#it just doesn’t feel right.#am i overreacting bc i really don’t think i am
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