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Referring to short guys as bite sized because of their height but also because I’m going to sink my teeth into them the first chance I get

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im mutual

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at heart i am very dramatic about very small things. i have a mild cold and i am SURROUNDED by medication and tissues and also my cookiebara plushie 🫠🥹

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full disclosure, one of my favorite dynamics in TGW is not Miko!Reader x any canonical character, but the one between her and the old crone that raised her

“Out all night!” The old woman threw her a withering glare before she returned her attention angrily stabbing at the firewood with her poker. “And no need to ask what it was you were up to! Shameless!” 

Y/N did not answer; she could not, for she was unable to summon any sound in her throat. 

“One would think you’d set a better example for the young girls! You are the heir to this Shrine, and yet you spend your nights having romps in the hay –” 

The head Priestess’s shrill voice melted beneath the loud roaring in Y/N’s ears. She clapped her hand over her mouth in an effort to squash the whimper she felt building in her chest as her lungs constricted and tears welled hot and fast in her eyes. 

“--Do you have anything to say for yourself, anything at all –?”

No, she didn’t. There was nothing she could deny, no barb she could hurl back that was sharp enough. Even if the old woman hadn’t spied them emerging from the garden hut or their tearful goodbye at the gate, as Y/N strongly suspected she had, there still would be no hiding what she’d done. If her empty futon hadn’t given her away, then the rumpled state of her clothes and the rat’s nest that had been made of her hair, certainly would.

All Granny would have to do was tug the collar of her charge’s kosode to the side to see how Giyuu had seared his devotion into her skin.

She couldn’t hide what she’d done, nor would she want to. Nothing she’d done was wrong; chastity wasn’t a requirement for inheriting the Shrine and she’d always known she’d never marry. She couldn’t spoil herself if she willingly offered herself to him, knowing she would never get herself back. Not fully, anyway.

She would not apologize; she did not feel sorry. Not one bit.

Defiant, Y/N lifted her chin high, her nails biting into her palms as she willed herself to become steel; to tell the old crone that she would not say sorry for making a bad example of herself once more.

The moment she met Granny’s eyes, full of anger yet so full of worry, she burst into tears.

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the best part about having a job is being able to go through doors other people aren’t allowed to use the worst part is everything else

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I’ll put my music on shuffle and be pissed if I don’t get the right song

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I’m glad your coworkers are coddling you!

I hope no one bothers you today and you can rest as much as possible :)

THANK YOU 💖💖

thankfully i am still slowly returning from my sick leave so no one was expecting very much of me, and the schools are on break this week in the UK so the lab wasn't so busy! i'm heading to the pharmacy now to stock up

hope you're having a good day!!!! 💖💖💖

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i'm mildly unwell (enough to feel miserable but not enough to be off work) and i'm making it everyone's problem

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i have never finished reading or watching game of thrones, but i DID have a phase of writing fanfic for it anyway because i loved the starks and i couldn't stop thinking about elia and her children. unfortunately for me, i wrote some of my best lines ever in these fics i'll never finish, and i fear i'll never top them so here they are

(just humour me and pretend they're great, i think about them on a regular basis and i wrote them over five years ago)

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Hii Roxyyy!!

Mouse didn't have the time to make something super crazy this time so we're having a wig contest! Which hair style looks best on Mouse?

Happy Mwahnesday Roxy! Mwah mwah Mwah

HAPPY MWAHNESDAY MOUSE!!!!!! MWAH

any time Mouse is in my inbox is the bestest time in the whole wide world!!!! and this looks GREAT!!!! i think 1 is my very favourite, with 8 coming in at a close second. i LOVE the colour of 1 especially, it looks beautiful!!!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

hope you're having a good week Mousey!!!!! 💖💖💖

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People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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me, watching my mutuals post ceaselessly about a fandom i’m not in:

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i would like your 0 note posts in every timeline

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sometimes u just gotta write the most cliche self indulgent fanfic u can think of. for your health

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Friendship is seeing something in the work group chat and IMMEDIATELY messaging each other to discuss it

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guys it's confirmed that i do in fact have a spine!!

by which i mean my mri went okay 🥰