#im trying to keep sane

[eiran-eye]

Now why tf would you bring up May 17, 2013. The day before gay marriage is legalized in France. Meaning the gay people that died that day never got to have basic human rights and are forced to live all their lives miserably at the fact that a legal union is frowned upon/illegal at the literal "city of love". Let me put this into perspective, a woman and a man can peacefully love each other in any part of the world and is hugely embraced at the "City of Love". But when a man and a man love each other, they can't even imagine holding hands in public much more, having a legal union. And when at the "City of Love" wherein Love is a general term for everything that can be considered as such, they can't even be accepted, they feel like nothing at a place built for everything.

[belliesandburps]

Interactive - Favorite Burp Scenario

I need something to take my mind off the fact that we are home to the dumbest, most bigoted fucking assholes on this planet, and I feel like a lot of you probably feel the same way right now. So, how about another interactive game? Send me character requests via my askbox here and I will respond with my favorite burp scenario to imagine for them. (Note, ideally, keep it to characters I know or that you think I may know)

[ironicsoap]

you are expendable, you are not expected to return

[osteochondraldefect]

comfort doodles of these two that i drew before my surgery :']

[basofy]

hello just coming to say 2 things

-yesterday was my birthday! im 23 now!

- ummmmmmm my house nearly burnt and im not gonna be here as often. long story but some electrical failings in my street caused a series of power outages that caused 2 fires in my house and screwed our electric system completely and now i dont have any power for who knows how long. so im not going to be here very often. that was 3 days ago btw. theres always my moms house but im not going to be there all the time as my grandparents need help and we're trying to sort out if we can convince the state to help us (since this was caused by lack of maintenance from them over the years) or if we will have to pay a ton of money we dont have. we'll see. but i thought i'd give some kinda life update

[sentofight]

ooc. honks to let you know i am alive but trying to find the right balance in life to get back into writing sobs. it aint working so far but will see.

[magnolia-sunrise]

while im wrangling with other parts for the short comic im trying to make, just like last time when i was starting work on the "first meeting 8 years ago" comic (you can read it here) (and the concept designs for the comic are here) im doing a little bit of design concepting of Wolf and Bastien about.. 1.5-2 ish years after that meet cute at knife point and i thought maybe it would be fun for you to see as well :')

it's always so interesting for me to go back and into a point where the two of them are starting to grow into the people they are at -present time - but not quite there yet and how that informs the way they dress or carry themselves.

here's Bastien circa freshly 30, in their Will Graham haircut era, tired as hell from trying to get the clinic going with no resources and no help. he's started to dress a little bit more casually, but he's clearly not very comfortable in his own skin or clothes - most of them picked out and bought for him by his boyfriend, they tend to be either oversized or a size too small but never quite right. they're still putting a lot of emphasis on layers and trying to hide their hips and body in general, just putting on whatever clothes rather than thinking about what makes him look/feel good.

Wolfgang is doing a bit better since the last time we saw them, they're a lot more confident in their body and after a long, arduous time they feel a real sense of freedom. their current fashion style is very much already emerging here, though they have still a few wounds/scars they want to conceal and ideally get rid of entirely. they're also very carefully experimenting with feminine elements of their presentation, not really wearing make up or a lot of jewelry at this point, and their wardrobe doesn't fully match their very selective and expensive taste yet.

a lot of how they carry themself and what they chose to wear here has to do with how they're trying to appeal to Bastien at this moment, since they have a lot to make up for in terms of their first impressions 🫣

edit: + together since i rarely ever draw them side by side facing forward and Wolf without high heels

[sm0lsuccubus]

life has been quite complicated lately, apologies for my lack of art

[blue-phones]

I love SkyStar personally, but honestly I understand why a lot of people DONT like it.

For some reason a lot of people don’t give Jetfire his own personality or make him this all forgiving dorm mate for Starscream. And honestly that’s sorta wack in my opinion.

A lot of fanfics I’ve read do that especially and it kinda is annoying. Like. No. I don’t think he’d forgive starscream so easily- even if we’re in G1 where literally anything is possible.

Let Skyfire be angry guys. This man was cryogenically frozen for a few thousand years and is immediately thrust into a war he knows very little about. The person he knows best is literally fucking insane. In the G1 comics he isn’t trusted because he was an ex decepticon so it’s assumed he’s left out/left in the dark about alot of stuff. And so on and so on.

This man should be LIVID imo.

He should be so very aggravated by everyone around him imo

LET HIM HAVE HIS OWN CHARACTER DAMNIT.

Stop letting Starscream be the only bitch in the relationship damnit

[slutdge]

anyways my mom stole the spare key to my apartment and refuses to give it up because she wants to be able to "check on me" (come over, break in and harass me when i try to set a boundary with her) so i guess i gotta change my locks. again.

[orcelito]

Yet again hindered by the "this reply is hidden because you have the user blocked" message. It has me Almost wondering whether I'd be better off not blocking so many people. So that I can freely be a nosy bitch.

Almost, but not quite. My block list is for my sanity, after all.

[fatuismooches]

I don't think Dottore is the kind of man to legitimately get married to you (he just finds the whole process a bit tedious and useless, he's already committed to you and sees no point in all the formalities - at best he'd have matching rings with you). Still, he takes the "in sickness and in health" part of the relationship quite seriously (*cough fragile! reader cough*)

[saintends]

Well... over a decade of constant battle in and out of the hospital, diagnosis after heavy diagnosis and still somehow defying the odds- all over in an instant this morning. My dad is gone.

[apricot-the-apricat]

Banan the scav (feat. her slugpup @skyauroka)

She's from the dms scavcat mod, I made her at the tail end of my first Survivor playthrough and have been using her as my surv skin since then. Never drawn her until now though, which is a shame because scavs are really fun to draw turns out.

Notes/headcanons/screenshots/extra sketch below:

Ok so, this is my first time thinking about scavengers this much. Anatomy-wise i mean. You can see it as the drawings progress even. (the top right was the first i drew, and from there on the back growths slowly went from fur to spines in subsequent pieces for example)

Headcanons: - I imagine scav mouths/heads to be pretty bug-like, inspired by ants specifically. While banan herself doesn't have mandibles a lot of scavs do, and the face shape reminds me a lot of ants too. - Are her mouth pieces on the top or bottom of the mouth? Simple: both! There's 4 of them total, the top pair are just hidden under the bottom pair -like in the pic with the slugpup- unless the mouth is open. - Like most people, I imagine scavs as being similar to monkeys. But like, if you made monkeys out of paper mache. Incredibly brittle lil things. You can always see their ribs poking through, they're usually all skin and bones, banan is in peak physical condition for a scav. It helps improve their agility. - Most of her body is covered in very short fur, think pitbull or dachshund or something similar, and the tail has slightly longer fur. The spines on the back are like porcupine spines visually, but without actually being spiky or detachable. The longer the spines & antlers are, the prettier the scav is by scav standards. Like birds! - Speaking of, the 'eatlers' are just antlers. Their ears are lil invisible holes on the sides of their heads, also like birds actually.

Various assorted screenshots of Banan and her pup. We had to change sky to an adult ingame eventually since she was a bit... vertically challenged as a pup, but in spirit she's still a tiny slugpup.

The first picture was taken during that original Survivor run :]

and uh...

...it took me a second to figure out the angle of the eyes in that apple doodle. Honestly this made me laugh irl for like a minute straight when I first made it because it was on complete accident

She is judging you. I dunno what you did, but she is. She's probably right.

[arolesbianism]

Take some Fydd's I just realized I never posted

[dearcharms]

i shouldnt have listened to the me from 3 years ago when she told me to get into paralive I SHOULDNT HAVE LISTENED ARRRGHHH im sane! im so sane!