Hey, I'm Soap! 20, she/her. I'm a 3D artist who does mostly furry stuff but sometimes other things. I also do 2D sometimes :) [commissions are open, check my carrd!]
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you are expendable, you are not expected to return
#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart#and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space#kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and#i havent really been handling it well at all#pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally#but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know#what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed#normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and#im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down#anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence#soap talks#my art#roblox pressure#hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them#raine
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saboteur'ing isn't all it's cracked out to be
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tried out making a sketchy pressure pmv to Lovecraft in Brooklyn by The Mountain Goats since its in my fishlist(fish music playlist)
#hello this is my new pressure side blog but im reblogging this since i spent yesterday evening on it AHDJAJHX#roblox pressure#tw blood#but its very minor
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i thought the twitter users not reblogging posts thing was basically a myth but no. its real. it can happen to you. one day you'll get the most terrifying like to reblog ratio on a post that will have you completely confounded as to how it happened
#soap talks#not soap art#twitter is my main presence but im still a long time tumblr girlie ive been on this site for like 8 years now or something#you should be making personal blogs to reblog things on that you like. this is the personal blogs and tagging posts website#clarification: i personally feel me asking for reblogs would be tacky! im NOT doing this! give me 2 note posts im fine with that#im saying it's VERY noticeable when people only like posts and never reblog especially when theres multiple doing the same thing#10% is a twitter ratio.... tumblr is normally like closer to 30%-50%#i just scrolled down to see 9 reblogs to 76 likes on one of my sebastians and i was liek HUH?!
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various pressure doodles dump im really unwell about this game
#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#dont kill me for putting this in his main tag there is 4 whole sebastian drawings in this#my doodles#raine#tiger in the saboteur image is ryberspace#bunny in the minigame image is redbirdrabbit#through the power of me being insanely autistic about this game i will get more people into it despite it being a fucking roblox game#the amount i like this game is affecting my life because im strugglign to do anything but its fine
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#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#furry#safe fur work#my art#the capitalization on Today bugs me but i did not save an editable file of the version with this text on it so im just rolling with it#featuring caveworfs - me - keinyne_ - MEATSPECIMENZ#2d#i spent 5 hours on this
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pressure au of my sona if she was somehow an EXR-P. she also gets a fish tail
#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#furry#raine#my art#2d#fish tail because i was making her in roblox and the fish tail looked really good compared to all my other options
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Le fishe doodles from today
#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#sebastian solace#if anyones not into seeing the pressure art itll always be tagged. there will probably be more later AHSJDJJAND#his outfit is so damn complex#the left one might be a crop of a jokey comic i made with nerpy but its way too easy to misinterpet as self ship art and id die if it was#he is being told about the tide pod trend#my art#2d
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hopelessly lost in this hyperfixation lol
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average day in the life of a DEDICATED HATER.
(kathryn on pg. 6-7 under copyright of @pumpoen)
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kind of went insane and made a pressure self insert. she likes to lounge out in pools a lot. her poor hair is a damaged mess
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kind of went insane and made a pressure self insert. she likes to lounge out in pools a lot. her poor hair is a damaged mess
#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#pressure oc#my art#2d#i didnt want to make her too much like sebastian but i also really liked his gimmick of merging multiple sea creatures together#grabbed some of my favorite beasties (seal+orca+lionfish+isopod) and tossed in vampire squid for ears and barreleye for fun bioluminescence#and the transparent forehead. it only really shows in the dark#kinda worked out that like 3.5 of these creatures are very deep underwater ones so i could make a decent lore reason for why they werechose#she is like 2-3 feet shorter than sebastian at his normal “standing” height but still much larger than a regular human due to her orca dna#also the font makes Z's look too much like 2's. Her name is Z-27#i got really really into pressure like 2 days ago because body horror is my favorite thing ever it makes me go crazyyyyyyyyy#will probably reblog this in the afternoon tomorrow im posting so late#her nickname is nerpy because baikal seals are also called nerpas
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slowly gaining an audience + getting older is kinda strange in a funny way. people have started treating me as someone to look up to or someone intimidating when in reality i've been the same little beast the whole time 🦭 i just have a few more subscribers now
#soap talks#not soap art#i use the intimidation factor to my advantage when people break my TOS though.#but usually im shaking in my boots whenever i have to confront people >_<
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i think my burnout may also have been caused by the fact ive been having to wake up at 7am to feed my cat (i keep falling asleep at almost 4am) and then sleep until 11 after that which has been nightmarish for my sleep quality and now that im not doing that anymore (got my mom to cover the 7am feedings again) its like i have a renewed energy for life 😭and my sleep schedule is getting back to normal a bit (sleepin at 2am wakin at 10am)
i wish i had more art to post recently i'm going through a stress induced burnout i think... it's been so damn hard to model even though i find it really formulaic (less susceptible to burnout since a lot of the time i just have to Do the steps.. less skill based like drawing more knowledge based)
im trying to take it easy so i dont make it worse so in my off time ive been getting really crazy about making fragrances. i fucking love making potions and researching chemicals its so fucking fun. might be launching my own line in the future if everything goes well :3
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Soap producing fragrance. Many such cases
LOL ironically (...😏) i have no plans on ever making soap myself....
both because the process is really involved and scary and also because its extremely funny if i never sell soap
#italicized myself is hinting at things that i don't want to talk about explicitly in public yet just in case they don't come to fruition#asks#weaselfishchocolatemilk
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