#im totally projecting here
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reading planning perfect by haley neil and oh i should adore this book but unfortunately it's just so so for me.
ya contemporary with aspec rep? love it. jewish mc? fantastic. mc with anxiety. absolutely love to see it. long distance friendship turned romance??? absolutely my jam.
but i have to tell you, felicity is infuriating. and i realize that's part of her arc is getting the perspective she needs. and maybe it's because she reminds me of parts of myself that were very rampant in younger me(and sometimes gear back up now) but i get so mad at her (and her mom and grandmother!!!).
like i realize she loves planning things but her mom should not be allowing her to do this much. that is irresponsible. felicity has way too much investment in this wedding and her version of what a wedding should be is interfering with what her mom and finance want.
she wants perfect perfect perfect and perfect is unattainable and subjective.
anyways, im really frustrated with the fact that the adults in her life are not setting proper boundaries with her because it clearly has had a negative impact and continues to. im excited for the conclusion of this story as i anticipate it wi be what i want.
#im totally projecting here#also i can just imagine my mom mom demanding she gets a say in the guest list#my mom would not#but other people would
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here's my contribution to the Project Hail Mary fandom
#how we doing fellas??#im having a great time here so far#totally gonna draw more for it later but for now this is all i got#finished the book two days ago and it's been living in my head rent free ever since#i have so many emotions about the friendship between a musical space spider and a pathetic wet cat middle school teacher#project hail mary#ryland grace#rocky phm
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griddlehark appreciating some fireworks
#crandairy art#tlt#tlt art#modern tlt au#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#it was at the point of literally drawing the fireworks. something i planned from the start. that indont know how to draw fireworks#so rip. i tried#also its supposed to be harrow is cold so gideon gave her her jacket. also how tf do u draw goosebumps#also harrow needs headphones for fireworks. im Totally Not Projecting here
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i love this specific screenshot because it fuels my hc that although harold doesn't like giving physical affection very much (notice how he's not hugging leshawna back) he loves receiving it from specific people (he's obviously still enjoying the hug even if he isn't returning it)
#i know they kiss each other here anyway but still#im am projecting#total drama#td harold#harold norbert cheever doris mcgrady v#harold td#lesharold#?#shut the fuck up lonnie
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dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).
not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.
#CHEWING ON GLASS ABOUT HER BTW IF YOU EVEN CARE!!!!#shadowheart is the character EVER dude im so unwell about her#also this is not me judging her at all. shes just like me fr fr on this#baldur's gate#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#shadowheart#my post#eta: at risk of projecting here she seems so like. disorganized attachment to me. like that NEED to be loved#and craving that approval and fearing ur not good enough to get it#BUT ALSO being so scared to trust people in the first place that its hard to ever get that love#and kind of. how prone she is to rapidly going from total love and trust and openess about her feelings to just#completely walling off the player character if they say something she deems mildly uncomfortable or unsavory#oughhhh#im unwell man i am. simply unwell.#also tbh these tags are a fun game in: disorganized attachment style or bpd? why not both! sjdbdbdg
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Scout can NEVER try cooking an omelet because Spy would walk in and see Scout's first ever attempt and since its not a perfect omelet Spy would give criticism and then try to teach Scout how to make a perfect omelet to honor his french heritage but Scout would be so outraged by what he perceives as Spy insulting his attempt and then trying to take over so he would just leave the kitchen and not eat anything for lunch, leaving Spy alone in the kitchen with all the omelet materials wondering why trying to teach his son how to make the french meal did not work
#look when you are an american and your father is french. shit happens#the second i moved out i made so many omelets. and yes some were burnt or falling apart. but you know what?#i had infinitely more fun making the omelets myself then i ever did with my dad grabbing me by the wrist and moving my hand like a puppet#french fathers who missed several years of their american childs life be like: how the fuck do you parent. this adult child of mine is shit#normal guy who totally isnt projecting onto Scout and Spy#this is so fun because if there was a venn diagram of me and scout it would nearly be a circle. im not a merc and im not boston#i can literally be like: here are things i hate about my father. but then replace father with Spy and it still matches. slayyyyyyyy#except my dad made me stop playing baseball because i have no depth perception and kept getting hit in the face :(#tf2 scout#tf2 spy#dadspy
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something like that...
pg 6 / 26
#total drama fanart#total drama#total drama island#total drama comic#total drama izzy#total drama owen#total drama eva#total drama noah#total drama oc#comics#reprise reprise#whataview#arise arise#next week's might be delayed im wrapped up in another project and might not b able to post proc the next one in time#in the meantime heres a fun fact#izzys moodring has an entire colour guide! it was a fun detail#oh panel 2 eva.................. i am.. swooning#jo not tagged bc silhouettes dont count. obviously#phantom noah counts tho
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Its him!!
(outfit by @/se3s1de (this post))
#total drama#td alejandro#tdi art#a bit more time#abmt#yeep its art no.2 from this fic#and also yes i still have art block#but im also drawing my ocs more rn#thats right ocs!!#i have those#anyways thats totally irrelevant to this post#it only took like mayyybe an hour to draw#sorry for so much quick art y’all#but i got a funny side project i’ll post soon#so keep posted!2!1!#hello to everyone who read up to here 👋#send the word lychee in my ask box i wanna see how many of you read tags#ok bye y’all
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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
<- Previous - Part 18 - Next ->
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���Team Rice🍚
Splatfest 10-08-2024
[Master Post - coming soon]
#two things i wanna say#one. this has been one of the EASIEST drawings so far holy shit 😭😭😭#it took me less than 3 hours#the pose gave me trouble but the simplicity of the outfit truly saved me :')#and im so glad for that cuz i can FINALLY skeep early for once!#secondly. this WAS supposed to be the final part to this before the big one#but due to my dummassery i completely skipped over rock paper scissors thinking i didnt need it to makema total of 20#but now i have to fill in that missing 20 and its all out of order now but its fije#since it wasnt an official splatfest i can make it as trivia TwT#anyway im almost done with this and i can soon rest :'D#i dont even think the actual splatfest will stress me as much as this project has XD#i didnt even think id make it this far! but here i am! XD#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#frye fest#frye onaga#team rice#bread vs rice vs pasta#my art#saltys art
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Hmm, I don't know An...
That kinda sounds a bit like jealousy to me...
#just started reading the Time to hang out event story#because i am so behind on the stories its not even funny lmao#project sekai#pjsk#an shiraishi#kohane azusawa#anhane#fuck how do i tag#“im not jealous#its just *insert definitely jealous sounding statement here*“#i could totally be misinterpreting this somehow lol#but im pretty sure im not
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autistic girlfriend realness
#td#td fanart#total drama#total drama fanart#total drama 2023#mezzbian#td axel fanart#td axel#td millie#td Millie fanart#axelmillie#Td axelmillie#i like to imagine that axel tries to emote more to millie as they grow closer but it becomes rlly awkward since it’s unnatural for her#idk I’m projecting a bit onto axel here#both wouldnt pick up on social cues w/ eachother but millie is def more observant#axelmillie dumping over for now i love them sm#both of them r autistic btw. no im not debating abt this.
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re:kinder doodle dump part three !!! drawings with wildly different moods www they are more polished ans complete than my other doodles because. why not🥺!!!
#re:kinder#rekinder#fanart#ryou re:kinder#mami re:kinder#takumiel re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#i will now provide commentary ...#the first one i did was the takumiel one lets start with him#that one was done in ms paint MERELY for the sake of me making a speedpaint in the style of 2010's speedpaints#turned out great . put some nightcore on it... not placing it here because tumblr does not take it kindly to me putting speedpaints here#(im still petty about that)#the chie one as you can see. is not a line from re:kinder. it is a line from “If...” another game by parun#where the girl who says it has the same sprite as chie. so i drew chie based on the line. chie in the multiverse...#mami was because i just dont draw her enough for being one of the characters with a drawn portrait and why not#ryou candy because i can ive been meaning to draw him more properly for a while outside of silly little projects i just never got to it#so there he is with the layout of clip studio paint because the drawing looked bland. and i didnt know what to use as a background#i do not use clip studio on light mode. i just thought itd look better with the background. all for composition sake...!!!#now about the yuu drawing i did that this morning its funny actually... if you see it that way i prefer seeing things as comedic if possible#today's morning dread would simply not leave so i decided to draw rekinder because its my go to for whenever im feeling low#and i decided. i will channel my feeling into this drawing because i can i will channel it outwards so i dont have to deal with it#so at first i was very dreadful and sad drawing. but then as i was finishing it#and the drawing looked more gloomy than it had ever had I HAD GLEE ONCE MORE!! IT WORKED!! i did channel it outwards im a genius#so i totally would recommend if you dont want to deal with dread and are in a state where you can draw#you should make your drawing feel it so you dont have to. its great#its like when one manifests their period cramps onto goku from dragon ball z.... at least i do that#i do love goku. what kind of latinoamerican would i be if i didnt id be a disgrace but im not strong enough i know he can fight it
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I’ll go into a social media exile for a bit, so idk when I’ll be back, but just picture me like this while I’m gone: working <3
#I hope to pass my exams and to have answers regarding my project when I’ll back#bye moots. I really like interacting with all of you :)) 💗#I’m leaving here Machia to look after my blog. bro better do a good job>:(#I’ve deleted the last stands of social from my phone and I’m currently blogging from my tablet(but soon it will be gone on here too).#bye Pinterest. bye YouTube#and bye tumblr for now(?)#even if I have already reduced both my online engagement and internet footprint in the past three years I always found myself attached to#the few socials that I have and until I’m not in full control I don’t want to have anything to do with any of them.#if anyone wants to ever chat I’m still on discord tho!#💗💗#ultimamente poi ho scoperto che esistono anche persone qui che condividono i miei interessi per la letteratura e l’antichità#ed è stata proprio una bella sorpresa perché non pensavo esistessero spazi online per condividere in modo divertente queste passioni#anche se da tempo cercavo un luogo del genere. dove poter semplicemente scherzare sugli uomini e donne vecchi come il mondo ai quali tengo#manco fossero mia sorella#I’m making such a scene (again)#there must be a reason as for why my friend call me drama queen constantly;)#ngl im honestly kinda excited to be totally out of touch with pop culture. idk#I just have this postive idea about it#( I have schedule a post for the 21st of September if I’m not back in time to post it lol)#byeee 🫶🫶🫶#my blog stuff
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manager jumpscare at work
#youre not supposed to be down on this floor ever!!!!!!! why are you here!!!#me trying to hide my container of lasagna and my film project notebook like uhhhh yeah im totally busy
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For my 1500 follower gift, I will be taking a shower 🚿
Come back next month for my 1600 follower gift! (If I get there)
#havent showered in a bit and i crave a shower but im so damn tired#totally not projecting anything here no sir#jelly rambles
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every day i get closer and closer to overtaking bnha with most fics written on my pseud.
#hands you more. death loop.#i know i said in an ask it was a maybe but i was just GOING with this one i was Flowing#……and also im discovering i need the dopamine kick from finishing a project to motivate me to work on other ones#but uhhh whatever#death loop alejandro. well not really loop. youll See#very very sad i had too Much in here to match the word range of the prev 2 :(#kjwrites#total drama#total drama fanfiction#reeefefrfdd scary
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