#im totally projecting here

[bookcub]

reading planning perfect by haley neil and oh i should adore this book but unfortunately it's just so so for me.

ya contemporary with aspec rep? love it. jewish mc? fantastic. mc with anxiety. absolutely love to see it. long distance friendship turned romance??? absolutely my jam.

but i have to tell you, felicity is infuriating. and i realize that's part of her arc is getting the perspective she needs. and maybe it's because she reminds me of parts of myself that were very rampant in younger me(and sometimes gear back up now) but i get so mad at her (and her mom and grandmother!!!).

like i realize she loves planning things but her mom should not be allowing her to do this much. that is irresponsible. felicity has way too much investment in this wedding and her version of what a wedding should be is interfering with what her mom and finance want.

she wants perfect perfect perfect and perfect is unattainable and subjective.

anyways, im really frustrated with the fact that the adults in her life are not setting proper boundaries with her because it clearly has had a negative impact and continues to. im excited for the conclusion of this story as i anticipate it wi be what i want.

[itsybitsybatsyspider]

here's my contribution to the Project Hail Mary fandom

[crandairy-juice]

griddlehark appreciating some fireworks

[haroldherald]

i love this specific screenshot because it fuels my hc that although harold doesn't like giving physical affection very much (notice how he's not hugging leshawna back) he loves receiving it from specific people (he's obviously still enjoying the hug even if he isn't returning it)

[scalpelsister]

dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).

not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.

[nress]

Its him!!

(outfit by @/se3s1de (this post))

[saltynsassy31]

Frye Fest - Final Countdown

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Splatfest 10-08-2024

[Master Post - coming soon]

[raynecloud06]

Hmm, I don't know An...

That kinda sounds a bit like jealousy to me...

[machiavelli]

I’ll go into a social media exile for a bit, so idk when I’ll be back, but just picture me like this while I’m gone: working <3

[good-beans]

A little creative summary for the year ✨ (Template)

Even though I'd done art inspired by/for others before, it was my first time doing proper trades and projects together -- thank you for including me :D

As for writing, I was worried about my thesis next year since I'll be rewriting most of my novel which is a lot to do in a single year..... until I realized I posted 83,794 words for fun in 2024.... 😅 (11,259 words of longfic projects, 54,642 words in drabbles, 17,893 words in creative but explanatory posts, and who knows how many in wips/unposted things :0)

Though writing on here may slow down bit with my thesis, there's no way you can stop me from working on fic completely 😂 I also have some translyric projects I want to complete within the year, as well as the usual art ideas I'm plagued with haha!

[thedrotter]

re:kinder doodle dump part three !!! drawings with wildly different moods www they are more polished ans complete than my other doodles because. why not🥺!!!

[mezzbians]

autistic girlfriend realness

[j3lly-fish]

For my 1500 follower gift, I will be taking a shower 🚿

Come back next month for my 1600 follower gift! (If I get there)

[kijosakka]

every day i get closer and closer to overtaking bnha with most fics written on my pseud.

[zer0point5ive]

lawrence x files watcher slash .. dare i say .. avid watcher. or something real to me idk ..

[omegasmileyface]

idkkkkkkk sometimes i feel like the me that exists in happy communities like discord servers and flight rising and lives in my it/its and my byte/bit and my ^w^s and my astro boy posting and the me that goes to work and lies on my bed rotting and wants to go back on the stage so badly but cant because of covid and gets called by my given name and wears a posh coat and skirt are different people who are at war with each other.