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Oh well, look who's (briefly) back to post future! Luffy from my fic! Don't ask me what happened to his chinelo (and straw hat)
da fic is here
#monkey d. luffy#luffy#one piece#op#future luffy#monkey d luffy#mugiwara no luffy#my head is full of luffy#((shakes him so hard he explodes))#its my first time writing a fic i hope i dont mess up too bad#he is like 22 btw#or 23#i cant count#im too high on caffeine#digital drawing#art#my art
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raised my tolerence to vyvanse too close to the sun
#every i took it my tolerence increased by like 5mg ish#i went from 30mg to 50mg and now 50mg does barely anything like im yawnjng 4 hours in 😭#on the upside !!!#the hell horrible no good terrible side effects r all gone !!!#i think vyvanse helps my adhd by also forcing me to have my life more together in order to take vyvanse#e.g waking up earlier (long half life) eating vitamins (otherwise brainfog) going to the gym (otherwise feel physically horrible)#learning to be mindful/meditate (bc stimulants raise ur heartrate too much sometimes) no more alcohol (vyvanse kinda gets rid of ur ability#to feel drunk so it is pointless and also dangerous to drink) no more caffeine dependence (stimulant + stimulant = super high heartrate)#HOWEVER ..sometimes i cant sleep until 7 AM ♡
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COFFEE SHOP AU. COME GET UR COFFEE SHOP AU!!! engie and captain whyenn edition ^__^
more doodles n sketches under the cut !!! i made up the order on the spot FORGIVE ME if it makes no sense or doesn’t fit. i don’t know anything about coffee drinking
reblogs appreciated as always :3
#mnt arts#i think i’m fully going to give whyenn (or at least captain whyenn) my curse of not being able to drink coffee#bc fun fact abt me im sensitive to high amounts of caffeine! while also having a caffeine dependency lol#it makes me feel rlly sick. and now it does to whyenn too . cause i love giving self inserts both my problems and their own struggles..#suffer <3#queued art#these r. a good few days old by the time this is posted (and while i’m drafting this LOL)#spacey coffee au#<- the name for it btw. assuming i will do anything more than post these few doodles haha#because alas i love aus. i esp love making them and then never doing anything with it. bc i thought of another AU#whyenn mcu#captain whyenn#engineer mark#head engineer mark#in space with markiplier#iswm#iswm engineer mark#iswm mark#iswm captain#iswm fanart#markiplier egos#selfship au#coffee shop au
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iff I don’t come online sgain assume i had a heart attack and died at the ripe old age of 14
#Im fine. Probably.#i justt. Uhh#little too much caffeine#high as balls#dying maybe#Alread have a naturally high heart rate#jhhygyfededexexecybibobkvydexr
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pooti what are you doing
dark chocolate
WHAT THE FUCK-
#poot's echo chamber#i. i wanted a snack so i poured myself some chocolate chips but i didn't realize i poured myself too much#it's the middle of the night and im high off of that dark choccy caffeine
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I have heard nothing about Suburra Eterna so im guessing its not worth the watch? but i just heard Acida and thought about Spadi'
#its beeen............ 6 years tf#i was going crazy for all skam related stuff at the same time lol good times#or was it#ahh its also when i finally came to term with that one litttlee thing about me hehe#developed a crush for a girl here while saying stuff like im not gay but- which says a lot#i wonder what shes become now but hey thanks for making me figure that out at least#even if you ghosted me after lol#aw man i miss martino too#anyway high on caffeine wghastuuppp
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the thing about drugs is that while i have a genetic history of fairly addictive tendencies and therefore it probably wouldnt be a good idea to get into anything too dangerous anyway, i know i myself am not likely to ever really have to worry about the temptation simply bc im too embarrassed to get high. like i dont want to meet that person and almost certainly nobody else does either. so i just dont do drugs not because they're drugs, i dont think drugs, conceptually, practically, are embarrassing or, like, ontologically morally wrong or whatever. i think they're fine and more power to those who can enjoy them, hopefully safely. but i personally cannot get high just bc i couldn't stand for anybody to see me acting silly
#personal self-control is very important to me its a whole thing#largely because when im sober i dont exactly have it so its like. why would i on purpose make it worse . for a good time?#i CANT have a good time. what if im too uninhibited????? incroyable. or whatever#so i drink but never enough to be sillydrunk and i dont get high because i dont want to be observed by others while high#ridiculous#q#like in college my friend group was largely composed of stoners etc as one would expect in an arts program#i have known ppl who have a healthy relationship to the drugs they do consume#i have known ppl who have had an unhealthy one and had to stop for their well-being#but i have simply never started bc with the exclusion of occasional alcohol and like. periodically caffeine. unless im in a decaf phase#i simply am too nervous to even contemplate the chemicals#thats also why it took me twenty-eight years to get on an ssri but whatever
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you can get away with like Anything if you solidify your persona as being someone silly and theatrical and whimsical. i do this thing where i frequently forget what i’m doing if it’s more than a few steps away so i’ll hold my hands in front of me accomplishing The Ghost Of The Task so i can look down and remember what the task was when i forget and a new person at one of my jobs asked why i was ‘air typing’ and it blew my other coworker’s mind. they just thought i was on some comedy. i am unmedicated
#shut up me#other hits include hands held close together and tapping thumbs like a phone (looking for phone)#tapping index finger and thumb together (stickers) or like a hand puppet (for wallet)#or holding my hands out in front of me in the rough dimensions of a thing i need. then i look down at my hands & play charades with past me#‘a bucket? no im holding it too high a bucket is too heavy. paper? EMPTY BOX’#‘adhd isn’t a disability’ girl im not sure if i have dyslexia sometimes i just start thinking about stuff while writing an individual letter#had to tell a friend straight up the other day ‘im sorry i didn’t reply to your question i just had a one act play in my mind’#the sentence ‘this is unrelated by the way’ is my new way of transitioning between sentences lately#hey adults with adhd. caffeine helps sometimes. sometimes
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Jeremie what’s going onnn what did you do to the computer
I. Did. MIRACLES!
#I AM ALBERT EINSTEIN AND I AM WAY TOO SMART FOR MY OWN GOOD HAHAHAHHA#einstein talks#banter ask#//#code lyoko#im gonna casually pretend jeremie didnt notice that he was being called by his irl name rn cuz hes high#but man is this hangover going to hit hard#jeremie's caffeine trip
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guysguysguysguys!!!!! ASEGEGSWDWWWFQSDASFEFFDVG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA guys i am like super hyper rn and i cannot stop talking and moving and stuff liike I have eaten nothing but sugar today and i am going to EXPLODE AAAAAAAAAAA hehehehehe and the thing is that all ive eaten overall today is: waffles, coffee, Graham crackers, yogurt, ice cream,
And two cookies not to mention that I just got taken off of my adhd meds so i think that that makes things suuuuuuuper worse for everyone else, also today i dragged one of my friends at school into the babtqftim fandom and I was infodumping about aaaaaall throughout first period while a ran laps around a tree when i was supposed tobe playing disc golf I think i ran somewhere close to a mile or somthn like that and i saw him on like part fourteen of it during math class and then we went on a field trip to the downtown of where i live and we walked around and i saw a bunch of different things like some dude was fixing a fence with some sort of power tool and there were sparks everywhere which was awesome
And I got to talk about some old shows that i used to watch when i was young with someone in my group who also watched it and I took my sketchbook with me and i got to draw and we had to write stuff for school but I did basically the bare minimum and its not like the teachers can like take us back there sooo all of us are going to get full credit as long as you turn it in which I did and then now I'm home and Spider-Man across the spider verse is out now so i can watch it now but my dad hasn't even watched the first one so we're trying to set that up now
Hope you enjoyed my sugar-induced ramblings and i wish you a wonderful rest of your day/night/whatever time it is where you are :D
#Sugar induced ramblings#I've had way too much sugar#tumblr chaos#text post#idk what im doing#sugar high#i am so excited#i am going to explode#aaaaaaa#too many thoughts#too much caffeine#too much coffee#too much sugar#Omg I'm all over the place lol#Do people actually read the tags on my posts? If you read this respond in comments wit a blue heart and then a bunny 💙🐰#hehe haha#plz halp#Haha spelling and grammar go brrrrrrrr
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….BARBENHEIMER gonna be the most divisive double feature in the fucking decade. The online discourse is gonna be in the books.
Watch them both in the same day, you’re gonna point a finger leonardo dicaprio meme style the entire time.
#im calling it#im fucking calling it#barbie#oppenheimer#yall the parallel in each other’s themes be fucking unparalleled#and im just not talking about the superficial similarities too and theres plenty of that ohmygod#margot robbie#ryan gosling#cillian murphy#i need greta gerwig and christopher nolan to be friends#or maybe they’re friends already??#hot take THEYRE THE SAME PERSON#lmfaoo im high in caffeine that i forgot to drink till im halfway to the movie#and keep forgetting i just drank it melted ice and all on the way home
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fuck calculus :)
#i can do the math okay#i just can't remember any of the gosh darn formulas#ive spent hours and hours doing practice problems but Nothing Is Sticking#im shaking and can't tell if it's nerves caffeine or sleep deprivation#life is great :)#i need a week long break and finals haven't even STARTED yet#i have been over almost every slide and worked out every single in class example#but i still know just as much as i did when i started#which is terrifyingly little#at least i got mid 80s on my matsci and physics exams at least i got that going for me#even if i am about to bomb the second calc exam in a row#got a 64 on the last one which was like two points above the class average but still#not up to the impossible standards i set for myself so i spent like two hours crying while watching various random youtube compilations#the a's and b's without studying in high school to struggling college student pipeline is hitting HARD#im studying engineering bc i thought it was interesting and cool and it is but i am just Terrible at it#but im too stubborn to quit so it is going to be a rough four years
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the link doesnt work and it doesnt go away. tumblr mobile devs i want you to rip out your jugulars
#im high on adderall and caffeine im kinda insane rn. sorry if thats too violent my beloved followers#tumblr mobile
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I just get so tired of waking up every day and having to claw my way up to some emotional baseline
#but really what choice do I have#just not wake up? not the healthiest option#probably need to up my meds#I just feel so defeated living each day like this#bleggghhh#so I take a small handful of pills and vitamins and drink my little coffee and chug water and try try try to distract myself#wining. whinging and wining and bitching and moaning.#what would my therapist suggest? try focusing on what’s real and logical and rational. not feelings and emotions?#but I just can’t always be logical with fucking chemicals in my brain#I can’t outthink chemicals or the days when my hearing gets real bad or even when I just don’t feel too fucking good my dude#try to focus on the good parts of tinnitus and bug hurty tummy ya butthole#okay he’s not a butthole he’s actually very very nice and has been very patient with me#but just let me be negative about this for a minute jeez#I’m so fucking grumpy these last few days#trying to… ugh I guess eat my feelings? I hate that phrase and I’m not over eating#but I have been I guess STRATEGICALLY EATING things I hope would temporarily boost my mood. sugary stuff. caffeine. junk.#god I wish I just had drugs for this. for when it gets too hard.#this sounds so pathetic. oooo nooo I just want to get high because im soooo sad 😭#I have three (3) klonopin left I save for bad days or anxiety or whatever and I doubt my doc is gonna give me more#I’ve been taking buspar for the past couple of weeks and I really don’t know if it helps#hell im not entirely convinced buspar is not only NOT adding anything but if I stop my body will hate me#need to go talk about that with the dr but my appointment is next month and im lazy about pushing it up sooner#we’ll see. probably do that tomorrow after I run some errands#is this exciting? getting to see me plan out my day tomorrow? gonna grab groceries and med refills. wow it’s an inside scoop just for you#anyway this is a lot of rambling and I’m sorry if you read any of this#I’m super duper poor right now but I think I’ll run to the gas station and get a big fucking huge soda so I can ride a small sugar high#uggghhhh what a waste of a post#you can ignore this#text
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Tfw ur like "I want a drink that will HURT"
My drink of the day is a ginger latte with brown sugar and cinnamon. And oat milk. With extra ginger.
Got a nice kick to it
#speculation nation#2 tablespoons of ginger concentrate juice. 2 shots of espresso. kinda tastes a bit like gingerbread with the cinnamon#it's got a Kick. i like it but im sure not too many people would.#anyways first part of my shift had me nearly shaking in rage. partially bc the bike ride to work was SO frustrating#and a dairy order came in that had to be put away. but theres very little fridge space so i had to play fridge tetris#directing the employee where to put things bc i had to KEEP MAKING DRINKS bc she DOESNT KNOW HOW TO MAKE DRINKS#i needed something high caffeine that would energize my taste buds enough to keep me sane#this is what im doing since i cant listen to angry guitar music#im calmer now that it's calmed down and we have the cold things put away#but for a bit there i wanted to Punch Things#didnt help that there were children making Noises that grated on my brain#aaaaand now the manager came in and saw me sitting and not so subtly directed me to make a thing#🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 im so fucking pissed off rn
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every time i donate plasma i get scared that my pulse is going to be like absurdly fast and they won't let me donate. and then the fear makes my heartbeat faster. and then they take my pulse and it's like 55 bpm
#when I was a high school athlete I had to get vaccinated for rabies so i was in the hospital once a week for like. a month and every time#they took my vitals my heart rate would set off the alarm bc it was “too low” but now im very out of shape with a crippling caffeine#addiction so. that is not a concern anymore lol
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