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praesparo · 8 months ago

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not really feeling the desire to write right now, so i'm gonna let some time pass & hopefully jump back in the next day or so!

#〆 ‒‒‒‒‒ out of character.#im struggling to settle #with my roster #and who to keep and add etc #plus now that my momentum has stopped #it's difficult to get the ball rolling again #ugh plus i want to make hc posts but idk what #anyway i'm around for plotting & shitposting as always!#know that i think about our threads all the time <3 #i love them sm #so take care folks <3

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vesselvindicate · 8 months ago

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#jewelyart #hank j wimbleton #madness combat #dude im fucking Struggling #like. i've figured out hank i can draw them #but for some reason i can't settle on a specific WAY of drawing them #in the trenchessss #it is fun trying out different stuff tho #madcom

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ohgreat-moretapes · 10 months ago

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Tim I noticed a lot of indigenous patches on your jacket, are you Native?

Idk what my dad was 'cause I never knew him, but yeah my mom is (or... Was.. I guess..) Muscogee, the tribe native to the part of Alabama I'm in.

If I remember correctly she came to Alabama from Oklahoma (where a lot of Natives were displaced to in the 1800s) to "get back to her roots."

But yknow, I was separated from her in childhood (which tbh is upsettingly common for Native families) and I was raised in a very white very Catholic asylum so I'm not as connected to the culture as I'd like to be.

-Tim

#OOC: Olea speaking #this is kind of a self-indulgent headcanon but HEAR ME OUT it adds a lot to Tim's character specifically #we're talking about a character who was separated from his mom in childhood and locked up in a psych ward #suffers from chronic physical and mental illness made significantly worse by the institution that was supposed to be helping him #forced to regulate his emotions more than other people have to so he isnt misinterpreted as a threat #struggles with addiction #had to work twice as hard as anyone else in his friend group just to be given the same opportunities #a much more common experience inside BIPOC communities #and he clearly has ties to the land (especially the park) nobody else has #you know how in season 2 Alex starts yapping to Jay about how the park is cursed?#maybe he was right #maybe that *thing* has been here for hundreds of years #and nobody was ever able to settle the land so eventually the Department of Conservation turned it into a state park #and Tim isnt some random “patient zero”#but he has ancestral ties to the land and was more receptive/at risk to Operator Sickness (but was also more resistant to it long term)#JUST SAYIN 👀#im half Katu and I desire my comfort character to be a halfie with me we need more non-white rep in mh #ask.txt #marble hornets #mh #tim wright #afterlife au #slenderverse #Native!Tim

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thylacid · 1 year ago

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kanako ketsukanes becaussseeee she is the most important girl in the whole wide world

#undertale yellow #kanako ketsukane #ineed to figure out. how to draw her parents. im struggling here to settle on something #evil art

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acesandocs · 5 months ago

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Some JackxÅse stuff i never posted on tumblr.

Jack belongs to @libras-interactives

#lackadaisy oc #art #my art #my oc #other people's oc #ocxoc #for some reason ive struggled with coming up with a ship name for them #im settling on #Ace of Jacks #going for the playing card reference #utdm #jack utdm #Åse ''ace'' olaug Årud

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ramblingrodent · 2 years ago

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CUPCAKES ACQUIRED!! / ¡¡PASTELITOS ADQUIRIDOS!! / CUPCAKES ACQUIS!!

#qsmp #qsmp art #q!badboyhalo #bbh #im back!!! my xp pen has been found sorry for the lack of digital art lmao #struggled more than i should trying to find a reference for the cupcakes and eventually just settled on a low res frame from a prev stream #so they may be innacurate idkkk #just some silly non lore related art to get back in the digi art groooove #qsmp stuff #cucurucho #ramblingrodent evolves into artrodent #chat ghosts

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cottageivy · 2 years ago

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ava, end of september, first semester of college

#ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4edit #myedits*#ava*#wanted to give ava a new haircut and then i ofc added meaning to it aksdsad #basically. last summer before college and last month of highschool were very very different to how they pictured #so this is after theyve had time to try and settle into that big change (not college they do be struggling lmao)#so theyre a bit out of their comfort zone with some clothes and trying new things #she spent the summer with carter on the ranch and took some inspo while still being them yknow #the denim top one im like struggling to see on ava #but she 'stole' it from carter bc she really liked it (which i do feel ava would like it) but doesnt know how to quite style it in their st #-le #tbf a lot of her wardrobe is sweaters and hoodies with shorts in september but this this is the broader variety #idk im a bit nervous on this one bc i tried to show a change while still retaining their style #again the denim vest is a mystery on how to style for them for both me and ava #but i tried bc ava stole it out of carters closet bc it was cool #anyways...

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0xy--m0r0n · 2 months ago

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sometimes i like to pretend lilly was never in s4 and so i just picture clementine and the ericsons kids going back to new richmond and shes all excited to see javi again and boom suddenly theres lilly and molly and christa and everyone else who got lost along the way and everythings happy and fun and lilly doesnt kill any children

#like cmon imagine. just like. end it off after lilly stole the rv (i will NEVER leave her on the side of the road)#and shes all like??? clementine???? and a baby?????#wait aj was older in s4 help #you get what i mean though itd be a much sweeter reunion than what was in s4 #plus bonus lolly. i can see molly and lilly meeting before going to new richmond and settling down together #sighs. everyone come look at my rarepair #this is a poorly disguised lolly propaganda post btw #ONE fic on ao3. foul. (i have no idea what to write for them so i cant even post anything more)#lilly twdg #twdg molly #twdg #twdg s4 #twdg s3 #twdg javier garcia #twdg headcanon #the walking dead game #clementine twdg #im actually struggling to find tags here what the fuck #im usually much better at this hello

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angelonhelios · 24 days ago

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parentified angel trying (and failing) to take care of wilhelm in the same way that she's been made to help jack. hello. is this thing on.

#not maintagging this because its SO specific but im thinking about it!!#i think angel does this to some degree with every VH but she relates herself a lot to wilhelm and at that age she just doesnt know how #to handle that without Kind Of freaking out about it. and ofc it doesnt settle right with wilhelm because he “doesnt need” people #tending to him. especially not an ai (teenage girl). it feels strange and invasive.#it doesnt really work for any of the TPS VHs because. well its not supposed to. its a front thats been made specifically to cater to jacks #volatile emotional state. nisha meets it with confusion and derision and its just completely ineffective on aurelia because whatever #emotional support she craves isnt going to be fulfilled by angel its going to come from her family. and well. uhm.#timothy. hm. from what i can tell hes the youngest of the TPS VHs and probably the most likley to get something out of angels fawning but #him looking just like jack and partly having his DNA would Also freak her out. i think out of all of them she struggles to talk with him #the most. and he can pick up on the strained familiarity but he doesnt have the context for it. so now hes freaked out too.#and claptrap and angel are just Friends to me. like. they just know each other already.#also to ME angel was guiding the TPS VHs even if it doesnt make sense. this is all under the assumption that they think shes an ai during #TPS bc obviously theyd all feel differently if they knew who she actually was.

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calico-kiwi · 2 months ago

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WE’RE SO BACK (<- finally re-found the spark that fuels them from a creative/serotonin perspective after months of it fleetingly flickering in and out)

#kiwi shares their thoughts #praying it lasts this time and this isn’t another case of false hope #it’s not tho i can feel it #im all motivated and fired up right now #been struggling to re-achieve a work life balance #especially because ive been so heavy on the “work” side #the combo of having very little me time and not remembering how to enjoy my own company or any of my old hobbies or interests #plus having my main reliable and somewhat constant source of happy chemicals be incredibly linked to a specific person(s) who is also #almost always incredibly busy #was a very bad/difficult combo indeed #but we’re back now!#i’m getting back to watching media on my own (i’ve been doing almost exclusively watch parties with friends and family lately)#i’ve been returning to reading (though sadly not fanfic (yet))#i’ve returned to dropout #slowly returning to youtube #i’m trying to get back into crafts #and i actually found a new one i want to start doing #i’m going to bite the bullet and FINALLY decorate my room #i’m going to start locking down the aesthetics and characters i like (ex being like sanrio or milk and mocha or plague doctor)#i’m gonna get a corkboard and finally officially start my pin collection #i’m gonna try gaming again more consistently on my own (i still game with friends there and again (the minecraft and terraria worlds are #coming along swimmingly)#idk i’m just…#finally returning to my self i guess?#got a little lost in the sauce (currently trying my best to swim out of it)#and i think ive realized a lot of things about myself lately #sorta had a whole metamorphosis arc and had a bit of an unintentional journey of self discovery #i’m in a new place and i’m happy with it and i finally understand it #so now i think it’s time to start bringing over the things i like from the *old* place #y’know now that im all moved in and settled

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amelia-sun · 5 months ago

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guess who's overthinking and making vague plans for chiluc again (that i have a 30% chance of pulling thru with because Life)

#rambles #its purpossly simple for my sake #but im not the type of person to Settle for simplicity #for chiluc !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i had lots of complicated ideas and stuff i wanted to do for them #ranging from simple animatic to a google slides visual novel #ugehehh struggles of being a creative

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lyss-butterscotch · 5 months ago

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Jus wamna say i like your artstyle a lot too!!! I was really jellous of u back on instagram :0

(kinda still am but shhhhhhh no one will know)

Your album cover style fontaine art jus blew my mind. I still think about it sometimes. Also the way u draw wings n wrios mechanical stuff is so cool too!! And that one time u drew heem onna motorcycle too!!! Ion have the patiance for things like that n i jus admire people that do. Impressive as hell imo.

Im holding you and shaking you like maraccas nes, i hope you know that. I never know what to say to people going out of their way to tell me they like my work because a simple thank you text isnt enough. Thank you :) and hey ive been drawing since 2014 so all you see now is basically 10 years of work, you will get there on your own pace and way!

#MAN I WANT SO BADLY TO MASTER DRAWING MACHINES AND STUFF SPECIFICALLY FOR WRIO LMAO #im literally still struggling to settle on a consistent design every time i draw him #but yey yippee silly clockwork wolf man #glad you like my silly au #lyssten to my rambles

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maliciousalice · 9 months ago

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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.