#plus having my main reliable and somewhat constant source of happy chemicals be incredibly linked to a specific person(s) who is also
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calico-kiwi · 7 days ago
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WE’RE SO BACK (<- finally re-found the spark that fuels them from a creative/serotonin perspective after months of it fleetingly flickering in and out)
#kiwi shares their thoughts#praying it lasts this time and this isn’t another case of false hope#it’s not tho i can feel it#im all motivated and fired up right now#been struggling to re-achieve a work life balance#especially because ive been so heavy on the “work” side#the combo of having very little me time and not remembering how to enjoy my own company or any of my old hobbies or interests#plus having my main reliable and somewhat constant source of happy chemicals be incredibly linked to a specific person(s) who is also#almost always incredibly busy#was a very bad/difficult combo indeed#but we’re back now!#i’m getting back to watching media on my own (i’ve been doing almost exclusively watch parties with friends and family lately)#i’ve been returning to reading (though sadly not fanfic (yet))#i’ve returned to dropout#slowly returning to youtube#i’m trying to get back into crafts#and i actually found a new one i want to start doing#i’m going to bite the bullet and FINALLY decorate my room#i’m going to start locking down the aesthetics and characters i like (ex being like sanrio or milk and mocha or plague doctor)#i’m gonna get a corkboard and finally officially start my pin collection#i’m gonna try gaming again more consistently on my own (i still game with friends there and again (the minecraft and terraria worlds are#coming along swimmingly)#idk i’m just…#finally returning to my self i guess?#got a little lost in the sauce (currently trying my best to swim out of it)#and i think ive realized a lot of things about myself lately#sorta had a whole metamorphosis arc and had a bit of an unintentional journey of self discovery#i’m in a new place and i’m happy with it and i finally understand it#so now i think it’s time to start bringing over the things i like from the *old* place#y’know now that im all moved in and settled
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