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motherforthefamicom · 8 months

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uhhh drawing from today =] love these two sm

#scribbles #pokemon #pokemon kieran #pokemon carmine #idk how to tag pkmn stuff i hope im doin this right XD #pokemon dlc #pokemon scarlet and violet #eyestrain #<- just in case.?????? genuinely idk #furry designs cuz uhm…… its fun 🙃#pretty much the only reason ive ever had motivation to draw humans over the years is for. making object gijinkas #and over the summer i got like realllyyyyyy insecure over my Human Drawing Abilities + lost interest in that stuff for the time being #(does that make sense? my interest in object shows will probbaly never leave but its not like smthn im actively into / thinking abt like #how it was just a few months before. so im not as invested in drawing the characters or making gijinkas…….. plus furries are just more fun #to draw (for me at least XD #uh theyre coati nd badger hybrids or whatever cuz i just picked coati randomly and my sister really #wanted carmine to be a badger for some reason #sorry for the massive paragraphs uhmjhhbhh i never know how much to say on individual art posts #it feels weird posting on here whenever i randomly manage to pop back in . idk why it just does #like its weirdly nervewracking even tho it really shouldnt be??????#lately ive been realizing i fucking hate most formats of posting art. maybe that has smthn to do w it #idk sorry im ramvling t try and get myself to actually ppst this stupid thing cuz i like how it turned out #but also the thought of posting it is making me weirdly nervous i could just Not Post It but i like sharing stuff =(#okay whatever this sounds really stupid now that im typing it out bye

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dukeofthomas · 2 months

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I will forever maintain that Jason would've been fine and Not a vigilante without Bruce making him Robin

#''bruce never recruited any kids for his mission/war'' falls apart immediately when u consider jason's backstory im ngl #jason todd #my dc posting #his whole character to me is breaking the conventions of the medium #batman #like i hate how ppl treat others like theyre ridiculous when they even dare to critique bruce in any way #i am capable of suspending my disbelief and accepting some things in fiction as okay even if they wouldnt be irl #its the viewers responsibility to meet stories whre theyre at #but its also the story's responsibility to upkeep that yknow?#''child/teen sidekicks are okay n not morally dubious'' okay :D yay :3 #then one of them gets brutally murdered by a villain and im like. yeah uhh no. cant do that anymore 👍sorry #''they all became vigilantes on their own bruce couldnt have stopped them'' yall under the impression bruce hates kid heroes n wants them #properly safe n is just doing damage control/harm prevention #when hes more the lines of encouraging them #difference between ''i cant stop u from doing this so ill make it as safe as i can'' and #''im actively going to encourage you to do this dangerous thing''#i have many opinions n im ngl theyre constantly shifting n they depend on a lot #im not gonna hate on lego batman for robin thats a goddamn childrens movie who tf gives a shit #comics are fair game tho. have u seen what gows on in there.#bruce couldve stopped jason from being a vigilante n instead encouraged him is the hill i will fucking die on #the victim blaming of jason has Got to stoppp its the worst thing ever #also just to remind everyone. ''a good soldier''.#wow a character blames themselves for the death of their child and to torture themselves they put the words 'good soldier' on their memorial #anyway if you even dare to think abt the implications ure stupid n #like do u hear urself whattt

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dahldahlbills · 7 months

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I really need to get serious about personal projects again

#I think I said something like this last year too lol #currently in a weird headspace about it #the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom #(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back)#so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom #and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason #it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully #I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff #but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me?#idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol #it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people #and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :(#and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom #which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do #im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air #so I really can’t afford to dawdle #there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have #but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself #I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️#anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those !#blahblahbills #delete later

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synthetic-sonata · 2 months

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got a buncha stuff for my switch and kirbys return to dream land deluxe. ... living life large ( i had a breakdown earlier this is a treat )

#aria talkz #im fine now i always come back very quickly. but that alone is weird bc it makes my emotions feel fake. whiplash is insane.#anyways i enjjoy kibby :) i always liked kirby as a franchise but i only had like #kirby superstar ultra. which ironically was too hard for me and too frustrating and i always wanted the 3ds era games #that were so out of reach and yet so close. but when the eshop and 3ds were fresh and active and not running off of life support #in like the 2010s. my family and me were very poor and had no money to buy shit like videogames xcept for my birtday #So i had SO many games i wanted on the 3ds i couldnt have bc it required money so i just had demos n physical games...#bc i only got one game per year on my birthday and it was usually pokemon bc they went annual arnd that time.#anyways uh thats not even super related dreamland is from the wii bu i hope triple deluxe or robobot get done so i can play em on th switch #ans finally start engaging with kirby in the way it was meant to be engaged with . Videogaem. And not shitty rp online.#<- not a vague to anyone who follows me although it is a vague to Someone.#i liek kibby :) i like magalor... i like metaknight and dedede...#truthfully i will reclaim everything from the people who tainted it for me. same with like fnf.#my enjoyment for things can never be ruined by a super shitty person itll just be Delayed due to memories but now i can enjoy n reclaim-#the shit that got tainted by (mostly one) but also multiple people freely and safely.#sorry for the vague vent tag ramble i just have lots of emotions esp today.#mocha would be a Scarfy . If u even car... If anyone care ab my ocs ..

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taegularities · 1 year

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being here has never felt this suffocating.. it feels impossible sometimes to continue

#i wish you'd talked to me about it instead of making a post with screenshots #because that was nothing i did intentionally... i didn't wake up thinking 'i will be racists today' it was a mistake i'm not proud of #i meant my apology and i said i understand when people are offended and that i'm sorry #i know it was wrong and i'm ready to learn from it to not hurt people anymore and idk why it warrants calling me a full racist #and i don't know how you saw that ask bc it was days (or yesterday? idk anymore) ago and you blocked me weeks (months?) ago #you'd have to actively seek that ask out or look through my posts if im blocked for you #and if it wasn't you but someone else who pointed it out for you idk how you guys got to the point of scanning my blog #if i ever hurt anyone im ALWAYS open to talking about it. i remember once using a word wrong and someone pointed it out on anon #and I've never used that word ever since #i would've immediately apologised and deleted that bit too if you'd texted me just one sentence a la 'hey that's so not okay'#and you did the same thing when i went alway last time... never communicating but going against me while so many others reached out to me #if i didn't see anything wrong about this thing now i wouldn't have made that post. im not scared of disagreeing with ppl #and i don't know what you want me to do? i didn't even know M when their thing happened and still felt bad for them.. me or those who are #defending me didn't go against M... how would you think it's the same people? idk man #idk.. i can apologise a 100 times and it won't be okay. and if i don't say anything im dodging the topic it'll never be enough no matter #what i do #reach out to me jords tell me what i can do bc i did NOT mean to ever hurt anyone and im so freaking sorry that i did #<— this msg especially to those who were directly hurt #idk what to do so you stop posting so many screenshots #if you want ppl to stop supporting me then...yeah idk guys stop supporting me — unfollow me it's absolutely okay bc i know that was #uneducated af of me #to all sweet ppl who reached out thank you i see your messages #i'll see all those that'll come too.. i just wont answer so no one drags y'all #thank you that's it #go ahead and screenshot this too. i can't do anything else anymore #also.. the only parts i edited in my apology were 'i didn't mention japanese' and 'i dont feel superior' which i did after waking up cos #my post was made at 5am after randomly waking up during the night #edit: stop sending my friends asks saying i deserved this. i never told anyone to defend me.. they CHOSE it and they're allowed to #that's it... thank you guys and ily #ill brb. not too long just a bit

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textualviolence · 1 year

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screenshotting this tag because i’m not trying to start a fight but. with all due respect i could not disagree more

#Nieyao fucking makes whatever psychosexual issues they have going on so much worse #because its so profoundly unethical and actively dirties the respectability of the bond they had previously #they can never have good sex its always profoundly psychologically destructive for the both of them #since they're both so invested in this idea of nie mingjue as a Good Man(tm)#the moment Nie Mingjue has sex with his subordinate it automatically drags him down to the level of a JGS (meng yao's actual real FATHER)#and thus tranforms a normal healthy socially well regarded though hierarchical relationship #into a disgraceful abuse of power that casts an ugly and revelatory light on the hierarchy they occupy #it's no longer possible to pretend NMJ's position of authority and Meng Yao's subordination isn't inherently identical to #the authority and subordination that facilitates JGS's abuse of vulnerable girls #was there ever anything other than sex underneath their bond? they both need to think so and they'll both be unable to convince themselves #they'll fuck once and try never to do it again but its too late because the fact that they did reveals the nature of their relationship #fundamentally its always about fucking. always about power. and it was from the beginning #its not about mentorship or fostering talent #for both of them i think their whole worldview would collapse and they would no longer be able to see their society as just and fair #if they don't fuck they can go on thinking they're normal people!!!!why waste this opportunity!!!#if you want people who shouldn't fuck look at wangxian #book got boring once they fucked im sorry ill say it

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prehistorictriforce · 2 years

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fuck you people who fake tourettes fuck you people who say they want tourettes fuck you people who have made having tourettes into smthn cute quirky and desirable!!!!! i’m mad!!!!!!!! fuck you fuck you fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#this goes for any disorder or anything like. fuck off.#if you think faking this shit doesn’t matter then try like. actually asking ppl that have it???#tried to explain that i had tourettes to my last employer. they thought i was faking it lmfao #bc they had seen people on tiktok faking it so often. they thought i just WANTED to have tourettes. and i didn’t #get the understanding and kindness i deserved until i could explain my dx and who i got it from #so they could know i wasn’t lying. i shouldn’t have to do that much to ‘prove’ my syndromes and disorders #just bc SOME PEOPLE think it’s cool to act like they have shit or they want to have shit. like NO!!! you’re ACTIVELY harming the communities #and you don’t even fucking care!!!!#my tics hurt!!! they hurt so damn bad some days and i’m one of the LUCKY ONES that has gotten less severe with age!!!#and im medicated!!!!!! and i still have days where i just wanna lay down and cry and never leave my room #some of my tics are cute ones. those tics DO exist. i have a few and have had others over the years that are gone now #but then i pop my joints out of place. pop my jaw out of place over and over. snap my head to the side. and again these are MILD compared to #SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE with ts #bet y’all don’t fucking WANT those tics. bet you don’t WANT to be hitting yourselves full force amd bruising ur skin constantly #i’m sorry for ranting in the tags but holy fucking shit this pissed me off #saw some shit on tumblr and tiktok and im. hooooo buddy. fuck you so bad.#ok. i’ll shut up now. tourettes isn’t fucking quirky.#rant tw #tw rant

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oldirontender · 2 years

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soooo,,, *twiddles my thumbs and plays with my hair cutely* idrk how to say this but im not too sure how active im gonna be on this acct bc my ttte hyperfixation has basically completely gone away at this point,, which sucks that it happened so quickly but yeah uh,,, ill still rb some cute art and i'll try to post some things for special occasions maybe but who knows, im still active on my main lycanwlf tho :3 anywhosies,, stay silly :3

#rambling #ive been feeling so guilty abt this for the entirety of the past week :^/#like as if someones gonna be mad that my interests changing LMAO #but yeah. keep following if u want but im not gonna be as active as i was in my hay day (as if that wasnt like. a month ago)#*old man voice* its not like how it used to be.... *stares longingly out of my window*#HABSFDHASBDHB sorry LMFAO #also sorry i never got around to finishing my au. i got stuck trying to design percy and couldnt continue #basically they were immortal old men and some stuff happened #magic railroad was like this purgatory type place where people experienced the horrors #maybe ill finish it and post it who knows

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confettigraffiti · 1 year

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I miss talking to my friends genuinely but also I have very much overstayed my welcome everywhere and it's too late (I got VERY annoying near the end + fell out of a major interest which didn't help. my bad yall 😔) I feel like I should remake at this point and just move on but also. move on to what

#goddamn its fucking confetti again #go back #like at this point nobody wants me around because of obvious reasons but also #part of me would rather be distantly known as instead of being completely forgotten 💀#love my inability to keep up with anyone despite wanting to so bad #either becuase i cant fucking remember or because eventually i either become intensely annoying or intensely boring #im already a fraction of how active as i was like even a year and a half ago. Would it even matter if i remade. Probably not #WORST lesbian dream of my life was dreaming about bayojeanne and having every single positive feeling i felt about them and then waking #and remembering i can never go back to that. I dont even care about bayo 3 anymore i just know i was MAD annoying #and i cant just to it even if i wanted #and then it started making me spiral about everything even unrelated to it #pain. So much pain. Lets take ibuprofen together #ok thinking about it most of everyone probably doesnt even remember me and arent actively annoyed by me so. Maybe thats better #thats probably better #uhrmm thid got long lol sorry i dont really hsve access to a place to talk anymore so i kind of just go here #bc this tumblr is filled with dead followers and so its safer snd less likely it gets seen #not to be dramatic but this must br what dying feels like lol

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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ugh

#vent/rant ahead i just wanna say stuff:#forcing myself to draw for my friends and post content for my friends and keep Being Active just for other ppl is wearing me out #i WANT to continue to be a part of the community but. man this sucks fkjdhsg #it's entirely my fault. the situations i've put myself in that i dont wanna make public #(not just stuff related to art and content motivation but also Oops i Upset A Friend And Feel Horrible)#but it still sucks even if it is my fault #idk man im just running out of stuff to care about. everything is getting worse 🧍#i'm sure i'll be here every once in a while but will i ever post a full drawing again? great question #clips? very very rarely #actual content? not likely #i have like. one thing i wanna post about at christmas (i know one of my gifts already). besides that uhhhhhhhh i've got nothing #might have one drawing/sketch for december but that's very up in the air #if you know my priv and wanna request go ahead. im always active there and that wont change unless twitter explodes #even if you've requested before and aren't in it now you can request again. i'll try to be more lenient with it (again this is my fault)#i doubt i could ever make myself straight up abandon this blog. i'll continue to answer asks and ramble when i want to #but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving.#i'm not gonna have anyone left by this time next year it'll just be me and the void lmao #too nervous to follow anyone new. too nervous to talk the friends i already have. cant hold a conversation to save my life #this is why i have like... 3 friends here (i think we're friends). sorry i never talk to you guys it's just Difficult :/#and it's not getting any easier. not since june/july !#all goat knows is talk about skyblock (getting harder to do). post link to song. and make 50 more non-rebloggable posts #chat #come back later #(to delete probably idk)#now the real question: is this all related to [current issues causing mood swings] or is this something that's been building since june #we'll see i guess #i could be fine a month or so from now. or tomorrow. or all the way in the summer. who knows #*attaches a picture of techno to make this seem slightly less miserable* jkfhdkg #i hate there being like 2000 people here. nearly 3000 i think. idk #i want to talk and rant without feeling like im making the world's worst apology video KJFDHKG i dont like having so many eyes on me

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memoryoflife · 1 year

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i don't think words can encapsulate what blaseball meant to me 💚 riv

#ell shut up #blaseball #mourningposting right now sorry to all the new mutuals #i love you breath mints you guys are amazing #i loved lurking in fresh corner during the expansion era #i never spoke but i loved you all the same #im sorry i never got to be as active as i wanted to with the coronation era

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k66-official · 1 year

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Pekoponian science fiction movies are so fascinating, kero! This planet's culture is quite behind on intergalactic travel, so their fantasies of space are very unique! Yessir, it's a lot of fun seeing what's accurate and what's not, kero~!

#keropost #sorry for geeking out! fuyuki's making me watch popular pekoponian space epic 'star wars' kero #i say making me watch but i suppose i was the one who asked him about it kekero #it's quite a bit of fun yessir!#'the force' is kind of a ridiculous concept if you ask me #but who am i to judge. not too different from a newtype i suppose #-k66 #and now a word from our host:#i'm done with finals 🥳#i would've announced that first but i got distracted wanting to make a keropost #happy star wars day. yknow ive never watched the star wars prequels #im not an active fan i mostly just watch it with my dad cause he likes it haha

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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like pirating is so normal 2 me i forget there r ppl who r like antipiracy which btw is stupid. obviously