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metiredlr · 2 years ago

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Yuri on ice fandom of Tumblr let's do w/ Ice Adolescence what the rest of the site did with Goncharov(1973) because it's been 5 years n we got no news of the movie yet. I'm begging. We can do this

#im so tired of waiting LMAO #im not pushy n have patience w things usually but i just think it could be funny #love Goncharov btw #yuri on ice #yoi #ice adolescence #💀💀 PLEASE

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silkoodles · 5 months ago

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i could do better [prev tfem bradley post]

and i have ideas. like uhhh roller derby jammer in a team called the Bronze Brasiers cause she still likes skating and likes passing the competition and fighting dirty 😭also just living her best life

#sketches #bradley uppercrust iii #maxley #an extremely goofy movie #her name is...janice #idk #i have fic ideas i may get to idk i mostly just waiting for updates of everyone elses fics lmao #im so...tired

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sunlit-mess · 6 months ago

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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

#messyr #doodle #vent art #idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately #overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew #ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk #Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same #well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd #abuse mention

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gunsatthaphan · 1 year ago

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in other news Kid-Nap was confirmed as a BL and now the obnoxious ON stans are protesting on the streets I-- 💀

#gmmtv #gmmtv2024 #gmmtv 2024 #gmmtv2024 part 1 #kidnap the series #ohm pawat #this was really ohms last straw lmao rip #good for him though #why is this fandom so difficult sometimes #wait scratch the sometimes #jfc #also love how they made sure to cast a completely unknown dude without any public social media accounts lmao 💀#this is officially brightwin 2.0 and im sick and tired #let them make their own decisions ffs its literally no big deal #god #i hope Leng will find a way to cope with this hes innocent he doesnt deserve this #so yeah this is now double savage 2.0 but gay. cool.#all i have to say about this is thank god the shipper happened before BBS bc otherwise first wouldve become the victim

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hyacinth-sims · 7 months ago

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severe lack of tanmeric on the timeline but i am a very generous person and took screenshots from my 2nd favorite yaoi household

bro is literally obsessed

shout out to gay ass bird

also johnny showed up and had a candlelit dinner with himself because self love is important king

#unfortunately yall will have to wait a bit for my 1st favorite yaoi household #yuri households to come since lilith and ophelia r engaged hehe #the sims 2 #ts2 #ts2 gameplay #ts2 megahood #LMAO WAIT I JUST REALIZED WHY DID I SEND THEM TO AN ACADEMIE LE TOUR LOT???#its almost 5 am im so tired #tank grunt #almeric davis #tanmeric

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the-kipsabian · 4 days ago

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hands you kips updated twitter bio

but wait it gets better(/worse?)

compare it to nicks. also including a patriarchy header and the nickname christian calls him

#im still waiting for him to change the icon to match nicks too just to be a little shit lmao #wrestling #kip sabian #nick wayne #my beloved #kip in a box #boxman saga #but anyways i just thought this was really funny im so tired today

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siffrins-therapist · 10 months ago

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I forgot about this one XD

#he speaks from experience too #ooh wait #im about to go to sleep so i'll probably forget #but i kinda want to make another fake dashboard thing #maybe with some AMA type posts or screenshots #authors asking the nation people questjons for research for their writing #ifk im tired so maybe awake me (if xe remembers) will say its a shite idea lmao)#hetalia #aph france #hws france

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olivewormz · 7 months ago

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ELLO!!!! GUESS WHO REDID HIS METAL SLUG DESIGNS!!!! i guess you could call it that uuhm

but YEA!! i've been thinking a lot about metal slug lately and i just... couldnt resist redrawing my versions, hopefully i do more in the future for more characters n all, i really want to post more metal slug stuff, i love LOVE these silly guys

im not writing anything at the moment cause i really didnt change my headcanons and im kind of tired to write proper paragraphs (i should stop staying up until 3 am to finish drawings? maybe).

#here comes the ramble......#its funny how with the og pic i was talking about how tactics was delayed for 2023 n i was sad #and here we are in 2024 and still no tactics lmao #ill still wait im hopeful that game is good #ANYWAY this is the first time im happy drawing their vests #and its because i used the tunshi figures as reference #man i really want those figures #but its so hard to get them when ur argentinian LMAO #thinking about opening cmms justs to get them........#WEELLLL #funfact! in 2023 i did some custom metal slug pins for an assingment #i never finished fio sadly #i also got this cool ms picture with lights n all #its not important i justwanted to share #i just go crazy with anything metal slug related #oh also i was at a convention n i asked this really cool artist if he could draw eri and we talked about the games for a lil while #i may have used all my savings on that one artist that day #he was really nice :-))#now i got a tarma and an eri from him #can you tell im tired by how much im rambling?#i just love this tagging system where i cant just go crazy n then regret it the day after #i should stop lmao im sorry #metal slug #eri kasamoto #fio germi #marco rossi #tarma roving #digital art #fanart #myart

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motof1bfs · 2 months ago

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abt the poster requests....can u do one with pedro acosta? I love his silly ass and I love ur work too

Pedro Acosta

In a world full of fish, you must be the shark

TY FOR THE ASK! and the compliment awe shucks .. but anyway here you go its kinda basic but alas - 🏁

#i was out all day sorry for the wait LMAO #i too am a freak abt pedro acosta #ppl should bully mr shoresy into posting his pedro acosta shark art #hes so good at everything guys i fear i love my bf get a load of this queer #why did i start talking abt him idek #anyway thanks for the ask i like requests im not creative LMAO #urrr real tags now ig im so tired #motogp #pedro acosta #pedro acosta edit #motogp edit #motogpedit #my edit #my graphics #edit #lukes edits

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months ago

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Ogh!! I'm so sorry to hear that your work schedule was such poop regarding the update! If it makes you feel better, I would watch your stream regardless if I looked at the update already or not! Wouldn't say any spoilers, but I love how you perceive things regarding WH and I would no doubt love to see your reaction live regardless!

aw <3 thank you <3 i Deeply appreciate that!!

#if enough people are in your boat i'll still stream it ahaha #because i Want To!!! i don't want to enjoy this alone!#man now im just worried bc like... if it's day three into my four day work week...#do i wait an entire extra day OR do i do it That Night?#bc if i do it That Night more people might be willing #but also i want to have Time to be thorough and talk & enjoy Without being exhausted at work the next day #but then its also like... lmao what if i waited until sunday. my first day off yk #i could do the stream Early (like. in the morning. 10 or something)#and not be exhausted after a 9 hour shift...#AH SORRY IM RAMBLING!!!!#rambles from the bog #again this is all spec. a miracle may happen. it almost certainly Wont tho #man... i wanna make this happen so bad... but i dont wanna force myself to go through it while tired #BUT OH MAN I DO NOT WANNA WAIT #but i also do. i wanna have my brain cobbled together for it

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rapidhighway · 11 months ago

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hey i might be controversial but im not really feeling the 12th doctor so far

#idkk idk what to thinkkk #i finished s8 today #im just nottt feeling ittt #i just think i might hate how moffat writes no matter what it is fdvxcdfdfv #i actually don't know WHAT is wrong because it's like... things i SHOULD be enjoying but im not it feels like its bad #idk idkkkk #i just feel there's something lacking and i felt the exact same way through the entire 11th doctor era #its just even worse now because i guess im tired #like im so desperate to enjoy this doctor like i did 9 and 10 and i just cant?? cant enjoy the companions and side characters as much eithe #idk man :(#i need to watch some older dw stuff and see if im idealizing the old episodes lmao #because i really want to have a fair opinion of this showww #heeeelpp ToT #i think i just dont like the writing? but i dont know enough about writing to actually say what's wrong #theres just something wrong #ouough #i still hold so much hope everyones always so excited about 12 and i was very excited and its just not ittt #ough ok byeeee #ok wait #like i think his personality is fine and stuff is fine it's just.. the stories? the way they present them? i dont knowwww #i just dont really like moffats dw i gues...#SAD

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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#it actually does make such a huge difference omg im like ... feels like i got thrown into the floor lost my breath #having someone i like so much to talk to abt things #and share stuff and details abt not only my days but their days too #and talking abt like books that we read or shows/movies we saw and etc etc #sending pics. sending voice messages. all of that #that was so amazing wth???#it sounds like such a mundane thing but it changed my enire baseline. it wasnt a littel thing to me #i didnt share as much as i wanted to because it takes me longer to settle into smth like this #or any kind of connection/correspondence/bond/rapport #im slow bc im so scared of ppl. scared of trusting. scared of opening up. rejection rejection all of that #yeah.. takes me a lot longer than the average person to settle into smth like this #avpd is its own special hell...#i miss it a lot and i wish there hadnt been all the other circumstances so i could've actually relaxed into it #and come out of my shell completely. which i was almost there. now that mental block is gone but it's too late....#i take too long... it is impossible to be patient with me. i really hate everything abt my brain #my desire overtook my fear and it was quicker than it ever has but not enough.. :(#i miss it sm and it made me feel so so much lust for life..#but it's gone now and i can really feel the loss of it #i wouldve done anything i could to save it. or nurture it. or whatever. but it was a sacred treasure to /me/.#it doesnt matter if i try to put out the flames in a burning house if the house is gone and there are actually only the flames left #and since to me it is so special. and like. the fact that this even happened is crazy to me stuff like this feelings and connection never #happen to me. it's like.. special to talk to someone u like & have an established rapport with on a regular basis #and tell them stuff and rant abt like a book or whatever. ask them details abt their life bc u know them and enjoy knowing them #i cant just transfer all of this to someone else. i dont feel like yapping abt the book im reading into the void or someone i barely know #i just dont know... i need that sm and it was so amazing w someone i like sm. & it makes me sad i takes me too long to get fully comfortable #bc of this time were it was the most intense and long lasting for me but also im in love lmao. but other times too...#i take too long and why would someone wanna wait like actually a year (which is how long it often takes me to pass a certain barrier)#im not special. im nothing that great. it is easy to find someone else who is x1000 better than me and wont take an eternity to warm up #i just feel so sad bc i try so hard and then all of my effort just goes down the drain and then i have to do it again if i meet someone #then they'll leave me behind too and get tired of me and not like what they see and then im back at square 1 again

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duckyfann9871 · 4 months ago

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me the entirety of Kyle's route so far

rip Kyle, you would fit right into the current medical field with how tired you are all the time

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phagodyke · 22 days ago

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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man #thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking #mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they #dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done #listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life #i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this #once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i #dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this #ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be #i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about #how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being #given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out #entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please #its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have #to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once #and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general #feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this #but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is #i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired #i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if #i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore #i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr #and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning #my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better #it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood #my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it #cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen #.vent #ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.

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paimt · 3 months ago

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woag. vibeo game?

(very rough still)

(but now theres more colours)

#game dev #my art #murderhouse makeover #fuck it whatever im probably never gonna do the legal shit for this #slim chance i even make it to uploading on itch lmao #turns out game dev takes a REALLY long time when you dont know what you're doing #also i should not have waited this long to make the actual win state. how the hell am i gonna quantify decorating a house #since filming this video ive made the main menu buttons nicer and fixed the storage system #one of these days i'll actually put effort into the video #but also. i dunno #ive been telling myself id have enough to do a demo for the last two years now. im so tired and i keep not finishing shit #between making this and my full time job and also making regular ass drawings to put on this blog i kinda wanna throw the towel in #stop reading here if you dont wanna see my sad ass thought process #im not the kinda guy that gets Big Successes. like even if i finish and polish this fully it'll sell MAYBE a hundred copies #its kinda hard to keep going on this with that weighing on me yknow. like ive wasted months of work on this #this has been my free time for the past two years #i dont know #I DONT KNOW

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werebutch · 5 months ago

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sorry im gonna be an asshole but if my dad knew he couldnt take care of us with the progression of his diseases then why did he fight so hard for custody. im 20 yrs old i shouldnt still be thinking abt this but still like. a billion years of neglect the fact that he is sick is irrelevant when he knew very well that he wouldnt meet our basic needs. sorry. and now its on me to take care of 2 mostly-adult teenagers who hate my guts and still think they're 12 years old and cant go to the store. or clean. or whayever. AGHHHHHHH

#i dont know why everyone is in this dream world where we're still so young. even my dad acts like im out of line by staying somewhere other #than his house. like im 14. and again. my sisters just genuinely seem like they dont understand that theyre grown now. cant we all just tak #care of ourselves? ??#if he didnt have custody i would have hated both of them even more but at least we would have been taken care of #every time i have this conversation with him hes like 'but i cant do anything..!' he can. ive seen that he can. he works from home hes on #the god damn couch all day. most of his work days hes just on tiktok waiting for people to call him. he doesnt do much of anything. youre #telling me you cant do the dishes or go to the store just once in a while ?#and then he says like. but thats what my spouse would do for me blah blah .................. single people still manage to feed themselves #somehow/. maybe its magic. maybe im an asshole for saying this. but seriously. dont be like this and then get angry that i like staying at #my moms better. there i just have to worry about myself. and because of that im more apt to do things for other people! bc im not #burned out all the time !#this is so dumb to complain about im 20 like. shut up. but wah its just tiring after like.... 10 years. lmao

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