#im so thankful ive been able to
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late to TDOV but
I love you trans women I love you trans men I love you nonbinarys and genderqueers and multi gender people and people with their own unique relationships to their gender that might not make sense to others I love you intersex trans people I love you trans gays and lesbians and bisexuals and asexuals I love you all
many blessings and celebration and love to you all!! you are beautiful and wonderful and worthy of the many joys life will give you living authentic to who you are :^) 💗💞💖
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#from your local genderqueer guy 💖#ive been out for about 6 years now going on 7#which is wild and crazy#ive been collectively on T for about a year and almost a half#and although my journey to top surgery has been set back I’m still on my way#getting on T has been so affirming and incredibly assuring. to feel right in my body#im so thankful ive been able to#unfortunately where i live recent legislation has come through where my state insurance will no longer cover it#but i’ll be back on soon when i can afford it#i remember waiting for so long to get on T#ive spent years living in a transphobic household where my identity was dismissed and belittled#i had to leave my family home when i was caught getting on testosterone soon after i turned 18#its been rough#but being able to be myself on my own. with friends who love and accept me as i am#to have more control over my own body and what i choose to do with it#to make it feel like home#im so grateful#i love you all#trans joy is a beautiful thing#tdov
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a tribute to celebrate the finale of the manga that has meant so much to me these past few years
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#ryomen sukuna#toji fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 271#i would tag everyone but ik the most frequented tags in this fandom smh ghsdhfgdfjs#THSI KILLED ME#3 DAYS#IM DEAD DECEASED IN THE GROUND#i knew the minute i drafted the sketch that i would hate myself for it and yeah i was right#but honestly it was worth it it was worth every single hour#i got . lowkey highkey emotional wrapping this up bc like. what a RIDE it's been#ive grown so much since starting drawing fr this series i owe it a lot im so grateful to the things its taught me abt how i like to create#im so grateful fr the people its let me meet#ik it's not over-over and ill be around while the anime catches up but still something abt the manga ending#i'm sentimental u kno?#so i hope that i was able to convey those feelings#to jjk and to every1 who has engaged with my art for it: thank u <3
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-draws human battering ram König like its my next hit of crack-
#könig#nobody ever wants to mention this part of his bio but honey ive been daydreamin ever since i read abt it 😏💭#ok im drawing one last request over in nfswland then THATS IT im working on the comic i wanna be done by early january#bc i get a fuckload of time off in late december so i should be able to zooom through it#but its also like A Key section that ive been thinknig abt forever so i need it to be Good as well#thank god i can just start right were ive been wanting to no more build up YEEHAWW#well for This part#my art#fanart#call of duty modern warfare 3#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty#konig#konig mw2#blood#blood tw
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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#chat i am SO losing it#went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg#neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit#and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing#like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life#and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you#cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??
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A few people asked me to compile my Elden Ring arts into a zine errr months ago .... I'M FINALLY DOING IT :")
Gonna get a proof printed at the local shop early next week... then I'll be binding the pages at home with thread. I'm excited >.<
#im so happy ive been able to finish so many lil art projects lately TvT#like ones that i've wanted to tackle since forever (making prints available - design some enamel pins - stickers per season - zines....)#i've spent so much of my Art Life (TM) thinking “oh it would be cool if i tried this...” but it usually wouldn't actually happen...#now im making them happen!!! been opening the floodgates LOL#(for better or for worse)#:3c#anyway#yes im very excited#thanks for looking....#at ... all the damn stuff i'm throwing at ya lately LOL
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HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! here's some of my fave/most popular art I did in 2024 <3
#shroomer talks !#the last one is blurred because its spoilers#i wanted to finish it so badly before the end of the year but alas... i have a job#hopefully will be able to finish it tomorrow or the day after#anyways!! what a good run this year has been!!#its so funny most of these pieces were done in the last few months lol i did not like any of my drawings or even had any finished pre-augus#and then boom. south park happened.#and suddenly i was rejuvenated. like a fish in water#if ill be honest with you guys ive had some of the worst art block for last few years/been so incredibly unsatisfied with my art#and its only been since august where ive finally started becoming a bit more ok with the work ive produced#i dont necessarily think ive made anything that could be a magnum opus or whatever. i dont even think i can really go:#“yea. i did that. hell yea. this is amazing”#its more like a “yea. im starting to see growth. im going somewhere. i think.”#but thats way better than what it was before where i just straight up hated my art lol#i still kinda do hate it though but its starting to be less#or at the very least its in a more positive direction where im thinking “ok i hate it but im gonna try and learn from this”#anyways thanks all of you for sticking around with little old me <3#MORE SOUTH PARK CONTENT TO COME IN 2025!!#youre not getting rid of me that easily#south park#splatoon
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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024
#what a year#ive never compiled it neatly before#i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe#this year I’ve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram#I’ve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappy’s voice: gomz no balls#i also need to do more color piece#launching ☕️ this year has helped to do that#to do at least one colored piece each month#i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time#we’ll see#still gotto tackle the last few ☕️ requests after con#this year I’ve drawn a lot more Price!! that’s why he’s the main character this year#i would put Raven but she’s always a main so#im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it#consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style#some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress#December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year#moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy#burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni#stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it#me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD#at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months#it’s been a fun year and I’ve made a lot of new friends too#drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there#thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart#art summary 2024
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PLEASE i feel like i'm re-sharing more fan art than i am creating my own art HAHAHA thank you guys sooooo much for all your generosity!! seriously, i CANNOT thank you all enough!! 😭❤🙏
#i know im still inactive but please forgive me!!!#im a bit worn out with drawing so i'm using my remaining energy on comms + the silly lunara sketches i've been sharing!#that isnt to say that i dont enjoy drawing though HAHAHA#i love creating and im so grateful to be able to share all my art with you and to have such lovely ppl support me#whether it be via the comms ive gotten or just people liking/reblogging my work... THANK YOU!!!#i have tons of comic ideas so when i'm ready to get back into drawing at lightspeed... be prepared HAHAHAHA#much love and have a good night <33333#(also might upload another lunara doodle tonight but IDK YET)#bob talks
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Hail Apollo and Hermes for helping me get my ass in gear to take care of a couple financial things that have been stressing me out for a while! ...and for the reminder to not impulse spend.
#and. of course. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be!#i was told in no uncertain terms in my last tarot pull that some financial things would bite me in the ass if i didnt deal with them#so i said i would take care of them by the end of the month and i managed to!! well. mostly#im waiting for a checkbook to come in the mail so i can take care of the second one but the first one is settled#and im no longer terrified that i'm going to jail! (that was never going to be the outcome in the first place)#thank you apollo and hermes#i need to find something to offer. i'll figure something out#helpol#hermes#coriander says#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#hellenic community#pagans of tumblr#theoi#'it's not as bad/scary/catastrophic as it feels' has been a theme atm#the tarot pull was from last week ive just been thinking about it. it's about time to do another check-in pull but i wont be able to till#friday probably#i owe. $7 to the state of texas but afaik i'm only able to pay via check b/c of the circumstances so i had to get *80* of them#the only person i know who still uses checks is my grandpa#...the checkbook would be a good thing to keep on hermes“#*hermes's altar though#my post#gratitude post
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🌸🌈 HBD Goro Akechi 🌈🌸
happy birthday and happy pride month to my most special of boys🥰🥰💗💞🌸
he's my angel and I know he's getting the mental health care he needs🥺💞 (or maybe he's worse lol idk 🤷♀️) as long as he's with akira, that's all that matters😌💗🌈🌸
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behold! an angel!!
#goro akechi#persona 5#shuake#implied#he is looking at akira#the insp for this is older akechi going to therapy and becoming a more stable person with a support network#most of that is akira ofc lol#but sojiro and the others love and support his recovery in their own way#(idk if i would say haru likes him but she does want him to atone and get better)#(and she supports whatever makes her leader happy)#(and that just so happens to be goro♡)#i just want my boys to be happy#or destroy each other in insane ways#as long as theyre together#im glad i was able to bust something out for goro's bday#ive been really sick lately#and getting any work done has be near impossible;;;#so thank you everyone for your support!!#it means the world to me#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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Lets say Luis lived.....AU, does Jordan immediately become more than in just a matter of days? Is it slow burn? How does her kids take thi? In fact how does her brother take it? Sorry for so many questions, I'm so curious. ;~;
DO NOT APOLOGIZE. I love asks like these I abolutely love love love how curious you guys are about Jordan and the “what if” situations you guys place her in ^^ !! small warning this is fairly long and I didn’t proofread.
Anyways yeah, if Luis lived it’d definitely be a really heavy slow-burn between the two, she wouldn’t immediately jump into his arms after the events of Re4. I think at this point she’s much more concerned in his condition after Krauser’s attack and is a bit shaken up after encountering Wesker again, those old feelings rising to the surface just a bit (a lot), so getting with him isn’t really the first thing that’s going to be on her mind, besides she just met the dude, she.. doesn’t really know him, and she certainly doesn’t want to lead him on or use him as a rebound, if she even really likes him, does she? that and .. she’s older.. would he even want to be someone with kids? why her and not some beautiful youth like Ashley? God it’s been so long since she’s had to deal with all of this again. It’s all a bit overwhelming for her, really.
And honestly? it feels a bit wrong. Wesker had left her for around 6 years at this point but it felt innappropriate even thinking of pursuing another man, she never even thought she would but of course her dear old ex husband had to fuck it all up in Arklay. I think during this time of contemplation she distances from Luis for a bit just to really think about it, besides it’s a good indicator of his intentions anyway if he really is patient and understanding of her. To which, he is! he’s still very annoyingly flirtatious though, but toned down just a notch, he can read the room, he knows when to back off. Eventually I think they’d get together, Luis is a kind and loving man, being with Jordan would definitely bring her chipper optimism back. In this Au she’d be much happier. As for the events of Re5 and Jordan’s involvement I’m a bit on the fence about it. Jordan’s abduction is due to an altercation between her and Wesker, as she personally sought him out for the B.S.A.A., for both the grudge she held and the yearn to see him once more. In this Au she wouldn’t have the incentive to hunt him down since she’s with Luis so I don’t think she’d end up in Wesker’s grip again, however he’d take her eventually against her will. I mean, what do you think you’re doing? you’re still mine after all. Wesker would be much more frustrated during this time because of her stubborn refusal of him, every single part of his plan is not going as it should. Unlike the original timeline she doesn’t succumb or fall for him again, she wants to see Luis, to which Wesker definitely threatens his life or something to make her comply.
As for her children, they are both pretty apprehensive, especially Alvina. Junior comes around much faster than his older sister, as during the events of Re4 he’d be 12 years old. Wesker wasn’t in his life long enough to leave a massive impact and during the short timeframe that he was there growing up he could either barely remember their interactions, or remember him to be .. a bit cold, strict but he uh.. atleast tried. kind of. So the addition of Luis into his life as a father-figure is something that’s easier for him to ease into rather than Alvina. Plus, he’s actually treating him like a son? yeah, not a step-father but the dad that stepped up. But Alvina, oh man, Alvina on the other hand is pissed, daddy’s girl for life. She loves her father dearly, despite his leave and just wants him to come back and apologize and tell her everything is okay, so the addition of this random ass guy is annoying to her. In her eyes it feels like her mother is replacing him, besides what the hell does she see in him anyway? he’ll never be him, never be her actual father. Is a bit vocal with her resistance in the beginning, though only telling Jordan about it through small remarks, she’s far too non-confrontational to actually say anything to Luis. Things like “He’s .. staying here now ..? 😕” or giving him a side eye, he’s strictly referred to as just “Luis”. Purposely mispronounces his name in the beginning out of pettiness (Louis😭😭😭😭😭😭😭) Eventually she learns to just tolerate him and his presence but she still doesn’t like the guy! get a job get away from my saint of a mother.
As for Jaiden he’s extremely hesitant upon knowing of Luis’ existence and insists for him to meet him before they get into it too deep. Guy does NOT trust Jordan’s taste in men after Wesker and is extremely protective over his sister, so I think he hounds down Luis and makes sure he has no ill intentions or ulterior motives regarding his sister. Upon that initial meeting it is a nightmare for Jordan because I think Jaiden would actually like the guy, they’re both charismatic and goofy ladies men I think they’d get along wayyy too well to the point of it being annoying, god forbid you catch them in the same room because holy shit this duo is 😭😭😭 Jaiden is like “I like this guy wayy more” and makes jokes wondering how the hell Jordan pulled him, who does this old hag think she is… smh
#however jaiden on the inside is crying bc this guy flirts w every woman he sees and pulls none sigh looking at jill#toxic filipino men never win and its deserved because why do you act like that genuinely stop#resident evil#oc x canon#fengshuioc#fengshuispeaks#albert wesker#luis serra#luis serra navarro#jordan manalang#jaiden manalang#thank you for the ask !! <333#wrote this a bit sleep deprived so im sorry if this sucks ill elaborate more of needed just ask#genuinely school has been killing me so bad ive only been able to churn out ask posts god help me
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jade at any year from 2021 - now will go “yeah these are the characters i like” and show you this like girl fym that’s the clergy😭
#hamilton musical#samuel seabury#cookie run#pastry cookie#gravity falls#bipper#friday night funkin#sarvente#ghost and pals#charon#norman minecraft#what an interesting conglomerate of tags#added bipper because he’s dressed as a REVEREND (thank you fishy im stupid) in mabel’s play#this is probably because my dad is a priest so ive always been able to associate myself with them ig???? unless its samuel i love him anywa#or i just find them cool#i dunno#so many tags….
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A motherfucker... (song I drew this to here )
#mine#grimsley#music#oc#original#monster#horror clown#horror art#cannibal#evil spirit#just adding random tags cus tumblrs so dead but i still love it so heyy :3#ive been able to draw this week because im gnna go on vacation so ive been away from work thank god
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i know its only been 1 month but if instead of improving/curing my pmdd, birth control just spreads the symptoms out so that i can get hit w them anytime instead of just during Hell Week, that will. not be ideal
#kcqt rambles#i KNEW my body wasnt gonna have the Expected Reaction to these meds my body doesnt have the Expected Reaction to fucking ANYTHING#like yeah sure all my symptoms have been *milder* than they got during Hell Week#but its been (checks notes) two weeks and counting since they started#two weeks of mild symptoms sucks just as much if not more than one week of severe symptoms#esp since i cant anticipate when theyre starting/stopping like i cld before#like. i knew when my cramps started id be out of commission for the next 48-ish hours#and then theyd be gone and id be (relatively) good again#but ive been getting random contractions for TWO WEEKS NOW#thank god i waited till i wasnt working to try this thats all i can say#if id tried to work thru this. well. i simply wldntve been able to#PLEASE let this just be the initial adjustment period#PLEASE let things get better as time goes on#sigh i need a separate kcqt whines tag for stuff like this#kcqt whines#there we go lol#anyway i still have Bad Brain so im gonna go disappear again goodbye
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suncatcher [powershoe; zine fic]
GUESS WHAT my darling precious little fic Suncatcher is FINALLY OUT because it's leftovers time for @aaweddingzine 💐💍
name: suncatcher fandom: Ace Attorney | Gyakuten Saiban relationship: Itonokogiri Keisuke | Dick Gumshoe/Niboshi Saburou | Will Powers wordcount/chapters: 1/1, 2k additional tags: hi here is a fic in which gummy and will powers help organise nrmt's wedding And Things Occur, bear4bear fluff in a church. oooo you wanna read it so bad, these two are the most literal bear characters, in that both of them are sort of like winnie the pooh but in the shape of a large gay man, and in slightly different directions, written for the aa wedding zine btw!! i had a blast!
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The unholiness of the two of them, human as they are and gossiping like fishwives, and yet the coming together between the pews… there is something about it. They are running a little too close to the venue’s intended purpose; a meeting across the aisle of two kindred spirits, united in purpose. …Gumshoe has got to stop looking at him like that.
Detective Gumshoe and Will Powers scope out a wedding venue.
Read it now on Ao3!
#momo writes#im so lucky to have been able to worm my thoughts about will's ugliness complex in here#bc ive thought about it for EVER#he's not ugly!!!!!! and i think gumshoe of all people's head would explode at him saying that#bear4bear. 4ever.#thank you wedding zine what an amazing project#im so proud of how everything came out and everyone is so talented#pick up your stuffs before it's too late!!
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I dont think my therapist realises how special my special interest is
#'no i dont think youre autistic' i woke up feeling anxious in the middle of the night after already going to sleep at 9pm to prepare for#the eichi story#i dont think ive felt as excited for something maybe since the checkmate anime#thats scary! i love my spinterest even when im hyperfixated on other things but it really is all consuming when it gets to be#the focus of my attention#i do like that. i like that im able to be moved and react strongly to it again#i was scared when i was apathetic and unable to feel anything but sadness this summer#but my god let me sleep!!!#its for You im sleeping anyway. gahhh#you probably also have to thank my irl ive been talking to a lot about es and yesterday eichi in particular#but i made sure to not do anything particularly exciting before bed just so i could sleep well...
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