#im so thankful ive been able to
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late to TDOV but
I love you trans women I love you trans men I love you nonbinarys and genderqueers and multi gender people and people with their own unique relationships to their gender that might not make sense to others I love you intersex trans people I love you trans gays and lesbians and bisexuals and asexuals I love you all
many blessings and celebration and love to you all!! you are beautiful and wonderful and worthy of the many joys life will give you living authentic to who you are :^) 💗💞💖
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#from your local genderqueer guy 💖#ive been out for about 6 years now going on 7#which is wild and crazy#ive been collectively on T for about a year and almost a half#and although my journey to top surgery has been set back I’m still on my way#getting on T has been so affirming and incredibly assuring. to feel right in my body#im so thankful ive been able to#unfortunately where i live recent legislation has come through where my state insurance will no longer cover it#but i’ll be back on soon when i can afford it#i remember waiting for so long to get on T#ive spent years living in a transphobic household where my identity was dismissed and belittled#i had to leave my family home when i was caught getting on testosterone soon after i turned 18#its been rough#but being able to be myself on my own. with friends who love and accept me as i am#to have more control over my own body and what i choose to do with it#to make it feel like home#im so grateful#i love you all#trans joy is a beautiful thing#tdov
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a tribute to celebrate the finale of the manga that has meant so much to me these past few years
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#ryomen sukuna#toji fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 271#i would tag everyone but ik the most frequented tags in this fandom smh ghsdhfgdfjs#THSI KILLED ME#3 DAYS#IM DEAD DECEASED IN THE GROUND#i knew the minute i drafted the sketch that i would hate myself for it and yeah i was right#but honestly it was worth it it was worth every single hour#i got . lowkey highkey emotional wrapping this up bc like. what a RIDE it's been#ive grown so much since starting drawing fr this series i owe it a lot im so grateful to the things its taught me abt how i like to create#im so grateful fr the people its let me meet#ik it's not over-over and ill be around while the anime catches up but still something abt the manga ending#i'm sentimental u kno?#so i hope that i was able to convey those feelings#to jjk and to every1 who has engaged with my art for it: thank u <3
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-draws human battering ram König like its my next hit of crack-
#könig#nobody ever wants to mention this part of his bio but honey ive been daydreamin ever since i read abt it 😏💭#ok im drawing one last request over in nfswland then THATS IT im working on the comic i wanna be done by early january#bc i get a fuckload of time off in late december so i should be able to zooom through it#but its also like A Key section that ive been thinknig abt forever so i need it to be Good as well#thank god i can just start right were ive been wanting to no more build up YEEHAWW#well for This part#my art#fanart#call of duty modern warfare 3#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty#konig#konig mw2#blood#blood tw
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PLEASE i feel like i'm re-sharing more fan art than i am creating my own art HAHAHA thank you guys sooooo much for all your generosity!! seriously, i CANNOT thank you all enough!! 😭❤🙏
#i know im still inactive but please forgive me!!!#im a bit worn out with drawing so i'm using my remaining energy on comms + the silly lunara sketches i've been sharing!#that isnt to say that i dont enjoy drawing though HAHAHA#i love creating and im so grateful to be able to share all my art with you and to have such lovely ppl support me#whether it be via the comms ive gotten or just people liking/reblogging my work... THANK YOU!!!#i have tons of comic ideas so when i'm ready to get back into drawing at lightspeed... be prepared HAHAHAHA#much love and have a good night <33333#(also might upload another lunara doodle tonight but IDK YET)#bob talks
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Hail Apollo and Hermes for helping me get my ass in gear to take care of a couple financial things that have been stressing me out for a while! ...and for the reminder to not impulse spend.
#and. of course. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be!#i was told in no uncertain terms in my last tarot pull that some financial things would bite me in the ass if i didnt deal with them#so i said i would take care of them by the end of the month and i managed to!! well. mostly#im waiting for a checkbook to come in the mail so i can take care of the second one but the first one is settled#and im no longer terrified that i'm going to jail! (that was never going to be the outcome in the first place)#thank you apollo and hermes#i need to find something to offer. i'll figure something out#helpol#hermes#coriander says#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#hellenic community#pagans of tumblr#theoi#'it's not as bad/scary/catastrophic as it feels' has been a theme atm#the tarot pull was from last week ive just been thinking about it. it's about time to do another check-in pull but i wont be able to till#friday probably#i owe. $7 to the state of texas but afaik i'm only able to pay via check b/c of the circumstances so i had to get *80* of them#the only person i know who still uses checks is my grandpa#...the checkbook would be a good thing to keep on hermes“#*hermes's altar though#my post#gratitude post
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🌸🌈 HBD Goro Akechi 🌈🌸
happy birthday and happy pride month to my most special of boys🥰🥰💗💞🌸
he's my angel and I know he's getting the mental health care he needs🥺💞 (or maybe he's worse lol idk 🤷♀️) as long as he's with akira, that's all that matters😌💗🌈🌸
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behold! an angel!!
#goro akechi#persona 5#shuake#implied#he is looking at akira#the insp for this is older akechi going to therapy and becoming a more stable person with a support network#most of that is akira ofc lol#but sojiro and the others love and support his recovery in their own way#(idk if i would say haru likes him but she does want him to atone and get better)#(and she supports whatever makes her leader happy)#(and that just so happens to be goro♡)#i just want my boys to be happy#or destroy each other in insane ways#as long as theyre together#im glad i was able to bust something out for goro's bday#ive been really sick lately#and getting any work done has be near impossible;;;#so thank you everyone for your support!!#it means the world to me#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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jade at any year from 2021 - now will go “yeah these are the characters i like” and show you this like girl fym that’s the clergy😭
#hamilton musical#samuel seabury#cookie run#pastry cookie#gravity falls#bipper#friday night funkin#sarvente#ghost and pals#charon#norman minecraft#what an interesting conglomerate of tags#added bipper because he’s dressed as a REVEREND (thank you fishy im stupid) in mabel’s play#this is probably because my dad is a priest so ive always been able to associate myself with them ig???? unless its samuel i love him anywa#or i just find them cool#i dunno#so many tags….
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A motherfucker... (song I drew this to here )
#mine#grimsley#music#oc#original#monster#horror clown#horror art#cannibal#evil spirit#just adding random tags cus tumblrs so dead but i still love it so heyy :3#ive been able to draw this week because im gnna go on vacation so ive been away from work thank god
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suncatcher [powershoe; zine fic]
GUESS WHAT my darling precious little fic Suncatcher is FINALLY OUT because it's leftovers time for @aaweddingzine 💐💍
name: suncatcher fandom: Ace Attorney | Gyakuten Saiban relationship: Itonokogiri Keisuke | Dick Gumshoe/Niboshi Saburou | Will Powers wordcount/chapters: 1/1, 2k additional tags: hi here is a fic in which gummy and will powers help organise nrmt's wedding And Things Occur, bear4bear fluff in a church. oooo you wanna read it so bad, these two are the most literal bear characters, in that both of them are sort of like winnie the pooh but in the shape of a large gay man, and in slightly different directions, written for the aa wedding zine btw!! i had a blast!
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The unholiness of the two of them, human as they are and gossiping like fishwives, and yet the coming together between the pews… there is something about it. They are running a little too close to the venue’s intended purpose; a meeting across the aisle of two kindred spirits, united in purpose. …Gumshoe has got to stop looking at him like that.
Detective Gumshoe and Will Powers scope out a wedding venue.
Read it now on Ao3!
#momo writes#im so lucky to have been able to worm my thoughts about will's ugliness complex in here#bc ive thought about it for EVER#he's not ugly!!!!!! and i think gumshoe of all people's head would explode at him saying that#bear4bear. 4ever.#thank you wedding zine what an amazing project#im so proud of how everything came out and everyone is so talented#pick up your stuffs before it's too late!!
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I dont think my therapist realises how special my special interest is
#'no i dont think youre autistic' i woke up feeling anxious in the middle of the night after already going to sleep at 9pm to prepare for#the eichi story#i dont think ive felt as excited for something maybe since the checkmate anime#thats scary! i love my spinterest even when im hyperfixated on other things but it really is all consuming when it gets to be#the focus of my attention#i do like that. i like that im able to be moved and react strongly to it again#i was scared when i was apathetic and unable to feel anything but sadness this summer#but my god let me sleep!!!#its for You im sleeping anyway. gahhh#you probably also have to thank my irl ive been talking to a lot about es and yesterday eichi in particular#but i made sure to not do anything particularly exciting before bed just so i could sleep well...
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Can we send requests of our own plushies for you to rate? :)
Thanks so much for asking first of all. I’ve been thinking about this a whole lot (even before I drew the first plushie here) and I think I’ve finally decided that at least for now, I won’t be taking submissions for plushie ratings. Without getting too serious, the main reason is that I’m afraid that it will stop feeling as fun as it does now. I also really enjoy how happy people seem to be when they see a surprise rating that they weren’t expecting, which would happen much less often if I was spending time drawing submissions, too. I really hope that everyone understands
#I love seeing all your plushies regardless and you’re always free to show me them through asks or dms#I wasn’t able to draw for a few years without it feeling very stressful and I think the anxiety of drawing for others made it much worse#im sort of taking baby steps while I get used to drawing again and this blog has been a huge help#everyone ive interacted with so far has been very kind and I have almost 100 followers already! which is super cool#if you’ve already submitted a plushie or were planning to im very sorry. I hope you understand#I really love drawing and am so happy that it feels fun again after so long#I’ll hold onto my current few submissions in case this ever changes someday#sorry for getting all serious gvutfd5fuq#I love you guys a ton! thank you for all the follows and reblogs and kind words#i see all of them even in tags and appreciate all of you so very much#not plushie#mouse answers#mouse speaks#mouse rambles
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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies
#iwillspeakincessantly#god it felt so nice to meet with her again#talking woth someone whos been so influential at my school and the whole state as far as transgender and queer policy making and has#so many connections amd experience and is also trans and historically a teacher bfor she retired#genuinely makes me feel so much better about my life and where im going#and less worried about if ill ever be able to live a peaceful life as a trans twacher when she personally knows#multiple other transmen tbats shes taught who are now teaching IN MY STATE#safely and happily#ough#we said wed meet more in the future and she encouraged me to join the cities pride group that she had founded and is the head of#and maybe tjis time ill actjally go#she even gifted me a book that she had had that she thinks would give me solace and comfort in my life#tbat was also written by a trans man sinxe she thinks im easily intelligent enough to get the humor and referwnces in#god she said i was well spoken and articulated even tho i feel so stupid and inarticulate sometimes#since i ramble a lot and lose my thoughts and i feel like my speaking vocabulary is so lowbrow and cheap often#no matter how many times other peope say i always sound so intelligent when i speak#ARGH#been super steessed about a lot of things in my life and if ill make it out alive but just this short hour and a half convo over a food#has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful#argh argh ougj i love finding out that people talk immense amount of positive things about me#god#i was rlaking about how often i struggle woth socializing amd making friends and she aas like really? ive been having a wondefful time#walkimg with you youre so intelligent and well spoken and its like thank you my issues ckme from group settings#and unclear un familiar subjects and ettiqutes of my fellow youths#but it made me feel so good about myself#im gonna implode :333333 positive
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mutual aid request !!!
hiii its kay :) rise nekomimineurosurgery nation!!!!! ive been struggling to make ends meet this month since i am finishing up CNA classes and have been scraping cash and trying to sell things like crazy to make rent this month. unfortunately it's due tomorrow and my dumb ass is still $200 short!
if anybody could help out, i would be grateful, because i want to get to a place where i no longer have to make any posts like these really soon....
i make all kinds of art, fun kandi, lolita style headdresses, if you would like to commission or buy me in any capacity to make it worth ur while c; check out my art highlight reel on my insta @ rainbowphilia !
my cashapp is $Kayispoor and I have paypal I can give over DM :+)
#thank u for reading these im so sorry#ive been able to take care of a lot of needed things but this shit has been stressing me out#idek what to do if i lose my place... my mental health has been so shit.. i dont wanna start over again
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realizing that for the first time ever being w my bf has given me the chance to actually just , kinda be myself without it feeling So wrong. like i am a nervous lil freak n me not being anything else is somehow ok. and not just used as a joke or like yeah thats the freak dont talk to them dont worry about them like my friends irl always did w me. even my therapist likes to ignore core parts of me, whenever i try to bring it up she always shuts me down with the "im sorry u feel that way" and changes the subject. and like i still want to be better n i still have support for changing n growing but it's like for the first time i can actually plant myself down in the ground instead of stretch myself thin trying to fit into everything im not. so maybe i do have a chance. maybe this is where i was always going wrong maybe this is what i could never reach
#being able to talk n it come naturally n not be scolded or punished has truly changed me#ive never been able to be comfortable w anyone ive always had to plan every word i say w such intensity most of the time everyone would hav#moved on by the time i was ready#but i can actually just Speak#i can just let it go w/o thinking#without scolding myself#without spending every moment deep in daydreams of what i should be#and then getting so disappointed when i dont live up to them in the moment#because that isnt me#no matter how many times i watch it over in my head it isnt real n i have 2 be ok w that#at least for now#unless i have something to actually build upon i will always just fall back down to my quiet terrified self#for the first time ever in my life im allowed 2 b the autistic lil freak i am and treated w full love#not like a nuisance everyone is forced to deal with and ashamed of#& that is fucking wild 2 me i am still not used to it#but i am so thankful#n i will cry 10000 days for it#i love my bf so much for everything they are on their own but also how they treat me#every bit of love they give me is tripled n shared back
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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles#i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT#but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental#sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY#and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age#ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj#I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2#i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and#stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica#physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff#and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike#head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief#INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA#i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom#but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk#do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me#i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear#kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have#ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning#sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.
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seeing u in my notes was a lot different before i read homestuck
now you know my secret - i am a homestuck blog!
one of my biggest university memories is getting absolutely blasted on morgan's spiced rum and playing mario kart 7 on my sister's 3ds during my first year in halls... i had a binge drinking habit, and i loved roxy a lot and my housemates were on my case for my drinking, so i felt i could relate to her. also she's pink and cat themed and loves the nintendos. she has it all.
#roxy lalonde#homestuck#my art#ive been thinking about the 3ds a lot recently you can thank Scott The Woz for that#ive been so fucking bored ive just binged all that guys videos#i used to be able to take half a large bottle of rum during my uni days#often drank it straight if i ran out of coke or fanta#but now im a complete lightweight!#a can of ale or a glass of wine will get me hammered#which is a good thing imo#alcohol is bad
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