#im so sorry i dont know what came over me

[ki2rins]

⟢ SUGARBOT - pjs

eleven - phone call

warnings: petnames (good girl) , mention of being cheated on, just yn spilling her guts out about her insecurities in the written part.

written wc: 1523 words

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the phone buzzed quietly on the nightstand, loud enough to disrupt your slumber. groggily, you reached for your phone and answered the call. “hello?” you mumbled, still trying to shake off the remnants of sleep.

“hello pretty, enjoyed your sleep?” an unfamiliar voice flowed to your ears, like a tune you had never heard before.

wait this cant be happening…

you sat upright immediately, your heart suddenly racing. your eyes scanned the caller id, and there his name showed “jjongie ෆ”. you thought your mind was playing tricks on you, but no, there it was, the name, the phone call you hadnt expected to see on your screen.

at that moment, the unfamiliar voice spoke up again, breaking the silence. “you awake yet, sweet girl?” his voice had you in a chokehold, your throat tensed up and nothing came out of your mouth when you tried voicing something out.

“um hi…im awake.” you muttered out softly after clearing your throat, dry from both your words and from your sleepiness. your voice felt fragile while your heart beat faster than usual, anticipating what he’ll say next.

the guy on the other side of the line was panicking, jay’s usual calm and composed demeanour faded away. he was like a middle schooler calling his crush for the first time. each word that came out of his mouth spilled out with much consideration, not wanting to scare the poor girl that just woke up.

“so…um i just wanted to wake you up and um…make sure you were well rested before doing your assignments again.” jay quickly said, stammering out of pure nervousness. he tried treating it like one of his daily business calls, but how so when your presence is on the other line?

there was a pause as he hesitated, not hearing a response from you. “im sorry. im pretty sure you werent expecting me to really call you.”

“no jjongie, its okay. its nice hearing from you, makes me more certain that i havent been talking to some random stranger.”

hearing those words made jay’s heart skip a beat. maybe not just a beat. he was hundred percent sure it skipped a couple of beats. you called him jjongie - the nickname you chose to call him by. the specially curated nickname that touched the depths of his heart.

a warm smile spread across jay’s face, the tension in his voice easing just slightly. “thank you, sweet thing. you dont know how much that means to me.” he murmured, his voice softer now. “just didnt want you to overwork yourself. must be odd hearing this from a workaholic huh?”

you chuckled hearing him bring up the joke you made earlier. “come on! you arent letting it go huh!”

you flopped back onto your bed, your mind racing, not from confusion or awkwardness anymore, but from the undeniable connection that had been building between you both. you were sure this wasnt just infatuation, you were straight up falling for him. but there was still that underlying sense of disbelief - how could someone just be so nice towards you?

you had your fair share of relationships - puppy love, situationships, talking stages, exes, been there, done that. you ended your last relationship with a classmate named jiwoo six months ago, who unexpectedly cheated on you. at first, he treated you like he was head over heels for you, downbad even, comparable to how jay is currently treating you, which makes you so wary of him, and any hidden intentions he had.

but something about jay just feels different. his genuine care for your well-being felt completely unforced, like something you hadnt felt before, not even from your three close friends.

“are you still there?” jay’s voice broke through your thoughts, warm and a little concerned.

“yea, sorry…just thinking of something.” you replied softly, your voice trailing off as the weight of your thoughts settled in.

“well, care to share whats on your mind then? maybe you’ll feel better after you let it out.” jay said, his tone gentle yet persistent, almost like he genuinely wanted to know what was bothering you.

you hesitated for a moment, unsure of how much you wanted to reveal. but something about how he phrased his words just made him seemed like a safe space to share whatever was weighing on your mind without judgement.

“its just…i dont know. i guess this whole thing just caught me off guard? wasnt really expecting someone or you, to suddenly come into my life and treat me like the greatest gift of all time.” you started, your voice barely above a whisper. “i cant lie, i have been treated like this before and after that i just get crushed into gravel, like i was nothing to them. so i guess…im just scared that this ‘whole being nice to me’ thing is just too good to be true. i dont know what you want from me, jjongie. and thats the part i cant figure out, and it scares me.”

there was a pause on the other end of the line, and for a second, you wondered if you had said too much, overshared or even scared him off with the sudden confession of your insecurities. but then jay spoke, his voice steady and reassuring.

“dont be scared, pretty.” that simple sentence from jay could easily sweep you off from your feet, but the fear still stays. but what he says next really stemmed the feelings you have for him.

“heres the thing and i want you to hear this clearly okay? i dont want anything from you, little girl. if i demand something from you, the only thing i want and the only thing that could satisfy me is your happiness. im not here to use you or throw you aside. im not perfect and im not pretending to be, but what i can promise is that im here for you no matter what. for the real you. i want to see you, all of you. no games, no fake feelings and no hidden agendas.”

his honesty hit you like a truck, and you couldnt help but feel a weight lifted off your shoulders.

“i know its hard to trust me since we just started talking to each other, but im determined to win your trust. i want you for you and i’ll show you that i mean it. im not going anywhere sweet thing. when youre ready, i’ll be here for you, no matter what.”

you took in a shaky breath, feeling the knot in your chest slowly begin to loosen. for the first time in a long while, you felt like maybe, just maybe, you could let your guard down. not all the way, but maybe enough to enjoy this adoration from someone without guilt.

“thank you, jay.” you whispered, the words almost feeling too small for what you were really feeling. “i…i want to believe that. i want-” you paused, unsure if you should really share your true feelings. but a surge of confidence flowed through your body as if it brought the words out of your mouth.

“i want to believe in you.”

there was a soft exhale on the other end of the line, and then jay’s voice, even more gentle now, filled the space between you two.

“you dont have to rush it, sweet thing. like what i always say, you can take all the time you need. im not going anywhere.” his words were soft, softer than the hundred percent cotton pillow you were currently laying on. you closed your eyes for a moment, trying to steady your breath, the calmness in his voice almost making it easier to relax, tempting to make you fall back to dreamland if you could.

“im scared” you admitted, your voice barely audible. “but…i think im starting to trust you.”

upon hearing your words, jay felt his heart warmed up instantly. hearing how you could open up and slowly trust him just made him felt so at ease.

“im honored, pretty, i really am.” jay poured all his sincerity into those six words. “we’ll figure it out together, at your pace.”

your heart fluttered in your chest at his words, and for the first time in awhile, you allowed yourself to believe in the possibility of something pure. for once, you felt that you could let things unfold in their own time.

“thank you.” you whispered again, the words feeling more meaningful this time. “thank you for being patient with me.”

“always, pretty. any place, anytime, just for you.”

the night went on, filled with chatter, laughter and just pure bliss from the both of you. the connection between you two felt more genuine as each word and sentence flowed effortlessly, no longer guarded but completely honest. the uncertainty that once lingered in the air had slowly dissipated, replaced by a warmth that you hadnt expected but welcomed nonetheless.

maybe it was too soon to say, too soon to fully trust as well, but in that moment, you didnt care about anything but just him, and he too, didnt care about anything but just you.

————————————————— rin's yap: my gosh i didnt expect myself to pour my heart and soul into this written part...but really hope yall could see the pure adoration jay and yn has for each other <3

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[aliceinborderlandsquidgame]

Sorry that one is ours | Triangle!GuardS x Fem!Player!Reader

Summary: Double trouble thats what you get for trying to cheat during a game! At least they wont take your organs.

Warnings: AU no set in S2 - NSFW - Double penetration - Anal sex - Dub/con - No protection - Open ending - Random numbers for the guards -

Notes: I think a big part of the fandom wanted something like this. Well here Im to deliver.

Really you never did mean to get caught cheating. Even less in a deadly game.

Player 033

But the robotic voice of a triangle guard let you knew that fuck you were caught up and now consequences were needed to be faced. When the guard 009 guided you towards a location you have never been before you expected to be eliminated, the quick hearbeat of yours filled your ears as you were forced to walk throw different stairs and holds.

Finally the guard came in front of a red door, they knocked three times and it opened revealing another guard, the 010 number on their uniform printed.

Well fuck. Was all you thought as you felt the other guard pushing you inside the room. Whatever these two had for you was maybe worse than death.

~○~○~○~○~○~○~○~

Maybe your destiny was not worse than death at the end.

"Oh fuck, 010 she tastes divine" The Man only know as 009 said from between your legs. His tongue diving inside and out your pussy as he licked every part of it. One hand of yours kept gripping his curly looks but he did not seem to care.

"Oh I bet she does" 010 said from behind you biting and kissing your neck. "She cant stay in place, cant you player 033 ?" He taunted one hand holding your neck to push you back against him on his lap while the other played with your tits. "Yeah thats what I thought"

Your brain was foogy, you could tell 009 had his hands on your legs and knees forcing them apart while 010 tortured your nippels.

A particular hard suck from 009 made you moan and cry his number getting a laught from 010 who sucked harder on your neck.

"Did you hear that 009? She seems to like when we are rough, do you like it Beautiful?" He taunted licking your ear.

You nodded too lost to talk back when 009 pulled at your clit again.

"Its too much" you cried knowing you were close to cum, the two men could tell too.

"She is so close 010" the one from between your legs said, "she is fucking shaking"

"Is she? Dont stop then, lets make our dear 033 cum as hard as she can" 010 said forcing his fingers into your mouth and ordering you to suck on them. "There you go. See 033 ? Its easy to follow the rules" 010 mocked you from your early attempt to cheat. "But if you have not been a bad girl then we would not be in this position. And I think you are liking it too much. You cant stop griding against me" 010 said moving is hips so you could feel his hard dick.

"Aww you cumming?" 010 asked feeling your body tense. "Go on, cum all over 009's tongue I bet he wants it. Right 009"

"Fuck yes I do, I want to feel all this cheater juices over me" 009 said adding one finger and sucking on your clit with fervor.

It was too much. Between 009's tongue and now finger inside you, 010 fingers playing with your tits, squishing them together and pulling at them not caring when you made a sound of pain that went to his finger that he still forced to suck. Your body could not follow, could not understand the line between pain and pleasure. With one last moan that was drown by 010's fingers you came.

009 laped your cunt. His tongue not leaving a single drop to waste and his finger keep moving inside you, touching your G spot to prolongue your orgasm as much as he could.

"Move your hand 010" 009 said getting back on his feet to kiss you making you taste your own cum his tongue enter your mouth caressing yours, he sucked on it leaving you without air.

"You think she can take our dicks next?" 009 asked kissing your bruised tits while 010 let out a contemplative sound as his finger went down to play with your sensitive clit almost sending you ever the edge again.

"Oh I think she most likely can, after all our punish for her its not done yet. A cheater needs a good reminder to never do it again"

"Getting her filled with our cum will be enough?" 009 taunted making 010 laught.

"Oh I believe it will, what do you think 033 ? Can you handle both our dick and seed ? Well its not like you have much of an option"

009 got on the bed making you lay on top of him facing him he groaned as he felt your wet pussy over his hard dick.

"She is dripping" 009 said taking your hips to guide you over him, taking him slowly.

010 stroke himself at the sight of his friend's dick going inside you and by the wet sounds it made.

"Take a deep breath" 010 ordered his own dick slowly pushing into your ass, he saw your hands gripping on 009 shoulders. "Relax im almost all in" 010 took a deep breath pushing himself fully inside you.

"Ah fuck, I can feel you" 009 said slowly moving inside you, unable to wait any longer.

"Fuck 009 dont be a dog" 010 said but he soon followed his hips hitting your ass as his dick went in and out "Cmon 033 I know you can take us, you are-fuck you are keeping us warm"

Both guards moved in a slow steady peace, their groans and curses leaving his lips when they were not kissing you.

010 was as demanding as 009, taking your hair and kissing you from behind his movement going faster, balls hitting your ass. 009's hips went up to meet the hard peace one of his fingers playing with your clit.

"I can feel her clentching around me" 009 said biting his lower lip "Fuck she is gonna cum all over me"

"Is she? Are you 033?" 010 mocked giving a particular hard and long thrust into you. "Go on, cum over him. Show us just how good we make you feel"

"I wont last if she keeps cletching me like this" 009 said with a deep breath taking your hips and pushing you down so he could reach deeper "Im gonna fill you up so well 033, you will be ruined for anyone but us"

"Dont forget about me 033" 010 said from behind licking your ear "You ass its going to be full of my seed by the end of this. You wont be able to walk or even think"

Your orgasm came crashing without a warning their words sending you over the edge. 009's dick pulsed with need as his own orgasm hit, the hot cum going inside you as he kept moving you.

010 was not behind, seeing the display he pushed his dick deep till his own orgasm hit and his seed filled your ass. Both men groaning and moaning.

And you have never felt so full, the amount of cum this two had was like a joke, you could feel it falling down your legs and out from your ass.

"Dont let it go to waste" 010 said pushing it back inside with one finger while 009 lazily caressed your clit smirking at your overstimulated self.

"Do you think we can keep her?" 009 asked 010 "I would hate to see a good fucktoy go to wast"

"I can call on some favors" 010 responded now finally out from you. He turned you around caressing your face and taking note of the different bruises over your body. "I think we did find our perfect fucktoy, 009"

[goldenlikedayl1ght]

Blurb Countdown To Daredevil: Born Again

2 Days: Dress - Taylor Swift "say my name and everything just stops/i don't want you like a best friend/only bought this dress so you could take it off."' NSFW You pick out a dress just for Matt. note: okay i was worried about this but i actually really like the way it came out, and its an epilogue ish of this other fic i wrote, also called dress, BUT you dont have to read it to enjoy this one! ya hooked up at foggys wedding thats all the background ya need okay sorry im gonna stop yapping now countdown masterlist

It’s been over a year since you slept with your boss at Foggy’s wedding.

You’ve learned a lot since then.

You’ve learned how difficult it is to be with the Devil of Hell’s Kitchen, how many sleepless nights it comes with, how many arguments it comes with, how much anxiety it comes with.

You’ve learned how good Matt is at eating you out.

You’ve learned how easy it is to love him.

You've learned how easy it is to be loved by him.

And on the first spring day in New York, you put on the dress that you accredit your relationship to, and the two of you go out for a romantic dinner, enjoying champagne and relaxing together.

But when you get to his apartment afterwards, Matt’s lips do not leave your skin, and his hands roam your—Well, I could lie and tell you his hands roam your skin, but Matthew is obsessed with this dress.

He had been ever since it destroyed the last bit of his willpower.

“I’m gonna fuck you in this dress,” He mumbles against your skin. You let out a giggle as your fingers tangle in his hair.

“What?”

“I changed my mind,” His mouth finally pulls away from your skin, so his forehead can rest against yours, “I’m going to make love to you while you wear this dress. I’m going to fill you with my cock, ruin that pretty makeup and make you cry with this dress on,”

Your breath hitches in your throat.

He chuckles.

“Devil got your tongue, sweetheart?”

Then, before you can respond, Matt picks you up by the back of your thighs, your arms wrapped around his neck. He gets to your bed and sits you down on it, and his lips are immediately back on your skin, pulling you in for a deep kiss.

He inhales deeply, his tongue slipping past your mouth. He has this moment of Déjà vu, of this exact situation in this exact dress. And he remembers what happened that night, so he pushes his tongue further into your mouth, exploring every crevice he can—Like he’s mapping it out, memorizing it.

His hands wander up your thighs as his kisses grow sloppy, his hands dipping under the silk fabric. He’s pulling your panties down, and he stretches them right over your heels.

Here’s something else you’ve learned in the past year or so: When Matthew decides what he wants, he doesn’t stop until he gets it.

“Are you going to be good for me and let me fuck you?”

Now here’s something Matt learned in the past year or so: You love to have the last word. You love being the one who wins an argument. You love being right.

“I thought you were going to ‘make love’ to me.” He shakes his head, before dropping your legs to start to unbuckle his belt, but you quickly sit up and begin to do it for him. He smiles once he realizes what you’re doing. You tug his belt away and throw it somewhere across the room.

But before you can unbutton his pants, Matt tilts your head up, cupping your cheeks. Your eyes stare up at the face you fell in love with much longer than just over a year.

“Can I ask you something?”

His voice is raw. Tender. You sense this is a moment separate from the one you were just in.

“Anything.”

And he knows you mean it.

“You can’t say yes just because we were about to fuck,” He says softly.

You smirk.

“I thought we were about to make love—“

Your need to be right has followed you into this next moment.

He smiles and rips off his glasses, not feeling the need to hide from you, across the room somewhere.

“Right. But promise?”

“Promise.”

“Would you marry me?” He wonders.

You blink.

“What?”

“Would you? If I asked?”

“You want to marry me?”

“Do I want to marry you?” He then falls to his knees, his hands curled around yours. You tilt his head up to look at you. “I don’t just want to marry you,” He starts, “I want to make you breakfast every morning, I want to fuck you in a house we own, I want to spend my life with you.”

“Yes.”

“Yes?”

“Yes, I promise I’ll say yes.” You grin.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

Matt brings your hand to his chest. You giggle gently.

“Your heart is beating so fast.”

“That’s how badly I want to spend my life with you.” You grin, pulling him in for another kiss. You only deepen it, sinking deeper and deeper into him as his hands finds your thighs, sneaking their way up, when he pulls away, “So you’ll say yes?”

“Yes!” You laugh, “Swear to god, hope to die!” You beg.

“Good.” And he kisses you again, just to make sure.

[itsnottruuu]

RAW RAW

[starryluminary]

Ridonculous Race but Noah is friends with Owen part 6: I'm sorry, even when I don't say it.

This was so clearly supposed to be a turning point in their relationship and the status quo. Why they wrote this episode just to return to said status quo I will never understand. Aaaanyway, in my perfect little world (this series), this is a turning point that gives leeway to Noah trusting and caring more about Owen going forward. He still likes Emma of course, but that doesn't mean Owen is any less important to him, and I'm sure he'll learn to show it :]

Transcript:

Image 1 Owen: How did we go from first to LAST?

Image 2 Owen: Woah, buddy. Are you alright? ...Noah?

Image 3 Noah: ...

Image 4 Owen: (Sigh.) Alright, listen. I can appreciate that you have a crush on Emma- and believe me- I know how strong that feeling can be and how it can mess with you...

Image 5 Owen: ...but racing with you has been the most fun ever! It'd stink if we had to go home because your head wasn't in the game! Owen: Not to mention you might end up losing Emma for good. Owen: I know you, dude. And I know that's not what you want.

Image 6 Owen: I know you want to win this thing! So... at least for now... Owen: Stop trying to be some girls hero... Owen: and be my hero.

Image 7 Owen: Okaaaay?

Image 8 Noah: ...okay.

[crystalkitty1220]

Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

[dayurno]

are you going to read tsc when it comes out? and, if not: would you like your acolytes to give you the important kevin day updates or would you rather not?

oh my acolytes huh! well i don’t know :) it’s so nice of you to ask and i’m very touched actually…. nice to me 🥹…. i guess any (good) kevin updates would be nice and probably sway the balance on whether i read it or not, but at first glance i probably won’t read it unless it sparks my curiosity once it’s out and the story starts making its rounds around my circles :) i’m plenty interested in the period where jean stays with the foxes but i don’t much care for the trojans nor the proposed storyline*, though even a picky reader like yours truly can be convinced into buying a story if kevin day’s in it

*by this i don’t mean that i Dislike the process of jean healing but it’s just overall not my favorite theme and, to be frank, i don’t have much interest in reading about a normal well-adjusted team either. from my view tsc is aftg without my favorite parts (namely kevin day as a main character, the foxes’ messy dynamic, problematic and controversial side characters, neil’s narration, The Mafia, andrew in general) and while i am always and forever a ride or die for jean moreau, and i am glad he’s going to get better and be happy, a lot of my feelings for him don’t really stem from the idea that there is a softness underneath all the grit but actually and sincerely the fact that he is crazy. i Love jean because he’s horrible and scared and cruel and i don’t know if i’ll care much for him once he’s out of that state :) i meant it when i said a few months ago that i would’ve been more onboard with a story about the ravens (no matter how gruesome) or even a glimpse of jean’s pov in the nest, though of course nora sakavic should probably choose to be happy every once in a while so i wouldn’t ask her to write that

so tl;dr: you can send me good and relevant kevin updates if you want to and if they’re interesting enough i might read tsc in the future

[ratatatastic]

"me and ekky have gotten into it a couple times already 😏😏" he says with so much pride like hes showing off his contact list and pointing at the most famous person he has on his phone

his full answer is a joy though

"Everyone has been super nice, super welcoming—both to me and my wife—and that's the biggest thing. When you sign to a new team you think about your opportunity but you also think about the collective culture that, you know, a team has and their identity, how you can fit into that culture. I've only heard great things about the Florida Panthers. You know, it showed on the ice in the playoffs last year and just in the last two years, right? I was with the Boston Bruins two years ago and they killed our hopes and dreams of winning the Stanley Cup. You know what? It has to connect on the ice but also has to connect off the ice to be that good. And I'm super excited to, you know, put my little kind-of spice to this team and the guys."

LeBatard Show | 10.16.24 (x)

[darlin-djarin]

me... posting ahsoka meta... who am i

[endious]

roommate jeff who jerks off over your sleeping form. it was so easy to unlock your bedroom door and sneak in without you ever realizing. the sight of your frilly panties as you kick the blanket off yourself in your sleep makes him squeeze his cock tighter in his hand imagining it was your tight pussy instead. and in the morning you’d never even know your roommate had done such a thing in the first place and you’d sit on the couch and question why the guy you went on a date with last night has suddenly disappeared is seen as missing on the news.

[princekirijo]

Istg I actually need to sit down and write a proper bio for Riku because even I get confused af as to what his personality is sometimes.

[maraschinotopped]

cringetober day 18 (old art redraw). tea tea tea. my favorite child tea <3 i knew i had to redraw one of teas old drawings for this prompt because shes like. the representation of my beginning learning digital art in my mind. if that makes sense. shes also just a resident oldie and has a lot of old ass art to work with! ^-^

old art under cut

this is from fucking 2016!!!! can you believe it.

[rooftops-are-for-towels]

Is the world out there as ill as the world in here? How often are you sick? How often is your family sick, how often are your friends? How often does sickness spread, how easy has it become to be sick- for you, for others? How long are you sick? At times, is it endless?

[nickbutnodick]

a funny thing ive noticed since coming out as trans is sometimes someone will deadname/misgender me and it is COMPLETELY an accident and they immediately act like they just shot my dog. theyre like "oh no! are you okay? im so so sorry" and theyll be super sincerely sorry about it and im just like "lol its fine"

this may be an unforseen side effect of my threatening to kill anyone who misgenders/deadnames me

[swagging-back-to]

just hung up on customer service for the first time ever in my entire life because this guy kept asking over and over and over again for my checking account number despite me giving it to him a dozen times. every time it was 'no no not that number it needs to be this number' 'i literally just gave you that number' ''no no a different number' *gives the exact number he asked* 'no no that's the wrong type of number'