#im so sorry girl i can save you.....
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#art#dnncats#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#blood#horror#first time i saw her and her design and her character.. i latched on like a leech#im so sorry girl i can save you.....#personally i think she deserved to deserved to shoot that freighter up with a gun
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In the world I love
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In a different world
#vanitas no carte#vanoé#doomed yaoi save me...save me doomed yaoi#play on the opening song + visual sequence + the fact that vanitas could only ever be happy in an alternate universe also#+ the other fun little fact we learn about him from episode one#i have complex feelings about this anime#its pretty damn fucking good#but im a leeeeetle iffy about the way it developed the female characters.....they had potential and i was actually excited to#to see some good solid female characters even the respective romances with their l/i's felt good at the start#not jeanne obv. they fucked up a perfectly good woman and her whole dynamic with v could have gone sooo well without the reall#really forced flirting behaviour.... i liked the more serious relationship they had it made me actually not hate what they had at the start#but yknow. whatever. sorry about going off about another ship on this but im just....i love jeanne a lot. i wish they didnt do her so dirty#my girl deserves better than this asshole#you want white/black dynamics??? let her get married to domi and then we can talk#i enjoy this show and i enjoy vanoe a lot#very yuriyaoi if you ask me#my art
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daily reminder: Ochako had to make herself physically see the damage the villains and war created in order to forget the uneasy feeling she got when Himiko smiled sadly (+ all the things she thought when she saw her). She cant forget what she has done (because she doesnt like the destruction), but that doesnt mean she cant forgive her or that made her feel distance from her.
Izuku can't forgive what Shigaraki has done, and as far as we know, he doesn't need to remind himself of the pain; his empathy doesn't make him feel weird about reaching out to a villain, at least on its own.
Its not a copy paste of the same battle or story.
Himiko and Izuku make Ochako wonder about the concept of heroism and saving, the roles heroes and villains have, and they also have an impact on her behavior, ideals, and feelings for them and herself. Shigaraki's fate and the world around Izuku seems to make him wonder about his role as a savior, because he doesnt feel like he fulfilled it really, when it ended up with someone else dying. He finds in Ochako someone who would agree on ideals about saving others, and thats great on its own.
#grrr talking#togachako#togaocha#ochahimi#himichako#I can see how hori tried to make her part of the triangle with deku-shigaraki (?)#when the three met at the mall#but she isnt connected thru that anymore#bc she should be somewhere else#im on my knees I would cry if Ochako ended up like a normal girl with a normal love and a normal relationship#“but they are weird!” bc they are in that interpretation so heroic they would save villains?#yeah no they are weird bc izuku has his fucking crazy moments#and ochako thinks a cannibalistic villain looks all cute#do they match their freak? do you think they match their freak?#im sorry im stressed n when im stressed I tend to talk about why I dont want izu///ocha to happen dakjdadkasjdlka
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hi spoiler embargo ended. get rejuv blasted
#pokemon rejuvenation spoilers#also i finished my renegade run like an hour ago. whwatthe hell. egrhrhr#h. normal about it#M2…………………. shes so awful i love her so so bad. evil and fucked my melia moments my beloved#fucked up*#thank you 13.5 renegade route for giving me so so much while also taking away everything at the same time#shes so sick and twisted but like literally.#hher. pokemon… they. egeg erg ag#sorry this is about the best i can do im not good with wording things so take my nonsensical keyboard smashing i think#oh also love the chapter 10 cave bit ^_^ the soul thing is so cool i love giant robot ana#and the giratina friend thats awesome#also not related in the slightest but i got the a-larvesta megg on my renegade route save and its so so pretty#i love all of the new aevian forms but i think out of them all a-volarona and the a-leavanny line are my favorites by far#probably helps that both of those are some of my favorite pokemon in general but yknow#pokemon rejuvenation#btw anyone that sees this that hasnt played this before should play it immediately. please#they made the glitter girl fucked up and evil im winning
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i know im late to the party but i just watched nina rubin's last episode and i can't believe they literally gave her the Castiel Supernatural Treatment like... make her canonically queer and IMMEDIATELY kill her off?? seriously?
#not only that but she saved her love interest from dying by being killed off! just like my friend cas from the cw hit show supernatural!#not to mention the emotionally repressed male bisexual side kick?!#why are there so many paralells or am i just delusional? is this the winchester derangement syndrome speaking? i dont think so tbh#sorry to all my non-german followers for the niche content but i miss berlin so much that watching THE german crime show is my last resort#it's been like two and a half months i need to get my shit together#guess im the walking epitome of ''you can take the girl out of the city but you can't take the city out of the girl'' or whatever#tatort#tatort berlin#nina rubin#spn#mp
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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.
#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow#someone should kiss me#and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons#i love#im so drunk#i too drunk#i stated typing thos at 12:30#imma smoke pot after i post this#if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags#i need to stop drinking by myself#if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself#im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this#trans thought time#i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true#like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option#but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny#cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny#this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise#america sucks#capitalism sucks#love is such a bullshit thing#how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou#like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong#maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist#i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally#12:51 and i have one more short tag to add#i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh#but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you
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decided to rewatch oli's christmas song stream from last year and remind me again why the fuck oli/sausage is a rarepair again. he sings no less than five romantic songs about sausage (admittedly two of those are just different versions of santa, baby). one of them is him and sausage singing baby it's cold outside together. oli literally left heaven to find this man. what. what am i seeing that everyone else isn't hello.
#space rambles#sorry every once and a while i have to get ill about them again#remind me of this post when it's actually closer to christmas#and maybe ill write/draw something inspired by them singing it's cold outside actually#more likely draw but idk we'll see what i'm feeling#i do genuinely love this stream even though by GOD sausage cannot hold a tune#oli's great as always though#also in the two different versions of santa baby oli says “ive been an awful good boy” and “ive been an awful good girl” so like. gender wi#slight revision he technically sings FOUR songs about sausage#because he sings last christmas at two points and the first time around he goes:#“this year to save me from tears ill give it to someone special (sausage)”#the second time around it's eddie because. of course it is.#and also tbh i think the second time around he is??? maybe singing last christmas about sausage?????#they broke up in the like 30 minutes in between the two versions#ANOTHER EDIT. IT WAS FIVE SONGS (can you tell im just listening to the music again)#the “underneath the misletoe” bit in “all i want for christmas is you” is also followed by him going “sausage”#he's normal
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i love this man with my whole heart
#ragnavldr#;~; i got him blinded tho#really wanna draw some gay stuff of Cahara leading him around hand in hand#but also#im so sorry my love you trusted me#and I could not run from the scary secy bird man#i tried#but#bird man did solve are legarde problem tho#so darce can join the team!#till we have magic scrolls then#DADS WILL SAVE BABY GIRL AND NOT FEED HER TO THE DEPTHS I REFUSE#fear and hunger
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I think about this issue sometimes because she’s soooo quick on her feet. She’s always ready to jump into action and figure out a situation. It makes sense why people like steve rogers keep wanting her to be a leader type; she’s empathetic, she’s smart, and she’s decisive. she knows how to make those split second decisions and she’s all about putting herself in the line of fire to keep everyone else safe (see also: rogue not caring about herself and so the choice of self sacrifice is an easy one if it means saving her loved ones / innocent people)
#I’ve talked about it before and how I’m hesistant just because rogue feels like she can’t do a ‘good’ job being a leader#just because she doesn’t always want to take the high horse route or the by the book route#and she struggles with comparison to the leaders she’s had before because she doesn’t think she can measure up#and yet people still trust her wholeheartedly to lead teams / lead them#because she takes initiative she’s not scared she’s going to go out and get shit down#rogue doesn’t wait around for other people to do things for her#going off subject but like there’s so many instances where rogue gets separated from the group / taken#and she’s like well I’m not going to wait around to be saved#*done not down sorry#BUT SHE IS GOING TO FIGURE OUT A WAY#she’s been in millions of scenarios since she was a girl one of the things she definitely knows how to do is get out of trouble#also get into it but >:)#also her being empathetic is another really big part of her being a good leader#because she cares so deeply she does her best to understand all sides#she’s been on both sides she knows the things that drive people to do bad things#SORRY IM YAPPING#I like when she has the chance to lead her own team#(her picking mystique sabretooth Emma shekjsjsjs)#and she gets to do things the way she sees fit#and if it means breaking a few rules so be it#she’s the daughter of a mutant terrorist she might be reformed but there’s still some ideals#mystique wasn’t always wrong you know#stop erasing her past when she’s said it herself that all her life she’s just been fighting for one group after another#just because the xmen helped her doesn’t mean she agrees with all the takes completely#anyways#I love rogue she’s so cool and she should boss everyone around
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i think its funny that in good omens some 11 year old swearing technically did more in stopping Armageddon successfully than the demon and angel main characters who spent the entire series trying to stop the end of the world. like girl, they didn't even get trialed for saving the earth, they got put on trial for being gay with each other really
#and they still take credit for it omg#“how nice... for someone to finally recognize our part in saving the-”#aziraphale.. im so sorry.. no y'all did not...#she just wanted recognition oh my sweet girl#like they babysat the wrong kid#and then they couldnt find the antichrist#all they did was break up like 5 times and they kept falling in love with eachother like wow#they literally just gave the antichrist a pep talk after trying to kill him#like “u got this adam!” AND THEY ONLY PUT IN THE EFFORT FOR THAT BECAUSE CROWLEY DIDNT WANT TO LOSE HER GF#crowley wehn the end of the world and everybody fucking dies: :/ lol theres nothing we can do you guys#crowley when “or... i'll never talk to you again...”: *stops fucking time so that she and bae can 90's-style pep talk the shit out of adam*#in good omens if it hadnt been for aziracrow the antichrist wouldve been kinda shy talking to his satan dad causing the world to end#its funny how crow and azira just kinda watched those small children kill the 4 horsemen and then crow had the gall to “have a gold star 🙄”#like they were so useless....#joke post/// but im honestly so serious about this#i still love them though#its just kind of silly to me in an endearing way
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tbh I don't mention it a lot but Topaz is a little manipulative. Like she does manipulate and twist words. I think that makes her cool though. I support women especially my business lady Jay Gatsby kinnie wife
#sash talks#topaz hsr#shes still sympathetic for this like cmon kafkas manipulative too but shes silly for that#but when topaz does it its wrong because shes a capitalist and not like . shes also part of a broken system#and was propagandized into believing this system is the only one that can save the world#''shes an adult she can always leave'' girl... life contract...#😭😭😭 she did not have a choice#yeah she Could leave. She could betray all she's ever known. and I'm excited to see her do so#stop working for the knife and all that.#''what like its hard?“' YES IT IS THE IPC IS A GALACTICAL MEGACORP#Intergalactical. even. geez#''why are you so adamant on defending her actions'' cuz i love her and shes cool. my fav even. good night#again ppl forget her planet basically got colonized#cuz she didnt get the short end of the stick doesn't mean thats not what happened#im not saying shes always right shes clearly not. but like cmon#ok nowadays theres more topaz lovers than haters but i still see a lot of the latter. sorry for being salty im normal i prommy
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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love
#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy#cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS#is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now#actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen#when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell#your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you#cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc#dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august#and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright#like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life#but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore#christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af#but i genuinely dont have any other advice#like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas
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Ever think about how fucked up it was that our desperate need for escapism led us to believe we could go to different realities if we manifested it well enough and meditated hard enough?
Ever think about how fucked up it was that it was mainly teenage girls that partook?
#i can speak on this#i am an authority because i fully subscribed to it#and defended it from naysayers#the odd1sout video had me livid when it came out i was so dedicated#now i fully believe anyone who swore up and down that it worked for them was really good at lucid dreaming#because thats all it is#you can't wish hard enough to simply not be here anymore and come back again like nothing#thats not how it WORKS#god save all the young girls still part of the shifting community#im so sorry the real worlds sucks so much that you feel the need to subject yourself to ritualistic fantasy#~°•*andy says things#~°•*andy rants
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yesterday i was talking with my friend who reads a lotta kindle unlimited het romance novels (ok girl live your truth) and apparently the sports romance market is like 80% about hockey players and she was like "I wonder why that is" and i, a little too fast and a little too loud, went
oh it's the violence for sure
and then had to pretend that was a conclusion i came to from a place of cold impersonal logic and worldly wisdom and not literally anything having to do with me as a person
#like. i still think im right but way to trip and show my hand yknow#straight girls can get a little hockey-man blood smeared on the protective glass as a treat#sorry guys but im an rgg fan!! vaguely to distinctly eroticized violence is like 70% of the fan AND canon content out there#you learn to see it and cheer it on like a young bird in flight#but also i was like that looong before i was into rgg lmao#no omg wait the other day i offered to fistfight my buddy bc he was losin it a bit and i thought it'd help#and then i had to backpedal bc i remembered im saving putting these dukes up for marriage so to speak#also important to know that i didnt even let novel girl finish her sentence like. get it together#also also we were talking pretty loudly already but i was facing out towards the class (thus projecting my voice)#which means i got the distinct pleasure of watching people turn around to glance at me as i tried to explain my thought process past#'unga bunga fighting hot'#which i failed to do of course#not as cripplingly embarrassing as one might think for some reason. i think it's because im right#not a revolutionary take ofc but the kneejerk nature of it was a bit too suspicious for my tastes#funny though#just realized this post implies i am a luster-afterer of hockey players and thats not true. but they do beat the shit outta each other#and THATS the good shit
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Knows that im going into heat because im thinking about him again
#Yakuza loveblog#ohh!! yeah whatever i do want to put him on the torture rack with ropes around his wrists and ankles stretched tautly and slide a long blade#over his belly and then cut him in three hard hits and make his blood and guts spray like a fountain and then the bisected halved of his#body are pulled apart by the ropes and flop in opposite directions and he went into shock after the second strike and died by the third#thinking about how his head would so go flying if i decapitated him i want to turn him into cuts of meat so bad ...#h hey can you put your neck on this chopping block i mean wooden pillow isnt it so comfy ?#literally cannot tell you how badly ive been on edge because ive been thinking of butchering him like a pig#fucked up just wanna watch the skin split and show him just how deep the blade can go it wont be painless but ill do it so quickly that he#wont have a chance to dwell on the pain either ... baby boy i can chop you up i can fold you over like a fish and break your spine that way#i really need a big hatchet to kill him with that girl in the price of a d cup substory was stupid as hell#like she managed to drug him and all she did was take his money ? she should have hung him with a noose for a bit and then quartered him#if i managed to knock him unconscious he would not he waking up with only a headache#aughth i wish it could be as painless as possible for you i really do but i want to see his face when he realises he’s recieved a fatal#wound ... look at how deep this blade goes. this wound will not heal because you will be dead in a few moments im really sorry ! youre gonna#be dead soon and even if i stopped it wouldnt save youu so shush and let me put you out of your misery baby boy#i feel a little bit better now. sorry. i was really worked up just now
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Meeting new friends at concerts is great and all until you have to hold back your deranged posting about Guys(tm).
#i use my ig for literally everything idc i cant keep track of side blogs or alts to save my life#i met this really cool person at the avatar show on monday and shes super cool but also slightly more normal than i am#(i got away with one babygirl joke that night)#and now that were moots on the gram i am TRYING SO HARD TO BE NORMALSJLVKSKG#and its not helping that orbit culture [they opened for avatar] absolutely STOLE MY HEART#so now i have to act like im not clawing at the walls of my enclosure whenever i see the singer HELELLL#and its not like i want to BE NORMAL or whatever but like#I WANNA MAKE FRIENDS IN THE SCENE THAT ARENT ONLINE AND ESP ONES IN BANDS#so that i can break into the band art scene BPLEALSEEEE ALSO IM LONELY PLEASEEE#youre telling ME i CANT draw these grown ass men like anime girls??? GAHHDAYUMMMM#anyways hello#i can always be unhinged here cause like 2 people i know follow this blog#waves to them#screaming into a paper bag#spencer writes a whole post in the tags sorry#also i gave johannes the doll i made of him :'l#if you even fucking care#GIGGLES
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