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angy-grrr Ā· 9 months ago
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daily reminder: Ochako had to make herself physically see the damage the villains and war created in order to forget the uneasy feeling she got when Himiko smiled sadly (+ all the things she thought when she saw her). She cant forget what she has done (because she doesnt like the destruction), but that doesnt mean she cant forgive her or that made her feel distance from her.
Izuku can't forgive what Shigaraki has done, and as far as we know, he doesn't need to remind himself of the pain; his empathy doesn't make him feel weird about reaching out to a villain, at least on its own.
Its not a copy paste of the same battle or story.
Himiko and Izuku make Ochako wonder about the concept of heroism and saving, the roles heroes and villains have, and they also have an impact on her behavior, ideals, and feelings for them and herself. Shigaraki's fate and the world around Izuku seems to make him wonder about his role as a savior, because he doesnt feel like he fulfilled it really, when it ended up with someone else dying. He finds in Ochako someone who would agree on ideals about saving others, and thats great on its own.
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oetscop Ā· 9 months ago
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okay so im making a new post abt this since its a little different from my last analysis post. but @petscopping brought up a very interesting point in the tags! that being "nobody is innocent" and he is so fucking right abt that
that was in regards to the objectification of care, and how paul also contributes to that. but like, even characters that aren't explicitly on screen are culpable. specifically belle.
i always get this impression that shes hiding something. she knows far more than she lets on, and i almost have to wonder if its in a way to protect paul? which is interesting since we know how in denial he is about Literally Everything, which is actively harming himself in some way.
she knows. a LOT about this game. like, paul is only recording gameplay to prove that hes "not lying" about the weird game he found. then later down the line after paul gets to the other side of the quitters room and tells her tiara is gone and her reply is "of course." the way paul replies to that too is telling since hes confused as to why she knows somethings up. even earlier than that paul mentions how he was shocked to find "his room" but isnt anymore since it makes sense that the game would be connected to him through belle. not to mention she knows an older version of the game that had the passageway to the caskets. she had played it as recently as 2004. why lie at first?
a little tangential, but i really gotta wonder about her connection to rainer. obviously they were close enough for him to be doing...whatever the fuck happens during a rebirthing event. or whatever he thinks is supposed to happen, i should say. shes heavily connected to tiara in some way, and has a stupid amount of play time on the damn game. if you ascribe to the theory that tiara and in game marvin are based entirely off in game behaviors of real people playing the game, its no wonder tiara seems to be almost...sentient? all marvin does is run around and say shit and like be weird and the game was literally made for him. tiara like. can edit texture maps, and use that to also speak directly to paul thru tool. and because of that, she can speak more directly, and isnt hindered by the p2 to talk mechanic like marvin is.
point is, belle has logged a crazy amount of time into the game. sure you could probably say the hours played is inaccurate, maybe she just had the game left open on a console for what. 17 years was it? even rainer admits its dubious. but imo, it feels more...symbolic? like sure maybe she wasnt playing it for that long. but she had some kind of passive connection to the game in that time. she is/was in contact with rainer. she HAD to be. (this also might imply the game was still being worked on after 2000. but thats a whole nother can of worms)
i cant think of any other motive for her lying about that other than to protect paul in some way. which, in a way, ties back to cares objectification. paul is absolutely denying any humanity to his child self. its ingrained in the very code of the game.
and in some way, belle is also participating. maybe im reading too far into that, but with how much the series is able to tell us abt characters who dont even fucking talk is really impressive so its not completely unrealistic.
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religion-of-flowers Ā· 25 days ago
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-my coworker got sick halfway thru the evening shift, work is slow and im closing alone and its peaceful and nice. He also said i could keep his tips -he is a nice and chatty guy and so far my favorite person to work with, its nice to make a friend and maybe eventually meet his friends. The concern being making male friends with gfs can be weird sometimes so hopefully i meet her and we get along too. -my morning supervisor is a stressed out micromanager who gets angry easily and treats people like theyā€™re incompetent but also sensitive and hard to talk to, and we she was super rude to me yesterday, but i talked it over with the closer today and he validated she is just really a difficult person - two friends who have been really invalidating and difficult for me to talk to, one is a huge mansplainer know it all and the other just a know it all who acts like my therapist whenever i open up in a way that is inaccurate and invalidating and repeatedly unasked for, i told about the weird supervisor casually and they immediately jumped on it acting like i was being paranoid and anxious. Well our interactions make me anxious and i express how they invalidate me and they use it to treat me more so. Anyways hearing at work this girl has a reputation for being difficult and my other friends immediately let me vent without judgement, i realize i just canā€™t maintain this friendship anymore. I have told them my concerns the past year to six months and its just gotten worse, and ive known him for years and despite how giving they are of time and help, we simply do not connect emotionally or mentally and they actively make me feel worse and i canā€™t talk about literally anything big or small in my life or even politics or movies with them. They have gotten mad at me for distancing myself and told me i have avoidant attachment which i donā€™t agree is the issue here. Anyways, the issue is they loaned my money while i was inbetween jobs so i feel hugely guilty, I am still repaying them so its keeping this friendship i dont want alive that i feel i should be grateful for and i am but it doesnt change it just isnt working. -i am getting closer to a few people i really like in my life like my friend tina and my friendship with lauren is super strong -i havent had a friend i feel like understands me like lauren possibly ever, she thinks in the same way and its such a relief not to have to ask to be believed all the time -preston messaged me a month ago and i replied literally a few days ago, and my response wasnā€™t much to go off of, but he didnā€™t reply, and that checks out with what he always done. I didnā€™t even feel excited or happy when he messaged me, it honestly felt a little bitter and sad because i knew even tho i hoped he wanted to be a friend or start up again, those were hopeless hopes and he woild let me down again, and he did. I feel a small twinge of ā€œā€˜maybe he does careā€ or ā€œi should try againā€ but you know i always tried and waited and he is exclusively responsible for thay now. If it means he doesnt ever message me or we never rebuild a friendship it means that was his choice and he isnt a trustworthy person. He knows if he really tried i woild be available, he just doesnt care to. It isnt a good thing, its a sad thing, but i feel secure in my life, it had a shape and the shape is that he isnt in it and he doesnt matter anymore.
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ssa-steverogers Ā· 4 years ago
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TFAWTS FINALE SPOILERS BELOW
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AHHHHGGHGGGGGGHHHHHHHHOMFGAHGGHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGHHHHHHHHHHHOMFGOMGFGGAGAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHOMCOMGOMGOMAGAGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOMFOMGOMGOMFN I CANT VELEIVE IT THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL WHAT THE FUCK I CANT BELIEVE IT I WONT BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME AGAIN
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OKAY HOLD YOUR HORSES EVERYONE LET ME JUST- SHARON. FUCKING SHARON I KNEW IT. AGATHA SHARON ALL ALONG. GUYS SAME TYPE BEAT ALRIGHT. I WAS ALSO LIKE OMFG ISNT THAT KIND OF OUT OF CHARCTER KNOWING HER ROLD IN CA:TWS BUT I MEAN SHIELD IS GONE THE WORLD IS DIFFERENT NOW AND SHES OBVIOUSLY BEEN THRU A BUNCH AND OMFGGGG I KNEW IT. BUT OH GOD IM ALSO IN SHOCKKKK THE CARTER FAMILY NAME šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEGGY GORL WHAT HAS SHARON DONE TO YOUR LEGACY BABY
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ALSO BUCKY šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ WHAT THE FRICK. HIS FACE WHEN HE WAS TALKING TO YURI OMFG OMFG ā€œi didnā€™t have a choiceā€ AND OMFF HIS WORDING WAS ACTUALLY SO IMPORTANT HERE. HEā€™S SAD AND DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY WHICH IS WHY HIS WORDS SOUND ā€˜IRREGULARā€™ FROM REGULAR VOCABULARY AND THANK MOTHERFUCKIN JESUS MARVEL MADE SURE TO APLIFY THAT SCENE BUT OMFG I WISH WE GOT MORE OF BUCKY IN THAT PART WITH HIS REAL EMOTIONS BECAUSE THIS IS OBVIOUSLY HIS TRANSITION TO LETTING GO OF WHAT THE WINTER SOLDIER ORIGINAL STOOD FOR AND MOVING ONTO A NEW IDENTITY AND FINDING HIMSELF SO I JUST WISH THERE WAS MORE OF THE SIDE OF THE PAIN HE REALLY HAD TO FACE BUT WE DID GET A GOOD HANDFUL. BUT HES OBVIOUSLY FOUND A HOME WITH SAM NOW šŸ„ŗ HES LETTING THE KIDS PLAY WITH HIS ARM WHICH MEANS HES NOT AFRAID OF HURTING ANYONE ANYMORE BECAUSE OF THE WINTER SOLDIER šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ SOLID FUCKING CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. AND WHEN THE SENATOR THANKS BUCKY FOR SAVING THEM HES JUST IN SHOCK FOR A LITTLE BIT BECAUSE HES NOT USED TO PEOPLE THANKING HIM FOR DOING WHAT HE DOES AND MY HEART JUST DIED FOR S MOMENT SENATE CAN STILL KISS MY ASS THO AND OMFG WHEN HE WALKS THRU THE METAL DETECTOR šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ SEBBYS INTERVIEW FLASHBACKS AHHHHHHH. ALSO GUYS OMFG WHEN HES ON THE MOTORCYCLE WHY HE SO HOTTTTTT LIKE FOR WHATTTTT WHO LET YOU DO THISSSS SEXY MOTHER TRUCKER AND I JUST KNOW THAT BUCKY IS SO FUCKING PROUD OF SAM BEING CAP. ITS ALL HEā€™S KIND OF WANTED ALL ALONF šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
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THE FALCON CAPTAIN AMERICA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHH OMFG I AM SHOOK. DID I SEE THAT COMING? YES. WAS I PREPARED? NO. OH GOD. I WONT RECOVER. HIS SPEECH???? OH GOD. IT DID FEEL LIKE A TINY BIT FORCED BUT I LOVED HOW THEY CHOSE TO ADRESS THAT WHILE ALSO SPEAKING ON RACE AND REALLY CONNECTING IT TO RECENT EVENTS IRL. HE WAS SO SPOT ON IT WAS SO POWERFUL. HE MENTIONS HOW THE GOVERNMENT WERE CALLING PEOPLE ā€˜THUGSā€™ AND ā€˜TERRORISTSā€™ WHEN REALLY THEY WERE FIGHTING FOR THEIR PLACE/LIVES BECAUSE THEY BELIEVED THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY AND HOW WHEN YOU CALL SOMEONE A LABEL, THEY WILL BECOME THE LABEL. I WAS LITERALLY BAWLING WHEN I SAW SAM IN HIS CAP SUIT. AND OMFG WHEN BUCKY CALLS HIM CAP??????????1!1?1??1?1? I AM DEAD. DECEASED. AND THE SCENE WITH ISAIAH?????? OH GOD I WAS CRYING. SCREAMING. OMFG AND WHEN SAM IS FIGHTING BATROC AND HE SAYS ON VA VOIR!1!1!1!!1?1!1!!1!1! I WAS CRYING. CA:TWS FLASHBACK WERE SO VIVID BABY IM DEAD. AND WHEN HE FIRMLY STATES ā€˜Iā€™M CAPTAIN AMERICAā€™ OH GOD HOW MUCH OF A RELIEF THAT FELT TO ME???? OH GODDDDD
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BUT I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS I CANT WAIT. ARE THEY GOING TO HAVE A SEASON 2????? WHILE THERE BE A MOVIE????? WHO IS VAL REALLY???? WHAT WILL US AGENT DO???? HOW WILL SHARON PLAY INTO THE FUTURE OF THE MCU????? WHAT HAPPENED TO ZEMO???????? ANYWAYS OMG ZEMO ALSO LIKE IF AYO AND THE DORA MILAJE TOOK ZEMO AWAY WHY DID HE END UP AT THE RAFT???? I FIGURED WAKANDA WOULDVE KEPT HIM BUT I GUESS NOT!!1!1!1!1!
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OMG THE RAGE IN KARLI IN THIS LAST EPISODE OMFG I AM DEAD. I CALLED IT. I MENTIONED IT BEFORE AND Iā€™LL SAY IT AGAIN SHES YOUNG AND WAS BOUND TO BECOME RECKLESS. WHEN SHES FIGHTING SAM AND HES NOT FIGHTING BACK SHE KEEPS ON URGING HIM TO DO SO. BUT SAM ISNT LIKE THAT. HE UNDERSTAND KARLI BUT KARLI THINKS HES TRYNA MANIPULATE HER (ALMOST LIKE A PARENT/CHILD RELATIONSHIP BUT NOT REALLY BUT ALSO KIND OF?????). I HAD ALSO MENTIONED BEFORE THE QUESTION OF WHEN SAM WILL REALIZE THAT ZEMO WAS ā€˜RIGHTā€™ ABOUT KARLI BUT IT NEVER HAPPENED. UNTIL THE VERY END, SAM BELIEVED THAT THERE WAS A WAY OUT FOR KARLI WHICH IS WHY I BELIEVE THAT SAM IS MORE THAN A TRILLION PERCENT PERFECT TO BE CAPTAIN AMERICA. BECAUSE, LIKE HE SAYS, HES NOT BLONDE HAIR BLUE EYES; HE JUST BELIEVES THAT WE CAN DO BETTER šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ MILLIONS OF PEOPLE PROBABLY HATE HIM AND EVEN ISAIAH DOUBTED HIM BUT HIS MORALS STABD STRONG AND IF THEREā€™S ONE THING THAT IS TRUE ABOUT SAM IS THAT HE STANDS FOR WHAT HE BELIEVES IN, JUST LIKE CAPTAIN AMERICA SHOULD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!1!1!1?1!1!!1!
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I JUST HAVE SO MANY THINFS I HAVE TO RANT ABOUT BUT Iā€™M LITERALLY SO EXHAUSTED FROM THE ADRENALINE RUSH I THINK Iā€™M GOING TO PASS OUT GUYS SO GOOD NIGHT BUT OHHHHH OMFG AND THE MUSIC AND THE END šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ SO BEAUTIFUL AND WALKER WITH THE FAKE SHIELD REALLY GOT ME HE REALLY JUST NEEDED AN OBJECT TO GET BEHIND BUT FOR SAM: SHIELD OR NO SHIELD HE WAS A GOOD PERSON EITHER WAY AND A PERFECT CAP šŸ˜©šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ GOODNIGHT GUYS. AHHHHHHHHHHHSNWKSKSPDKOSNSJWJNDIDINFSOSJDNIDJSSJSIAIDNODOSJSOWUWJEKDOJDSHHEKFOEJFXKILOVEBUCKYGUYSKEOSJSINDMXOXIDJFOXISNFNOCOEIFSAMISMYCAPNSKZJOSJDKCODIMISSZEMONSKSJSKDKOSKDWHAT
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kimnjss Ā· 4 years ago
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wait pause šŸ˜”šŸ¤ššŸ»
jungkook (ignoring the multiple girls) is actually sweet.. obviously bc its arya, but he really do be looking out for his own friends.. him going out his way to do what he feels is best for his friends, even though he knows he shouldnt insert himself into every problem the couple has (i kno he always does it bc he likes to push their buttons sometimes cause hes a lil shit but he knows when to draw the line) he may be a fuckboi but he just really wants his friends to be happy šŸ„ŗ when he thinks he doesnt deserve the same for himself šŸ˜”
jungkook saying ā€œdoesnt want to go thru the shit arya n joon go thruā€ when arya asked him when he was gonna have a serious relationship kinda felt like a half truth.. idk he might be like kinda hot!hoseok in this case.. living in the moment type of thing and is in no rush to be in a serious relationship and if it happens, it happens. however rn his feelings are directed towards a girl who is his friend and is already taken by his other friend, so heā€™s creating as much distance as possible. and the it-was-actually-one-drunk-person-and-the-other-sober-drunken kiss didnt help his situation..
idk why but i feel like jk, joon and hoseok are similar when it comes to their feelings/emotions.. dont get me wrong, they are very affectionate, physically and vocally.. but all three live inside their heads for too long..
jungkook isnt being honest with himself, when he does realise something about himself and his feelings, he dismisses it and blocks it off, and distracts himself until he forgets about it and then it comes back, rinse and repeat.. namjoon isnt communicating with arya properly (neither is she but im like comparing the boys rn LOL) and when he does start showing emotion, its really passive-aggressive (??), its almost like heā€™s saying something but he isnt saying anything at the same time?? did that make any sense šŸ¤” idk sometimes its like he expects arya to read his mind and vice versa.. (ALSO not them going back to making out as if nothing happened.. they better have talked šŸ˜€šŸ‘ŠšŸ») but they do love each other, its the communication thats šŸ„“
and hoseok, if that last part was anything to go by šŸ˜¬, but whatever he is thinking about to create boundaries to address the co-dependency from his side (dialling it down maybe??), he better be careful bc yn isnt stupid and she picked up on mood change quickly, heā€™s gotta communicate with her or else it aint gonna be easy in the long run.. yn isnt a mind reader and if he wants things to go smoothly like the past few months have been, he has to speak up and make yn understand how he feels from his pov.. he really be thinking about his feelings about yn and pleasuring yn at the same time.. king of multi-tasking??
(have i connected any dots yet šŸ˜³ i swear im getting rusty AJDBAJEBSKAJ)
okay also its either i read thru this chapter quickly or my eyes are playing tricks but i swear this is one of the quicker party fucks LMAOO šŸ˜³ although it makes sense cause thereā€™s still a party going on downstairs LMAO but not like its stopped others before šŸ’€ but also hoseok was kinda getting overwhelmed with his feelings/thinking there so..
whew its been a while since ive written something this long šŸ§šŸ»ā€ā™€ļøidek what ive said anymore -šŸ¤¼ā€ā™€ļø
PHEW THIS WAS SO LONG Iā€™M JUMPING !!
okay !! first ., jeongguk has a lot going on the inside ., but when it gets down to it - heā€™s a really great guy . like his bedroom habits aside . heā€™s always honest nd clear abt what heā€™s looking for . he plays around ., but not in theĀ ā€˜ruin my lifeā€™ type of way . his friends always come first to him . there arenā€™t any times where he has left them hanging nd them being happy correlates to him being happy . same when it comes to arya . his feelings for her are strong nd once he noticed that ., he set boundaries for himself bc of joon . he never crosses them . the only thing he wants for her is to be happy .Ā 
itā€™s a mixture of both really . heā€™s not miserable . he enjoys having a line of girls nd meeting new people nd doing his thing . heā€™s young nd thats how he has his fun . buut if the right girl were to come around - he would not be against settling down nd being in a serious relationship with her . buut the right girl for him right now is already the right girl for someone else - who happens to be his best friend ., so thereā€™s really nothing else he can do . so he buckles down into his hoe life .Ā 
yesss! you got it exactlyyy . they are the exact same when it comes to how they handle their emotions nd all the stuff relating . lmao theyā€™re best friends for a reason .Ā 
the main thing that jeongguk keeps to himself is his true feelings . like on the surface heā€™s this cool guy that doesnā€™t care nd has girls knocking down his door nd heā€™s just out there enjoying himself - not getting attached . nd heā€™s so into that lifestyle nd focused on making sure thatā€™s who he is perceived as that he ignores everything else that doesnā€™t fit . not to say heā€™s not himself ,. jeongguk is himself all the time - his feelings just tend to take a backseat (especially the ones he has for arya bc of how much damage it could do) . // joon definitely wants arya to know what bothers him without properly communicating anything . that comes from the fact that theyā€™ve been together for ten months so he expects her to just know what will make him mad . nd when she doesnā€™t get it he gets pissy . (they both do that btw) but what they donā€™t realize that theyā€™ll never go anywhere if they donā€™t just talk things out . (no they did not have a conversation before making up they just missed each other too much)
his biggest issue is that heā€™s in his head too much . heā€™s freaking while realizing that heā€™s falling in love with her nd that he doesnā€™t really like being away from her (heā€™s also extremely dramatic ., itā€™s not as co-dependent as he thinks) but bc in heā€™s confused himself when it comes to his feelings for her - heā€™s more inclined to just shut down nd figure things out on his own . buut thatā€™s not going to fly when it comes to yn ., sheā€™s not the type to take the no communication nd wait around for him to get his life together . even if he doesnā€™t know what heā€™s trying to figure out - sheā€™d want that to be told to her so she doesnā€™t overthink .Ā 
- their smut scene was a little quickie upstairs since they were in yoongiā€™s room nd the party was going on downstairs still . but hoseok was so deep in his thoughts that it made it seem faster ., he was so overwhelmed with his feelings that being wth yn was like at the back of his mind... (he still did a great job tho so props lmao)
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jakeperalta Ā· 4 years ago
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I really like your post about those lyrics. Recently her reflecting on the bad times has been very relatable to me and it makes her seem more real and honest.When you go thru something like that, from one of my experiences..it never really goes away and a lot of the time you can still remember how it felt even if you dont feel like that anymore. It amazes me that some people just see it as her whining or whatever when it's a normal thing to go thru. Also though..in one of your quizzes..you said that Cardigan isnt a romantic song..but more of a breakup or something like that and I cant believe people can have completely different views of a song. I don't totally connect it to the love triangle so maybe that's why but it's still a very romantic song to me. Before we even heard the song and got some lyrics..once in Twenty lifetimes and the Cardigan lyric..I always connected it to how Taylor probably felt when she disappeared. The Cardigan lyric itself is especially important to me as someone who has depression. The lyrics are about all of her memories..mostly good things and her regret about not knowing
Sorry I accidentally sent the last ask when i wasnt done so this is continuing and just reply to this one I guess. But it's about how she couldnt have known what was gonna happen but she believed in it anyway...that's why it says I knew you all those times. One reason I dont connect it with the love triangle is cuz the breakup is something that doesnt really seem chosen by her but other circumstances. So either they have to break up cuz the guy is leaving for college or maybe the person unexpectedly died or possibly committed suicide..this is where the bridge comes in..haunt all my what ifs..chasing shadows..she screams I knew everything when I was young cuz she thought she knew everything but she didnt or couldnt..she or he made the wrong choices that led to their fate. Its about more of a loss than a breakup in my opinion but it could just be how I relate to it.Okay so I have recently read a book called If He Had Been With Me that fits really well with a lot of songs from Folklore so maybe that's why. Basically it's about this boy and girl who grew up together and were always supposed to be together and their story..it tells you in the first paragraph that he dies so it's not really a spoiler. Actually when I first heard Coney Island I connected it to this book too. I have a link to this book if you are interested but I hate recommending books in case the person doesnt like it lol. But anyway, Cardigan is an important song to me and it can have many meanings so I hate that someone called it just a breakup song..nothing about it seems that way to me..I actually feel the same way about August.so that's probably why I dislike Betty so much..it has no other meaning, but Cardigan is probably in my top 10 Taylor songs and is the best of the three in my opinion. Sorry for this rant..idek if that was your quiz cuz I took a few different ones but it's always weird to me that people can see it so differently.
oh yeah i saw that quiz question about cardigan! i think of it as sort of both a romantic song and a breakup song because thereā€™s some really sad parts about heartbreak likeĀ ā€œi knew you, leaving like a fatherā€ andĀ ā€œi knew youā€™d haunt all of my what-ifsā€ but itā€™s also very romantic in a lot of ways, likeĀ ā€œyour heartbeat on the high line, once in twenty lifetimesā€ is so šŸ„ŗ i also totally connected the main cardigan line with 2016 and feeling unwanted/damaged. i can really see where youā€™re coming from with it being more of a loss than a breakup, there is definitely a sense of it being out of her control and it sort of feels like it goes deeper i guess. i think one of the things that makes it such a great song is how it has so many layers to it and you can sort of take from it what you need/want! the same goes with august to an extent in that itā€™s also a bit more focused on a feeling than an event so it can have like a lot of meanings/interpretations. whilst i do love betty, i get where youā€™re coming from because that does 100% feel like it was written for the love triangle as opposed to sort of exploring the ideas of love/loss/memory etc that you get in cardigan and august.
also just looked up that book on goodreads and it looks so good! iā€™ve added it to my tbr list!Ā 
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satyrcon Ā· 4 years ago
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whenever i complain to my employed friends about how useless and purposelessness since ive been unemployed or when i mention how hard its been to even secure an interview they instantly go on tangents about how great it must be to unemployed and how much stuff i could get done in my free time and then they go on about how much i should take advantage of this time etc. and they are absolutely right but on the other hand i feel like theyre completely ignoring what im saying? i know that once i get a job i wont have as much free time and ill be stressed etc. and yeah, if i didnā€™t have to i absolutely wouldnt work but heres the thing......i need to? i need to work so i can earn money, i need to work so i can feel i have some purpose, i need a routine, and once again...i need money?Ā 
i had a really aggravating experience when i was talking to my friend about it last week. she didnā€™t go to uni, but she landed a pretty good job at a big company thru family connections. i was telling her about how iā€™ve been applying for entry level jobsĀ  since the summer, with no luck. i wasnā€™t saying this to see if she could get me in or anything, i was just using it as an example of how applying online is literally a lottery game in terms of having your application actually seen because for all the jobs ive been applying to, i have met almost every qualification (theyre all entry level). and her response? she tells me i should look for retail/food service jobs instead. and sure, i could do that, its what ive been doing for the past six years while i was in high school and uni. but the point is, i donā€™t want to be in retail or food service anymore. i want to work at a place where my degree can actually be utilized. i want to work at a place where im not dancing for my dinner or scraping by on minimum wage. i want to work at a place that isnt a dead end. i literally got laid off from my mall job in the summer and they havent asked for me to come back. im sick of shift work and im sick of working at a place that offers me absolutely nothing. what was the point of getting a degree? why cant i just get a job?
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ghostspoke Ā· 5 years ago
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{ mark lee / bigender / he/she } ā€“ ā– where y'at? isnā€™t that ( JUN-SEO ā€œCLAYā€ PARK ) o'va there ? i think theyā€™ve been in town for ( 3 MONTHS ) and come from ( MIAMI BEACH FLORIDA), but who knows. i reckon theyā€™re about ( TWENTY-ONE ) year old. did'ya here, i think they work as a/an ( YOUTUBER ) and live in ( HOTEL VILLA CONVENTO ). according to the talk of the town, theyā€™re described as being ( + EASY-GOING ) but also ( - DUMBASS ). either way, tell'em thereā€™s a party down on bourbon and theyā€™re invited.
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MARCH 18TH Ā  ,Ā  Ā  1999Ā  Ā  :Ā  Ā  jun Ā  -Ā  Ā  seoĀ  Ā  ā€œĀ  Ā  clay Ā  ā€œ Ā  park was born to min-ji Ā  &.Ā  Ā  u-jin park in their high rise penthouse apartment at 3:28am. for mintues Ā  ,Ā  Ā  the newborn child was wide eyed Ā  &. Ā  quietĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā staring at things that did not appear to be real. the midwife was ushered out of the room as the babies cries fill the room. his birth is publicized Ā  &. Ā  photos of his newborn form are splattered across gossip magazines.Ā 
AGE 3Ā  Ā Ā Ā :Ā  Ā  Ā  whispers in the night fill the baby moniter Ā  ,Ā  Ā  cooing from a child to the corners in the room. stacking blocks with friends that friends Ā  , Ā  staff Ā  , Ā  nor his family see. there are staresĀ  Ā  &.Ā  Ā  points from guests at events.Ā 
AGE 5 Ā  Ā Ā : Ā  Ā  Ā  when kids are getting ready for school or to go play soccer in the afternoon Ā  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  junĀ  Ā  - Ā  seo is in front of the camera. headlining in any psychic show that will take him. the whispers are louder. he doesnt know how to keep them out. he forgets most of the year Ā  , Ā  only to be awoken by burning water on his skin.Ā 
AGE 13 Ā Ā :Ā  Ā  Ā  there is a pretty boy in his class. dennis. his so smart Ā  &.Ā  Ā  helps clay with his homework. the excitement to see dennis is disgusting. it makes his stomach turnĀ  &. Ā  he falls back to the friends in the cornersĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  talking to ghosts instead of people. these feelings will fade.Ā 
AGE 15 Ā  : Ā  Ā  he goes by a new name nowĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  clay seems to fit him more. fame has its perksĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  drowning in followers because of who his parents are. hes barely passing schoolĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  Cā€™s gonna get those degrees. June 9th, 2014 is when clay has his first heroin needle.Ā  in the tucked corner of a LA house party with a girl he cannot rememberĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  but they are best friends on instagram. for once Ā  , Ā  the world is silentĀ 
AGE 16 Ā  :Ā  Ā  1,750 a week on needlesĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  he barely shows up to class anymore. hes sure the only reason why he is passing is cause his parents are doing something. they dont care as long as his face is on the morning copy of a gossip magazine Ā  &.Ā  Ā  he smiles for the cameras. he looks hollow in the mirror Ā  ,Ā  Ā  but the ghosts dont talk anymore. he has a girlfriend. he loves her. he thinks. he tells himself that in the mirror before going out to see her.Ā  in November he will drunkenly try on her skirtĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  something feels right.Ā 
AGE 20Ā  Ā  :Ā  Ā  his brother comes home Ā  &. Ā  things get hard. his brother worries when he doesnā€™t go to school. clay knows that heā€™s fine. momĀ  Ā  &.Ā  Ā  dad will make sure that everything goes fine.Ā  on the cold tile with the rubber around his arm Ā  , Ā  it goes wrong. he goes too deep into the silent Ā  &. Ā  is thrown against heavens door with vomit on his lips Ā  &. Ā  it hurts. he is cold Ā  &. Ā  it hurts. the voices are loud. they are so loud.
AGE 21Ā  Ā  :Ā  Ā  thrown against heavenā€™s door with the force of the overdoseĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā clay is ushered out of the public light. he drops out of uniĀ  Ā &.Ā  Ā all shows are canceled. the youtube channel he had started to explore the voices in the corners of the roomĀ  &.Ā  vlogging his experiences trying to go to a grocery store for the first time is the only connection to his fame that is left untouched. heā€™s supposed to be healingĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  going away from all ties to find herselfĀ  Ā &.Ā  Ā get a better grip on the world. its all for PRĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā  knowing that her parents are waiting for the next issue of the gossip mag catching him buying on the street corner. the warm air that flutters through the open hotel window is ripe with choiceĀ  Ā :Ā  Ā can he finally get clean ?Ā 
personality.Ā 
Ā might actually be stupid, there isnt anything going on in her headĀ 
impulse control who ? he does shit and then goes :o when things go wrongĀ 
petty ? really petty honestlyĀ 
she's,,,, rlly angry at the world bc of u know no drugs on top of being an angry young adult so like ,,,, she's Ā so moody itā€™s grossĀ 
very excitable ! honestly just a walking exclamation pointĀ Ā 
slow to pick up on things, like you have to explain shit 5 times to himĀ 
once they put her mind to something, its getting done but its getting done her way
wcs.Ā 
a mom/dad friend whoā€™s always checking up on them & making sure theyā€™re doing okay
exes that ended on bad terms
ride or die - theyā€™re always raising hell with
his dealer
someone who pls for the love of god teach herĀ ā€œhealthy coping skillzĀ ā€œ
frenemies
best friend(s)
fake dating
someone who knows her from her past
he doesnt know how to take care of himself like he pours the whole thing of detergent into the washer help himĀ 
someone who sees thru their shit
someone who believes in ghosts &. listens to their shit
ghosts arent real ur lying for the cloutĀ 
someone to feature on his youtube channel / someone for him to collab withĀ 
a bad influence
someone whoā€™s rlly protective over him or someone heā€™s Super protective over
unrequited crush/love interest
mutual crushes
sworn enemies
fuck it some hcs.Ā 
hes allergic to penicillin
had a very bad attempt at a music career at age of 13
even though he cannot drive he has 3 carsĀ 
cooks frozen chicken in the microwave cause thats how he cooks chicken nuggetsĀ 
hes conversationally fluent in cubaƱol , other forms of Spanish confuse himĀ 
attempted to cheat on history tests by talking to ghosts Ā  , Ā  ended up getting possed Ā  &. Ā  failedĀ 
thought the earth was flat for 6 months before realizing that the rest of his friends were jokingĀ 
wasnt vaccinated till 18
Ā panic bought mango juul pods when juul stopped selling them
actually has a punch card for exrocisms Ā  Ā , Ā  Ā &. Ā  is extremely familiar with the priest who does them on himĀ 
uses holy water as a base for his blackout juice Ā  , Ā  Ā vodka Ā  , Ā  Ā holy water Ā  , Ā  Ā &. Ā  water flavoring mixed in an empty milk jug.Ā 
is specializing in sexual ethics Ā  , Ā  focusing on the treatment of woman within pornographyĀ 
was a former contestent on the bachorlette Ā  , Ā  only to be kicked off for hooking up with another contestant on the show
will buy jewelry off people at partiesĀ 
eats ramen raw, doesnt know how to cook it
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grantihare Ā· 5 years ago
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karkat
-----how i feel about this character
--hh i love him, this isnt even just me being a dave kinnie or anything, hes fr been one of my fave homestuck characters since i started reading it in 8th grade. i keep finding new ways to relate to him as i grow as a person, little me connected to the self-loathing and being certain all your friends hate you, to desperately trying to help broken people who need to first help themselves, in high school i was drawn to him over the stress of not loving people the Right Wayā„¢ and feeling like who you are is something to be hidden and ashamed of (karkat said trans rights), now im so attached to him being unapologetically loud about what he thinks and not taking anyones bullshit anymore and just living his goddamn life happy with the person he loves and ugh GOD i love karkat vantas so much
-----all the people i ship romantically with this character
--dave obv obv obv but also john jade and tz but only if theyre like? poly w davekat? daves the only person i ship w karkat in a monogamous way dndnfnf idk if thats weird but oh well
-----my non-romantic otp for this character
--kanaya!! they are Best Friends thanks nobodyll take that away from me ever skjdfm. i like him being best friends w jade and tz too!! also the sollux&aradia duo ofc. & for some reason i love when hes like genuinely friends w rose? not bc of her being kanayas girlfriend/wife but as an individual. its rare to see but i adore it
-----my unpopular opinion about this character
--idk if its an unpopular opinion but most stuff i see for him that has more depth than just "he & dave smooch" (which i love too but sometimes u want Pizzazz) either have him as a terrible rage monster or a crybaby and its like,, pls. pls he can be angry and cry a lot and have that not be his whole character. its okay. also stuff where hes a complete dick for no reason??? i hate that?? hes Loud and Kinda Rude not a Total Douchebag theres a Difference
-----one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
--i rly wish we couldve seen his land quest tbh, i feel like itdve changed a lot of fandom perceptions of him to see him puzzling thru it and taking action to do whatever he had to do? also i wanna see it personally sckfnc but kinda on the same note id love to have seen him in collide fighting w other ppl present, ik tz could only use leitmotifs w ppl bc shes op or w/e but idve loved to see some blood player shenanigans tbh
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toms-order Ā· 7 years ago
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Bucky Barnes x female reader
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Soulmate AU!
Moodboard by @beautiful-holland
Summary: Bucky thinks that his soulmate doesn't exist, but what happens when he finally finds her? What happens when loving him puts her in danger?
Warnings: slight mention of depression.
part two
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Everyone had a soulmate. Everyone had that one person that stood by them. To find your soulmate, you had a code tattooed somewhere on your body. Only your soulmate had the same code as you.
But the code was just a clarification.It was just something to really let you know who you were meant to be with. The real way to know someone is your soulmate is the connection. The men feel the connection right away with a look, the woman donā€™t know until you touch one another. The connection is a beautiful thing. Nothing can interrupt it,break it or interfere with it. It was just pure love and happiness.
Bucky spent years looking for his soulmate. Even in the army he was hoping to come across his love, but he never did. He started to think she didnā€™t exist. He was hurt and confused. He saw everyone fall in love with their soulmates, why couldnā€™t he find his? When Bucky became the winter solider, he forgot the pain he felt, the loss he went thru every day. The winter solider didnā€™t need a soulmate. He didnā€™t think of his soulmate at all.Ā 
But when Bucky got his memory back, he felt the pain again. Bucky thought for sure she was gone. If he couldnā€™t find her then, there was no way he would find her now. Buck felt the pain day by day, it was a never ending ache in his chest. He was angry that she never showed up, he was angry that he could never feel that pure connection that everyone talked about.Ā 
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You knew something was off when you watched all your friends find their soulmates. They met theirs in high school, while you stood on the sidelines waiting for yours to show up. You started to doubt you had one your first year of college. Your friends were starting to plan their futures with theirs. It seemed as if everywhere you looked you saw the love that you lacked.Ā 
You started to think maybe you didnā€™t have one. It was impossible though right? Everyone had a soulmate. You saw everyone around you fall in love, and each day was harder. You started to become depressed. You felt constant pain, everywhere. You felt numb. Every time someone brought up you not finding your soulmate the hole in your heart grew.Ā 
You lost all hope when you graduated from college. Everyone around you had their soulmates. They were in love and you saw it everyday. You had given up looking. All your friends dropped you the second things started going bad for you. You went day by day feeling lost, feeling hopeless. Why didnā€™t you have one? Was it something you did?Ā  You were lost.
You worked at the coffee house in your hometown. You had to pay off all your college loans. Working so hard took your mind off of your nonexistent soulmate. But the fact that everywhere you looked there were couples having lunch with their soulmates pissed you off. You could never fully stop the ache in your chest.Ā 
Your day was spent taking peoples orders and serving soulmates who wouldn't stop touching each other. You understood though, touching your soulmate was supposed to be something magical. It was something you could never experience.Ā You thought about getting the code tattooed on your neck removed. There was no use for it there anyways. It was just giving you false hope.
Covering the code tattooed on your body was unheard of. No one did it, they all had their soulmates to love, they all had the connection. You didn't want the judgement of not having a soulmate so you kept the code that haunted you. You already get pity stares from your parents, you didnā€™t need anymore. There were days where you pretended you did have a soulmate. People would smile at you and gushed over your polite manners. Theyā€™d sayĀ ā€œOh I bet your soulmate feels so lucky.ā€ You would smile, then nod. It felt good to pretend sometimes.Ā 
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It was another day at the coffee house. You watched people come and go some even finding their soulmates there. Your chest still ached and you winced every time you saw a couple. But something felt different, you didnā€™t know what it was but you felt almost better? You thought it was because its been so long and the universe finally decided to give you a break. Whatever it was you were fine with it, the aching had lowered down to about a five instead of a ten.
It was towards the end of the day.Ā  Night grew and the coffee shop was almost empty. There were a few lingering people taking a cup of coffee to stay up for work. Other than that the place was quiet, the sound you could hear was in the back of the kitchen. You were behind the counter, cleaning up all the mess that people left behind.
You heard the bell ring from the door, indicating that another has arrived. You looked up expecting another buisness man, or woman but instead it was just a normal guy. He had a hat on, shielding his eyes. The jacket he was wearing, basically swallowed him. It was like he was hiding. He avoided the stares he received from the few people in the room and sat at a booth in the back.
"You can get that one." Your co-worker said. She was sitting on the counter top reading a magazine.
You rolled your eyes at her. She was the biggest bitch you ever met. You never understood why she was the one who got the soulmate. Of course you always smacked yourself for thinking that but you couldn't help but still wonder.
You grabbed your pen and notebook from the pocket of your apron. Walking over to him, you began to feel nervous. You could feel the goosebumps rising up your arm. Why were you so nervous? He was just a normal guy. When you got to his table, he still didnā€™t look up from his folded hands. He wore gloves on them. Why would someone need gloves in 75 degree weather?Ā 
ā€œWhat can i get you?ā€ You tried to mask the nervousness in your voice.Ā 
ā€œJust a coffee.ā€ His voice sounded rough, he sounded exhausted. His hat was covering his eyes. He still didnā€™t look up at you.Ā 
ā€œAny sugar with that or creamer?ā€ You asked, you hands were shaking, making it impossible for you to write clearly. You had no idea why you were so nervous.Ā 
ā€œNo.ā€ He sounded annoyed this time. That was your cue to leave.
You walked back into the kitchen, your nerves still present. You took your time pouring his coffee. You walked slowly towards him, making sure not to drop his boiling hot coffee. You set it down in front of him.Ā 
ā€œIf you need anything else just wave me over.ā€ You kindly said. You were eager to leave
ā€œThank you.ā€ Bucky took off a glove, taking the coffee in his hand. He looked up at you. You could finally see his eyes. You thought they were beautiful. Something flickered in his eyes before he turned away.Ā 
You felt weird all of the sudden. The pain in your chest dialled down again. You were confused. You slowly left his table.
When you turned away bucky saw the code tattooed on the back of your neck. The same code he had memorized for years. The same code he had tattooed on his wrist. He was confused. Why now? Where was she years ago? Why did the universe wait this long for him to find her?
He felt anger well up. Where the fuck was she all those years? Why wasn't she there? Where was she when he had to sit there and go through constant pain everyday because he thought she didn't exist? Bucky hardened his grip on the coffee cup. He felt the cup break in his hand, the coffee pouring out of it onto the table. The break rang through the coffee shop, causing people to turn and look for the noise.
The sound of the cup breaking caught your attention. You rushed over with napkins to stop the coffee from falling to the floor. You quickly pressed the napkins against the table, trying to clean up the mess.
ā€œIā€™m so sorry.ā€ You apologized to him. You didnā€™t know why you were the one apologizing but you did anyways.Ā 
ā€œNo uh it was my fault.ā€ Bucky stepped out the booth giving you full access to clean up the rest of the mess.Ā 
Bucky watched you with curious eyes. He was mesmerized by you. Bucky felt the pain in his chest wash away. He felt almost lighter. The weight was lifted off his shoulders. The weight he carried for years finally disappeared and he felt the relief.Ā 
You picked up the pieces of the coffee cup and put it in the cloth that you stored away in your apron.Ā Ā 
ā€œHere uh let me help you.ā€ Bucky bent over and grabbed the cloth from your hands.Ā 
When he touched your hand, you finally felt it. The connection that you have been missing for years. It hit you like a ton of bricks. Your breath caught in your throat. You stopped cleaning the mess and looked up.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s you.ā€ You whispered. You felt a bunch of emotions rush thru you. Confusion, anger, sadness and there was complete utter happiness.Ā 
You felt the tears well up. Where was he all this time?
Bucky suddenly felt insecure. Would she want him? His heart dropped to his stomach.Ā He couldn't move. His feet were glued to the floor. His eyes found yours. He tried to read what you were thinking but before you could figure out, you ran.
You ran out of the coffee shop, into the darkness of the night. You collapsed onto the floor outside the shop. Your breathinh became uneasy. You felt the tears run down your cheeks.
Bucky ran after you. He haulted when he saw your crying body on the floor. He could feel his heart breaking for you. Was it cause of him? Was she disappointed? He slowly walked over making sure not to trigger her into running away again. He slowly dropped to the floor, sitting a couple feet away.
He didnt notice the customers from the coffee shop looking their way. They were confused. They kept looking over trying to see what was going on.
"Are you okay?" Buck asked you. He still distanced himself.
You sniffed. You tried holding back your tears but they just kept on going.
"Sorry, this isnt what i expected. " Your voice cracked.
Bucky was taken back. He thought for sure you were disappointed. He was hurt and angry. He didn't know what hurt the most not ever knowing your soulmate or your soulmate rejecting you. Rejection was unheard of. Rejecting your soulmate was never the option people took. So naturally Bucky thought he was probably the unluckiest man in the world.
"Wasn't what you expected? Sorry I'm such a fucking disappointment." He spat. He stood up from the ground angry. He was ready to walk away and never come back.
You quickly got up after him. "No thatā€™s not what I meant." You panicked.
"Then what did you mean?" He demanded. His face got red, the veins in his forehead were clearly present.
"I just- I meant that." You let out a heavy breath. "I meant, that I didn't expect that I'd would ever meet you."
Bucky calmed down. He masked any emotion that would give away the pain he felt.
"Where the fuck were you?" He angrily asked. He couldn't stop himself from asking. He needed to know where the hell you've been.
You scoffed. "Where was I? Where the hell were you?" You exclaimed. "I've been looking for you for years and not one fucking sign." You felt the anger rise up.
"Oh trust me, you don't know how long I've waited for you to show up." He spat. His fists clenched by his side. His medal hand that was covered with the glove felt hard. He was sure that he could rip the glove into pieces with how hard he was clenching his fist.
"I thought you didn't exist. I watched everyone i know find their soulmate and that fucking hurt everyday. " You started ranting. "You know how hard it was just too stand by and fucking watch literally everyone be happy besides you? You know how lonely i fucking felt? So please tell me where the fuck were you?ā€ You let out a huff.
He watched you. His eyes held fire.Ā ā€œYou werenā€™t the only one who felt fucking lonely, trust me. I spent years trying to figure out why you never came so donā€™t pretend like you were the only one who felt that pain.ā€ Bucky snapped. He felt a tear roll down his cheek.
You were taken back. You never thought about how he had felt. You immediately felt guilty.Ā 
Your face softened.Ā ā€œIā€™m sorry.ā€ You looked down at your feet. You didnā€™t wanna meet his gaze.Ā 
Bucky un-clenched his fists. He felt his face soften.Ā ā€œIā€™m sorry too.ā€ He whispered.
You guys stood there for a moment, taking in the relief. You both couldnā€™t help but still feel overjoyed. You finally found each other.Ā  Bucky looked at your face. You were beautiful to him. Your eyes sparkled and your voice overjoyed him even when you were yelling at him, you looked irresistible.Ā Ā 
You felt the pain wash away. You felt the relief fill your body. You couldnā€™t help yourself anymore. You threw your arms around Bucky. He lifted you up with one arm, causing you to wrap your legs around his waist.You closed your eyes trying to capture this feeling forever. He breathed in your sent. You smelled heavenly to him.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m Y/N.ā€ You whispered into his neck, sending shivers down his spine.
He smiled. He smiled for the first time in a long time.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m Bucky.ā€Ā 
You smiled into his neck.
"Nice to meet you Bucky."
He wrapped both his arms around your waist. He held you tight, but not too tight to where he could crush you.
Bucky let the love from the connection he left wash over him. He finally felt free. He felt like he could do anything and nothing could stop him from feeling happy. Of course he knew that wasn't true. He knew he could never truly be happy with the ghosts of his past coming to haunt him.
But he stood there anyways. He let his walls down just for that moment. Just so he could feel the love of his soulmate before it all came crashing down.
Because it sure as hell was gonna crash down. It was just the beginning of a lovely story.Ā 
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ghoulstars Ā· 6 years ago
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i Sure Would Like to not have to be literally relieved/excited when my mom goes to bed every single night because otherwise i feel constantly tense and at risk of something happening to make my living situation unsafe, again, even if weā€™ve had a good/normal day
shes back on her fucking bullshit today and she usually confronts me on things that have made her Mad(tm) that iveĀ ā€œdoneā€ but today she hasnt said jack shit to me. all i can figure is: shes upset that i didnt get up and help her stain the wood for the porch weā€™re building where our old shitty side deck was shes upset bc i didnt wash all the dishes ?????????? who fucking knows
heres the kicker though folks: i didnt wash all the dishes because for some reason, since replacing our water heater, when the water from the sink starts getting cold it doesnt gradually get cold, it literally goes from like scalding hot (even thru gloves) to hardly lukewarm and i was only washing dishes for about 20? 30? minutes last night before the water temp fucking plummeted so i couldnt finish. bonus is that there were literally only like 5-7 things left to wash and it was literally just 3 styrofoam cups, one pot and like...2 or 3 forks/spoons. absolutely incredible and worth spitefully giving your daughter the cold shoulder over, am i right folks
and me helping stain was only even a fucking a possibility because she gave me an open ended offer to help her last night and i gave an open ended response. she asked me if i wanted to try to go to bed early enough and she would call me in the morning and just see if i wanted/felt up to come out and help, and i said i would be willing to try and id do my best. so when my manic ass had a manic moment and i slept for 3 hrs from 6 am to 8 and was dying and couldnt pass back out for any reason of course i texted her and told her i couldnt fucking help lmao. my fucked sleep schedule is a result of my Crazy Quirky Wacky Bipolar 2 anyway and like she refuses to help me or sympathize with me abt my mental health so ??? guess ill die?????
i didnt get back to sleep around fucking like 12/1 pm and i noticed that she stopped fucking replying to my texts literally right after i said i couldnt help and then every time she walked past my room, where i was Clearly Awake And On My Phone With My Door Open, she flat out ignored me. wouldnt even spare me a side glance.
and when i woke up at 5 pm today, no matter how late i wake up my mom always comes and wakes me up no matter what, today she walked by my room twice EVEN WHEN IT WAS THAT LATE AND I WAS STILL IN BED without saying jack fucking shit to me, and only came in on her third time walking back by to her sitting room and just blankly wentĀ ā€˜youre not laying here in the darkā€™, turned on my light, then swiftly left
then before that sheā€™d texted me, after telling me for weeks to just use our limited data even if it runs over bc our wifi cant handle my phone being connected along with all our other devices anymore, that im going to have to use my laptop now bc she isnt paying another 200$ phone bill this month. hereā€™s kicker number 2: after literally outright giving me her food plans for tonight and tomorrow yesterday she also texts me that she didnt cook. just a flat ā€œI didnā€™t cookā€. im so fucking depressed all the time that i physically and mentally cannot handle getting up to find and cook myself my own like ACTUAL MEALS and making food that requires actual cooking is often times out of the fucking question, and shes been not cooking for SEVERAL nights here recently, sometimes days in a row, and with my depression being wholly unacknowledged by her, once again, guess ill fucking perish??? unless i can miraculously find the energy to make chicken fingers or ramen noodles im going to be doing what ive fucking done almost every goddamn night this past month she hasnt cooked which is live off of snack foods and ensure lmao. KICKER NUMBER 3: she promised me that either tonight or tomorrow, bc she has a Big Foobaw Game, she wouldnt cook and would instead get me my alltime favorite chinese food from my alltime favorite chinese restaurant that she knows i love a lot, and regardless of what night her game was, she didnt cook tonight and i LITERALLY heard her say less than an hr ago that sheā€™d be cooking tacos (which she intended to originally cook tonight) tomorrow. that being said, her specifically saying sheĀ ā€˜didnt cookā€™ today when she promised to get takeout in general at some point this week makes me think tonight was just supposed to be tacos (esp if what i think i can remember serves). and now she hasnt cooked anything at all! and tomorrow its gonna be tacos! :) fucking knowing how she is and how she works and functions with her abusive behavior towards me i would not be surprised and am also partially convinced that for whatever reason sheā€™s all DooDoo Angery at me that shes doing this on fucking purpose to deprive me of the treat she promised out of spite/as some kind of passive aggressive ā€˜punishmentā€™ HAHAHAHA ECKS DEE SO FUNNY XDDD
the only other time shes acknowledged my fucking worthless existence(tm) today was to pull one of her IconicĀ ā€œim only saying this really ridiculous shit that ive never said before and weā€™ve never talked about before, ever, just to take digs at my daughter bc she Displeased Meā€ moments, where she walked by, almost totally ignored me again but stopped like. like she was gonna just keep walking but caught herself and she ended up like...halfway obscured by my doorway anyway and quickly said to meĀ ā€œi need you to sweep.ā€ and then she went to the bathroom and i hearĀ ā€œand take your (cat) poop out too. litterboxes get done every night.ā€
we have two litterboxes. never in the history of ever has she said anything to me about they get done Every NightĀ >:( and that has never been an established rule, nor have we ever even spoken about me doing that. i do them every few nights, usually on different days, bc thereā€™s Two Litterboxes. and surprise surprise my depression impedes my ability to keep up with them without her having to tell me to clean them most of the time which pisses her off, except i literally did them 1-3 nights ago and theres no way that they both need cleaning again already and now shes suddenly on her shit like. they get done. every night. in that fucking vaguely militant voice she gets when sheā€™s mad like that and is fucking with me on purpose
but fucking like even regardless of all this other shit, point blank, she is the one who has not expressed any of her annoyances with me today to make her act like this. how can i fucking communicate about the issue when she doesnt TELL ME WHAT HER ISSUE IS and instead opts to mentally and emotionally screw with me for her own satisfaction--and even then!!! she has no right to be this mad with me over not helping with the porch bc SHE left it OPEN ENDED and NONCOMMITTAL, SHE could have easily asked me why there were dishes left (though bc i have to do them so late at night/early in the morning bc im fucking depressed shed prolly just blame me FOR doing them at that time bc if i do them TOO LATE at night then the WATER TEMPERATURE GOES DOWN because its COLD AT NIGHT or something like that) but she didnt and now like everything else, fresh off my period, still manic, always rapid cycling, just got off the manic depression train slightly after being on it for two days and then before that it was Severely Uncomfortable Euphoria, feeling just so fucking wrong in my own skin and feeling too many emotions that are too strong that i dont want, so on and so forth, im the one whos suffering because of her unresolved neuroses and narcissism
and like....to be honest, real shit? with how fucking unpredictable and fucky sheā€™s become since our Big Fight i also would not be surprised and sort of have half a mind to think sheā€™s just mad for literally no reason (related to me or otherwise) and is doing this just because lol
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fmdkiana Ā· 3 years ago
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ki vs tempted
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tldr; basc on set ki had one of her closest friends, and fell in luv w another, so it was a happy time period for her. everything ive written so far abt this storyline iā€™ve kept the relationships vague because it was a lot to think thru but my not knowing shit keeps getting in the way so iā€™m doin the damn thing im Thinkin It Thru
not like ki actually had a choice, but once she heard that one of her closest friends had been cast in another role in tempted, she didnt hesitate to go along with it anymore
already having someone on set with her that she felt comfortable with made the process a lot easier to get used to, and opened her up to fallin in lub
iā€™ll think thru the bestie second bc thats more complicated to try to piece tgt but i have the luv one locked n loaded baybee
da luv
i continue to keep the rolesĀ ā€œvagueā€ because iā€™m p sure other ppl could claim roles in the drama in the future but i think itā€™s fair enuf to say she and the role had scenes, and they fell in love thru working on them
initial chemistry came in the moment of playing out scenes (he was def a better actor than ki is) and developed from there
he came to be quite romantic in the way he treated her behind the scenes and it made her fall very quickly
But they each fell for each otherā€™s characters, more than one another. while it was a really good time period, when it came to the drama and promotions wrapping up, little things would pop up every so often that would point out how different of people they actually are. he liked going out, he was popular and charismatic, he liked playing things by ear, and ki,,,, is bad at all of those things
all those little moments came to a head when they left the relationship deflated. when the only time the passion could revive is when theyā€™re basically roleplaying as characters that are becoming further and further in the past. eventually they mutually decided to call it off
iā€™m sure ki still quietly keyed the car of his next gf tho,,,,
also his name is seowoo bc i forgot to name him yet again ugh
da bestie
daeminā€™s an idol too n they met around russian roulette promos so late 2016
they bonded quickly over shared emotions and being at the right place at the right time
she saw him interacting w his brother who isnā€™t the nicest to him n ā€˜usedā€™ her bs empath shit n Felt a kindred spirit. sheĀ was super sure he was an outcast n felt like a freak, the black sheep, like she did. and she was right (this time) but the dude is kinda batshit too so when she was right they were like soul sisters insert hands touching on either side of a glass wall
theyā€™re rly similar in that theyre both recluses n have insecurity issue stuff due to their bg, him with his fam n her with mostly school kids back in the states
og they didnā€™t connect much on an idol level bc he was only an idol to appease his fam but later on decided he wanted to better himself. idol life still isnt their biggest connection tho bc ki is focused more on the attention and heā€™s more focused on growing his art
heā€™s also more morally headstrong
ki has some things sheā€™s strong over, and Thinks her morals r rly strong, but in a lot of areas sheā€™s back and forth on either extreme n,, thatā€™s complicated to explain but itā€™s smth they donā€™t connect on
they created a foundation basically immediately because of the one thing they have in common thatā€™s a core to both of them, and everything else has built up from that
it makes them more volatile than some other relationships ki has because the idea of them sheā€™s built up in her head is that world ending type of friendship and he feeds into that
sheā€™s more physically affectionate w him than most anyone and itā€™s created quite a fewĀ ā€˜almostā€™ moments where she gets in her head w all her overthinking n is like o no have i fooled myself am i secretly in love w him, and then every time chooses going nahhh im nooot weā€™re good weā€™re besties
but tbf sheā€™s like that w any man sheā€™s friends w bc she doesnt kno how to not overthink everything all the time lol on a usual daily basis her n daemin are quite besties only vibes, they just share company, laughs, interest, n comfort
reception
i got kinda off topic talking abt daemin for so long (idk this is just an intro if i end up wanting to write more specific details abt her r/s w daemin or seowoo they can have their own hcs) but smth i rly wanna talk about is the reception
tempted was Not hot with ratings, but a lot of the scenes ki was in ended up having a ton of buzz around them. a lot of ppl thought she was a good actress and really she only read as good because she was comfortable with some of her scene partners and felt like she was barely playing a role half the time because of it
so even today she has a small little fan group that wave their flags going ki best actordol show us ur magic in another show. but sheā€™ll disappoint them almost every time loool
anyway during the promos and bts vids, it was clear to anyone who knew a touch about her that she was quite close with daemin and seowoo, because she acted completely differently around them than she does with most anyone else
she usually keeps to herself, doesnā€™t say much, very reserved, but with them, sheā€™s laughing, sheā€™s touching them, sheā€™s just,, very comfortable
and fans ate it up. i was finally inspired to make this hc bc i saw tweets like disĀ https://twitter.com/jensestal/status/1505400897240809474?s=21Ā n was like ugh thatā€™s so fans over ki n daemin Or seowoo tbh
but it hits diff w seowoo bc she felt like she was in love n it kinda showed bc sheā€™s awful at holding back her feelings
nowadays
she thinks of it as a very positive experience. n her other bestie gyu showed up on the last day and really made that a Perfect experience to her
probably some fans even today whine about wanting ki in another drama with daemin or seowoo n poor them for that one bc her n seowoo so unlikely to b in another drama tgt loool
i think sheā€™ll always have love for seowoo, but at this point, sheā€™s come to realize she was in love with the character, and not the real life person. she doesnā€™t wanna put either of them through that again, bc she knows sheā€™d fall for the character all over again. still gets wistful over him sometimes, esp if she comes across a vid of him acting and it Reminds her
and her n daemin are still besties, tho i think itā€™s smth thatā€™s been more or less v private since the end of the show. stalkers know more, but the average person would probably think theyā€™re just vaguely still friends. show up at the same function once a year or whatever
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dressedupkiss Ā· 4 years ago
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27 days
Until March!! Then 20 days til spring then a month til all the snow is gone and itā€™s warm!!
Just gotta get thru February.
I ordered 2 oz (2!!!) for $95 plus an extra 3.5 for $12
Joel paid me for one oz and it is of the strain Snowcap: Snow White x Haze
Snow White is either northern lights x white widow or it is a jack herer cat piss strain but Iā€™m thinking and hoping this one is NL WW
Cuz those are some of my fave strains!!! I donā€™t really care about jack herer or cat piss
And I have $275 for 23 days of February. I have enough food to last me a week and then Iā€™m gonna get groceries with my dad, a bit over $100 in my fridge and cupboards, and that should last me until the end of the month.
Iā€™m gonna be shopping with Joel this month for boots at cabelas, shoes at shoe company and shoe warehouse, shirts and such at marks, fabric markers at michaels, and anything else I can afford that I see out there.
I shoukd be able to afford buying new footwear this month, Iā€™m trying to save my money for food but Iā€™ll have enough.
I got some really nice joggers at value village yesterday with Joel, they are aegean blue and I really like that colour. Like the ocean.
Iā€™m a bit fat right now, from wintertime eating a lot and not going on many walks. My tummy and back have an inch or two excess over my waistband and itā€™s not the best. Iā€™m hoping when itā€™s warmer days I can start going on walks and carve my fat down somewhat. Iā€™m trying not to eat too late or too much anymore and trying to stop eating sugary foods and fatty foods. Itā€™s tough. I feel like I have this fat cuz itā€™s my store of energy and safety in case I am homeless again: but I donā€™t have to worry about that, itā€™s not gonna happen.
I gotta sculpt myself, I just donā€™t have the energy to do much in winter. I wish it were warm out so I can enjoy the nature. I would go to the park nearby and exercise and run around a bit. Connect to the trees.... enjoy the sunshine...
At least my size 30 pants still fit me. Iā€™m just a tiny bit too fat. All my fat is on my tummy and love handles. Itā€™s not a terrible amount but I look lazy. It feels safe and comforting to have a bit of fat stored away but I need to be healthy. Iā€™m surprised I have this extra fat, I feel like my body can naturally burn a lot of energy but I guess my body thinks I need this fat for survival.
I canā€™t wait til spring. Less than two months!! 47 days actually. Month and a half.
Iā€™m gonna go on so many walks and really be present with the sunshine and nature, Iā€™m gonna be so grateful for the warmth cuz this winter was just too long and cold. Some days have been nice and I did go out soemtimes but mostly I stayed in: Iā€™m sick of staying in all day!!
Iā€™m gonna be so alive for the warm weather and boy is it gonna get hot!! Iā€™m gonna tan and Joel is gonna show me a place I can tan naked by the river hehehe
Joel is gonna get a new vehicle and a new apartment in the next couple months, so exciting!! I hope their car is good for the price. Her brother bought a car for $500 I think and it is 1995 and quite small but it works to get him where he needs to go. Joel needs a car like that. Someone selling a little old car for cheaps. Maybe Joel could borrow her friends car and we could go looking for cars with for sale signs in them.
Something will show up on kijiji one day and Joel will have $1000 cash saved up with me and any extra they might have for it.
I hope they get a car soon!
And a place but that will happen later
Iā€™m glad I have my own place
Iā€™ve really healed the last year
I feel more awake and aware now
I donā€™t have any feelings about anyone bothering me
Iā€™m not screaming by myself
Iā€™m just really bored
I want to find friends this spring summer
I want to find so many friends....
And I donā€™t want to be fuckbuddies with them
I think itā€™s gross how people fuck their friends
I donā€™t like how girls feel good about that
I like falling in love and being respectful. Sex is a delicate thing. I wouldnā€™t just do it with anyone.
Iā€™ve never cum from anyone touching me,
And thatā€™s only been 3 people
And I didnā€™t even feel attracted to any of them.
Joel has touched me but not well. Theyā€™re not very good at sex. They are porny about it even though they think theyā€™re not. Itā€™s gross.
Joel sluts around and thatā€™s just part of their life. I think thatā€™s sad to only make connections with people if youā€™re gonna hook up with them. Joel has fucked like every one of their friends. Like how fucking gross is that. Itā€™s not impressive and itā€™s not cool. Itā€™s sad. I wish I never let them touch me cuz they act like they have a charm over me. I canā€™t believe they canā€™t tell I donā€™t even like them that way. Theyā€™re not my type and they think they are. They like to brag about how they got me. They think Iā€™ve cum for them but Iā€™ve never been close. Itā€™s gross. I canā€™t cum to someone Iā€™m not into.
They are just pompous and rough and eager to fuck, they want to see me cum oo oo but they donā€™t want to actually do what it takes to get me there, not that they could cuz I donā€™t have a starting line cum to start from. Itā€™s just zero.
Joel is a fucking mess and I donā€™t really love them soemtimes. They are ratchet and irresponsible and needy and conceited. They think Iā€™m fucking conceited. I love myself for my beauty and I protect and treat myself well. Joel hasnā€™t protected themselves very well in their life and it shows. They need to take safety more seriously. I think itā€™s gross how lesbians slut around and shit. Slutting around isnt cool.
Risking a permanent disease isnā€™t cool. Having sex with guys is disgusting. Iā€™m gonna find myself a safe clean woman to love.
I deserve a beautiful girl who loves me for me.
I donā€™t want to ever be with someone less than ever again. I will not settle for bullshit.
I need to cum to a hot girl so a hot girl I must get.
People think they know they can make me cum sometimes. Every one of them was lying to themselves. Iā€™ve never met someone who can get me to cum. I met a super hot lesbian but she was a jerk so it was a turn off so I masturbated to her cuz sheā€™s hot but she doesnā€™t have it in her to do it for me. Nobody can live up to their dreams.
I used to have sworling cum around me and boys would put their jizz in it. It hurt.
They acted like I would just give it up one day.
Rape is everywhere.
I fucking hate guys.
I hate gross slutty lesbians
I hate people who think they know my pleasure
I hate my mom for thinking I have to be a lady
I hate my dad for so many reasons
I love my kitty cat Mooney
I love the sun
And I love the moon
And the stars and sky
And trees and grass
And I love the internet and weed
And money and shelter
And FOOD
And art
And music
And movies
And cartoons
And video games
And comic books
And fruit juice
And hats
And durable clothing
And I love life
And I love mystery
And I love cryptic messages
And I love visions
And I love getting high and drunk
And I love WARM WEATHER
And GOOD HAIRCUTS
and LOVE
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tskumoyuuma Ā· 8 years ago
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this time on aus ill never write: fix it arcv fic
~zarc isnt evil, hes a normal kid whos friends w ray
~leo is still working on research on how duel monsters have souls, yada yada yada, plus he is working on a machine that will pull out the full potential for the card game or whatever n its still in the v early stages
~leo loves his daughter n loves how close zarc n ray r so of course he lets them visit when hes working
~sadly these two r lil shits n mess w the machine n oops looks like the world split into four along w them cause they were touching it when the malfunction happened
~leo is the only one who remembers everything for some reason n thinks hes lost his daughter forever. gets w reijis mom n has him but is utterly disappointed that its reiji n not some copy of ray cause hes a shit dadĀ 
~he somehow learns of the other dimensions n builds a device to travel to one (guess which one)
~bascially he abandons reiji to go to (dun dun dun) fusion dimension then somehow takes over as academias leader cause he doesnt care about anything anymore n thinks this might be more interesting than spending the rest of his days moping
~but u kno who he sees eventually wandering around
~yes that is serena n yes he also spies yuuri hanging around somewhere
~of course he then goes into frantic mode thinking he can still bring ray back but
~ray cant be revived n neither can zarc. they split into four parts that have grown to be independent of each other soĀ ā€˜resurrectionā€™ is impossible. so no bracelets forcing the yuu boys apart n so wanting to fuse w each other
~(doesnt stop leo from doing all the shit hes done in the show to try anyways)
okk basic plot out of the way heres the counterparts, in kinda chronological order, who have always felt like something was missing,,,
yuuri & serena
~shes the first caught by leo n also the unwilling catalyst to all the shit that goes down cause of evil academiaĀ 
~they r bothĀ ā€˜taken in by leoā€™ which is just polite talk for them being locked away in like those towers the possessed bracelet girls were in
~eventually tho it drives them both a lil up the wall being in a small space for so long, n so they plead w leo to get them out of there
~theyd do anything n cause theyr actual children they dont find it that hard to join his lil army as long as it meant they could breathe some fresh air
~he gets more into it than she ever could n eventually hes all for the cause since he loves the thrill dueling gives him. pummeling his opponent in a card game seemingly helps fill the hole in him
~after a while she gets doubts on what leo wants from the other dimensions (leo says that he wants to bring peace but really hes just tearing apart the xyz dimension to find the piece of ray that is there). she does stay on w him until one of the other counterparts finally brings her around.....
yuuto & ruri
~same old story: peaceful life until academia comes n burns the city down
~it takes a while for academia to find ruri tho but when they do a few months after the initial destruction of course they send yuuri cause leo thinks it might trigger some memories in ruri from ray about zarc n their friendship n thus going w yuuri more easily
~this has the opposite effect
~ruri has no memories of zarc cause she has zero memories from ray. theres still that faint connection she has w ute cause of their previous life but other than that shes her own person who absolutely refuses yuurisĀ ā€˜requestā€™ (more like order) to go to fusion
~she escapes, yuuri retreats, n leo sends out his next best option: serena
~of course that doesnt work either cause as soon as ruri n serena look at each other its like the hole in them fills up, just a lil bit. doesnt take a genius to figure out serena wont be going back to leo
~the two go to yuuto n of course shun n serena tells them that they have to go or else leo will send a shit ton of people after them. so they use the device serena has to travel to a different dimension..
yuuya & yuzu
~hes basically the same, except his dad doesnt leave him cause in here he never met leo before n thus has no reason to follow him thru the dimensions
~they run into serena ruri ute n shun n the same thing happens to yuuya w yuuto n yuzu w the other two girls. when they hear the predicament, of course they decide to help
~leos soldiers eventually follow them there but tada reiji steps in to join the fight as well. enter other appropriate lancers
~even tho they r all p powerful together they still need more people,...
yuugo & rin
~theyr both still orphans n their city still sucks in terms of the wealthy tops n poor commons but they manage
~imagine the joy rin feels when she meets w the rest of the bracelet girls n she doesnt feel that emptiness in her anymore, the kind she always mistook for hunger cause they never had a lot of food
~all of them fight back n defeat most of the soldiers that followed them to synchro but they still need to knock some sense into leo once n for all..
in the end they go to fusion n there we have yuuri who is Conflicted cause he has his loyalty to leo but he just feels so,, himselfĀ whenever he comes into contact w the other yuu boys. of course the other yuu boys, especially yuuya, dont wanna fight him if they dont have to but it becomes clear thats the only way to get thru to him
after an emotional duel where yuuri loses against,, whoever was chosen to duel him (prob yuuya), he, tho a still a bit reluctantly, joins them to fight against leo (he insists that its only cause fighting leo would give him the ultimate dueling experience that hes been craving but they all kno better)
basically all the counterparts plus the lancers beat the shit out of leo cause he deserves it n makes sure he understands that even tho its sad ray will never come back. blah bla blah its a happy ending
((hhonestly this is more to sate my desire for a dimensionshipping n natureshipping fic as well as to distract me from the mess arcv has become,,))
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maddpurr-blog Ā· 6 years ago
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What do you do when you cannot stop feeling a connection with a soulmate who treats you like you were never a part of them or their life ...
What do you do when you cannot stop feeling a bond or connection to a human who told you n loved you like a soulmate than turned out to treat you like you were nothing more than a alley whore.They have done everything to shut you out n cut you out of existing in their history or memory an life completely?
The break was unexpected, The shut out is devastating. The heart that was left was shattered beyond dust, there is nothing left. All the things n gifts from the person whom left n ripped the relationship apart has been burned or thrown away, to break any ties to this human. Everything has been done to keep the memories away....
The pictures were all gotten rid of ..everything, the jewelry everything. Not that she wished to do this but it had to be done for she is truly broken. she is the one left n not chosen is now truly lost her faith in anything over this and her will for seeing anything again.He dropped her like she was beneath something he stepped in. She, has just stopped living or seeing color.Ā 
If a broken heart is real as a condition than she is suffering this. She doesnt eat, or sleep anymore,smile or find reason for anything. The man who broke them apart knew n knows she has abandonment issues and being left alone from her childhood.So what he does to be truly cruel is just stop acting like she ever lived or was a part of his life hard to explain what he did without writing it all wrong.
Yes , I know you will say they do that after a break up but this is beyond a act of ghosting. He acts like she isnt a part of his history or was his best friend or loved her like she was his soulmate. Itā€™s hard to explain.
Well, here is the issue...no matter what she does to move on she sees or hears his presence around her like he is there. She sees in her mind visions of him also has dreams of him. The dreams are so real like they are truly together.The dreams she can smell ,feel everything, wakes still feeling everything around her , the manā€™s scent lingering on the air and others can smell it. She wakes with hand marks where he touched her etc.Ā 
This is complex but I wish to know any thoughts about what she can do , oh , just to add some detail of these two humans...she is a elder practiced gray witch. He has ties to the occult thru marriage/friendship from high school. There is past lives between them that can be proved.Ā 
Please, note she is not obsessed or clinging on to him, she just wishes to understand why after 3 years nothing was worth anything n was cut so fast n cruelly not even a fuc off. All blame on her nothing on him, nothing he is responsible for .. nothing.Ā 
Can past lives keep them bound to each other ?
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lazytacomoon-blog Ā· 7 years ago
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So, here is my predicament. A person wrecked into my car (while it was parked) and her Insurance Company (State Farm) has already sent out a person to do estimates and told me it is a Total Loss, which is fine, they offered me a lot more then blue book says, BUT my issue at the moment is, they told me I need to get my registration up to date before they would deal with me anymore (Was expired by a month cause my lack of insurance). So I rode up to a Tag Agency and got a Black Tag (In Oklahoma, we have color coated Registration stickers that we put on our License Plate) A Black Tag means it is not being driven and is parked but is up to date on being registered. So they told me they would call me back when it shows in their system I have registered my tags to up-to-date, and I called them today, which was over 48 hours after getting registration and they are still telling me they haven't heard anything. So I'm curious, did I do something wrong or is the Tag Agency slow? Or Insurance Company slow? (I'm impatient cause I need a car ASAP for work.)""
Does car insurance cover for shattered side window?
My car got vandalized this morning and someone broke my backside window. (Not the big one but the small triangular window that does not slide down. Will my insurance company cover for the damage or do I have to pay out of my pocket? How much will it cost for that tiny window?
What do car insurance investigators do?
My fiancee is an excluded driver on my car ins. He was driving my vehicle one day and got into a very small 'fender bender'. His fault. Barely bumped the lady. When she filed a claim, my insurance called me. Well of course I tried to convince them that i was driving the vehicle, but they don't believe me. My own car insurance. Aren't they supposed to be behind you and not the other driver? But anyway, he said SINCE he doesnt believe me, he's going to get insurance fraud investigators to do some investigating. The woman's car isnt worth but $900 blue book value. The fix of her bumper cost $1600. I'm not understanding why this is a big deal. I get that I'm trying to cover myself and have ins cover it, and lying about it, so please don't scold me for that. I'm just trying to get advice on this, and what i should do NOW. I'm not sure if the whole investigation thing is a joke, or something serious. Also, if i were to turn around and tell them that my fiancee was really driving, what would they do now that I've lied? Does car ins go on your credit if they drop you? HELP!""
Hsa savings plan through health insurance?
my job has hsa plan through insurance...anthem.....and my medical card says hsa covered but i didnt activate the account yet and dont want to...decided against it......will i be penalized or act as if i didnt want the plan?
Can you get insurance for car hire cheaper than the one offered by the car rental company?
I visit Canada a lot, and love to hire cars from the aiport. I am gettting sick of paying over the odds for comprehensive insurance though. The rental company asked for 100$ for 3 day cover for a Yaris. They also said that the law in Ontario says that I will need to pay for damages to the car if I had an accident even if the other driver was at fault, as everyone pays for his own car. Is that true?""
Where can i find cheap car insurance for over 25's first time buyers?
Where can i find cheap car insurance for over 25's first time buyers?
GAP insurance with no Regular insurance?
I was in a wreck it want my fault,,the other party was sighted at the seen for making an unsafe left turn..I lapsed on my insurance for a week! His insurance is only going to pay ,5,000 for property damage..and I owe 22,000 on it,,,will the Gap Insurance I purchased thru the car company kick in at all?""
What's the best way for a 19 year old girl to get insurance through the Affordable Care Act?
I had full coverage medicaid(and dental) up until I turned 19, and my wisdom teeth have just recently come in and I have cavities in them because I can't reach them with a brush. I need to get them removed immediately and another beginning cavity filled. I am independent but I only have a part time job and I need to deal with this immediately. What's the best way to get insurnce through the affordable care act? Links & recourses would be appreciated. Thank you.""
""Typically, how much will your insurance increase if you get into an accident that is your fault ?""
Im in So California and just got into a car accident, my first accident in 25 yrs of driving. Typically, how much more will I expect my insurance premium to increase ? What factors are involved ? the amount of damage that the insurance will pay ? my driving history which is 1 accident in the last 25 yrs ? what else ?""
How do I know what value to put on my home insurance?
I have a flat in London that I want to insure. The flat is 64 metres squared and is 100 years old. The market value is about 200,000 to 210,000. A similar flat, in my town, in the North is valued at about 100 000 One would assume that the insurable value would be less for than the market value in London. My question is for what value should I insure the flat in London?""
Rising insurance premiums?
what would happen if (on the 1.1.12)all honest vehicle drivers with rising insurance rates just said no i'm not paying that much, its dearer than last year SHOVE IT then carried on driving""
About how much car insurance does a first time 26 year old driver have to pay?
I need to know I lived in the city for many years and got by with public transportation so I never needed a car no that I have moved I need to buy a car, I hear folks says new drivers pay more..is this true of so how much more I plan to buy a used car for around 5-8 k directly no car loans""
How much does auto insurance cost for a 16 year old male with Erie?
I just got my license and now I want to get a car but my dad wont pay for insurance, I was wondering what the possible prices might be. I would like a Jeep Wrangler or a VW ...show more""
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
Is car insurance for young people cheap in america?
just wondering in contrast to UK car insurance.
How much would insurance cost for an 18 year old girl in NY?
Does anyone know how much insurance would cost the car is 97 so i heard its cheaper if its an older car she cant add it to the families insurance cuz they dont live in the country.. Thanks
How much a month for car insurance for a beginning 16 year old driver?
How much a month for car insurance for a beginning 16 year old driver?
Home Insurance replacement cost?
Anyone have any idea how insurance companies figure out what it would cost to rebuild an entire house if it burned down or blew away...I live on long island....I would assume it is the square footage multiplied by a cost per foot....any ideas what the actual cost per foot is today????
How much is average insurance for someone under 18 that buys a 2006 BMW 325i e90?
This is one of my favourite e90 cars, that's a 4-door, if I'm under 18, how much would insurance be? OR even better, how much is YOUR insurance?""
Car insurance companies with no deposit?
i need car insurance but cannot afford to pay an upfront deposit? can any one help?
Am I covered under my father's car insurance policy?
I live in center city Chicago and I don't need a car, so I don't have my own car insurance policy. When I visit home and drive my father's car, am I covered under his policy even though I am not a minor?""
How much is car insurance for a 16 year old living in southern Cali?
Lets say he has good grades. Lets also say the parents of this child have great credit scores. I cant get online qoutes because he is not over 18. Any estimates? Anthing would help. Thank you.
Car Insurance Fine costs driving without insurance on one car but had 3rd party on another?
Being a bit stupid I didnt relise I had to inform my insurance company that I changed cars and was stopped by the police for no insurance even though they proved that I had insurance on my previous vehicle 3rd party whic
I need affordable health insurance I do not fit into any categories such as low income Help!?
I need affordable health insurance I do not fit into any categories such as low income Help!?
Insurance company won't give me enough money to fix my car or get a new one-- what do I do?!?
I got into a car accident a week ago, a truck driver backed into me while I was just stopped at a stop sign. He admitted it was his fault, I had witnesses that supported my story, and his insurance is willing to pay me, BUT since my car is a 1996 Corrolla with almost 200,000 miles on it, the cost of repairing the hood and fenders and everything exceeded the amount my car is worth. Their estimator said the amount of damage is about $2500, so they consider it totaled. Now the choices they are giving me are that they'll take the car and give me $1700 (which won't be enough to get another car), or let me keep the car and give me $1200 (which won't be enough to repair it). I think this is really unfair since the accident wasn't my fault at all and now I'm being told I'm going to have to pay to either get a new car or fix my old one out of my own pocket, but I've tried arguing with them to raise the amount they're going to give me and they say they're not legally required to give me any more money than what my car was worth. Is there ANYTHING I can do? I'm a poor college student and really have no money to be spending on something that I couldn't help :(""
Car Insurance too high.. HELP?
My Boyfriend (21) has very high car insurance (ONTARIO) due to speeding tickets and failure to stop at stop sign and one for being over the limit with a g2. I called my insurance to add him onto my car and they refuse to. We've found 1 company that would insure him for almost $1000/Month, We do not have that kind of money, One of the ways to have your insurance lowered is to have insurance and not get anymore tickets, BUT are they're any other ways?""
Health Insurance and Hospital?
I'm not quite sure how to say this w/o getting too deep into it,but there seems to be a Communication problem between Mount Sinai Hospital in Miami Beach and my Insurance company united american. They(the hospital) tell me they never get paid by my insurance Company and i have been back and forth between the two of them. Once Mount Sinai's business office sent me a correspondence saying my insurance company told them that i should pay the bill. I think the hospital is lying...anyone have any problems with this hospital when it comes to business etiquette and what came of it..what did you do about it. They don't have their heads screwed on right""
Cheapest car insurance?!?
Im getting a car next week and i need some suggestions on the cheapest car insurance with full coverage im looking for around $200 a month or less im a new driver im 19 so i know its gonna be pricy. I live in Pennsylvania
Named driver car insurance?
My dad purchased a car and added me as a named driver. I use the car whenever he doesn't use it but as a majority he covers more miles than I do, some weeks it's 50/50 usage others I use it not as much. My dad is the owner of the car and the policy holder. He received a call from the insurance people and because he said we use it 50/50 some weeks they have now given him 7 days left before they are going to cancel the insurance. He payed this in fully and is only 2 months in. He recieved no terms and conditions, are they aloud to do this? Please help as he is isn't clued up on this and we both need to use the car. We were told that we need separate insurance for the vehicle which seems ridiculous seen as that would be double the price and not make any sense. He has his own other vehicle which he uses for work and I only use the shared car when necessary. Thanks in advance for any help. Ryan""
Insurance for senior parents?
I'm considering enlisting in the military. One of the benifits I will recieve is life insurance at an affordable cost. I can get a joint policy with my 2 senior parents (who are currently uninsured) given that they are my dependents. In order for them to qualify, my parent's AGI has to be less than $3200. My father is a licensed chauffer (cab driver) and my mother retired early, and is recieving SS benifits. Will the annual SS amount disqualify her? My father does not file for taxes, and currently owes for not filing. (cabbies don't deduct taxes, they make what they make, I guess) My question is, will this be a stretch to try to get them insured via my military benifits, considering their situations?""
AAA insurance will only pay body shop?
Hi there, My mom was rear ended by an uninsured motorist while driving my car. I have uninsured motorist coverage and AAA estimated the damage to be approximately $1000. I own my car (it's paid off) and I would rather buy the bumper and someone I know replace the bumper, rather than go to the body shop of AAA's choice. AAA does not want to give me a check and is saying they want to pay a body shop to do it. Can they do this? I looked at my policy and it doesn't say anywhere that repair costs are to be paid to a body shop, rather than the car owner or driver. I certainly don't have anything signed that says that and there is nothing in my policy details. Thanks for your help!""
Can I drive someone else's car without insurance?
I am getting my license soon (if i pass the road test) can i drive someone else's car without having any insurance in Rhode Island ?
How much insurance for a Mustang?
i'm 16 years old, female, and am wanting to get a 2000 year GT Mustang. My insurance company is Farmers with full coverage and they do discount for good grades.. I live in California. How much is a monthly payment for insurance on this car?""
I am 17 how can I get cheap car insurance?
I have an ac cobra with a LS3 V8 in it. Is there a way to get cheap insurance. Could I get my dad to get insurance for the car from another country allowing anyone to drive the car insured?
Medicaid & Medicare question Comprehensive Insurance?
I was wondering if Medi-Cal is comprehensive insurance? then when I can get Medicare I can decline it! I am getting SSDI right now and medicaid is good for me! thanks
Who needs life insurance?
At what point in life should one stop buying term insurance?
Are insurance rates higher if you have a lien on the auto?
I heard they charge more if you have a lien on your car and was wondering if this is true?
Classic Car Insurance for a 16 year old?
I recently got my license and am looking at getting a Datsun 240Z to be my first car. My parents are completely supportive of this choice so please don't answer saying that it's a terrible choice. I am willing and eager to learn how to work on cars. Since insurance is so expensive, I'm looking at getting classic car insurance for it. I know they aren't supposed to be used for a daily driver, but doing some math, I calculated that I won't be driving for more than 3,000 miles annually, even if I commute daily. My problem is finding a company that can insure me. Most, understandably, don't seem to want to insure anyone under 25. I was wondering if anyone knew a company that could cover me. I currently have a 3.8 GPA and am in multiple AP courses. I've heard that there are good student discounts, so that may help. Also, I need to be able to get coverage without having a second car to be my daily driver. This is probably impossible, but if anyone could help me, it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!""
How much does does watercraft rental insurance cost?
I want to start a watercraft rental company, but I want to know how much insurance costs are going to be before I start it. If there are any companys out there who already have a watercraft rental business, or any agents that can answer my question that would be great. I plan on having about 4 or 5 jet ski's, 2 jet boats, 1 ski boat, 2 jon boats, 2 sail boats 1 pontoon boat, and 5 canoes, and 5 kayaks. So if anyone can help with this please let me know, thanks!""
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
EMPLOYER INSURANCE VS OUTSIDE INSURANCE?
I work for a company that provides insurance through Health-net. Since the rates aren't that great (ya, what a surprise for Hyundai) I was wondering if could I deny the company insurance and just go with an outside provider? Or if I half to take what ever my company provides me.""
What does getting pts on license mean for my insurance?
I got pulled over for speeding. However, the cop bumped down my ticket to disobeying traffic control device. I'm getting 2 points on my license. I'm 22 yrs. old and under my dad's insurance. Will the insurance rates be going up? (Also, I'm planning on taking the defense driving class to erase the 2 pts from license. If so, does my insurance still go up?) Please tell me of your situations....thanks!""
Whats the consequence for driving without car insurance?
I recently bought my son a car and hes been driving it without car insurance. What will happen if he gets pulled over by the police department?
Average Teen Car Insurance Prices?
I'm a 16 year old female who is currently just looking around to see how much I can expect to possibly pay when I get my own car. Please don't give me answers like Add yourself to your parents insurance Or Have your parents call their agent ... My parents DON'T drive and I'm NOT burdening anyone else in my family to put me on their insurance plan. I want to be independent and see if I can do it on my own.. So back to the question. On average, how much money could someone in their teens expect to pay for car insurance?""
What insurance do I need?
I have set up a limited company focusing on training and personal coaching. Do I need public liability insurance? Do I need insurance to cover if I am ill? Is there anything else to consider? Where do I buy these products? Thanks
Health insurance for the unborn?
Im under my dads health insurance until im 26. my insurance said they would cover me and my delivery, but wouldnt cover the baby. how can i get my baby medical insurance before she's born? (im aiming to get her on medicaid) but what steps do i take?""
Dui and car insurance?
My record got explunged now that I am 18 in the state of California. Will my car insurance take me back?
Insurance costs for a 17 year old for a car/quad/bike?
what would be the (rough) cost to insure; say a small engined car (1.2l ish), a mid sized quad (400cc ish) or a bike (between 125 and 600cc)? what would be the cheapest for a 17 year old? (geussing the bike then the quad then the car?) any help would be appreciated :) cheers dougie""
How bad would insurance be on a 2000 mustang gt?
i am about get a mustang gt if i can convince my parents that insurance wont be extremly bad i know it will be high but could some ppl give me there insurace rates on a 2000 mustang gt or around what it should be just tryint to get an idea
1997 camaro insurance?
Hey , wuts a ballpark answer 4 how much the insurance for a 97 camaro z28 would cost for a 17 year old ? Also, are they pretty good cars and reliable? I alresy got an online quote , but I want answers from ppl who've owned a camaro from 1993-97.""
Whats the cheapest insurance company you could find?
I'm 18 years old, just passed my test, and the cheapest quote I could find is LV at 2600 on a 1.2 litre 06 reg corsa.. Help guys??? D:""
Are classic cars cheap to insure?
for example all cars older then 1990: trans am and camaro's older then cadillac eldorado's older then rolls royce silver shadow chevy belair dodge charger chevrolet suburban mercedes 500sel mercedes 500sl and other american and classic european cars
Am I covered by my car insurance if I park illegally?
I park my car on a Bridleway the Police say it is illegal but they class it as parking so will not touch me the Council will not touch me either as they cannot apply any laws as there are no kerbs. My question is if a Horse injury's itself due to my car being there or a person hurts themselves,or causes them to be injured whilst negotiating my car am I covered by my insurance as I am illegally parked.""
How much is car insurance for teens ?
I live in California
""Pregnant with no health insurance, Texas?""
Is anyone familiar with Texas Department of Health and Human Services. I just found out I am pregnant yesterday, two days ago my husband was laid off work. His old company added an HSA for us in December and we were under the impression everything was fine with employment if they added this for our family. I finally had a family HSA as of 1/1/12 and then on 1/3/12 it was taken away. He worked 90 hours on his last paycheck almost the most of the year, and was told work is slow so he was being laid off. They also added back matching 401k this year too, yep! We have been trying for years and had no idea this would happen this way. It is just crazy! So I found out on the website for HHS of Texas the income level for benefits. I am right there underneath the level for 2 people. Do they include the unborn child as a 3rd family member yet? Also I saw that you have to list assest out like vehicles. We have two cars and that is it. We make payments on both of them, so is it possible they will deny us since we have these assets. Other than those we have no other assets. But I remember my mom being denied for SSI on my brother due to assets so I am worried. Please can anyone help ease my mind?""
18 year old male trying to find the cheapest auto insurance in NY?
im trying to get it in my own name for the lowest price possible. but i really need help because i have quite the record. i dont need collision or comprehension coverage.... and i want state minimum bodily injury. i dont care what insurance or anything, just as long as i can slap a registration sticker in my window then i am happy. any help/advice is greatly appreciated. thank you""
Questions bout unemployment insurance in California?
If I get layoff, i was making $2500 before taxes per month for 40 hours a week, how much would I get from the unemployment insurance?""
Can you register for car insurance as an LLC?
I want to register my band as an LLC. We need to put insurance on our tour van but would like to digure out the best way to do this. Should we put our names on it? or register for insurance under an LLC?
How much would insurance and stuff be for a 1st time driver?
i dont plan on puttin a car on the road till i get my g2.. whts in 11 more months lol ill be 19 then. but i have to do it all on my Own and i dont make alot of money wht is why im savin up!, and nobody else in my family has a car so i can NOT go unnder any1 elses insurance. and i live in Belleville ontario. and so far the only car insurance place i seen around here is Statefarm so ill proly b goin with tht. and i plan on havin either a z24 cavalier, honda civic, neon, sunfire, or an acura, no older then 93.... sp anyone knw wht its gonna cost?, im thinkin proly around $500 a month but im not sure..""
Does a subcontractor need insurance?
typically, when you try to bid on jobs you will be asked for general/professional liability insurance. however when you subcontract do you still need insurance? also, what are riders and endorsements? thank you""
Will co op car insurance refuse to pay out?
Some idiot smashed into my car and write it off now co op car insurance are wanting a photocopy of the car log book before they send a cheque! Only thing is its technically in my ...show more
Should I buy a new car on interest free with free insurance or a second-hand car?
I have not owned a car in the UK, so have only had a full UK driver's licence for 4 years, although have driven in NZ for 14 years. Therefore, my insurance quotes have been in the region of 2 K. Was thinking of getting a new car to circumvent the hassle of looking for a second hand car and also to bring down my insurance the following year. Monthly repayments on a new car would be 200 on a 10 K car, or 3500 upfront for a second-hand car. Can someone give me a proper financial assessment and also the pros and cons of a second-hand and new car? Cheers!""
Is it hard to get on Insurance with no income?
I'm going to the doctor tomorrow due to a car wreck that happened last year. I have been experiencing a lot of pain. I was just wondering, Would it be hard for me to get on Insurance at 20 years old with no income (Due to the wreck and how much pain I'm actually In).""
If i change my car insurance will my lien holder be notified?
I want to change to a different insurance company and have a an auto loan through my bank so my question is if i change will my bank be notified? I know it is wrong but for a few months i only had liability and if they are notified they can take my car if they see i didnt have full coverage right? I want cheaper insurance but dont want to get in trouble!
Car Insurance?
How much would it cost to insure a red 2007 new beetle+hatchback?
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
Any good/affordable individual health plans for me and unborn baby in Connecticut?
My boyfriend and I are moving to Connecticut in Nov. from Seattle area. His plan can't be renewed until next summer. I got laid off in July and am currently on COBRA plan with my former employer ($350/month). The carrier is Kaiser Permanente. The HR told me there is no Kaiser in NY/Connecticut area and recommends me to buy individual health plan with other companies. Anybody knows good health plans for young and healthy woman (with a baby coming) in Conn. area? Thanks in advance!
Car Insurance Cost in NYC?
I have a question regarding car insurance. I'm 29 years old. I've been in 3 car accidents but was not at fault for any of them (2 of the times my car was sitting still! lol) and I've never gotten a ticket for any of those accidents. I used to have insurance through State Farm, full coverage for a 2004 Jeep Liberty that cost 50-60 a month in upstate NY. While driving to NYC one winter I got a speeding ticket, my first ticket ever! I was going I think 82(?) in a 65. This was just before I moved to NYC, and because I got the ticket in a podunk little county I was driving through I had no idea what the name was, the ticket flew out my door and I lost it. I figured they would mail me something else to tell me the payment was late but I never received anything else about it. Well I found out later it was because I moved, even though I moved about 2 months after the fact they wait quite a while to send another notice, and I never received it. Thus, my license was suspended but I never knew. I never got caught driving without it either. So I moved here in 2007 with my Jeep which I was very behind payments for, and then it got towed away for alternate side parking BS. I could have borrowed the money back then to pay to get it out but I let it go. Alright so long story short, I don't have the truck, it was auctioned. I'll be done paying for it through a collection agency settlement offer this May. If I had kept the truck, I would be paying 200+ more a month than I pay now, and I wouldn't have been done paying it til August 2011. Plus I would have had to pay to catch it up the 3 months I was behind, plus pay my boyfriends brother back who was willing to lend me the money to get it out of the car jail (lol) I had the suspension lifted last July so I could rent a car, again no issues. So I'm thinking of buying a 2,000 car (cash! I learned my lesson) in June when I'm done paying for the truck and I want to get no fault insurance. I know it will be a lot more here then what I used to pay, and in addition I now have a suspension that wasn't there before. How much do you guys have to pay for your insurance, if it's not too much information to ask? And how much do you think mine might be, or compare your cost and history to mine? Thanks.""
How much is enterprise car insurance?
Planning on renting a car from the 25th to the 29th
What is the cost of the insurance for the car i want ?
I want a Suzuki Ignis 1.5 sport im just about to start driving wants the insurance going to cost ?
How do I sell Health insurance in California?
How do I sell Health insurance in California?
Looking for Catastrophic Health Insurance provider in Florida?
Hi, I DO NOT want to compare rates, I would like a link or phone number of a specific provider if someone knows of one that they can recommend. And please tell me your experience with them, or how you go their number... All the sites I have been to are regular plans not catastrophic, plus, I want a personal recommendation, (well, this is better than just going on the internet blindly). If is for a friend of mine. She is 50, lives in FL. She wants Catastrophic Health Insurance only, (no doctor visits, labs, rx...) Thank you -Dixie""
How do you adjust a W2 form for group term life insurance?
I'm working on a project for a payroll class. Our company provides group term life insurance to the employees. The group insurance is carried at 1.5x the annual earnings of the employee. The employee pays $.30 for every $1,000 in group life insurance each month to pay the premium. The remaining premium is paid by the employer and debited from an insurance expense account. The whole project, we haven't made any employer premium expense entries. We've only focused on the employee's entries and the credits into the group insurance premiums collected liability account for said deductions. Now, at the end of the year, preparing the W2 forms, I'm at a loss for how to treat this. Is the amount over $50,000 added to the wages, tips and compensation for the income tax paid on it? I've read through the W2 instructions but I just don't understand it that well if someone could explain it.""
How much does motorcycle insurance cost in MA?
How much should I expect to pay for motorcycle insurance on a cheap bike in MA? (I'm in cambridge.) I know it depends on a variety of factors, and I could call an agent and get a quote, but I'm just looking for a rough estimate.""
Car Insurance.?
Does anyone know if there is a temporary car insurance you can get, so you only have to pay for it when you are driving the car. My car insurance is $150/month for plpd(partial), it is the cheapest there is, and my car is only worth around $2000. I only drive my car once a month for a 70 mile round trip. I just think its a lot to be paying $150 for a 70 mile trip. More than $2 a mile just for the insurance seems like quite a bit to me. There is no taxis or public buses where I live, and I dont want anyone else to take me. I am only interested if someone can give me information about the insurance. And a motorcycle wont work. Thanks.""
How much would car insurance be for a 16 year old with full coverage?
ok well im going to get 24000 for my car and 3 years of insurance so in just wondering how much monthly car insurance would be because im thinking about 250 but i think that is a bit much please help i need to know how much the insurance would be so i can know how much i can spend on my car???????????????????????????????????????
State Farm Full coverage Auto Insurance?
Ive been with mu current insurance company for about 5 years now. My policy will be ending soon. I have a good driving record except for one speeding ticket back in 2009. Im proud to ...show more
How Much does car insurance cost for 16 year old male in Alberta?
For a 2003 saturn vue, how much can i expect to be paying for car insurance?""
Is it possible to get insurance for my unborn child before he is born?
I have a good job ,but I miss the deadline to get company insurance. So I need some affordable insurance. I'm trying to get some before I get slamed with a big hospital bill.""
Should we keep health insurance or get rid of it?
anyone know the pros and cons of either getting rid of health insurance or to keep it?
Car Insurance coverage?
I was driving in a dirt parking lot at my school, I drove over some 3 foot tall weeds, I didn't see there was rocks underneath and as a result, damage to the under carriage occurred to my vehicle as follows: 1. Radiator crack 2. Transmission oil pan bent, 3. Exhaust damage total est cost $1,800 I am wondering whether or not this will be covered by insurance this happened yesterday I have not yet contacted my insurance company it occurred within 100 Yards of a paved road.""
When does my insurance expire?
I have a Family HealthPlus insurance that I just renewed thus is valid until next year, I also just got a new job, and my employment insurance is in effect as of July 1. What happens next? is my HealthPlus automatically cancelled or can I use both of my insurances simultaneously? The reason why I am asking is that, I have a referral to extract my wisdom tooth from my old insurance, and would like to use it to do just that. My employer does not allow me to take sick/personal days off in the first 90 days of my employment, so I can't really do that between now and July 1, to schedule an extraction. Thanks a bunch!""
How much is insurance in a car for a 17 year old?
I get my provisional this week and I'm just wondering how much it is? I'm from Ireland by the way.
Can car insurance be in both my name and my wifes?
I just sold my car, and am waiting 3 months to buy a new car. My job requires that i have car insurance ( i dont know why since i dont drive for my job) I faxed a copy of my wifes insurance. Can my name be added on to the insurance, or do i need to get seperate insurance?""
INSURANCE ON A 1986 MUSTANG GT?
I TRIED TO GET A QUOTE ON ALL STATE BUT the only years i have 2 choose from is 1995 - 2010 so can i get insurance with a regular company or do i need to get classic car insurance
FIRST CAR INSURANCE in London UK?
I am 18 years old will be 19 this month I want to by a car i have 1500 saved for it and now need to save for insurance road tax etc. my main worry is the insurance ive recieved quotes of 3500 i can not afford this I WOULD ONLY LIKE TO HEAR FROM PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN IN THIS SITUATION CAN YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT QUOTES YOU RECIEVED OR HOW MUCH YOU ARE PAYING
Help! sears auto employee insurance?
does sears auto center provide free insurance from any injuries during their work of hours for the employees such as mechanics
I need Insurance help?
Hey, I just got a full-time job that pays very well. I make roughly $1500 a month, and I was looking to get a new vehicle as a means of celebrating my new step into adulthood. The vehicle I was looking at was a 2005 Pontiac GTO. I'm 19 years old, so I would have to get my parents to help me with cosigning. That wouldn't be a problem, since my parents have good credit. Now, my parents said that they'd cosign if I pay for both the car payment and insurance monthly. I also pay $200 a month for medical insurance, phone bills, etc. The car payment monthly would be about $400 a month, so that would be about one check. My question is, does anyone know roughly how much insurance would be for me? I currently pay $122 a month on a 2002 Taurus, with just one speeding ticket on my record. Any ideas? Thanks""
Cheap insurance?
ok my partner has hes test next week and we are looking for a car costing about 1000 thats cheap on insurance / cheap to run also a 5 door, the best we found so far is a deawoo matiz witch isnt even a 1.0 but the insurance is 1400 for a year! witch is the cheapist we have found as its a 2002 model. any other cars thats we can get thats cheap and around the same year? thanx ~x~""
Which medical insurance company is the cheapest?
I'm 21 college student and I need to get a medical insurance. I live in California. Which company is the cheapest? I was thinking of kaiser but I'm not sure Thanks in advance guys
Insurance Question for lawyer?
i have an insurance that i paid full for six months and it still has two months left however, someone called the insurance place and cancelled my insurance. they didnt pretend to be me, they just know somebody that works in that insurance place, it was the same person who had recommended me to that place. what really bothers me is that this person now knows my information, what car i drive, address, color of car, any and all information that the insurance place has. i know i can get my insurance reinstated because i paid it for six full months and everything is under my name my question is if their is anything else i can do, or does anyone know of any laws that this breaks. im sure that its illegal i just dont know the laws, help anyone?""
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
Mastic New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 11950
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