#im so glad im alive

[maybepolly]

APOLLO JUSTICE TRILOGY

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[n0wh3re-g1rl]

raising yourself is so hard, you have to keep taking care of everything by yourself and its not even rewarding because you have to find validation from within yourself

[fox-mulder-gets-pegged]

I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.

It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.

[fascinationstreetmp3]

Then let me ask you this, Daniel Molloy. What's the next thing you remember? You eviscerating Lestat.

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 2.05

[ato-dato]

HANDS UP!!! YOURE UNDER ARREST!!!!

[localapparently]

YOOHANKIM RAAAGHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHH UGRHGRHGR I ughh i just ugh i love them so MUCH i love them i want them to be happy so bad

[bytebun]

my piece for @thecodywanzine! thanks to the mods who let me go completely ham and cheese on this bad boy. this one's about living longer than you ever expected and not knowing what to do with it

[mih4nn]

cheering the other 8 gin enjoyers out there (him meeting sanji again to eat his fried ricee orz)

[dreamychaika]

my senses (= browsing the johnkat tag daily) are detecting a real small scale johnkat revival! we are all so cool lets keep em coming! :D posting a thing from a drawpile session with friends in celebration of that

[vamprlestat]

SOMEBODY SEDATE ME PLEASE

[kori-senpai]

New Leokumi content in the lords year of 2024?? It's more likely than you think! (x)

[stil-lindigo]

lighthearted.

if this comic resonated with you, please consider donating to this palestinian escape fund (vetted by @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein) as it is less than $7,000 away from it's goal.

i turn 24 today. To celebrate, I made this comic to be a spiritual successor to lead balloon, a comic in which I talked about the darkest period of my life so far.

A lot has changed since my 23rd birthday and this one. My priorities have shifted a lot, in ways that I think are mostly good. But i think the best part about today is that suicide has gone back to being a far away notion. I'm really lucky, and I'm grateful for that.

[thekidsarentalright]

what a time to be alive!

[fizzytoo]

quick stop in san sequoia to visit the grandparents (ft. andrew learning that his family's love language is food)

1st image, location icon: Rosie's on Old Salt St., San Sequoia

5th image, moodlet: Emotion: Happy +1 Sweet Treat (From Sneaking a Treat) "Andrew has no idea how, but the candies from the elders he know are always plentiful, always taste better than other candies, and are always given at the perfect moment."

12th image: "i didn't know he loved corn dogs like that"

[dyrdeer]

im sorry. I had this bad wing dysphoria and really wanted to be a fairy the whole summer. I remembered I had this bee oc and now hes just been alive in my head rent free for like two months now. I have so much lore, i have a whole ass hive full of bees in my head. It makes me so excited i feel like im gonna pass out. sorry if this gets annoying but im probably not gonna stop for a while.