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av-8010 · 15 days ago

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Admitting I cannot function on my own lmao. Every day im close to giving up haha. Where’s the person I used to be lol

#emojis and hahas to hide how serious I am #im so close to giving up #every day I get closer #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #vent #vent blog #mentally exhausted #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd stuff #bpd

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glitterfartsprinkle · 11 months ago

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djmm

#glitterfartsprinkle #sorry for not being yhe most active im genuinely going through hell at the moment #im so close to giving up #anyways i wanna kiss the robot on the lips with tongue #djmm #fnaf djmm #(almost) daily music man

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rottendevotion · 6 months ago

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this despression will be the death of me

#ive been suicidal since last november #daily #im so close to giving up #cant fucking wait to decompose #❤.txt

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healinglilia · 2 years ago

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i'm like literally so sick of myself i might just jump out of the fucking window

#does one die from jumping from the 7th floor #?#idk man #do i wanna take the risk of not dying and just ending up with severe injuries #im so close to giving up #i wish i had died when i tried to #tw suicide mention

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freebooter4ever · 4 months ago

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#jrnlsht #im so close to giving up #Spotify

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kirararax2 · 8 months ago

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day "7"

feeling immensley discouraged and just overall like absolute garbage because not only can i not draw a line despite having drawn my entire life with insanely good teachers but also cant jsut consistently do something for a week but a filled page is a filled page i guess, prolly gonna miss tomorrow (well, today, ilike having the day line up with the date so im just doing day 8 later today, if i do it that is)

#drawing #daily art #beginner artist #im so close to giving up

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mochasucculent · 1 month ago

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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in

#viktor #arcane #ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer #it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting #so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath #tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder #where the strap would be #but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise #everything looks like its screwed together #or screwed INTO him #but only the top bolts on his spine are i think #in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine #so he can take it off. but HOW #what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off #does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper #the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss #forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this #any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours #something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly #and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place #they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc #or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought #and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off #dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like #like 40 different controllers #soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine #<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig #forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy

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xxplastic-cubexx · 6 days ago

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filler

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #magneto #professor x #snap sketches #fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK #at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss #but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL #but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically #and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide #ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it #im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles #we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!

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defiantly-ageis · 2 years ago

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#vent posty #this is for me to scream #please feel free to ignore #I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE #i hate cars #i hate capitalism #i hate having to determine how much money is relistic to spend to want to live my fucking life #im so close to giving up #i cant lose this opportunity i have but its becoming harder and harder each passing second #i swear if i cant escape texas i wont make it out of the year

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threeweekoldlettuce · 2 years ago

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balls

#so anyways essentially i have this teacher and i swear to god #this woman is insufferable. i cannot stand her #i have been trying to have a normal conversation with her #and im TRYING to be respectful but THIS BITCH WILL NOT LISTEN #she lashes out at me when im trying to tell her #and shes so rude to #to spefific kids #its so annoying #i tried to reason with this woman but she LITERALLY SNAPPED AT ME #i was like #hey im not comfortable with the way you go through my stuff #and she went crazy #i cant even #im so close to giving up #on this motherfucker

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juniemunie · 1 year ago

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If we're not giving up, don't give up wherever you are.

That's a promise.

#im not even sure if you can see whats going on clearly on that last pic but i give up im too tired #scenario: we get to interact with the lost soul. cuz its not like he can see us.... but he would definitely know its not frisk though #considering deltarune noelle can hear our voice wHY NOT HUH?? HUH??? WHY NOT US WITH SANS #IM THROWING THAT LINE BACK AT YOU SANS #whats gonna happen after this? he probably wont remember. everyone canonically only remembers flowey and then a flash of white after.#but we will keep that moment close in our hearts hehe #IF HE WERE TO REMEMBER THE VOICE? id say it would become his lil own personal motivation. remembering it brightens his mood on bad days.#it still makes me lose my mind #that THAT PROMISE LINE #is in the code #but is never directly seen in game #BUT ITS THERE #AND THE IMPLICATIONS #makes me so damn emotional #anyways this scene is going to my delusional fanfic that im debating on whether im even going to post it or not #we shall see #sansnomaly #sans x reader #sans x self insert #sans undertale #junie art post

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julijbee · 11 months ago

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girlbossing too close to the sun.

#art #ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator #i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books #vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading #ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working #let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny..#posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned.#morrowind #almalexia #vivec #im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment #so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized #it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor #and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result #i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was #vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking #acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention #like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is #but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc #anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving #but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials #and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc #so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize #and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough #the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right #that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things #and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that #important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree #oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad.#tes

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toupee-or-nottoupee · 20 days ago

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he really is so pretty, isn't he?

#ominis gaunt #hogwarts legacy ominis #hogwarts legacy #hs rambles #hogwarts legacy screenshots #i really just wanted a close up of his eyes #one day im gonna give in and get that photo software thing #i finally got the history of magic scene slay. unfortunate he didn't havequips but eyyy i sit next to him #i brought omi to the deathly hollows trial thing. honestly #was a fun roleplay experience imagining how he'd react #i like to think he's relieved h took him with her and also not sebastian bc he'd be so hungry for some chaos there

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findafight · 1 year ago

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Robin chose Steve. Robin made the conscious and deliberate decision that she could and would trust Steve. She already liked him! She had fun working and bantering with him! They were already on their way to being weird little bffs and the torture just expedited the process. Steve chose Robin just the same! He thinks she's fun and cool and likes her so much! He chose to be honest and open with her too, putting himself out there.

Even though their interests on the surface level don't match why wouldn't they share them? Steve clearly caves when Robin wants to watch a movie he doesn't think he'll like, Robin can watch a March madness game or five.

Stop trying to take away their bond oh my god people can be close to more than one person!!! Their best friend doesn't have to be dismissive or mean or whatever in order for a romance to be special to them!