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The Sins of the Father
#……#no words#bbc merlin#sir elyan#tom smith#to kill the king#herald of a new age#im sick with sadness#terrible parallels#💗 edit
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ena's losing sleep. fml man.
you could write this off as usual sibling banter and not significant, but ena's face isn't her usual grouchy/bitter face. her voice line also doesn't carry as much bite as usual. she's definitely not doing well.
and of course, mizuki's still going through it, but at least she still calls akito "lil bro" :(
#do i draw more sad ena now or#IM SO SICK OF THIS#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizu5#mizuki akiyama#ena shinonome
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some sketches from yesterday
#namemcspoilers#wild life#trafficblr#im so sad that the eps come out on saturday now when im at uni for 12 hours#i think im sick too but we prevail#my art#pearlescentmoon#geminitay#smallishbeans
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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im not sure what to say here i saw this drawing of snoopy's brother and the concept wouldnt leave my mind so have at thee. enjoy
#my art#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#it also looked nicer in my brain but i am sick and sad so i think im allowed low quality doodles
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Taking pride in One's own appearance.
#you people are becoming my guinea pigs for my finally learning how to communicate information via comics. a thing ive needed to practice at#also BLEGH. YUCK. andrew hussie was right candy makes you sick. this is a little too saccharine for me. yeesh. let me get back to the meat.#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#doodlebyte#'let me get back to the meat' i say eyeing something similarly sickly in my sketches. at least it's mildly tormented as a counterbalance...#you people have no idea how much im having to stay my own hand. oh i can draw miserable nudity but the most basic of fluff? visceral#anyway i dont know the logistics of picking up a glass eye or where loop got money (besides pilfering from siffrin) & ive previously drawn#sif with a vague blank middle-grey eye as either being scarred over or a blank occular prosthesis put in quickly at the nearest town#i dont know that they'd have a glass eye during the game but considering prosthesis are reccomended to keep the skull etc from deforming#id imagine it would probably come up postgame as something to do now theyre not on a time limit trying to save the country#plus i assume that having it gouged at by a sadness wasnt exactly a clean wound by any measure#all this to say. idk i just wanted to get some information across in comic form to Test my Abilities#and we're far enough down now to say my absolute most wretchingly sweet fluff headcanon that actually inspired this#which is that i think siffrin gets into the habit of not wearing the eyepatch around loop so they kinda match.#and as a signifier to the other that they're letting their guard down around them. vulnerability etc.#just kinda wearing it around their neck so they don't lose it
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been rewatching pnf and being So Normal About It
#girl help drawing humans hard </3#also im sick now sad emoji#i blame leo#pnf#phineas and ferb#isabella garcia shapiro#candace flynn#vanessa doofenshmirtz#pnf fanart#phineas and ferb fanart
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Star is out, so have some main characters from the arc :33
#illustration#warrior cats#warriors fanart#warrior cats fanart#wc#warriors designs#a starless clan#star spoilers#frostpaw#frostdawn#sunbeam#nightheart#im sick#and sad
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Ik there are usamericans following me I have a question for yall , what the fuck do y'all even eat . Like . The typical huge greasy American breakfast has to be an exaggeration but I really can't think of meals that don't contain stuff exclusive to my country and do you guys even have that honestly
#no dulce de leche ... no pepas .... no milanesas ......#what a sad life#/j ofc im being hyperbolic but fr what#I mean this as in like . what you usually have in your main meals not something specific#also let's not even talk about the hours y'all manage im going to get sick . dinner at 6 pm ??? ong no honor to the merienda ...#rambles#completely random post but im just really tired my brain doesn't work very well
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Suspirium - Thom York
#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year#when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick#like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning#bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find#me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone#your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded#platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought#im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand#so i use the version i like better#original art
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humor me. imagine if you will. dearest wilson, who is in his mid forties and drunk and having a little mope time because he may be a freak but he's a freak with depression. and he's bemoaning to house about his looks bc he saw an old picture of himself from med school or whatever, like fully being a little loser about it. "i used to be so cute. i had friends that would tease me for being a 'prettyboy'. (little sigh)"
and house is eating this UP because of course they're drinking together, he gets to see wilson be like..... an unserious amount of pathetic. literally not even paying attention to the tv anymore. "do i need to insult you more to fill your quota or something"
"no, no it's not that it's just," and wilson is still present enough to know he's gonna regret showing a weakness to house of all people but whatever. "miss being a pretty face i guess, i dunno"
house (who is NEVER going to let this moment be forgotten holy shit) has to like bite his tongue so he doesn't actually laugh in his face and get him to clam up. "aw, jimmy, (takes wilson's jaw and shakes him a bit like silly dudes do or like when you roughhouse with a dog) you're always a pretty face" and he's teasing of course but also. house is house, and house says some peculiar things regarding wilson so how fr he's being is an absolute mystery
cut to house actually looking at him and wilson is staring right back at him like 🥺 with big big beautiful brown cow eyes which are still kind of unfocused, cheeks a little smooshed where house is still holding his face, the weight of his head in his palm when wilson relaxes a little. "you think i'm pretty? 🥺"
and it's so much house has to avert his gaze. loosens his grip into something a little more soft. "yeah. sure"
#house md#hatecrimes md#hilson#imagery so clear in my head almost don't care if they wouldn't do this#whatever im having fun!! they're like barbies to me#i need more sleep if i type more about them rn i'm gonna be sick#woke up thinking about how rsl was such a little twink#which then went into how wilson has perfected the sad little puppet expression#he was bred for a different kind of pathetic charm than house was#and i think that's just beautiful
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content warning: angst, major character death (MCD), blood(in grey)
say my name
#im (as per usual) late to the winter soldier trope on Soap's new skin from last month (i think- the mask with green gas surrounding him one)#i swear i didn't wanna end it this way but i got sick and The Sad™ struck me with the idea#of#dead by the hands of your lover#dead by the hands of the person who changed your life#dead by the hands of someone you've lost#i wasn't kidding with my previous post of me lifting a baseball bat to beat yall with sadness HAHA#tragic lovers my most beloved#gummmyart#doodle#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap#call of duty#cod#cod mw#call of duty modern warfare
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Doodle that evolved into "ready for Krillin's wedding" maybe 🤔
#sketch#gohan#son gohan#chichi#son chichi#db#dbz#dragon ball#dragon ball z#this was supposed to be a sad piece where they were ready for goku's funeral#subtely sad like theyd be smiling but chichi would have the spider lily in the center of her bouquet#but then idk#gohan should be happy for once LOL#also i hate this im sick of it i wanna post it and be done and move on#i hate colouring why do i do this to myself
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day 208
#miserable and sad werewolf bc im craving hot n sour soup (bc im sick) (and also bc i cant order it bc doordash is always like $40 here)#werewolf a day#lycan art#werewolf#werewolf art#lycan#furry
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epilogue
#SHES FINALLY OUT OF THE WIP FILES#thank god#hueegh epilogue yhk make me sick.. what do you mean their only happy ending was together and they sacrificed everything for that huh#just realizing I forgot to give han sooyoung glasses which is honestly a crime but#ough oh well#also im so sad I couldn’t do yhk week bc I was busy so think of this as my late contribution#anyway im finally free of rendering hell (has already started 10 billion other pieces that require rendering)#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#yoohankim#kim dokja#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#yhk#cactusjuiceart
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