#im probably just overreacting
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god im so fucking stupid i wish i wasn't here rn
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i fear despair has made a home in my heart, & it will not be leaving me for the foreseeable future.
#personal#venting i guess#i am not good mentally rn.#it is so fucking hard to keep it together.#it feels like all my happiness is just fleeting. like im waiting only for things to get worse.#im probably just overreacting
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I am likely going to try and prioritize making the switch from dashingdon today. I've seen the talk on reddit&the forums about downloading and consolidating every wip on dashingdon in a public place and, while I'm all for trying to save those wips that might be otherwise lost, in the age of AI I'm not sure I'm comfortable with my own project being in one big easily accessible database lol.
This of course functionally doesn't mean anything for y'all, except I'll probably be making the switch much faster than I'd planned!
#author posting#is this probably totally paranoid and an overreaction on my part?#most likely#but im just gonna speedrun my code updates tonight#make the switch#and not worry about it
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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!
wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end
#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh#some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2#recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person#and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety#like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that#my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms#UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child#so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had#a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time#which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it#and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md#hilson#greg house#james wilson#stacy warner
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#boink#oh instagram reels#btw in this video she had a “glow up”#which was basically having aged a little#like regular young adulthood early 20s type you're not gonna look the same as time goes on#like she got bangs and new glasses#i didnt even notice the first two times the video looped#like what#like cool!#yeah!#having a partner who loves and supports you will probably make you look happier! since you feel happier! ok!#also everyone looks different after a year when they're like twenty one!#what!#that's not the boyfriend effect that's just! being human! what the fuck!#also--- divine femininity??????#oh brother#for pete's sake#if you will#look for the most part i think that in general the women and girls and ppl that go with this kind of thing#the divine femininity and girl math and girl pretty and boy pretty etc etc etc#like i hate this kind of stuff but im not about to say that theyre at fault for it#like this is not helping anyone#and it just#god#it makes me upset!#maybe im overreacting but also i kind of think that we're collectively underreacting about this#like i dont wanna see it all over tiktok /let alone/ from my actual real life friends!#earlier this year my friends (women! women friends! staunchly feminist friends!) were joking unironically about girl math#like do we not see how that's harmful. when we talk about poor financial decisions and completely seriously call it girl math.#how do we not see a problem here
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stupid ass thought but anyway
alternate ending to beach divorce:
“we did it guys! we defeated shaw!”
“Woah! i hear a jam coming on, hit it moira!”
everyone proceeds to dance on the beach like nothing happened.
god i hate this im actually crying why did i think this into existence 😭😭😭
#the camera starts to slowly move away like the ending of fantastic mr fox#and cherik are just making out in the background or something#shaw’s corpse lying on the ground#even shaw’s mutants are breaking it down#why do i keep bursting into laughter whenever i think ‘hit it moira!’#😭😭😭#you know my brain is half alseep when it thinks up things like this#im probably overreacting about it but i cant 😭#everyone hitting a jig in their swanky ass yellow jumpsuits#who convinced me to post this? 🤨 (me)#the voices won#cherik#x men#xmen first class#beach divorce#wish does not shut up
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I've just recently been made aware of the fact that some of y'all believe that the way Nya reacted to Jay in DR s2pt2 is similar to and even parallels the way Jay treated Nya in Skybound and I'm like. What??
(mildly exasperated rant under the cut)
Like in Skybound you had Jay be so insecure about himself that he projected that insecurity into entitlement over Nya who, over several occasions, expressed that she a) isn't interested in him like that and b) currently doesn't feel comfortable entering any relationship at all and c) just wants to be left alone so she can have space to figure out herself, and then instead of honoring her asks he goes on to be even more pushy and make wishes he knows he's not supposed to just to get the girl (regardless of what she wants) and literally to the very end of the season holds onto the fact that he will get with her no matter what she says and believes bc that's what some wall of ice said that one time.
And then in DR you have Nya who's desperately trying to find her husband (who at this point have been missing for possibly years now) finally finding him, only for him to be very clearly suffering from amnesia and very clearly having been manipulated and lied to by someone she knows is evil and very clearly destroying himself for the very same guy who very clearly does not care about him, at which Nya expresses genuine concern because his behavior is genuinely concerning (he's literally destroying himself it's literally the point guys) and tries to get him to return to the people who actually care about him and who are supposed to be his friends over the person who's only interested in him for his powers and immediately throws him away the first moment he fails.
Like I'm sorry but even if on a surface level their behaviors are similar the contexts are very different, and it def feels a little odd to imply that "man pursuing woman even after she rejected him" is in any way similar to "woman desperately trying to get her husband to stop destroying himself bc a literal villain manipulated him into doing so"
#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dr s2 pt2#ninjago skybound#jay ninjago#nya ninjago#this probably sounds a lot angrier than is necessary ahdskfhj#but it genuinely just baffles me so much#maybe im just overreacting. idk
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geesussss can my brain chill out maybe like at this point people arent even doing anything im pretty sure its just pretending something is off so i can start panicking about if someone hates me and im not enough and they will leave and i am the worst person ever because of this. why. dude. please. nothing happened. why do you even do this. and worse why the fuck do i still believe you every time no matter what
#come on man theyre probabaly like. tired. or stressed. people are a little off sometimes this is normal. what is wrong with you#i cant even tell if anything i think is happening is real at this point are they talking to me less or am i just being more ofa needy bitch#like. i know my brain is probably overreacting but i still believe it for some reason? hard to explain my stuff works wrong and its confusin#i hate this#i feel bad asking for reassurance too#i shouldnt need that i should be able to just beleive people care about me#its not like im not being told that im loved or anything its just that its somehow still not enough#and i get anxious every time i get a text because what if this is finally it maybe they have decided they hate me#maybe i said something wrong?
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#trying to decide if i should go or not after hearing so many 'sorry! cant make it!' responses#i want to! itll probably be fun! i just think i might spend too much time worrying if my drink is safe yanno?#further complication is that my friend group is full of people who should NOT be at the club and THEN even further#complicated by the extremely limited number of goths i know irl#dont wanna drag a socially anxious bitch to a goth club if they wont like the music yanno?#for the record im solidly in the 2 or 3 range so we can all have each others backs. its my rule for bars as well#just wanna know if im overreacting
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Physically I'm here but mentally I'm clawing the eyes out of everyone who talks crap about their children on the internet and posts them in their most vulnerable moments for clout
#i just saw a video of a like eleven or twelve year old girl approach her mom's car when she got home from work and without even saying hello#to her kid she yelled at her to go inside so she could talk to her husband first and then shouted at the kid when she said her dad put her#through hell that day. is she probably overreacting bc shes a kid and she doesnt have get emotional regulation yet? absolutely. but also?#as the kid who knew that if i didnt get to my mom with my side of things first that my dad would twist things to make himself look like the#victim in a situation i promise you that baby girl isnt feeling heard and that would be sucky but normal on its own. the type of thing#families work through together yknow? but to post that on the internet??? to be recording when you come home knoeing there are problems in#your house and wanting to put online forever a moment in time where there are really strained relationships among members of your family??#especially when it's the relationship btwn your husband and your child??? nope. im sorry. uh uh.#that kid deserves better than that. your husband deserves better than that. everyone deserves better than to have their really vulnerable#moments shared on the internet with strangers#like. i think about how i felt as a kid when i found out my parents had told a relative something i considered private. how embarrassed and#betrayed i felt. the thought that EVERYONE would see that instead of just my dad's relatives or w/e?#bby girl im incandescent with rage#anyway#lilac rambles
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Hi, this is Cardhamine (commented on your post about your character's similarity to Gregory). You didn't ask my advice/thoughts but here they are -
I've been designing characters a long time, and I've been on the internet a long time, and many people refuse to apply context to what they encounter. To me, your character design is very obviously not Gregory even at a first look based on outfit alone. In linearts, their hair has more volume/length than Gregory's. Even people who are colorblind should be able to identify that difference. Also, since when does Gregory canonically enjoy being around the DCA? So just by context someone would know to take a second look and identify what's going on in the context of the art piece.
If they're giving you crap about it, it might be intentional bc it gives them a rush to give someone grief online. Or they have the passive and active perception of a rock - no harm meant there. Either way, their opinion about the artwork is... not necessarily super useful. If they don't take 20 more seconds to accurately evaluate the context of a piece, I wouldn't give them more than 20 seconds of your brainpower caring about their comment.
That said, when this has happened to me before, I just added some obvious identifiable thing that the 100% Canon character wouldn't wear/do with their appearance. Like a hair star barrette? But your character wears a specific employee uniform in a lot of art, so whoever isn't getting it seems unlikely to get it then, too. :/
bro THANK YOU
i literally had to delete the tiktok and reupload it hours later with color because of how many people mistook it for gregory, and this has happened so often in the past that i expected it, but the amount of people who didn’t take the time to use critical thinking skills before commenting “IS THAT GREGORY?” and genuinely saying shit like “oh thank god i thought sun was into minors” pissed me off so bad i got a headache 💀
i really did everything i could to make sure they didn’t look like gregory, i put context in the caption AND i made sure to tell them it wasn’t a child in the comments, but people are still commenting “i almost had a heart attack i thought it was gregory” which i think is obnoxious when this many people are saying it
i hate sounding like an asshole and i hate being mad at people but holy shiiiit dude, im genuinely concerned for these people
#idk why im so upset about this it’s not that serious#and i hate grouping all tiktok fnaf sb fans into one group but ohhh my gooood#this is such a common occurrence with the type of people my videos are shown to#ik any comments will give me more traction on my videos and usually idc if it’s negative but this is irritating me to no end for some reason#i’m just blegghhhhh#i’m probably overreacting tbh
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WHAT OMG OMG OMG OMG AFODJHNTSVGSYT IDK WHAT TO SAY
@thereweredragonshere
#okay but this genuinely made my day#Im probably overreacting wayyy too much sorry#I love your art sm#I know its just a follow but it really means a lot 😭#httyd#how to train your dragon
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nothing hits harder than an 'i don't know' + 'i don't care' whammy combo attack
#idkk its like ur excited for something and u want to share it and then get replied that is kinda ykk#and ur just like oh... ok#loll its just smthn small anyway im probably just overreacting LMQOSQ#frambling...?
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YALL I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP. So I kissed this guy at a party, I drank and he didn’t, and now it’s so awkward between us😭🔫 we don’t even look at eachother anymore, I am shit at initiating contact as well, I think he might hate me..���� #ending it
he is such a beautiful soul, his views on everything is so mesmerising, how he lives and how wants to in the future is something I really look up to and admire. I don’t know what I want but I know I don’t want him to leave, I would be glad to only sit and listen to him if I could.
but the worst part is the fact that I don’t know what I want, and that’s why it’s so hard to initiate contact, how do I get over this I’m going MENTAALLLLL AAAAAAA
#boy problems#kill my mind#delulu#please help#crush?#drama#i’m going insane#i’m going crazy#he is so beautiful#he probably doesn’t care about me#i’m overreacting#overthinking#insane girl#girl blogging#just girly things#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girlblogging#ending it all
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i would be so much less annoyed by leakers and people who spread leaks if they would just keep that stuff to themselves and people who actually want to see it. because why did some asshole just come onto my completely unrelated post and start talking about something that was revealed in geralds journal . explode
#its literally NOT OUT YET OH MY GOD MAKE YOUR OWN POST AT THE VERY LEAST !!!!!!#maybe im overreacting because its just something from the journal not the game . and is probably something minor#but its still SO annoying im already putting the effort in to avoid spoilers#so why cant these people put in the effort to not spoil things for others#why are you putting leaks in a place where im being forced to see it ??? what is your problem ????#i promise you wont die if you wait a few days to talk about this stuff#or just share it in private instead of posting it in places where people who dont wanna see it are going to run into it
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i’m like still in my ongoing bad mood (due to the possible cancer and the fact that winter victimizes me; welcome back to keeping up with the moths) so i feel like i’m just being mean sometimes and having no patience a lot of times
anyways, there’s this girl in my class, whom, no matter how many times i tell her, she still doesn’t understand that when one of our classmates is talking about a lab she did on a day we don’t have fucking class, that it’s not referring to this class, and we don’t suddenly and magically have a lab on a day we don’t meet for this class
like granted this girl isn’t a native english speaker, but also she’s been speaker english for over a decade
i’m also just really frustrated with my self recently because i feel like i have no control over my emotions. i have spent a lot of time in therapy learning how to control my actions in face of being near constantly irritable though, but it’s exhausting constantly having to check how i’m outwardly behaving to ensure i’m not being a fucking dickwad
honestly, i probably wouldn’t be as annoyed with the situation if one of my biggest pet peeves wasn’t having to explain or say something multiple times
#or yesterday she kept asking if i set the intercept to 0 on a graph in excel for our lab#and i explained probably three times that our teacher explicitly said to not do that#i have receipts too: i’m allowed to record my lectures#but if i say verbatim ‘the professor said to not set the intercept to 0 for this graph’ that maybe she’d understand#like idk if im being unreasonable or of my annoyance is understandable and maybe justified??#just due to how volatile i feel like im generally being#so im just assuming that im overreacting anytime i feel annoyed or anything#which. probably not the healthiest thing to do#in case im like actually being wronged at some point#but whatever
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