#im on a self care weekend

[reigningmax]

Feral when I don't see him, even more feral when I finally do see his cute little cheeky face 😔 we can never win

i feel you, it's a hard life out here bestie :///

[ra-vio]

the minish cap turned 19 years old on Nov 4

[dangaer]

update: i am not. well

[sapphire-imeo]

This week I'm going to work on self care here are some things I'm excited about:

-eating healthier

-a self care bath

-feeling fresh after a deep clean

-going out with friends

-slow workouts

-reading instead of screen time

-buying something off of my wish list

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[goatmilksoda]

I love "This Too Shall Pass" but the thing about it is sometimes shit takes a really long time to pass. Yes "This Too Shall Pass" but can it hurry up a little please? I'm doing all the coping I can but when said problem is supposed to last more than 100 more days and there's nothing I can do to speed it up, it gets kind of hard not to go insane.

[frecklystars]

Preordered the Drive 4K SteelBook. I originally wanted it because the cover art is beautiful and I'd love to set that upon my shelf, but apparently there's some extra interviews in there that haven't been released (not involving the main cast unfortunately, but still exciting)!

Look at this bisexual coloring.

This was made for me 🥺💖💙💜 just in time for our anniversary coming up in one month

Now I'm saving up for the Blade Runner 2049 4K SteelBook so I can see the extra behind the scenes content there too. I wanna order that before September 1st since that's my anniversary with K :D

[thecontainerstoreofficial]

i got 2 cavities on the same side of my mouth filled today and they put slightly too much filling in each cavity and i didnt realize until i left so now my jaw doesnt properly close. but thankfully i have severe nocturnal tooth grinding due to crippling anxiety so i will likely file down the excess material within the week 👍🏻

[beatheprincess]

Guys I feel like I kinda relapsed today (cw) pretty much hid myself away (I hate the public) and dont feel pretty "enough" :/ it's so stoopid cus its back n forth , I was on a good streak, loved my body, loved my appearance verses feburary I hated looking at myself entirely, I even stopped taking selfies on snapchat to help w my recovery, and it helped so much ! And it helped me stop body checking too but now I finally reached my goal and got bio oil 🥺🙌🏽 v happy (and saved money too!) Hehe <3 hopefully the next 3months my skin can get better n I can feel more beautiful ♡ with healthy skin ^.^

Thanks for listening 🎉

[scarletcomet]

I am so fucking miserable

[sanguistra]

hello friends I am still on this earth

[nicistrying]

Matt: How are you feeling how's your anxiety today?

Me: Oh I'm fine just still v overwhelmed and a bit paranoid and had a minor anxiety attack at work but luckily the guy I was sitting with was really lovely about it and just joked about it with me all day. Idk I just feel so sleepy though and have no appetite and feel slightly nauseous all the time, can't fall asleep at night despite being exhausted, absolutely no interest in exercising though I've been trying to get myself to work out all week and still haven't. The dishes have been sat soaking for an hour and I can't bring myself to go and wash them.

Matt:

Me: oh fuck I think I'm depressed

This has literally been me (although mostly undereating bc no interest in food) the past couple of weeks and I somehow didn't put 2 and 2 together

[xamaxenta]

mmmmmmmmmm self esteem doko

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[planet4546b]

COMPLETELY forgot i told myself i wasnt gonna draw today lmao

[yatiso]

a few years ago i realized i have this weird calling to writing but ignored it and its really come back full force in the past few months and especially lately like i know i have to start writing ive had this calling my whole life truly and have had such little faith in myself or my experiences...