#survival mode is off now autopilot is off my anxiety has diminished i know what i want to dedicate myself to.... its bittersweet but so goo | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

yatiso · 9 months ago

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a few years ago i realized i have this weird calling to writing but ignored it and its really come back full force in the past few months and especially lately like i know i have to start writing ive had this calling my whole life truly and have had such little faith in myself or my experiences...

#🍒#i used to write as a kid #i had this 80s laptop that wouldnt connect to the internet and would write and write and write #stories of my own creation. fanfiction. diary slash journal type things #i almost wish i had a type writer for the same experience but alas i know i just need self control and to limit distractions #or just balance fun time + fun creative time + bidnis #but this is what im dedicating myself to personally like. outside of love and alaska. 🧿🧿🧿#theres a lot i want to write...#i also need to dedicate more time to my other hobbies like man this is the year i officially start workin actively 2 being the me i wana be #goodbye birthday week and weekend i love you i had a great time indulging before startin up serious business and good consistent change...#i will miss being a kid but i have to give up being one now...ive taken care of myself my whole life but now its time to Grow Up yaknow....#survival mode is off now autopilot is off my anxiety has diminished i know what i want to dedicate myself to.... its bittersweet but so goo

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