#there are 3000 pumpkins in my enclosuee and i keep throwing in new ones to help but at the end of the day | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

goatmilksoda · 10 months ago

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I love "This Too Shall Pass" but the thing about it is sometimes shit takes a really long time to pass. Yes "This Too Shall Pass" but can it hurry up a little please? I'm doing all the coping I can but when said problem is supposed to last more than 100 more days and there's nothing I can do to speed it up, it gets kind of hard not to go insane.

#like ok im focusing on the positives im using 3 different journals im reaching out to friends im using my weekends for self care #im tending to hobbies im getting sunshine im age regressing im using mantras im trying to get active #but its also really fucking hard to fit that all into 2.5 hours on the weekdays after work #and the 1.5 days of weekend i get from having to work saturday mornings too #i also have the therapy going the maladaptive daydreaming and the tarot cards out. all the stops are being pulled #and at the end of the day #i still feel drained #i meditate and i get active and i get enough sleep but jfc we were not made to live like this I WAS NOT MADE TO LIVE LIKE THIS #there are 3000 pumpkins in my enclosuee and i keep throwing in new ones to help but at the end of the day #when the tiger still has to perform 3 circus shows a day and learn how to manage ticketting for said circus #knowing he isnt really getting paid its kind of hard #to be interested in those pumpkins #i hope that metaphor makes sense

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