#im not exactly in a great place myself
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mainfaggot · 9 months ago
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the last time i felt emotionally fulfilled in a friendship was when i was 15, and before that when i was 13. im turning 21 next month
#my current close friends are really great but my depression gets in the way and it's really hard to tell them about my feelings lol#so i basically make my chronic loneliness worse by distancing myself and isolating etc#they still like me though... weirdly#well probably bc we're all mentally and emotionally unwell! we get one another's issues#but i cant bring myself to say a lot of things i would otherwise want to... since i feel so misunderstood#even when i have tried to talk about things they just dont process them the way im hoping they will#and it's not their fault!!! it's my fault for expecting someone to understand exactly what im saying when i say it#i almost always find words for things. i describe them in detail. and i think thats where things get too unique and too confusing actually#so they cant personally understand#like i said. not their fault!#i just miss this one friend i had briefly in 8th grade#i was getting outcasted from everyone in my own class. she was in the classroom next door#i don't remember how we crossed paths but we did and she was so smart and so understanding#and we just clicked#i remember running in a field with her. she was so.. everything#i miss her#and when i was 15 i remember talking about all of my mental issues with this classmate and we immediately saw each other as mirror images#it was crazy... we also had a lot of interests in common and we looked out for each other#she's doing a lot better nowadays which is why we're no longer in contact probably#it's hard to be friends when one of you is stuck in one place so i dont really blame her#we drifted apart anyway. i bet if i asked she'd still make time for me a few times a year#i just didnt ask because it felt like the mutual understanding we had ended#shes a different person now. and for the better too! i shouldn't interfere in her happiness#z.post
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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago
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do i let feminism lose and spend all of my savings on a rhinoplasty or do i continue to just. live Like That lol
#kms idk what to do#it's doing research on best surgeons in your country hours while your friends with normal noses are sleeping#anyway it's been a great little vacation and i had a lot of fun but the absolute fucking dread whenever someone is taking a picture#and i cant control how it looks. is ruining all the fun.#i said fuck it once today and then saw that picture my friend took of me and wanted to yeet myself into traffic straight away#the worst thing is im obsessed with big unusual conventionally unattractive noses. i love them.#but mine is not this hot sexy aquiline kind. its just a huge round bulbous fucking potato in the middle of my face#its the kind of nose no one will ever find pretty or hot or even interesting. its just comical. it looks like a fake clown nose.#and while it is indeed very in character of me to have a fucking clown nose attached to my face 24/7 forever#its literally making me wanna wear a paper bag over my head#goddd idk. cause like. what if something goes wrong lol knowing my luck it definitely could#and then uhhhh idk i guess i really would just kms lol#funny thing - didn't even really notice it before uni. like i always knew there was something seriously fucking wrong with my face#but could never put a finger on what it is exactly#and then this uni friend made that one comment about my nose and suddenly everything clicked into place#you're absolutely right queen the fucking nose aka the CENTRAL thing on my face is the main culprit here lol#anyway not a day has gone by since then that i wouldnt look into the mirror and felt awful and pathetic about it <3#i am ready to go against all of my ideals and just do it. ill have no money left but maybe its worth it. to get a little peace of mind. idk.
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lystring · 9 days ago
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reading through reviews of the hotel I'm working at on various sites (for the first time ever lmao) and like the no 1 top thing everyone compliments us on is how friendly and helpful the staff is ♥️ maybe a bit conceited of me but I take great pride in this because I have been in the reception the longest and thus trained everyone basically for the past two years at least and well! I can of course not take all the credit lmao my colleagues are independent people I can't control but it feels good knowing that I've passed on enough knowledge and "work ethic" (how to treat guests without being treated badly) that they're getting praised in the reviews :) and also it feels good to see my name being mentioned ofc lmaoooo
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sophsicle · 9 months ago
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listen, we’re all here in this space engaging in hp content in the year of our lord 2024 and i’ll be honest with you, i do not feel great about that. hate it, actually. but i comfort myself with the belief that what we’re doing in this space a lot of the time is critically engaging with the og text and the politics of its author not mindlessly consuming or supporting it. which is why it makes me INSANE when people in this space go out and buy licensed merch or play the video games or watch the sequels or prequels or spin-offs or whatever the heck they’re doing these days, or buy the books (like guys u can steal all that shit you know that right??? what are you doing) or go to the studio or the theme park or WHATEVER. it especially makes me insane when they go to those places or do those things and talk about fanfiction because like. i feel implicated now. i am not interested in providing free advertising for Joanne goddamn Rowling. i thought we were on the same page here boys. and like i said, i get it, we’re all here, me included, so im not exactly speaking from a moral high ground, but goddamnit the least we can do is not give her our money fuck me.
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bluem1lls · 4 months ago
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hiii!! are u gonna write a part two for that one se mi x guard reader angst? )(⁠ノ゚⁠0゚⁠)⁠ノ⁠~(⁠ノ゚⁠0゚⁠)⁠ノ⁠~
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✧₊⁺ what am i supposed to do without you?
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✦ synopsis: you don't leave her mind, not after everything you two went through. so when she finally sees you again in a date with someone else, she knows it's time to talk.
tw: minors dni, jealous se-mi, fluff, smut, fingering/oral (r!receiving), a bit of angst
authors note: hiiii, sooo after the poll, this one won!!! so finally, part 2 of guard!reader x se-mi. also im sorry for the lack of update, im super busy with work and also a bit blocked, but tysm for all the requests! i hope u like it!💓
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⋆。°✩ "fuck" my head hits the wall as he pushes me.
"i did warn you, didn't i?" he said as i nodded weakly. "and what did you do? you helped a player. not only helped her, you saved her."
"it won't" i tried to regain my breathing. "it won't happen again"
"you got attached!"
"i'm sorry." i whisper to my uncle as he turns around. i know he's mad.
"if he finds out he'll kill you."
"he probably saw the cameras already" i say to him as my uncle frozens in place.
"you didn't know? you didn't... see him?" he asks as i stared confused. "he's out there. playing"
my eyebrows raise in surprise. "playing?" a shiver runs through my spine to even imagine what he would do to se-mi to survive his own game.
"listen to me." he speaks to me in a serious manner as i bit my lip. "i'm gonna delete the footage and you're gonna leave this fucking place and you won't look back"
"w-what? but.. mom and.. dad-"
"i don't want you here ever again. they'll understand" he says as he presses the button, erasing the videos as i bit my lip hard enough. i'm probably drawing blood.
"are they.. releasing her?" i ask as he turns around. he stays still, letting out a sharp breath. "tomorrow. they voted and they chose to stop playing"
a sigh of relief leaves my body as i turn around, putting on my mask.
"t-thank you" i whisper as he gives me a head nod. i know damn well how he is. and i also know he's doing this for me, and it's not easy. he places his black mask on, matching with his black suit as he sits down on his couch. staring once more at the cameras.
⋆。°✩ i sigh as i get home. i softly pet my kitten after picking it up from my mom's.
i sat on the couch, exhausted. my head hurts, i miss se-mi and i feel miserable. i thought i was doing the right thing, but now i lost my job and i lost my.. friend? my girlfriend?
my head on my hands as i try to not cry.
⋆。°✩ it's been two months.
i know she's okay, i made sure of that. but she hasn't texted, called or even came to see me.
and she seems to be okay without me (yes, i stalk her instagram), but i'm not, and that's exactly why i let this happened.
"sam.. no. i'm not ready.." i stare at her.
"look at her! she's a cutie! it's only one date. i know you two will get along great and if you hate her then i swear i'll leave you alone but please. i'm your best friend and i hate seeing you like this, maybe if you try to move on.. it'd be for the best" she begged me as i sighed.
"just one." i say resigned as she shouts in excitment.
and now i'm regretting that, because sam keeps talking about this girl while all i can think about is her.
⋆。°✩ "where did you said you worked at?" she says as i sip my gin tonic, almost choking on it.
"uh.. next question" i reply with an awkward smile as she chuckles.
"you're so cute" she gives me a smirk. "sam said you were really pretty and.. she wasn't wrong" she says, softly caressing my face, her gaze roaming all over my features.
i stare at her nervously giving her a soft smile. she pulls away, turning around to order more beer for her as i cross my legs and let my eyes wander around the place to distract myself.
it's a pub, and although it's dark i can see the purple details it has. the bar fully equipped with all the finest alcohol, se-mi sitting on one of the stalls of the bar.
my eyes widen.
what?
my stare focused on her as i feel the air being knocked out of my lungs. she catches me staring, her cold gaze lingers on mine. i can see her surprised expression, quickly turning into a cold one as her eyes go to my date. she takes a sip from her beer, her eyes never leaving mine. i can feel the girl besides me talking but i honestly, i can't even pay attention.
"so was it good?" she asks, snapping me from my thoughts as my gaze leaves se-mi for a second to focus on her.
"huh?"
"the drink.. was it good?" she says as i give her a very forced smile while i nod.
"so good. hey, would you mind bringing my coat from the hanger?" i smile at her as she nods. she quickly gets up to get it as i stare at the ceiling.
what do i do? i leave? do i run to the bathroom to hide? should i talk to her? i keep going like nothing happened?
as i remove my stare from the ceiling, i see her standing up in front of me, making me let out a shaky breath.
guess she decided for me.
she stares at me up and down, her eyes roaming my body. she extends me a drink with her right hand while her left is holding hers.
"gin tonic for you.. like always" se-mi says as i slowly take it. her fingers caressing mine for a second, making me shiver. "you look.. so beautiful"
"don't do this.. please" i beg her in whispers. she drinks her beer while her gaze stares at me intensely.
"i just want to talk to you." her eyes flash with.. guilt? as she speaks.
i stare at her in disbelief with wide eyes. "no? i'm on a date!"
she scoffs. "please, you kicked her out. i know you that much" she says in a low, hard tone. "we really need to talk. please"
my eyes roamed her face, i bit my lip thinking about it for a second as i get up, grabbing my purse as i let her guide me to the way out.
i stop where the hanger is as i see the girl with my stuff turned around. i touch her shoulder as she turns at me with a smile. "hey, i'm so sorry but something came up and i need to leave. you're.. amazing, and incredibly sweet" i speak as her expression falls.
"oh.. do you want me to come-"
"no. b-but thank you" i say to her quickly as i can see her defeated stare. i grab my coat, walking to find se-mi at the door. we get into her car in a weird tense silence until we get to my place.
i leave my stuff on the couch as i turn to stare at her, her hands on her pockets as she bites her lip piercing.
"why.. were you with her?" she breaks the silence as i stare at her in disbelief. is she actually asking me that like a jealous girlfriend?
"why? oh i'm sorry. i didn't realized that after you broke my heart i had to ask for your permission" i dry chuckle as she scoffs, annoyed, but her eyes are filled with guilt and remorse as she stares at me.
"i'm sorry. i.. i know why you did what you did. and maybe i didn't understood at first, and it took me a while.."
"you never called back. you never texted, you never came to see me, you didn't cared to know how i was-"
"i couldn't talk to you! not after... the games. i asked sam about you every single day. i begged her to not tell you anything, but god, there hasn't been a day in where you left my mind" she says, frustrated. her jaw clenches as i stare wide eyed. fucking sam.
i sigh as i lean myself against the wall. my hands cover my face. "what was i supposed to do? i thought you ghosted me. i thought you hated me se-mi. so i tried.. to just.. move on" i say as i bite the inside of my cheek with anxiety. her cold gaze stays on me as she takes a step closer.
her eyes burning with jealousy, darkening as her stare roamed through my body. "did it worked?"
my chest tightens as i slowly shook my head no. she closes the distance betweens us, trapping me against the wall as i let out a small gasp, feeling her hands on my waist. the cold silver rings making me shiver.
she speaks in a low hiss. "it didn't? you know why it didn't worked?" one of her hands leaves my waist, her fingers softly lifting my chin. "because you never stopped being mine" she says as my heart thumps on my chest. our breathings getting a little more ragged.
"why are you doing this? after two months se-mi... it's been two months." my eyes fill with tears as she caress my face with her hand.
her lips twitch a little as she hears my weak reply. "let me make it up to you"
her hands lowers to my neck as she closes the distance between us. our lips smashing together as we both let out a small moan. my hands roamed through her body desesperately until i wrap my arms around her neck as her other hand lowers to grip my hips.
my body melts into her touch, the kiss becoming hard and desesperate, expressing the way we missed eachother. our pent up anger and frustration explodes as our bodies pressed together.
"i love you so much" i whisper in a shaky breath in between kisses, her arms tighten around me as she keeps the kisses going.
"i love you so much too" she replies, her lips never leaving mine as she lifts me up, her hands on my thighs as she carries me to my room. she softly positions me in bed. i lay as she gets on top of me. i kiss her hungrily as she moans. she breaks the kiss to lower herself, her face meeting my center as she lifts my skirt. her tongue licks over my panties, spreading the wet patch as i whimper. my hands grip her hair as she moves them aside, circling my clit with her tongue.
"missed this so much" she says, giving a kiss on my clit as she teases my entrance.
"please" my head falls back as i beg her. i can feel her smirk as she pushes two fingers inside, going back with her tongue, picking up a faster pace as i moan.
she thrusts deeper and faster as my moans get louder. when she feels me clenching around her fingers, her tongue swirls around my clit. she smirks, pleased to have me trembling under her touch.
"gonna cum please, please, please" i cry out as my fingers pull her hair making her hiss. her lips around my clit as she sucks, making me whimper.
i feel the heat on my lower stomach snap, i clench around her fingers once again as my eyes roll back and i finish with a long and loud moan. she licks me clean until i'm whining, overstimulated.
"oh baby, this is just the first round" she cups my face as i stare, half-lidded.
⋆。°✩ i stopped missing her, because she stays right by my side. after a few months, she finally asks me to be her girlfriend, which the question feels odd giving the fact that we're almost living together at that point, but i say yes nonetheless (of course).
⋆。°✩ and when we sleep, she has nightmares all the time. i try to wake her up gently, with soft kisses as i hug her. we end up falling asleep together, always cuddling to feel eachother.
and i have mines too.
i can feel her shaking me slowly as i gasp. "it's okay-"
"i thought i lost you" i murmur, still sleepy but teary.
"you didn't. i'm right here" she says in a cooed whisper. she hugs me tightly, pressing me against her body as i grip her shirt, scared that if i let her go, she'll disappear.
⋆。°✩ and we try to overcome the trauma of the games, the deaths, and it's hard, but somehow with her by my side, it becomes easier.
⋆。°✩ and as we spend all our weekeds in bed, i can't help but wonder what would've happened if i was honest from the beggining. but right now she's here, laying in my bed, caressing my hair as i close my eyes and my head rests on her chest..
and i wouldn't have it any other way.
even if i'd had to go through it again and again. i'd do it for her.
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bingbongsupremacy · 3 months ago
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Hey I saw your old post asking which fanfics you should do next. I know it didn’t win but could you please please please do “Tell Me You Love Me Again” with Eddie. Im in dire need of some good angst ❤️
Tell Me You Love Me Again
Sorry this took me so long to write! I have had some massive writer's block. Hopefully, this is okay!
Pairing: Rockstar!Eddie Munson x reader
Story Type: Angst
Warning: Y/N use, swearing, Eddie's a bit of a greedy ass ngl
Summary: You've been with Eddie since before he was famous. It used to be a loving relationship. As the years have passed, things have changed. Can you save the dying spark between you?
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"Baby, you wanted to talk. Why are we just sitting here in silence?" Eddie asks with a grin. He casually flips through a music magazine, observing all of the new instruments for sale.
I take a deep breath. How do I even start this conversation? He's been so busy launching his band's new line of merch that I doubt this is a great time to talk about our relationship. Who knows when we'll have another opportunity? This is the first time I've been able to see him privately in weeks. I don't know how long I can keep harboring my frustrations.
"We do need to talk...here goes nothing." I sigh. "It's about our relationship."
Eddie pulls his eyes away from his magazine, his smile fading into a serious expression. "What about it?"
"I've been feeling very frustrated lately. I feel like you're never home, and I never get to see you anymore. I miss you." I reply honestly.
Eddie sets the magazine on top of the coffee table that separates us. "I know it's been busy lately, but it's great for us! Now I can take you anywhere you want to go. Name any place, and I can bring you there." Eddie's playful smile returns.
I let out a tired laugh. "Eddie, that's nice and all, but the problem is you don't have the time to take me anywhere I want to go. I just want you to dial it back a bit, please. Spend more time with me, and I'm sure Wayne would love it if you spent some time with him, too."
I'm not even sure if Eddie has time to call Wayne anymore. I might be the only one talking to him regularly.
"I spend plenty of time with Wayne." Eddie's expression is slightly offended.
"It's just the past year; you've rarely been back. Can't you take some time off? Cancel a few tour dates or reschedule some photoshoots?"
"I can't just abandon my career, Y/N. My band has worked so hard for this." Eddie argues. "It wouldn't be fair to the boys."
"What about what's fair to me, Eddie?" I let out a frustrated sigh. "I'm not asking you to abandon anything, Eddie. I just think you should prioritize our relationship a little more. We barely see each other anymore!" My heart pounds. "When you're not on tour, you're constantly doing promotional videos or photoshoots. We haven't gone on a date in almost a month."
My flurry of emotions has caused tears to prick the back of my eyes. Fuck, I can't cry right now.
Eddie's shoulders are tense. His usual animated and playful exterior is replaced with a frustrated and angry one. One I rarely see, especially not when talking to me.
"That's part of the job. I'm a fucking rockstar, Y/N. I can't exactly blow off the world tours and photoshoots. My label and manager expects me to get shit out quickly. You don't understand! The moment I stop making songs and producing new shit, the moment all of this, " He gestures around the room to all of his expensive nicknacks and furniture. "disappears. I'll become irrelevant. My band will become irrelevant. This is my life, Y/N. And you're going to need to learn to accept it."
My frown deepens. "Do you hear yourself? How can you not see how greedy you're becoming? What happened to just loving music? Loving the art of creating, no matter how many people heard. When did this all become about money?" I stand up from my spot on Eddie's couch, needing to put some distance between myself and the man. I avoid making eye contact with him, knowing if I do, I'll burst into tears.
This room suddenly feels so suffocating. "Is this really all you care about? How many shows you can sell out? How deep your pockets can get?"
"For fucks sake, Y/N." Eddie groans as he leans back against his recliner. His head hits the back of the seat, an annoyed expression flashing across his face. "You're being so fucking dramatic."
I shake my head. "This is not what I signed up for. You are not the man I signed up to be with."
Eddie stiffens. Hurt crosses his eyes. His face turns stoic as he looks me dead in the eye. A dark anger replaces his hurt. "Things change. People change. Obviously, I've changed. If you hate me so fucking much, why don't you get the fuck out and find someone new? Someone who better suits your lifestyle since you're not happy with me."
I freeze. My heart drops at his bitter words. He's never spoken to me like this before.
He's so different than the man I fell in love with all those years ago. Life seemed simpler in Hawkins. I'd work the night shift at The Hideout and he'd play with his band. I was able to see him regularly while he was still able to do what he loved. No massive world tours to separate us for months. No partying until early the next day. Just the two of us, supporting each other and doing what we loved.
I feel my cheeks heat from embarrassment and anger. He's right. He's changed, and it's obviously been for the worse. "You know what, you're right."
Eddie's eyes widen slightly in surprise, like he didn't think I'd agree.
"You don't want to work this out like an adult, so I'm going to leave. We're done, Eddie. I can't do this anymore. I deserve someone willing to set aside time for me. I shouldn't be the only one giving 100% to the relationship. I need someone who respects me and what I need. You can't give that to me." I grab my purse from the couch. I pause right before I reach the door. " Eddie, " I turn to look back at the man.
He doesn't meet my gaze. His eyes are trained on his locked hands. He looks like he's in disbelief.
"I hope you find what you're looking for. Just know that you'll never have enough money or fame to please yourself. Materialistic things can only bring you so much happiness. You'll suffer until you realize that. I just hope it isn't too late when you finally do."
With that, I leave the apartment. As soon as the door behind me clicks shut, the tears begin to fall. I lean against the wall near Eddie's door and wrap my arms around myself for some sort of support.
I wish he loved me enough to apologize. I wish he would come out here, tell me he was wrong, and that he was going to try to fix things.
I finally garner the strength to push away from Eddie's wall and make my way downstairs. With every step, I think of new things I wish Eddie would do.
When I take my last step out of the apartment building, disappointment settles in my chest as I realize none of my wishes came true.
Eddie's a rockstar. He'll never love me as much as he loves his lifestyle.
I was stupid to think he'd always be the man I fell in love with in Hawkins, Indiana.
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paper-mario-wiki · 1 year ago
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you do such a good job passing! any tips?
thank you, i appreciate that! i dont have a ton of tips since ive only been at it for a little over half a year, and im kinda flying by the seat of my pants cuz i dont have a lot of people i talk to day-to-day about presentation. pretty much everything ive figured out by myself and with youtube tutorials. regardless, heres a few i can think of:
don't be afraid to go to a makeup store and ask for advice. i brought a picture of myself i put through faceapp to give me makeup, and i showed it to the ladies at sephora, who were able to get me exactly what i was looking for. theres a world of difference between a face full of makeup, and a face full of makeup that's slightly the wrong shade, and it's good to get the opinions of experts.
try to look at the other women in your family and see how they style themselves, or do their makeup, or even how they speak or carry themselves. finding a look that works isn't somethin that you can fall into super easily, you have to go searching for it. try to model yours after the people who literally share your genes and therefore your features. (note, the opposite is equally usable for transmascs, look at your brothers, fathers, and uncles)
spend time in the mirror seeing what looks right. comb your hair in different directions, part it in a different place, put a clip in, dye it a different color, etc. put on makeup and then take it all off, then put on way too much and only take half of it off. learn the muscle memory of holding a liquid eyeliner pen in your non dominant hand and tracing it across the eyelid on the opposite side of your face without twitching your eye. nobody will see you, you're in your own bathroom. with the resources you have, treat the Bathroom Fit Check like you're customizing a character in a videogame.
look for your angles! i wish i could look good at every angle, but i don't, and vanishingly few people actually do. i spent a lot of time looking at myself in my front-facing phone camera from different directions and thinking "fuck im never going to pass, i really dont look great. is this even worth it?" and no matter how much doubt i had, in the long run the answer ended up being yes, it is worth it. that's kinda how hard things are: they suck until they don't anymore.
this one is really simple and may not apply to you, but fix your posture. seriously. when i started standing up straight for a few weeks i noticed an change in how i looked and carried myself (and my back doesnt hurt as much now)
come to terms with the fact that a lot of women look like men, and a lot of men look like women. the idea that all men look one way and all women look the other is an propagandstic invention of the state that should not be taken seriously. (note: this tip works only inwardly as a facet of self actualization. no matter what, you will always run into people who buy into the propaganda. to the best of your ability, pay them no mind.)
im sorry i cant give you anything more, but thats kind of a big question to answer, so i hope this helps!
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alexendria-rose · 9 months ago
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Who are you?~
Stephen Strange x Reader!Stark
Warnings: smut, baby girl nickname, dominate Stephen, age gap (20 ish years) cussing, choking.
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Stephen sat by the bar a martini in his hand regretting telling Tony Stark that he would make it to yet another victory party- even though Stephen was pretty sure it was just an excuse for Tony to have another party. With the mission they all had; it was probably a good idea on Tony’s part to release some tension that was weighed on their shoulders from the mission.
“Hey pretty boy- do you want more of that drink?” Natasha said with a soft laugh as she leaned across the bar counter. Stephen rolled his eyes but a smile placed on his face.
“You know I could just refill it myself.” He commented a slight cocky look on his face- Nat just rolled her eyes.
“Hey im being nice to you- don’t be cocky mr magic.” She laughs taking his cup and refilling his martini drink. She handed to him and he did a quiet thank you. His eyes snapped towards a young woman in a black dress- who laughed loudly at what Thor was saying to her; most likely trying to impress the young girl. Stephen almost dropped his drink when she caught his eyes. Why hasn’t he seen her before? She was gorgeous, h/l h/c hair and when she looked around he caught the color of her eyes. They were so bright and full of youth and life. Natasha notices this laughing lightly.
“Ah so you’ve finally caught your eye on her?” Natasha says titling her head at the sorcerer seeing the way he didn’t want to remove his eyes from her. He looks back mouth slightly open before clearing his throat.
“Who is that?” He questions rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. Nat just smiles knowing exactly who she was but wanted to see how this would play out.
“Why don’t you go see.” She hummed before turning around to prepare more drinks for the guests. Stephen had a cocky smile on his face before doing exactly what Natasha had suggested. He straightened his suit before walking over to the mystery girl.
“And that’s why I can be the only whom can hold the hammer!” Thor boomed loudly as she laughed at how loud and energetic Thor could be.
“So you have to be worthy? So if it’s on an elevator- does that mean the elevator is worthy?” she cocked her head to the side- her gaze pure and full of interest.
“You’re very funny Lady- Oh Mr. Wizard!” Thor exclaims looking at Stephen who was behind her ready to go up to introduce himself. She turns around to face the sorcerer smiling from ear to ear.
“Oh hi.” She chuckles bringing up her martini up to her lips. Stephen swore his breath caught in his throat when he saw her up close- she was stunning.
“Hi. My name is Doctor Stephen Strange.” He said bringing his hand out- she giggled before taking his hand giving it a firm shake.
“I knew that already but hi.”
“So you’re not going to tell your name?” He chuckles bringing his hand back away from her touch suddenly missing the feeling of warmth.
“I’m afraid if I tell you Doctor- you’ll run away and I don’t know about you but I don’t want you too.” She smirked- ah so a flirt she was. Stephen grinned leaning against the wall closest to them.
“Oh? Is that so?” He sipped on his drink as he looked at her- she couldn’t be more than 23 years old. Young- maybe a little too young for him but god was she the most gorgeous girl he’s ever seen. “I think I can handle it.” He hummed. She walked closer to him tilting her head.
“No- I don’t really think you could Doctor Strange.” She smiled softly poking his chest. “Have a great night.” She winked at him before walking away from the sorcerer. Stephen watched as she walked away- her hips swaying. She knew she was a tease, she knew that Stephen strange was completely attracted to her. Only if he knew she loved to play games.
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Stephen rubbed his forehead with his fingers as he looked up at Tony explaining their next mission. That’s when she walked in. The mystery girl from the party.
“Aye there’s my girl.” Tony smiles softly. She smiles widely giving Tony a side hug- her eyes landing on Stephen.
“Hey Y/n.” Natasha smirks looking between the two knowing Stephen had no idea yet and that made it much more entertaining.
“So y/n is your name?” Stephen smirks leaning back on the god awful office chair. Y/n smiles softly looking at Tony- who was glaring daggers towards Stephen.
“How do you know my daughter doctor?” Tony asked as he crossed his arms his gazing never leaving Stephen. Stephen almost choked- eyes wide as Natasha sat there giggling like a maniac. Y/n bit her lip nervously watching Stephen’s reaction.
“I met him at the party dad- don’t worry about it.” She said flicking her dad’s nose a smile on her face- that made Stephen basically swoon.
“So you’re Y/n Stark?” Stephen whispered rubbing his gotee mentally face palming himself. He flirted with Tony’s daughter- god she must be so young then. Tony kept his gaze on Stephen.
“Stay. Away.” Tony groaned. Stephen smirked lightly moving his gaze from Tony back to Y/n as she used that little flirt smile; basically begging him to not stay away.
“I’ll see you guys later.” Y/n grins walking away from the meeting. Stephen heart thumping against his chest as he watched her walk away.
“No- don’t think about it.” Tony warned pointing a finger towards Stephen. “She is 23 years old-“
“So why isn’t that I didn’t know you had a daughter Tony?” Stephen laughed leaning against the chair crossing his arms.
“Because- I like to keep her safe and away from public eye.” Tony grumbled. Stephen hummed smirking a bit. “Now stay away!” Stephen tried to… he really did.
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And there she was again- he’s bumped into her everywhere now. The kitchen, in the training room, anywhere and everywhere. He watched as she read in the common room, her knees curled up to her chest- as she let the tv roll with a random show as a background noise. He knew it was creepy to watch but she looked so peaceful. He kept hearing Tony’s voice- “stay away” but god was it so hard. She was beautiful and brought a certain light in the room. He watched as she slowly chewed the bottom of her lip- reading glasses framing her face, a messy bun on top of her head. Stephen needed to talk to her- instead of small talk it was driving him crazy. He ran a hand through his hair before walking up to her on the couch.
“Must be interesting whatever you’re reading.” He mutters lightly. She looks up from her book a small smile on her face.
“I mean it is Harry Potter- of course it is.” She giggled placing her book down on her lap. “I mean you would know about wizards huh? Did you come from Hogwarts?” She jokes- she was a lot like her father.
“Haha-“ he laughs sarcastically sitting himself down on the couch before looking at her. “I’m a sorcerer by the way- not a wizard.”
“That’s not what my dad says. I’m pretty sure you’re a wizard.” She smirked tilting her head in a cocky way that made Stephen’s heart thump.
“Does it look like I have a wand?” He joked back at her- she just laughed lightly rolling her eyes moving herself dangerously close to him.
“I don’t know. Do you?” She flirted batting her eyelashes- she knew she was cute, she knew she was a flirt and she used that to her advantage when it came to Stephen strange. Stephen looked at her when she moved herself closer to him- her batty lashes and pouty lips.
“You know you’re a flirt don’t you?” He chuckled lightly his face moving dangerously close to hers-
“Only with you- I told you, you’d run when you found my name.” She smirked moving her head away from his- Stephen let out the breath he was holding noticing the small smirk on her lips. He knew she was playing a very dangerous game. He looked around his surroundings to notice no one was in fact here- he decided to take a very dangerous step, that could end up getting him killed by Tony but god she was all he could think about. He grabs her chin moving her head closer to his- his eyes flickering from her eyes to her lips.
“I didn’t run.” He mutters softly- smirking lightly seeing the blush that covered her cute face. He brings his face closer rubbing his nose against hers- her eyes fluttering close as his breath hits her soft lips. “I can tease too, you know.” He grinned letting go of her chin pulling his head away noticing the slight whimper and pout escaping her lips and face.
“No- you cannot get to do that and walk away.” She huffs standing up from the couch her arms crossed as she stared down at him. Stephen laughs lightly standing up to tower over her.
“You’re cute when you get mad.” Stephen chuckles deeply winking at her before walking away- he could hear her huff and plop back down on the couch.
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Stephen was determined to make Y/n stark blush, and wanting to more. They hung out all the time- of course when everyone was asleep. They would talk and flirt but most importantly he got to actually know the young stark- he found out she loves reading, and quite like her father; sassy, witty, silver tongue. He was enjoying her presents more and more. Dare to say he was actually falling for her.
Stephen groaned again as he was at ANOTHER party of Tony starks- it wasn’t even a celebration. It was just a party because Tony got bored. Stephen smiled as he watched Y/n wearing a red mini dress trying her absolute best to get Stephen’s attention and god it was working. He sipped on his martini as he stared at her talking to Wanda- she kept glancing at Stephen behind her shoulder the red lipped smirk aimed at him, and every time she looked at him she would bit her lower lip in such a seductive way. She was waiting for him to break- and he was so close to. Stephen chewed the inside of his cheek before setting his glass down and marching over to her. He slyly wrapped an arm around her waist giving Wanda an apologetic smile.
“Wanda- May I borrow y/n?” Stephen asked- y/n eyes wide as she looked up at Stephen her head tilting in confusion. Wanda laughs waving her hand.
“Please do- she can’t stop looking at you anyhow.” Wanda sipping her wine. Stephen laughed lightly before guiding Y/n away from the party and into a secluded area- the idea of secluded area was the furthest bathroom away from the party. He brought her inside closing the door behind them before slamming her against the door. His look was full of lust- the teasing was too much for him at this point. Her eyes widen when he pushed her against the door. His hand on her lower stomach and his other on her cheek- his face was close to hers. He watched as she bit her lower lip nervously but a small smirk wanted to escape.
“Ah so you’re breaking huh?” She giggled lightly moving her leg in between his thighs, rubbing her foot up and down his leg. Stephen breath hitched moving his hand to place on the wall besides her head.
“You know I can show you what I do to naughty girls.” He purred lightly his heart beating against his chest not believing his own words that fell out of his mouth.
“Me naughty no-“ Stephen smashed his lips against hers before she can come back with a sarcastic and bratty comment. She almost gasped loudly at the contact but instead she decided to move her hands to his hair gripping onto it like her life depended on it. He groaned into the kiss his hands moving down to her waist gripping tightly which made a quick squeak escape her lips. He pulled back before immediately attacking her neck creating small love bites on her neck and making his way down to her chest. She moaned tugging on his hair roughly. “I want to go slow… but I cannot wait- don’t want people to be suspicious now do we?” He mumbled against her skin before turning her around to face the wall a gasp escaping her lips.
“N-No I guess not.” She whimpered, he chuckled deeply his hands on her hip. He ran his hand up and down her bare legs.
“Was this short dress for me love?” He smirked in cocky way. She chewed on her bottom lip at the way he caressed her legs, moving his hand between her thighs getting dangerously close.
“Maybe…” she squeaked. He just chuckled darkly before hitching up the dress to show her lacey black underwear.
“Oh my darling- as much as I love these. They need to be gone.” He growled before ripping off her underwear- which caused her to gasp loudly when he did so. The pool between her legs starting to become even more wet- if that was possible. “Look at you dripping for me darling girl.” He cooed. She blushed deeply trying to close her legs but he immediately kicked them apart. “No, keep them spread.” He purred- she heard the sound of him unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants which made her mouth go dry. She didn’t have much time to think as he shoved his hard cock inside of her tight pussy. She moaned loudly her hands going in front of her on the door to support herself.
“Fuck!” She shouted- Stephen chuckled gripping onto her hips as slowly moved himself in and out of trying to get to adjust to his size- her pussy was delightful was warm, tight and delicious.
“Baby girl- you are the most delightful thing I’ve ever had.” He groaned. “Think you’re fully ready for me?”
“D-Don’t hold back. N-need.” She stuttered gasping at every thrust- he was hitting her g-spot just right; everytime he would pull back slowly and then push himself inside of her just right. It made her mouth just water at the way he knew what he was doing. Both of their heads snapped when the door knob started turning. “Someone’s in-“ Stephen chuckles quietly before thrusting himself harder in her. “H-here!” She looked back and shot him a glare at his cocky face. He was loving this.
“Oh I’m sorry lady y/n! We were just looking for you!” Thors voice booms through the door. Y/n hitched a breath when Stephen started increasing his pace- that same cocky look on his face. She tried to calm down her uncontrollable breathing, trying not to slur out profanities and moans.
“N-No it’s okay! I’ll b-be out soon!” She was able to gasp out but it wasn’t helping that Stephen moved one of his hands to massage her very sensitive breast over her dress.
“Are you okay in there lady y/n?” Thor asks in concern. Y/n felt the tears threatening to come out of her eye pocket- not out of pain no out of pure pleasure. Stephen moved his hand to push the hair out of the way of her neck to place gentle kisses as he continued to pound into her his grip on her hip never leaving.
“I’m fine! I’ll be out soon Thor! Please!” She exclaimed her hand on the door scratching lightly throwing her head back- making Stephen wrap his hand around her neck.
“Alright alright- I’ll tell your father that you’ll be out there soon.” Thor laughs- she hears his footsteps walk away. Stephen laughed a bit gripping her neck more.
“Good girl.” He cooed making her pussy tighten around his hard cock making him grunt in the process. “Now sweetheart we’ve gotta make this fast- prepare yourself.” She nods not being able to make any sentences- but moan. He moved his hand down back to her hips; before forcing her hips to hit more into him. He rocked his hips against her- her moans sounded like pure bliss in his ears. The sound of skin and skin smacking together. He threw his head back grunting and moaning feeling himself close to the edge; and he knew she was too- with the way she was clenching around him.
“Fuck Stephen. I’m so close please.” She moaned out. Stephen grinned moving his head down to her ear kissing and nibbling her ear gently.
“Cum for me baby girl.” He mutters- as soon as those words escaped his lips. She screamed loudly her juices cumming around his cock. He smirked before going faster getting him closer to his edge. He gasped loudly before spilling his seed inside of her(god he hoped she was on the pill or something) he lazily placed his head on her back finishing himself out. He pulls out of her groaning at the loss of contact. He watched as his seed dripped down her leg- with the swish of his hand he removed and cleaned the seed off of her. She turned around to face him- her face flushed as she fixed her hair.
“You lost.” She hummed- he chuckled lightly placing his hand on her cheek before placing a soft peck on her lips.
“And I’ll lose a 1000 times over if it means that I get to do that as many times as I can.” He muttered. She giggled lightly picking up her underwear from the ground. He started fixing himself up- buckling his pants back on.
“If you’re cool with it- I never want this to stop.” She flirted before shoving her underwear in his pocket. “Now we should get back huh?” Stephen smiled lightly tracing her lips with his thumb.
“I was hoping you would say that; but yes we should probably get back.” He laughed gently- she giggled as well before opening up the door.
“Wait for a bit and then come out.” She said turning to look back at him. He nods smacking her ass in the process.
“So commanding my love.” She rolled her eyes before leaving Stephen alone in the bathroom. She walked back into the party- still seeing everyone was here. Tony looked over at his daughter- he walked over to her a drink in his hand.
“Where were you?” He asked titling his head at her -sipping his drink. She tried not to blush, and bit her bottom lip.
“Bathroom.” She muttered trying to turn away from him. Tony scrunched his eyebrows grabbing his daughter’s wrist pulling her back and when he did she saw the hickeys on her neck- more like covered all over her neck.
“Who the flying f put that on your neck!” Tony roared eyes widen- thinking of his daughter that way made him internally angry and mad. Y/n tried to look in his eye-line but then mentally face palmed herself. Fuck. Stephen soon shortly came walking in the same direction she had which had Tony look over. His face was red- when the dots connected. “Stephen Strange!”
Uh this was not going to be a fun conversation for any of them.
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Let me know what you think! You dirty little hoes 🫡🥰
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luvseraphh · 27 days ago
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hi! can i request something with shinso where the reader has these really odd fits of anxiety pls? i’m not sure what they’re called but i experience them frequently, where i just pace around frantically and talk to myself, i typically don’t stop pacing until i feel tired because the anxiety attack (?) itself is very draining. i just end up falling asleep on the kitchen tile because it’s cooling 😭 someone will usually reassure me during it and place a blanket on me after i lay down on the floor. i’m sorry if this is weirdly specific, and especially because im still unsure what the whole thing exactly is. i hope this request isn’t too odd (´∀`*)
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breakdown h. shinso
Thank you for the request!! I get that too, I don't really know what they're called either LOL. I made a little fluffy drabble for Shinso where he's helping you calm down from the episode!
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"Hey, hey, look at me. You're okay, you're doing great," he whispered, wrapping his arms around you as you sat on the cool kitchen floor sobbing heavily.
"Shhh, it's okay, you're okay," he whispered again, rocking you back and forth in an attempt to calm you down. "Do you want to talk about it or do you want me to distract you?"
"Distract me," you reply, hiccuping with your response.
"Want me to go grab the computer and we can watch your favorite movie here? I'll get a blanket too," he suggested, gently playing with your hair as you finally timidly nodded. He smiled to himself before getting up to grab the supplies he promised, wanting the love of his life to feel better.
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ⓒ luvseraph
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bloomzone · 26 days ago
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hii!! im new to this entire girlblogging thing and it all seems so exciting and fun ><! it really motivates me
i dont really know how to go about it though :( like how do i girlblog?? what is girlblogging like exactly?? like i get the idea of it but what do u "exactly" do? sorry if this sounds silly 😭😭
and seriously i love love lovee ur page so much !! it has made me so much more productive and im satisfied with my progress :D
hope u have a great day ahead tysm for reading through this :3
hii angel !!
first of all you're so cute for this message and not silly at all i promise!! i was literally in your place once like staring at girlblogs thinking, “omg this is so pretty and motivating but... what do i actually do??”
so i’m super happy you asked here’s everything i’ve learned, and a veery siiimple way how to start a blog !
🗒️ i’m so sorry for not answering earlier or maybe my answer is not effective 100% i’ve been entering my exam season lately so things have been a bit crazy, and i haven’t had the time to talk much or reply to everyone in my inbox. i didn’t want you to feel ignored or left there especially after such a sweet and kind message like yours.
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girlblogging isn’t about being perfect or aesthetic 24/7
it’s about showing up for yourself it’s like ur own little soft space on the internet where you post the things that matter to you, your goals, your routines, your messy thoughts, your progress, your healing or playlists .. whatever makes you feel like you.
you can make it look cute if you want (and trust me it's fun ) but the real magic is when you post with meaning.
when i started my girlblog…
i made this blog honestly because i needed to hold myself accountable. i was struggling with discipline, with staying on track, with self-worth... and i told myself:
“if i create a space where i act like i’m becoming the best version of me maybe i’ll actually become her.”
and that’s exactly what started happening.
so like when i post about discipline or motivation or glow ups ... I’m not just sharing advice. i’m reminding myself too j don’t post things just because they’re trendy. i post things that reflect where i am or where i want to be.
and once i achieve something i love sharing what helped me because maybe it'll help another girl too. THAT'S A GIRL BLOGGER
so how do you start?
this is what i recommend:
grab a piece of paper or just open your notes app and write:
what’s something i care about right now?
what’s helping me grow?
what’s something i wish i had guidance on?
and then start posting about that.
for example:
﹙ ✿ ﹚ if you’re focused on becoming more organized, post your routines, planners, study tips, or cozy to-do lists
﹙ ✿ ﹚ if you’re trying to glow up, post your skincare, your healthy habits, your challenges (10 days of productivity / 10 days for building a habits .... )
﹙ ✿ ﹚ if you’re healing, post your affirmations, journal prompts, or how you’re learning to treat yourself kindly
you don’t need a niche seriously.
girlblogging isn’t about fitting into a box. it’s not “only” skincare or “only” study stuff. it’s about being a whole human.
some girls post about beauty, some about healing, some about routines, some about faith or wellness or school or food or writing or dreams...
and some post about all of it.
how do you grow?
this part gets easier the more you enjoy what you’re posting (read that again.)
💌 post consistently (even small stuff counts! And always reblog stuff that inspir you)
💌 interact with other girlbloggers comment, follow, hype them up it builds the cutest community ever
💌 use tags like #girlblog #girlbogger #selfgrowth #studyblog ... it helps people find you
💌 and most importantly: be honest, be kind, and be real.
one of the most helpful things i learned:
→ post what you need to see not what looks cool not what everyone else is doing but what you wish someone had told you. what you needed when you were feeling lost.
that’s how my blog started growing when i began writing like i was helping my past self. and yes other girls needed those same words too so u don’t have to have it all figured out. you just need to start.
thank you again for saying such sweet things about my blog knowing it helped you feel productive and satisfied with your progress actually made me tear up you’re gonna do amazing, i can feel it and if you ever need support, inspiration, or anything i’m right here !
now go post something you love and let the journey begin<3
@bloomzone
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glindagfs · 11 days ago
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Im kinda obsessed with glinda later and i dont find a lot of glinda x fem!reader contents so… ima do myself
Glinda x fem!reader — bows look good on you
Warnings: smut, wlw, magic bdsm, bondage, glinda dom but in her cute way, glinda can do magic naturally here, MDNI
You both arrived from the masquerade ball in the Emerald City. Your dresses were a complete dream: Yours, wine red, matching your pearly accessories, and she in a velvety pink dress, matching her pink feather mask. You opened the bedroom door and you poured out your mask and placed it on the table.
"You looked very beautiful tonight." Glinda pushes the door with her back and looks at you through the mask, her eyes shining.
"Thank you, sweetie, you know you looked beautiful too." You turn to her and lean against the table. "So... why did you ask to leave early? Were you not enjoying it or-"
Glinda places her lips against yours and holds your waist, not giving you a chance to finish speaking. "Does that answer your question?"
Your face flushes and you smirk. "I guess that answers it." You take her to bed and make her get on top of you, her beautiful blonde hair falls over you, she tucks it behind her ear and kisses you with desire, your mouths are hot enough to understand that she has been waiting for this all night.
Glinda takes off her mask and her dress with grace, which shows off breathtaking pink lingerie, your eyes don't know where to focus and your cheeks burn. She moves towards your neck, kisses you as if it were an act of adoration, and leaves marks on you as if it were worth her life. Your mind goes blank, your body heats up, you moan while she puts your hands above your head and you hear her whisper words on your neck. You feel your hands being tied, a red satin bow, it doesn't hurt you but it's strong enough that you can't let go.
"Glinda, what are you doing?" You moan almost unable to continue speaking as she moves down to your breasts. "Don't you like them, my princess? They're red, made for you." Glinda knows exactly what to do, she is skilled with words, skilled in what to say to you and very skilled with her tongue.
Glinda makes sure that your expensive dress and your panties is removed with care, and that you are also taken care of in the process, because you are the most rare and precious thing to her.
Your whole body is exposed now. Glinda kisses you from your breasts to your belly, caressing your waist, whispering and mentalizing some other spells. Red satin bows appear, squeezing your breasts, circling your thighs and below your butt, wrapping around your waist, and finally, a big bow between your legs. The satin is soft and delicate, while at the same time making it feel like 100 hands are squeezing you at once, in the best way possible.
You look like a giant Christmas present made for Glinda to open. It should have been a little disconcerting, but with her, it was simply too exciting to deny.
"You were beautiful in a dress, but I think you look 10 times better without it." Glinda looks at you as if she were looking at a painting, as if you were one of her great works. Your body is on fire, you're totally tied up, being appreciated by the hottest girl in the university and in the world. You're so horny you want to close your legs and rub them, but involuntarily they remain open because of her.
Glinda puts her head between your legs and gently kisses your thighs, appreciating the way the ties fit you so perfectly. "Can I mark you?" It's impossible to say no to those cute and thirsty eyes at the same time, you shake your head almost begging Glinda to do much more than that.
Your thighs are marked with red when she lowers her head to your most sensitive place. Your clit is throbbing faster than a time bomb, you're wetter than the sea and God knows how much you want to put your hand in her soft hair and help her suck you.
"You need to beg" Glinda says and your mind goes into overdrive, you beg with your eyes, body and voice. "Fuck me, I beg you, please”
Glinda unties the ribbon with her teeth, but in return you feel a shiver down your spine, you feel how much the ribbon was holding you and making you wetter and more excited, she thinks about everything and every action is done to satisfy you.
She sucks your clit, your hips involuntarily move against her mouth, each time she licks it seems to be 10 times more effective than normal, the ribbon coming undone transforms into a sensory spell. The gods know what this blonde did, but it was working, and very much so, desperation hit, her tongue went and you felt like you were about to see heaven every time.
"Glinda.. I'm going to..." It was your last breath before you melted in her mouth, you seemed to have had a rush of pleasure, your chest rose up and down finding a place to breathe.
Glinda pulled you in for a kiss and the ties came undone, leaving no marks (except the hickeys). Glinda fell tiredly on your side of the bed after the kiss. "I'm the one who's tested to the limit and you're the one who gets tired, sweetie?"
"Doing magic during sex is much more tiring than I thought." Glinda sighs like a war survivor.
"So there won't be any more times?" You make a puppy-dog face.
"Oh, there will be many more times, my dear!" Glinda stands up and feels challenged to repeat this for many, many more nights.
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tojivu · 1 year ago
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Helloo!! I've came across ur fics a few times and it never fail to makes me smile, and I have an idea from scrolling on tiktok for a whole week, I'm not sure if ur reqs are still open... But may I request the orange peel theory with jjk men n boys? Your pick on who u want to write in that scenario! If ur req is close pls ignore this! Thank you and I hope you have an amazing day!
the things i do for you ! ⋆ jjk men
the orange peel theory ˖ gojo, geto, toji, nanami.
an. honestly i'm still kind of ??? on what exactly is the orange peel theory but i'm assuming it's just acts of service? im so sorry if its wrong LOL pls i don't keep up with tiktok......
an ii. ok i did end up getting the prompt wrong but i hope yall like this anyway..
cw. sfw. f!reader. not proofread. acts of service.
playing. lovesong by beabadoobee.
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GOJO SATORU is a familiar face at the local coffee shop down the block — and no, it's not because he keeps raiding their cheesecake displays. he much prefers the ones across the street; he only comes by this particular one to pick up your favourite coffee.
"toru, could you get something for me at the coffee place?"
"yeah, i can," he hums. "what do you need, baby?"
it's actually only a 5 minute walk, and you never told satoru your order. it was too specific that you were sure he would forget; so you just told him to buy an iced latte and be quick with it. after all, you could never go wrong with such a basic drink.
"'s okay, baby," he presses a quick kiss to your cheek, confident he would not come back home with a boring latte. "i'll get you something even better."
"please don't. your taste in coffee is terrible — no, forget it, i can just go by myself later." you groan, wriggling around in the sheets of your bed to find that warm spot in the blankets; satoru was up since 6am, and you've only just opened your eyes.
"oh, no need for that," your boyfriend smirks: almost too creepily. "i have great taste! both in coffee and women—"
you smack his arm, using your hands to gesture a shoo-ing motion. you weren't conscious enough to tolerate satoru's gross flirtations. his eyebrows furrow and lips pout, quickly planting another kiss on your forehead before standing up. he scrambles through the desk drawer for his sunglasses — eventually finding them and leaving the house.
little did you know that your boyfriend has your order memorised — it was a small order, not that difficult to remember. satoru didn't think it was necessary to make you get up and grab it yourself; he had legs, and he liked the fresh air, too. plus, he knows he'll get to see you smile first thing when you wake up; perhaps you might give him one of those kisses on the forehead that he loves so much.
you thought he would have called you lazy for not getting up — he would be offended you think so little of him if you admitted that. satoru sees your sleepy face, hears your peaceful snores and he thinks he would rather die by impalement than wake you.
when satoru returns, you're still tucked into bed and fast asleep. he leaves the coffee on the nightstand before kneeling down and leaving the third kiss of the day, right on your lips — and it's then that he realises that you have him so in love that he's willing to spend $8.95 every morning for the rest of his life on overpriced coffee.
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GETO SUGURU holds the most romantic date nights, but there's only one thing you don't particularly enjoy — that being there's always so much walking involved.
yes, you think the opportunity to just take a breath and link pinkies with suguru is nice; it's just that your shoes tend to undo themselves no matter how many bunny ears you tie. your laces have been through war — the plastic aglets have been long lost and the loose string is practically just that. they're starting to pull apart from eachother that you consider just wearing heels for the next few dates until you find better ones.
"we just need to turn the corner—"
suguru's words are cut off by your sighs. you look down at your shoelaces and they are once again untied; the pout on your lips make his curve upward, after he lets out a sigh of his own.
"i really need to get you new shoes," suguru mutters. "they've definitely been through it."
"can you tie them for me?"
it's a simple request that gets suguru on one knee, dress pants stained by the concrete dust, as you patiently wait for him to finish tying the knots he's so skilled at.
"the ones you tie never come out."
"that's a lie," suguru says, his voice a little muffled with the distance between your heads. his rough fingers miss the loop and he opts to restart the knot. "i tied them before we left the house, and look at them now."
your face flushes at that. he sees through your lie like glass — you were always so easy to read.
"i just like the way you tie them, sugu. plus, they only untied because i redid them myself."
"yeah, i think it's because i don't tie them like a preschooler," suguru teases — he ties the knot tightly and stands up. "you should learn how to tie them the right way, baby."
you shake your head, and he raises an eyebrow at your reaction. his left pinky reaches for yours again, before you two start to walk once more.
"why do i need to learn if i have you?"
there's silence for a bit, nothing but cars honking and chattering from the people enjoying the nightlife just as you were — you almost retract your statement when suguru looks at you expectantly.
"is that so?" suguru chuckles at your response. "i guess you're right."
you giggle at his seemingly sarcastic reply — but you don't see the way he smiles, the way the tips of his ears burn, nor do you hear the loud thumping of his heart that tell he is being serious.
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TOJI FUSHIGURO doesn't know what small is.
well, everything about him is big — his body, his mind, his bank account, his heart.
it took you awhile to figure that last one out, though. toji always does the big things. the extravagant, flaunting, costly things. it's only small to him, and it often takes you a lot of convincing to get him to not spend hefty amounts of cash on you.
he feels it's necessary, to take care of his sweet girl like any man should — toji knows nobody can pamper you as well as he does, so he makes sure his money is spent wisely in making you feel safe and content.
you don't know how to tell him that there's no need for all of it, that you just want him to be with you — it's only until one day when you're coughing and sneezing in bed that you have to, after toji's constant pestering about hiring a family doctor.
"tch, baby," toji's voice echoes throughout the spacious bedroom. "shit—you're burning up."
"i'm fine," your voice is hoarse, nose crinkling at the incoming sneeze. "achoo!—"
he frowns, and the scar on his lip shifts downward. he sits on the edge of the bed, thick fingers moving stray hairs away from your face. "told ya we shouldn't have gone last night."
you shake your head. "it was your friend's birthday."
"does it matter, [name]?" he sounds stern. he only ever acts strict with you when he's really worried. "y'were already falling sick yesterday."
you reach for the box of tissues, fingers trying to reach inside the packaging for another piece, but you seem to have used all of them up — the 3rd time today.
"can you stay home, toji?"
it's one simple request that has him nodding. if you didn't mention it, he thinks he would've forgotten all about work — toji was much too worried to let you stay home alone, while a random doctor he hires on the day of attends to you. he much rather take care of you himself.
"i think i'll fuckin' have to," toji answers, frown plastered on his face out of pure worry; he has no idea how happy his reply makes you — you were more than comfortable with the idea of him taking care of you. "'m too worried to let you be alone."
"thank you, toji," you smile up at him and he feels his face burn up, so much that he thinks he feels hotter than you; "you always take such good care of me."
he always does. there was no doubt about it.
it's then that toji fushiguro stands up, his feet quick in making it's way to the bathroom to prepare a cold towel to plaster on top of your forehead. his actions are quick, wanting to make you feel better as soon as possible; your pale lips and tired eyes worried him more than he'd like to admit.
he ends up cooking the worst chicken noodle soup ever, but you chug it down with a grateful smile and a kiss to toji's cheek.
"fuck," he mumbles, sounding almost annoyed. "think i'm gonna get a fever now, too."
the smirk on his face tells you everything, though — at least now he knows money can't buy this.
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NANAMI KENTO is the type of man to do as you please, whenever you please, even if it's something you didn't even ask for.
he loves to see the smile on your face, the way your eyes sparkle when he agrees to help you with something just because you want him to — he can never get sick of the way your voice thanks him.
this is especially true in times of emergency.
it's a friday night and you're having dinner with nanami, legs crossed underneath the marbled tabletop — your silk emerald green dress flows perfectly, hugs your body just right; you think you did a good job picking it out today.
nanami had a range of activities planned out for tonight. it was your anniversary — dinner, then a film festival, then whatever surprise he kept a secret after.
you didn't try to snoop this time, genuinely thrilled to have such a special night with your lover; you were always one to love surprises, especially the ones from nanami.
beautiful, slow tempo jazz plays in the italian restaurant — you feel like you're from a different time, enjoying such authentic food.
"ken," you smile. "you should try some of this."
he doesn't respond for a bit. he's been looking at you with dreamy eyes, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lip; it's not until you giggle that he snaps out of whatever state he was just in.
"sorry, darling," nanami clears his throat. "you just look absolutely breathtaking tonight."
you physically feel the blood rush to your cheeks, too fast that it's almost embarrassing: kento truly knew how to fluster you.
you spin the fork in your hand clockwise, picking up a ball of pasta. "do i not look breathtaking every night?"
nanami chuckles, fingers controlling the knife sawing away at the steak that sits ready on his plate. "stop teasing. you know i think you're beautiful every second—"
plop.
your eyes widen, feeling a damp spot on your thigh. your fork suddenly feels lighter, and your eyes dart down to your dress that now has a patch of spaghetti sauce.
your eyes forcefully close shut in embarrassment, fingers rubbing your temples as you sigh.
"shit," you curse under your breath. "i'm sorry, kento."
he smiles, shaking his head. "what are you apologising for? you didn't drop it on purpose."
nanami sees the frown that drags your smile away, and he feels his heart sink. he knows you really loved that dress — and so he asks you to just enjoy your meal and that he'll make something work.
it's then that his plan derails, just a little. you two are running late to the film festival, but he couldn't think of any better solution.
"wait a little, okay?"
nanami parks the car, and his feet quickly lead him out and into the mall for a little over 10 minutes — when he returns, it's with a black bag with gold printed letters.
oddly familiar, you think.
he steps into the driver's seat, shuts the door and opens the bag: it's the same dress you're wearing, just in a different colour — blue.
nevertheless, you can't help the smile that creeps up on your face. "ken.. you really didn't—"
"yes, i had to." he interrupts. "i know it's not green, but i hope it's okay."
"thank you, love." you say, voice too sweet that nanami remembers all the reasons he does these things for you — he thinks he'll never get tired of it.
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020224 — happpyy february ! also i think nanami's one is a little ermm but we rock we roll life moves on yolo :( i got lazy towards the end but i tried Okay
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socksdoeswrites · 17 days ago
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HI!! Thank you so much for writing that!! Ugh, I loved it so much!! And you wrote it so fast??? :OO THANK YOU!!!!
If you would ever be interested in a PT. 2 (All good if not, I’m super happy with the one shot!!), since calling someone by their first name is either something you do with a really close friend or a romantic partner, it’d be funny if people assumed they were dating. The reader being oblivious to this of course, and Izuku desperately trying to stop any miscommunication (he secretly likes it shhh 🤫). Anyway at some point Reader wisens up and is like why tf didn’t he tell me??? And then a little confrontation and maybe a first kiss
Regardless, thank you for your work!! It really brightened up my day!!! :D
an: ofc!! i was actually wondering if you'd want me to write a part two, so i am supper stocked you wanted one!! im so glad it brightened your day! that makes my heart melt! i hope this is the same vibe you were wanting!! i wanna thank you guys for requesting so much! you have no clue how nice it's been taking a little writing day to myself! and the compliments? gosh! but anywayyyys, i always start these off with talking things up, but as always i hope you like!! xoxo! welcome to part two!!
parings: izuku midoriya x foreigner! female! reader.
warnings/tags: nothing too major! i tried to make it as fluffy as i could! female reader!, aged up!!!, little humor, i don't know if i included this in the last one, butttt modern au! lmk if i missed anything!!
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izuku had been acting... strange after that night. you had extended your stay, deciding that you loved this place way more than your boring old apartment back home. at least for now. you were fresh out of college, might as well explore for as long as you could. while staying there, you had met even more of izuku's friends! although, every time you called him that, the same familiar blush danced across his freckled cheeks. what were you doing wrong?
you decided you'd get to the bottom of it... buuuut eventually. tonight was movie night at yaoyorozu's house. you'd drop dead before you missed an opportunity to sleep in her mansion. as you packed a bag for the night, you were interrupted with a soft knock on your front door. walking over to the door, you looked through the peephole to see a toothy grin taking up half the space.
Izuku.
"hi stranger."
he leaned against the framing of you front door, a black back pack hung loosely on his shoulders, as he crossed his arms almost hoping for some sort of invitation to come in.
"hey, you. im assuming your escorting me to miss yaoyorozu's?"
izuku snorted at the way you spoke, shaking his head playfully.
"is that a problem?"
his crossed arms now traveling to plant themselves on his hips. seemingly to give off an upset aura. you weren't buying it.
"you know good and well i don't have a problem with it, zu."
to you, the simple nickname you had given him meant you were becoming closer with him. but as you turned to grab you bag and the keys to your place, you were then greeted by a beat red izuku, and you had no idea why...
"are you alright?"
he threw his arms up, one traveling to scratch the back of his neck, and the other flailing in the wind.
"y-yeah! im great! just peachy, uhm, we should,"
he pointed towards the street.
"get a move on!"
you didn't respond to him. just nodding politely, a concerned smile planting on your lips. you ushered him to lead, and you followed him down the busy streets. he looked back every once in a while to see if he hadn't lost you, but other than that he didn't speak. he just kept his eyes on the ground or looked up to the sky. you had yet to figure out what exactly was going on. as soon as you gathered enough confidence to ask him something, it was too late. the two of you stood outside the doors of her place.
"oh woah..."
your mouth hung open as you were mesmerized by the details of the house... more like houses. this place was big enough to swallow your place whole. izuku seemed to chuckle at your reaction, but other than that, waited patiently for someone to open the door.
"you guys made it."
your attention was caught by a calmer voice. todoroki stood, dressed in his pajamas, and looking more than comfortable, to say the least. the two of you said your greetings before being welcomed warmly to this mansion. lets just say, all your worries seemed to melt away right then and there.
"can i take your bag, y/n?"
izukus voice came from behind you to which gradually pulled you out of your trance.
"uh, yeah... yeah. thank you, zu."
if you would've stuck around long enough, you would've seen the red blossom on his cheeks again. something you did without failure. todoroki cocked an eyebrow towards his friend.
"so, im assuming you still haven't told her?"
izuku could only shake his head, too tired of stumbling over his words to speak.
"are you ever going to?"
izuku sighed.
"i- i don't know... it's a little confusing to me. i mean, she calls you todoroki. calls momo by her last name, and it's not a problem! really... i just, don't think she gets it, y'know?"
todoroki nodded his head along. the girls have been picking at him recently. picking about the name you chose to call him. was it intimate? were the two of you a thing? the poked and pried for answers, to which he didn't have. but to his dismay... the girls were picking at you as well.
"so, are you guys official?" jirou had asked shoving your shoulder playfully. to say you were confused was an understatement.
"what are you talking about?"
"you and midoriya, silly!! he let's you call him by his first name! has to be a little serious."
you stared up at them.
"im sorry, i don't understand."
momo raised her brow, leaning over the counter.
"he hasn't told you?"
you shook your head slowly, if you weren't confused then, you most certainly were now.
"babe, i don't know how it is where you're from, but here,"
jirou motioned around the room.
"calling someone by their first name is a tad more, intimate. like, we only really do that if you're extremely close or like, romantically."
so, that's what it was. you slowly shook your head, asking if you could get some air to which you were pointed to a balcony... the night sky already setting. why couldn't he just tell you?
the cool breeze nipped at your skin and you couldn’t help but hold your arms closer to you.
leaning on the railing, you chuckled. it was something you could've easily fixed if he had just told you. your thoughts ran wild with reasons why he didn't, but your attention was soon pulled to the sky that was decorated with such beautiful stars. you had wondered what others were doing around this time.
that was until a voice spooked you.
"you alright?"
you screamed.
“hey! hey! it’s just me!” 
you quickly turned seeing the man of the hour. izuku.
“you scared the shit out of me!” 
he laughed, pulling himself to stand next to you on the balcony. ironic.
the first few moments were quiet until you spoke.
"why didn't tell me about your name?"
you felt him tense up and clear his throat.
"if i was making you uncomfortable you could have just said something..."
"you weren't."
he cut in. you looked at him, a confused look on your face. he returned your gaze... he sure was close.
"then what was it?"
your voice was barely a whisper as you looked down at his lips. he licked them.
"i guess i liked you saying it... it felt nice hearing it from your mouth, and... i was hoping i'd grow a pair and ask you out, but it just hasn't happened yet."
you laughed softly leaning more into him.
"you're silly..."
he stared down at your lips, before asking a small question.
"can i kiss you..?"
the next few moments were a blur. grabbing his collar and pulling him in, you felt the warm sensation of his lips connecting with yours. immediately tasting whatever type of chapstick he had on. to say it felt like fireworks would be cliche, but it was something close to it. the two of you pulling away after a few moments, locking your gazes with each other. you couldn't help but laugh at the boyish grin on his lips.
maybe it was a good thing you called him his first name so many times...
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transfemme-shelterdog · 4 months ago
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hey i heard you were accepting personal stories from people who have experienced transandrophobia. i have some complicated experiences around my sexuality that intersect with TA while not exactly being TA so i hope it's okay to share those too. im horrible at being concise so my apologies for the essay 🥲
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i have always known I was multisexual, but around 11-12, i learned that my attraction to everyone was actually queer (i thought it was the default and people just tended to pair up in m/f relationships to have kids. i was very lucky to avoid direct queerphobia as a child and form that viewpoint.) after learning this, i obviously became very invested in learning about my identity and other queer people and the struggles we face, and i immersed myself in the culture. i found the other queer kids in middle school, and spent a lot of time online learning about different identities.
it was wonderful to find people like me! but unfortunately, from the moment i stepped into these queer spaces as (someone who used to be a) woman, i was blasted with "all men are disgusting predators, wlw relationships are morally superior and lesbians are the most oppressed because they deny men access to their body, KAM lol, etc..." like, not even kidding, this shit was EVERYWHERE being blasted at top volume from the rooftops. I internalized it and repeated it because it felt cathartic- at the time i WAS a woman who liked women, so it included me, and felt great- like getting vengeance.
but i was still multisexual. i still liked men. i never really openly talked about my attraction to men- instead i did the usual "haha being bi/pan? attracted to every woman and two men amirite?" thing. but i discovered yaoi/mlm smut and got very into it in a non-cis way, the typical transmasc experience... but i convinced myself my attraction to men was purely sexual, and suppressed my romantic attraction to them. after all, in real life, "men are icky oppressive pigs! im pansexual, but i only feel romantic attraction to women! men are unlovable and only good for porn!"
i ended up dating a woman in high school. everyone assumed we were lesbians. we didn't often correct them. we were both pan, and talked about our attraction to men like cis men talk about women: objectifying them, commenting on their bodies, talking about how they were only good as fucktoys, and how they should learn their place and bottom for women (i was also really into femdom, tangentially related.)
then, i met actual trans people irl and online, and we became friends. they talked about how they felt about their gender and their dysphoria and i listened closely and.... oh no, that's relatable. the cracks in my egg started growing. but the last thing i could ever be was a man- "im a butch who likes queer femmes! not a nasty man who likes gender conforming feminine women!"
my journey out of the closet was severely stunted by the extremely prevalent hatred of men in queer spaces. i tiptoed out at a snails pace, terrified of my truth.
for a few years i said, "okay i can be a cistrans she/they nonbinary woman, and still be a butch that other wlw will feel safe around!"
another year goes by and.... "actually im just agender. i can reject the idea of manhood AND womanhood, im just a person. but but but! im deeefinitely a nonman i promise! you guys don't hate that i want to start testosterone right?" (they did.)
another year went by. "im nonbinary and transmasc but NOT a man, mayyybe a demiboy! i want HRT and top surgery but I would NEEEEVER want a penis! penises are disgusting weapons used to rape and hurt women, and i love women!"
it took me 5 fucking years of my transition to accept my binary manhood (alongside my nonbinary gender) because of this shit. and an additional few years to accept that I actually did want bottom surgery.
alongside that revelation and unpacking of my hatred of men came the realization that im not pansexual. i actually do have a slight sexual and romantic preference towards men, and i just like femmes of every gender. i started labeling myself as a bisexual faggot instead, and a label truly felt like home for the first time.
i also had to unpack the idea that loving women as a man isn't inherently oppressive. seeing representation of m/f love that isn't straight- or straight m/f that defies patriarchal heteronormativity- feels extremely affirming to the way i experience my queer attraction to women. (transmasc heterosexuals wya? i love you guys so much, and I feel so much solidarity with you ❤️)
throughout this entire painful journey towards my true self, so, so many queer women treated me like absolute shit. i had a cis lesbian friend who came onto me, and when i told her i wasn't a woman and wasn't interested, she responded, "what a waste. you make such a hot butch lesbian right now. why would you ruin yourself with T?"
multisexual women would shame me for not jumping into self-flagellation over my attraction to men. when i told them why, and the harm it caused me and how it made me mislabel myself for years, i was told that "it's better that you're bisexual instead of pansexual because you can have a preference for women! that's what we do!" when i told them i actually relabeled because i prefer men, and i am a trans man, i was told i'm not welcome in queer spaces because im "making our lesbian allies feel unsafe."
but then, even after being ostracized and forced out of queer spaces because im an "invader..." nonqueers would also harass and mock me. i get threats of corrective rape from misogynistic men to "fix me," and "turn me back into a normal pretty girl." when i express attraction towards men, they tell me that "i look like a man, and any guy that would fuck me is secretly a fag." when i express attraction towards women, im a "nasty predatory dyke trying to steal them away from men." surprise surprise, they don't actually see me as a woman or a man, but some freakish third thing that corrupts everyone around me.
i don't know how to end this. ever since coming to terms with my manhood, my desire to be masculine, and my love of men, i have been treated worse and worse by nearly everyone. i don't feel like i belong anywhere, both because of my transmasculinity and my bisexuality.
i am so much happier with myself of course, and i feel truly satisfied with my identity now.... but it's been really hard. idk what people are talking about with masculinity always being rewarded. my experiences have been the exact fucking opposite.
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duc-kie · 2 years ago
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Hii darlinggg, how about some headcannons with how the HP men take care of you while youre stressed or something. Im in the mood for some fluff.
Take your time, ✌️
finally wrote something again I’m actually so proud of myself. my life has been so busy lately I don’t even know my name anymore. this is quite short and it doesn’t contain many characters in it but it was easier to write it like this.
thank you so much for the request and the patience🫶🏻 hope you enjoy my hp fluff hcs
(it contains Cedric Diggory, draco malfoy, Mattheo riddle, Tom riddle)
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CEDRIC DIGGORY
- now he’s just the sweetest I love him. he’d know EXACTLY what to do to help you relax.
- (depending on what you like) he’d run you a hot bubble bath, put on a movie, cuddle with you, take you out on a dinner date or a picnic date, or he’d take you shopping etc.
- he’d hold you the whole night and tell you how proud of you he is and make you smile as much as possible.
- the next morning you better be ready for breakfast in the morning with the sweetest note and flowers next to it. he’d even cuddle you while you eat or give you a massage.
- literally a 100/10 I want him so bad.
DRACO MALFOY
- he might not appear as soft at first but he really is when you get to know him.
- he would try to distract you from the thing that was stressing you out so he’d put on a movie and prepare some snacks.
- then he’d cuddle you while you both watch the movie.
- he would fall asleep holding you and in the morning he’d bring you some breakfast in bed.
MATTHEO RIDDLE
- he can also be very sweet when you really get to know him and he always knows how to comfort you.
- he’d also distract you from whatever is stressing you out. he would take you to the slytherin common room at night when everyone is asleep and he’d cuddle you and read to you next to the fire place. he’d also make sure you have your hot cocoa and the softest blanket he could find.
- when he could tell you were tired he’d carry you back to his dorm and cuddle you to sleep.
- the next day he would make sure you have a great day and that you weren’t stressed anymore.
TOM RIDDLE
- now Tom riddle is sweeter after you’ve been together for a while BUT he’s still not very sweet.
- he’d act as if he doesn’t care at all but deep down he does a little.
- I feel like he’d go on a walk with you and let the nature take care of your stress so he doesn’t have to.
- at night he’d cuddle you as best as he could.
- the next morning wouldn’t be anything special, maybe he’d help you study if that’s what was causing your stress.
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lucy---lou · 3 months ago
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Part 16 Lucys-hdg-story
As soon as we're back in the hab Ellie and I are ushered into the bathroom. The bathtub already starts filling.
Then the realisation kicks in. We are all going to bathe together. Yes it already happened but I wasn't conscious. - And then Ellie strips naked.
I blush hard and stare a little, maybe quite a lot.
"Whatcha looking at hottie"
"I ehm what oh sorry I -"
I try to run out of the bathroom and get caught in vines. I let out whine. Still trying to escape the vines.
"Nice try kitten, you are not going to bed dirty, here I'll even help you"
A second later im naked. I try to hide my self behind nothing and another second late i'm being lowered into the bath. My blush intensifies. Ellie is also placed in the bath and then decides to come and cuddle me.
I blush so hard I think im going to burn up. I let out another whine.
"Just cuddles nothing special", Ellie giggles.
Miss Duralis drops something into the bath and it start fuzzily bubling. Everything starts getting tingly. Oh no more drugs, but I want them there great, come on brain decide what you want.
The bath was heavenly. I would have drowned if Miss Duralis hadn't held me. I definitely drowned in bliss and relaxantion and every other imaginable pleasurable feeling. And as promised cuddling was the most intimate thing that happened. Otherwise they would've had to separate the molten Lucy from the bathwater.
In one smooth motion I got lifted out of the bath and was dried with an unbelievably soft towel. I put on the pair pyjamas with way too many cats on it on and head to the sink. Picking up the toothbrush I notice the thing.
"Why am I wearing the CHOKER!?"
"Because you look good in it?", not helpful Ellie.
"I put it on while you were asleep in the park. And I'm glad I did."
"Why!?"
"It stopped your panic attack before you could harm yourself in anyway"
"The flashing and beeping didn't help, you know"
"I'm sorry my little kitten. It wasn't set sensitive enough for you. The flashes are supposed to tell you, to do a calming exercise."
"mmrrrfrr", I let myself fall/sit on the ground.
"And no you can't take it off. I deem it unsafe to do so"
Great I'm fucking doomed. I'm going to be a mindless pet. They'll have me high on drugs. Not let me do anything on my own. Cuddle me all the time, feed me and... and...
Wait everything already applies to me. I - I start to cry uncontrollably. Why exactly I don't really know. I do actually know I just don't want to acknowledge it.
"Hhh-Hu hug mee please?", I whisper. Vines shoot out and completely encase me. Using my little movement I have left, I burry myself deeper into Misstr- Duralis. I grab the thickest vine I find and hug it. It's very fuzzy and glows as bit. I let myself be pulled to sleep by the ever beating rhythm of Misstre- Duralis.
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