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late christmas post

SO ass but like i drew it in maybe 20 minutes on christmas eve so

hit up my etsy btw 🤤 https://dinnersdesign.etsy.com

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pulls this out of my bum

sorry for not posting chat 😇😇 ill probs post something on christmas

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zomed out while i was drawing AND BOW I DONT INOW HOW I DID THIS 😭. i was js trying to experiment with ny style 😞😞

im gonna #jump

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gonna be honest it's best to choose peace over guilt-avoidance—if they're making you this uncomfortable then you should block them or at least stop replying to their messages.

okayay 😞 ill block them fr thank yoi so much for the advice 🫶🫶🫶

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who are these girls and why haven't you blocked them 😭😭😭

literally js random ass girls like what 😭😭😭 and i havent blocked them bc i always feel guilty fr 😞

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pukes this out

tested a new art style but i dont think i like it AND it was stressful to draw so idk ill js keep it as a backup style

anyways! ramble because some girl wants me and im SCARED. and its not even js one girl its FIVE. and i barely know any of them??? but anyways im gonna talk abt one of them bc dhes pmo.

so like this girl barely knows me right and she literally texted me that she wanted me. literally yesterday. we had three conversations. and i told her im not ready for a relationship and im not in the right place to have one anyways and she said it was okay but shes??? telling me??? that she loves me???? and sending me those stupid goddamn tiktoks that are like "i love you" or "i miss my gf" I AM NOT YOUR GF. I REJECTED YOU. and this hoe is screen recording our chats on snapchat and insisting she isnt??? but she literally is??? and like another thing WHAT ARE YOU RECORDING 😭. all i did was say hello and show her my nails because she asked. I DO NOT WANT YOU GIRL.

um anyways rant over el oh el hit up my etsy fr! https://dinnersdesign.etsy.com

bye now 🫶

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spits this out and explodes

lumity grom outfits yaaay!!!! will post on tiktok when i wake up probably um

ermmmm goodnight now i needto sleep!!!!! also im on etsy el oh el (https://dinnersdesign.etsy.com)

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hi i need to rant

drawing is SOBHARD AUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AND THEN I CANT EVEN FIND THE POSE I NEED SO I HAVE TO TAKE PICTURES OF MYSELF???? LITERALKY SO AWKWARD IM JUMPINGBOH MY GOD. but its okay because it looks good in the enf BUT ITS SO ANKOYOMG HELP 😭😭😭 got me on the groumd in the dorner of my room with my phone propped up on my fhair taking pictures of myself HESLSODKK

#strugglingartist 💔/j

this came up because of my puppet amity drawing BUT ALSO A CHRISTMAS DRAWING I WANNA DO. ITS SO HARD TO FIND REFERENCES OF PEOPLE OPENING PRESENTS. i neef to know wjat website people ise to find specific poses like that because I CANT KEEP DOING THIS HHHHHHHH

rant over BAII!!!! (hit up my etsy btw 🌝 i have toh keychains https://dinnersdesign.etsy.com)

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throws thos amd disintegrates

this took so long and it flopped so hard on tiktok 😓😓 first time tweening too 😪

ALSO I GOT MY FIRST COMMISSION TODAY??? IM LITERALLY SO PUMPED!!!! i said like $10 for it and my dad told me i shouldve gone higher but like OH MY GOD. MY FIRST COMMISSION ‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🦅🦅🦅👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 some guy wants me to draw his daughter tho, so im a lil nervous 😓😓

uh uhhh uhhh dm me if you wanna commission me too or smth 😇

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puppet amity.

i really like this drawing :3

comms are open btw!!! i need money so i can get my friends n family christmas gifts 😓😓

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new lumity drawing 😼 tried shading the hair differently

posted on tiktok bee tee dubs!!! https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTYmfaVDA/

also comms r open 👅 msg me

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throws this and leaves

i hate gay people!

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new drawing today 😼 have not posted it on tiktok yet (probs will tmrrw)

the background im gonna cream 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 put a lot of effort into this one

i think im getting better at nackgroynds... heh.... 🤤

ALSO MY COMMS R OPEN PLEASE I NWED MONEY 😭

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hi chat new drawing

ermmnn i have no story today BUT my comms r open so uhhh dm me or wtv

BYEEE !!!! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

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my most recent drawing 👅

it got 900 views on tiktok in like 20 mins which was si excurinh and u gained like 5 followers from it i was literally giggling!!!! had someone ask for rhe soeedpaint too

i looove whem ppl like my art literally jas me giggling and kicking my feet

ALSO LAST NIGHT I REJECTED A GIRL 😭😭 we barely knew each other and she was going so fast and like love scares me n stuff so i like rejected her. also kike online dating isnt for me bc my love language is physical touch (and gift giving) so idk 😓😓 sent her a long paragraph too n all she sent was this

💀 chat should i jump I LITERALLY TRUED SO HARD AND SHE BARELY PUT ANY WFFORT. BAE I KNOW YOU CAN WRITE PARAGRAPHS!! YOUVE DONE IT BEFORE!!!

I LITERALLY SENT HER THIS.

😭😭😭😭 IM LITERALLY GONNA JUMP

the main problem with her wanting to date me was mainly because it was all happening so fast. i think if she hadnt tried to jump into it so quickly and i wouldve been able to get to know her, then we couldve gotten together. but, honestly, i dont think i wouldve been a good enough girlfriend anyways 😓😓. im not really the type of girlfriend that would say i love you every ten seconds and thats what she needs. and another reason on top of all of that, is i need physical touch. i need to hold hands, and hug, and kiss and she literally lives in wisconsin 💀. i just dk honestly. maybe we couldve worked out and been good together? but it didnt feel good for me to try and force myself into a relationship with her so idk i rejected her for the sake of both of us

SORRY CHAT THAT GOT A BIT TOO REAL!

but anyways!! thats what happened last night 😜😜 ENJOY MY ART BTW!!!! 🤤🤤

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I MAKE KEYCHAINS NOW!!!!

i finally got my first keychain designs up on my etsy ^_^ theyre all luz tho (im her biggest fan)

we got season one luz, luzura, and time skip luz!!!

go check them out !!!! https://www.etsy.com/listing/1815371822/

anyways!!!! what accessory do you guys is fitting for hunter ???? hes next

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whoopsie daisy actually been so inactive!!!

got my etsy started up though and set up a tiktok, insta, and youtube 🤤🤤

im really bad at promoting my stuff though..... but its okay ill probably get better. probably.

heres a drawing i js finished bee tee dubs!!!!

i love lumity