#im literally dying inside
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guys help 😭 I just unlocked the most embarrassing memory!
so I was just minding my own business, thinking about fics for my OCs, perfectly normal stuff, okay? Then I think ‘maybe I should draw my OCs’. Boom. Just like that memory is unlocked. Do you want to know what that memory was about? Do you fucking want to know what that memory was about?! (Insert deep dramatic breath here) it was a memory about a series of mini comics I made. It was all stick figures, and it had two male lead characters. One was allergic to everything and was constantly being thrown into his allergens, the other one was the ‘quite kid’ who would always take care of the sneezing other character, giving him allergy meds, stepping outside with him, stuff like that.
I WAS A GODAMN 8 YEAR OLD WHEN I DREW THAT!!!
I didn’t even know what a kink was back then.
and even worse
I SHOWED THOSE COMICS TO MY MOTHER!! TO. MY. MOTHER.!!! 😭😭😭
and then I kept getting more memories of dumb sneeze stuff I did before learning what a kink is. I remembered doing degradation meets sneeze RPs with my stuffed animals. One was sneezy and allergic while the other bullied him for it until he got concerned and started taking care of him. I remember once specifically asking my mom to put on a specific episode of a show, saying “no, not that episode. I want the one where he sneezes”
like dear lord. I hope my mom doesn’t remember any of that.
#snz kink#sneeze kink#snz fic#snzblr#sneeze blog#sneezefucker#snz fet#snz things#blank strikes again#No snz#im literally dying inside
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not to brag or anything but i saw lily and oscar and i took a picture with them
😭 VDJDVJSJSJSKSKDJSK SHAKING THROWING UP
#essie's yap 🗣️#very nonchalant#yall i was dying inside#LITERALLY#im still shaking#i was having a difficult day#BUT#🥰🥰🥰🥰#oscar piastri#lily zneimer#f1
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has anyone done a cunk on earth art of hetalia or not yet because i think that shit would be funny af
#philomena cunk literally putting them off#“have you ever wondered if your centuries long war were caused by the royal feud or was it because you and france were sexually frustrated”#“wot” england probably to her#like dude the mf interviews would slay or just be that kind of awkwardness that just screams im dying inside#hetalia#hws#aph hetalia#hws hetalia#aph
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THE alpha sister wife
#hey so twitter is quite literally dying so im trying to use tumblr more#gigi thompson#inside job#sketch#wip
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Do you rant to your girlfriend about how a giant pet peeve of yours with Gideon the Ninth fanart is when they portray Gideon with a longsword (or worse yet a fucking arming sword) instead of the greatsword she clearly is trained for? Or are you normal?
#ill accept rapier fanart cuz yknow. plot#tamsym literally acknowledges a friend trained in zweihander technique in the book y'all#gideon uses a fucking zwei and i will die on this hill#i saw art of her wield a shortsword in two hands and started going feral#it was really pretty art otherwise but my sword lesbian heart was dying inside#“stop blocking with the blade” hema technique for longsword is more parry focused while greatsword technique is more blocking focused#im normal and fine its fine#bite me#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#gideon nav#tlt#harrow the ninth
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i hear her siren's call...
but i must stay strong...
#remember what they did to wyll.........#i promised myself i wouldnt touch the game till the patched in more wyll content#*puts on clown shoes and makeup*#but by god having now watched all the dav companions romance/friendship scenes all day and night i only think about her....🐸👄#i haven't seen her since february im literally dying on the inside#personal#delete later
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Talking about an au
This is one that has been on my mind since 419 and tbh I thought for sure it could happen
Remember when Tomura shed his skin during the Floating UA battle? Well I wondered if a similar thing would happen again in Mount Fuji
Picture it. In the void, AFO eats Tomura. He's dying as he's told everything about AFO's involvement in his life. AFO takes over his body, hand formed over mouth and all. It looks pretty bad. All the stuff happens with Izuku getting his arms back, the heroes coming to his aid etc. Izuku punches AFO (end of 422, beginning of 423). Here's where it diverges from canon:
Izuku punches AFO and he starts crumbling slowly, from his gut (where the impact was) to the rest of him. Except before it even reaches his chest, his face starts to crack open. Visually we can see this crack isn't the same as the crumbling of his body. It's one we've seen before, across his face in the middle of a battle. A parallel back to this
Except within the crack is Tomura's face. Tomura inside Tomura's body. Tomuraception
What happened? Well, the power of Izuku's will to stop AFO (the punch) allowed the vestiges that got thrown into the body to reawaken and bring Tomura's soul back. At the same time, minutes before, Tomura, slowly dying in the void, began to think. About everything AFO told him, how he was doomed before he was even born. How much that angered him, the rage coursing through his soul. He already had a strong will before, but now he really can't accept what has happened and he can't accept AFO getting away with it. Even if AFO's fate is to die, he'd rather be the one on the other end of it, alive and watching him. Better yet, being the hand that ultimately brings about his end
As a visual representation, it's like Tomura reaches out, desperate to climb out of the abyss he is slowly dying in, and he is met with several hands reaching back, taking his hand and pulling him out and back to the world. The vestiges, who have been reawakened by Izuku
Before, Tomura has not been able to die or stay dead. So why should this not be the same? With the power of rage, spite, his hero and some ghostly relatives, he lives on. He twists his own fate by accepting the hands that reach out and climbing out of the hole AFO threw him in
AFO's Tomura face cracks open. Tomura forces AFO's vessel apart from the head, almost like a butterfly climbing out of its cocoon, almost like he is actively prying his own cage open and escaping for good
AFO had been crumbling and was ripped open, but in a desperate attempt to stay together and stay alive (also fueled by anger at being pushed to the edge like this + Tomura somehow coming back from the dead), he uses his quirks (mostly drills) to keep his body intact for now (this is already shown in 423)
Also, I guess it depends on what you would like to believe, but the way I see it, Tomura could come back either with just his decay OR with the vestiges choosing another vessel for what little power they can give left and so backing Tomura up with the last of OFA. Aka 10th user Tomura. It's not as powerful as it was with Izuku but it still adds a lot, just enough to pack a real punch. Personally I think if we're already throwing away "what is realistic" then I might as well go big or go home and go with 10th user Tomura my beloved
It's from this point that he and Izuku begin to work together to kill the old body. As you can imagine, it's probably not an immediate bonding of friendship or whatever, but it's more or less teamwork formed with the general statement of "we still have things to work out, hero, but I don't care about that right now. I hate him more than anyone else on this damn mountain and I can't stand the thought of letting anyone else kill him but me" etc but then progresses as they fight
#you may be thinking#'tomura literally jumping out of his own body? lol that makes no sense'#well it didn't make sense realistically when tomura turned INSIDE OUT and wore his OWN SKIN around his waist like a skirt either#so#its MY au and I get to choose the unrealistic ways my fav could come back!!#im not really thinking hard about this except for 'this would be cool if it became a parallel' and also 'tomura deserved to kill afo'#also i like the idea of the vestiges being all for tomura's destructive ways just this one time#izuku reaching a hand out to him: please tenko this doesn't have to be you 😔#the vestiges reaching a hand out to him: please tenko this can totally be you. kill him#the vestiges + tomura: i support all for one's rights. all for one's rights to shut the fuck up!!#i mean that basically happened in canon anyway#they said 'okay you're dying already but we'll bring you back to help kill afo. as a treat'#this way he doesn't have to die#there's probably more details to this but this is like the bare bones of it#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#shigaraki and midoriya#mettys posts#metty posts#bnha au#bnha spoilers
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When I think about it it's wild how many passion projects I wanna do the mere SECOND I'm done with my highschool years like I have only a few months left and the thought hit me like a BOULDER
I want to write the fanfictions I got ideas for. I want to finish the ones I haven't completed and was left in my drafts for months straight
I wanna make progress of that one Sans AU visual novel dating sim that I started over a year ago
I wanna have the time to draw everything and anything that I want without worrying if I should be doing my homework
I wanna learn how to animate so badlyyyyy
I wanna make those animation memes I've been thinking and jotting down in my sketchbook for wayy too long
And last but not least I want a cat. Maybe a bunny too... Like PLEASE I've been researching and thinking about them for years now and I'd squeal from joy
AUSHHS THERES SO MANY THINGS I WANNA DO BUT DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO AT THE MOMENT IT SUCKKSSSS
#mizu rambles#im dying inside#literally disappears from this blog for god known how long then drops a small silly rant HAJSB
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Me any other time: ohhh my gawd we will NEVER use half the math we learn it's literally just for brain strengthening and logic skill building urrrggghhh
Me doing papercrafts: OMG Pythagoras ( ꈍᴗꈍ) this theorem fucking slaps (๑♡⌓♡๑) just used it six times ♡(> ਊ <)♡ and sine and cosine my beloveds (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ ) just helped me make this curve (*˘︶˘*).。*♡ (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。peace and love on planet earth (✿^‿^)
#math#pythagoras#pythagorean theorem#papercraft#literally me#i cant count today#had to use a calculator to gind out that .5 is one half of one#im dying inside
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listen...listen... idk man i didn't expect downfall to hit me as hard as it did. but i'm at the end of ep101 and i have cried more maybe than during any other part of this story...and what a story within a story downfall is
it's about faith, the faith the mortals have in the gods and that the gods have in mortals, the faith in their creations, in and for their love of each other. and there is something so moving and intoxicating and emotional about that depiction, of gods deciding to become mortals to achieve an end goal, but of learning how much mortals love and feel and suffer
just the love between them all, everyone depicted. the wildmother and the lawbearer... the emissary.... trist and ayden, the everlight and the dawnfather... fucking just....everyone
idk man this sort of tragic story really just gets me so so so fucking bad, it hits me in such a unique way
#i am. so emo#cassida reaching out for the help of a god in a city that would kill her for prayer because her son is dying#betrayer gods and prime deities working together#asmodeus--ASMODEUS becoming who he is because he took the brunt of the force of their ship coming to exandria#the emissary being sent out ahead of the lawbearer because she could not bear to be unable to break her own rules if she had to save her wi#the way noshir's voice changed before the matron of ravens and he genuinely was a child#the way the lawbearer held the hand of her wife and asked the wildmother to tell her everything about her brave child#the way trist tried to hold onto her husband and children for as long as she fucking could. this mortal life she'd made#just...the matron of ravens being the matron of ravens. being kind.#the fact that the dawnfather was a fifteen year old boy#i am actively crying right now post episode#it's not a bells hells episode and i have missed them SO much but holy shit i think this six hour long insane episode has been my favorite#my favorite of the entire campaign#might even end up being of all of cr point blank eventually we'll see#not to mention the INSANE combat and roles#abubakar???? INSANE. what a fucking guy#silaha was a blast and the meteor swarm was unbelievable#the fact that nick knew the mechanics INSIDE AND OUT???#i'd literally watch it again just to pay attention to how he maneuvers the layers of abilities and stats#anyway im so weak right now#going to go through everything for those eps in the tags now#critical role#personal
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right if people's post ab reckless wont stop showing up on my tumblr, i will actually idk. THIS IS A SERIOUS THREAT GUYS
#im literally crying rn#reckless lauren roberts#STOP IT PLEASEEEEE#IM DYING INSIDE AND IVE ALREADY MANAGED TO READ ONE OTHER BOOK#AHUCIOEHEOWVHJJOVHFJRW
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this is hell
#anti taylor swift#have a student who wants to plah a taylor swift song and its stuck in my head#i didnt even know the song before last week when i first started teaching her#god...like im seriously not trying to be a hater but damn. its literally. 2 chords guys. okay 4. but two of those are just substitutes#of the other two with the same harmonic function of sundominant-tonic. god.#even she was like wow its literally just these two chords#and i was like yea :) <-dying inside. its so bad guys#and before anyone is like OOH WHYA RE YOU SHITTING ON THIS POOR WOMAN'S TASTES#YOUR HER TEACHER DEAL WITH IT. i do.#i do deal with it#but it takes a massive toll on me#literally just ranting on my personal tumblr. irl i know how tobehave professionally okay fear not
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for the love of all things good and whumpy, PLEASE read this scene:
Im so happy with how it turned out, I'm still reeling-
#literally begging for readers#im dying inside#my hands are still shakign from writing that#i LOVE parker#please dont be intimidated that its a named scene#they just insisted on the names#its a standalone#no context required
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Saltburn spoilers!!!
I was literally just watching this movie and I made it through a whole hour and 20 minutes, the bathtub scene, the Oliver and Venetia scene, all of that didn’t make me as uncomfortable or give me more secondhand embarrassment than when Felix finds out Oliver has normal parents..
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DM Request that other DM's wont say - Please for the love of god give your characters interactive backstories. They don't need to be plot relevant, but at least make them useable.
#dungeons and dragons#lol#being a dm#out of context stuff#dying inside#brennan lee mulligan#critical role#good dnd ideas#be a good player#im literally begging you#cant make this shit up
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i can't find the motivation to keep going guys!! i think i lost it a while ago but i didn't notice lol i think it probably slipped that time i lost my wallet? idk
#*insert gif of John Travolta in Pulp Fiction*#sitting in my desk looking at my past and my potential future wishing i didn't have to live any part of the 💫human experience💫#can i pretty please quit? 👉🏻👈🏻#can i get a good fking reason for why everything is so hard?#and at the end of this existential crisis i still have to do the work#and keep going as if i wasn't literally dying inside which every decision im forced to make#my sociology professor talked a lot about “liberty to choose”#and i was like???#i can't choose shit my guy#we don't have the power to choose#the moment we're born we're placed in our respective boxes of expectations and obligations#plus the fact that all these studies on society and culture is based in “ideal types” almost a utopia of how society actually works#and im like🧍🏻♀️#how can i sit and read about all this and regurgitate it in an exam#do a presentation with a smile about how 💫with the power of love and a sense of community we can help those in need💫#im honestly so tired of pretending#AND I DON'T EVEN DO A GOOD JOB PRETENDING#im very obviously upset lmao#idk im sad#and tired#so so so tired#i wanna go to sleep#read a fic#listen to some music#and pretend my vote counts for fking something#when it clearly doesn't
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