#im literally dying inside

[iwanttoleavethisblankbuticant]

guys help 😭 I just unlocked the most embarrassing memory!

so I was just minding my own business, thinking about fics for my OCs, perfectly normal stuff, okay? Then I think ‘maybe I should draw my OCs’. Boom. Just like that memory is unlocked. Do you want to know what that memory was about? Do you fucking want to know what that memory was about?! (Insert deep dramatic breath here) it was a memory about a series of mini comics I made. It was all stick figures, and it had two male lead characters. One was allergic to everything and was constantly being thrown into his allergens, the other one was the ‘quite kid’ who would always take care of the sneezing other character, giving him allergy meds, stepping outside with him, stuff like that.

I WAS A GODAMN 8 YEAR OLD WHEN I DREW THAT!!!

I didn’t even know what a kink was back then.

and even worse

I SHOWED THOSE COMICS TO MY MOTHER!! TO. MY. MOTHER.!!! 😭😭😭

and then I kept getting more memories of dumb sneeze stuff I did before learning what a kink is. I remembered doing degradation meets sneeze RPs with my stuffed animals. One was sneezy and allergic while the other bullied him for it until he got concerned and started taking care of him. I remember once specifically asking my mom to put on a specific episode of a show, saying “no, not that episode. I want the one where he sneezes”

like dear lord. I hope my mom doesn’t remember any of that.

[klauw22]

THE alpha sister wife

[butch-with-a-deep-voice]

Do you rant to your girlfriend about how a giant pet peeve of yours with Gideon the Ninth fanart is when they portray Gideon with a longsword (or worse yet a fucking arming sword) instead of the greatsword she clearly is trained for? Or are you normal?

[lae-zels]

i hear her siren's call...

but i must stay strong...

[mettywiththenotes]

Talking about an au

This is one that has been on my mind since 419 and tbh I thought for sure it could happen

Remember when Tomura shed his skin during the Floating UA battle? Well I wondered if a similar thing would happen again in Mount Fuji

Picture it. In the void, AFO eats Tomura. He's dying as he's told everything about AFO's involvement in his life. AFO takes over his body, hand formed over mouth and all. It looks pretty bad. All the stuff happens with Izuku getting his arms back, the heroes coming to his aid etc. Izuku punches AFO (end of 422, beginning of 423). Here's where it diverges from canon:

Izuku punches AFO and he starts crumbling slowly, from his gut (where the impact was) to the rest of him. Except before it even reaches his chest, his face starts to crack open. Visually we can see this crack isn't the same as the crumbling of his body. It's one we've seen before, across his face in the middle of a battle. A parallel back to this

Except within the crack is Tomura's face. Tomura inside Tomura's body. Tomuraception

What happened? Well, the power of Izuku's will to stop AFO (the punch) allowed the vestiges that got thrown into the body to reawaken and bring Tomura's soul back. At the same time, minutes before, Tomura, slowly dying in the void, began to think. About everything AFO told him, how he was doomed before he was even born. How much that angered him, the rage coursing through his soul. He already had a strong will before, but now he really can't accept what has happened and he can't accept AFO getting away with it. Even if AFO's fate is to die, he'd rather be the one on the other end of it, alive and watching him. Better yet, being the hand that ultimately brings about his end

As a visual representation, it's like Tomura reaches out, desperate to climb out of the abyss he is slowly dying in, and he is met with several hands reaching back, taking his hand and pulling him out and back to the world. The vestiges, who have been reawakened by Izuku

Before, Tomura has not been able to die or stay dead. So why should this not be the same? With the power of rage, spite, his hero and some ghostly relatives, he lives on. He twists his own fate by accepting the hands that reach out and climbing out of the hole AFO threw him in

AFO's Tomura face cracks open. Tomura forces AFO's vessel apart from the head, almost like a butterfly climbing out of its cocoon, almost like he is actively prying his own cage open and escaping for good

AFO had been crumbling and was ripped open, but in a desperate attempt to stay together and stay alive (also fueled by anger at being pushed to the edge like this + Tomura somehow coming back from the dead), he uses his quirks (mostly drills) to keep his body intact for now (this is already shown in 423)

Also, I guess it depends on what you would like to believe, but the way I see it, Tomura could come back either with just his decay OR with the vestiges choosing another vessel for what little power they can give left and so backing Tomura up with the last of OFA. Aka 10th user Tomura. It's not as powerful as it was with Izuku but it still adds a lot, just enough to pack a real punch. Personally I think if we're already throwing away "what is realistic" then I might as well go big or go home and go with 10th user Tomura my beloved

It's from this point that he and Izuku begin to work together to kill the old body. As you can imagine, it's probably not an immediate bonding of friendship or whatever, but it's more or less teamwork formed with the general statement of "we still have things to work out, hero, but I don't care about that right now. I hate him more than anyone else on this damn mountain and I can't stand the thought of letting anyone else kill him but me" etc but then progresses as they fight

[dearmizumi]

When I think about it it's wild how many passion projects I wanna do the mere SECOND I'm done with my highschool years like I have only a few months left and the thought hit me like a BOULDER

I want to write the fanfictions I got ideas for. I want to finish the ones I haven't completed and was left in my drafts for months straight

I wanna make progress of that one Sans AU visual novel dating sim that I started over a year ago

I wanna have the time to draw everything and anything that I want without worrying if I should be doing my homework

I wanna learn how to animate so badlyyyyy

I wanna make those animation memes I've been thinking and jotting down in my sketchbook for wayy too long

And last but not least I want a cat. Maybe a bunny too... Like PLEASE I've been researching and thinking about them for years now and I'd squeal from joy

AUSHHS THERES SO MANY THINGS I WANNA DO BUT DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO AT THE MOMENT IT SUCKKSSSS

[eldest-of-katts]

Me any other time: ohhh my gawd we will NEVER use half the math we learn it's literally just for brain strengthening and logic skill building urrrggghhh

Me doing papercrafts: OMG Pythagoras (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) this theorem fucking slaps (⁠๑⁠♡⁠⌓⁠♡⁠๑⁠) just used it six times ♡⁠(⁠>⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠<⁠)⁠♡ and sine and cosine my beloveds (⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠) just helped me make this curve (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡ (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。peace and love on planet earth (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

[shireduchess]

listen...listen... idk man i didn't expect downfall to hit me as hard as it did. but i'm at the end of ep101 and i have cried more maybe than during any other part of this story...and what a story within a story downfall is

it's about faith, the faith the mortals have in the gods and that the gods have in mortals, the faith in their creations, in and for their love of each other. and there is something so moving and intoxicating and emotional about that depiction, of gods deciding to become mortals to achieve an end goal, but of learning how much mortals love and feel and suffer

just the love between them all, everyone depicted. the wildmother and the lawbearer... the emissary.... trist and ayden, the everlight and the dawnfather... fucking just....everyone

idk man this sort of tragic story really just gets me so so so fucking bad, it hits me in such a unique way

[narwhalandchill]

not a comment on a r/fatuiHQ meme of all things making me finally notice that childe activating FL all the way back in the golden house cutscene actually summons those black hole/collapsing star imagery things (looking Exactly like the narwhal boss drop at a specific frame too) behind him if u look at it closely at the right frame😭😭😭

(peak subreddit btw.)

i mean its not Completely new for a motif his teleporting in the 4.2 opera cutscene is a much more clear example of the same exact visual effect but. Dang i never slowed the 1.1 cutscene down enough to see it for myself there before

what a cool detail and reccurring motif there! now let me lose my mind and credibility for a bit Thanks

(actual nonsense warning lmao its just cool black hole sfx but gone downhill)

(a Completely unrelated compilation here Surely. yes the narwhals spout attack thingy is less Obviously the same visual but its a pretty picture of my beloved. sue me. also its close enough 2 me)

anyway isnt it Curious how all these effects are ummmm black holes. like there are stars visibly collapsing here uwu. and black holes are. Collapsed dead stars. wouldnt it be funny if the narwhal boss drop archive entry somehow directly implies that the eye of maelstrom (a black hole) could simply be the echo of its prey. Which are. Yaknow. sometimes stars. for a cosmic whale. so an echo of its prey is an echo of a dead star. crazy ik. if anything like that existed i mean

oh JEEPERS. next thing youll tell me stars are archons forbid often used as a sort of allegory and very prevalent reference to some sort of an important category of people. like a descender or something. crazy ik (2: Electric boogaloo)

WHAT!!!! (and like 4 billion other examples i couldnt bother to gather and sc sorry)

and like. sure sure lets not get too crazy we need to remember skirks usage of this same power as well thats a good point. i should remain skeptical of my own insanity thats very true. we all get a sticker for responsible behavior UwU

so she indeed turned the narwhal into a black hole there yes. She Did That. so maybe its just the power from beyond thing. its void power its quantum but genshin. the black hole/collapsing star stuff is all surtalogis power okay lets consider that for arguments sake. well i guess that means its just surtalogis brand of transcendent abyss power and not about black holes slash dead stars that may or may not be dead descenders. thats fine

Whew i guess thats it then we solved it guys. okay i can accept that. its abyss power because surtalogi things and childe and the narwhal displaying it is all because of surtalogis plots and teachings and powers. something like that

and even if that may be a bit anticlimactic of a conclusion for a narwhalpilled truther like myself (with a penchant towards Theres Some Descender Shit Going On With Ajax antics as well) at the very least its good that there isnt any datamined book series in which some particularly pygmy-esque individuals Strangely fitting of our current descriptions and knowledge of of dain + the sinners band together to merk some guy from beyond teyvat with special powers that may or may not be the irminsul-proofed historical account of a particular descenders death so nothing like THAT can throw a wrench into our very confirmed conclusion of surtalogis power and by extension childe and maybe even the narwhals black hole motifs just being basic abyss element power that has absolutely Nothing to do with any descenders or... dead stars? yeah its a good thing nothing like that exists .

OH SH----

[flyingfish-in-a-boat]

brocedes as songs pt2

eventually by tame impala

i dont even need to spell it out for you

"if only there could be another way to do this

cause it feels like murder to put your heart through this

I know I always said that I could never hurt you

well this is the very very last time that I'm ever going to"

like this is literally Nico in 2016, coming to terms with his championship victory and the price he had to pay to get there. Cause there's no way that these two tore their over a decade long friendship apart and hurt each other the way they did without dying inside. And then he retired.

actually going feral

[metallica-jk]

right if people's post ab reckless wont stop showing up on my tumblr, i will actually idk. THIS IS A SERIOUS THREAT GUYS

[coridallasmultipass]

Shit Post venting hour let's go:

Trans Bro/Trans Dirk has endometriosis (*enBROmetriosis, because people are shitty and don't get that guys have it, too), even AFTER getting a hysterectomy, because, unfortunately, sometimes our bodies are just transphobic like that. (True story, bro...) He doesn't get symptoms regularly post-op, but when they hit, they hit like a plane-wreck - it's a huge disaster for one, and it also becomes everyone else's business.

Trans Dave doesn't have endo, but still goes through a lot of pain relievers for normal cramps. He forgot to tell Bro they were out of medicine last time.

Cue Bro stuck hugging the toilet, sick from how much pain he's in as soon as he wakes up, and Dave doesn't hear him call out for healing.

As soon as Dave hears Bro talking about Advil, he immediately remembers his mistake and realizes why Bro's been extra volatile lately (PMS/PMDD/etc).

[claratyler]

this is hell

[clarissaclaire]

Im feel like im subconsciously mentally faking literally every symptom of every mental disorder i read about. Like every time im reading a list of symptoms im maybe i have that then i think my brain just like coaxes my way into yeah i definitely have that

Do i have depression? Do i have anxiety? Adhd? Bpd? Bipolar? Ocd? Ion fuckin know

[orcelito]

Haven't been able to watch too much naruto recently. Been watching Maybe an episode a day ish. I just finished ep 419 tho and WHAT an episode to have ahead of me for grand number 420. Can't watch it rn tho bc I need to sleep and also I'm too tired to give it the full attention that I want to. Bc when I watch it, I will be embracing !!!!THE!!!! legendary Guy vs Madara fight in its FULL FORM!!!!!!

So exciting. God they're laying some major death flags lol, between the flashbacks stuff and the gate of death and well the saying he's gonna die 😂😂😂 I know he does survive it tho. But I'm also embracing this part with the Possibility of him dying. Bc that's what the others are reacting to too. And I wanna experience the full depth of emotion....

Excited for watching this next episode!!! It just cannot be right now.

[horrornotfetish]

for the love of all things good and whumpy, PLEASE read this scene:

Im so happy with how it turned out, I'm still reeling-