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i hate you generative "ai", i hate you "ai" chat-bot that never understands a question and keeps you in a loop without connecting you to a representative, i hate you "ai" replacements for normal interactions and behavior, i hate you "ai" that's been made by techbros with the intent to make more money instead of actually helping people and systems that could benefit from the technology
#sjonnie.text#im so tired#so so so tired#stop trying to give me an 'ai' summary stop trying to make me use your stupid fucking chatbot that somehow WORKS WORSE than the ones you had#before!#like can we talk about how the chatbots from before 2022 worked WAY better ?? because they weren't fed a bunch of bullshit information??#and because a group of humans had to put actual care into the algorithm#like it's the same idea! they just.#ugh#anti ai#ai free#anti capitalism
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soooooo tired of people acting like my disability accommodations are a WANT and not a NEED
because it’s not a fucking want, I NEED these accommodations. Idc if they “inconvenience” you in some way. think about how inconvenienced I AM just by LIVING
#made by icarus#SO SO SO TIRED#did system#actually did#disabled#potsawareness#pots#IBS#ibs flare#neurodivergent#adhd#autistic#actually autistic#sorry (not sorry) that my disabilities are ‘too hard’ to ‘work around’ :))))#deal with it.
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Sleepy and horny and horny and sleepy and sleepy and horny and horny and sleepy and sleepy and horny and-
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this woman was shot to death in her own home for absolutely no reason. that pig better get the death penalty or istg. her name was sonya massey. sonya massey. SONYA MASSEY.
#sonya massey#i’m so tired of this#so so so tired#rest in power sonya#she literally rebuked him and he openly threatened her after bc he knows he’s a fucking demon#an absolute psychopath#she speaks
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ocd is great :) so quirky and fun! you’ll just be minding your own business and then your brain goes “oh btw if you use that particular mug, your neighbour will die a terrible terrible death and it will all be your fault”. and now you’re filled with unspeakable dread so you just have to go “hm. cant disagree with that logic” and choose a different mug. and then the process repeats. over and over and over and over again until you die :)
#I’m so tired#so so so tired#this is a very simplified and watered down version#but yeah#and this isn’t to essentialize all experiences with ocd#ocd#tw obsessive thoughts#actually ocd#tw intrusive thoughts#intrusive thoughts#obsessive compulsive disorder#harm ocd#i hate hate hate hate ppl who say they have ocd bc they’re organized#and they say ‘oooh ocd is my superpower 🤪’ ‘ocd is a blessing’#but they don’t have ocd and it’s just AUFHHTHHGH
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pills aren’t enough i need to destroy something
#anti depressants#sertraline#zoloft#i’m mad#and tired#so so so tired#i just want to sleep#and stop destroying my own life
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Let me just say that as a Service Dog Handler: It’s not just bringing your pet to a store they don’t belong in.
It’s not just “two minutes”, it’s not “not bothering anyone”, it’s not “the staff don’t care so it’s fine”
It’s making service dog handlers have to look over their shoulders and scan their environments excessively for untrained pets that are a hazard to their service dogs.
It’s making disabled people exert even more energy that they don’t have to ensure their SD’s safety
It’s triggering medical episodes, distracting the real working dog, causing ER visits
It’s having a medical episode and spending the whole time worrying about an untrained pet harming your SD while you’re unconscious
It’s the long lasting effects of your pets poor behaviour. Making people think that real service animals behave that way, making it harder for real teams to have public access, have to fight harder to have basic rights, and have to deal with confrontation on the daily just to exist in a space
It’s being followed by security because “the last ‘SD’ peed in the store/ bit someone/ was disruptive”
It’s ending the careers of highly trained service animals because your untrained pet attacked them, rendering them unable to ever work again, their disabled handlers unable to live freely again, and tens of thousands of dollars down the drain.
I don’t care if your pet doesn’t bark at real service dogs, I don’t care if you’ve never encountered a real team while out, I don’t care if no one’s told you to stop before. Your actions have real life implications, you are making things so much harder for disabled folks all for the fact that you can’t manage to leave your pet at home for an hour.
There are tons of pet friendly spaces, take your pet there! Do your training there! Have fun there!
But keep your untrained pets out of non-pet-friendly spaces. You are not above the law and your pet is not more important than the thousands of disabled people you are directly impacting.
#I am so tired#so so so tired#YES THIS INCLUDES YOUR PETS IN BACKPACKS#the birds in harnesses#reptiles in pockets#cats in carriers#EVERY PET#and let’s finish off with#ESAs DONT HAVE PUBLIC ACCESS RIGHTS
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i just want someone to hug me and say that it's okay, you did your best, wrap me in a blanket and sit with me while i fall asleep
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didn't get the nursing position in cardiology 😔
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Today's List of Nice Things:
1. I am in London!
2. I was supposed to take it easy today cause jet lag but sitting around too long just made me want to go to bed so I decided on an adventure to Battersea Park (to see the Bandstand from Good Omens), ride the second floor of a double decker bus, and eat a pasty. I accomplished 2/3? Google kept leading me on wild goose chases? Who knew pasties could be so hard to find around here! I'll try again in SoHo tomorrow.
3. I had a lovely time wandering around Brenton, and Battersea Park
4. I was expecting one free meal on my flight but I got two. And it was actually good food. Guess your expectations are low it's easy to walk away happy 😆
5. Speaking of riding transit here: I am really proud of myself for navigating London by myself. Even in a small group, I was too intimidated to try the bus system last time I was here. (Granted, we were across the street from Hyde Park so getting on the Tube was super easy. And all the placed I wanted to see then were also on the Tube or close by.)
6. As stressful as it was to keep getting lost...I got to see a bigger mix of people than I would have otherwise, I think. Lost count of how many accents and languages I heard today. And thanks to my recent obsession with British television, I can distinguish more easily different accents (though I will struggle to identify each one.)
7. THEY HAD THE WAY ON THE PLANE! With all the sleeping I attempted, I didn't have time to watch more than one episode, but still, really cool. You can tell Michael is having a lot of fun with this one.
#who is forlornmelody?#brain hygiene#so so so tired#my noise canceling earbuds kept shutting off after an hour each time so I kept waking up to the roar of flight
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hi, i just got hit with a moderately expensive vet bill :( if you can (and want) maybe consider giving me a ko-fi? it would really help me out right now!! (i can do art in return!!!) it has been paid but it was a big hit, any help, especially reblogs!! would be appreciated!!
ko-fi: sjonni33
#sjonnie.text#im sorry for having to do this i hate this sm#im so tired#so so so tired#of course it's not just right before christmas but also right when i was able to start saving up for the first time in YEARS#:( man#mutual aid#signal boost#mutual help#anything is appreciated!!!!! i can do art in return!!!!!#and this on top of the 70€ yesterday :( gah :(
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after some tacos, almost dying waiting 3.5 hours in line to see alex brightman, forgetting my name and also how to form sentences when I finally met alex brightman, and getting the fuck outta there because I was exhausted and my con buddy who was not into it was about to claw my eyes out, I am finally free!! had a great time, must nap for a thousand years now though
#so so so tired#if anyone saw me with my power cosplay and big ass fan. no you didn't.#malt rants#florida supercon#convention live blog
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#goddamnit its too early to be having a breakdown#why why why why#i hate it ugh#still so goddamn stressed still so desperate and painful and ugghhhhhh#im. hhhh im just. ssuch a burden on everyone around me#want to crawl into a hole and never come out#I'm so tired and painful and#ggods#maybe i should just kill myself i dunno christ#I'm#hhhhhh.......#can't fucking do anything#I'm so tired of myself#so tired#so so so tired#I'm. I'm so tired
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i can't find the motivation to keep going guys!! i think i lost it a while ago but i didn't notice lol i think it probably slipped that time i lost my wallet? idk
#*insert gif of John Travolta in Pulp Fiction*#sitting in my desk looking at my past and my potential future wishing i didn't have to live any part of the 💫human experience💫#can i pretty please quit? 👉🏻👈🏻#can i get a good fking reason for why everything is so hard?#and at the end of this existential crisis i still have to do the work#and keep going as if i wasn't literally dying inside which every decision im forced to make#my sociology professor talked a lot about “liberty to choose”#and i was like???#i can't choose shit my guy#we don't have the power to choose#the moment we're born we're placed in our respective boxes of expectations and obligations#plus the fact that all these studies on society and culture is based in “ideal types” almost a utopia of how society actually works#and im like🧍🏻♀️#how can i sit and read about all this and regurgitate it in an exam#do a presentation with a smile about how 💫with the power of love and a sense of community we can help those in need💫#im honestly so tired of pretending#AND I DON'T EVEN DO A GOOD JOB PRETENDING#im very obviously upset lmao#idk im sad#and tired#so so so tired#i wanna go to sleep#read a fic#listen to some music#and pretend my vote counts for fking something#when it clearly doesn't
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god i love the purple hyacinth webtoon so much like they really popped off when they said enemies to lovers fake dating and its all canon. i can’t make this up
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